The BLTS Archive - Tapestry Two Snowbound by Unzadi (unzadi@aol.com) --- Disclaimer: Paramount owns everything and anything vaguely related to Star Trek. I'm just playing with stuff they never used. Sarah Cromwell and other original characters are mine. --- As soon as she was fully materialised, Sarah inhaled sharply, allowing the arctic air to bite at her lungs. She glanced around at the whiteness of it all; the knee-deep snow, the white dunf fur robes she and her companions wore, and the heavy, ominous white of the clouds above them. It was going to snow again, and soon, but that was normal for Philemon Three. After the snow stopped,there would most likely be another ice storm, and then the clouds would gather again. The cycle never ended. They could travel in the snow, but not very far or fast, and not at all in the ice storms. There was no time to lose in sightseeing. Not, of course, that there was much to see. Sunlight glinted blue and silver off the shiny surface of the snow-covered ground, turning each faceted ice crystal into an opal prism. It was difficult for Sarah to believe that somewhere under that cold beauty was the place she would remember, too well, for the rest of her life, but the reality refused to leave her mind. She focused on a depression in the snow,dotted with chunks of ice, where a jagged shard of metal protruded like a battered explorer's flag. She trudged towards it, her boots crunching through the top layer of ice. She didn't need to touch the metal to know what it had been. Nothing, not her most fervent prayer or wildest fantasy could make her forget. "Bloody marvellous," she crowed, surveying the immediate area. Beyond the shimmering expanse of snow, wild mountains rose in the distance. "Made it this far, did I? So much for Romulan vigilance." She punctuated her comment with a rueful chuckle. "Nice bit of work, this was, though. Have to give the Roms that much credit." There were more crunching sounds as the rest of the landing party advanced toward the crash site. "What have we got, Geordi?" Riker's deep voice echoed off the ice-covered mountains that surrounded them. "Not much. We've gotten just about everything we could from it the first time, but maybe they can do a little better on board." Geordi's hand slipped into the front flap of his robe, to tap the communicator hidden inside. "All yours, O'Brien. Whatever you can get of it," he added in a whisper. The small group stood still and watched as the remains of the shuttle were taken up in the transporter beam. Riker broke the silence. "Any life signs in the immediate area, Data?" Data's tricorder swept in a wide arc around them. "Animal only, sir. There should be no threat. There is a pack of dunf approximately thirty meters to the north-east. They are stationary." "They won't be for long," Sarah corrected, her voice sharp with warning. "They're either eating or sleeping, and either way, they'll be hungry soon. They'll be headed our way the minute they smell us, and they'll be expecting a meal." Geordi asked the question most of them were thinking. "Do they expect us to give them the meal, or *be* the meal?" "They'd prefer to share whatever food we might have with us," Sarah explained, looking in the direction Data had indicated. "But in a pinch, we would do nicely." She almost allowed herself a quiet laugh at the irony of such a situation. In the past six months, she'd probably eaten more than a few of the pack's members. They'd probably like a chance to even the odds. "Either way, I don't care to be near them when their bellies need filling." Riker registered the information. "Right. We'd better get moving. We're going to need to stay in tight formation. As soon as the next ice storm hits, we're out of communication with the ship. Which way, Data?" Data's fingers flew over the surface of his tricorder. "Heat traces would indicate that the shuttlepod was travelling in a north by northeast direction," he informed them before helpfully pointing. "That way." Riker shook his head. Data was unique, to say the least. "That way it is. Nearest shelter?" "If we're where I think we are," Sarah began, one hand raised to shield her eyes from the blinding brightness of the sun, "there's a cave we should reach just before the ice storm hits. That is, of course," she added, with an involuntary shudder. "the dunfs don't want a snack, or we don't run into any relatives who want to travel with us. Other clans who want to join us, we can politely refuse. Other Berrek," she broke off, surprised at how easily the word *other* rolled off her tongue. Not just Berrek. *Other* Berrek. She couldn't say that phrase