Purgatory	Purgatory by Lys

 Author's disclaimer: All the usual disclaimers apply. I don't own them,
but do enjoy them. Pleae do not publish this on any other site without my
permission.

  

 NC/17, slash, m/m, m/f
 Pairing: BF/f, BF/m
 Reference to Victoria
 By Lys
 Purgatory 

 The window slid open and five figures in black clothing slipped over the
sill and moved in the apartments shadows. Each of the five wore a hood
entirely covering each of their heads. 

 "Phase 1, 1 complete." Reported one of the dark figures into the radio he
carried in his hand. Moonlight was the only light that guided the figures
as they moved around the sparsely furnished apartment. The largest of the
group stood near the door. The other four lined up along the wall. Silence
enveloped the apartment. 

 Ray bounced up the apartment building stairs, the ill lit halls filled
with shadows. By the time he arrived at apartment 3J, he was sauntering
along and whistling. Good thing Benny doesn't have a lock, he laughed to
himself. Ray put his hand on the door to the apartment and continued on
into the dark apartment. 

 He was grabbed from behind be someone taller than himself, the surprise
of the attack giving the advantage to the attacker. Before Ray could
adjust himself to the fact that he needed to fight back, more arms came
out of the shadows to help his attacker hold him, cuff his hands behind
him, and inject him with something that made his legs give out under him.
The attackers caught him as he began to fall and set him gently on the
floor in the kitchen so he could be seen in the moonlight coming in the
window. The attacker nearest him whispered into is radio, "Phase 1. 2
complete - entering Phase 1.3 hold down". 

 And again silence filled the air. Ray knew this was serious business, he
also knew that in this neighborhood he probably couldn't expect anyone to
rush to his aid if he did yell. He decided to wait. Benny wasn't due to
meet him here for another hour. 

 One of the attackers kept vigil by the kitchen window, skulking in the
shadows. The radio holder raised his radio at a hand signal from the
watcher, "Phase 1 entering 3rd position." The attackers returned to the
positions they had held before Ray entered the apartment. 

 Benton Fraser had seen Ray's green Rivi parked outside and wondered why
Ray would be waiting for him. He entered his building and took the stairs
two at a time until he was up in his hallway. Expecting to find Ray
waiting in his apartment, Ben entered his apartment unprepared for the
attack waiting for him. 

 With the same precision that the attackers had contained Ray, Fraser was
grabbed, controlled and injected with a paralyzing drug. Normally Fraser
would have been able to fight back, but he was grabbed from behind and
injected, even as foreign hands grabbed his arms and held him still. "Ray"
Ben whispered as he tried to breathe with an assailant's arm around his
neck when he saw Ray sitting on the floor, a dark clothed figure pointing
a gun to his head. The attacker with his arm around Ben's neck grabbed
Ben's hair to hold him still. One of the assailant's moved to stand in
front of Ben and put one of his hands on Ben's chin to hold his face
immobile while bringing his other hand up to Ben's eyes and began to apply
Vaseline to Ben's already drugged and drooping eyelids. Ben's eyes were
then covered with cotton pads, which were then taped into place. Both of
Ben's eyes were then covered with eye patches. 

 The man with the radio reported again, Phase 1.4 complete. Commencing
Phase 2." 

 With Ben's eye's effectively blindfolded, two of the dark figures began
working at buttons on his red serge uniform jacket while a third slid a
chair in behind Ben. Ben was lowered into the chair as delicately as if he
was a piece of china as his red serge jacket was removed. Ray watched in
fascinated horror from his position on the kitchen floor as one of the
assailant's began to unbutton Ben's white Henley. Another shadowy figure
approached Ben with what looked like a wide band of gold. The one inch
thick golden band was looped around Ben's neck and three golden looking
rings were looped onto it. The band was held in place with the two open
edges laid carefully over a large piece of cotton padding. The arch of a
welding tool lit the dim room as one of the dark figures began to solder
the collar shut around Ben's neck. Ray tried to speak and found he
couldn't open his mouth, he could only watch as the same kinds of bands
were fit around each of Ben's wrists and one around his waist. The band at
Ben's waist was also fitted out with three golden rings the wrist cuffs
each had one golden ring. Fine chain was run from the collar rings on
Ben's neck to the bands on his wrists. Ben's red serge jacket was put on
him again and then the bands on his wrist were connected by very small
golden locks attached to very fine lengths of chain to the rings on the
band around Ben's waist. The serge jacket was buttoned again. Ben's hands
drooped at his side, but could clearly not be moved far from his sides. 

 "Phase 2, completed. Elapse time 1.5 minutes" the radioman reported.
"Phase 3 to commence on my mark." The radioman glanced at his stopwatch.
"Mark Phase 3 now." He said. 

 Ray was becoming sleepy and noticed that he couldn't move either of his
arms and hands as well as his legs. He couldn't believe he had been unable
to move to help Ben. He couldn't move or talk and now he was becoming so
sleepy. 

 An emergency vehicle pulled up outside Ben's apartment building, the
EMT's running in an up the stairs with their equipment. They entered
apartment 3J quickly and efficiently to find a victim lying on the floor
with no apparent injuries. They quickly radioed the information at the
scene to their reporting hospital and prepared the victim for transport.
There were no signs of a struggle or any signs that would make someone
suspicious of the circumstances that brought the EMT's there. 

 While the EMT's ran up the buildings steps, the five attackers gently
pulled the captive body of Benton Fraser out through his kitchen window.
Ben's feet were placed in a huge black duffel bag, which was drawn up over
his body and tied shut with a drawstring top. One of the attackers lifted
Ben onto his shoulders and proceeded down to their waiting black van. No
one saw them. No one saw that van pull away. At the same time that Ray was
being taken out of Fraser's apartment on a gurney, immobile and unable to
talk, appearing to be unconscious, Ben's captors were speeding away. The
van carrying Ben traveled out the Kennedy Expressway and drove to the
first exit and pulled off the road. Benton Fraser was transferred out of
the black duffle bag and then strapped onto a gurney such as the ones used
by emergency technicians. His gurney was taken from one vehicle to another
vehicle and driven another 20 miles in an easterly direction. He was
transferred another three times and each time the direction changed and
the group men diminished in number as the exchanges were made. During the
third transfer a new group of dark clothed figures took over. Ben was
unstrapped and his red serge uniform removed to leave him lying naked on
the gurney. He was then dressed in very expensive, dark blue pajamas,
covered with a blanket and strapped down again. One of the figures left
the vehicle alone carrying the Mounties's red serge and his boots. Two
hours later a large dark blue limousine received Ben into it until the
last limousine to be driven away contained only Benton and his driver. Not
one of the original attackers was still with Ben. His trail his kidnappers
made would be very hard to follow. 

 Two hours later, Lt. Welsh of the 27th Precinct waited outside the
emergency room waiting area, Francesca Vecchio, Ray's sister, waited with
him. Frannie looked at Welsh, "Why is it taking so long?" she whispered.
All the Lieutenant could do was shrug his shoulders. 

 When an intern finally came their way, Frannie knew it was bad. Every
nerve ending she had seemed raw and exposed. The Lieutenant and Frannie
listened as Ray's condition was described to them. He was not comatose,
but under some kind of heavy sedation and he seemed to be suffering from
some kind of paralysis, although no injuries could be found to answer
these conditions. The words flew over their heads..... 

 Chapter 2 

 Frannie stood by Ray's hospital bed, her eyes watching his face intent on
catching any movement he might make. It had been 7 hours since Ray had
been brought into the hospital and the doctor assigned to his case still
had no clues. 

 She wrapped her arms tightly around her body and started humming a little
tune she knew Ray had liked as a child. Softly she hummed to the tune of
Dorme, Dorme. Lt. Welsh quietly returned to the room and sighed as he
stopped near Ray's bed. "Still nothing." he whispered. He pulled Franny
close in a fatherly hug. "He'll beat this thing ya know." She smiled back
up at him, "I know, but he's so quiet." 

 Franny took Ray's hand into her's. As she cupped it to her face, she
noticed one finger seeming to twitch. It was slight, but it was a twitch. 

 Ray knew exactly where he was and he was desperate to get someone's
attention. The drug he had been given was holding him immobile, but he was
aware of everything that had happened during the last 7 hours. He knew he
was crying, but he also knew no one saw his tears. *Please Franny, notice
the finger, please.* he thought. He put all his concentration on that one
finger. He had to get someone's attention. 

 Slowly Ray's finger began to move a little more, until the tip of it
began to quiver visibly against Franny's cheek. Franny gasped and turned
to Welsh. "His finger is moving, I know it" she managed to whisper though
she seemed to have stopped breathing. Welsh gently put his hand on her
shoulder, "Maybe you just want that finger to be moving." he gently
suggested. 

 "NO!" Franny yelled out..."It's moving. Come on Ray, move your hand." But
when she placed Ray's hand on the covers, just the lone index finger kept
circling on the covers. 

