Metal and Bone, by Mice, chapter 3 of 4 ~~~ LONE GUNMEN OFFICES TAKOMA PARK, MARYLAND NEXT MORNING Byers yawned as he made his way down to the office. Neither Jimmy nor Frohike were awake yet, but he wanted to check on the search he'd left running overnight. He was sure there would be something useful in the files. The statistical variations in the notebook Scully had examined were enough to convince him of that. As he passed the monitors for the security camera on the office door, he took a quick glance, more out of habit than anything else. There was a manila envelope sitting on the stairs. Byers stared at the monitor, blinking. He moved to the system controlling the security cameras and checked the alley and the rest of the areas around the building. Nothing out of the ordinary. "Damn," Byers muttered. "I wonder what that is." Cautiously, he opened the door. He approached the envelope slowly. It was too thin to be a letter bomb, he thought. Not enough space to pack any explosives. There was nothing on the side of the envelope facing him. Every now and then, some anonymous informant or other would leave information at the doorstep like this, but it never hurt to be cautious. They'd had an actual letter bomb delivered once, about five years back. It had scared the crap out of all of them, but they'd identified it as a threat before anyone had actually touched it. He picked the envelope up and turned it over. There were no markings on the other side, either. It didn't feel like there was much in it. Probably only a few sheets of heavy paper, or a couple of photos. He wondered what kind of case it would lead to. Sometimes random leads like this led them to some important stories. He grinned, excitement rising, and brought the envelope inside. He dropped the envelope on his desk. Byers could smell the coffee; it was done brewing, so he went to get himself a cup. The scent would probably wake Frohike and Jimmy soon. It was Frohike's turn to cook breakfast; he wondered if it would be huevos rancheros. He could use something a little spicy today. Coffee in hand, he returned to the office. He sat at his desk and skimmed the information from his file search last night, not bothering to check everything. Sure enough, there were some significant results. He'd have to call Doggett shortly, and Scully as well. He'd want her confirmation about some of what the files seemed to be saying. The information startled him. He knew the others would find it just as disturbing. Taking a sip of coffee, he opened the envelope. As he suspected, there were only a few photos inside. When he turned them face up, though, his heart nearly stopped. The photo on top was of Doggett kissing his neck. It had been taken in Central Park. With trembling fingers, Byers flipped to the next photo. It showed Doggett embracing him on the ferry from Liberty Island, Doggett's mouth on his ear. The last photo was of the two of them outside the building housing the club they'd attended. Byers was rumpled and obviously disoriented, Doggett supporting him with one arm. Byers' head was on Doggett's shoulder. He was nibbling Doggett's neck. Byers dropped the photos, panting in near panic. They knew. Rohrer. He'd been at the airport. It must have been Rohrer, he thought. He buried his face in his hands, trying to control his fear. What was he going to do? He had to call Doggett. Byers looked up at the clock. Doggett was probably just arriving at the office. His head was spinning, and he thought the tips of his fingers were going numb. This was exactly what he'd been afraid of when Doggett had been so overtly affectionate with him in public -- a blackmail attempt had been inevitable. His hand was shaking as he dialed the phone. Doggett answered on the first ring. "Federal Bureau of Investigation, X Files Division, Agent Doggett speaking." "A-agent Doggett --" "Byers, did you --" "-- got an envelope--" "-- fuckin' photos --" "Shit," both of them said. Byers took a deep breath. "I was gonna call you," Doggett said, "but something came up with the case. Got another dead body, same M.O." "Do you have an ID for this one?" "Yeah. Kid's name was Gary Rosen. Somebody found him in a park in Bridgeport." "Oh, no," Byers said. His stomach tightened in nausea. "Wasn't he --" "Yeah. We shouldn't talk about any of this on the phone." "When can you be here?" Byers asked. Doggett paused. "About half an hour, forty-five minutes. Depends on traffic." "Will... will Agent Reyes be with you?" Byers wasn't sure he wanted to hear the answer. "No," Doggett replied. Byers relaxed a little. At least they wouldn't have to discuss the photos in front of her. "She's already in Bridgeport. We got called in really early today because of the murder. I had to stay here to get what info you guys had from last night. We'll call Scully in after you and I talk." "All right," Byers said. "I'll see you soon." "Yeah. Look, try not to freak on this, okay? We'll figure something out." "I'll talk to you when you get here," Byers said. He hung up the phone and hurried to shower and dress. By the time he was armored in his suit, Frohike and Jimmy were awake. Frohike was working on a batch of huevos rancheros. "Agent Doggett will be here in a few minutes," he said. Frohike nodded. "I'll make another batch. You must have found something good in the files last night, eh?" "Yeah," Byers said, "but unfortunately, that's not all that's happened." Frohike turned to look at him. "What's wrong?" Jimmy looked up as well. "You look awful upset, John." Byers lay the envelope with the photos down on the kitchen table. "I had a... special delivery this morning." Frohike wiped his hands off and pulled the photos from the envelope. He flipped through them quickly, Jimmy looking over his shoulder, then looked back up at Byers. "I'd say you two are about to be in a world of shit." Byers started to reply, but the buzzer went off at the office door. He ran down the stairs and checked the security camera. It was Doggett. He was breathless as he let Doggett in, then locked the door behind him. "Johnny, calm down some. You look frantic." Byers looked up at him, surprised. "And you're not?" Doggett shook his head. "I ain't happy, but I'm not frantic. We'll figure this out. You told the guys yet?" "Frohike and Jimmy know. Langly's not home yet." Byers worried what this might mean for Langly and Skinner. If someone was watching him and Doggett, would their secret be revealed as well? "Hey." Doggett cupped Byers' cheek in one hand. He looked into Byers' eyes. "Take a deep breath here, cub." "Yes, Sir," Byers whispered. He closed his eyes and took a slow, deep breath. Letting it out, he could still feel his heart hammering, but a spark of calm had started settling into him. Doggett's touch let him focus on something other than his panic. "That's right, keep breathing." Byers nodded and complied. He focused on the feel of Doggett's hand on his cheek, and the forced slowing of his breathing. A few minutes later, he was much calmer. Opening his eyes, he looked up at Doggett. "Thank you, Sir." "You just needed to remember, that's all," Doggett said. "What are we going to do?" Byers asked. He hoped that Doggett had some suggestions. "Let's go upstairs for a while." Byers waved toward the stairs. "Frohike's making extra huevos rancheros if you'd like some breakfast." His stomach was a little calmer than it had been, but he wasn't sure if he could eat. Doggett moved ahead of him. When they got to the kitchen, Frohike pointed to the table. "Have a seat," he said. "You want some breakfast?" "Sure," Doggett said. "Byers said you made huevos rancheros." Frohike nodded. "Best you'll ever eat outside of Mexico." He handed Doggett a plate. "Byers?" "Give him a plate too," Doggett said. Byers took the plate Frohike proffered and sat next to Doggett, not sure he'd be able to so much as swallow anything. "At least give it a try," Doggett told him. Byers shook Tabasco sauce onto his eggs and stared at them. "Mornin', Agent Doggett," Jimmy said. "Did Byers tell you about the pictures he got?" "Yeah, Jimmy," Doggett said. "I got some photos too. They're probably the same ones." Byers swallowed and took a tiny nibble at the eggs. They weren't quite as nauseating as he'd expected. "What can we do?" he said again. "Nothing," Doggett said. "We're not doing anything about this." "But what about your job?" Byers asked. "Aren't you worried that Kersh will try something?" Doggett shrugged. "It's none of Kersh's business, Johnny. You know that. There's laws against discrimination, and if anyone tries to jerk me around because of those pictures, I'll get the Ombudsman's office and the ACLU on their ass so fast they won't know what hit 'em." "I don't suppose there are other options?" Byers said. "None that'll do us any good. If we cave to this, they'll have us where they want us. All they'd have to do is wave a picture around and they could make us do whatever they wanted, right?" Byers' lips twitched. That was what he'd figured as well, but the idea of being out still made him extremely uneasy. The fact that they'd both be outed only made things worse. "If people know about this, they could use us against each other." "You think they wouldn't do that, whether anyone else knew or not?" Frohike asked. "You know what's happened to Mulder and Scully. They could have done the same thing to us any time they wanted to, but so far they haven't seemed to think we were important enough to bother with. I'd like to keep it that way." "We're easy enough to dismiss as lunatic fringe." Byers looked over at Frohike. "But Agent Doggett's not. He's important enough for them to take notice, and not so easily dismissible. That makes me a target too now, or maybe just a tool to keep him in line." Doggett laid a hand on his shoulder. "We'll get through this, Johnny." Byers shuddered, remembering all the things that had happened to Mulder and Scully over the years -- the losses they'd suffered, the tortures they'd endured. He wondered