Title: Love's Ghost
Author: Phoenix
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing. I am poor. This fic is for entertainment only.
Fandom: Gundam Wing
Pairing: 6X2 mentioned
Rating: R for death and betrayal
Warnings: yaoi aka m/m slash, betrayal, DEATH!, murder, angst, evil people, and I wrote it. Can't deal? Don't read.
Archive: Ckos, WWOMB, and GW Addiction
Summary: Zechs is faced with a terrible choice.
Love's Ghost
By Phoenix
Zechs stared at the papers in front of him desperately trying to find a hole. A mistake. A misprint. Something. Anything. Just enough to prove that the accusation against Duo was false. Yet he found nothing. The papers sent him by Lady Une were conclusive. All the pieces fit and the evidence was solid. Duo Maxwell, his lover of ten months, was behind the recent attacks on Relena.
In the past month, three attempts had been made on his sister's life and the last one came far too close. Heero just barely saved the young Queen. The would-be killers all knew too much about the security arrangements. So, Une herself began a secret investigation. What she turned up caused her to triple check every fact, but they were correct.
Duo's access code was on entries made to the files holding security details for Relena; files he had no valid reason for opening. The information hadn't been easy to obtain either. Une spent five hours hacking her own system to come up with the data. The former pilot was good at hiding his tracks.
From there, the Preventer head visited people and places connected with the dead assassins. In each case, witnesses told of a braided man speaking with the killers just days before they made their attempts. The last nail in Duo's coffin turned out to be a secret bank account. It was in the name of Solo Yuy. Money was transferred from it to the hired men's accounts.
Now all the proof was laid out before him and a choice had to be made. Une did not want Duo to stand trial. It would undermine public trust and crush his former comrades. The truth could never be revealed. Ever. To prevent this, she planned to have the longhaired man killed. At best, everything could be arranged to look like an accident. At worst, a violent crime. No matter what, the former rebel's name remained clean.
It didn't have to be strangers who ended his lover's life. That was why Une contacted him. She was giving Zechs the option of providing Duo with a painless, fearless death. The woman knew about the history between Relena and the American. In her opinion, the strain broke his mind; the actions taken were the result of that. Duo wasn't responsible for them.
However, he had to be stopped.
Sending a quick note to Une, Zechs accepted her offer. He warned her not to send anyone by. The real Shinigami would claim his namesake before the sun rose. The only thing the blond Preventer needed was for someone to send an e-mail from Duo's account explaining he would be late. The message would justify the calls he was going to make to Duo and Une's offices and why he would later call Une in a panic. By initiating the search, the longhaired blond would be less of a suspect. For Zechs' plan to work, all the evidence had to point to a sudden, unexplained disappearance. Poor Milardo Peacecraft, waiting at home for his lost beloved.
At last all electronic trail was set. It would look like Duo started for home late and never made it. Their home was a cabin located 20 minutes out of the city. It was an hour drive to and from work, but both men thought the peace and quiet was worth the trouble. And of course, Duo loved the woods. Emotions threatened to drown the older man as he realized his love would spend all of eternity in the place he considered most beautiful.
Three hours later found Zechs putting the finishing touches on dinner.
Whenever he worked, Duo cooked. When Duo worked, Zechs cooked. The meal wasn't fancy; such a change would have told the braided man something was up. A part of the Sank native wanted to make his lover's last meal special, not left over meatloaf and soda. Yet, that was what Duo expected. Changes could alert him.
A sudden wave of anger washed over the noble. For a year after the Eve Wars Duo and Heero tried to make a go of their relationship and might have succeeded except for Relena. The young woman constantly chased after the Japanese man, got in his way, refused to listen to her bodyguards, and endangered herself at every turn. The strain on the men's relationship finally took its toll and Heero left to guard Relena. If anything happened to her war would again tear the world apart. The former pilot was convinced of it. So he chose the World over Duo. The action seemed to shatter Duo. No matter where the brash youth went, he was assaulted with pictures, new reports, articles, and gossip featuring the Sank Queen hanging all over Heero. And it didn't stop there. Duo wasn't allowed within the borders of Sank. His security clearance in the Preventers was downgraded to almost the lowest level. Guaranteeing he could not attend the same functions as Heero.
When Zechs learned of the continued harassment, he immediately went to apologize and see if there was anyway to minimize the damage done to what he then considered to be a worthy and brave young man. At first, Duo shrugged off the offers of assistance and reconciliation. Who could blame him? Heero had been his first love and betrayed him so deeply the wound was visible in the American's appearance. He'd lost wait and dark circles spoke of his inability to sleep.
Despite the brush off Duo gave him, the older man stayed closed by. Over time, the pair grew together and before either realized it, they fell in love. At least, Zechs thought it was love. Now he wondered if the relationship had never been more than a cover for Duo's plans. While that hurt, the deepest pain came from knowing he'd failed. Failed to heal the wounds caused by his obsessed, callous sister. And Zechs was about to do the same thing to Duo again. Choose the world over him.
