Title: Dinner At Harry's

Author: Belynda

E-mail address: belindat@ihug.co.nz

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: Chakotay/Kim

Status: New, Complete

Parts: 1

Date: June 28, 1998

Series: Love Life

Story Sequence: Love Life, Decisions, Dinner At Harry's, No Regrets, Time Off, Remember

Website: http://members.tripod.com/~belyndat/index.html

Summary: Harry makes his move on Chakotay, but will it all go to plan?

Disclaimer: All characters, places and terminology that you recognize belong to Paramount. Anything else is totally mine.

WARNING! WARNING! WARNING! This story is about a male/male relationship. If you have a problem with m/m relationships or you are under 18, please leave now!

 

Dinner At Harry's

By Belynda

Harry set the plates full of lasagne down on the table. "Dinner is served."

Chakotay couldn't help but look at the plate with a look of pleasure. He had rarely had the opportunity to have someone else cook for him in a long time. It was a treat for him, no matter how simply the food was, to get away from the mess hall or his quarters and have a meal some where else with a crew member. Smiling his appreciation at Harry, he took his first mouthful.

Unable to tear his eyes away, he watched as the fork was caught between the commanders full lips then slowly pulled free. Swallowing down the impulse to lift his own fork to the commanders lips just to watch those lips in action, he lifted his own fork and started to eat his meal. "Didn't I tell you that it was good?"

Chakotay's eye brows shoot straight up in surprise. "This isn't good. It is superb! I have never, in all of my life, tasted a vegetarian lasagne this good before! Never. You are definitely going to have to give me the recipe for this dish."

Grinning like a fool, he gave the commander his answer. "I am sorry Commander but it is a old family recipe. My grandmother would turn over in her grave if she knew that I had given the secret ingredients away. No, there is no way for you to be able to eat the famous Kim vegetarian lasagne or to have the recipe. Unless ..."

"Unless what, Ensign?" Chakotay knew that he had to have the recipe now that he had tasted the results. After eating what Neelix passed as food, it was like there was a dance going on in his mouth and everyone was invited.

Considering his options Harry went for door number one and hoped for the best. "There is no way I could ever give the recipe away, but I could make a deal with you Commander. If you would be willing to make a small sacrifice."

Wearily Chakotay put down his fork. He looked at Harry who sat opposite him with a serious face. "Go on."

Swallowing down the lump of fear for what he was about to demand for a simple lasagne dish, he listed his demand. "The only thing you would have to do, is that you would have to call me Harry when ever we are alone. In return when I make this dish, I will invite you to share it with me." Mentally crossing his fingers behind his back, Harry held his breath and waited for Chakotay's answer.

Surprised that it was such a small request the commander couldn't help but smile. "I would be honored to call you Harry when we are alone. And I would be even more honored to eat with you when you make this famous Kim dish. But on one condition of my own. That you call me Chakotay in return."

Laughing, Harry picked up his glass full of wine that the commander had brought and once his dinner partner had raised his glass, tapped their glasses together. "Deal."

For the rest of the meal, of which Chakotay had seconds, they talked about the every day running of their respected posts to subjects about what was happening in the other departments. "And so then the Doctor just said "I will have to write a paper on this unusual experience you have had Ensign. Would you be willing to write up a report for me by 2000 hours?" The Ensign then turned two different shades of red and rushed out of sick bay with the Doctor standing there asking if that meant a yes or a no." Harry finished telling the story of the embarrassed Ensign with the even more embarrassing ailment. Laughing together, he watched as the commander wiped a tear from his eye. It was good to see the commander laugh. He had a feeling that the commander didn't laugh often enough.

Picking up his near empty glass, Chakotay took a last swallow. All the laughing he had just done had made him thirsty. "Where do you hear these stories? I had no idea that I was missing out on all these rumors."

Harry smiled. "If you must know, the best sources for gossip are from engineering. I don't know why but they seem to know what happens on board Voyager, before the rest of the crew do. There has been the possibility that they have vid feeds all of the ship and that they all take turns to watch them, but so far no proof has been found."

