The First Time... The First Time... A New Due South Slash Story by Red Skye ================= NOTES: You know the drill, text bracketed =like this= indicates someone's thoughts, and text bracketed *thusly* denotes emphasis. This one's for DonnaR - I made a request for some kind of feedback, and she responded with it, and a request for a short stand alone story with enough characterization that someone who's never seen Due South to understand and enjoy it. Preferably one with first time connotations or a good sex scene. Hmm.... *ME* write a *short* story... Let's see, this story is 9 pages or approximately 4570 words long. Short enough? There's sex, loads of character information to give you a handle on the characters and it's a first time, stand along story - Ask and you shall receive. Enjoy. *---===o)o0o(o===---*---===o)o0o(o===---*--===o)o0o(o===---* Tall, lithe and slim, skin that in summer turned the colour of coffee with just a touch of milk. Smoky green eyes, a nose that was a little on the generous size, a mouth that smiled easily, and unlike other men of his heritage, elegant brows that teamed with those smoky green eyes could be so expressive. That was Detective Raymond Vecchio, all over, expressive. Never afraid to express his opinions, disgust or feelings. That was until he met a blue eyed, oh so polite Mountie, Benton Fraser. Pale of skin, dark of hair, the sort of nose he used to wish he'd been born with as a teen, and all the features women drool over. And a goodly portion of the female population did. It wasn't just the Canadian's looks that made woman fall over themselves in their eagerness to gain the Mountie's attention, no, it went beyond that. He was a gentleman in the truest sense of the word. Never a harsh word, unfailingly polite, always, dedicated, chivalrous in an age when people oft expressed the sentiment that chivalry was dead. Sometime Ray hated Fraser, he hated the way women ignored him when the Mountie was around, he hated the way it always seemed that Fraser got all the glory and attention, even when a successful arrest was the result of a joint effort on both their parts. He hated the way he always managed to look perfectly groomed, no matter what. It was as if the first thing the mountie did each day before he left his decrepit apartment was apply a good thick coat of Scotchgaurd. While, he Ray always seemed to end up with a ruined suit, covered in filth, smelling horrible, looking like something the cat dragged in. Ray also hated the way the Mountie was completely obvious to the fact he could reduce him (Ray) to a quivering mass of hormonal impulses. There were times he just wanted to stop the Mountie's insane Inuit tales by kissing him breathless. Times he watched his agile unofficial partner in action that just got his pulse racing and pounding in places that made him glad he wore baggy pants and thigh length coats. But what he hated Fraser the most for, was the way Nanuk of the North had turned his life upside down, making him fall head over heels in love with him and remained so steadfastly ignorant of the fact he wanted to be his partner in more ways than one. Sometimes it made Ray want to approach the nearest wall and bash his head against it, but all that would achieve would be to give him a head ache and possibly concussion. Ray could just not believe how totally oblivious Fraser was to it, he gave the damned man enough hints. Taken him home to meet his family, dragged himself out of his hospital bed, followed the damned man all the way to Canada. And as if that wasn't enough, it was right after he'd almost blown himself to bits trying to save the Mountie from the booby trap left behind by the Mountie Killer they were tracking. That was when Ray had realised he'd fallen for the seemingly innocent Mountie. Cynical and brash he might be, but he was also realistic. It had just taken a little while for his conscious id to get wise to his subconscious id's influence. It was fate, obviously, they were meant to be together. To be partner's - hadn't the RCMP banished Fraser to Chicago. Who was Ray to fight fate. It took him a little longer to realise that it wasn't platonic love he felt, that the bond he'd recognised for what it was went deeper than a desire to have this man's life long friendship. What he wanted was a relationship. An intimate one at that. He tried to fight it for a time, pestering women of all types, sleazy women, easy women, career women, like Louise. He'd lost the fight when Irene lost her life. The last woman left on Earth who could and did make him forget all about his deep attraction to the Mountie. Her life snuffed out by a bullet meant for him fired from her own brother's gun. And with Irene went the last of Ray's defence against his desire for the Canadian. Innocent Fraser was not, even if he gave off that impression. Victoria had taken that innocence and trust in his fellow members of the human race used and abused it. She'd used sex to wrap him around her little finger, and the trusting Mountie had been too innocent to see through her mind games. Many a fantasy Ray had secretly indulged in, assuming Fraser was gay from the way he was so skittish around women, bit