if he and Doggett would be next. He looked at Doggett. "If they're following us around, what about Langly and Skinner?" "Skinner knows the risks, buddy." Frohike took his own plate and sat at the table with them. "And Langly's a big boy, too. If somebody tries to out them, they'll decide what they wanna do, just like you guys." "This could cause problems for everyone," Byers said. "What if it brings trouble to the paper? What if Agent Doggett gets fired?" Doggett shook his head. "I'll take that risk, Johnny. Those bastards aren't gonna make me back down. We have to be onto somethin' if they reacted like this. And Rosen, he let slip about the nanotech. I still think this project's got something to do with the supersoldiers." "Rosen?" Frohike asked. "Kid from the Bridgeport Zeus lab. The one who got killed last night." Doggett took a few bites of his breakfast. "Good stuff, Frohike." "Last night? You'd think they'd need a coffee break or something." Frohike shook his head, then gave him a brief smile. "Thanks, though." He looked over at Byers. "Byers, you know the guys and I will stand behind you, whatever happens. If some of our readers get pissy and circulation takes a hit, we'll live. Maybe some people will think it gives us more reason to get to the bottom of the conspiracies -- we can work it to our advantage somehow, if we have to." Byers sighed. Doggett was right, and so was Frohike. They couldn't let the conspirators blackmail them, couldn't let the threat of outing stop them from investigating and exposing Zeus and the supersoldiers project. "Okay," Byers said. "If you're not backing down, neither am I." "Isn't this an invasion of your privacy, guys?" Jimmy asked. "I mean, it's not anybody's business who a guy sleeps with." "Yeah, Jimmy," Doggett said, "But these people don't care about that." Jimmy tilted his head. "Well, of course, the bad guys don't, but wouldn't our readers?" Frohike and Byers turned to stare at Jimmy. "You could be right," Doggett said, chuckling. "We could run a piece about attempted blackmail on an FBI investigation into a conspiracy regarding genetic engineering. It would probably raise circulation, Byers," Frohike said. Byers sighed. "We don't have any proof it was Zeus, and it's ethically questionable for us to run that story, considering one of our editorial staff is one of the attempted blackmail victims." It was sure to cause more problems than it would ever solve, he thought. "No, but if they keep messing with you guys, we'll probably be able to swap it to one of the other watchdog groups in exchange for something similar they can't run." Frohike patted Byers' hand. "We can hold onto these photos, check the envelope for prints, see if we can chase down whoever delivered it." "I've already touched the envelope and the photos," Byers said. Frohike nodded. "Yeah, but we know enough to eliminate our prints." "If this is anything like the stuff we're working on with the Zeus investigation, even if you do get prints, you probably won't get an ID on 'em," Doggett said. "We're just gonna have to do what we've been doing, act like we never got the photos." Byers sighed and nodded. "But I gotta admit," Doggett continued, "you really do look hot in that picture from outside the club." He chuckled. Byers sat and stared at him for a moment, his mouth opening and closing. "This is serious!" He couldn't imagine why Doggett would joke about it. "Yeah." Doggett nodded. "And we're seriously gonna ignore it. I have to keep a sense of humor about something." "I need to call Agent Scully," Byers said. "About this?" Doggett asked. Byers shook his head. "No, about the information in the files." "What did you find?" Frohike looked over at him. "Yeah, Byers, what *did* you find?" "I haven't had much of a chance to look it over yet," Byers said, "but what I did see was significant. We had quite a few hits on the search strings I set up last night. It would be easiest if we all just went over it once." "Makes sense," Doggett said. Frohike snorted. "I wanna know now." "So go read the files," Byers said. "I need to do it as soon as I'm done here, right after I call Agent Scully." "Oh, I'll call her," Frohike said. He grinned. "I should have figured you'd volunteer for that," Byers said, allowing himself a smile. Frohike would go to the ends of the earth for Scully, given half a chance. Frohike got up to use a phone. "Hey guys, how's the morning?" Langly wandered in, a huge grin on his face. "Smells like breakfast!" "Huevos rancheros," Jimmy said. "Oh, the good stuff." Langly grabbed a plate and sat in Frohike's vacated chair. He vacuumed up half a plate of eggs before he looked up. "Byers? You look awful. What's up?" Byers slipped the photos into his hand. Langly looked at them and paled. "Oh, shit." "That's about the size of it," Doggett said. "You and Skinner need to lay low for a while. If they're doin' this to me and Johnny, you guys might be next." "Oh, man." Langly shook his head. "This so sucks. I'm sorry, guys. If we were layin' any lower, I'd need a shovel, but I should tell Walter." "You should," Byers agreed. "Be careful, Ree. I don't want to see this happening to the two of you. You might want to stay away from the Oasis for a while." "We might. What are you guys gonna do about it?" Langly asked. "Nothing," Doggett said. Langly gave him a surprised look. "Really?" "What else can we do?" Byers said. "If we react to this, they'll know they can use it against us anytime they want to." "Dude, like Kersh is so gonna be on your ass." "I don't care," Doggett said. "The case is too important. I can't let any of this scare me off." Langly nodded, thoughtful. "Yeah, it is." "I just wish it didn't have to be this way," Byers said. He wondered if Doggett thought he was important at all. Then again, he'd said himself that he had very little to lose, at least compared to Doggett. It wasn't like the guys were going to fire him for sleeping with the man. He didn't have a reputation or a clearance to lose. Jimmy looked up, fork near his mouth. "Why do people think this is a bad thing, guys? I just don't get it." "It's a really long story, Jimmy," Byers said. "A lot of it is because most people aren't as tolerant or understanding as you are." "I just think people should be happy," Jimmy said. "Scully's on her way," Frohike said. "You're in my seat, blondie. Take a hike." "You move it, you lose it," Langly said. He stuck his tongue out at Frohike. "I make enough breakfast for you, and this is the thanks I get." "Guys." Byers looked at both of them. There were days when he really thought he should be collecting child support from somebody for keeping his three roommates in line. "You find anything in the files, Johnny?" Langly asked. "That's why I called Scully," Frohike said. "Awesome." Langly shoveled some more eggs into his mouth. "Get out of my seat, you hippy jerk." Jimmy stood. "I'll get you another one." He wandered off to look for a chair. "At least somebody around here respects my station." Frohike crossed his arms and glared at Langly. "Just 'cuz you're a geezer doesn't mean I should have to get up for you," Langly sneered. Frohike snorted. "You'd get that skinny ass of yours up for Skinner." "Last I looked, Doohickey," Langly said, "you weren't fuckin' me." Frohike opened his mouth but didn't get a chance to retort. "Guys!" Byers stood, exasperated, and leaned over the table at them. "Will you please stop this stupid sniping? We have better things to do with our time." "He's got a point," Doggett muttered to Byers. Byers looked at him, displeased. "Don't encourage them. The next thing you know, they'll be throwing food at each other, and I'll be the one who has to clean it up." Doggett laughed. "Sit down and finish your breakfast, Johnny." Byers sighed and shook his head. He sat again as Jimmy returned with a chair. "Here ya go, Frohike. A chair, just for you." Jimmy set it down between Byers and Langly. Frohike sat, still glaring at Langly. "Thanks Jimmy," Byers said. He hoped it would put an end to his breakfast annoyance. "How long is Scully gonna be?" Langly asked. "Traffic," Frohike said. "Probably at least an hour." "This is too important to sit on," Byers said. He rose from the table again, restless, his stomach too upset to let him finish eating. Grabbing the envelope with the photos in it, he headed for the stairs. "I've got to get started looking through those files." Frohike nodded. "I'll be down in a few. Gonna finish breakfast first." "I'll go with you," Jimmy said. He carried his and Byers' plates to the kitchen. "I'm done," Doggett said. He got up and followed Byers down to the office. "I'd like to get a head start on this before Scully gets here, too." "That's fine with me. The more eyes, the better." Byers gestured at the computer as they approached his desk. "I'll show you the list of search strings. You can use Langly's desk if you like." He needed to focus on something other than the photos or his twisted gut. "Langly's not gonna have me skinned for messing with his computer?" Byers shook his head and sighed. "The likelihood of Langly saying 'boo' to you is almost nil." He looked up at Doggett. "Well, okay, so he'd call you names." He let himself show half a grin. "But he'd be near the door when he did it." Doggett chuckled. "I'd be more afraid of him messin' with my checking account." Byers shrugged. "Well yeah, that's a distinct possibility." "So maybe I should just look over your shoulder instead." Doggett settled in next to him as he scanned the screen quickly. "Can you maybe read a little slower, here, Johnny? I'm having trouble keeping up with you." "Oh, sorry." Byers slowed his scroll, doing a little more reading, and a little less scanning. Frohike and Langly came down the stairs a few minutes later, followed by Jimmy. "So whatcha got, Byers?" Frohike asked. Byers gestured at the other computers. "You can access it. I put it on our net." The more people looking through the information, the faster they'd figure out