Chuckling, Chakotay took another wipe of his eyes. Truth be known, he hadn't laughed so much in a long time. But then he remembered why he was here. With that thought he indicated the couch. "Shall we talk about what has been bothering you over then last few days Harry." Seeing the laughter disappear out of his eyes, Chakotay almost wished that he had never brought up the subject. But he couldn't ignore his duties as the first officer.

Sighing, Harry got up and followed the commander to the couch. Once he was comfortable, he knew that he had to start at the beginning. "It all started four nights ago. Tom came by so we could go on to the holodeck together and along the way, pick up B'Elanna. I hadn't been paying much attention to the time, and so I was still sitting on the couch looking at my photo album when Tom walked in. Putting the album down on the table I went into my bedroom to change out of my uniform. Tom, being the curious friend that he is, picked up the album and started looking at the photo's." Twisting his hands together, Harry remembered that night in every detail.

"Does Tom usual walk in without asking?"

"Yes. But that is just Tom's way. Just as it is a habit for him to always have something in his hand, doing something. It's natural for him to pick up a item, like a album and to look through it. But I don't mind. He is my best friend. Anyway, he was looking at the pictures when he asked who the subject was in some of the photo's. I came out and looked at the photo's he meant. They were of my roommate and lover of seventeen months, Simon. We shared a room during our first and second year at Starfleet Academy. After three months of living together, we feel in love." Relaxing further back into the couch, he went on with his story. He had noted Chakotay's surprise when he had mentioned that his lover was male. But he also noted acceptance.

"We were together almost every day after that. We were even considering the idea of putting in for a apartment on campus, to give us more privacy, when the accident happened. See, Simon was a pilot. And on this day that the accident occurred, we found out that we had just been granted an apartment. We were so happy. We were going to go and celebrate as soon as he got back from his test run, as piloting at the helm for the first time. But he never made it home. The crash was ruled as an accident. No one was to blame. His funeral was two days later."

Remembering the pain of seeing the coffin, containing his lovers body, disappear into the ground for burial, Harry bit his lip. "It was the most painful time of my life. And yet I wouldn't give the memories away for anything. Life went on. I moved in with another student and life continued. Five months later I meet Libby." Sadly he shook his head. "The main reason she wouldn't go out with me, was because she had heard about Simon, and had thought that I wasn't ready for another relationship. I think that she was right, but I needed her. I needed someone to make me feel alive again. To make the pain go away. Even if it was for a short time.

"I think the main reason that I took it so hard, being trapped out here, so far away from home, was the fact the Libby wouldn't be here to make the pain stop. But then I realized that the pain isn't so bad anymore. Yes it is still there. But I can look at his picture now, and remember the good times." Looking at a painting of a lone figure in shadow on the opposite wall, he knew what he was saying was true. He had been denying the fact for ages now but it was true.

"Did it upset you to see Tom looking at his picture?"

"No. In fact I didn't feel any pain when I explained to Tom who the picture was of. I have nothing to hide. But I was surprised at Tom's reaction to my words."

Frowning Chakotay couldn't help wondering if Tom was one of the people who didn't approve of homosexual's. He would have thought that Tom would have been more open minded about the issue but maybe he was wrong. "How did he react?"

Laughing Harry couldn't help but tell Chakotay of Tom's shock. "He just sat there like he was frozen. Finally I had to shake him. I asked him what was wrong and he told me. Chakotay, we have been friends ever since we meet on DS9. Never has he ever told me that he was attracted to me."

"Tom is attracted to you?!"

"Yeah. I thought the same thing. I asked him why he had never told me this before. And he said that it seemed that I was straight and interested in only girls. I was so surprised by the concept of Tom wanting me that way, that I told him that I could never, ever consider him as a lover. Now or in the future. And then he did it."

As fascinated as he was by the whole concept of Tom being attracted to Harry, he pushed Harry on. "He did what?"