 Franny and Welsh watched the finger move, fascinated by its movement.
Suddenly Franny turned and ran from the room. She returned at a run
several minutes later with a package in her hand that she was opening as
she ran. She threw the package down on the chair next to the bed and began
to pull out a glass petry type dish and several bags of colored sand. She
had seen a sand craft kit in the gift shop as she entered the hospital 7
hours before. Once she had the sand emptied into the petry dish, she
gently raised Ray's finger and placed it over the sand filled dish. 

 "Come on Ray, " she urged "talk to me." 

 Ray smiled to himself, *Ata girl sis, you figured it out.* Ray slowly
began to move his index finger around in the sand. It took all of his
energy to scratch out the letter "T". 

 Welsh's mouth was hanging open. "He's talking to us. Who would have
believed". 

 It took Ray over half an hour to scratch out the message, "They took
Benny, have to find, he's in trouble. Find..Please Find." 

 At about the same time Ray's message was complete, a delivery boy
delivered a cleaner's bag of cleaned clothing to Lt. Welsh's office. Huey
signed for it and offered a tip...but the boy said, "Nah, already been
paid" as he ran out of the bull pen. Huey took the bag into Welsh's office
and laid it over the desk chair. Funny, he thought, why would the Mountie
be sending his cleaning to the Lieutenant? 

 Chapter 3 

 The long, dark limo pulled into the alley at a snail's pace coming to
rest beside the limo already waiting there. Quickly the doors of both
vehicles opened and several men jumped out of the waiting vehicle and
entered the newly arrived limo. They quickly pulled out a gurney which
held a man in blue, silk pajama's with black, eye patches over his eyes.
They pushed the gurney into the waiting limo and climbed back into it. 

 Inside sat the lady of the elegant clothing and curly hair, the shoe
still dangling off of her foot as it swung, back and forth, back and
forth. Her beautifully made up eyes watched with their lids half shut, a
sly smile slit her mouth. 

 She watched patiently as the gurney's straps were released and the
occupant gently lifted and placed in an expensive wheel chair. One man
picked up a small ring at the center of the neck support on the chair.
Attached to the ring was a small, gold chain. He fastened the chain with a
small gold lock to one of the rings on the neck collar that man wore. The
arms of the chair were padded and in each padded arm was another gold
ring, each wrist was connected to the wheel chair in the same fashion as
the neck collar. Then finally, racecar driver style harness was placed
over the head of the chair's occupant and latched into place. The chair's
wheels were then locked into place on the limo floor. Anyone looking at
him, would only see a man who appeared to be ill secured into an expensive
chair. The men returned the gurney to the other limo and drove away. 

 Time elapse for the exchange was less than 1 minute. She smiled a full
smile. Now we begin. Now we begin. 

 Chapter 4 

 The alley was quiet. All the garages closed. The shadows beginning to
lift as the morning light crept it's way to the morning world. The fences
were all painted, nice and white, the garbage containers all with their
lids tight. Chirping of the first morning birds began to fill the air as
the limo pulled away from it's parking place of the night before. The lady
inside leaned back into the comfortable seat, her eyes on the man in the
wheelchair. No one saw a thing, she thought smugly to herself...Phase 4
begins. 

 But across the alley from the limo's overnight parking space, small eyes
gazed through the knothole in the fence around his yard in wide wonder at
the goings on in the alley. A seven- year old boy held the dog who had
needed to go 'out' tightly to his chest. Was this something grownups
needed to know? 

 Ben was painfully aware of all that had happened to him, even embarrassed
when his uniform was taken from him. He kept trying to move, but no
feeling was returning to his limbs. He couldn't even turn his head as it
rested on something soft. It almost took to much effort to think, to
wonder what was happening. He knew he had been surrounded by several men
during the night as he had been switched from one moving vehicle to
another. And now he could smell perfume. There must be a woman around. But
all the touches he had felt from those who had handled him during the
night had been perfunctionary and he was not able to glean any clues from
his surroundings. Ben's eyes were hurting, this was all beyond his
control. He knew his eyes were moist, but the cotton coverings were hot
and sticky. 

 Suddenly the lady leaned over to bring her mouth near to the Ben's right
ear. "Hello Lover, get ready for a long ride." she said with a laugh. Ben
didn't recognize the voice. He tried opening his mouth to ask where he was
and found his muscles still nonresponsive. "Oh, dear" he thought. 

 The lady brushed her fingers across Ben's lips before settling back in
her seat. "We shall be home soon." she crooned. "Soon" 

 Ben felt the limo make a turn and begin to pick up speed. *No control*,
he thought, *No control. Please someone have found Ray by now. Let him be
all right.* His thoughts were cut off as he felt the blanket the woman was
laying over him as it touched his chin and her hands flitted by his hair. 

 "Get used to me" she whispered. "We're going to be together for awhile." 

 Chapter 5 

 Ben listened carefully as the tires of the vehicle he was riding in began
to make crunching sounds after making another turn. Sound was all he had
to hold on to as he sat immobilized in some sort of chair. I can get
through this, he thought to himself, I am a Mountie. 

 The limo had been traveling for over an hour sometimes on open roads,
sometimes on city streets. The elegant lady of the limo knew her captive's
propensity for being able to remember a great many details. She wanted him
very confused. She had been sitting in one position for much of the time
they rode, still with that one long limb crossed over the over, still
balancing that shoe, back and forth, back and forth. Her smile became
feral as she leaned over and adjusted the blanket covering Ben. The
fingers of one hand patted the blanket, the fingers on her hand feather
touched his hair, his face, tracing like a feather down to his neck. Her
hand cupped his chin, her thumb softly rubbing the outline of his jaw. She
gently pushed aside the blanket and opened the first button on the blue,
silk pajama top. Her hand crept into the opening, caressing the skin
exposed. Finding a soft nipple, she rubbed it's center between her
fingers. She held her hand there for several minutes, assured of no
resistance. She buttoned the top again, kissed Ben's hair and sat back
into the limo's seat. The shoe took up it's swing again. Back and forth,
back and forth. 

 Ben tried to move, to open his mouth. Every muscle refused him. Who was
controlling him? He had already determined it was not Victoria. The smell
and touch was wrong for it to be her. Ben tried remembering the smell of
the perfume, but realized he had never smelled it before. When the hands
began to rove Ben's hair and face, he mentally cringed, wanting to pull
away. By the time the hand was cupping his chin, Ben was shivering
mentally. Pull away, he thought. Can't do it. Leave me alone, he cried to
himself. When the hand began rubbing at his nipple, Ben knew he was in
deeper trouble than he had anticipated. He was grateful when the touching
stopped. But then he heard that swishing sound again, back and forth, back
and forth. What was it? He should be able to concentrate on that sound,
after all he was a Mountie. 

 The limo finally pulled up on the grounds of a huge, wooded estate. There
were park benches placed near tree groupings and brick walkways lined with
violet flowers of every imaginable kind surrounding the large, white,
rambling mansion sitting in the center of the properties inner park. The
limo stopped outside the front entrance, the driver hurried out of the
vehicle to assist the elegant lady out of the back seat. She stood and
stretched a little by demurely shrugging her shoulders and flexing her
arms. 

 The limo driver unlocked the wheels of Ben's chair and slowly pulled it
back and out of the limo. He adjusted a lever and the back of the chair
slowly settled into a more upright position. Grabbing the chairs grips, he
turned the chair and proceeded to push Ben towards the front entrance.
Elegant Lady followed behind, a soft smile playing at her lips. 

 Inside, in the large reception foyer, the driver stopped to take off his
gloves and hat. He placed them on a side table, and turned to close the
door behind Elegant Lady as she paced into the foyer to stand by Ben's
chair. Her right hand settled on Ben's shoulder. "You're going to love
it," she breathlessly whispered to him. "Just you wait and see." Ben's
heart jumped and seemed to crawl right up into his throat. His head and
neck muscles gave a jolt. Ben noticed he seemed to be getting feeling back
in those muscles. 

 The foyer was the main center of the home. Many doors opened onto the
foyer. A frail, soft voice beckoned from the doorway to the library.
Elegant Lady turned and proceeded towards the door, indicating that the
Ben's chair be pushed along with her. 

 Inside the library, in a very overstuffed, chair of old-fashion print sat
a small, gray haired lady. Her small body covered by the traditional lap
blanket of the very elderly. Her thin, tiny hands rested her lap. Though
she was very old, her face still held the beautiful look of the young for
her's was one of those faces that held it's beauty far into advanced
years. Her eyes were the deepest cerulean blue, her gray hair curled
naturally around her face. When her eyes rested on Ben in his chair, she
gave a small crying sound. "Oh my," she whispered. "I see you were able to
bring him home. How is he dear? Are you going to tell Chase who he is?" 

 Elegant Lady settled into a chair next to the older woman. Her smile
became strained and sad. "Grandmere, I'm not sure I shall tell Chase, just
yet. Probably, Chase has always wanted his papa and there may not be too
much time for him to know him. As you can see, Benjamin, is quite
incapacitated. The accident has left him in need of great care. The
doctor's are confident that he should start recovering soon. They are
unsure if he will ever leave that chair though." she said in the most
believable voice. 