The sound of the front door opening made Zechs jump and he quickly collected his thoughts. Now was not the time for recriminations. He finished mixing a deadly drug with Duo's soda and forced a normal expression onto his face. Smiling, the blond welcomed his lover home and served dinner.
Duo fortunately wasn't in the mood for talking and the only comment he made at dinner was "Gah, diet soda again? You need to keep your mind off my body."
Zechs got a laugh past his lips, but knew the taste came from the poison. It took effect slowly. Duo would feel a bit tired, fall into a deep sleep, and eventually his heart would stop. No pain. No fear. Nothing unpleasant.
After dinner, he convinced Duo to join him on the couch and watch some movies. A bit unusual, but nothing all that strange. Halfway through the first film, the younger man began to yawn.
"I didn't know I was so tired," Duo complained. "Can barely keep my eyes open."
"Why don't you use me as a pillow, love," Zechs told him, pulling his lover into the crook of one arm.
For a few more minutes, the pair sat quietly. The scene was one they had repeated over time and enjoyed the closeness and comfort. Finally, though, Duo's voice cut through the familiarity.
"Why?" The shock and despair in the word ripped Zechs' soul open.
Looking down, surprised blue met tortured, knowledge filled amethyst.
"I thought you loved me," Duo rasped, fighting the poison's call to sleep. "Did Relena put you up to this? Is she really that petty?"
"Oh Duo," Zechs began to sob. "I know. I know everything. Une found your break-ins. Her investigation is flawless. She found you out, Duo."
"Zechs, I don't..." The taller man cut him off with a finger to his lips.
"No more lies, love. Please don't die with a lie on your lips." Tears slowly made their way down the crying man's cheeks. "I know you've been trying to kill Relena. I don't blame you. This is all my fault. I should have seen the pain you were in. I should have noticed you needed help. But I didn't. I didn't."
He clutched Duo to him as he noticed the light fading from the violet eyes. "I'm so sorry, Duo." Zechs whispered brokenly into his lover's hair. "Please forgive me. I thought I'd be enough. I failed you. I'm so sorry. Twice I couldn't save those I loved. " The man's entire body shook. "I don't care that you never loved me. I will always love you. Always."
As Duo slipped away, the Sank Prince was reduced to sobbing his apology over and over.
Hours slipped by before Zechs moved from his position. Detangling himself from the now cold body of his beloved, the grief stricken Preventer went to the garage and got a shovel. It took thirty minutes to dig Duo's grave. The spot was well shaded and near a small waterfall they'd found together several months before. It was gorgeous.
Once the burial was done, the killer stared at the grave.
"Treize, please look out for Duo. He's special. I think you'll like him." Tears threatened the noble again. "I killed you both. Wait for me and I'll accept whatever you want to do. Just please keep him safe."
With that said, he returned to the house and made it look like Duo never made it home. The car was ditched over a cliff about five miles from the house. If it was ever found, the lack of body would make everyone think Duo had survived and tried to make it home. Not finding the body wouldn't seem that strange.
A quick set of phone calls to Duo's desk at the Preventers and Une's private line finished the plan. The name of Duo Maxwell was safe. No one would know what he'd done. The attempts on Relena would stop. The world was safe. Zechs Marquise cared for none of it. As far as he was concerned, life was over.
PART TWO
Five years passed since the night Zechs killed his lover, Duo Maxwell. Five years since the Preventers searched the woods looking for a man they would never find. Five years since the betrayal of his beloved and the lies to all his friends to cover it up. Five years of secrets, lies, and a soul wrenching truth: Duo Maxwell had been innocent.
At first things had gone well. Zechs was secure in the knowledge he saved the peace, even if it cost him the last living part of his soul. Then a week after the murder, yet another attempt was made on Relena's life. Same MO. This time the former noble did the investigation himself.
He turned up the same things Une had. A man with violet eyes, a long chestnut braid hired the killer, providing top-secret security information. It wasn't possible. Duo was dead. Buried next to the most beautiful waterfall Zechs knew of. Yet the witnesses were telling the truth. In desperation, the Sank Preventer had drugged them and gotten the same story.
It meant only one thing: Duo had been set up. Framed. The who and the why of it consumed the next four years of the nobleman's life. The attempts on his sister stopped after two more; the last putting Relena in the hospital. An e-mail claimed the assassins were hired by Duo Maxwell. A reporter interviewed a man who said the Preventers knew Duo was guilty but refused to arrest him as he was "close" to Une.
Zechs chased all the clues provided by these opportunities down. The e-mail proved to be untraceable. The company it came through suffered a virus attack hours after the tip off was sent. As a result, all their information was forever lost. Nothing could be done.
The man who was interviewed turned up dead three days after talking to the reporter. The apparent victim of a mugging. The reporter died in his home a week later, of a heart attack at thirty-two. Lead after lead dried up until Zechs had nothing more to go on.