"He kissed me."

"He kissed you?"

"He kissed me. And not just any kind of kiss. It was a kiss that said I want you and I am going to have you. Now! And I almost let him. We were kissing, and God, was it good, when B'Elanna commed Tom. While Tom talked to B'Elanna I tried to sort out what had just happened. I mean, here was my best friend and I, and we were kissing. And it was good. Tom is one excellent kisser. Anyway, Tom left and I stayed here. I had promised Tom that I would think about us becoming lovers, and I have thought about nothing since."

Chakotay now understood. "That's why you were distracted and its also the reason that you have been avoiding him since. But what has this got to do with what I saw at breakfast?"

Harry was puzzled. "Breakfast?"

"Yes. I saw you and B'Elanna having breakfast this morning. It looked like you were talking and B'Elanna appeared to be really excited about something but the more she talked the more you got upset."

Surprised but pleased to know that Chakotay had been watching him, Harry explained what had happened. "I had half decided to tell Tom yes, that I would like to become lovers, when B'Elanna told me that the night before, she had kissed Tom. And she implied that Tom had kissed her back. See, I have always believed that if you were in love with someone, or where planning to take the next step in a relationship, you don't go around kissing other people. That's what hurt the most. The fact that Tom had kissed me four days ago, and here he was kissing someone else. As if our kiss had meant nothing. I knew then that Tom and I weren't meant to be. So I told B'Elanna to go for it with Tom."

"That must have hurt. I don't know what I would have done if that had been be me in that situation. I think that you handled it very well."

Harry seeing that he wasn't being insulted, smiled his thanks. "At the time though, all I could think about was, how I wanted to get out of there, and fast. It didn't help, when I got one the bridge and Tom was there. I knew that he was trying to get my attention all day but I knew that if I looked at him while I was on duty, that I wouldn't be able to control my self. After my shift had finished, I came here and waited."

"You waited for Tom to come to you. You had made a decision."

Nodding, Harry went on. "Tom showed up soon after and we got to talking. I told him the truth. That I thought that a relationship between us would be a mistake and that it wouldn't be fair to Tom if I did enter into a relationship with him anyway."

Chakotay was puzzled again. "Fair to Tom, how?"

Thinking about what he was now going to say, he took a deep breath. "It wouldn't have been fair to Tom because he would have always been my second choice. I told him that I was attracted to someone else."

"Was that the truth?"

Turning, Harry faced the commander. "Yes it was. I am attracted to someone else on board. I also told Tom that he was attracted to B'Elanna and there was no getting around those two facts. After talking some more, I think that Tom had accepted my decision. He left but not before giving me one last piece of advice."

Chakotay lent forward, wondering what the advice was. "What did he say?"

Looking the commander straight in the eye Harry told him. "He said that if I hadn't told this other person how I felt, then I had better do it soon."

"Are you going to tell this person how you feel about them?" Although Chakotay knew that he couldn't ask who the person was, he couldn't help wondering who it was.

*It's now or never*, Harry thought to himself. He toed off his shoes so he was bare foot and tucking his knees under him, he turned so he was facing the commander. Still looking Chakotay in the eye, he thought of the best way to approach this. "Yes. I think that I have wasted too much time as it is. The only thing to do now is to tell him."

For some unknown reason, Chakotay found he couldn't look away from Harry's eyes. When Harry had moved, it had brought him closer towards him. He had been unable to resist looking at Harry's jean covered thighs. Immediately he had to swallow to relieve his suddenly dry mouth. "Him?"

Harry smiled. "Him." He had noticed how the commander had looked at him, and knew that what he was about to do wasn't going to be unwelcome. "But I don't think that I need to tell you how I feel. Do I Chakotay?" When the commander didn't say anything, Harry took this as a sign that the commander understood. He leant forward, but before his lips could touch the commanders, he was stopped.

