Hold Me Tight
BY: Miss Fortune

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Will took a deep breath of the heavy sea air. He could feel it
prickle in his lungs like the sweetest incense. He cast his gaze out
over the swaying horizon, barely squinting at the golden glare coming
off the water. The kohl that lined his eyes was something he'd become
accustomed to over time. After Jack had first convinced him to wear
the dark powder on his face, it had become a morning ritual for them
to apply it to each other's eyelids. If Will closed his eyes he could
still feel the tender stroke of Jack's thumb as it smudged the
powdery substance over his eyelid. It was something familiar and
comfortable and one of the million ways Jack had of showing him that
he cared. That and Jack said it made him look sexy.

The former blacksmith turned pirate grinned as he returned his
attention to the wheel under his hands. A steady wind propelled them
forward and with an easy hand he guided Jack's lady on towards the
sky. The Black Pearl sliced effortlessly through the water, eager to
move onward to the next mysterious point on Jack's compass. Will
still wasn't quite sure what the compass told Jack, but he did know
that it hadn't yet failed them, so they followed its strangely
pointing needle on to treasure and adventure. Jack might be eccentric
and misleading at times, but when it all came down to it, Jack had
never steered him wrong.

Jack was currently residing in the crow's nest with a bottle of rum
to keep him company. How Jack could drink that much rum and still
manage to effortlessly scale the rigging was beyond Will. He held his
breathe every time he watched his lover shimmy up the rigging. Jack
was made for a ship. Everything about him was well adapted to living
on the seas. From the natural swaying rhythm of his step to the
perfect copper tone his skin would take on in the sun, Jack was made
for the sea. Will wouldn't be terribly surprised to find out that
seawater and rum ran through Jack's veins.

On the wind he could hear the steady rhythm of Jack's voice as he
sung that horrible song he'd picked up from somewhere. The song was
like a sickness. Once you caught it, it would infect your mind,
sticking in your head. It wasn't that it was truly a bad song; it was
merely that the constant repetition seemed to engrave itself
permanently on the mind. The whole crew knew it, even Cotton's
parrot, and it was not unusual for everyone to occasionally burst out
into a hearty round of "Yo Ho". He clamped down the song before it
could escape his lips and look up at the Crow's Nest.

Jack couldn't have been keeping a very good watch as Will could not
see the man. More than likely, Jack was sitting at the bottom of the
nest knocking back the bottle of rum and soaking in the noon sun.
Jack would of course descend with his skin that nice even brown tone
while Will still got scorched by the sun and often times Jack
wouldn't allow him on deck in the noon hours. Today was an exception
as it was a fine day with a good wind and Will had promised to keep
his shirt on.

It was sometimes amusing to Will how Jack doted over him. Jack was a
pirate, cunning and ruthless and yet when it came to Will, he could
be so tender it was like dealing with another person. Not that he
minded Jack's attentions, far from it as he treasured the attention.
Growing up as an orphan, one did not receive a lot of tenderness. Mr.
Brown had raised him well to be a blacksmith, but he didn't fill any
of Will's emotional needs. Jack did. Maybe Will was silly to still
carry such needs in his heart, but he could no more stop them than he
could stop the tides.

He considered himself lucky to have found Jack. He'd thought that
Elizabeth had been what he needed. She had cured him of that notion
when she'd run off with another man. Jack had never really left him.
Jack always came back for him. No matter the danger, Jack always
returned. It was something that Will was thankful for every day. He
was so glad that Jack hadn't left him to rot in that port town. He
couldn't imagine spending the rest of his life on land, with the sea
so close he could see it from his window, while he was bound to land.
The forge would own him, sapping his life away until he could no
longer lift a hammer to form the swords he loved. He had not been so
foolish as to think he'd make swords all his life. Having taken on
almost all of his master's duties over the years he knew that it
would be an endless stream of horseshoes, pots, cannonballs and
nails. It would have become unbearable.

As he looked back, he really couldn't see himself settling down and
having children. His soul was too restless. He reveled in the freedom
that his new life provided. They were always on the move, never
settling in one spot for a great stretch of time. For now they were
sticking to the Caribbean as Will got used to the life out at sea.
But Jack promised him that one day he would take Will across the
ocean where they would visit China, India, and the infamous
Singapore. He knew that the sea voyage would be hard, but he was up
to the challenge as he was eager to see the wonderful places that
Jack had described to him when they both lay awake at night and
talked.

