Highway to Hell, Interlude: Love and Pain

By Ratwoman

Ratwoman@unicum.de

Disclaimer: They all belong to JK Rowling, I just borrowed them. They certainly will be glad when I bring them back, because I'm a very sick person

Pairing: SS/LM

Rating: NC-17 (overall)

Warnings: BDSM, auto-aggression

thanks to hainuwele for beta-reading

Category: Darkfic, Drama/Angst, lightened up with a healthy amount of Humour

Summary: Snape's time at university, when he meets Lucius Malfoy, Lord Voldemort and other nice fellows



Highway to Hell, Interlude: Love and Pain
By Ratwoman
Ratwoman@unicum.de


Lucius's POV

One says, there are people who are devoid of any feelings. I wonder how that must be. No love, no pain, no fear.

Contrary to popular belief, I'm not one of them. I really love my wife. She is perfect. Beautiful, intelligent, sharp-tongued, what more could a man wish for?

For a start, I wish she'd not be so... disinterested in sex. I tried everything, I was gentle, imaginative, considerate, but she just lay there rigid as a board, eyes closed, enduring the act.

If those Muggles who raped her as a child were not already dead, I'd torture them to death slowly.

At least, she is bearing my child now, and I don't need to bother her anymore.

Severus is different. Once the fire in him starts burning... He's a completely different person in the bedroom. However, I love both sides of him, both the submissive lover and the sarcastic arrogant bastard.

Why do feelings always have to hurt? Why do I have to feel pain when I see Narcissa suffer? Why do I have to feel pain when I see Severus is not well? Will I also feel pain when my son is not happy?

Love scares me.



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