The other former Gundam pilots dropped in from time to time. He could tell they were suspicious of him as first, but the hard work he put into finding the assassin, and clearing Duo's name, convinced them he had nothing to do with their friend's disappearance. Even Quatre forgot his initial gut feeling. Heero, on the other hand, became ever more cold. Not even responding to Relena. The Japanese man did his job, went home, ate, slept, and nothing more. Very much like Zechs.
Such behavior was fairly normal for the Perfect Soldier. In the former noble, however, it alarmed everyone. By the end of the first year, they tried to drag the blond to various parties or social events. Anything to get him out and away from the Preventers Office. He refused all offers.
As the second year passed, Zechs became more bitter. Every avenue led to more dead ends. Reinterviewing the witnesses only wasted time. With each month, the surety of a set up haunted him more. There were too many coincidences. Too many unanswered questions.
At the start of the third year, the nightmares began. Each started with a memory of Duo and he making love. His lover arching against him; their sweat soaked bodies seeking pleasure in the other. Then they would come together and cuddle just like normal. Yet it was at this point the dream turned dark.
Suddenly, Duo would vanish from his arms and cold wind whipped at his body. "Zechs," a soft voice would call from behind him. The noble turned each time to find Duo, but not the Duo he loved. It was a rotting corpse. Worms moving through open wounds; flesh dripping off his bones.
"Why?" The thing would ask. "Why did you kill me? I loved you. I trusted you. I gave you everything. Why couldn't you love me back? Why?"
And then the thing would look at him with those still clear violet eyes. An eternity of agony and despair reflected in their depths. The emotions sent the former OZ soldier screaming into consciousness. The word "Why?" echoing softly in his ears.
So passed the third year. The fourth held little difference. Zechs distanced himself from both family and friends. Spending more time undercover than not. Taking chances that could easily have gotten him killed. Caring less and less. Yet, never quite succeeding.
At the end of that year, though, Zechs finally caught a break. One he soon wished he hadn't. While tracing another assassin in hopes of finding someone else who'd met the elusive braided man, the Sank Prince spoke with a woman who ran a costume shop. She was a well-known master of disguise. Someone the sought after killer needed.
During their conversation, he managed to bring the subject around to people seeking to look completely different. For hours the woman ruminated on the many who tried to become entirely new individuals. Until, at long last, she told him the tale of a young lady with long blond hair. The girl wanted to look like a young man; with a long, chestnut braid and amethyst eyes.
Zechs stopped breathing. The costumer noticed the increased interest and launched into the complete tale of how her customer wanted a special set up. So the older woman taught her how to wrap her breasts, move, and speak in a deeper voice convincingly. By then end of a month, the young woman couldn't be mistaken for anything but a male when fully dressed up.
Trying not to appear too interested, the Preventer asked if the women knew her trainee's name. It was a question he deeply regretted asking. The response tore apart whatever was left of his soul. The young woman went by the name of Lena.
Reeling as if struck, Zechs thanked the woman and stumbled back onto the street. Why? Why had she done it? His mind ran in circles. There had to be a logical explanation. Didn't there?
Yet the old costumer had no reason to lie. No way to know he was coming. He'd found her by accident. The route he normally took came no where near here. It all moved back to a blond woman who knew what Duo looked like. Who knew enough about him to impersonate him.
Why Relena? Why? Heero was at her side. Duo was with Zechs; not even near Heero at all. Ever. The two lived in separate worlds.
So the distraught man spent months trying to discover how and why the trap came into being. All for naught. No one else knew anything. No matter who he talked to, no one else in the neighborhood remembered seeing the blond girl. By the five-year anniversary of his crime, the tired man understood nothing more.
Looking at his world, Zechs found his life was not worth living. He couldn't kill his own sister, as much as he may want to. She'd cost him more than a lover. Duo had been his soul. The best part of living. And he could never avenge is death. But maybe he could pay for his crime.
So, on the night anniversary of Duo's murder, Zechs again stood in what once had been their home. Unlike his beloved's death, the Sank heir's would be the most painful he could think of. Drawing a small pistol from his pocket, the man looked around the living room. A single shot to his stomach. He'd suffer for hours before finally dying. Fitting.
Dust covered everything. The windows were dark with dirt and a small breeze told him one was broken somewhere. So very little had changed since that night. In the house at least. Zechs, however, felt like centuries had past. Here his life began when Duo Maxwell joined him as an equal and here it ended with the same man's death. Now it was time for that death to be more than spiritual. Casting a last look around, Zechs opened the back door and headed into the woods.
It took only fifteen minutes to find the grave. After all, he knew the way and the hidden paths and he was in a hurry. The site still took his breath away. Softly lit by moonlight; crickets singing. The waterfall sparkled as if it moving, shimmering diamonds. Like something from a fairy tale.
In the middle of the clearing, Duo's grave lay. Green grass covered the earth and a small bed of violet flowers grew around the oblong strip. The blond man approached the burial place with great reverence.
"I know I have no right to come here," Zechs said quietly. "but I had to. I had to tell you how sorry I am. Sorry that I didn't trust you more. Sorry that I didn't see Relena's evil. Sorry that I didn't love you enough to know you would never do what I thought. Sorry for so many things." A single tear slowly slid down his cheek.