the dust when he'd realised Fraser had a woman in his apartment - a woman he'd been sleeping with. Ray had been tormented for months after, by the fact he'd put a bullet in Fraser's back trying to stop Victoria from escaping after she'd turned their lives upside down seeking vengeance. But nothing could have hurt Ray more than Fraser revealing he hadn't been trying to stop her escaping but trying to join her. He never expressed these feelings to anyone, he kept them looked up inside, and in time they passed, as did the desire to bash his head against a wall whenever Fraser failed to take a hint, or turned into a bumbling idiot around Inspector Thatcher, the Dragon Lady. She of the scathing commentary, fiery temper and domineering nature. Ray came oh so close to shoving Fraser off the roof of the justice building when he realised Fraser was actually flirting with the damned woman in front of him, albeit, using semaphore. He'd been sooo tempted. After all the irritation, suppressed sexual desire and frustration - both sexual and general at his part in a major event had been once again ignored in favour of Fraser's role in it being splashed all over the media came to a head. After getting some of it off his chest, and finally getting Fraser to admit he had feelings and almost being blown to bits by the bolt brothers bomb. It was one of those times when he felt like either hitting or kissing the oblivious Mountie. He'd done neither. And now, he sitting in his Riv, driving through the cities streets with Fraser at his side, more oblivious than usual due to a head injury he'd suffered playing supermountie again. Oh the temptation, when Fraser uttered those words. He was sooo tempted to lie, to tell the befuddled Benton that yes, they were more than friends, they were partners, in more than just a occupational sense. To drive back to that ratty apartment of his and do all the things he secretly fantasized about doing to him. It all ran through his head in the moments that followed Fraser's reaction to his innocent comment. "Benny, I could kiss you." *---===o)o0o(o===---*---===o)o0o(o===---*--===o)o0o(o===---* Ray's mouth opened to utter those words again as Fraser supplied him with the vital piece of evidence he needed to wrap up the case Welsh had been nagging him about. But the words weren't spoken. As if of their own volition, his arms rose, hands reaching out to cup Fraser's face and before he could stop to think about it, his lips were pressed to the Mountie's. A hard, fast, excited kiss before he drew back to announce, "God, I love you," and snatch that evidence from Fraser's suddenly lax hands. Ray bounded off before the Mountie could gather scattered wits to deck him or berate him for it and the Detective spent the rest of day on top of the world. After 3 or was it 4 long years of yearning to touch, kiss and declare his love for he magnificent Mountie he'd done it and gotten away with it. He came down with a thud the next morning when his cel phone rang as he was bounding down the porch steps heading for his car. It was Fraser, calling to tell him he didn't need a lift into work. To add insult to injury when he collected the Mountie from the consulate that evening it was to be told Inspector Thatcher had ordered him to take some of his accumulated leave and take a holiday. Ray was wondering if he could get a break on short notice when Fraser continued on to announce that she meant *immediately*. Ray knew there was no way he could get time off to join Fraser on holiday at notice that short. "So what are you going to do Benny?" "Go home. We never did get around to rebuilding the cabin, or even inspecting it. I really think I should, at least then I'll have a fair idea of what work I'll need to do to rebuild." "Yeah, good idea," Ray said, without much enthusiasm, thinking of the plans they'd made to rebuild it together. Another fantasy of his bit the dust, the fantasy where he got to watch Fraser puttering around in his faded jeans, and little else but a fine sheen of sweat coating his body. Snuggling down together to sleep - to conserve body heat - which naturally lead to generating a little heat in a far more intimate way. =Rub it in why don't you Benny= "I can get all the equipment we'll need to do it once I inspect it." =Did he just say what I think he did?= "We?" He hated the way his voice squeaked. "What do you mean *We*." "Well Ray I do have quite a bit of leave accumulated, I won't be taking all of it. I was hoping we could go back, together to work on it, that is unless you intend you follow your aborted plan of heading for Miami during your vacation." =Hmmmmm, sun, surf, sand, near naked babes or snow, sleet and Fraser getting all hot and sweaty and striping off a few layers along the way as he works - I know which one I'd prefer= Ray thought with a mental leer picturing Fraser in Jean's and sweat muscles rippling as he used his axe to cut down a tree. He had to banish the mental image, it was making the blood rush straight to his groin. "I... haven't planned that far ahead Fraser." "I think it would be good for us - as a team, to do it. To get away from the city, the crime, the... tension, to try and repair that