With one hand on Harry's chest, Chakotay tried to take in the situation. He licked his dry lips and saw how Harry's eyes darken even more and focused in on his lips. "Harry we can't do this. I'm your senior officer. I have to set a role model for everyone on board. It wouldn't be right if we had a relationship. Plus the Captain wouldn't-"

Chakotay's words were cut off when Harry opened his shirt further and pressed the commanders hand against his hot chest. Under neath his hand the commander could feel Harry's heart beat beating furiously within his chest. Looking from his hand which was covered by Harry's, to Harry's eyes, Chakotay forgot what ever reasons he had for them to not enter into a relationship. Instead he leant forward and pressed his lips against the younger mans.

Both held still for the moment, just feeling the others lips on theirs, but then instinct took over. Slowly at first, their lips explored each others, getting to know to know the feel and taste of the others. Then there was no holding back as Harry opened his mouth and ran his tongue across the older mans lips. Immediately Chakotay's mouth opened, seeking the warm tongue of the younger man.

The hand that had been pressed against Harry's chest, moved up and around the neck, to sink into the silk strands of Harry's hair. His other hand crept around his waist, sliding up and then down the muscular back of the younger man, while at the same time bringing himself closer to Harry, until their chests touched. Groaning at the contact, they continued to kiss passionately. Their tongues, rubbing against each others and seeking out the warm reaches of the others mouth.

Panting Harry raised his head for a much needed breath, then dived back in, to taste and explore the wonderful mouth of Chakotay. His hands tighten around the commander, one around his waist, holding him close to his chest, and the other lovingly running over and through the commanders hair.

He had dreamed of this happening ever since he had first seen the first officer, but never in his wildest dreams did he ever think that the commander might share his feelings. It was a dream come true and he wasn't going to let it get away from him now that he had it in the palm of his hand. Pulling the commanders hips even closer to his, he couldn't help but moan at the touch of the commanders erection rubbing against his thigh. Neither could the commander as he arched up against Harry, seeking more.

Tearing his mouth away from the commanders hot mouth, he kissed his way across to the sexy tattoo that graced the commanders forehead. Slowly he traced his tongue over the pattern, having wanted to do such a thing for so long. Chakotay shivered in his arms and so he kiss his way down the commanders face to his ear where he drew the tip of his tongue around the outer ridge. Then he took the earlobe into his mouth and gently sucked.

Gasping at the gentle sucking Harry was bestowing on his ear, Chakotay slipped his hand under Harry's jeans and down until he could run his hand across the younger mans tight buttock. Harry responded by thrusting his hips back into the commanders hand. His hand stilled for a moment when Harry gave his earlobe a deep suck then a gentle lick.

Harry continued down the commanders neck after one last lick of the Commanders earlobe. When his questing lips were stopped by the commanders top, he pulled back and focusing on the tops fastening, he was soon pulling the First Officers top clothing up and over his head. This meant that the commanders hand had to be removed from his pants but it was a small price to pay when he sat back and looked at what the removal of the commanders tops revealed.

A thick chest with defined muscles and a light sprinkling of sand paper color hair in the center of his chest. His nipples were hard nibs begging for attention, which Harry was only to pleased to give. Leaning down he took one nipple in his mouth and sucked gently. The groan that greeted his actions where all the encouragement he needed. He gave the slightly swollen nipple one last lick then turned his attention over to the other nipple.

Chakotay thrust his hands into Harry's hair, holding the younger man to his chest, as Harry paid worship to his nipples, swapping from to the other. Finally he couldn't stand it any more, and gripping the ensign's head, tore him away from his chest and took his mouth with his own. This time the kiss was soul-deep, going right to the core of his being, and he knew that Harry felt the same by the way he moaned into his mouth.

Remembering that they were still on the couch, Harry tore his mouth away from the commanders. "Bedroom." He managed to gasp out as he fought for breath. Standing he took Chakotay's hand in his and lead them into the bedroom. There, Harry stopped them by the bed and once again kissed his way down the older mans chest, pausing for several long moments to tease the nipples of the commander before kissing his way down the commanders torso.