"I thought I could make things right when I found out how terribly wrong I'd been. I couldn't even do that. I can't kill her, Duo. Not my sister." He laughed bitterly. "I know. I could kill you but not her. She's the last Peacecraft, my love. The last. My family's line can only be continued through her. I cannot bring myself to end all my family has struggled for. But I can't live with myself any longer."
He carefully placed the tip of the gun against his stomach.
"I can never make up for my sin. Maybe you'll forgive me someday. For now, please let my suffering make up in the tiniest bit for yours."
Closing his eyes, the killer tightened his finger on the trigger, a part of him not really wanting to die and still screaming for him to stop. He didn't.
"Zechs," a whisper reached him.
The shaking man's eyes flew open to see Duo standing in front of him, a furious expression on his hazy face.
"Duo?" Zechs breathed, just before the sound of a gunshot filled the forest.
PART 3
The shot echoed in the glen as Zechs stared up at his dead lover. Long chestnut locks moved gently with a nonexistent wind. Black priestly garments covered his form, however the look on his face was anything but peaceful. Unholy fury burned in violet depths.
"You fucking idiot!" Duo raged.
"Duo?"
"Of course it's me, you, you, you," the ghost paused. "Who else would save your sorry ass?"
It was then that the noble realized Duo had pulled his arm away and was even now holding it. The shot went harmlessly off into the woods. He was going to live.
"Why?"
"Why what? Why did I save you? Why would I bother?"
"Yes." Zechs felt tears building in his eyes. Perhaps his lover could never forgive his betrayal.
"Will you please stop crying?"
Taking swipes at his face, Zechs did his best to comply. "I will try to control myself."
Unexpectedly, Duo's face softened. "You always were sentimental. It's one of the things I love most about you."
Love. Not loved. A tiny bit of hope started to grow in a previously dead heart.
"I never wanted to hurt you, Duo." Emotions threatened to strangle him as he tried to get the words out. "There was so much evidence. Everything fit. I should have seen it was too perfect."
This time Duo smiled and laughter entered his eyes.
"Far too serious and overly sentimental. What was I thinking?" The ghost pulled Zechs to him and whispered. "Oh yeah, you are really, really fuckable."
"Duo!" Shock filled his deep voice.
Laughter filled the glen. "Sleep my love. No dreams this time."
Blue eyes slid slowly closed; no matter how hard he fought, Zechs could not keep himself awake.
"We need...need." He had things to say. Important things. If only he weren't so tired.
"Later," a soft, gentle voice caressed his ear. "We have time later."
Catching the unconscious man in ethereal arms, Duo carefully laid him on the ground. Violet raked over the still form, glowing with anger from what they saw. Dark circles surrounded Zechs' eyes worse than a whore's mascara. Too many stress lines marred the once smooth perfection of his face. On top of that, the ghost could see his former lover had lost at least fifty pounds; idiot was starving himself to death. It was enough to almost convince the spirit to wake him and give the fool the lecture of his still young life.
Duo chuckled. Most people would be trying to take revenge on their killer at this point. However, he wasn't just anyone. After his death, Duo's soul had watched Zechs. Seen the burial and the site chosen. Returning to their home revealed e-mails, notes, and records showing the evidence against him and the tall man's frantic attempts to discredit it. Couldn't be that many ghosts in the world who could hack their killer's computer.
Left alone after the investigation was closed, Duo had plenty of time to think about what he knew. Giving the amount of evidence against him, the former rebel was surprised Zechs hadn't killed him outright. He would have. Betrayal was one of his sore points.
A real smile flitted across Duo's lips. Honor and justice were concepts so wound around the beautiful blond's soul death was the only thing that might stop him thinking about them. Not that it was a bad thing. He knew going into the relationship what made Zechs tick. And he loved him for it.
Ghostly fingers brushed aside strands of hair from the aristocratic face. So damnably beautiful. The bitch was going to pay for every second of suffering. While Duo was certain she hadn't meant for him to die, just be humiliated and shamed. That is would destroy his lover probably never even crossed her excuse for a mind. Her wants and needs always took precedence. Bitch. If only he could leave this place.
Making him even more furious was the fact that her actions convinced Zechs that Duo never really loved him. It hurt. Knowing the man he truly did love thought it was all an act. The nightmares always floated at the top of the blond's mind and were easily visible to Duo's new abilities. She was going to pay for every single little pain if it took forever to arrange it.
None of that was really important right now. For the next few days Zechs would be his only priority. There was so much suffering visible on his face it made Duo shudder to think how much more could not be seen. Fortunately, the blond never did get around to shutting off the utilities. It would be an easy matter to order food and a few necessities with the credit cards in the noble's wallet. Just a tiny bit of payback.
Sighing, the ghost drew in his power. Being dead did not mean the end. In fact, the young former pilot soon found he had more abilities in this new form than when alive. This and the house were places he could be almost solid again. Though he would look a bit see through he could move things and easily be heard.