 The elderly lady had tears in her eyes. "Then we shall just have to see
that he is given every chance to get well." She nodded to the limo driver,
indicating that he bring the wheel chair closer. Her small, frail hand
covered one of Ben's hands. "We'll take care of you my dear. You're with
family now." 

 Ben couldn't believe his ears, "family". He had no family. What was going
on. Were these people all insane. He struggled to open his lips and speak.
But those muscles still would not respond to his wishes. 

 From behind Ben he heard the sounds of a small dog scampering into the
room, followed by the breathless laughter and running footsteps of a
youngster. "He was startled to hear the child address the women around
him. "Grandmere, Tante" small laughter. "We had so much fun on the lawn
today. Tante Michelle, want a hug." Ben could hear the scrabbling sounds
made by the toddler's climb into the chair with one of the ladies. "Chase,
settle down" you wiggle too much. "I am glad you had fun on the lawn
today. But right now I am very tired and shall go upstairs to relax.
Shouldn't you be doing the same, isn't it almost your nap time?" 

 Chase grinned. "Yes, but I'm not tired." His little dark, curly head
turned to see Ben in the wheel chair. His large cerulean eyes widened.
"Tante, who is that man?" he asked in the fashion of all forthright
toddlers. "His hair is like mine. I've never seen anyone with hair like me
before." 

 Ben's thoughts froze. What was going on here? 

 Michelle traded looks with the elderly lady and sighed. "Chase, of
course, he has hair like you. Remember I told you once a long time ago
that you had a papa like every other little boy." The little one nodded
but kept his eyes glued to Ben. "Well, Chase, the man in the chair is your
papa, but his is very ill and we must take care of him so he will get
better." 

 Chase scrambled out of Michelle's lap and raced to stand beside the
wheelchair. He reached up and covered one of Ben's hands with his own.
"Papa" he sighed. His puppy came to sit at his feet, and wagged it's long
tail, giving a small whine. Chase turned to glance at his pet. "Yes, I
think so too" he responded to the puppy. 

 Ben's thoughts were chaotic. But at the touch of the child he knew it was
indeed his son. And that could only mean that Chase was a child of
Victoria's. Fear gripped his heart for himself and Chase. 

 Chapter 6 

 Welsh trudged tiredly through the bull pen. "Anyone got any leads. Come
on, these are our guys we gotta help." He let his eyes slowly survey the
group of detectives on duty. "Somebody please, pipe up...what do we have
detectives?" 

 Every pair of eyes in the bull pen turned guiltily towards the
Lieutenant. Huey signed and "We've checked Fraser's room over twice sire.
There's nothing there. Forensics couldn't find so much as a hair that
didn't belong to either Dief, Ray or Fraser." Huey looked down, "And no
prints" 

 "Does this remind any one of anything? Several of the detectives who had
been there during the Victoria Metcalf fiasco turned startled gazes to the
Lieutenant. "Yea, I thought not...Huey, start tracing that broad." 

 Welsh turned and entered his office. Seeing the cleaning bag on the back
of his chair, he bellowed out "Ok, whose the wise guy ....what's the
cleaning bag for." He picked it up and saw the color of the Mountie's red
serge jacket. "Huey, get in here!" he roared even louder. "Where did this
come from?" Welsh was madder than he had been in a long time. 

 Huey entered the Lieutenant's office and noticed the cleaning bag in
Welsh's hands, "Some kid brought it in, said he'd already been tipped and
left." 

 "Well, get this thing to forensics, NOW!" Welsh said, "But I doubt we'll
find anything. I want every fiber on that thing checked. You got it Huey."


 Ray lay in the hospital bed, his eyes closed. Every bit of energy he had
concentrated on moving his muscles. It had been 24 hours since Ben's
disappearance. Ray had gotten the movement back in his hands and arms. He
could move his neck and head, but still could not talk well. He knew
Franny was sleeping in the chair next to his bed, her small body curled
into it with her feet beneath her. One of the nurses had placed a light
blanket over her. Boy am I proud of you, Ray thought of Franny. Who woulda
thought his scatter brained sister would have thought of that sand. 

 But most of all, Ray's thoughts centered on Benny. He worried about him,
certain it was that Metcalf dame again who had taken his friend. This time
he'd kill her when he found her. 

 Chapter 7 

 Ben's wheel chair was rolling through the hall from main foyer, little
Chase walking beside it with his chubby little toddler hand on one of
Fraser's hands. When Ben's chair stopped, Chase reached up on tip toe and
kissed Fraser's hand. "I will see you later papa" Chase said. Ben heard
the little boy's steps running back down the hall followed by his puppy.
Ben's eyes were watering under his bandages. God, I don't even know what
he looks like. 

 Ben figured he had been missing something over 24 hours. He knew his
friends would be looking for him. He also knew they didn't have much hope
of following his trail. He was going to have to wait, bide his time, and
hope for an opening to escape taking his son with him. For the moment,
that meant taking everything one step at a time. 

 His chair was rolled into what Ben could feel was a sunlight room. He
could feel the early afternoon sun beginning to shine through the windows.
His chair stopped rolling. 

 Michelle watched him closely. He was hers now, all hers. She turned to
the limo driver, "please bring some of the gardening staff in, I should
like Benjamin to rest in bed for awhile." 

 She turned immediately back to Ben. Her smile deepened. She brushed her
fingers lightly over his hair. She began to unlock all the little locks
holding Ben to his chair. Then she turned and watched out the window as
she waited for the gardeners to arrive. 

 When the gardeners entered Ben's room, they moved quietly as if they
didn't want to disturb their mistress. The covers on the hospital style
bed were pulled back and Ben was lifted gently up out of the chair and
placed in the bed. The limo drive pulled the bed's covers over Ben. He
watched his mistress with hooded eyes. "Will there be anything else." He
left when she didn't answer him. 

 She turned and walked over to the bed. With precise ease, she searched
behind Ben's head until she found a small chain. She linked and locked it
to Ben's collar. She put her hand under his back and pushed him over a bit
until she found the link there and locked his golden waist belt to the
bed. 

 She also found the wrist chains and locked both of his wrists to the bed.
She adjusted his covers softly. 

 Ben felt himself shiver. He was at her mercy. There was nothing he could
do to protect himself from her. 

 Michelle placed her hands in his hair and turned his face towards her.
She searched his face for any signs of movement. Satisfied, she leaned
over and put her mouth on his seeking entry through his lips. Her hands
pulled on his hair, hurting him. He could not prevent her from searching
his mouth with her tongue. She kissed him hard, holding his head still.
Her warm tongue licked around his lips, her mouth trembling with desire.
She bit the edge of his lower lip, pulling on it, sucking it then
plundering his mouth again with her tongue. 

 Inside Ben's head, he was yelling, "Leave me alone, don't, don't", his
bandaged eyes were smarting from holding back tears. 

 Michelle straightened up, gently brushed his lips with her fingers. She
smiled the feral smile of hers. "You will love it here, I know you will"
she whispered. She left the room, closing the door behind her. 

 Chapter 8 

 Monday morning arrived with sun filled aclarity. The Consulate's wall
shown brightly in the sun. Inspector Thatcher walked up the steps almost
gaily. She loved this time of year. The sun meant green things, and
flowers and beautiful smells. It wasn't Toronto but at this time of year,
even Chicago had it's good points. 

 As she walked through the reception area, she noticed that none of the
lights had been turned on yet. And the building was quiet, far too quiet.
She stopped dead in her tracks to listen. Not a thing, no noise. Odd, she
thought, surely Fraser was in, heavens the man practically lived here. 

 Quickly, she walked down the hall to his office. It too was empty,
silent. She retraced her steps and entered the lobby area as Turnbull came
on duty. She gave him a stern look. "Turnbull, have you seen Constable
Fraser?" she inquired trying to sound unconcerned. 

 Turnbull snapped to attention, "No ma'am. I believe the last time I saw
the constable was as he was leaving for the weekend on Friday night." 

 She turned and left him gawking after her as she power walked into her
office. Flinging her purse down on her desk, she grabbed her phone. She
dialed the number for the 27th precinct. Vecchio must know where he is,
she thought. 

 Welsh answered the phone and stood listening the Fraser's inspector
commanding information from about Fraser. Oh God, he thought, no one
called her. "Inspector, could you come over to my office, I'd rather give
you the details of what I know in person." He listened while she sucked in
her breath in exasperation. 

 He hung up the phone and ran one of his rather large hands through his
hair. It's in the fire now, he thought. "Damn" 

 Ben was finally beginning to fall asleep. He had fought sleep for hours.
He couldn't begin to calculate how long he had been missing. His body was
slowly beginning to come back to him. Muscles began twitching, but he
couldn't control himself. He let himself sink, knew he had no choice but
to sleep. 

 The next morning, little chubby hands turned the knob on Ben's door. A
sleep bedraggled toddler and his puppy crept silently into the room. The
sun was just beginning to break through the windows. Chase put his finger
to his mouth and motioned his puppy to be quiet. Together the two little
figures made their way over to the bed. Chase was too short to see the
figure on the bed, so he grabbed a chair and quietly pulled it over. He
climbed up so he could see and as gently as a toddler can he crawled up
onto the bed. He little curly head was close to Ben's. He lay down next to
Ben and curled up, settling in to go back to sleep. His puppy curled up on
the floor and dropped his muzzle to his paws. 