Harry's hands rose to the fastening of the commanders trousers where they were stopped by the commanders hands. Puzzled he looked up from his position at the commanders feet.

"Harry this is wrong. Not only am I your senior officer but I'm old enough to be your father. We can stop this now and forget that this ever happened." Although he did mean every word, a part of him was silently screaming for Harry to continue with this sweet torture.

Laughing, Harry pulled his hands away from the commanders. "Chakotay, I think that we are both mature enough to be able to work together without letting the fact that we are lovers to interfere with our work. And I will have you know that I don't think of you as a father figure. Both of my parents were in their forties when they had me. The closest you would ever get to being a family member would be by being a slightly older brother. But I don't think of you in that way. I think of you as my soon to be lover. Now will you forget about why we shouldn't be doing this and concentrate on why we should." Hearing no further protests from the commander, he continued on with undoing the older mans trousers.

Realizing that there was no point to arguing with Harry, Chakotay gave up the fight and let himself only be concerned with the moment. Harry had pulled his trousers down to his ankles by now, so he stepped out of them and kicked them out of the way. Then he waited.

Starting at his feet, Harry looked his way the commanders legs. They were slender but at the same time muscular. With a light sprinkling of fine fair hair on his legs, the commanders legs were well defined. Harry's eyes traveled up further until his eyes reached the main target. Sighing, he leant forward and gentle grabbing the commanders hard and erect cock in one hand and cupping the egg shaped balls in the other, he slowly took the cock into his mouth. He stilled, hearing Chakotay's moan from above him, then very slowly drew his mouth up the shaft until just the head was resting between his lips. Then he slowly sank down on the cock, taking in almost the whole length of the commander into his mouth.

Watching this happen as well as feel it, was one of the most erotic things Chakotay had ever experienced in his life. He new his body well enough to know that if Harry kept this up, he was going to come sooner rather than later. And he did want this to last. Sinking his hands into Harry's hair, he tugged until the younger man rose to his feet, who along the way ran his hands up the naked body of the commander. Then he kissed the younger man, slowly like the way Harry had just sucked his cock. Pulling the younger man closer, he could feel that Harry was still dressed.

Pulling his lips away, he waited until Harry opened his eyes to make his request. The younger man eyes were glazed with passion and were so dark they appeared black. Swallowing, he made his request. "Take you cloths off." He was pleased when Harry grinned at him and moved his hands to his shirt. "Wait." He moved so that he was laying on the bed, watching Harry. "Now."

Almost forgetting what the commander wanted him to do, Harry took in the sight of his lover laying on his bed, naked. It was a dream that had come true, a dream dreamt for so long, that it almost appeared to be another dream. Then he licked his lips and could taste the semen of the commander on his lips. Shivering in pleasure, he resumed the unbuttoning of his shirt. He did this slowly, feeling the eyes of his lover trace the movements of his hands. Once unbuttoned he pulled it from the waist of his jeans and let it slid down his arms to the floor.

Letting a small smile grace his lips, he continued with his jeans. He unbuttoned the first button and then the next. He had learnt a long time ago that when you were as big as he was, it didn't pay to wear zips. Watching the commanders eyes follow his movements, he paused to run a hand up his chest and rubbed one of his nipples until it was erect again. He then took one finger and sucked it into his mouth, wetting it from tip to base, and then returning to his nipples, wetting one and then the other. Hearing the groan Chakotay gave at the sight, he continued with unbuttoning his jeans.

Seeing how all the bottons where undone, Chakotay licked his lips at the sight of the golden skin revealed by the opened jeans. He had many lovers throughout his life, male and female, but no one had ever excited him as much as Harry did. He held his breath as Harry now hooked his thumbs into the waist band of his jeans and slowly started to wiggle out of them. Slowly more and more of the golden skin was revealed until finally the jeans passed his hips and fell to the floor.