Carefully Duo wrapped his arms around Zechs; the blond felt so warm.
"Duo," Zechs moaned in his sleep.
An answering moan almost made it past the ghost's lips. Being dead did not mean a dead libido. Of course seeing his lover laid out like a buffet didn't help any. Five years was a long time to be alone. He brushed pale fingers over Zechs' chest smiling when his nipples pebbled immediately.
"Duo," the taller man moaned again and arched into the touch. "Please."
Temptation had never been something Duo was good at resisting and he did want to take Zechs in the clearing. Wanted to ever since they first found the place. However, the older man was really not in shape to be doing some of the things Duo planned.
Sighing again, the former pilot reigned in his urges and carefully lifted the unconscious man. After a few days rest there would be time to play. Plenty of time. And plenty of time to make Zechs face the truth and what had to be done about it. The blond bitch was going down. But not quite in the same manner as Zechs would be in the next few days. Oh yes. Death was looking up.
PART 4
Zechs slept soundlessly on the small, dusty couch as Duo went through his wallet. It was a small matter to use the credit cards and the Preventers cell phone to turn on the houses utilities and order supplies. Within an hour the power was back on; as the sun left the sky, the sprinklers signaled the return of water. Soon groceries would be delivered from the market. Life was almost back to normal. Except of course that Duo wasn't alive.
The ghost watched the unconscious man. Lines of worry, pain, and despair still marred his features, probably would for days to come. However, now that he was back in Duo's sphere of influence things were going to change. His lover had suffered enough. All of it needlessly. He might be brilliant, but like all humans, Zechs could be terribly blind when it came to some areas; especially those dealing with family.
After dying, the former Gundam pilot had used what time he could to do some research. It had been about three weeks before the power and phone lines were shut off. In that time, Duo discovered very interesting leads. Following them was harder as leaving the property meant growing weak and becoming little more than a shadow. Fortunately, there were ways to compensate. Using death to his advantage, Duo reached out to several people involved with the crimes and who had died. What their ghosts told him cleared everything up.
The plot was very well thought out. Intricate. Clever. Genius level in fact. She had taken almost every aspect of everyone's personalities into account and anticipated just about all the moves made. But she forgot one tiny fact. Zechs loved Duo enough to kill him. And the murder had been an act of love.
Rather than let Duo face the humiliation of a trial or be locked away as insane, Zechs chose an easy, painless death for his beloved. With the facts available then, the options were a trial or imprisonment. Either would have destroyed Duo. Which had been her goal.
There was no way to prove the American wasn't the one behind the attacks; all the evidence fit perfectly. Poor Zechs. How deep his despair must have been? The pain of thinking he'd been betrayed by the one person he loved and trusted. Duo'd have chosen revenge. Turned his lover over to the authorities and left him to suffer. Knowing that shamed the longhaired ghost every day. Zechs picked a path of personal agony to let Duo rest in peace.
Having discovered the truth didn't help Duo much. He tried to reach out to someone, especially Zechs. However, all he caused were nightmares as he could not keep his fury under control. So he waited. Finally someone returned. Naturally things did not go according to plan.
Sill, Duo had his lover back and a chance to make things right. If he could. A possibility existed that Zechs was too deeply wounded. He might never again regain his full strength or spirit. In which case, Duo really didn't know what to do. It might be easiest to just take the lovely blond into death; they could be together then. Yet what if he had more to live for? What if the world still needed someone with his sense of honor, loyalty, and justice? Could he even tell his lover the truth and who was really behind the plot?
The ghost sighed. As much as he might want revenge, he feared the price it would bring. After all, what evidence pointed to the real culprit? Testimony of dead people? That would hold up wonderfully in court. Really. The truth might ease Zechs' mind, but it couldn't make anything right.
"You damn bitch," he hissed. "Why couldn't you have left well enough alone? I wasn't going to upset your perfect little world. I was happy!"
"Duo," Zechs moaned softly. The nightmare was starting again as the former noble felt the ghost's fury wash over him. "Please. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
Cursing, Duo moved to the sleeping man's side and brushed suddenly sweaty locks aside. "Shhh. It's alright. I'm here. I'm not mad." Slowly aristocratic features eased. "Not at you anyway. You really are brilliant but have a nasty habit of missing the obvious when it comes to those you love."
Zechs shifted, a frown marring his face. "Thought it was you. So sure."
"I know," Duo soothed. It was much easier to reach people in their dreams; took less energy as well. "And you are sure it's Relena who did all this. You're wrong." Zechs inhaled sharply. "Look at what you know. See it from a different way. Turn the facts on their side."
For long minutes they remained silent. Eyes moved under still lids as the man reviewed fact after fact trying to find where he'd gone wrong. What did he know the woman behind this? She was blond, knew how to contact mercenaries and killers, was very clever, devious on a genius level, manipulative.......Zechs stopped, stunned. None of those words really could be applied to his sister; except for the being blond part.
