{"id":151,"date":"2011-07-26T22:34:39","date_gmt":"2011-07-27T05:34:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.squidge.org\/patt\/?page_id=151"},"modified":"2011-07-28T20:37:33","modified_gmt":"2011-07-29T03:37:33","slug":"anonymous-love","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.squidge.org\/patt\/?page_id=151","title":{"rendered":"Anonymous Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Anonymous Love<br \/>\nBy Patt<\/p>\n<p>Summary: Jim is getting letters in the mail from someone and Blair is jealous.<br \/>\nEmail: PattRose1@aol.com<br \/>\nAcknowledgments: Thanks to Kelly for the beta and to Margaret for the wonderful prompt book.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair picked up the mail and noticed a pink envelope in with the bills.  It was addressed to Jim Ellison and Blair was dying to hear who it was from.  Jim never got any mail like this. Clearly it was from a woman. There was no return address, but the postmark said, Cascade.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim got home about an hour later and saw the mail.  He frowned when he saw the pink envelope and opened it first.  He read whatever was inside and turned to Blair and said, \u201cIs this your idea of a joke?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat, man?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim handed him the pink paper and Blair read it quickly.  <\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p><i>Dear Jim, <\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve been watching you from afar for some time now and would like to take it to the next step.  I thought I would tell you a little bit about myself and then we could see about meeting some day and taking it even further.  <\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m six feet tall, in really good shape and I have long brown hair.  Some people have said that I\u2019m a looker.  I don\u2019t think you would be disappointed in me.  I don\u2019t work in Major Crimes, so you can stop thinking about who it is already.  I\u2019ll tell you when it\u2019s time.  <\/p>\n<p>I think you\u2019re very sexy and funny.  Sometimes I watch you with the other cops and I have to pull myself back to keep from hugging you.  You\u2019re just that huggable.  In time, I would like us to meet, have dinner and then discuss where we could go from there.  <\/p>\n<p>I hope this note finds you well.  See you at work tomorrow.  <\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<br \/>\nAnonymous   (Just call me Ann) <\/i> <\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you think her real name is Ann?\u201d Blair asked, looking somewhat confused and pissed off.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy do you look pissed off?\u201d Jim inquired.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause she says in this note she\u2019s been watching you.  Like you need a stalker,\u201d Blair explained, not mentioning the fact that he was jealous of Ann.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you sure you didn\u2019t write this as a joke?\u201d <\/p>\n<p>\u201cJim, does this look like my handwriting?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim looked at the paper again and said, \u201cIt\u2019s not Conner\u2019s or Rhonda\u2019s either.  So where do I start?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re going to look for her?\u201d Blair asked.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim looked over at his roommate and almost smiled.  \u201cOf course I\u2019m going to look for her.  I don\u2019t like the idea of someone watching me from afar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt sounds like Ann has a thing for you,\u201d Blair grumbled.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim watched Blair and wondered if he had been reading Blair wrong all of this time.  Maybe he was interested in Jim after all.  Jim was thrilled at the idea.  \u201cYou\u2019re right, I\u2019ll just wait until she comes to me and then I\u2019ll set her straight.\u201d Jim secretly hoped that Ann would write him a bunch of letters to make Blair jealous.  This could be good.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood, now that that\u2019s settled, what would you think about ordering Thai food for tonight?  I\u2019m starving,\u201d Blair admitted.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOrder my regular while I take a shower, okay, Chief?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSure, go relax and I\u2019ll get it all ordered.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim went in and showered and found himself hard thinking about Blair\u2019s interest in him.  <i>You don\u2019t know that he\u2019s interested in you, you just think he is.  Don\u2019t go overboard until you have something to go on.<\/i> His dick lost interest with the lack of facts about how Blair felt.  <\/p>\n<p>When he came out, the food was on the table already.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim sat down and said, \u201cHow much do I owe you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair smiled and said, \u201cYou paid last time, so it was my turn.  Besides I had a little extra this month.  I figured we could live it up.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you, Chief.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou are most welcome.  Now eat while it\u2019s still hot,\u201d Blair demanded and Jim did just that.  <\/p>\n<p>They ate in silence until Blair asked, \u201cSo you\u2019re just going to wait and see what this chick does next?