what was happening. Frohike nodded and sat at his own desk. "Gotcha." Langly sat as well, and turned his own monitor on. When the files came up and he started going through them, he whistled. "This is a hell of a lotta shit, Byers." Byers nodded. "I know." He looked over at Langly. "And a lot of it relates to some of the projects we've investigated over the years." He took a deep breath. "This is significant, guys. There's way too much here. I'm betting this is why we got those photos." "Looks like we did find some nanotech stuff," Frohike said. "I knew it," Doggett said. "This has gotta be why Rosen was killed. It's the only damned thing that makes sense." "Oh, Jesus," Frohike muttered. "What?" Byers turned to him, nerves on edge. The tone of Frohike's voice knotted his stomach even harder. Langly got up and looked over his shoulder. Frohike looked up. "You don't wanna see this, Byers." "What?" Byers asked again. "Shit," Langly said. He looked over at Byers. "Serious, dude. Don't ask." Byers rose and pushed the shorter man out of the way. Looking at the screen, he suddenly got lightheaded. "No, it can't be." Byers shook his head. "Whitecorps. Again." "You think Mata Hari's up to her old tricks?" Frohike asked, eyeing Langly. "Last we looked, she was still hidden," Langly said. "Why would she go back to 'em?" "Who's Mata Hari?" Doggett asked. "This woman Byers knows," Jimmy said. "Her name's Susanne." "Jimmy!" Byers spun and snapped at him, anger rising. Langly answered Byers' sharp retort. "Hey, ease up, Byers. Just 'cuz your chickadee's --" "We don't know who could be listening!" Byers glared at his friends. If they were bugged, it would be impossible to keep Susanne safe. It may have been a few years, but he doubted the conspiracy had stopped looking for her. Doggett shook his head. "Isn't she the one you said was dead?" "Does the concept of witness protection mean anything to you?" Byers growled. Doggett's eyes widened, confusion filling them. "You mean --" Byers clenched his fists. "I mean, everybody just shut up for a minute!" He needed a moment's quiet before he lost it entirely. The day had been far too stressful already, and it had barely begun. "Whoa, Johnny --" Doggett held up his hands. Byers turned on the other Gunmen. "She can't be involved. The failsafe would have let us know if they'd found her. Besides, she wasn't doing nanotech, she --" "Okay, okay," Frohike said, "you got a point. Ease up, Byers." "I'm sorry," Jimmy said. "I didn't mean to get you upset." Byers took a deep breath, deliberately loosening his hands. He walked back to his desk and sat heavily in his chair, face held in both hands. This was going to be a lousy day. He wasn't sure how long he'd been sitting like that when he felt a warm hand on his shoulder. "Johnny, you gonna be okay?" Doggett's voice was soft, concerned. "Fine," Byers whispered. "I'm fine." He had to be fine. If he wasn't, the planet would probably explode. It was just that kind of day. "I'm sorry," Doggett said. "I had no idea." "Nobody's supposed to know." Byers sighed and looked up into Doggett's crystal blue eyes. Byers' face was lined with worry. "As far as we know, the only people who are aware of this are us and Scully, and now you. I'd like to keep it that way." It didn't help that he still missed her, still wished they could have been together. "Uh, Byers," Jimmy said, tentative. "Yes?" Byers turned his head to look at the big man. "You were talkin' about maybe the place bein' bugged." Jimmy gestured toward the door. "Don't we keep tapes from the cameras at the door? I mean, did you look at those yet to see who might have left those pictures?" Byers smacked himself on the forehead. God, he was stupid today. "No, Jimmy. I hadn't thought of it. Thank you. Maybe that'll show something." "Might make the day a little easier to take," Doggett said. "I'd rest a little easier if I knew who did it." "It had to be Rohrer," Byers said. "Who else could it be?" Langly was moving before Byers could rise. He got to the monitor and started playing with the system. By the time Byers got there, the tape was spinning in reverse, lines flickering as it moved at high speed. They watched silently as Frohike, Doggett and Jimmy joined them. A while later, Byers' attention was caught by a flicker on the screen. "Wait, wait! I think that was it!" "Yeah, hang on," Langly said, hitting a few keys. "Gotta run it forward again." "Too small to be that Rohrer guy," Frohike said. "I couldn't really tell," Byers said. "It was moving too fast." He felt jittery, fearing the answer they were about to discover. "Hang on --" Langly moved the tape forward again until a figure appeared in the frame. There wasn't much to go by, as the person leaned down the stairway and tossed the envelope. "Frame by frame it, Langly," Byers said. His heart beat faster as Langly manipulated the image. "Wait -- there," Frohike said, a finger at the top right corner of the screen. "Can you zoom in on that?" Byers said. The angle was awkward, but it was part of a face. "Yeah, just a sec." Langly fiddled around a little more and the image centered in the screen, growing larger, but grainier as it moved. "Oh shit, is that who I think it is?" Frohike asked. Byers' body froze, his stomach knotting hard. It wasn't Rohrer. Doggett watched as the conversation shot back and forth. "Fuck," Langly said, his voice flat. "It's Krycek." "I think we're in trouble, guys," Jimmy said. He had such a gift for stating the obvious. "That guy who was always givin' Mulder a hard time?" Doggett said. "The one who was in the FBI for a while?" Byers just nodded, numb. Krycek. He wasn't dead. This was the last thing he needed, but at least it was indisputable proof that the consortium was involved. Whether or not their current puzzle had anything to do with supersoldiers, Krycek's presence was an almost certain proof that it had something to do with the nanotech that had been injected into Skinner. "Damn it," Langly said. "I knew that fucker wasn't dead. What do you bet that cigarette suckin' geezer's behind this whole fuckin' mess. Damn, damn, damn. I knew it all along." He slammed his fist into the counter the monitor rested on. "Cancerman's still runnin' around too. I can just feel it. Man, Mulder's gonna have an embolism." Byers wondered if he was going to have one of his own before Mulder even heard about it. Krycek was a known danger, whereas the supersoldiers were still more mystery to him than anything else. He knew Krycek's contacts were deadly men, men with incredible power. Even after the consortium flambé at the El Rico Airbase, he'd held onto power and connection, rising even higher in the structure that was left, until he'd allegedly been killed. "Shit," Langly continued. "Walter's gonna have a fuckin' heart attack. He swears that bastard was dead." "It might have been a clone," Byers said softly. "Bled red," Langly said, shaking his head. "The clones, they don't do that." "We don't know what color this one bleeds," Byers replied. "We'll figure it out later, if we have the chance," Frohike said. "We've got a bunch of other stuff to go through in these files. One mystery at a time, okay?" "I wonder if those nanoos put him back together?" Jimmy said. Frohike huffed. "Don't be ridiculous, Jimmy. He was dead. You can't put something dead back together again." "Maybe they got clones now that bleed red," Langly said. Byers sighed, feeling defeated. "Maybe we should just wait for Agent Scully to get here and let us know what she's found. That's more likely to get us answers than these speculations. *** Doggett answered the Gunmen's office door when Scully arrived. The guys had been sniping and arguing for the last half hour, all of them tense. Byers was on edge, trying to hold on, but his emotions had obviously gotten the better of him today. Doggett couldn't really blame him, but he wasn't used to Byers being so obviously angry and afraid. "Morning, Agent Scully." Scully looked up at him. "Good morning, Agent Doggett. Frohike said the guys had found something." "Lots of somethings, really," Doggett said. He stepped back to let her enter the offices and locked the door behind her. "Just as well," she said, heading for the Gunmen. "My own reading turned up some very significant findings as well. I would have come over after breakfast even if Frohike hadn't called." "What've you got?" Doggett asked. Frohike looked up and beamed. "Ah, if it isn't the divine Agent Scully. Thank you for coming over on such short notice." He rose and offered her a seat. "Thanks, Frohike." Scully sat, and the others turned to her. "What do you have?" Byers asked, not bothering with formalities. "I'd like to see what you've turned up first," Scully said. "We may be able to avoid duplicating our efforts. We could save some time." Byers nodded. He leaned back and tapped his computer screen with one thin finger. "TREYNOR definitely includes nanotech," he said. "But it's apparently got fingers everywhere. I think this is a big conspiracy project, Agent Scully, interwoven with who knows how many other projects. I've seen mentions of PURITY and some of their other major work in here. We don't have conclusive proof that this is linked with the supersoldiers Agent Doggett has been investigating lately, but we may be able to link it to what happened with A.D. Skinner." Scully's breath caught, but she spoke without emotion. "Yes, the notebook is definitely recording a nanotech project. Did you get any indications of locations in your file searches?" Byers nodded as Langly picked up the conversation. "Yeah. We got activity in Alameda, White Stone, and Queens. Can't really tell from this who was doing what. I think that's what's in the stuff you got." Langly sat back expectantly. "Yes, Alameda and White Stone. Byers?" Scully looked over at Byers, who turned his face away. Doggett could see him suppress his reaction. "Queens appears to be the important one, though. That's where the statistical spike is. Something