Relena barely managed to hire good help at her house. Finding mercs or killers without looking like a fool was entirely beyond the young woman. And when would she have had time to learn how to completely disguise herself? Or go out and hire the men? Her every move and minute was accounted for. Bodyguards went with her whenever she moved; even if it was just from room to room. There was no way. So who?
"Dorothy!" He yelled fully waking and jumping off the couch. Breathing heavily, he turned to find the ghost of his lover watching him, violet eyes filled with desire.
"That's right my love. She's the one who did this."
"But why?"
"Time enough for that later," Duo purred.
Zechs gulped and wondered what had brought on this sudden mood shift. Looking down, he found his shirt had come half open and he was certain his hair must be mussed by sleeping; he probably looked like someone freshly ravaged.
"Or someone in the middle of a ravishing," a sultry voice filled his ears even as two very solid hands pushed him back onto the couch. "I've been celibate for five years. Entirely too long."
"Missed you," Zechs panted. Questions could wait. Now he needed to have Duo touch him again. Cold fingers against his burning skin were all that mattered. Dorothy could wait. Where was she going to go? Especially since she didn't know they were after her.
PART 5
Zechs couldn't believe what was happening. Not only had Duo forgiven him for the murder but he was slowly pushing the former noble back onto the couch with a look of feral hunger on his face. Cold fingers slowly raked down his chest, open his shirt further, baring more skin for exploration.
"Duo," Zechs moaned. He wanted to reach out and touch his lover yet was too afraid his hands would pass through the ghost or he would wake up to find this a dream.
"You can't hold me right now, Zechs," Duo murmured along his stomach making the taller man writhe. "Not yet. Just lay back and feel. I can touch you and that's all we need."
It bothered him to not be able to run his fingers through Duo's hair again. Seemed so unfair. But what in life was fair? Was it fair that he'd been tricked into killing his lover? Was it fair that there was no way to find justice? Was it fair he could never again be worthy of Duo's love?
"Hush," Duo crooned. "It'll all work out, Zechs. Let it go. Let the pain out. I love you and that's all that matters." To prove it, the dead pilot ran his tongue over the last rib on each side of Zechs' chest.
The chilling contact made the platinum blond gasp. He knew extremes of temperature could illicit strong reactions but he'd never guessed it could be so incredible. Just having Duo so close and touching him made Zechs' blood burn. Yet his fingers were like ice cubes along heated flesh.
"Oh God," Zechs moaned. This could not be happening. It had to be a dream. But it felt so good.
"You like that I see." His lover gloated and rubbed his cheek against the older man's cloth-trapped erection.
The ghost's chilling touch should have cooled the fire; however, the fever increased until Zechs couldn't stand it. Five years without any sexual contact. Not even from his own hand. Now, to have so much pleasure visited on him, was too much.
"Duo. Duo." The word and the man were the centers of his world. He reached out instinctively to grab Duo only to find his arms pinned above his head by an invisible force.
"What did I tell you about touching, lover?" There was steel will under the teasing tone.
"Please." He whimpered.
"Once the shoe is on the other foot," Duo laughed while a ghostly hand moved down between the blond's spread legs. "How many times did you reduce me to single syllable words and pleas?"
However, Zechs found himself unable to answer as something that felt like a slick icicle push slowly into his body. His muscles clamped down but it was an irresistible force. The cold spread deeper. Yet instead of damping the fire in his blood, it only made it burn higher.
"Oh God, Duo," Zechs begged. "Please let me touch you. I need to touch you."
"Not this time." Duo purred. "This is my little revenge. I'm going to make you beg. Howl. Then I might just let you come." Zechs twisted in the grip of invisible bonds. "Maybe."
That single cold, slick finger moved around until it stuck a node of nerves. The blond responded by trying again to free himself, but he was held tight. How could something so cold make him so hot? Ice lips traced the lines of his ribs. Zechs tried to reconcile the feeling with the image of Duo kissing his way along the bones. It seemed impossible. As did the fact that he was experiencing all these sensations through his clothing.
"Do you like this?" Duo mumbled against sweaty skin.
At first his lover couldn't answer and he stopped all movement. Which resulted in a desperate whimper from Zechs.
"Do you like this, lover?" he repeated; a bit more forcefully this time.
"Yes."
"Good." And he added a second finger.
After five years, Duo wanted nothing more than to simply take Zechs. As many times as he could until neither could move. However, he also wanted some revenge. Nothing which might harm the man he loved; just make him mad with need. The image of a helpless, needy, desperate Zechs kept him sane during the long five years. Now that he had the former noble at his mercy, he wanted to draw out their time together as much as possible. Already, Duo knew what he had to do once he exhausted his lover fully.
Poor Zechs couldn't move or touch Duo. For so long he'd been sure they were forever parted. To be forgiven wasn't within the realm of possibilities. And yet he was indeed forgiven. More than that. Duo still loved him. Of course, it would have been nice if the mean streak in his nature had died with him. The American could be cruel given a reason. Though this kind of cruel was a deliciously hellish heaven.