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou have any better ideas?\u201d Jim questioned.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair frowned and answered, \u201cNo, I guess not.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll probably never get another one, ever,\u201d Jim assured Blair.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair didn\u2019t believe this to be true but decided to agree with Jim anyhow.  \u201cYou could be right. I forgot to ask, was there any scent on the paper that you could identify her with?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim knew Blair couldn\u2019t stand it.  This made him very happy.  \u201cThere was no scent at all.  No perfume, lotion or hair products.  It\u2019s weird.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell, check it next time and see if you can tell who sent it,\u201d Blair said.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay, Chief.  How about watching some news with me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSounds good to me,\u201d Blair said as he cleaned up their dinner mess and put things in the fridge that they didn\u2019t finish.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim sometimes felt like they were married.  Blair was always doing things for him, like picking up his dinner leftovers and putting them away.  He seriously liked when Blair took care of him.  He hoped in the next few days, he could get him to open up and they could talk about it.  Jim didn\u2019t want to be the first one to talk about it, because what if Blair didn\u2019t feel that way?  Wouldn\u2019t that just be too embarrassing?  <\/p>\n<p>The night went by quickly with the men watching the news, some shows on television and then getting ready for bed.  All in all, it was a very relaxing evening.  <\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>The next couple of days were uneventful and there were no more letters.  Just as Jim had predicted.  <\/p>\n<p>When they got home the third night, Blair grabbed the mail and saw the pink envelope and just seethed with anger.  \u201cSo much for never seeing another letter again.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Inwardly, Jim smiled and felt good about Blair\u2019s jealousy.  But at the same time wondered who this person was. Did he already know her?  <\/p>\n<p>Once inside the loft, Blair waited for Jim to open up the letter.  Jim read it and handed it over to Blair, who was chomping at the bit to see it.  <\/p>\n<p><i>Jim,<\/p>\n<p>I saw you yesterday in the break room and you looked lonely.  I wanted to hug you so badly, but knew it wasn\u2019t time.  <\/p>\n<p>I saw you the second time that day downstairs in records, and you looked wonderful as always.  I noticed that Amy behind the counter was flirting with you.  I don\u2019t like that too much.  I want to be the only one able to do that with you.  Why did you let her flirt with you?<\/p>\n<p>The third time I saw you it was in the parking lot and you seemed to be waiting for someone.  I\u2019m sure it was that Sandburg fellow, but I dreamed it was me you were waiting for.<\/p>\n<p>Have a good week, Jim.  It won\u2019t be much longer before you get to meet me in person.<\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<br \/>\nAnn<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Blair looked up from the paper and said, \u201cAmy in records was flirting with you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe always does.  She\u2019s married, she just does it for fun,\u201d Jim assured Blair.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m not certain I like the tone of Ann\u2019s voice when she said she wants to be the only one that gets to flirt with you.  Maybe it is time to watch for someone watching you,\u201d Blair stated.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cFirst of all, it has to be someone that would be hanging around Major Crimes in order to be near the break room, am I right?\u201d Jim inquired.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou would think so anyhow.  She said she was six feet tall and long brown hair, I\u2019ve never seen a woman that tall around Major Crimes, have you?\u201d Blair asked.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim thought a minute and said, \u201cI\u2019ve seen a few really tall women cops, but I don\u2019t remember any of them looking at me. We\u2019re going to watch from now on.  She\u2019s following me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShould we ask Conner and Joel to help?\u201d Blair questioned.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, they would just laugh at me, Blair.  Let\u2019s just keep it between the two of us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWill do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>For the next week, they watched closely for anyone taking notice of Jim, but saw nothing.  There were no new letters which made Blair happy, but irritated Jim.  He didn\u2019t like people who started things and didn\u2019t end them.  <\/p>\n<p>That night Blair grabbed the mail and sure enough there was a pink envelope in with the junk mail.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cLooks like she\u2019s back.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim sighed and waited to open it up until he got upstairs.  Once inside the loft, the hung up his coat, took off his gun and sat down at the dining room table to open the newest note.  He noticed that Blair seemed really irritated about it all.  Jim liked that part of it, but not the note itself.  