 Ben woke with a start and realized that feeling and control was coming
back into his body. He could feel someone little and warm snuggled against
him and could tell it must be Chase. A smile crossed Ben's lips and he
tried to touch his son. But the wrist band locked to the bed prevented him
from moving. He tried whispering to Chase, but his voice came out only as
a soft croak. Ben settled back to wait for Chase to waken. 

 Chase stretched his little body and rolled over to put his arm across his
father's body. His little fingers softly grabbing on to Ben's pajama top.
His eyes opened and he smiled. Chase looked up at his father's hair and
face. His papa, he thought, finally, his papa. He got to a crawling
position and made his way to Ben's face. Soft little toddler lips touched
Ben's check, a little toddler hand touched his hair. Ben sighed, my son,
he thought. 

 Chase was delighted. Papa was awake. "Papa, I love you." he said and laid
back down next to Ben. Ben's throat felt constricted and he knew he
couldn't talk if he had to. 

 Michelle opened the door to Ben's room dressed in a nightgown and robe.
She saw the sleeping puppy and boy in the room. Quietly she approached the
bed and placed a hand on Chase's hair. "Wake up little one," she said.
"Cook has breakfast cooking." Chase smiled up at his Tante. "OK" he said.
He gave Ben another kiss on the check and hurried to get to breakfast. 

 She turned away from Ben and closed the door, turning the key in the lock
as she did so. Crossing back into the room she dropped her robe on a chair
and went to stand next the bed. "Morning," she said as she laced her
fingers through his hair. "Wake up Ben." She said as she began kissing
him. She devoured his lips, pulling and sucking at them, she began to push
her tongue into his mouth. But she was met with clenched teeth. Putting a
hand to both sides of his head she pushed his head back into the pillows.
"Let me in Ben, let me in" she moaned. Ben tried to twist his head away,
but he was still not in total control. She moved one her hands to his nose
and pinched it closed. "You will open to me Ben," she smiled. "You will."
She held her mouth over his, still kissing and grabbing at his lips. She
could feel him shaking in response, trying to pull away. "Not today Ben,
you never pull away from me, or say No. Not to me Ben." "Relax," she
sighed. "No more shots, if you relax. We can do it my way or the hard way,
Ben. Your choice." Ben continued to fight her. She yanked at his hair
twisting her fingers tightly into his curls, "You're mine, all mine." 

 She tried again to gain access to his mouth. Again, he refused her. She
let him go and turned to the table beside the bed. "Poor Ben, having
another bad day. Perhaps, this will help." She had a syringe filled with
fluid in her hand as she approached the bed. Pulling back the covers, she
noticed he was trying to pull away from her. She grabbed the waist of his
pajama bottoms and pulled them down over one hip. "This will fix things,
Ben," she said as she drove the needle into his skin. 

 Ben felt the needle's sharp prick. Then he felt her covering him back up.
Almost immediately he felt the control he had regained over his legs and
waist begin to slide away. But he noticed his arms and upper portion of
his body did not seem affected. 

 Michelle returned the needle back to table and turned her sight back to
Ben. "I can control you Ben," she whispered. "I know just where and how
much to give you. You won't be able to walk again until I want you to."
She leaned over and grabbed his hair turning his face to hers. Once again
she began plundering his mouth. Still he kept his teeth shut, trying to
pull away. Again she forced his head back into the pillows. Once more she
pulled at his lips with her mouth, then she suddenly turned her attention
to his neck. He gasped and she returned quickly to his mouth to capture
it's interior again with her tongue. She released the left side of his
head and placed her forearm over his throat. Slowly she pressed down while
she kissed him, slowly cutting off his air. Ben felt her searching every
inch of his mouth, felt her tasting him as his air supply was slowly
diminished. 

 Just when Ben thought he was going to pass out, her mouth abruptly left
his. He pulled in long ragged breaths, his chest heaving. "Remember what
happens when you say NO to me Ben." she whispered into his ear. 

 The next sound he heard was the unlocking of the door as she left the
room. 

 Chapter 9 

 The door to his room opened slowly and Ben felt his body tense. Oh God, I
hope it's not her, he prayed. Heavy steps crossed the room after the door
was shut and locked. 

 Ben held his breath as he waited for some sound to tell him who was with
him. He felt the covers dragged off his body, down to the foot of the bed.
Large male hands pulled at his pajama bottoms removing them in one sweep.
Ben felt the room's cold air on him and knew he was shivering. He heard
the footsteps cross the room again and then the sound of running water. 

 Ben listened as he heard something being filled with water. The man came
back into the room and picked up a washcloth. He slowly began cleaning
Ben's body, starting with his feet. He used slow strokes, rubbing gently
to make sure each spot of skin was clean. The washcloth was rinsed out
frequently. Ben could feel his skin turning red from embarrassment.
Finally the man was cleaning Ben's penis and surrounding area. Ben was
aware that he couldn't move his legs, couldn't get away. But the washcloth
kept up in slow circles, cleaning him. 

 When he was cleaned to the waist, new pajama bottoms were put on him, and
the covers drawn up over him again. His pajama top was unbuttoned and cut
off of him. And then his upper body was cleaned just as thoroughly as the
lower had been cleaned. Ben felt he was being tortured yet again, but
could not get away. 

 A new pajama top was being fitted onto him, one that had velcro seams
under the arms and a velcro closure down the back. Well, so much for them
releasing the restraints Ben thought. 

 Ben heard the cloth in the water one more time. Then warm wash water was
being used to clean his face. Soft strokes cleaned him, wiped him dry.
Lastly the man shaved him, quickly efficiently. Ben noticed that not once
had the man touched him in an inappropriate way. He was thankful for that.


 Ben sighed. Perhaps he would be left alone for a bit. But just as that
thought settled in, he felt his face grabbed in the man's hands.
"Remember, you belong to her, but I own you too." came a harsh whisper.
Ben found his voice responded to his control and he whispered back, "Does
she know that?" 

 The hand on his face let go only to grasp around Ben's throat and the man
leaned in close to Ben's ears. "We own you, that's all you need to know."
The covers were pulled back and Ben felt the cold air on him once more. "I
can look anytime I please" the man said putting his hand on the pajama
bottoms and pulling down. 

 Ben hissed, "Stop, please." But he knew it was useless, he had no
control. 

 "She don't want what I do, and I don't want what she does" the man
replied harshly. Then he placed his hand on Ben's hip and lifted until he
could place his hand along Ben's butt. "You like being touched" the man
asked. "Bet you do" 

 Ben struggled to remain still. He knew resisting could entice the man
more. "You do this and I will scream, she will come and find you with me."
Ben said. 

 "I can take care of that" was the reply and then Ben's mouth was forced
open and a huge piece of cloth was stuffed in his mouth until Ben thought
he would choke. 

 "See pretty boy," the man said. "We own you." and with that he continued
to investigate Ben's rear, spreading the checks and teasing the skin. 

 "But that's enough for your first lesson, or should I say your second as
I know she was in here early." The man laughed as he pulled the pajama
bottom's back into place and removed the gag. "Oh yea, cute little boy you
got there too." The laughter turned nasty. "Just remember try to refuse me
and I will fight back." 

 Ben hissed, "Stay away from my son. There's no place you could ever hide
if you hurt him, he's the son of a Mountie and I will hunt you to the ends
of the earth. I mean it." 

 But all he heard was more laughter as the man carried the bowl of dirty
water out of the room. 

 Chapter 10 

 The door to his room opened again and Ben felt his body tense. "Papa,
it's me and Grandmere." Chase yelled in toddler style as he ran into the
room. Ben heard the sound of wheels on the carpet and realized the old
woman must be in a wheelchair. 

 Ben turned his head towards Chase and smiled. "Good morning Chase." he
croaked out. His throat was dry, from lack of water. 

 "Oh Dear", Chase's Grandmere said, "Your papa needs a drink. See that
glass on the table there Chase, go put water in it and bring it back." She
watched as the little guy marched seriously into the bathroom. They heard
the sound of water running and then Chase returned. "Chase, you will have
to put a glass straw in the glass for papa or it will spill all over him,
do you think you do that." 

 Chase smiled and very carefully picked up a glass straw off the table put
it in the glass and walked in a snail's pace to the bed. The old woman
smiled and took the glass from Chase. "Now you climb up by your papa and I
will hand you the water." 

 It was clumsy and wet, but Ben finally got to drink some water. He smiled
at Chase, "I wish I could see you." he said with a catch in his throat. 

 "That's ok papa," Chase said. "Grandmere, says you will see me someday." 

 Chase began to climb down to return the glass to the table, his puppy
barked for his attention. Chase giggled and swiftly continued his task. 

 "I think Cook has prepared something for your breakfast Benjamin" the old
woman said. "Do you think you could eat?" 

 Ben felt himself smiling at her, her voice was so soft and reassuring.
"Yes, thank you kindly ma'm." 

