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  Gross 
 by catseatbugs  

 He finds House with Coma Patient and a vague guilt wells up in him when
he can't recall the patient's name. House is sitting with his legs
stretched out like a doll that only bends at the waist, a sandwich in his
hand and Wilson can see that this is a good day. On bad days Wilson wants
to hurt House, hurt House for hurting himself, hurt House for making
Wilson want to hurt him. They sit, the electric hums and flares of
dramatic music washing over them, comfortable because they're familiar, or
maybe vice versa. Wilson waits, patience outdone only by the Coma Patient.


House, eyes trained on the television, takes a bite of the sandwich.
Wilson watches. splutters, face contorted in an impressive display of
disgust. "This is terrible."

Wilson is awash with smug amusement. "I know. Julie packed it." 

House scoffs, and takes another bite of the over salted
sardine-mushroom-avocado-something on rye; Wilson thinks it's just to be
contrary. Wilson is watching House chew, the subtle movement of his jaw
behind the stretch of stubbled skin, and Wilson sees that he has a smear
of that disgusting, drippy orange sauce, caught right in the corner of his
mouth and Wilson, Wilson with the dying patients with yellow play-dough
skin on bones, Wilson who has been around to smell the inside of a
stomach, is thinking, Gross. 

Absurdly, this is when Wilson realizes he wants to touch him. He wants to
run his palms over the bony knobs of his elbow. He wants to touch just
behind his ear where the hair doesn't grow and he wants to trace the curve
of House's ear with the tips of his fingers.

House is looking at him now, with dissecting eyes, with the orange drippy
smear in the corner of his chapped mouth. "That's why she hasn't left you
yet. She's punishing you with sandwiches." 

Wilson doesn't relent with a smile, doesn't even understand at first,
watching the slow globular trail of the sauce. `Who?' he wants to ask, the
memory of Julie coming at a distance, the shrill tone she'd used the last
time they spoke, how many days ago? He looks away, at the t.v., but he can
feel House watching him even then and it makes the hairs on his arms
raise. Wilson is looking at the woman on the screen; she's sobbing sobbing
sobbing perfect quiet sobs, her face pressed into the handsome doctor's
shoulder, and he puts an arm around her, careful not to touch her perfect
perfect hair. That's me, Wilson is thinking. The doctor is letting her
wrap her slender little arms around his waist as she sobs and sobs. Why
can't he just say no? Wilson is wondering.

"No one's making you eat it," he tells the doctor on t.v., he tells House,
House with his long legs stretching out next to his not quite touching and
House whose tongue is out and running across his lips and Wilson is
staring again, and wanting. Wanting to step on House's foot just to feel
its warm shape with his own, wanting to pinch the bridge of House's nose
until his fingertips have memorized the distance.

"No," House agrees, "It's the principle of the matter; you know I'm a
stickler for principles." He tosses the sandwich into the garbage bin
where it thumps dully, and leans back in the chair, nostrils flaring with
inhalation.

Wilson watches, imaging the route of the air, House's lungs inflating.
Wilson's mind knows House, able to keep up with twists and turns of the
internal labyrinth, and Wilson's eyes know House, his shape so familiar
that Wilson realizes he'd stopped looking before now, and his ears know
the ssft ssft tunk of his three legged gait, the gravel in his voice, but
it's not enough, Wilson is thinking. He wants to know House with his
fingers, his mouth, his skin. He wants to know if the front of House's
teeth are smooth like his own.

"You're staring," House is saying, House who always has to know know know
and always finds out, House with dangerous interest in his face and that
disgusting orange smear right on the corner of his mouth. Wilson wants to
laugh, wants to make House laugh at the irony that House wants to know
everything but all Wilson needs to know is House.

"You've got some of my sandwich on your face," Wilson says.

House's fingers outlined in dry heat on his wrist (Wilson's pulse is up,
the final telling symptom) and House is looking straight into him,
certain, because House is always completely certain, even when he's wrong,
and Wilson doesn't think there's any room for doubt in him.

"You want it back?" House asks, the sauce at the edge of his smile crusty
and orange like a fake tan.

It tastes like orange peel and mouthwash, but Wilson can't say no.  
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