again and keep her sanity. "They have the right to wander where we wander," she finished, her voice faint and childlike. Riker gave his instructions as quickly as possible, forming the *Enterprise* officers into a facsimilie of a respectable Klevv procession. Taylor and Sabu would walk in front, with Eliva between and slightly behind them. Geordi, Sinclair, and Beverly would bring up the rear , with Riker, Data and Sarah in the centre of the group, for Sarah's maximum protection. No rank would be used in addressing any member of the party, and if the cover names happened to be forgotten, the general address of "Companion" would do for any of them. Riker reminded everyone to pace themselves, so they would make as much progress as possible without running the risk of exhaustion. In this cold, stopping could be, and often was, deadly. With instructions complete, they started off, in formation. Riker slung his pack over one shoulder, wishing he could have talked Governor Anderson into lending them at least a pair of dunfs. It would have been more comfortable to let them carry some of the load, and should Sarah prove less hardy than her tests had declared, the animals wouldn't mind such a light passenger. He shifted the pack so that a particularly sharp protrusion no longer threatened to puncture the small of his back, but which caused something hard and lumpy to settle in its place. The improvement was negligible. Swallowing a less than polite word regarding the governor's dubious parentage, he reminded himself that obtaining dunfs would have been extremely inadvisable. Clan loyalties, as Sarah had reminded him, transcended philosophical differences among Philemites. The Berrek were one of the larger clans, and it was essential that the away team's presence go unremarked. The borrowed dunfs would have had to come from somewhere, and there would have been questions. Riker had enough questions of his own. For one thing, he wanted to know how much further it was before they found that cave Sarah had mentioned. Affording her a quick glance, he noticed that she didn't seem to be tiring, as he'd thought she might. He'd been surprised that Beverly had certified Sarah fit to accompany them, and even more than a little disappointed. Still, he accepted it. Sarah very seldom did the expected. It was one of the reasons she'd advanced as quickly as she had in Starfleet. She'd make Lieutenant Commander for this, at the least, and probably get a medal or two in the bargain, he wagered. Judging from her pace and posture, Riker thought that Sarah actually seemed to be enjoying the exercise. After the close confinement she'd described, being able to walk around outside must feel like heaven, or at least something close to it. She was doing as well as the rest of them, he assessed, tuning in to her conversation with Data. At the moment, Sarah and the android were discussing Veklad Rhu'gesh and his influence on Klevv philosophy. Riker had tried to follow the discussion, but gave up what seemed like hours ago. Instead, he listened to the play of the voices against each other as every sound was magnified in the unsettling silence. Data's voce was mechanical and steady, no different from his normal everyday tone. In contrast, Sarah's was almost musical in its precise soft rhythm and distinctly British pronunciations. Maybe, when all of this was over, and they were all back on the blessedly warm *Enterprise*, he'd take her back to New Orleans. Of course, it would only be a holodeck simulation, but he intended to pay very little attention to his surroundings. He planned to focus only on his lovely companion, especially if he could entice her back to Papa Henri's. The thought caused him to quicken his step. *New Orleans, French Quarter, Hotel Bouchard... * He rehearsed the specifications for the program. This time, everything was going to be right. *Summer, early afternoon, heavy rain.* He couldn't remember, for the life of him, the name of the band, or exactly what the subject of their bet had been, but he hadn't forgotten the look on Sarah's face when he insisted she get on the stage and sing the next song with the musicians. She hadn't been half bad, he recalled, hearing again the sweet strains of a perfectly tuned piano. Blondes and jazz didn't often mix, but short...no, petite British blondes were another animal entirely. No, he qualified as he trudged on, there was only one exception to the rule. The same one who had just referred to the Klevv's most ancient and revered philosopher as a *Gawdelups*. Riker was sure Data would be rifling through all of his language banks for a translation. He wouldn't