 She gave him an odd look, but said nothing. "Oh Dear. Chase don't forget,
your Tante said you could have 5 minutes with your papa because he needs
his rest. You can see your papa again after playtime this afternoon before
your nap." 

 Ben could hear the smile in the old woman's words. It seemed his son had
one staunch defender in this place. He heard Chase climb up to give him a
kiss before flying out the door with his puppy. 

 "Benjamin, would you like anything else. I know you are tired and have to
regain your strength, but if there is anything I can do." she said 

 Ben longed to ask for her help, but knew it would be dangerous to himself
and Chase . He would keep quiet for now. He sighed as if going back to
sleep. 

 He heard her chair rolling back out of the room and the door closed. 

 Someone from the kitchen staff came in a little while later and fed him
some sort of oatmeal, but not very much of it. Ben could have eaten more
and knew he had to keep his strength up to help Chase. 

 He drifted off to sleep after breakfast only to be woken about an hour
later by the door opening and closing. When he heard the lock being turned
his breath caught in his throat and he felt cold all over. Who was it?
Please start walking so I can tell who it is...and please leave me alone
he thought. 

 Michelle saw his body tense. Good she thought, he knows my step. She
crossed the room to stand by Ben's bed where she quickly unbuttoned his
top. Leaning over him she put her lips on his. He remained still, not
moving, nor hardly breathing. "No, don't do this. I don't belong to you"
he said. 

 Her hands reached out to touch his chest, centering her attention his
nipples. She pinched hard, with a bruising touch and pulled her lips away
from his..."You don't say no, remember" she said. He shook his head, "NO.
How can you do this to me, I'm Chase's father." She laughed, "I can
because I have wanted you for more than 10 years, and you're mine now." 

 "I don't know you." Ben replied through clenched teeth. 

 "But I know all about you" she replied. 

 Her hands began kneading his skin like he was a bunch of bread dough. She
dropped her face to his again and captured his lips. Again he shook his
head no. She softened the strokes of her hands then stopped. He could hear
her walk away to pick up something and hear her walking back. "I had this
made sometime ago, thinking you might say no. Open your mouth Ben." He
made no move to do so. She leaned over and placed her forearm across his
throat as she had earlier. He could feel her breath on his cheek as he
tried to draw in air. He shook his head again, she pressed harder and bit
his lip until she almost broke the skin. He couldn't fight her forever and
as he thought he was going to pass out, his jaws opened against his will
trying to drag in more air. She put one of her hands on his jaw and pulled
down. When his mouth was open wide enough, she inserted a "U" shaped piece
of metal in two sections connected like those toy chattering teeth at
novelty shops. She set it in place over his bottom teeth and pushed the
lock on it to open the devise, which sprung opened like a waiting animal
trap. Ben gagged but couldn't release it from his now open mouth. "I told
you, I own you" she said. "Don't tell me no." she said as she plunged her
mouth down on his and began to taste him, to twirl her tongue over his as
she held his head in place with her hands. Her hands roved over his hair,
softly pulling it, twirling it back and forth in her fingers, back and
forth, back and forth. 

 Michelle kissed Ben until he thought his lips were swollen and he
couldn't move if he wanted to. She sighed, satisfied that she could do
what she wanted to him. "Time for lesson 2" she said. 

 She left the mouthpiece in place as a reminder of her order, as she
wandered down his neck with her mouth until she found his nipples and
began to cruelly rub them with her teeth. Ben felt her every move and
wished for it to stop. 

 Lower she moved until her mouth was over his navel where she plunged her
tongue in and out of his soft sunken skin. She moved back up over his
torso again to his neck and quickly plunged into his mouth demanding his
tongue to feel hers. Ben still did not respond. She started to place her
forearm over his throat again and Ben's tongue replied to hers of its own
volition. 

 She traced one of her hands down over his chest until her fingers rested
against the pajama bottoms. Ben tried bucking his body but found he was
held firmly in place by the waist shackle to the bed. She laughed and
slowly inched her hand into the band of the pajamas running her hand in a
circling motion over his skin. Just when he thought she would touch him,
she swept back to his mouth and plundered it again. "You taste so sweet
Ben" she said. "Oh so sweet" She dug her hands into his skin and twisted,
holding his shoulders to the bed. His breath was starting to come in heavy
gasps as she hurt and enticed him at the same time. 

 Again she lowered her hand to his pajama bottoms and toyed with the
waistband. She suddenly straightened up and moved away from the bed. "I
think you'll wear that "Retainer" for a while Ben. Remember, You can't say
no to me. I'll take it off later if you be good." 

 She leaned over and adjusted a small screw on the side of the "retainer"
letting his mouth close just enough for the lips to meet. She left the
room with a smile and locked the door from the outside. 

 Ben sighed with relief, she was gone. Oh God why was she doing this. Who
is she? He drifted off to sleep with those thoughts in his head. He hadn't
been asleep long when he felt cold air on his body. He was startled awake
as rough male hands began to rub through his pubic hair. Fingers grabbed
his skin and twisted into the hair pulling softly. 

 "Thought you'd wake up" the voice said. "Time for play." The voice
deepened as the fingers worked. "I only have a 15 minute break, and I am
going to enjoy it." The hands roved every area of Ben's pelvis but his
penis. Then they grabbed his hips and one hand thrust behind Ben to his
back and began rubbing every inch of skin there. Ben tried twisting away,
but was held in place by the man's arm across him. Ben tried talking but
couldn't with that "retainer' in his mouth. The man heard him trying to
object and laughed. He moved his hands up to Ben's throat and caressed him
there. "Shhh love," he said, "don't want to catch your tongue in that
thing." 

 As abruptly as Ben had been awakened the man rearranged Ben's clothing,
put the covers back in place and left. 

 Ben knew there were tears ready to fun from his eyes if they had been
uncovered. His throat was raw from trying to keep from crying out loud. He
was alone in the room again. 

 Chapter 11 

 Chase ran after his ball with his puppy. The warm sun beat down on his
curly head. He was getting tired. He and the puppy had been playing for
hours. He heard Grandmere calling him from the door and ran to take her
hand. 

 "Time for a rest little one. You wouldn't want your puppy to become too
tired would you?" the loving old lady asked. 

 "No" the little voice replied. "Can I see papa after my dinner?" 

 "If Tante say you may, you know your papa has been very ill." 

 The toddler's eyes grew sad. He turned his head away from her for a
minute rubbing his eyebrows with one little hand. His fair skin was rosy
from his exertions. "Maybe when papa is well he can play with us." 

 "I'm sure he will" she replied. "For now let's go get your things for
naptime. I will read to you today. What story do you want to hear?" 

 "That's easy" Chase replied, "I want to hear the one about great great
great" he took a breath, "Grandpa Pinset and how he traveled out to
Alberta". 

 "Oh you always pick the long ones" she laughed. "Well I think we can tell
that story. Do you want the part about the Pinset's or the Pinset's and
Benton's?" she asked. 

 Chase turned a smiling face to her's, "Oh the one about how he met the
Benton's please? That one is so funny." 

 "Your great great great grandfather was not a funny person, Chase. He had
great dignity and chivalry" she tried chide him. 

 "But that's what makes it so funny Grandmere." 

 Welsh was becoming more than frustrated. Fraser was missing for over 6
days now. And still no trace, nada, zip, zilch. Ray Vecchio was due out of
the hospital soon, and would be devastated by the lack of clues. Thatcher
was driving him nuts with her insistence that get cracking. And Franny,
geesh, the poor girl was out on her feet. 

 Forensics had turned up nothing on the Mountie's uniform. And the
Mountie's wolf had made no headway around the apartment either. No leads.
What was left? 

 Huey strolled into the break room and tripped. He looked down and his
mouth dropped open. "Get the Lieutenant" he yelled "Now." 

 Welsh came running at the sound of all the commotion. What he saw
startled him as much as it had Huey. There on the ground lay the Mountie's
prize boots. Cleaned and oiled and looking like new. The Lieutenant
reached down and using a pen peered inside on of the boots. "OH yea," he
growled. Inside was a piece of paper. 

 After they removed the paper and inserted it into a zip lock bag, they
read the note.	"Roses are Red, Mounties are too, Violets are blue And so
are you   Given time, You'd solve the rhyme. Watch for the clock Without a
dock Hickory, Dickory, Doc  

 Welsh was mystified. The thing made no sense. "Ok people. We got a
problem here. Let's get going." 

 

 Ben knew he had been imprisoned a long time. But he would never get used
to the routine although his body was betraying him at every turn. He was
fed daily in very small portions and cleaned as if he were a child. His
son came in often during the day as did the old woman he was coming to
love as his son did. 

 His captors would come in whenever they felt the need. Their treatment of
him getting worse all the time especially during what he thought must be
the night but neither had completed his worst fears. He was thankful for
that, but wondered how long he had before that would happen. 

 Michelle kept giving him shots in the hip which kept his legs immobile.
He knew the chains would not be unlocked. He hoped he could last long
enough to save his son. He had to, he was a Mountie. 