He really didn\u2019t like anyone watching him.  <\/p>\n<p>He tore the note open and noticed that Blair was standing right beside him.  This made Jim smile.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou like getting these notes don\u2019t you?  I saw that smile,\u201d Blair said somewhat irritated.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim ignored him and opened up the letter.  <\/p>\n<p><i>Jim, <\/p>\n<p>Well, the little pit bull you have attached to your side day and night is beginning to bug me.  I can\u2019t watch you like I want to if he\u2019s always in the way.  But he wasn\u2019t able to be with you all the time and I managed to see you for small moments this week.  <\/p>\n<p>When you went to Home Depot, I loved how you felt everything as you lifted it up.  You really seem to love Home Depot.  You were there for over an hour, so I was able to observe you without much trouble.  Do you know how cute you are when you are concentrating on something?  Well, you are.  <\/p>\n<p>I also saw you drive up to Wonder Burger all alone one evening.  I wish you would have gone inside to eat; I might have gotten the courage to go in and ask if I could eat with you.  You looked sort of lonely that night.  Are you lonely a lot?<\/p>\n<p>I really like to watch you walk.  You have a very sexy walk.  I\u2019m going to keep watching you for as long as I can before I come forward.  <\/p>\n<p>Have a good week, Jim.  <\/p>\n<p>Hugs,<br \/>\nAnn<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Jim handed the letter over to Blair next and watched his face as he read it.  Different emotions passed over his face as he read, but anger was one of the major ones.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou went to Wonder Burger this week?\u201d Blair asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s what you\u2019re going to focus on, Blair?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI thought we had discussed how bad it was for you, Jim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe discussed it and I ignored it like I usually do.  I go once a week, Sandburg, I don\u2019t think I need to be yelled at for that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m just looking out for your health,\u201d Blair confessed.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cEnough about Wonder Burger, what about the note for this week?\u201d Jim asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou didn\u2019t notice anyone following you while you were at Home Depot?  I find that hard to believe that she watched you that whole time and you didn\u2019t notice,\u201d Blair said disgustedly.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cFirst of all, I wasn\u2019t paying attention because I was buying us a new faucet and I wanted it to be the best one.  She was right. I was feeling everything, over and over again.  I was very focused on the faucet.  It pisses me off that she\u2019s watching me and then telling me afterwards.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJim you need to pay more attention while you\u2019re out and about,\u201d Blair scolded.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim sighed and said, \u201cI\u2019ll try and keep more on top of things.  She\u2019s getting annoying.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo you don\u2019t find it flattering?\u201d Blair asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI did with the first one, but that was it.  Then when I found out she was following me, it pissed me off.  I don\u2019t like being watched and I don\u2019t like her watching you either.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair smiled at his blessed protector and said, \u201cDon\u2019t worry about me.  We\u2019re going to stay with each other all the time this week.  As soon as my classes are done, it\u2019s going to be the two of us every day.  With two of us looking for her, we might just get lucky.  I don\u2019t like that she\u2019s following you and taking notes.  That\u2019s fucking weird.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThanks for all of your help, Chief.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot a problem.  Now what should we do for dinner?\u201d Blair asked.  <\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>After dinner they sat side by side and watched Two and a Half Men.  They laughed and laughed and kept bumping into each other.  Finally Blair was totally in Jim\u2019s space and Jim kissed him quickly.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat the fuck was that?\u201d Blair asked, somewhat surprised, but not angry.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI just felt the need to kiss you.  I\u2019m not interested in the woman who is following me for any reason.  I never was.  I just liked how it made you jealous,\u201d Jim stated.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair smiled at Jim and then went in for another kiss.  They began to make out on the sofa and before long Jim pulled away and said, \u201cI have to stop now, or I\u2019m going to do something I haven\u2019t done since I was a kid.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair laughed sweetly and kissed him once more and pulled out of Jim\u2019s space.  \u201cMaybe tomorrow night we can make out some more.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sounds good to me,\u201d Jim agreed.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair said, \u201cWell, I\u2019m going to get ready for bed.  That alarm goes off pretty early and I wanted to take a shower tonight.  