Gasping, the First Officer couldn't staring at Harry's cock. To say that it was the largest one he had ever seen, was an understatement. It had to be at least ten inches long and two inches thick, and even then he thought he was being unfair in those estimates. He couldn't help the shiver of awe and anticipation that shook his body at the thought of Harry's cock inside him.

Stepping away from his cloths, Harry advanced towards the bed. Seeing the way the commander looked at his large cock, and the reaction it had caused, he knew that he had made the right decision of choosing Chakotay as his lover. He settled on the bed next to Chakotay and leaned over and kissed him again, having missed the commanders hot mouth.

Arching into each other, their hands soughed and found each others bodies. Chakotay reached around and run his hand down Harry's hairless buttock. He wasn't surprised to find that Harry was hairless, given his ancestry, but he found it erotic to touch the bare skin. Continuing downwards, across the back of Harry's thigh, he grasped him behind the knee. Lifting the ensigns leg he placed it across his hip, bringing their erections into contact. Groaning he took hold of Harry's hip, and pulled him closer, so that their erection were now in full contact, rubbing against each others erection.

Harry broke away from Chakotay's mouth, arching his hips into the commanders, seeking closer contact. They continued to rub against each other but it wasn't what they really wanted. "Chakotay, this is really nice, but I would like for you to fuck me good and hard. Now."

Stilling at the words, he looked up into the eyes of his lover. He saw that Harry meant every word, and so with a groan he gave him a hard kiss. Pulling away a moment later, he looked around the bedroom. "Have you got any lubricate?"

Grinning, Harry reached under his pillow and pulled out a tube of lubricate. "Will this do?"

Surprised that Harry had such an item so close at hand he let Harry see the question in this eyes.

"I've been dreaming of this happening for so long now, that I always keep it close to me. Just in case my fantasies come true. And they have." With one last kiss, he handed Chakotay the tube, and moved onto his hands and knees. The look he cast the commander left no doubt in Chakotay's mind that Harry wanted this.

Sitting up, he ran his hand down the smooth back of his lover. He moved until he was sitting behind Harry. Then with both hands he gently placed his hands on Harry's hard buttocks. Massaging both buttocks at the same time, he slowly placed a kiss on first one then the other buttock. He pushed the buttocks together then pulled then apart wide. Seeing the golden skin turn slightly darker between the buttocks, he couldn't resist running his tongue down the crack until he reached the puckered hole of Harry's anus. Slowly he circled his tongue around and around the tight hole.

Harry was so aroused that he thought that he was going to come at any time. Just when he thought he would go mad with desire, Chakotay pushed a lubricated fingertip inside him. Breathing deeply, he rested his head on his fisted hands and tried to relax more around his lovers finger. Now the finger was gentle moving in and out, sending chills down his body, making him pant, wanting more. He was soon rewarded with a second finger joining the first. Instinct took over, and he started rocking his hips back onto those two fingers that were driving him crazy.

When he thought it couldn't get any better, it did. A third finger joined the other two, filling him. Gasping , he raised himself up on to his hands, thrusting back on to those fingers that were making him lose his mind. "Chakotay. Please."

Feeling the same hunger that consumed the younger man, he thrust his fingers into Harry's hot body two more times, then removed them. Harry immediately rolled over on to his back, and drew his knees up to his chest. Finding the lubricate, Chakotay quickly coated his aching penis. Moving closer to his lover, he knelt between his open knees. Using both hands, he pushed his way slowly into the body of his lover.

It felt like an eternity, but finally Chakotay was all the way inside the hot, tight tunnel of his lover. Looking into the eyes of his lover he leaned down and took his mouth in a deep kiss. As their tongues made contact, Chakotay withdrew almost all of the way, then he pushed back in again. He kept up this slow rhythm, until Harry tore his mouth away from Chakotay's.

Gasping Harry made his demand. "This is really nice but I thought I asked you to fuck me good and hard."