 The door opened and shut the lock turning quickly. Oh God he winced which
one is it. Both had been careful not to bruise him anywhere the old woman
or child might see, but he knew there were bruises. 

 Heavy steps came to the bed. Male hands began caressing him. No words
were spoken as he was grabbed and pinched. Ben opened his mouth, "No" he
whispered, "Not again." His head was grabbed roughly and his mouth forced
open. The dreaded cloth stuffed in again as far as it would go. 

 Today the man climbed up on the bed and began to play with Ben's
testicles. He rolled them and pinched them, leaned down and sucked on
them. The Vaseline on Ben's eyes had long ago melted away and tears
escaped the edges of his eye patches. The man was heavy and positioned
himself to sit on Ben's chest so he could lean down with ease. Ben could
hardly breath, it seemed as if his tormentors counted on that, he gave
less resistance that way. The man moaned and crawled down Ben's torso then
turned and looked back up Ben's body. He wanted badly to take this man,
but couldn't because of the waist manacle which held him to the bed. 

 The man hesitated, the door was locked and he had the keys, he knew the
man was drugged and couldn't move. So why not. The woman he privately
called the bitch was out for the day. Why not. 

 He reached under Ben and unlocked the chain at Ben's waist. Now he could
lift Ben freely and he did. He brought Ben's legs up over his shoulders
and watched as the man he held began to shake with fear. He laughed. He
leisurely ran his hands over Ben, pulling, twisting, kneading. His own
body began to quiver in response. He moved in closer and set Ben's body
closer over his rising sex. Pulling Ben's checks apart he plunged in
quickly. Ben tried to scream and couldn't. His mouth full of cloth almost
preventing him from breathing. His assailant began to rock against Ben,
rough and hard. Ben's body moved back and forth, back and forth against
the man's groin. Ben's fingers clenched with nothing he could grab. His
neck collar began to pull at his skin harshly. His wrists became pulled
and distended as his body was pushed further up the bed's length. Please
let him stop, Ben thought, Please! 

 It seemed an eternity before the man slowed his pace, only to start again
more frantically. Ben knew he was being torn, knew he was being damaged.
But he was helpless and silent against the onslaught. 

 Finally it was over, the man placed him back on the bed and went to fill
the water basin to give Ben a bath. But Ben lay there crying, oblivious to
the man's careful cleansing of his body. Every inch of Ben was cleaned and
creamed with skin softener. When he was finished, the man removed the gag.
" See I told you we own you." He laughed. "Until next time." he whispered
as he set the lock back in place at Ben's waist. 

 Ben cried, "He would survive. He would survive for Chase." 

 Chapter 12 

 Ben was crying, he couldn't stop. He was worried about Chase. Scared
stiff the man would go after him too. The tears rolled down off his face,
he couldn't reach them to wipe them away. He turned his head as far as
could into the warmth of the pillow to face the light coming from the
window he knew was nearby. 

 The door creaked open. Ben fell still. He listened as he held his breath.
He sighed when he heard the soft rolling of the Grandmere chair. She
stopped as close to him as she could get. "You've been here over 2 weeks
now Benjamin. I feel you are as much my grandson as is Chase. Please tell
me what's wrong?" 

 Her soft, velvety hands wiped away one of his tears. She used her own
handkerchief to wipe the rest away. She frowned. Something wasn't right,
the poor boy looked worse than when he had arrived. She would have to talk
to Michelle. This was not right. "Please mon petite chou" she whispered.
Ben silently shook his head. He knew if he said anything right now, it
might all come tumbling out and it was far too dangerous for the old woman
to know what was going on. 

 She put her fingers against his lips. "Little one, listen to one who is
old, talking of things does help." Again Ben shook his head. She took his
fingers in hers. "I will do whatever I can for you, you have but to ask." 

 It was then the idea came to Ben. "I am not well, and don't wish to make
Chase sad. Would it be possible for you to take him out for a day soon?
Perhaps to someplace small children like." She smiled, "Of course, I can
do that. I knew you were a good parent, so concerned for your child's
happiness. My great grandfather Benton always said you could tell a good
man by how he treated his sons. He was right!" 

 Ben caught his breath. "Your great grandfather Benton" he questioned. 

 "Yes, he was a great explorer in the wilds of Canada. From what I heard,
he was a tall fellow with the bluest eyes anyone had ever seen this side
of the ocean. He married well into the Pinset family, which is my line.
Your son loves to hear stories of him." 

 "Oh my God," breathed Ben. "Is your name Marie Caroline Pinset?" 

 "Why yes, son. How did you know. Perhaps you heard Michelle mention it." 

 "Tell me" he asked, "I should have asked before, how is Chase related to
you?" 

 She smiled, "Chase is the son of my great uncle Delane's daughter,
Victoria. Did she never mention the names to you?" 

 "No ma'm, she didn't" 

 "Ah well, you know my great grandparents names?" 

 "Yes," he replied, "those are the names of my great great grandparents on
my mother's side." 

 "Oh Dear, then we are related my dear, and so were you and Victoria. I
think you would be 5th or 6th cousins of some kind." Her old eyes crinkled
with joy. "Welcome to the family again mon petite. That makes Michelle
your distant cousin too, she is Victoria's Aunt's daughter." 

 They talked for awhile and when she could she he was about to fall asleep
she wheeled out of the room. 

 

 Michelle entered the room quietly and shut the door behind her. She
turned the lock slowly. She tiptoed over to the bed and began to pull the
covers off of Ben's body. She smiled to herself as she reached over and
prepared another shot for Ben. With his legs immobile she had no fear of
him getting away. 

 Once the shot was done. She unbuttoned his top, and ran her hands over
his hair and face in what had become a ritual. She leaned in to kiss him
and found him shaking in the same fashion she had been finding him
recently. She had snuck into the room hoping to prevent the shaking
attack. But it hadn't worked. She leaned in to take his mouth as she had
so many times and found his teeth lock shut against her again. "At that
again, are we. Oh Well time for one of your final lessons." She pulled his
clothing off of him. "Remember, I own you. You are not to say No." 

 Ben felt his body shivering and attempted to stop it, but he couldn't.
Control had long ago been taken from him. He felt her as she climbed up on
the bed to lie full length on his body. He felt her as she again plundered
his mouth and let her hands roam over his body. His body answered her,
making itself reach up towards her hands. It betrayed him as she began to
sit across his hips and play with his nipples. It betrayed him as she
slowly wound her hands in circles down his stomach. It betrayed him as she
began to play with his penis. It betrayed him as she pulled softly on his
testicles. Tears flowed from his eyes. He couldn't stop them, any more
than he could stop his body and it's reaction to her. 

 She watched his breathing become faster. She picked up the pace as she
kept her fingers roaming over him. Again she kissed and tortured his lips,
again she bit his nipples. She could feel the heat of him rising beneath
her. She could feel his hardness approaching her pubic area. She wanted
him. She would have him. 

 She backed off his pelvis until she sat at his ankles and then leaned
over to take his penis in her mouth. It danced with her as she sucked it
and licked her way around its edges. Up and down, Up and down she traveled
it's length. 

 Ben tried to keep still, but couldn't. He concentrated on his friends,
which only made him cry more. He wanted home. He wanted to take his son
home. 

 She watched as his breathing became more rapid then gracefully moved up
to settle her sex onto his. Up and down she rode. Up and down. She swirled
her sex against him feeling his surprised response to her. He moaned
against his will and writhed as much as he was able in the confines of the
golden manacle. 

 Up and down. Up and down. She rode him forever it seemed until at last
they came together. Until at last she was spent. She sighed. "See, I told
you, I own you." Her body moved up his and she took his mouth in hers once
more. "You taste so sweet, oh you taste so sweet." 

 She licked the tears from his face, laughing as she did. "So sweet, even
your tears. So sweet" 

 When she left the room, Ben's tears had just begun to flow freely again. 

 

 Michelle walked out of Ben's door quietly turning the key in the lock.
Chase stood there staring at her, his puppy at his feet. "How's my papa"
he asked. 

 "He's fine dear. He may get to start using the wheelchair soon." she
said. 

 Chase may be a toddler, but he knew when something wasn't right. He
turned his back on his Tante Michelle and wandered off in search of his
Grandmere. She would help, after all Grandmere said she and papa were
really family too. 

 

 The old woman listened to the little boy quietly. Taking in his every
word. But not by sight or sound did she betray her thoughts. So Michelle
was as bad as Victoria had been. She would stop this. She would protect
the helpless in her family. But she would not let Michelle know what she
was up to. 

 

 Thatcher and Franny were agreed. Which in itself surprised everyone. They
wanted pictures of Ben put on the news wires. Someone had to have seen him
somewhere or had to have seen something odd. They approached Welsh and Ray
with their request. Ray sighed, "Ma, said the same thing. She said we
ain't gonna find our Benny without help." Ray turned to Welsh. "Can't
hurt" 

 Welsh replied, "But can it help?" 

 That evening a description of Ben's kidnapping along with a picture of
him and Dief appeared in all the papers. The tv news stations carried the
story too. 