anomalous is happening there. The best guess I have is that they're using nanotech to attempt to enhance human strength, endurance, and sensory capacities. There were some notes about enhanced self-healing as well." "So this isn't like the Jeremiahs, healing other people, then," Frohike said. Scully shook her head. "No, apparently the test subjects in the Queens project have registered unusually fast healing capabilities when injured." Byers looked back at her. "That would explain a few things." "Do we have a ping on what TREYNOR's really about, yet?" Frohike asked. "It would help to have samples of the nanotech they're working on," Scully said. "We don't have any way of knowing if it matches what was found in Skinner's bloodstream." "They might be storing some at Zeus in Bridgeport, at the wet lab facilities," Byers said. His voice was tentative, as though he wasn't sure he could quite believe it. "But for all we know, they've moved it since the first two murders. I don't think they want to deal with a subpoena." "First two?" Scully asked. "There's been another one," Doggett said, "this morning. Gary Rosen, the kid Reyes and I interviewed; the one who let slip about the nanotech." "Oh, dear." Scully shook her head. "Another autopsy then?" Doggett nodded. "Same MO though. Head severed, probably the same blunt trauma you noted before." "So am I flying to Hartford this afternoon, or is the body being brought here?" Scully looked up at him. "Monica's gonna arrange to have Rosen's body transported," Doggett said. "She'll be back at Quantico by mid-afternoon, provided nobody gives her any trouble." "Too much to assume that, Dogbert," Langly said. "These guys we're dealin' with, they're mean and they play for keeps." He gestured at Scully. "She knows that. They'll probably make sure the body gets lost in transport or something." Byers looked over at Doggett, blue eyes guarded. "It's possible," he said. "I don't like this. I don't like it at all." He shifted nervously. "Let's not assume the worst unless it happens, guys," Scully said. "It's possible they don't know we have this information yet, and we certainly don't have any evidence that points to a logical conclusion about the murders." The Gunmen all exchanged uneasy glances. "Actually," Doggett said quietly, "we have reason to believe they do know." Scully looked up at him, an eyebrow tilted. "Oh? What happened?" Byers looked down at the floor, blushing red. There really wasn't any way they could hide it. It would come out whether or not they wanted it to. Doggett didn't like talking about it any better than Byers did, but the time had come when he was going to have to level with her. Doggett leaned over and picked up the envelope with the photos from Byers' desk. "I got these this morning," Doggett said. He handed the envelope to Scully. "Or, more accurately, Byers and I both got copies." Scully gave him a puzzled look, then pulled the photos from the manila packet. Her eyes widened and she stared up at Doggett, then over at Byers, who was blushing furiously. "Faked?" she asked. There was doubt in her voice. Doggett shook his head. "I wish. No, they're real." "You two..." She looked up at Doggett again. "I had no idea. I'm sorry, guys." Scully reached out and took Byers' hand, squeezing slightly. "I'm sorry." Byers looked up at her, his face fixed and expressionless but for the blush. "We were careless." "You can't be on guard every moment," Scully said, quiet. "I know. I've tried." "Krycek delivered them," Byers said, pulling his hand away slowly. Doggett watched as Scully's whole body tightened. He moved over closer to her. "Skinner said he was dead," she said. "This might have been a clone," Frohike said. "Couldn't tell if the other arm was real or not," Langly said, nodding. "Video quality was pretty grainy by the time we could ID him." "Skinner *shot* him," Scully said. "He should know if he was dead." "Could have been one of the shapeshifters," Byers said, "if it wasn't a clone." "Or," Scully said, "Skinner was wrong." Her shoulders slumped and she closed her eyes. Doggett hesitated a moment, then laid a gentle hand on her shoulder. "Scully, we'll figure out what's goin' on here. We have to." "We need to get back to the files," Frohike said. "This is obviously really important stuff. I'm guessing there are answers here for miles. We need to start finding 'em." He looked over at Byers. "I know this is rough, buddy, but we need to get with the program and find out what these bastards are up to. If we manage to figure out what the hell they're doing, we can publish. It's not much compensation for the threat in those photos, but it's something." Byers nodded. His body was tight, his back stiff. He turned to his monitor again and began skimming the files. Doggett watched him as Byers focused on his work. "Anything I can do, guys?" he asked. "We're still lookin', Dogbert," Langly said. "Hey, Byers, you seen anything yet that might give us any idea what TREYNOR stands for?" "Not yet," Byers said, brows wrinkling. "But maybe the N stands for Nanotech." "That would make sense," Scully agreed. She paged through the notebook in her lap. "From what I've got here, guys, the Queens project seems to be the key to this whole thing. It's where they've been having their greatest successes. The work there is orders of magnitude different from what's been happening in the other facilities. If we can find the place, we might be able to get some idea of their actual experiments and figure out what they're trying to accomplish." GREEN PEA SUPERMARKET RESTON, VIRGINIA LATER THAT EVENING Doggett wandered the aisles, searching for something to bring to Reyes' house. She'd asked him over for dinner so they could catch up and compare notes about their work for the day. He'd have to tell her about Byers and the photos at some point. He wasn't looking forward to that. Rosen's body had been delivered without incident though, contrary to the Gunmen's probably justifiable paranoia. She'd said they'd be having pasta. He'd bring a loaf of bread and a bottle of wine, as usual. Maybe a decent Shiraz, he thought. He wondered what kind of pasta she was making, but didn't want to call her to ask. She liked to surprise him sometimes. He stood in front of the wine racks, staring at labels. "Hey, Agent Doggett." Doggett startled and his head snapped around toward the voice. "Agent Crane?" Gene Crane was an agent he'd met during the search for Mulder after the abduction. They'd worked together briefly in Arizona, when Skinner and Scully had taken off looking for Gibson Praise a few months earlier. Doggett held out a hand. "What's up, Gene?" "Grabbing something for dinner," Crane said, shaking Doggett's outstretched hand. "On my way home in a few. Haven't seen you here before." "Headin' for Agent Reyes' place. We got some work to discuss. Figured it would go easier over dinner. She's been in Connecticut all day, ensuring the delivery of a body to Quantico." Crane made a face. "Great dinner conversation." Doggett snorted. "Yeah, tell me about it. Better than that green slime shit at the hospital, though." Crane shivered, his weight shifting. "Jesus, John, don't remind me. Disgusting stuff. Horrible smell. Almost ate through your shoes." "That was a bitch," Doggett agreed. He looked back at the wine rack. "Got any ideas for a Shiraz?" Crane shrugged. "I'm more a Merlot kind of guy myself." His voice tightened subtly. "Uh, John, you got a minute?" Doggett looked back at Crane. "Something wrong?" Crane shuffled slightly, looking away. "Not sure. Could be." "You're not sure? What is it?" Doggett asked. Crane looked around uneasily. "I don't think we should talk about it here. Come with me." He gestured toward the double doors into the back of the store. Customers could enter the back area to use the bathrooms, but Doggett rarely found himself back there. "What kinda thing is it we can't discuss here?" Doggett asked, lowering his voice below the piped-in music. "It's... look, it's work related. I don't feel comfortable talking about it here." Crane gestured toward the door again with his chin. Doggett was starting to worry now. He wasn't in Crane's division. Their work had nothing to do with each other since his assignment to the X Files. Had photos been delivered to the Hoover? Crane moved toward the doors, and Doggett followed, drawn by nervousness and curiosity. Behind the doors was a cluttered warehouse space. Crane kept walking further back. Doggett looked around as they moved, wondering where Crane was leading, and why. He had a strong feeling that the situation was wrong, in a bad way. His stomach froze when he noticed something weird about Crane's collar. It lay strangely across the back of the man's neck, and when Crane turned his head, an odd bump was revealed. Doggett's gut seized. He'd seen that type of bump before -- on Knowle Rohrer. On Billy Miles. "Shit." The word escaped his lips before he realized he'd said anything. Crane turned, fast as a cobra. One hand shot out and grabbed Doggett's wrist. A quick twist, and Doggett yelped in pain. "Ahh! Fuck!" He jerked back, twisting his arm to get away from Crane's iron grip. Only the suddenness of his movement broke the handhold. He bolted away from Crane, knowing the man -- if that's what he was anymore -- could easily kill him with his frightening strength. The supersoldier lunged at Doggett, and he dodged the grab, running between the piled crates of produce. He had no idea if he could evade Crane. Doggett could hear Crane's feet pound on the cement slab floor, getting closer. He slipped around a corner and hurried down another aisle between the crates, head held low. The sound of Crane's feet followed him. He tried to quiet his panicked breathing, wondering if Crane could hear him pant. "You should have been one of us, John." Doggett grit his teeth, biting back a sharp gasp. One of them? He didn't even know what had been done to them -- to Knowle, who'd been an old friend, a service