bond we have." "Arrgh, don't sit there trying to justify being homesick Benny, if you wanna go back to the frozen north to enjoy the good clean air for a while - you don't have to justify it. Just bring me back some of that water." Fraser smiled, remembering back to their aborted attempt to go to his property and how Ray had raved about the water in the river after carrying him all the way there from the site of the plane crash. He remembered the enforced closeness, the way Ray the tenderfoot in the wilderness had kept him alive and bagged the escaped criminal who'd stranded them there. He hoped they could recover the friendship he'd come to need the way he needed air and food. It was vital to his well being, his sanity. He didn't think he could retain his equilibrium and sanity without Ray there to give him all the things he'd craved so much without realising it. Ray was like the brother he'd never had, but always wished for. But all that had changed recently. No, not recently, it had started to change after Victoria. Ray had become more open, more willing to express just how much something he did or didn't do annoyed him. He'd also cut right back on his pursuit of women. Fraser wondered if Ray realised just how much passion had been injected into his statement the day before. Enough to result in Fraser having a sleepless night, and being tired and clumsily all day at the consulate, leading to the Inspector's order to take some of his leave, immediately. "You want me to drive you to the airport Benny?" "That would be most appreciated Ray." "What about Dief? You want me to look after him while you're gone?" "No, I'm taking Dief with me, perhaps back home I can get him to remember that he's actually a wolf, and not a short man in a permeant fur coat." Ray laughed at that and slapped his thigh. "Good one Benny." Fraser shifted in his seat as Ray's hand remained where it was a moment longer than necessary and seemed to slide upward a moment before it returned to the wheel. "The fresh air, lack of junk food and exercise will be good for him." Ray nodded, but his attention was now on the street ahead looking for a parking spot in front of the apartment block that was Fraser's home. No sooner had Ray parked his pride and joy than his cel phone trilled and it was with annoyance Ray answered it. Fraser climbed out of the car while Ray conversed with his mother, half in English, half in Italian, peppered with a smattering of yes, Ma's and can't Frannie do it's. Fraser closed the door and turned away taking a step toward the block when the window rolled down. "Hey Benny," Ray called out. Fraser looked back to see Ray holding the phone to his chest. "Ma say's she's cooking up your favourite dish tonight. I know you gotta pack and everything, what say I come by later and drop some off?" "That would be lovely Ray, you know how much I love your mother's cooking." "And there ain't nothing my mother loves more than a man who loves her cooking," Ray said before winding the window back up and raising the phone to continue his telephonic conversation with his mother even as he pulled away from the curb and drove off. Fraser watched the green Riviera disappearing into the distance waiting until the Riv turned a corner to disappear from sight before he turned and walked into the building. =Oh well, if nothing else I'll find out if it was imagination or not= he thought. *---===o)o0o(o===---*---===o)o0o(o===---*--===o)o0o(o===---* All through dinner as his family's boisterous chatter swirled around him, Ray wondered if his offer to drop by Fraser's with some of his mother's fine food was a good or bad idea. His body was telling him it was a wonderful idea, while his head was telling him it was probably a big mistake. Then again, Fraser had made it pretty clear that he didn't hold that kiss against him. On the other hand, that's what made it a bad idea. He was scared spitless, not of Fraser bringing it up and telling him that he hoped it never happened again. What he was scared of was taking everything the wrong way. He wanted Fraser so bad he didn't taste a single bite of his food. He wanted to show Fraser just how much the invitation to go back to Canada and rebuild the cabin with him had meant after everything they'd been through recently. He wanted to worship the Mountie from head to foot, to let him know he was loved with a passion, no longer alone, that they were a team that could stand up to the test of time, no matter what the world threw at them. To give Fraser a damn good reason to come back from Canada and not be tempted into remaining there. What scared him the most was, that if he gave in to temptation that Fraser might chose not to return *because* he'd finally put his cards on the table so to speak. His mother's hand on his arm, shaking him drew his attention back to the table. "Raimondo, are you alright? You've hardly touched your food." "What do you mean, hardly touched it, he's totally obliterated it," Frannie said archly. Ray looked down at his plate to see his sister was right, the plate was covered with a rather off putting looking sludge the result of his absent minded mashing of his food while his thoughts wandered. "So, what's