Two fingers sisscored back and forth inside him; stretching him far more than needed. But this wasn't only about prep. Those fingers continually brushed against his insides and that nub. Their lack of temperature kept causing his inner muscles to clamp down and the thought of what would happen when Duo finally was inside him, between those muscles, brought a moan from the blond. Would he even be able to feel the penetration? He hoped so!
"Did you miss me, Zechs?"
"Yes. So much." He managed to gasp out between pants.
"I've been dreaming for years about this. You trapped and helpless." He shifted, pushing Zechs' legs apart. "I'm going to make you beg, Zechs."
Something impossibly cold pressed against the entrance to the blond's body. He couldn't help but try to push against it, however, a force still bound him. Cold hands held his hips and Duo leaned forward, slowly, too slowly, entering him. He could feel what his mind identified as ice inching in but without the terrible pain it would normally cause. The freezing invader caused his muscles to viciously clamp down and Duo groaned.
"God, Zechs. You're tight," Duo panted. "No wonder you liked being top."
"B-B-Bottom's not bad either," Zechs hissed back, the feel of Duo inside him sending shivers through his entire body.
It seemed to take an eternity, but finally Duo could move forward no further. Zechs expected him to start moving almost immediately. Yet his lover remained still, a look of dreamy pleasure on his face.
"So hot," he murmured softly. "I never thought I'd be warm again."
For long seconds, then minutes, Duo simply reveled in the feel of heat around him. The fever rising off his lover's skin, the inferno of his insides, and the sheer burning need reflected in his eyes. The longer he waited, the more Zechs wanted him to move. All too soon, the older man was twisting in the grip of Duo's power trying to break free, to free himself of the tension continuing to rise in his body, and cool the fire consuming everything.
Duo exerted just a bit of the power he'd found after death and completely pinned Zechs in place. Legs spread wide in wanton lust. Arms over his head. Clothes askew. In ever there was a poster boy for desire, it was this man. Trapped by the one he loved and helpless to do anything but enjoy the attention as he lost all control.
"Noooooooooo." Was the desperately moaned response.
"I promised to make you beg. Remember?" He moved one hand through Zech's pants to stroke the erection remaining encased in cloth. "You haven't yet."
"Please," Zechs moaned. Had he ever been this cruel to Duo? Ever made his blood molten and denied him?
"Have to do better than that. Beg me to fuck you, Zechs. Beg me to take your body and use you again and again until we both pass out. Beg me to claim you forever." He emphasized each sentence by pulling all the way out and then slamming back in. The tall man would arch with each thrust; his eyes wide and unseeing as no nerve could register anything but pleasure.
Then Duo once again ceased deep inside his whining victim. "Well, lover? Do you want me?"
"Yes! Oh God. PLEASE!"
"Say it." If he would just say it then Duo could bind them. "SAY IT!"
"Duo, please. F-F-Fuck me." He stumbled over the coarse word. "Do whatever you want. I'm yours. Yours." He had no more pride. No more guilt. There was nothing except longing for his beloved; to never leave him, never be made to leave. It might be a foolish thing to wish for, but Zechs loved Duo. True, real love. A gift he'd thrown away once and regretted ever since. "I always want to be with you. Even if it means death."
"Not death, Zechs. Not for a long time yet." There was so much to say. Now, however, was not the time. Already their souls were bound by each man's wish for it; a simple magic that only require acceptance to work. Nothing could separate them again.
Languorously he moved inside the luscious heat of his lover. The pace further exhausted Zechs as he struggled to find completion amid his inability to do more than whimper and cry out his enjoyment of Duo's actions.
Over and over he could feel Duo move within him. For minutes then thirty and then what had to be an hour. Zechs begged for release only to be denied. Duo had plans and apparently they involved driving him insane. Until, at last, he had no more strength; the best he managed was to moan softly with every thrust.
"Remember I love you," Duo whispered, not the least out of breath. His fingers curled one final time around heated flesh gently stroking. "Now."
With a silent howl Zechs came, muscles seizing up along the flesh embedded within his body bring Duo over the edge as well. Time spread out over eternity. Ecstasy blacking out everything as Zechs fell into sated oblivion.
Duo looked down as his mortal lover. Zechs was still, sweat soaking his clothes, looking every inch the ravished man he was. With a sigh the ghost pulled away; Zechs didn't stir. He would be unconscious long enough for Duo to finish his revenge.
Sweeping aside a few strands of hair brought a smile to his face. Zechs just might hate him for what he was about to do. But it would be for the best. Picking up the phone he dialed a number he knew by heart. A woman picked up after seven rings.
"Hello?" Her voice sounded full of confidence as always.
"Well hello, Dorothy."
Shocked silence followed.
"I bet you never expected to hear from me. Shocked? Afraid?"
"A-Afraid?" She slipped a bit but regained her arrogance immediately. "What would I be afraid of, Duo Maxwell? Aren't you the one the Preventers will be after?"
"Not with all the evidence I've collected over the years." Let her stew in that for a couple of seconds.
Silence filled the line. No doubt she was trying to figure out where she'd made a mistake if any
"I have no idea what you're talking about." A nice bluff. If only there wasn't that tiny bit of fear in her voice.