 And in one home, miles outside the city a seven year old boy played with
his puppy and watched the news. When the picture of Ben was on the screen,
his eyes widened. "Mom, I saw that man." he said. 

 Thankfully, his mother believed that out of the mouth of babes...She
grabbed the phone. 

 

 The Grandmere listened carefully to the sounds in the house. When she was
sure she was alone in the house, she wheeled towards Benjamin's room. She
tried the knob but the door opened easily. 

 Rolling across the room, she heard the sound of muffled tears coming from
the bed again. Something is really wrong she thought. 

 Ben heard her chair and stifled his sobs. "Bon nuit," he said. She smiled
at him wishing she could see his eyes. "Benjamin" she asked slowly, tell
me the truth. Are you here because you are ill?' 

 Ben held his breath and sighed, "Yes." he said for he felt really ill. 

 She lowered her lashes and looked at him. "I think you are lying, my boy.
I have been watching and listening and so has your son. We think you are
in trouble. Don't forget, Victoria was my relative. But I knew her for
what e was. I think Michelle is of the same temperament. Am I wrong
petite?" 

 Tears poured down Ben's cheeks. "Please," he pleaded, "take Chase and get
the both of you away from here. Please before it's too late. I am so
afraid for you both." 

 "As I am for you" she replied. She reached up and gently pulled at the
patches over his eyes. "You don't need these do you." she said. 

 "NO Please leave them in place, they protect me as I would protect you"
he sobbed. 

 "All right" she sighed. "I will listen to you, but tell me, are your eyes
the color of cerulean seas?" 

 He laughed. 

 "Ah, then you are a Benton/Pinset. Hardy breed. We will make our way out
of this, you will see." 

 "Please," he whispered, "Take Chase and leave. Please. Don't come back.
Not alone. Do you understand me Grandmere. Not alone." 

 

 Hours later Ben felt relaxed. Grandmere and Chase had said they were
going out for awhile. But Ben knew. They were leaving to get help. 

 The man entered Ben's room quite calmly. It had been a long day. This was
what he needed. Some more of the pretty boy. 

 By now when the man entered the room, Ben found ways to shut his mind
off. To think of anything else but this. But today, he was too relaxed and
the minute the man touched his face, he knew it would be a long session. 

 Caress followed caress, rough hands dug into his skin, for the first time
the man decided to kiss him. In all the time Ben had been taken by him,
the man had never kissed him. He took Ben's mouth softly at first, then
roughly, pushing Ben's head into the pillows. When he had enough of
kissing, he thrust the big gagging cloth into Ben's mouth and grabbed his
hair. Holding Ben's head still, he whispered that the bitch was right, he
did taste sweet. 

 He pulled the covers down and began to take Ben's clothing away. This
time he sank his mouth down hard over Ben's thigh and sucked, while his
hands pulled at Ben's soft male parts. He worked a thumb up into Ben and
stroked softly waiting for Ben's body to respond in some way. He climbed
up to cover Ben with his body, his heavy weight crushing Ben down.
Reaching under Ben he unlocked the locks. He was free now to push Ben's
legs where he wanted them. This time he licked Ben as he inserted his
penis and forced himself into Ben. "My ride now " he said. 

 Later when Ben was alone, he realized the man had forgotten to lock the
lock at his waist. But Ben knew, he was far too weak to move from the bed.


 He could only hope his son was safe. 

 Thanks to one small boy, thought Welsh we have a lead. Hope this little
thread will be enough. 

 "Huey," he yelled out to the bull pen. "Start checking limo rentals for
the night of Ben's disappearance. 

 Chapter 13 

 Franny was waiting patiently, but tapping her nails on her desktop. Ray
was pacing around his desk. Dief lay morosely under Ray's desk. Welsh was
talking to the little boy who had turned in the tip. 

 The door to the Lieutenant's office opened and the little boy and his
parents walked. "Thank you, son" Welsh smiled. "I think you've been a big
help." 

 The boy smiled up at him and saw Dief lying on the floor as he turned to
walk with his parents. "He's sad" the little boy said. Franny smiled at
him, her eyes filled with tears. "He belongs to the man we're trying to
find. We all miss him." 

 Thatcher walked into the bull pen and crossed to the group reading
receipts. I came to help she announced to no one in particular as she sat
at Ray's desk to begin reading. 

 Franny kept reading till her eyes hurt. Who would have thought there were
so many limos in the area she thought. I doubt we're going to find
anything. 

 An hour later, it was Franny who shrieked and held a group of receipts
up. She yelled out. "Each of these five limos was rented by the same
person using the same phone number, but changing the last digit with each
request. But the names are all almost the same. I think I've found it."
She was dancing back and forth on her feet. 

 "Look, each one is to be met by another at intervals. It's like building
an erector set, they trace back and forth over each other path's." 

 Taking Dief, Ray drove to each of the sights the limos were to have been
delivered hoping to find anything he could. 

 When he was near the last location, the one where the little boy had
spotted Fraser on the Guerney Ray noticed Dief acting strangely. "Ok, what
is it jelly donuts. I know you miss Fraser, I do too. But jeesh, jelly
donuts, --- ah go ahead I'll follow you." 

 The pair turned the corner and saw a park across the street. A huge limo
was in the parking lot. An old woman sat watching a small, dark haired boy
play with his puppy. Dief gave a growl and ran across the street. 

 Ray ran after the wolf, yelling his name all the way. 

 Dief ran right up to the boy and began licking his face. The boy giggled
and turned to face his grandmother who sat in a wheel chair. Ray stopped
dead in his tracks, Benny's eyes looked at him from the face of that
little boy. It shook Ray to his very core. He needed Benny, needed to find
him safe. Needed to find him period and here was this little tike looking
at him with Benny's eyes. Ray's knees felt weak and he dropped down on one
knee to see the little boy better. Dief was still licking away. 

 The old woman watched the scene in front of her strangely, she had been
thinking of how to get help for Benjamin. But she knew her niece might be
dangerous and she feared for Chase just as Benjamin did. She knew Michelle
loved the little boy, but she knew also the woman was a little mad. 

 She rolled her chair up beside Ray. "I see you like my grandson." She
watched as Ray turned tear filled eyes towards her. 

 "Yea, he's a cute kid." Ray said putting a hand on Dief and holding on
for dear life. 

 Chase knelt by his puppy and watched the adults talking. "My papa looks
like me." he announced. "But I've never seen his eyes. He says I will
someday though." 

 Ray turned his head down to the little boy. "Why haven't you seen his
eyes?" 

 "Cuz they have pirate covers on them, he's been sick. Tante says he has
to let his eyes get better before I can see them." 

 "What's your papa's name?" 

 "Benjamin" 

 Ray turned to the old woman again. Something in his face settled her
mind. "Do you know my Benjamin?" 

 "My friend is Benton Fraser, and he's missing. What does your Benjamin
look like?" 

 Not far from where they stood was a newsstand. Ray saw it and hurried
over. He paid for a paper and brought it back to her. "Is this what your
Benjamin looks like?" 

 Tears ran down the old woman's face. Her hands shook. "Oh Dear. Oh Dear."
she whispered. 

 Ray put his hand on her shoulder and wiped her eyes with her
handkerchief. She smiled back at him. "I can't talk to you with our driver
near, he might be helping my niece." 

 "How about we take a walk over to my car. I'll see if he follows us." 

 The small group began to wander towards the edge of the park, Ray pushing
her wheel chair. The limo driver quickly approached them and suggested the
old woman and boy needed to leave before dark. 

 Ray winked at the woman, and leaned down to shake her hand. He put one of
his cards in the sheltered cup of her hands. "Don't worry, I"ll be right
behind you." 

 Ray watched as they entered the limo, then called Dief and opened the
door to the Rivi. Once seated, he called on the radio to Welsh, requesting
backup. When the limo pulled away, so did Ray. 

 

 Thatcher and Welsh listened to Ray over the radio. Neither could believe
the simplicity of Ray's find. But they knew nothing was ever that simple
that wasn't paid for in some way. 

 

 Michelle stood by Ben's bed her eyes never leaving his face. "Your're
mine. All mine" she thought. "Now and forever." 

 She leaned over and touched his brow with her lips, laid her fingers to
his. She breathed in the soft scent of him that never seemed to change.
Sweet, so sweet. Ben always smelled sweet. He didn't respond to her. He
wasn't moving. He was holding himself still, in fact he hardly seemed to
be aware she was there. He wondered what she was going to do this time.
Lately she had come in sometimes just to stare at him. If he held still
long enough, sometimes she would leave. 

 She put her mouth down close to his ear. "Ben." she whispered. "We're
moving soon. Would you like that. You, me and Chase. We'll go back to
Canada. That's where we belong. I'll take you to the Pinset estate there.
No one even remembers it now. But I have made sure it's kept up, just for
us." 

 Smiling she curved her hands around his jaw. Still smiling she gently
brushed his lips with hers, softly pulling at his lips. "We've had such
good times, Ben. Haven't we. Wait till we're in Canada. It will be even
better there." 

 Oh my God thought Ben, Grandmere please stay away. Michelle is completely
mad. 

