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First Time
by Omega
It has always been a challenge.....getting through his
defenses...his reasons....his logic.
I love him beyond reason...beyond logic...
beyond *life.* Every time I look at him,
I can see the forbidden love surface deep
within those bottomless eyes........
but the years of control
weren't going to leave without a fight....
Then again...I'm hardly one to
back down from a challenge......
The door hisses open and a silent shadow enters
the room. The speaker has fallen into an exhausted sleep.
The shadow kneels by his side...
his eyes never leaving his face.
How can I us suffer like this? How by *any* logic,
Vulcan *or* human, can I deny the truth? I love him.
It is as simple as that. I know he loves me, but how
can he? Time after time, I push him away; but yet
he continues to love me as deeply as before.
he shadow feels very troubled. He longs to gather his
human into his arms...but something holds him back..
Why am I afraid? I know that he would not leave me
for his mistress, for we serve the same one.
*Every time that you've let someone in,
that person never loved you in return.*
Tomorrow, he decides, Tomorrow I will tell him.
To his surprise, he remembers an ancient human song:
"If tomorrow never comes, will he know how much I
loved him? Did I try in every way to show him every day that he's your only
one?
If my time on earth were through
and he must face this world without me,
is the love I gave him in the past gonna be enough to
last if tomorrow never comes?
Fate can be very cruel, he thinks.
I won't throw this chance away.
He tenderly bends down and kisses his beloved.
The beloved one wakes up to a long-desired sensation...
those heated lips pressed so firmly on his.
He gathers his friend into his arms.
Hazel eyes shyly meet obsidian.
In one voice they speak.
"I love you."
The Enterprise continues on her majestic voyage with no
more sorrow on board.
end
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