"Really?" He mocked. "You don't know anything about being trained in disguise? Or the mercs who remember your eyebrows? You did a great job plucking them, but these men notice that sort of thing."
More silence.
"How about your special bank account? The one you opened in my name? The manager remembers forked eyebrows. Guess you didn't get it just right your first time."
The silence was getting profound.
"Or maybe you forgot all the computer traces you left? Someone who really knows computers wouldn't have much trouble digging out what you did. As a matter of fact, I didn't."
There was a growl this time. Small, indistinct, but there.
"Aren't you going to deny it?"
"You seem to have figured out a great deal. What do you want?"
"Don't bother trying to kill any witnesses. They signed sworn statements that will hold up in court."
"Perish the thought. Now what do you want?" She really was growling now. All evidence of the self-assured, arrogant woman was gone.
"I've had to hide for the last five years. Frankly, it's boring."
"Money." Contempt this time and a return of the arrogance. Dorothy thought she knew what she was dealing with. Just another pathetic blackmailer. She could handle a blackmailer. Even if he was a former terrorist and Preventer. Greed made people sloppy.
"Not just a little. I want five million. I should be able to find a nice place and retire."
"Fine." He could hear her thoughts. The dead surrounded her like a miasma; victims of past deeds unable to rest while she lived and prospered. Of course she had no idea. They read her mind and sent her plan to Duo. However, it needed some minor adjustments to fit in with what he wanted.
"But I want you to deliver it."
"Why?" Such suspicion. You would think she didn't trust him.
"I've taken a little revenge on Zechs. I want you to see his body. Just in case you ever have any stupid ideas about trying something."
"You killed Zechs?!" Fear. Good. He wanted her to be afraid.
"Oh yes. It took me all day, but I finally killed him." At least in the Shakespearean sense. So it wasn't a lie. "And I will do far worse to you if you try to double cross me. You ruined my life once with your petty worries and hates. I won't let it happen again."
"Fine. Where are you?" And just like that they were done. She was going to try to kill him. Already the name and number of an assassin was going through her brain. They were going to drive out, drop the killer off about a mile from the house, and Dorothy would keep Duo busy until the man arrived. Duo gave her directions. Things were not going to go according to plan.
About three miles from the cabin, there was a sharp curve. Dorothy would hit it at about sundown. Perfect. Hanging up, Duo checked on Zechs. The beautiful blond was sleeping peacefully, totally exhausted. He didn't wake up as his dead lover bound his wrists, tore his clothes, and used a bit of his power to place a hand shaped bruise on his cheek. There were already dark marks on his hips and thighs. Enough proof to go along with Duo's scenario.
Dorothy found out about Zechs' investigations. Panicked, she hired a man to make it look like a rape and robbery gone fatally wrong. Then they left, thinking no one would find their battered and bruised victim before he starved to death. Alone. No one knew he was there. Perfect plan. Only she missed a turn while leaving and drove off the cliff. These lone roads were just so dangerous.
He waited for several hours simply watching Zechs breathe. There were so many simple enjoyments in life he hadn't thought about until he was dead. Just holding his lover. His smile. The sultry laugh signaling his good humor. Many more.
Too soon he felt Dorothy turn onto the road that would take her to him. Smiling, he moved quickly. At the turn he waited. Dorothy was furious. Raging at the man next to her. Duo was a little nothing. He had to be removed so Relena and Heero could have a life together. With him gone, Heero would be free. On and on she yelled becoming less stable with every passing second.
Making sure to look startled and afraid, Duo appeared on the road in front of her car. Roaring a curse she hit the gas pedal. In her rage, it was easy for him to cloud her mind and make the cliff invisible. The assassin saw it but couldn't stop her. At the last moment, Duo let Dorothy see the truth and her terrified, helpless scream of fury was music to his ears.
He watched them die and the dead souls of their victims drag each into a private hell. Revenge was sweet.
Someone saw the smoke from their car and called firemen, and police who in turn called the Preventers. Duo rushed back to the cabin. Evidence of Zechs' investigation was everywhere and all set thanks to his dead lover.
"Come back and visit, love. But live your life. I'll be waiting when it's time." Then he explained everything to the sleeping man, refusing him consciousness. Tears slowly ran down the former noble's cheeks; this was a parting. Perhaps for the last time.
It didn't take long for the Preventers to show up at the cabin. Une always did have a good feel for coincidence. They found Zechs as planned and jumped to the right conclusion. His lover played the part of wounded hero perfectly. In a few months he was cleared for active duty. For the rest of his life, he was a top agent. Yet every summer, he took two months to visit the very cabin where his best and worst memories were made.
Almost fifty years later, Zechs body was found on the couch in that secluded house. A peaceful smile graced his lips. Thousands of people showed up to say goodbye to the legendary Preventer. Many tried to sell the cabin and it repeatedly brought a high price. However, no one could stay there long. Something about rather loud moans, groans, whimpers, and panting.
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