find one, unless he broke the syllables down into distinct words. *God help us*, Riker translated silently. It meant idiot. In Cockney. Someday, Data would have to hear it spoken around a hand-rolled cigar. Definitely, the woman crunching through the snow beside him was no child. She didn't need fussing over, and wouldn't appreciate any. Plenty of other women might, but not Sarah. If she'd gotten this far, she'd make it the rest of the way, if only on resolve alone. She had to; they couldn't do this without her. If she was strong enough to hotwire a Romulan shuttle, acclimate herself to heat and light, view her father's message, and still volunteer to lead them back to the Romulan compound, she didn't need a babysitter. Riker wondered if that was what he'd planned on doing. Sarah had been through hell,and she was only human. Sooner or later she was going to... *Cut it out, Riker. Would you act like this if it were Geordi? No. O'Brien? No. So cut it out, okay?* Thwack! The cold, hard object made a decisive impact with the back of Riker's head, pulling his hood away. He whirled about, his pack falling to the ground as he instinctively reached for the concealed phaser at his waist. He called an abrupt halt to the procession, a second before his eyes locked with those of his assailant. Sarah was already preparing another frozen missile, but her wide violet eyes held a near-believable look of innocence. "I had to do something," she offered in explanation. "You were looking far too stern. Klevv are supposed to take pleasure in their wanderings; it's Mykba's command. I didn't think you wanted to anger the local deity." Riker grunted. "That may be, but there are other ways of getting my attention." He gave her his most intimidating glare, then bent down to scoop up a generous handful of snow. --- The snow came down heavier now, and light was fading. Any tension they'd relieved was back, creeping up on the away team like the darkness did. Sarah knew that she'd had feet at one time, but she couldn't feel them anymore. That was probably a good thing, considering how far they'd walked in the short time they'd been planetside. Looking at the darkening horizon, she shivered. The darker it got,the sooner they could expect the ice storm. She plodded on, concentrating on the crunch of her boots through the frozen top layer of snow. There really wasn't any reason to worry about speed; they were still within the protective circle of the mountains, and unlikely to run into much trouble. The dunfs, thank God, seemed to have found something more appetising than the away team's rations, and hadn't yet put in an appearance. *Yet* was the operative word. Sarah thought she'd heard the dunfs' sharp barks and howls not too far away. The formation they had started in was much more relaxed now, and more likely to pass for a true procession when that need arose. All they were lacking were dunfs and children, but the violent ice storms could explain those losses all too easily. To the nomadic Klevv, death and loss were members of the family. Sabu, Sarah noticed, had fallen into step beside Eliva. At least Sarah thought it was Sabu. If she remembered correctly, he was just a bit taller, but more slender than Taylor, and carried his pack slung over his left shoulder instead of his right. The smaller, musclebound man, Taylor himself, if the first man were indeed Sabu, kept on course, straight ahead, and hadn't even bothered to talk to anyone for quite some time. Willie was on one side of her, Data on the other. She could still hear three different sets of boots crunching along behind her, so everyone was still there, by her count. Losing members of one's party in a storm like this was devilishly easy. Klevv parents raised their children on cautionary tales about those who strayed from the procession, never to be found again, forever buried beneath the ever-higher mounds of ice and snow, unprotected from Mykba's wrath. Morbidly, Sarah wondered how many bodies there truly were beneath the snow. She knew of one. *So terribly sorry, lovedy. I did try, you know. I had to get us out; it was for both of us, not just me. I wanted you out, too. I would have loved to have held you... Bloody Roms.* Four faces sprung to terrible life before her eyes, faces she wished she could delete from her memory. *No, Cromwell, you're not going to give in. You're out of this. Giving in means they win.