buddy. They'd fought side by side. All he understood now was that Knowle wasn't the man he'd known anymore. Something in him had changed, twisted, and Crane was probably exactly like Rohrer now. There was something evil lurking in them. The thought of being... changed into whatever the hell these men had become, of being the slave of some shadowy organization that appeared bent on the destruction of humanity -- it was too much. He ran blindly, almost slamming into the ladder as he turned the last corner. He grabbed the thin metal with one hand and climbed quickly, realizing it led up to a catwalk as he was about halfway up. He wondered if he could climb up into the ventilation system and get out that way before Crane found him. Heart pounding in his panic, Doggett reached the catwalk. From here, he could go two ways. He ran to the right, feet clanging on the metal grating. A quick look back, and he saw Crane ascending the ladder behind him. "Fuck fuck fuck," he muttered. He kept running. By the time Crane got to the top of the ladder, Doggett had come to a dead end over a maintenance platform that served one of the huge industrial fans ventilating the warehouse. He stopped, gasping for breath. Crane was too close behind him. He'd never make it back to where the catwalk had been crossed by another walkway before Crane got to him. He took a brief look down. The view was dizzying. He wasn't afraid of heights, but his fear left him overwhelmed. There was another ladder down, but it was back about fifteen feet. He ran for it, hoping he'd make it before Crane got to him. The transformed agent slammed into him before he reached the ladder, knocking him back against the metal safety railing. He almost went over as he lost his balance. Doggett grabbed the railing with both hands, holding on with all his strength. Doggett yelped when Crane's fist slammed into his face. "Ow! Shit!" His arm flew up to cover his face. When he blinked his eyes open again, his vision was blurred. Blood streamed down his face. Shaking his head, he grabbed Crane's arm just above the elbow and jerked hard, hoping to toss him off balance. This time, Crane was ready for him. "You'd be good with us, John," Crane said, his voice low and far too calm. "Fuck you, Crane!" Doggett could hear his voice crack in his terror. He lashed out with a foot, landing a sharp blow on Crane's knee. The supersoldier's leg slipped back, but Crane barely blinked. Doggett twisted away from him and ran back toward the fan, knowing he wasn't going to get past him to the ladder. Crane followed, right on his heels. Panic rising, Doggett stopped, slamming into the chain between the rails at the end of the catwalk. He wondered if he could take the fall. There were produce crates below. If the fall didn't kill him, the wood shattering under him might. He sure as hell wasn't immune to slabs of broken wood thrust through his body. He looked back just in time to see Crane swing for him. Doggett slipped to one side, Crane's fist creasing his ribcage without making full impact. The blow stunned him, but he didn't feel anything break; he gasped, doubling over from the pain. He could feel his damaged eye swelling, blood still flowing down his cheek as his ribs throbbed. "You can't have me, damn it!" Doggett lurched upright, swinging with both fists clenched together as Crane advanced. He caught Crane under the chin and arced him back, flipping him over the chain. Crane bounced off the work platform and rolled, falling over the edge. Doggett heard the scream as Crane's body hit the industrial fan. Blood sprayed everywhere. He sat heavily, panting. "Fuckin' asshole." REYES RESIDENCE RESTON, VIRGINIA SEVERAL HOURS LATER "John, you're late. Why didn't you --" "Sorry, Monica. Things got a little... complicated." Doggett watched Reyes' eyes widen when she saw him. "Oh, my God, come in." She grabbed his sleeve and pulled him in the door, closing it behind him. There was fearful concern on her face. "What happened to you?" Doggett followed her into the living room and dumped himself on her couch. "Ran into a little trouble." "That's obvious." She took his face in her hands and tilted his head up. One gentle thumb brushed over the butterfly tape that held the cut on his eyebrow closed. "What kind of trouble? " Doggett sighed. He was still half-panicked but he didn't want her to know. He took a slow, quiet breath. "We may be bugged here." She looked around. "You could be right. Come with me." Reyes led him into the kitchen and turned on the stove fan. It rattled enough to cover a quiet conversation. He sat at the table as she stood over him. They kept their voices low. "John?" She stroked his cheek with one warm hand. He closed his eyes and leaned into the caress. "Gene Crane, Monica. One of the agents I worked with on Mulder's disappearance. He's one of them. I ran into him at the store on my way over here. He... they..." Reyes waited a moment, but Doggett couldn't say it. "Agent Crane? One of whom, John?" Doggett took Reyes' hand. "He's one of the supersoldiers." She gasped. "How badly are you hurt?" Reyes examined his face more closely. "When did this happen?" "Just a couple hours ago. I had to file a police report while the medics checked me over. This is the worst of it. I got some sore ribs, but nothing's broken." He touched his chest where he'd been struck. Reyes' hand followed his. "Let me see," she said quietly. She touched him where his hand rested, and he flinched, hissing. She pulled his hand away and carefully unbuttoned his shirt so she could look. "Oh, John." He could see the purpling bruise on his ribs and watched as Reyes touched it gingerly with the tips of her fingers. She looked up at him. "I'm okay, Monica. Really." "Why did he attack you?" Doggett suppressed a shudder. "He was talking like he wanted to take me back to them. Said I shoulda been one of 'em. I think they want to turn me into... one of them." Her brown eyes snapped wide open. "No," she whispered. "No." She slipped her arms around his waist and sat in his lap. He wrapped his own arms around her and lay his head on her shoulder. "It's okay, Mon. I'm okay." He could see the distress in her face as she leaned down to kiss him. Her lips were soft and warm, and he needed her gentleness. The idea of being taken away and experimented on -- it shook him to the core. He felt himself start to tremble and wondered if Reyes could feel it too. "I'm safe," he whispered against her lips. He wasn't sure he believed his own words. "Are you? Are any of us?" She pulled back and looked into his eyes. "I knew this was going to go sour, John. Someone's going to get hurt. I don't want it to be you." Doggett tried to still the shudder that made its way up his spine. He could feel the truth in her words. "I'll be careful. We'll all be careful." "What happened?" "Crane's dead. Fell into an industrial fan. It was... ugly." He closed his eyes, trying to block out the memory. He could still smell the blood. It was spattered on his suit. "The cleanup crew found one of those metal vertebrae. You remember the one we found a few weeks ago, that we couldn't explain?" "The one that went missing." Doggett nodded. "I think all the supersoldiers have 'em. Crane, he had this weird bump on the back of his neck. I think it's from those metal vertebrae. Rohrer had a bump like that, and so did Billy Miles." Her eyes widened, one eyebrow rising. "You mean we have a way of identifying them?" "Only if we can get close enough and they don't know what we're looking for. It's risky." Reyes' weight shifted in his lap. She held him tighter. "It's better than nothing." "Yeah, it is. But not by much." "I wonder if an x-ray or a metal detector would find them?" "I dunno. Scully said nobody could identify the metal the first vertebra was made of while they had it. It was really weird. We're gonna have to test this one to see if it'll show up on scans." "Well, it has to be made of something. Maybe they had the wrong people looking at it, or they weren't doing the proper tests." "I'm not sure." Doggett shrugged. "I bet Frohike could figure it out, if we could get the thing to him." Reyes snorted. "Frohike? What would he know about analyzing an unknown metal?" "Hey, he's a pretty clever little guy, Mon. Did you know he built an MRI machine out of an old TV and some spare parts?" "You've got to be kidding." She rolled her eyes. Doggett chuckled. "Nope. The guys have got a lot more going for 'em than you want to admit." Reyes stared at him for a moment. "Okay, okay. I'll admit that they're smarter than I tend to credit them for, but really. They're... God, they're strange." "They just take a little gettin' used to." "I'm not sure I'll ever get used to them." She leaned in and kissed Doggett's forehead, touching her lips to the cut on his eyebrow. "But you're right. They have been helping. They just need to stay clear of this case. I don't like them much, but I don't want to see them hurt any more than you or Dana do." He sighed, relaxing into the touch. He needed peace right now. Being in Reyes' arms felt good. It had been a long time since they'd spent time together outside of work. He tried to set aside the fear for a while. Crane was dead. There was nothing he could pass on to the other supersoldiers at this point. He and Reyes needed to get work out of the way and have some dinner. "I'm sorry I didn't bring the bread and wine, like I was going to." Reyes kissed him. "John." She smiled. "You're here. Right now, that's enough." "Scully and the guys got quite a bit of information out of the files and that notebook we recovered." Reyes stood. "If we're going to keep talking about work, let me make you some coffee while I fix dinner." He nodded. "Sounds good. I could really use some." He rested his face in his hands while she moved about. His eye hurt, and he had a headache. The medic had said it would be a few days before the swelling went down, but it hadn't damaged his sight at all. He was grateful for that, at least. It