Do you need to go in before I start my shower?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf I need to pee, I can walk in can\u2019t I?  I mean, we\u2019re going to be an item, right?  You\u2019re going to be with me and me alone?\u201d Jim asked sounding somewhat worried.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair went back into Jim\u2019s space and said, \u201cHow about we shower together tonight and then we can sleep in the big bed?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim practically jumped off of the sofa and answered, \u201cSounds great to me.  I\u2019ll be in there in a few seconds.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim grabbed boxers, his robe and slippers from upstairs and took them down to the bathroom.  He walked in and saw a naked Blair, somewhat hard already and Jim got instantly hard himself.  Blair was beautiful, more beautiful than he had ever imagined him to be.  And Jim always thought he had a pretty vivid imagination.  Blair was much better in person.  Blair\u2019s cock was just the right length and much thicker than Jim\u2019s.  Yes, Blair had a mighty fine body and cock.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim stripped and climbed into the tub after Blair, as Blair got the water going nice and warm.  Jim had a good time washing Blair\u2019s body and hair.  Blair\u2019s hair was much softer than it looked and Jim was going to be lost in that hair if he didn\u2019t stop focusing so much on it.  So he decided to focus on Blair\u2019s pubic hair instead.  Blair soaped up his hands and began to stroke Jim\u2019s cock at the same time Jim was stroking Blair\u2019s.  Before long, Jim leaned down and kissed Blair with much enthusiasm and they both exploded moaning into each other\u2019s mouths.  <\/p>\n<p>Once Jim was done getting Blair\u2019s hair all soft and shiny, they got out of the tub and dried themselves off quickly.  Both men put their boxers, robe and slippers on and walked out to the loft and started turning off all of the lights so they could go up to bed.  <\/p>\n<p>Once they got upstairs, they took their robes off and climbed into bed and Jim couldn\u2019t snuggle with Blair quickly enough.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cJesus, Jim, I\u2019m freaking out a little bit here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy?  Chief, did I push you too fast?  Didn\u2019t you want this?\u201d <\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes, I wanted it. I just never dreamed it would happen to us.  This is like one of my favorite dreams that I was starting to have at least four times a week.  I\u2019m in love with you, man.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s good, because I\u2019m in love with you too,\u201d Jim replied.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim held on to Blair for dear life and they talked for about an hour and then both of them started to fall asleep.  <\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>When Blair got up the next morning, he was alone in Jim\u2019s bed.  He had wanted to wake up before Jim left for work, so they could fool around once more.  <\/p>\n<p>He walked down the stairs and found a note from Jim on the counter.  <\/p>\n<p><i>Blair, <\/p>\n<p>I loved last night and hated leaving this morning, but I had to be there at 6:00 today.  I\u2019m sorry.  I\u2019ll see you this afternoon.  <\/p>\n<p>I love you,<br \/>\nJim<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Blair smiled as he drank his coffee that Jim had left him and toasted a bagel.  Today was going to be a great day for both men, Blair just knew it.  <\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>One week later, the boys found themselves very happy and content.  Neither of them had given the stalker another thought.  They were too busy thinking about each other and didn\u2019t even worry.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim brought the mail up that afternoon and Blair was making dinner.  He looked over at Jim and saw the frown and the pink envelope and Blair scowled. \u201cYou got another letter huh?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAs a matter of fact, you got a letter,\u201d Jim said as casually as he could.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy would she be writing me?\u201d Blair wondered aloud.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOpen it and see,\u201d Jim said pushing the letter towards Blair.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair opened it up and read:<\/p>\n<p><i>Sandburg, <\/p>\n<p>You knew that I was interested in him and yet you still encouraged him to be with you.  You are a sick, sick man and I intend to make your life miserable.  I won\u2019t make his life miserable, because I\u2019m in love with Jim.  You have destroyed the one good thing we could have had together.  A future.  I guess I\u2019ll just have to work harder at winning him over. He couldn\u2019t stay interested in a short, Jewish, man that doesn\u2019t even carry a gun.  He needs a real partner.  He\u2019ll see that soon enough.<\/p>\n<p>Keep your hands off of him or else.  I\u2019m not kidding.<\/p>\n<p>I hate you for ruining him and making my life so miserable.  <\/p>\n<p>Ann<\/i>  <\/p>\n<p>Blair handed the letter over to Jim and sat down.  He waited for Jim to get done reading it and asked, \u201cWhat did we do with the other letters?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim thought a moment and said, \u201cI put them on the shelf over here.  Why?