her name Ray?" Frannie stirred. For the first time since he was a kid, Ray flipped food at his sister and a big blob of that food hit her smack dab in the middle of the face. She looked at him, mouth agape, eyes so wide they were in danger of popping out. The rest of his family had a similar look of surprise on their faces as he rose, snapping at her. "Just because I'm not feeling hungry doesn't mean I'm moping over some woman the way you mope over Benny like some love sick cow. It's no wonder I practically have to drag him over for dinner the way you hurl yourself at him every single time." "Raimondo!" "What?! It's the truth. She never stops doing it. She acts like a bloody cat on heat when he's around. And I'm sick of it." Frannie flicked food off her face and rose scooping up a handful of pasta sauce and hurled it at him, splattering it all over his suit. Ray looked down at his suit, the thought that it would probably be stained but good after that popping into his head, before he retaliated hurling something equally stain producing at her to splatter all over her expensive dress. That was the start of an all out food fight between them while their mother shrieked, the children laughed and joined in and Maria and Tony backed off fast shaking their heads at it all. *---===o)o0o(o===---*---===o)o0o(o===---*--===o)o0o(o===---* Ray sat on his bed, staring at the clock on his bedside table, watching the time tick by. He'd showered and changed, not into another suit but into comfort clothes, a pair of comfortable pants he'd had for years and didn't care about getting stained or covered in wolf hair, and a turtle neck skivvy along with slip on loafers. He didn't exactly look his best, but then after the food fight with Frannie, he didn't exactly feel that way either. He jumped as the door creaked and smelt his mother entering before he looked around to see her with a food canister in her hands. He looked away, flushing as he imagined how long it would take her to clean up the mess in the dining room. "I'm sorry about starting that food fight, Ma," He said. She sat beside him on the bed, setting that canister on her lap and rested the back of her hand to his cheek, then forehead. He jerked his head away. "You're not coming down with something, are you?" =Just Lovesickness, ma, and there's no cure for that= Ray thought. He shook his head. "Did you have another fight with Benton?" "No." "He called, he said you were going to drop by with this later." He took the canister, running his long elegant fingers over the lid making sure it was secure without a second thought. "Did you ever have the feeling that your whole was about to come crashing down on your head, Ma?" He shivered when she responded by crossing herself and nodding. "Three times." He looked directly at her for the first time since she'd entered his room. "The first time.. was just before your father died... The second time.. was the day you brought Benton home for the first time, it didn't pass till you opened your eyes in the hospital." "After.. I almost got myself blown up in Chinatown." She nodded. "And...?" "One night... The feeling came back and... just kept growing stronger... And then it just.. stopped.. And you came home soaking wet, smelling like you'd been swimming in Lake Michigan." "No kidding." "I have the feeling now." He looked away shivering. "For how long?" "It's been... bothering me for days... I keep waiting for something horrible to happen. But then I remember the last time I had that feeling, nothing happened." "Actually, ma, something did happen, I did take a swim in Michigan so to speak, in the boot of a car. I couldn't get out... and there was so much water... I couldn't breath... I thought... I was going to drown that's... the last thing I really remember before Benny slapping me and holding me up on the boot of the Riv... He must have dived in and pulled me out before it was too late." His mother crossed herself again, then Ray reached out and patted her arm, before rising. "And he's gonna start wondering where I am if I don't go over and drop this off like I promised," Ray said, his mind made up. If his mother had the same feeling of impending doom hanging over her head, then it wasn't connected to his decision to take a chance and tell the Mountie just how he felt if the Mountie gave him the slightest hint he wouldn't reject him for it. It was something else, and in light of what she'd told him, about the times she'd had that feeling, the old saying, better late than never popped into his head. If he didn't find the courage to act now, he might never get the chance to do it. *---===o)o0o(o===---*---===o)o0o(o===---*--===o)o0o(o===---* Ray had come close to delivering the delicious food and leaving as last minute nerves about his decision cropped up, but then Fraser had nervously licked his lips and mentioned that he'd boiled the kettle if Ray wanted to stay for coffee. It wasn't coffee Ray wanted, and when he looked into Fraser's eyes he realised it was more than coffee Fraser was offering. Fraser had realised he had really meant it when he'd so spontaneously declared his love and was - rather hesitantly - offering him what he'd been