wasn't long before Reyes slipped a mug of coffee under his nose. "Thanks," he said. "So what did Dana and the Stooges come up with?" Doggett bit back a comment and gave her the information instead. "We got three locations with potential supersoldier activity: Alameda, White Stone, and Queens. Looks like Queens is the place where all the significant stuff is happening. Scully's pretty sure the experimentation there has to do with the expansion of human physical capabilities, probably somehow enhanced by all this nanotech we've been findin'. Langly believes it's got something to do with what happened to Skinner, and that what he got injected with was some earlier version of this stuff. "Langly and Frohike say they got some numbers that are supposed to be identifiers for individual test subjects. That means maybe we can get some estimate of how many supersoldiers are out there, at least for this phase of the project. I think this started after Rohrer got... changed. Scully doesn't think Billy Miles had anything to do with the supersoldier project at all. She thinks he's the result of something else entirely. Mulder swore the guy was some kinda 'replacement alien', but you know how I feel about that." Reyes nodded, stirring the spaghetti and the alfredo sauce. "No evidence of extraterrestrial involvement. But how do we know for sure there isn't any? Absence of evidence isn't necessarily evidence of absence." "Well, we don't, but I'm still not buyin' this whole alien business. It stinks. It's just too weird." Byers had come close to getting him to accept it, almost managing to make it sound rational, but there were some lines he just couldn't bring himself to cross. Reyes sat at the table with him. "I need a smoke. Do you mind?" Doggett shook his head. "It's your place." He waved a hand at her. She pulled out her pack of Morley Lights and lit one. He watched as she leaned back, eyes closing as she inhaled. The smoke stank, but the look on her face was sensual. He wished he had something that relaxed him that much, but the idea of lung cancer just didn't appeal. "Scully says the stuff in the files is pretty scary," Doggett said. "Lots of anomalies. Stuff indicating superhuman strength, abnormally fast healing capacities, things like that. It would fit with what we know about the supersoldiers right now. It's looking like there's a definite relationship between Zeus and the supersoldiers project, though we're not sure exactly where. My guess is the Queens facility. It was in those TREYNOR files the guys found for us a month or so back. The genetic engineering stuff is just the surface level. I think a lot of it is just cover. This nanotech project is like something out of the movies, Mon. I can't believe this whole mess. If I hadn't had the crap kicked out of me by Billy Miles and Crane, I'd never believe in the damned things." "You've always had a hard time believing in anything that you didn't see for yourself, John. I hate saying this, especially under these circumstances, but you've come a long way." Reyes took another puff from her cigarette. "You're a little more able to open your mind now, to accept extreme possibilities. Being able to admit they exist means you might actually be able to deal with them." He wasn't sure how much he really wanted to accept or admit. Too much, and he'd no longer be credible. His career was already halfway into the toilet as it was. It was one thing to risk his career to bring down a tangible conspiracy; risking it with wild talk about space aliens was another. He was no Mulder -- thank God. "Yeah, yeah. Anyway," Doggett continued, "Scully says that the codes on the project aren't recognized NIH codes, so the National Institute of Health is out of the loop with the research that Zeus is doing. Nothing from the Department of Defense or the Department of Energy, either, even though they both got an interest in the Human Genome Project. No visible funding. That creeps me out. It's gotta be some kinda real hush hush stuff, something the military's burying. The normal regulatory agencies haven't got a clue this is going on." He took a deep breath. The day's discoveries had all been weird ones, and his encounter with Crane hadn't helped him feel any more secure about what was happening. All he knew was that he didn't want to end up as some mad science project. "I need a break from this for a few," he said. "What did you find?" "Same M.O." Reyes gestured at Doggett with her cigarette. "Rosen's head was severed, and it looked like the same kind of damage McCrae and Sprague sustained. We found impressions of military boots again, but from a forensic study of the impressions so far, we apparently have three sets of boots, and three different individuals responsible for the murders. They were different sizes, with different wear patterns." Doggett nodded. "God, we need to find out how many of these bastards we're dealing with. Scully's guessing a few hundred at least, just from the Queens facility." Reyes shuddered. "I don't like it. It's not good odds." "Gimme Vegas any day," Doggett said. "I'd rather take on the mob." If Crane was a supersoldier, how many others had infiltrated the FBI, or the military? How much did the Pentagon know -- or did it? Mulder had insisted that aliens were replacing key individuals -- politicians, men of power, agents in important positions. Aliens or human conspirators, it didn't matter. The fact was, something nasty and dangerous was happening, and there didn't seem to be any cognizance of it in the usual official channels. For all anyone knew, it was happening under the government's nose. He'd have to talk to Mulder again soon. "I delivered the body to Quantico myself, and checked on it before I left for the day," Reyes said. "Dana had already been in and at least briefly examined the body, but I haven't seen her report yet. I'm not sure if she did the autopsy this afternoon or not." "I think she was gonna," Doggett said. "We'll probably get her report tomorrow." Reyes stubbed out her cigarette. "God, I hate this habit." She stared at the butt in her fingers, then dropped it into the ash tray. Doggett bit back a gleeful comment about it, knowing it would only annoy her. She stood to check the pasta. "Skinner didn't tell me anything when I asked, John. He and Langly have got to have something going on, with the way they were acting. Skinner doesn't just casually stroke somebody's hair. And the way they looked at each other? God, Langly, of all people. There's just something cosmically wrong with the whole idea." She shook her head, mild disgust on her face. "I thought Skinner would have better taste than that. Why won't you tell me what's going on?" He shook his head. "It's personal stuff on his part. I got no right to talk about it, like I'd have no right to talk about your personal stuff. I'm sorry." She looked back at him, disappointment in her eyes. Doggett headed back for neutral waters, convinced that telling her about the blackmail attempt right now was a bad idea. He knew he had to tell her, but after dinner it might sit better. Preferably after a few beers. "It's looking like we're gonna need to get into the Queens facility to get to the bottom of this, Monica. Probably soon. I'm getting a bad feeling about this whole thing, like evidence is gonna disappear. I don't think it's worth trying to go back to Bridgeport. Byers guesses that any evidence that might have been there is gone now, and it's probably at Queens, assuming it still exists. Scully thinks he's right." Reyes looked back from the boiling pasta. "So, are we heading out there tomorrow? Should we get Skinner onto getting a search warrant for us first thing in the morning?" "No." Doggett frowned. "I don't like it much, but the guys have a point. We're gonna have to do this covertly. Get in and get out, outside the usual channels. If we try to get a warrant, and there is some kind of conspiracy here, they'll have stuff moved by the time we have the paper in hand. We gotta get in and out quick, see if we can nab anything on the sly before they got time to move stuff." Reyes raised an eyebrow and grinned. "You? John Doggett? Advocating breaking and entering? I think you've been hanging around with those guys too much lately. Next thing you know, you'll have us subverting the entire government." "And we aren't now? Like I said, I don't like it. It stinks. But I think the guys are right. We go by the book, and we won't find a damned thing. Scully figures all we'll get is an empty warehouse. She says these guys -- if they're part of the same conspiracy -- they move fast, and they don't leave anything behind." The idea ate at his gut. The evidence, if they turned any up, would never be admissible in court. Not that aliens and supersoldiers and green-blooded clones were likely to get a day in court to begin with. It conflicted with everything he knew as a good cop. The X Files and what he had to do to investigate them were tearing down so much of what he'd considered his moral center. He wondered if he'd end up hating himself before they were done. Would he be the same man, in any sense? He wasn't sure how Byers managed to live with it. They'd talked about it a little when they were in New York. Byers seemed able to come to some kind of compromise with himself. He didn't resort to murder, wouldn't stoop to the worst of the opposition's methods. There were lines he and the guys wouldn't cross. Doggett certainly admired Byers' dedication and his ability to cope. He wished he had a little of that right now. He sighed and shook his head. Some questions were too hard to answer. These weren't ordinary perps. Nothing like this was provided for in the book -- the men in the conspiracy manipulated the government and made the laws. With the X Files, the book kept changing every Goddamn day. It didn't seem like there were any rules but stay alive. He'd been trying to accept that everything was different now, but sometimes it was hard. What the hell did