"Oh spirits" was all the commander could get out, after the picture of what Harry had asked flooded his mind. Leaning back, he took hold of the younger mans legs and placed them over his shoulders. Then, keeping a tight hold on Harry's legs, he proceeded to do just as the ensign had ordered.

Thrusting in hard, he withdrew then thrust back in, again and again, gaining speed with each thrust. Harry obviously appreciated the effort he was going to by the way he was gripping the sheets and thrusting back up on to Chakotay's ever moving cock. The sound of Harry's moans and gasps were speeding him towards his own orgasm. With that thought he released one of the younger mans legs and gasped the erect cock of Harry.

Arching up into the commanders hand as it stroked his hard shaft, Harry looked deep into the eyes of the First Officer. When their eyes meet and held, something passed between them. With that look searing into his memory, Harry took a deep breath and shouted his lovers name as he came all over his lovers hand.

Seeing, and feeling Harry come on his hand and around his own cock, was enough to push Chakotay towards his own orgasm. Several more hard thrusts into Harry's quivering body, and then he was coming. Screaming Harry's name.

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He must have blacked out, because the next thing he knew he was waking up laying on a warm moving pillow. Opening his eyes, he saw that his pillow was Harry's chest, and Harry's arms were rapped around him, stroking his back. A nice way to wake up, but the thought of himself falling asleep after just having made love to one of the most sexy men on the ship was a little embarrassing. Lifting his head from the ensigns chest, he looked up and was immediately imprisoned by the warmth he saw in his lovers eyes.

Seeing, the blush cross Chakotay's cheeks, Harry leant down and pressed a kiss to his forehead. "Hello. Did you have a nice nap?"

Flushing to the roots of his hair, the First Officer groaned. "Did I really pass out?"

Chuckling, Harry ran a fingertip across the commanders lips. "Yes you did. But don't worry. I think it was the most sincere complement I have every received. Although I have one request. Please don't pass out too often. It can be a little frightening."

Shifting his position, Chakotay moved further up the bed and lent in to kiss Harry. After a few moments he pulled away. "Thank you. And I promise not to do it to often. As long as the experience isn't as mind blowing as that just was, I think we'll be fine."

"I can't make any promise on my behalf that it wont be as fantastic as that just was, but I will try." Laughing, Harry reached up and pulled the commander in for a long deep kiss that left them both panting and wanting more.

Feeling the desire stir his limp penis to life again, Chakotay pulled away from his lovers wet lips. "Whoa. I don't know about you, but if we keep this up, we might have another experience like that very soon."

All laughter gone, Harry moved so he was pressed up against the commander. He could feel the rapidly hardening cock pressing against his hip. With a small move of his hips, he let the commander know of his growing desire too.

Surprised that Harry wanted to make love again, he looked deep into the eyes of his lover. What ever he saw there, convinced him that the desire was mutual. With a groan he returned to Harry's lips, seeking and finding the addictive taste of Harry.

After several more minutes of kissing, Chakotay pulled away and kissed his way down Harry's neck. With a gentle push on the shoulders, he moved Harry onto his back so he could get better access to his lovers chest. Slowly, he drew his tongue down the hard chest of his lover. From there he kissed his way to Harry's brown erect nipples. With the tip of his tongue, he circled the left nipple, making sure that he didn't touch the nipple it self.

But his lover thought that this was too sweet a torture. "Chakotay. Please."

Taking a playful nip of the skin surrounding the nipple, he didn't feature any closer to the nipple. "Please what Harry?"

Groaning Harry arched up into the mouth that was teasing him. "Please suck my nipple."

"Since you asked so nicely." Then he took the young mans nipple into his mouth. Feeling and hearing the breath that was suddenly exhaled by his lover, he smiled. Then turning his concentration to the matter at hand, he continued sucking, biting and licking the one nipple he had focused his attentions on.

Shaking at the intense feelings that radiated from the one entrapped nipple, Harry begged of his lover again. "Chakotay. Please could you suck my other nipple."

Raising his head, the commander flicked a fingertip across the untouched nipple. "This one?"