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI think it\u2019s time we call Simon in on this.  This person knows about our sex life, Jim.  She\u2019s watching from the street or wherever, and it\u2019s beginning to make me nervous.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut then Simon will have to know about us, Blair.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis is a problem?\u201d Blair inquired.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI really didn\u2019t want anyone to know from the station for a long while.  This is still so new to us, I didn\u2019t want to share it,\u201d Jim said honestly.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m worried, and I think we should report her.  You have a choice, Jim.  Either you report it with me, or we can call it quits and never sleep together again.  Which shall it be?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t like ultimatums, Blair.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFine, I\u2019ll be sleeping in my room tonight.  We don\u2019t have to worry about calling Simon now.  You and your girlfriend can write to each other like crazy.  Enjoy Ms. Pink.\u201d Blair stormed into his old room and slammed the door.  He sat on the futon and put his face in his hands and mumbled, \u201cThat sure didn\u2019t take long did it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim opened up the door and said, \u201cWhat didn\u2019t take long?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMind your own business, Jim.  Get out of my room.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHave you been worried about us breaking up already?\u201d Jim asked.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair sighed and said, \u201cI hate to be the bearer of bad news, but we already broke up, Jim.  Were you not in the same room?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBlair, we\u2019re going to call Simon.  I don\u2019t like telling him this, because he might try and separate us and that wouldn\u2019t make me happy at all.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy are you going to call Simon now?\u201d Blair almost whispered.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim held Blair in his arms and answered, \u201cBecause I love you.  That\u2019s why.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you sure, Jim?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI love you, Blair.  You\u2019re not sleeping in this room any more.  This is our office now, so you can\u2019t sleep here even if we argue.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair kissed Jim and said, \u201cI love you too.  Now call Simon so we can get this over with.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim held on tight and hugged him back.  \u201cDon\u2019t you ever tell me to enjoy myself with Ms. Pink.  Understood?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair laughed and said, \u201cUnderstood.  Now call Simon.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>~~~~~<\/p>\n<p>Simon drove across town and wondered why Jim had asked him to come over tonight.  He was tired damn it.  But Jim had said it was important, so Simon figured he had better go. When he drove up into the parking lot, Jim and Blair were standing on the balcony waving at him.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh Christ\u2026 They\u2019re a couple\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Simon walked up the stairs as slowly as he could.  He really didn\u2019t want to face this at all, but he could tell the way they were standing so close to each other that they were an item.  <i>Fuck\u2026Fuck\u2026Fuck\u2026<\/i><\/p>\n<p>Simon finally knocked on the door and Jim opened it.  <\/p>\n<p>Blair said, \u201cGeeze, it took you long enough to get up here.  Why didn\u2019t you take the elevator?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim sat down on the sofa and said, \u201cHe knows already.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat do you mean he knows already?  We haven\u2019t said a word to him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Simon walked in and closed the door and said, \u201cSandburg, I guessed that you were a couple when I saw you from the parking lot.  Now why did you feel the need to tell me this tonight?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim handed him the pink notes and sat back and watched Simon\u2019s face.  \u201cJim, I hardly think these are anything to worry about.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair just sat there with his mouth agape.  \u201cShe told me to stay away from him or else. That seems like a threat to me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSandburg, it\u2019s not a threat, it\u2019s someone that has guessed that you two are together and doesn\u2019t like it.  It\u2019s part of life.  I have to tell you the truth, I\u2019m not that wild about it myself.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSimon, if she shoots Blair or me, then it\u2019s no big deal to you?\u201d Jim asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course that would be a big deal to me, but I think this is just some crazy lady trying to get some attention.  When she doesn\u2019t get any, she\u2019ll go away,\u201d Simon replied.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cSimon, I want this investigated.  She might move up to phone calls and then try and see one of us in person.  She\u2019s got a gun.  She\u2019s a cop,\u201d Blair reminded him.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cSandburg, she never says she\u2019s a cop.  