a guy do when his UNSUBs were most likely science experiments gone wrong? Were Miles and Rohrer and the others like them even still human? He just didn't know anymore. He hated the moral dilemma. More than that, he hated the fear he felt. He was terrified that they wanted him. How far would they go to get him? What would they do with him if they caught him? Obviously they weren't above using Byers as a pawn. He rose and went to Reyes, slipping his arms around her from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder. "I don't wanna be what they are," he whispered to her. "I don't want 'em to turn me into some kind of a monster." "John." She turned in his arms to face him, and put her own arms around him. "Stay tonight." He nodded, burying his face in her shoulder. He wasn't sure he wanted Byers to know what had happened today. At least not now, not tonight. The photos had shaken his sub already, and this -- Doggett thought it might be too much. "Yeah. I'll stay. Thanks, Mon." She raised his face and kissed him. This time he answered her kiss with need. It felt good, soft tongues brushing together; the heated scent of her body making his heart pound. It had been too long since they'd shared a bed and he wanted her, needed the feel of her body on his. Her kindness and passion wrapped him like a warm blanket, and he desperately needed that now. She'd known him for years, and what he craved, Byers couldn't give him. Not now, not yet. He needed the comfort of familiarity, and the easy grace of long knowledge and acquaintance. With Reyes, he wouldn't have to explain anything. She would know without his asking. Much as he was coming to care for Byers, the man couldn't provide those things. No one else could. There were passions and history that bound him to Reyes as surely as Luke's being had bound him to Barbara. He knew it. Reyes knew it. They'd both accepted it years ago. This intimate friendship and the nights they spent together, they were a part of the rhythm of their lives. "Thanks for bein' here," he said. She held his face in her hands, locking her deep brown eyes on his. "Someday, John, you'll have to make up your mind. I won't wait for you forever." He nodded. "I know." "I wish we were closer." Doggett could hear the ache in her voice. He knew she wanted them to be more than they were, but he just couldn't be what she wanted. He couldn't give up what he found in being with other men, and he doubted she'd be likely to accept his more unusual desires if he ever asked her to play. He kissed her hard, wanting her but regretting the chasm between them. "I can only offer what we've already got, Mon," he said when he came up for air. Their hearts were pounding, and he could feel her heavy breath. "You know we can't be more than this. We've known it for years. You keep asking me back anyway." "I know." She traced a finger along his cheek to his chin. "But I need someone to be with, not someone who's in and out of my bed like this. I hope someday you'll stay." With a disappointed sigh, she turned in his arms again and checked the pasta and sauce. "It's ready. Would you get some plates and silverware out?" They ate in near-silence, side by side, thighs touching. Doggett knew they'd share a bed tonight. He wanted it deeply, wanted her. She was hot and sweet and incredibly sexy. He slipped a hand onto her leg, caressing gently. She smiled up at him. The look in her eyes was tender. For a moment, Doggett's chest ached. "I don't wanna be taking advantage of you, Monica. We both know this isn't gonna change. Maybe we shouldn't be doin' this. It's not fair to you." She shook her head. "I still enjoy making love with you, John. I don't want to give that up just yet. I need that from you sometimes." He took a deep breath. "Yeah." He nodded. "Yeah, I do too. You're really something special to me." Reyes lowered her eyes, smiling. "So are you." She covered his hand in her lap. "I just wish things were different, that's all. It would be so much easier for both of us." Doggett leaned toward her, taking her in his arms and holding her tight. Her softness and warmth were so necessary to him sometimes. There was an intimacy between them that he'd rarely felt with others. Sometimes he wondered what might have happened if he'd met her instead of Barbara, how his life might have been different. Would Luke have... He couldn't go there. Reyes kissed him with passionate intensity, leaving him gasping, mind dragged back into the moment. He stood and pulled her up with him. Body to body, they kissed again, heat rising between them. He'd forgotten how good she felt. Her hands slipped down his sides to his hips, caressing and arousing him. He moaned as her hands moved, and she echoed his sound. Pulling back, she caught her breath. "I have to do the dishes." "Tomorrow." He pulled her back to him and took her mouth, tongues slipping together, leaving him achingly hard. His own hands roamed her body, exploring the slopes and curves of her familiar form. There was something irresistible about the way she felt in his arms, under his palms. When she took his hand and let him to her bedroom, he followed without hesitation. They undressed each other slowly. She showed herself off to him, wanton, stroking his chest when he took off his shirt. His ribs ached where Crane had struck him, but the touch of her hands aroused him despite the pain; small and soft and slipping along his ribs and over his nipples. Her fingers were slender, light and agile. He cupped the mounds of her breasts as she revealed them to him. He could feel the nubs of her nipples rise into the center of his palms as he stroked them, a sweet sensation that left him hungry for her. This kiss was deeper than the ones that had come before. He felt as though they were trying to consume one another, steal each other's souls through their mouths. She was so familiar, so comfortable. He pressed himself slowly against her body, his hardness meeting her belly as they caressed one another. Their mutual touch left a trail of gooseflesh where their skin met. Doggett squeezed and kneaded her breasts, gentle but urgent, and she moaned into his mouth, leaning into him with all her weight. Her tongue burned against his. She took one of his hands in hers and brought it to her lips, kissing and licking his palm with sensual heat. He shuddered at the soft, wet flame that bloomed in the center of his hand. "Ohhh, Monica." He lowered his face near hers and sucked on her fingers as she teased his palm. He wanted to be inside her hot, wet core, sliding his rod between her slick lips, bodies tangled and thrusting together. He craved her legs around him, holding him tight, a willing prisoner to her embrace. He kissed and nipped his way up her arm to the curve of her neck, and she groaned, arching back to let him explore her more fully. His hands took advantage, slipping her jeans down her hips. He growled quietly, sucking at the tender flesh behind her ear. Reyes moaned again in response. He could feel the rumble of her moan through his body, resonating in his chest and belly. It made him harder with want and he pressed the length of his shaft against her. "Mmmm... God, John. Want you." Her hands opened his belt and unbuttoned his trousers. They slipped down along his ass, tracing the lines of muscle, pushing his pants down from his hips. Her fingers found the crevice between his cheeks and slipped softly along it. He shivered. His naked cock met her bare flesh and the heat of their bodies stoked the flames within him. She reached over toward her bedside table. He knew what she wanted. He kicked his shoes off. "Yes." He eased her down onto the bed, pulling her jeans from her legs, and stepped out of his pants. Reaching over, he pulled a condom from her drawer and slipped it on. She pulled at his shoulders. "C'mere, John." Her voice was deep and sultry, like buttered rum. He lay atop her, kissing her fast and fierce, over and over again. He wanted her too much to speak, his need expressed in quiet, rumbling sounds as his mouth searched her body. With lips and tongue he explored her arms, her breasts, her belly. She moaned, then gasped as his teeth pinched her ripe, brown nipples. "Oh, yessss..." Reyes' fingers stroked through his short hair, unable to get purchase as he followed the curve of her belly to nuzzle in her pubic hair. "Please." She raised one knee, opening her legs to him. The scent of her wet lips pulled him close and he licked at her with the tip of his tongue. Shuddering, she groaned and pressed his head between her thighs. He plunged into her sweet cunt, licking and sucking at the soft flesh, invading her deeply with his tongue. She was so hot. His heart pounded as he pleasured her, slipping a finger inside to give her more sensation. "Aaaah..." She bucked into him, pressing his hand deeper into her wetness. "Unh, oh, John..." The burning reality of her body, the taste and scent of her, the wetness surrounding his fingers as he slipped another within her, it fired him with passion. He didn't think he could wait longer, but he wanted her to come before he entered her. He loved slipping into her as she bucked and her tight opening spasmed around him. She always made the most incredible sounds when he thrust into her like that. "Mmmmm..." Doggett sucked at her clit, and she bucked, gasping. "Unh, yeah! Oh God, more!" Her head thrashed back and forth on her pillow. He smiled as he licked, and stroked his fingers into her more deeply. With each thrust, she got slicker. He could feel her clit swell under his tongue as she fell more deeply into her pleasure. It wouldn't be long. Reyes wrapped her thighs around him, forcing him closer, deeper. He pulled at her clit with his lips, sucking hard, driving her mercilessly toward the edge. His fingers slid over her sweet spot, pressing into her again and again. She bucked frantically against him. "Aaauh! aauh! aaaaaugh!" The tight muscles within her clamped down on his fingers, and he pulled them