Groaning, Harry arched up into the flicking finger. "Yes. Please!"

Biting his lip to keep from smiling at the picture Harry presented, he granted his lovers request. Soon the other nipple was as swollen and throbbing as its twin. Both nipples were given turns, keeping them both erect and moist from Chakotay's hot mouth.

Finally Harry couldn't take it any more. He grabbed the commanders head and yanked him up until he could ravish the offending lips. Within minutes, Chakotay was gasping and whimpering in desire. With one last kiss, Harry pulled away. Waiting until Chakotay opened his eyelids and looked him in the eye, Harry then rubbed his erection against the commander. Seeing the flare of understanding in his lovers eyes, he released Chakotay's head.

Again kissing his way down Harry's straining body, Chakotay didn't stop until he had reached the evidence that proudly stood to attention. He paused briefly when he noticed the tattoo of a black panther on Harry's left hip. Tracing a finger across the body of the panther he glanced up. "I didn't know you were in to body art."

Panting Harry told Chakotay all he need to know at that moment. "It's symbolic. Now could you please turn your attention to the matter at hand."

Knowing that there would be enough time later to asked questions he indeed turn to the matter a hand. Grasping the base of Harry's cock, he licked the underside of his lovers cock, from base to tip. When he reached the head of Harry's cock, he sucked in the head. Hearing the moan Harry couldn't suppress, he flicked his tongue across the trapped head.

After several more minutes of this he knew that Harry was ready for more. Changing his position so that he was kneeling more directly over Harry, he took as much of the shaft into his mouth as possible. With each down ward suck, he took a bit more of the shaft into his mouth, until the head hit the back of his throat. He continued this until he felt Harry's hand on the back of his head. Looking up from his task, he saw the Harry wanted him to move around.

Once the commander had moved so that Chakotay's head was facing his feet, Harry reached across and took the First Officers erect and weeping cock into his hand. Moving a bit closer, he took the cock into his mouth and sucked. Noticing that the first officer had stopped as soon as his lips had touched his cock, Harry gently rocked his hips, reminding the commander of his own need.

Both men licked, sucked and paid homage to the others cock. Soon they were both rocking their hips, making love to the mouth with their cocks. Groaning, Harry couldn't hold himself back any longer and he came in the commanders mouth.

Chakotay swallowed every last drop of Harry's orgasm, with only the smallest thought floating around his head, that he was glad Harry had withdrawn his mouth from his own cock before he came. Once Harry had finished depositing his thank you to Chakotay, the first officer tenderly licked him clean.

Remembering what he had been attending to before the second mind blowing orgasm of the night had hit him, he took the commanders dripping cock back into his mouth. While he sucked the commander towards his own orgasm, he rubbed his finger back and forth the puckered entrance to Chakotay's body. Hearing the groan the escaped the commanders lips, he intensified his efforts.

Harry was rewarded for his effort, as the First Officer erupted in his mouth at the same time he pushed his finger into the commanders shaking body. Hearing the scream that leapt from the commanders lips, Harry kept his hold on the commanders cock as he swallowed every last drop his lover had to give him. Once he knew that was the last bit of essence that Chakotay had to give him, he withdrew his mouth.

Laying there panting, Chakotay knew that he had to kiss Harry with a urgency he had never felt before. Drained and wanting to fall asleep, he turned and crawled up Harry's limp body until they were laying side by side. Then with what little strength he had left, he reached out and drew Harry's head down to his and kissed him. It wasn't a passionate kiss, as it wasn't meant to arouse, but it spoke of things to come. Pulling his lips away, he snuggled down into the pillow and Harry's warmth and fell asleep.

Content just to watch the commander for a few minutes, Harry covered them both with a blanket. Putting his arms around his lover, his mind played over the last few hours and knew that he wasn't going to let the commander go, ever again. He was keeping Chakotay, for keeps. With that last thought, Harry too slipped into sleep, holding on to the man he loved.

Continued in No Regrets

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