She could be the donut girl for all you know.  She wears a lot of pink.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe mentions that Jim needs a real partner, a real cop, one that carries a gun.  So I would guess she\u2019s a cop,\u201d Blair growled.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cFine, I just want you to know that everyone will know your business, is that what you want, Ellison?\u201d Simon asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cHell no, I\u2019d rather not, but I have a feeling that she\u2019s not going to just go away,\u201d Jim said calmly, trying to keep Blair from flying off at the handle.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay, I\u2019ll put Joel, Conner, Rafe and Brown on this and we\u2019ll see if we can\u2019t find out who is watching you,\u201d Simon announced as he got up to leave.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t we have to fill out any paperwork?\u201d Blair asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou can do it in the morning.  I take it you have no classes on Saturday, right?\u201d Simon inquired.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe\u2019ll be in first thing in the morning to fill them out.  I think I could tell you about her, just a little anyway,\u201d Blair said.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo tell,\u201d Simon answered.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI think she isn\u2019t tall and she doesn\u2019t have dark hair, she just said that.  But I think she is a lovely short person who has noticed Jim for a long, long while.  Her notes are very neat, so I would think she\u2019s very neat at her job.  She\u2019s someone that works hard at keeping the paperwork done perfectly.  Does any of this sound familiar?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019ve just described half of the women cops in the building.  But Conner might have some good ideas about this.  Do you think she\u2019s watched you at the loft?\u201d Simon suddenly asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI think so, yes,\u201d Jim responded.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen I\u2019m going to put Conner and Joel on stake out tonight and tomorrow night,\u201d Simon stated.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you, Simon.\u201d Blair was very relieved that Simon was taking it seriously and he didn\u2019t seem hateful.  This was a good thing.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim and Blair walked Simon to the door and Simon said, \u201cStay up until about midnight tonight, so we might have a chance of catching her watching you.  Joel will be across the street in the stakeout van.  Try not to worry so much and we\u2019ll see if we can\u2019t get her tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you, Simon,\u201d Jim replied.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah, thanks, man.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGoodnight, guys, we\u2019ll see you in the morning, unless something else comes up.\u201d Simon walked to the elevator and got on.  He pulled out his cell phone and called Conner and Joel with the new job.  Both of them said they were glad to do it.  Simon found that odd, but he didn\u2019t question it.  He found it embarrassing for Jim and hated even calling this in.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim walked out onto the balcony at about 10:00 and he said, \u201cI don\u2019t see her anywhere.  She\u2019s not here tonight.  We should just go to bed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you see Conner and Joel?\u201d Blair inquired.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI not only see them, but I can hear Conner talking Joel\u2019s ear off.  I swear the man is a saint.  I have to thank him tomorrow.  Remind me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair sat down on the sofa and patted the cushion beside him and ordered, \u201cSit.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim sat down wearing a big smile.  Jim really did love this man to death.  <\/p>\n<p>They began to make out and Jim forgot about Conner, Joel or Ms. Pink.  All he could think about was how good Blair made him feel.  Before long, Blair unzipped Jim\u2019s jeans, pulled his cock out and began to suck intently on it. Jim laid his head back on the sofa and tried to relax, so this could last, but Blair was too good at it and Jim came in record time without any warning at all.  Blair came up for air and almost choked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cSorry, Chief\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair licked his lips and said, \u201cNothing to be sorry about.  You shoot a lot of cream.  I\u2019ll have to learn to take it all in, so it doesn\u2019t go all over both of us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim began to breathe normally again and decided to do the same thing for Blair.  He unzipped Blair\u2019s pants and pulled out his cock.  Blair\u2019s was thicker than his own, so this was something new.  Not that he had ever sucked his own.  He laughed when he thought of it.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWait a minute, why are you laughing?\u201d Blair wondered.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim told him what he had been thinking and Blair laughed too.  Then Jim got down to business.  Jim knew how to suck cock well, so it didn\u2019t take long for Blair to throw his head back and moan Jim\u2019s name as he came without warning.  <\/p>\n<p>Both men snuggled up together on the sofa, with their cocks still hanging out of the jeans.  Blair imagined it was a sight for anyone to see, let alone Ms. Pink.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim perked up and said, \u201cConner has someone down there.  Want to go down and check it out?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair jumped up off the sofa, zipped his jeans, brushed his hair back and said, \u201cDo I look all right?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou look great, babe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The two men walked down the stairs and they could both hear a woman hollering at Conner.  <\/p>\n<p>Jim walked up to Joel and Conner and said, \u201cProblems?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The woman that Conner was cuffing was a cop in traffic named Ann Miller.  Jim saw her every day.  She was very nice, very short and blond.  She had on all pink clothing and this almost made Jim laugh.  Instead he said, \u201cOfficer Miller, what do you have to say for yourself?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI wanted to save you from him.  I could tell that he wanted you and he wasn\u2019t worthy of you.  You deserved so much better.  I could have made you very happy,\u201d Miller spat out.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI am happy, Miller.  I hope you have a good lawyer,\u201d Jim said as he walked over to talk to Joel.  <\/p>\n<p>Officer Miller just glared at Blair and said, \u201cHe won\u2019t stay with you.  You\u2019re not enough to hold on to him, just you wait and see.  And when this comes out at the station, he is going to be embarrassed.  So chances are you both won\u2019t press charges anyway.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Conner said, \u201cCome on Miller, we\u2019ve got paperwork to do.\u201d Conner led her to the van and opened up the side door and tossed her inside on a seat and put her seat belt on.  <\/p>\n<p>Then she started screaming hateful things about Blair and Conner just shut the door on her yelling. She walked over to the boys and said, \u201cThis woman is a nut job.  I hope you don\u2019t let her walk, because she needs this on her record.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim said, \u201cI plan on pressing charges for stalking and whatever else we can come up with, plus I need a restraining order.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Conner said, \u201cEveryone will know about you, are you ready for that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair said, \u201cWhat do you suggest?  We let her go and she kills either Jim or me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joel patted Blair\u2019s shoulder and said, \u201cWe think you\u2019re doing the right thing.  But you are going to take some flack on this.  So I just wanted you to be sure and so does Conner.  We\u2019ll take her down and see what we can book her on.  You guys go to sleep.  We\u2019ll see you in the morning.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThanks Joel and Conner,\u201d Blair said.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat he said,\u201d Jim added.  <\/p>\n<p>They drove off with a screaming woman in the back of their van and Jim felt sorry for both of them.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s all over, Chief.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you sure you\u2019re all right with being out at the station?\u201d Blair questioned.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cI love you more than I could ever tell you.  Does that answer your question?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim, I love you too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDid you almost laugh when you saw her all dressed in pink?\u201d Jim asked.  <\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh man, I almost lost it when I saw her outfit.  I mean it was hot pink.  I wasn\u2019t kidding when I called her Ms. Pink, was I?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Both men laughed and hugged each other as they got on the elevator.  <\/p>\n<p>Once inside the loft, Jim said, \u201cI\u2019m beat, ready for bed?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes, I\u2019m ready, but I think we should go down and do the paperwork tonight.  Otherwise it\u2019ll look like it\u2019s not that important and she might go free with no repercussions.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOkay, grab your jacket and we\u2019ll go to the station house first.  It\u2019ll only take about an hour to fill out the papers for stalking and getting a restraining order on her.  Let\u2019s go partner.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair smiled and said, \u201cYou really don\u2019t mind not having a cop for a partner?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Jim swooped down, grabbed a quick kiss and said, \u201cI really don\u2019t mind.  Now let\u2019s get this show on the road.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Blair smiled all the way to the station house because he knew that Jim loved him and wasn\u2019t embarrassed by their love.  This was going to be the start of their new life.  They were out and happy about it.  <\/p>\n<p>The end<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anonymous Love By Patt Summary: Jim is getting letters in the mail from someone and Blair is jealous. Email: PattRose1@aol.com Acknowledgments: Thanks to Kelly for the beta and to Margaret for the wonderful prompt book. 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