dreaming of, but never imagined he would actually receive. Words had seemed so superfluous - everything that needed to be said had been communicated without words with just one look. Ray stepped up to the Mountie, reaching toward him with a slightly trembling hand to lay it on his shoulder. The trembling subsided as the Mountie remained where he was, not moving an inch as Ray brought the rest of his body into contact with him. Those blue eyes had fluttered closed as Ray's breath caressed his face, a kiss as light as a feather touched the Mountie's lips, then Ray's mouth was moving further, kissing, licking, nipping, tasting his skin as his hands moved to strip away his clothes. Fraser returned the favour, clothes were scattered through the apartment from the entrance to the bed. The last thing to hit the floor was Ray's remaining loafer, then their bodies were hitting the bed. Fraser's hands skittered over Ray's skin, as the slim Detective explored and worshipped almost every inch of his body, from head to foot. Not wanting to be picky Fraser didn't express his growing sense of sexual frustration as Ray ignored his hard rampant sex preferring to give his attention to every other inch of the Mountie's body. All the while, the Italio-American murmured endearments and words of love and appreciation for Fraser's physical attributes. That was until he reached the attribute Fraser wanted him to pay the most attention to. Ray gave Fraser's pulsing sex all the attention the Mountie could wish for and more. He began first with gentle strokes of the fingers, watching it twitch, revelling in Fraser's breathless entreaties for more. Ray gave it to him laving the throbbing organ with his tongue until he reached the root of it, before he gently dragging his teeth up the shaft, making Fraser buck and moan. Then he flicked his tongue over the now weeping tip of it, over and over, before slowly circling it, wrapping his lips around the head, long elegant fingers encircling the pulsing shaft, to tease it. While his agile tongue swept around and over the head of Fraser's sex as he sucked. Ray's other hand slid over sweat slicked skin, tenderly tickling the sensitive flesh of Fraser's inner thigh before sliding down to the tight sacs beyond the root of that quivering organ. He moulded his hands to their hot heavy roundness, rolling them gently before his hand travelled up that shaft, taking a moment to trace the ridge of it up to the tip. "OhGodRaydon'tstop," moaned, awe in his voice. Ray ceased to use his clever mouth on that rampant organ for a moment, taking a few seconds to thoroughly coat his own fingers with his saliva before he resumed. Fraser was close, very close, to the edge as Ray's hand travelled past those downy sacs to the perineum to stroke it. Fraser's hips bucked and Ray took advantage of it. Fingers slick with his oral juices slid into Fraser to find and stroke his prostate with firm rhythmic strokes. Fraser came with a thoroughly animalistic cry of pure sexual ecstasy, his hot seed spurting into Ray's mouth as he sucked on him with a long hard strong suck. "Oh-mi-god," Fraser breathed looking down the bed at Ray as the last of the post orgasmic twitches subsided and he found the strength to push himself up on his elbows. Ray sat back on his heels, hands falling to his thighs with a rather satisfied smile on his own face. Fraser noted that Ray's sex was standing erect and rampant sweat transforming his skin into a slick glistening surface, the light gleaming off it with each rise and fall of his chest as his lungs draw in air with each breath. He'd been unsure about taking their relationship beyond friendship, even though his body had been all for it. Now, in the afterglow of the most incredible orgasm of his life, Fraser looked at Ray in a whole new light, and in the half light, glistening as he did, his smoky green eyes half lidded, that look of total confidence, aroused and flushed with passion, Ray looked magnificent to him. And Fraser said so. A smile dimpled Fraser's face as Ray's sex twitched at the compliment, then the sleek Italian was half rising, moving to crawl over his body. Fraser's arms rose, his hands sliding over Ray's back as the Detectives mouth hovered over his. He tried to kiss him, but Ray drew his head back, just enough to avoid the touch of his lips. Fraser's hands slid to his neck, and over the back of his skull. Then Ray's tongue flicked over his lower lip, to tease it, making it tingle in its wake. Fraser's lips parted, Ray's teeth gently nipped his tingling lip before he plunged his hungry tongue into the Mounties mouth to explore it's depths as thoroughly as he'd explored the rest of his body. Fraser was a little surprised to taste himself as his tongue met and tangled with Ray's. A new taste for him, he wondered what Ray tasted like. *---===o)o0o(o===---*---===o)o0o(o===---*--===o)o0o(o===---* The End Copyright Red Skye 23 August 1998. All the usual disclaimers apply. The characters belong to Alliance. I was a good girl, I didn't do anything horrible to your toys, and I promise to put them back on the shelf nice and tidy. Minus their clothes, but nice and tidy. :) Return to Due South Fiction Archive