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A ROSE
I stand in our place. You aren't here, never will be again. Not even if I go back to the future. Or if you are it will be another person. Not the one I knew and fell in love with.
I miss you even more than when you were alive. At least then I knew I'd be saving you. But now who am I saving? My brother, my family, myself?
Who do I have to live for? You were my rose, the one who kept me from whilting away. The one person who gave me a reason for my life.
Because of you I became who I am now. I thank you for that. And for teaching me that there is still some good left in him.
I miss you so much. You and he were the only ones who seemed to understand me. Now he wants to kill me and your dead. I can try to talk to the girls about it but they won't understand. Not like you and he did.
I gave you my love and you keep it even in death. Another person will one day take it again but you will always have it. I need to move on. You understand don't you? If I was dead and you alive I want you to move on. Which I'm doing little by little. Goodbye isn't forever but it seems like it.
I love you, Bianca.