Title: Need

Author/psuedonym: Patt Paulos-Darrow

Pairing:J/B

Rating:R

Category:POV Poetry

Date:April 21, 2000

Series/sequel:no

Status:new

Archive:yes

Disclaimer: These guys don't belong to me, never did, never will, but I can dream. Petfly doesn't like to share. They also don't pay me, darn it anyhow.

Warning: m/m

Summary: Serious stuff again.

Need

By Patt Paulos-Darrow

The desire takes over and is replaced by need.

Wanting something and needing it are different.

I crave his mouth on mine.

I need this to happen.

My body longs for the feel of him under me.

Hungers for the taste of him on my lips.

I yearn for what only he can give me.

Not knowing for certain but feeling the thirst.

This isn't lust.

Not just a case of pent up passion.

My urges are becoming stronger each day.

Soon I won't be able to control them.

Hoping Jim will want as much as I do.

There will be no satisfaction if I don't act on this.

What could I lose?

Respect and friendship?

I don't think so.

He is a necessity in my life and I am in his.

Watching him now with looks of admiration.

Seeing pleasure in those eyes of his.

I relish the thought of making him feel.

Cherish the idea of making him lose his control.

Delight in dreams of us together.

Appreciation can be earned.

We will see how much value he puts on us.

He might need me too.