 

 The limo entered the drive and the huge gate swung closed behind it. The
driver watched his rear view mirror but saw nothing to bother him there.
Michelle was out on the porch to welcome back Chase and Grandmere. She
noticed both were uncommonly silent as they got out of the car. 

 She ushered them into the library, where she had tea and milk and cookies
waiting. 

 

 Ben heard Chase talking and knew they are returned. Damn he thought. Why
couldn't they stay away. 

 The door was pushed open and as always Ben froze until he recognized his
son's steps coming to the bed. "Papa" the little boy whispered. "I have a
secret for you" 

 To Ben's surprise, Chase climbed up on the bed and put his little mouth
to Ben's ear. We met special people in the park today. I met a big wolf
and a man named, Ray. Grandmere said I was to spifically tell you about
Ray." The little boy pulled back and patted he papa's face. "Grandmere
says it won't be much longer. What did she mean by that papa? 

 Ben smiled at his son and urged him to go find his Grandmere. "Thank you
for telling me about Ray. It's good to do what Grandmere says. Stay by her
today, please don't wander around." 

 "Ok papa." And with that Chase bounded from room followed by his puppy. 

 

 Ben knew it was the man again. The breathing in the dark was heavier than
Michelle. He had been dozing and hadn't heard the man open the door. Ben
pulled his head back into the pillows as the man climbed up on the bed.
Ben whispered to himself. No, NO. 

 But he was heard. He hadn't been quiet enough. His jaw was grabbed and
brutally forced open. He could feel the man clambering up the bed to sit
on his chest. 

 "This time sweetness, we do what I like. Might be our last dance
together." He pulled his body up and holding Ben's head in position forced
his member into Ben's mouth, laughing as he moved. Ben gagged, trying to
dislodge his mouth from the horror it was filled with. But Ben had no
leverage and the man began to move, pushing further and further into Ben's
mouth holding his body over Ben. Ben felt himself passing out. Please let
me pass out, please. But the man stopped just short of letting Ben pass
out. He backed off and began to take Ben's mouth with his, and then slowly
passing down Ben's neck. The man rotated his body so he could suck Ben and
force his member down Ben's throat again. Ben tried to pass out. But he
couldn't. 

 

 Ray drove the Rivi up the drive. "Well, here goes Dief." He straightened
his hair, and talked into the radio. "Going in..all the back up's in
place. Remember watch out for the kid and the old lady. Fraser will want
them safe." 

 He took a deep breath and opened the car door. Dief pranced up to the
door and stood waiting. Ray walked to the porch and rapped on the door. 

 

 Chapter 14 

 Ben lay quietly while the man cleaned his body. Lay quietly as the
routine of washcloth to bowl to body and back was repeated. He did not
dare move. He'd done that once and the whole process started over again.
He'd learned his lesson, he wouldn't move, unless ordered to do so. The
man who cleaned him began rubbing harder with the cloth. Scrubbing in
circular motions. Ben heard the bowl being pushed away, felt the bed move
as the man climbed back up on the bed. Tears began forming in Ben's eyes.
When was enough enough. When would it end. 

 The lock on his waist manacle was undone quickly and without the
preparation the man had always used before, Ben's body was jerked up
harshly on the man's lap. One of the man's hands played with his penis,
the other circled round the skin under Ben's testicles. His legs were
spread over the man's shoulders. The man bit at the skin along the inner
side of his thigh. He licked a trail down to Ben's groin, then back again.
By now Ben could feel the man's organ growing in size thrusting up at him.
Ben knew it was going to be rough. Perhaps rougher than anytime so far.
The man pushed in on Ben's stomach as he forced his rod into Ben. Ben
waited, hoping he would be through quickly. But the man continued pumping
into Ben like a frenzied being. When the man realized Ben was purposefully
remaining as still as possible, he began pinching at Ben's thighs, until
finally he grabbed soft skin under him with his mouth and began to bite
down hard. Ben's body reacted by bucking up against the hand that held it
down. The man smiled. 

 

 Ray waited patiently for the door to open. Michelle opened it and stood
before Ray in her best elegant look. For a split second Ray thought he was
looking at Victoria Metcalf. It wasn't until he noticed her eyes were the
wrong color that he knew for sure it wasn't her. He held out his badge and
asked if he might come inside. He spun a tale of trouble in the area and
just checking ma'm to see if the house was secured. Ray heard the wheel
chair approaching and waited for his cue. "Michelle," Grandmere said
gracefully. "Ask the poor man in for a drink of coffee or something. It's
the least we can do for someone who is making our neighborhood safe. 

 "Of course, Grandmere" Michelle turned to Ray, "Would you care for some
coffee, officer Vecchio?" 

 Ray smiled widely and nodded. God he couldn't wait for the broad to be
out of the way. He watched as she disappeared down the hall next to the
door. 

 "She'll be gone 5 minutes," Grandmere informed him. "Come, I'll show you
his room" 

 The pair quickly moved down the hall towards the wing Ben lay being
tortured in. 

 Ray tried the doorknob. It was locked, he inquired with a raised eyebrow
if that was normal. Grandmere shook her head no. "It's locked sometimes,
but not usually during this time of day. Ray put his ear to the door. He
heard a man's laughter, and it wasn't Ben's. Ray was wearing a wire and
whispered into it. The broad is in the kitchen. I'm outside the bedroom
door. On my mark, move. Now!" he yelled. 

 Ray broke the door off its hinges with one kick of the foot to the lock
followed by a shoulder to the wood. He stopped dead in his tracks. What he
saw sickened him. Ben was naked and held tightly atop a huge man's lap.
The man turned his face to the door and froze into position his hand on
Ben's organ. Ben's mouth hung open and he seemed to be barely breathing.
Ray's eyes glared at the man, daring him to move. 

 "OK jerk. Release him slowly, and move off the bed." Ray said as he drew
his gun and held it on the man. 

 Suddenly two things happened at once. Michelle came running down the hall
closely followed by Diefenbaker. And all around the house, you could hear
the sounds of police officer's entering the house. Michelle took one look
at Ben and began screaming at the man. "What have you done? Why? He's not
yours, he's mine, mine forever." She ran forward to rake her fingers
across the man's face. He grabbed her and pushed her away. Michelle fell
into large table with a drawer. She took the time to pretend she was
winded while she worked the drawer open. She turned around quickly, a gun
in her hand. She aimed at the man who abused Ben. Tears fell from her
eyes. "You ruined it. Why. Why did you ruin it?" 

 She raised the gun to fire. Ray yelled, "Put the gun down, Now. I'm
giving you a second chance. Put it down." 

 Michelle faced Ray with tears running down her face. "Look, he ruined it.
He ruined it all" Suddenly she whipped the gun up to her head and fired.
She fell to the floor, her beautiful, elegant hair style ruined. 

 By this time Welsh and the back up officers were sweeping the house. When
Welsh heard the shot he ran towards the sound. He heard a puppy howling,
and a little boy crying as they ran down the hall in the same direction
Welsh was going. Welsh caught up with the child and scooped him up into
his arms. The puppy began tugging and biting at his ankles. Welsh gazed at
the child's face and was amazed. Has to be Fraser's kid. No one else in
the world has those eyes. Welsh turned in the opposite direction, carrying
Chase away from the turmoil. Chase screamed over his shoulder, "papa,
papa" 

 Ray cuffed the naked man to the bathroom sink and returned to Ben's side.
Grandmere rolled her chair into the room and gasped at the sight of
Michelle on the floor. She didn't stop but kept rolling her chair towards
Ben and the bed. 

 Ray quickly flung the covers over Ben and began chaffing his hands. My
God he thought he can't move. Ray began to remove the eye patches,
crooning softly to Ben as he worked. He yelled over his shoulder to the
officer coming in the door. The perp is in the bathroom, call an ambulance
NOW!. And ask that creap where the keys are to these locks. 

 Oh God, Oh God. He looks so bad. His face is so shrunken. Please be all
right Benny, Please Ray prayed as he worked the cotten off Ben's eyes. 

 Ben's eyes began to open. They fluttered and closed and opened again. He
cried in agony as the lights hit his eyes. Ray wiped the tears trailing
out of Benny's eyes and leaned over to whisper. "It's ok, I've got
you.buddy." 

 Ben smiled at Ray. "Thanks for coming Ray. I knew you would" 

 Ray choked and laid his head by Ben's head on the pillow. "I was almost
too late. Almost." 

 "But you weren't young man" Grandmere interrupted. "My grandsons and I
thank you." She laid one of her own frail hands on Ben's. "Sorry you had
to wait for an old woman to get smart, petite." 

 "Understood, Grandmere." Ben whispered. 

 Ben could hear Chase screaming in the background. He looked at Ray.
"Sure, I'll fix it" Ray said. He grabbed the lap robe off Ben's wheel
chair and covered Michelle's body with it. Then he went to the door and
motioned Welsh inside. Welsh crossed to the bed and Chase leapt from his
arms to the bed. "Papa, papa." "You're eyes are blue, just like mine." He
laid his little curly head against his father's chest and hugged Ben
tightly. 

 

 To be continued in "Limbo" 

 PURGATORY