Title: Mirrored Confessions

by Angel

Email: angel13474849@yahoo.com

Spoilers: Tiny one for Switchman'

Rating: R for Pre-slash

Summery: PWP I guess, not much to tell.

Disclaimer: Don't own a single hair on their perfect bodies. <damnit>

Note: I can't use the excuse that this is my first Sentinel fic. It's not. I would like feed back, I'm a rather timid writer and I'm a lot harder on myself than anyone else could ever be. <g>

Sidenote: I know I just joined the list, but I had this story kind of pop into my mind. It's actually a redo of another fic I did with a different fandom. I thought maybe it would work for The Sentinel.

'Mirrored Confessions'
by Angel

"So, here I am.....I bet you'd thought I'd forgotten about you. Nah, you know me better than that....I've just been kind of....busy lately."

"I guess you're wondering why I'm here? Well, I really needed someone to talk to that....kinda understood me....and I figured that you knew me best. I wouldn't blame you if you spit in my face....not that you could....but....well I have a problem..A rather large problem and you, I think, are the only one I can talk to about it."

"It all started about a year ago...you remember...when I met 'him'. Don't look at me like that....anyways, I kinda knew the first day, after nearly getting flattened by that garbage truck, that I had feelings for 'him'. I just figured that it was a crush, a teenager's wet dream, only....I'm not a teenager and I pretty fucking sure it isn't just a crush. As for the wet dream part.....yeah, most definantly a wet dream. Every single night since we meet in fact. I tried to stop it....really I did....but the more I thought about it, ('him'), and a way to get my mind off of it, (sex with 'him') well, the more my body enjoyed the subject matter and well, let's just say that the blood flow to my brain was not top priority."

"Pretty pathetic..huh?"

"So....I tried...really...really hard to throw myself into my work. Do what I could to keep my mind off....'it', well....it's not working and I'm at my wits in. I don't know what to do....I'm more than
positive now that I love 'him'. I very rarely think of anything else."

"What's the problem you ask? Well, that's a damn good question...my problem is....do I tell this man that I'm in love with 'him' and hope he doesn't kick my ass, or do I suffer in silence and never reveal my true feelings for 'him'?"

"Don't laugh you prick, I'm serious!"

"To be honest....what I would really like to do is ravish his naked body until he screams my name."

"Or visa versa."

"Wishful thinking...I know....I'm not entirely sure he's into men, (no pun intended), but he does throw those kind of signals occasionally. The more I think about it, he does seem to touch me
alot, and he likes to invade my personal space on occasion. Not that I'm complaining mind you....I would love for him to invade my personal space more often, I just.....how do I let 'him' know that that's what I want."

"I'm scared."

"Okay...I can see by the look on you face that I need to get off my ass and do something....tell him how I feel and get it over with....what's the worst he could do....besides I won't be happy
until I can tell 'him'. Right?"

"Fine....when he gets home, I'll tell him. I have to. Thanks for letting me get this off my chest. You've always been there for me and I appreciate it."

**********

Blair stood, staring at his reflection a moment longer, still unsure what to do.

"Chief, who you talking to?" Jim said from the bathroom door way.

"I......oh shit.....how long....?" Blair stammered feeling the color drain from his face.

"Long enough, Chief....long enough." Jim answered closing the distance between himself and Blair.

"What are you....." Blair started.

"Shut up and kiss me, Sandburg."

"Oh yeah."

Once the kiss broke, Jim pulled Blair out of the bathroom and towards the stairs to his bedroom, "I'd kind of like to see what it's like to have you ravished my naked body until I scream your name, if it's not to much trouble....or maybe visa versa."

"I could do that." Blair answered with a wicked grin.

"Oh and Blair...."

"Yeah?"

"I love you too."