* They can't win. She inhaled another blast of lung-freezing air, tasting the sharp cold of the snowflakes on her tongue, willing herself to think of being a little girl who'd caught snowflakes like that, at play. When it was safe, when it was a game. It was safe now, wasn't it? She blinked hard and shook her head to clear it of the confusion. The action sent her dunf fur hood sliding off. "All right, that's it." The female voice came from behind, sending Sarah's heart pounding in a wild rhythm. She felt slender, gloved hands pulling her hood back up over her coiled hair, arranging the fur about her face. She blinked again. The faces were gone now, and all she could see was the endless, blinding white. There were hands, strong, broad hands, on her shoulders, on her legs. She bucked against them, her hands curled into lethal claws as she lashed out. *Not again!* The female voice was back. "Let go of her. Eliva, Sinclair, help me get her inside." The hands on her were still strong, but gentle in their grip. "Let's give her some room. I'll need the hypo." Sarah steeled herself for what was to come next. She still saw only the unrelieved white, but she didn't need to see, didn't want to see anything. The corridor would be next, then the room with the table. There, she'd find the straps and the lights, and whatever humiliation they had planned for her this time. There would be questions, too many questions. She resisted the hands guiding her down to the ground, twisting her neck away so that finding her jugular would be difficult. If she couldn't manage impossible, she'd give them difficult. A flash of greyish metal sliced through the white of Sarah's world. Had they finished that quickly? It was too much to hope for; of course they hadn't. These things went beyond forever, every time, again and again. The tip of the metal object was coming towards her, intent on its course, like a trained missile. She could almost swear she heard her own blood pounding through her veins. Maybe she did; she didn't trust anything that happened when they were around. *Give no aid. Give no aid. Do whatever the bloody hell you're going to do, but you're not getting a bloody thing out of me. Give no aid. Give no aid.* She set the order to the beat of her racing heart, biting down on her tongue until she tasted her own blood. The metal was touching her now, but instead of the searing pain she'd prepared herself for, there was only a subtle warmth circulating through her body. Was this something new? She cursed herself, knowing she should be accustomed to such tricks by now. Whenever the pain came, or the burning, or the images, she'd be ready. *Give no aid...* Male hands were on her again, only one set now. Only one. That was better than all four at once. One set was over more quickly than four. One was easier to remember afterwards, easier to imagine what she wanted to do to him afterwards. Easier to imagine smashing one nose up into one brain. *Which one?* She picked out an intricate orange pattern slicing through the white of a Philemite face, and a pair of pink eyes riveted on hers. She allowed herself to relax slightly, but remained alert. Just because the natives hadn't before didn't mean they wouldn't now... She focused on the features, needing to remember each one so that if she ever got out of this hell... "Brit!" That wasn't right. That voice didn't belong here. She knew all the voices that belonged here, both Romulan and Philemite. She knew all too well every accent, every inflection, every impediment. The morning guard dragged his vowels, and the one who brought the food had harsh consonants. The one who brought her back from the table room had a chronic cough. This was none of them. The voice could have been Willie's. It wasn't going to work. No matter how much she'd wished for him, Willie wasn't there. "Brit, it's me." Tossing suddenly, she managed to wrench one hand free, and lunged upwards, grabbing a handful of the Klevv's beard. She tugged until, with a sharp yowl of pain, he released her, the portion of beard she held coming away with her. Springing to her feet, Sarah bolted, running straight into another Klevv. Before this one could grab her, she dropped to the ground once more, rolling to the side. When the roll was completed, she came to her feet in a smooth motion, wondering what the hard thing was that seemed to be strapped to her hip. Her free had closed around the familiar shape of a phaser. That didn't belong, either. It was a *Starfleet* phaser. It wasn't hers, though; it couldn't be. They'd taken it from her, first thing, breaking her wrist in the process. Nobody was trying to take this phaser, though, she realised. Unable to make sense of anything, Sarah simply stared at the phaser, not attempting to maintain her hold when a gloved hand motioned for her to give it up. There was no demand, only request. She