Will would listen, entranced by Jack's tales of the colorful people
he had met and the strange wonders he had seen when he'd traveled
with his father as a young child. Jack's father had been a merchant
sailor and when Jack was old enough to travel with him, he'd taken
young Jack out to see the world. Jack could speak three languages and
knew enough oaths and curses to make up a fourth language by
themselves. It might seem strange that the son of a merchant would
turn into a pirate, but Jack had good reasons. His father's partners
had turned on him, betraying him and taking his ship and everything
else he owned.

Jack's father had vowed to get his ship back. His money and
reputation might be lost causes, but the least he could do was get
his ship back to pass it onto his son. Jack was twenty when they put
in with a pirate crew and took back the ship. Unfortunately, Jack's
father was shot in the battle and only just lived to hold the wheel
of his beloved ship one last time. To this day, Jack still took the
utmost care with the ship that his father gave his life to pass onto
him.

The story explained Jack's extreme devotion to the Black Pearl. It
was just another fascinating piece to the puzzle that was Jack
Sparrow. As much as Will learned of his lover, he still wasn't sure
that he was getting the whole story. It didn't really bother him that
he didn't know every sordid detail of Jack's past. He knew some
things were better left unsaid, like the passion with which Jack
talked about his father, Bootstrap Bill. There was something unspoken
there. He accepted it. It made him feel closer to the man that he'd
barely known, but he did not push the subject.

All in all, he was finally satisfied with his lot in life. He no
longer had to work in the shadows and watch as other people claimed
his hard efforts as their own. He didn't have people watching over
his shoulder to see the next move that he made, ready to pounce on
any small deviance he committed. He didn't have to put up with
derogatory words behind his back or unwelcome faces as he walked by.
So what if he was a pirate now? He was still a good man and it made
him happy. That happiness was all that mattered for Will in the grand
scheme of things.

"Lost in thought luv?" Jack's arms wound around Will's waist as his
words tickled Will's ear.

"Mm, just thinking," Will replied, leaning back into Jack's arms.

"It's time to go inside," Jack murmured into his neck. "The sun'll be
getting to ye soon. It's best yer not around to feel its sting."

Will sighed as Jack's rum scented breath flowed across his skin. "But
it's such a nice day. Couldn't we stay out just a bit more?" Will
turned his head to look at Jack.

"Will lad, I like me lobsters red, but not me lovers. But what say I
make it more enticing for you to join me in my cabin?" Jack's grin
promised mischief.

"And just how do you plan on doing that?" Will took his hands from
the wheel and turned in Jack's embrace.

"Maybe a little somethin like this," Jack whispered as he closed the
distance between them, pressing his lips firmly to Will's. Will
slowly opened his mouth to Jack's questing tongue, tasting the strong
flavor of rum lingering in his mouth. They would have continued had
the ship not veered hard to the right. Will fell against Jack before
the captain got his hand on the wheel and set them back on their
straight course.

"What the hell're ye doin' up there?" Anna Maria bellowed from below
the deck.

"Nothing Anna dear," Jack called out.

"Nothing me black bottom, I'm comin for the wheel." Anna said as she
emerged from below the decks, glaring at Jack.

"Yes, ma'am." Jack stepped away from the wheel, taking Will with him.

"None o' that now Sparrow." She grumbled as she took over the
wheel. "Jus' get him in afore he turns colors and gets stuck on
kitchen duty for a week. We all suffer when that happens."

Will pouted. "Are you saying I can't cook?"

"Not at all lad." Anna shook her head. "I'm sayin that Jack can't
resist the temptation of havin ye down there and things end up burnt
more often than not." She gave her captain a look that dared him to
refute her claim. Will blushed while Jack merely shrugged.

With a lazy grin he began to herd Will down to their cabin. "We'll
just be leavin ye to your duties then."

Anna mumbled something unintelligible in response before turning her
attention out to the sea. Will took one last breath of the fresh salt
air as the moved into their cabin, Jack once more wrapping him in his
embrace. Will leaned back into Jack's arms and closed his eyes. He
smiled as Jack nibbled at his neck.

"Wha's goin on in that head of yours?" Jack murmured, nuzzling Will's
cheek.

"Just thoughts," Will replied.

"What kinda thoughts?" Jack's hands rubbed over Will's hips.

"Good ones. Thoughts about you and Pearl and how glad I am that you
came back for me."

"Will lad," Jack turned Will in his arms, looking at him
seriously, "I will always come back for you. Always."

Will smiled back. "I know Jack. I know."



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