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Eric's thoughts on a dark night
by Twilight
The darkness gripped my heart in it's
deathlike vise and I gave up hope to
the endless night. I saw the world
slip away as I floated down into the
sea. The water washed over my face
the salt tears of the sea filled my
lungs and I knew loneliness and my
vision blurred away. Still I hurt,
the pain my lone friend that would
also desert me in the end. It was
gone..the hope that was once there
and all I had left was hard cold
despair. I cried out..with out
words, for I could not find the
source of the pain inside. I tried
to let it out but it choked me and
I became overwelmed. I ignored it and
it haunted me...I left it alone and
it devowered me. Will I ever find
the way to let it go...will I ever
find it's name...Loneliness is it's
only game..and it's mine too..the
game I know and always knew. Once
I had the light now I have the dark
it hurts inside and I let it. I
lost my purpose I lost the search..
please let me back to where I was..
it's all gone and now it's lost.
All lost, I'm lost within it's arms.
Dear soul let me be free from this
road..the road I created and build
on my own the road I walk by choice
alone. Help me find the way back
home..in the arms that chase away
the shadows. I miss you..I lost you
I search for you..my soul is with you
and it leaves me here empty and alone
in a body that was once my own and
now seems to be made of stone.
Endless nights of rain and storm
endless tears I cannot shed..I am
already dead..just let me rest...
please soul...
-Twilight