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Sequels Chapter Ezine
Sequel to Measuring Up and Seeing Is Believing.
Summary: Blair wants to come out to their friends. Jim doesn't.
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Finally Out
By Patt
// Blair //
We started the morning out by discussing telling our friends we were a couple.
Jim's afraid.
He doesn't trust many people with his personal life.
We almost got into a huge argument, when he suggested a nice shower.
I have to tell you' it's impossible to think when I've got his naked body on my mind.
So instead of continuing to discuss it, I raced him down the stairs.
God, he's gorgeous.
He doesn't see it of course. But I sure do. As often as I can.
Taking a shower with Jim is a glorious business.
He makes me feel like I'm the most important person in the world as he washes me.
I told him I wanted him to make love to me.
But Jim said he wanted me upstairs; not standing in the shower.
I didn't mention all of the other times he's had me in the shower.
Who cares? Right?
Fucking is fucking. I don't care where.
I guess Jim does.
I informed Jim that I was his for the taking and he hurried the shower up.
The next thing I knew, he threw me over his shoulder, in a fireman hold and we were off.
// Jim //
Why does he insist on telling our friends that we're gay?
I don't feel comfortable sharing.
They're not going to understand and before long everyone will know we're gay.
God, he's so fucking sweet when he rants at me.
He wants to share our lives with our best friends and things I should open up.
Well maybe I'll think on it, but for right now we're good like we are.
I love this man more than life itself.
He's the most precious thing in my world.
So I lean down and tell him this and ask him to join me in the shower.
I swear to god, this man flew down those stairs.
So much for thinking about coming out to our friends.
I still got it.
Once we're both in the shower I decided to clean him.
He loves being babied.
Thankfully I love babying him, so it works out incredibly.
As I washed him he got harder and harder.
He started begging for me to make love to him.
I didn't want to make love in the shower.
I wanted him in bed.
Once we were all dry I picked Blair up in a fireman hold and walked into our living
room, to find Simon, Joel, Conner, Rafe and Brown standing there.
Where in the fuck were my senses when I really needed them.
I just kept going up the stairs and threw Blair on the bed.
Oh Fuck... What do we do now?
// Blair //
Oh holy shit. This could only happen to us.
The looks on our friends faces were a mixture of horror and glee.
Jim threw me on the bed and is having a panic attack.
Poor guy.
I called out to him and told him to get dressed so we could talk to our friends.
Downstairs I could hear them getting things ready for the poker game.
We had forgotten all about it.
DUH!
Once we were all dressed, I held Jim's hand as we descended the stairs.
Everyone looked our way and Jim hung his head.
I informed everyone that we indeed were a couple and hoped they could live with that.
// Jim //
Fuck... Fuck... Fuck...
How could this happen? Why were they all here?
Blair is telling me to get dressed, when all I want to do is crawl into bed and die.
He keeps telling me everything will be all right.
We go down the stairs and Blair takes my hand into his.
I'm filled with love for him all over again.
I just can't look at them. So I keep my head down and Blair does all of the talking.
They seem to be all right with it.
The table is set up for poker.
They must not hate us.
Blair is right again.
I hate when he's always right.
Things will be just fine.
I look over at him and smile and he smiles back.
As we head to the table, I realize life is never dull with my Chief.
End Finally Out