Title: I Could Not Ask For More- Blair's POV

Author: Loonywoif

E-Mail: Loonywoif@juno.com

Rating: PG-13

Category: Romance/Angst

Archive: Yes

Summary: Blair loves Jim

Warnings: Blair's hurt

Disclaimer: Not mine

Note: * denotes thoughts.



I Could Not Ask For More 2
By Loonywoif
Sung by Edwin McCain

*****
Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
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*Jim, did I ever tell you how happy you made me? First you agreed to be my thesis though you hate being poked and prodded. Then you allowed me to move in with you despite Larry, you took me along with you though you thought me a nuisance. And now. Now here we are, I'm in your arms, in your bed, and in your heart. *

Smiling just to see the smile upon your face

*Even in your sleep you smile to me. Even though I know you are exhausted, you hold me tight. Sometimes its hard for you to hold me but you always do.*

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive

*I've never been real religious but thank you, God. Thank you for Jim.*

These are the moments I'll remember all my life

*Yes, for the rest of your life I am yours, Jim. Even after, I am yours.*


*****
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
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*I would not dare ask for more, if I get to greedy, you may be taken away from me and I'll not risk that. I can't Jim. I need you.*


*****
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
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*Your eyes, Jim. They tell me everything about you. When you are angry they become ice chips, when you are scared they blaze, when you are happy they shine like the sky on a clear summer day.*

Everything you are is everything to me

*Everything Jim. I meant it when I married you. Everything and Always.*


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These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
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*Heaven is being in your arms, and hell is being apart from you. If I believed in hell, which I don't. So I guess I'll never be apart from you, huh, man?*


******
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
*****


*Lying in your arms, and hearing this song makes me remember that I could lose you so easily but I won't, Jim. I refuse to.*


******
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
******


*It sucks, man, five months as your husband then I became your burden. Yet you never resent it. You never make me feel unwanted or trouble. I love you Jim*


*****
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
Here with you here with me
******


*Sometimes I sit, waiting for you to finish up and come home, all I can think of are the moments I'm with you. Jim, I wish I could be a cop with you. I wish that the bullet had missed me. I wish I could walk again. I wished I had checked my vest. I didn't and now I can't be on the job with you. I wish that. I'm sorry, Jim.*


******
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

I could not ask for more than the love you give me
'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more

*I never would.*
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