let the weapon slip from her fingers. Hands under her arms were lowering her into a sitting position, gently, slowly, more hands supporting her head. It felt heavy, as if all the thoughts and images had tangible weight. She shrugged the hands away from her head as her vision began to clear. The lights she saw were dim, not the bright, harsh lights of the table room; the sources too small and irregularly spaced to be what she'd expected. From far off, she heard the unsteady pinging sound of ice hitting... stone? "That's right," the female voice soothed. "Slow down. Just breathe. It's all right. You're safe." Someone pushed a loose lock of hair away from her mouth. "Do you know where you are?" The voice wasn't Klevv, nor was it Romulan. The features were somehow familiar, but didn't belong here. Ignoring the voice, Sarah concentrated on her tactile senses. Stone. She was sitting on stone, not metal, not the too-thin padding of the table. Now that she wasn't paying attention to the voice, she was able to put a name to the strangeness of it, why it didn't fit. "Standard?" "Yesss. We are ssspeaking Ssstandard." The voice was female, with a heavy sibilant S. The accent sounded Andorian, but the speaker had learned Standard on Earth. Sarah squinted against the bright light shining in her eyes. The person looking at her couldn't be Klevv. The accent was definitely Andorian, and she could see...antennae? Definitely an Andorian. She knew this Andorian. Was it Derl? No, Derl was dead. This was a female. "Elisa?" "Good enough. That's as close as she's going to get for a while, trust me." This voice was male, deep in timbre, and resonated with authority. "Do you recognise me?" Sarah found it hard to concentrate, but forced herself to look beyond the colouring. This face, she did know. The man, who she knew for a fact was not Klevv, had a hand on her arm. She was allowing it. His breath felt pleasantly warm against her ear. He'd called her *Brit.* "Willie." Something was being held to her lips. "Drink this," he ordered. Sarah pressed her lips tightly together. She wasn't taking anything from them. No, she had to. For the child, but there wasn't any child. Not anymore. A finger stroked her cheek, as if by accident. She knew that touch. It was his touch, Willie's touch. The Roms couldn't duplicate that. She gulped down the liquid without tasting it, only feeling the wet heat it brought as it slid down her throat. Air and liquid came at once, causing her to hiccough. The reaction startled her, making her inhale some of the fluid. As though that weren't enough, the bile in Sarah's stomach rose to meet the water. Both came up in a violent retch that drove her to her knees. Finally, her stomach empty, everything settled. Sarah sat back from the foul-smelling puddle in front of her, and wiped her mouth with the back of her glove. Her head still spun as she looked at the complex designs of the Klevv cave paintings around her. Bright colours seemed to dance across the dull surface of the cave walls, the crude figures seeming like nightmare shadows. They were only pictures, she knew, and posed no real or immediate danger. Still, her heart pounded as though those who had left the drawings still surrounded her. *Bugger all.* The flask was back again, the hand holding it seeming as though it didn't feel Sarah's attempt to push it away. "Try some more." She drank again, slower this time. Slowly, that was it. Slow down. She concentrated on slowing her breaths gradually, each one taking just a bit more time than the last. *One, one-two, one-two-three...* She took one last swallow, allowing the water to trickle down her throat, all the way to her stomach. This, she promised herself, would stay. "Thank you." Beverly waved a tricorder in a slow arc about Sarah's head, then keyed a few buttons and handed the instrument to Eliva. "It looks like you've had a flashback," the doctor guessed. "Do you feel up to talking about it?" *Rather not, if it's all the same,* Sarah thought, wiping her mouth again, this time with the other glove. She scraped the dirty one against a rock as she tried to trace her thought pattern back to whatever had keyed the flashback. "I was looking at the snow, and then I was thinking about how the Klevv warn their children against straying from the procession. They tell them stories about how the ice storms come so suddenly that it's dastardly simple to get lost and..." her voice cracked. "And buried." "Guess it's the Klevv version of the boogeyman," Geordi ventured. "One might say so." Sarah took a second to moisten her lips. "Or Mother Goose. There's not much difference between the two in those stories." Even after the drink, her mouth felt dry. She looked to Riker, drawing strength from the concern in his eyes. "It made me think of...the child. They said they'd...that they'd taken...outside," she finished, unable to voice anything further. *You're not going to cry, Cromwell. You're not. That's an order. A court-martial offence, for that matter.