out of her as she rocked with her orgasm. Sliding up her body, he entered her quickly, the wet heat of her throbbing passage drawing an explosive shout from him. "Unh, aaah, oh God, Monica!" Thrusting hard, he pushed her past the crest of the orgasm and she gasped, breathless and moaning. Whimpering, she pulled at him, scratched at his shoulders and ass, clenched his hips to her with her powerful legs. "More," she groaned. He stroked into her deep, giving her what she wanted -- what he needed. As she peaked into a second orgasm, he gasped and cried out. It was good. It was hot. It was so sweet. It wasn't Byers. Doggett came hard, groaning, wishing she was Byers. He'd never felt that way with Reyes before; never wanted her to be anyone else. Why the hell did he want Byers? Why right now, like this? Exhausted, he slumped onto Reyes' body as they moaned together. He clutched her tight to him. "Uh, uh, uh, John..." She was gasping with the slowing spasms of her orgasm. God, she made him feel good. "Mon," he whispered, panting. He tried to put Byers' dark, red-brown hair out of his mind. He was with Reyes. He wanted to be here. He cared for her so much, loved her in his own way. "God." He squeezed his eyes shut and held her even closer. He could hear the distress in his own voice, and hoped she wouldn't notice. Reyes' breath steadied beneath him. "John? Are you okay?" He shuddered, a brief, sharp movement. "Yeah. Yeah." He nodded. "I just had a really rough day. I'm sorry." "Roll over on your side." He complied, and her body followed his, the two of them still joined as they lay face to face. She brought one hand to his face and stroked his cheek. "It's okay to look at me." He opened his eyes. "I'm sorry, Mon. I'm just -- I feel like half of me isn't here right now." She kissed him softly. "You look a million miles away. Do you want to talk about it?" "I have to," he said. "It's... what happened, it effects both of us. It could really make a mess of things at work." He pulled out of her gently and kissed her neck. "What is it, John?" He took a deep breath, let it out. "You're not gonna like it." She stroked his cheek with her thumb. "How bad is it?" "Somebody's threatening to blackmail me, Mon." "Oh, no. How? With what?" Doggett braced himself. "You know I been seeing a guy again lately." "For the last month or so, yes." She looked at him, dark brown eyes concerned. "We... I got a little careless. Somebody got pictures. Nothing graphic, just... a little bit indiscreet. It was enough." He could feel himself start to blush, hoping she couldn't see it in the dark. Reyes ran a hand along his shoulder. "You don't usually see men for long. Admittedly, it could be a problem at work, but if you're not seeing the guy anymore --" "I'm still seeing him, Mon." "Well, maybe you should stop, then. Reduce the risks. " Doggett shook his head. "No, it's not that simple. I really like this guy. He's different than the others; I... I care about him. And... well, it's just not that simple." "Why not?" The question was cautious. "Walking away from them has never been a problem before. Who is he? Someone the blackmail could hurt?" "Monica, it's --" he took a deep breath. "It's John Byers." Her eyes opened wide in shock. "Byers?" Doggett nodded. "Yeah. This whole thing is as much a threat to him as it is to me. He got copies of the photos too. You know what the guys do, and how they're involved in this case. They're hoping to scare us off it. It's not gonna happen." Anger settled into Reyes' face. "Get up. Get dressed. I'm not talking with you about this in my bed." Well, that didn't really surprise him. He rose and found his clothing, put it on. Reyes did the same, fuming. "I know you don't like him, but it's not like you know him that well," Doggett said. "You don't know what he's really like. Can't you give him a chance?" Reyes' eyes hardened. "Living room. We'll talk there." She pulled her t-shirt down over her head. "I can't believe you could be that stupid," she muttered. Doggett returned to her living room in silence. He didn't want to make things worse, but she had to know. The blackmail attempt was a problem that was leaking all over this case. They'd known each other for years, and he'd been aware that she wouldn't like the situation, but they had to find a way to work through this -- to work together and solve the case. He didn't want to lose her over this. "First our boss and Langly, now you and Byers," Reyes grumbled. "What's next? A fivesome with Frohike?" That hurt. "Monica, please." She came up behind him, zipping her jeans. "I can't believe you two. At least Skinner isn't going to go after you for sleeping with a man -- even if it is Byers. I assume he knows?" Doggett nodded. He sat on the couch. "Yeah, he does. It's all recent though." "Do you understand what kind of a risk you're taking with your career -- what kind of a risk Skinner is taking with his -- in being with those guys? You could get seriously hurt here. You could lose your security clearance -- your job. You could lose everything, John. I just don't think Byers is worth it!" "It's nobody's business who anybody sleeps with except the people involved. You've never had a problem like this before, so why now? Why about John? You act like the guys have a criminal record, like they're the ones we should be putting in jail. They've never been convicted of anything, Monica. And since you don't really even know him, who are you to judge if he's worth taking a risk for?" "They may not have a record, but you can't tell me that what they do isn't illegal. How can you want someone like that? How can you *like* someone like that?" He could see the anger in her eyes, hear it in her rising voice. "Intent is important too. The guys, they're on the right side, Monica. They're trying to do the same things we are, they're just doing it differently. It seems like any other time, you'd be on their side -- you fight for the underdogs, Mon. You're not makin' sense here." "What the hell do you see in him, John? He's paranoid. He lives in a warehouse. He's... he's a *man* -- you've never been interested in a man for anything more than a little messing around before. He's not even your usual type! Why can't you just let this go? Walk away from him, take the case out of their hands?" She didn't know that he'd sometimes had feelings for other men beyond just the sex before. He'd never told her -- how could she know? "We need them right now. You know as well as I do that nobody in the Bureau can do a better job at what they're doing. And my reasons for liking him are my own. I don't think you really even want to hear what I see in him; you wouldn't listen, not when you're acting this way. You're not usually like this, Mon, and I don't get it. You don't judge people like this. What is it that you dislike about them so much?" Reyes paced the living room, lighting up a cigarette. "How could you, John? It sounds like you're... you're getting involved with him. I can't believe this. It's like he means more to you than they usually do." The simple truth was, Byers did. Why should that be so awful? Confusing, sure, but he was upset that it seemed to be causing her such a problem. Doggett looked up at her, puzzled. "Monica, are you jealous?" It was the only thing that made much sense to him. She'd never been angry about him being with guys before. He didn't think her general dislike of Byers and his friends would make this much of a difference to her. She looked at him, arms crossed tight over her chest. "No, John. I am not jealous." The fury in her voice told him a different story. "It's not like you've never seen anyone else," he said. "We don't have any kind of exclusive claim on each other. Never have. But we've always been there for each other, ever since we met. I don't understand why you're being this way. You've always been the open-minded one, way more than me. Monica, I've got trouble here -- we've got trouble. This whole blackmail thing, it's not gonna stop me from working on this case, but you have to know that it's dangerous. What are these guys gonna do next? They're definitely trying to stop us -- not just me, us." "John." Reyes sighed and her face softened. "I'm sorry. Yes, some of what I've said was un-called for. I'm very concerned about you. I think staying involved with Byers and keeping them on the case is going to get you hurt -- and maybe other people too." She looked away. "I think if you keep seeing Byers, you're going to bring nothing but trouble to yourself, and to this case." "John hasn't got anything to do with why the supersoldiers might want me, Monica. I think that started a long time ago, when whoever it is got their hands on Knowle." He wrung his hands together then rested them on his knees. "This whole mess, John is really just incidental to it. It can hurt him too, but I really don't believe he's their target. He doesn't think anybody in the conspiracy takes him, or any of them, seriously. Just like you don't." Reyes looked back at him. "You know Kersh will use anything against us now. He seems to have a particularly bad attitude about you, and I think this could shoot your career down." Doggett nodded. "Oh yeah, Kersh has a hard-on about it. But let's be realistic here. There's anti-discrimination policies in place. It has to go outside of his chain of command before they can do much to me. It would have to go through legal and the ombudsman's office. Kersh can't just arbitrarily toss me. And I'll fight it every Goddamned step of the way." "I know you will, John." Reyes sighed. "You're a stubborn man, and I love you. But I think you're making a mistake." "Then it's my mistake to make." He stood. Reyes walked to the door with him. "Good night, John." He could hear the resignation in her voice. He was hesitant when he spoke. "Good night, Monica." Doggett looked back at her one last time before he shut the door, wishing it had been easier. He hoped she'd talk to him in the morning. ~~ end chapter 3 of 4~~