* Outside? Riker tried to make sense of it. He busied himself by closing the flask he'd given to Sarah and putting it back in the pack. His first instinct was to forget all about whatever had caused her to be frightened and just hold her. He knew Sarah was more upset than she was letting on. That was her way. Her gut might be going supernova, but ask her how she was, and she'd say she was fine. Maybe, he thought, as he pretended to inventory his pack, he should have asked Deanna on the landing party after all. She might have been able to see when Sarah was starting to remember. Maybe she could have spared Sarah the worst of it. Even a little would have helped. He tried to get his mind on the mission at hand. Several pairs of pink-tinged eyes and one silvery-bright VISOR were trained on him, waiting for instructions. He rose from his seat slowly, and began to pace off towards the cave entrance. As he walked, the unsteady pounding of the ice against the outside of the cave brought his thoughts back to Sarah. As if they'd gone far from her. *Why would the Romulans put the body of a miscarried child outside?* He didn't think for a minute that the father of Sarah's child bore any tenderness for the offspring of his violence, but it still didn't fit. Disposing of the corpse in any number of other ways would have been more efficient; cleaner, and just as quick. Less of a risk of discovery, as well, which was the most important thing to anyone in hiding. Riker fingered the thick white fur of his robe as he drew it closer about him. *Dunfs. Never assume a dunf isn't hungry... In a pinch, we would do nicely...Damn.* He slammed a fist against the icy cave wall. The ice storm made the blizzards he'd seen in Alaska seem like the middle of July. These things could last for hours, even the better part of a day, and it wasn't uncommon for them to go past twenty-four hours. That was fine for the natives, who were used to it, but for Riker, who had to plan some order in the middle of one of those storms, it stunk. Any tracks the landing party had made before, deep as they were, would be filled by now. He didn't imagine many Klevv children strayed. Certainly never more than once. He turned from the entrance. "Any signs of life, Data?" --- Data's reply was almost instantaneous. "No sentient life. I am picking up various forms of vegetation and microscopic bacteria. The vegetation is most likely edible. According to my findings, it contains nothing toxic to humans. Or Andorians," he added, with a nod in Eliva's direction as he cross-referenced the list of toxins in his memory banks. If Data had mentioned food, that meant they were going to be there for a while. It was best to give everybody something to do, and Data's suggestion was as good as any. "Feeling up to a little work, Cromwell?" "Aye, sir," she replied quickly, her voice showing no sign of the past few minutes. Her face, though, was a different story. Sarah didn't have the artificial albino colouring to conceal the dark circles under her eyes, or the greyish-green tinge that still clung to her skin. *Thank you,* Riker could read in her silence. He flashed her a smile. "Great." He stroked his beard while he contemplated the three tunnels visible from where they stood. Exploration seemed like a relatively safe option. It occurred to him to ask Deanna if she sensed anything, but Deanna was still on the *Enterprise,* so that was out. "Okay," he said at last, "Taylor, Sabu, Riss, take the passage on the left and see what you can find. La Forge, Crusher and Sinclair, take the right. Data, start down the centre. Cromwell and I will catch up with you in a few minutes. Everyone keep Mr. Data apprised of your activities, especially if you find anything interesting. There's no telling how long we'll be here, so keep an eye out for potential food sources. We'll meet here in one hour and compare notes." Riker watched them split off into the assigned groups. He wondered how long he'd been tapping one foot impatiently, and if anyone had noticed. *Nervous mannerisms don't do much for the command presence.* As the others were swallowed by the darkness of the tunnels, Riker sat next to Sarah again. "Take your time," he urged her. "We don't have to rush anything." Her breathing was a little too rapid for his liking. Sarah nodded her relief. "Thank you, sir." Riker tapped her chin lightly. "Hey, I don't see anyone else around. You can drop the 'sir,' okay? This isn't the *Hood.* Nobody's going to report us." She managed a bit of a smile. "Thank you, Willie," she amended. "I'd like to get to things as soon as possible. Sitting about here, waiting for the storm to end, would drive me balmy in minutes." He placed a hand on her shoulder, gently kneading at the muscles there. "I'll put you to work soon enough, Brit. Don't worry about that. It's a promise. Right now, I want to make sure you're fit for duty." "That would be your doctor's job" "She's not here. Indulge me." He could feel Sarah's tension easing as her muscles relaxed beneath his touch. "I just thought it might be easier for you to talk without an audience. That is, if you want to," he qualified, not wanting her to think he was prying. His eyes searched her face for some indication of what she was thinking. Sarah looked away from him, at the colours of the cave paintings. "I don't know what came over me. I'd promise it wouldn't happen again, but as we saw..." "As we saw, you've got one heck of a grip." He rubbed the spot on his chin that was still smarting. "Finding the Klevv you encountered shouldn't be too hard; we'll look for the ones with the bruises and the bald spots in their beards." Sarah's eyes widened. "Terribly sorry. Did I do you much damage?" Her eyes darted to the extension she still clutched in one hand. She'd forgotten about that. He made a show of searching for a bare patch. A quick exploration told him that Sarah had taken only the extension. "Nothing permanent." "Good. Did you want this back, or might I keep it as a souvenir?" Sarah held out the extension, and, at Riker's indication, folded it into a pocket on her robe. She rested her chin in both hands, hooking the small finger of her left hand over her lower lip. Riker knew that look. Sarah was busy composing a picture. If she was thinking about art, she was doing just fine. He looked behind him, to see what cave painting it was that had captured her imagination. His guess narrowed it down to the mating dunfs and what looked to be like some sort of celebration. "How long have you had it?" "Huh?" Riker turned back to face her. She still had her fingertip between her teeth, a sure sign of artistic concentration. "The beard. How long have you had it?" "About a year." *Accept it now, Riker. She's going to make you sit for her.* "If I have to be your model again, do I at least get breaks this time?" "If you behave yourself and don't fidget." Sarah cocked her head first to one side, and then the other. "I still have the glove on, don't I?" She pulled the finger out of her mouth and scowled. "Dunf fur is not a delicacy, believe me. The rest of the dunf isn't much better, for that matter." She wiped the glove against her robe. "I like it. The beard, I mean. Not the dunfs or their bloody fur. They can both go to blazes for all I care. The beard is nice, though. Very nice. I always thought it would be. Can't imagine why you didn't start one sooner." An extremely pleasant memory came back to him. "I almost did," he confessed, one hand passing thoughtfully over his chin. "On the *Hood,* during your cadet cruise, as a matter of fact. It was after the incident with the, ah," he paused, giving Sarah the same playful grin he'd favoured her with back then. "One and only poker game you ever let me play in," she finished for him, allowing the memory to warm her as well. "I remember. It was one of the things I thought about, sometimes." Sarah paused, her voice shaking as she looked past Riker. "You said I was counting cards, but I wasn't. I said I couldn't forget which cards I'd already seen, and therefore what was still in the deck." Riker laughed at the memory of his reaction. "You beat me. What else was I supposed to think? I can't believe we celebrated that long." He watched the slow, distant smile spread across Sarah's face. "What?" A twitch of amusement played across her lips. "The way you jumped when my clock rang, and you realised what time it was." "That clock might have given me permanent hearing loss." Sarah shook her head, her expression unchanged. "Liar. That clock was a gift from my Grandmum. It's a family heirloom. Besides, you never objected to it before then." "That's because I'd never fallen asleep on your couch before then," he said. "That thing could wake the dead." Sarah's light laugh echoed off the cave walls. "Only if the deceased had met his demise at the hands of a bottle of Saurian brandy. Need I remind you who had to get you into proper form to report for duty?" Riker held up both hands in surrender. "All right. Guilty. Do I still have to apologise, or is the statute of limitations past?" "All things considered, it's past. If you can pardon me for not taking your reprimand with a straight face." She stopped, closing her eyes to concentrate. "I wouldn't have been late to my station if it weren't for..." "Hey," Riker interrupted. "I thought we weren't going to talk about that again. I still have my throat, barely, and we still have our careers. The worst damage was a few rumours." Sarah opened her eyes, blinking to readjust to the light of the present. "There were a lot of rumours. According to half the ship, we were having some mad, passionate affair." Riker couldn't suppress a huge grin. He remembered well the looks he'd gotten, both dirty and otherwise, coming out of Midshipman Cromwell's quarters. Most times, he'd been unshaven, and in the previous day's uniform, nearly running to his own quarters so he could make himself presentable and still be on time for bridge duty. "I'm sorry. It wasn't easy." "No," Sarah echoed. "It wasn't. Especially," she paused for a deep breath. "The investigation." Riker could feel their previous light mood vanish under the swift strike of Sarah's words. "I hated it, too." He reached for her hand, giving it a single, reassuring squeeze before continuing. "Captain DeSoto knew we were only talking. I had to give him details, though." "Like what?" Her voice was distant, worrying him. "Ferret legging, for one thing. I was asked exactly what we were talking about on a particular night, and I had to outline the entire sport of ferret legging." He chuckled. "The binders, the ferrets down the pants... excuse me, *trousers*, the endurance factor. I even offered to call up a holo of your uncle's championship trophy." Sarah cocked her head, her pale golden eyebrows arching in skepticism. "You didn't." "No, I didn't," he admitted. "It wasn't necessary. Captain DeSoto decided that nobody who had been up all night, involved in," he paused to recall their former commander's exact words. "In intimate activity, as he put it, could possibly be able to make all that up on the spot. He did have his own theory, although I don't think you'd like to hear it." Sarah wasn't so sure. "Maybe. What was it?" "A bunch of drunken Englishmen." She thought for a second. "He's probably right. Middle tunnel, you said?" Sarah sprang from their seat and started off. Riker wasn't far behind. "Not so fast, Lieutenant." Sarah stopped and turned around, her eyes holding the same look of disbelief they had years ago, when she'd discovered that Cadet Riker had spent three hours in a water closet, believing it to be a library. "I thought you didn't want rank when it was just the two of us." He took a cautious step towards her. "I don't." "But you just..." "I just did what I would have done with any other member of an away team." *Liar.* "It's my job to make sure you only carry out those duties you're capable of performing." Sarah crossed her arms mutinously in front of her. "And you don't think I'm up to busy work?" "I didn't say that." *Not in so many words.* "I just want to make sure you don't overexert yourself." "If I may speak freely, sir?" She waited for his nod. "That is your doctor's job, as I've said before, or your counsellor's, if you're concerned with my mental state. My job is to follow your orders. The last order of yours that I recall is that you wanted me to accompany you and Mr Data in exploring the centre tunnel. Did I miss anything further?" Riker smiled. No, Sarah hadn't missed any further orders. Her memory was almost as good as Data's. *Data.* She'd gotten the android's name right. That made alien and android names she could remember, but human names were seemingly beyond her reach, crowded out by everything else she'd taken in, or had poured down her. She was still looking at him. He knew that look, and knew that when it was directed at a subordinate, it could be every bit as intimidating as his own patented glare. "I'm not saying you aren't fit for duty." "Thank you, sir." He glared back. A flicker of frustration played across her classically British features, a hint of royal disdain. "I haven't gone crackers." "I know," Riker allowed, his voice soft. "Then what is it?" He squared his shoulders. "You've been through a very traumatic..." Sarah turned her back, with a huff. "Now you're sounding like that counsellor. The Betazoid." "The Betazoid? What was her name again?" Riker hoped Sarah would pick up on the teasing tone in his voice. From the stiffness of her posture, it didn't seem likely. "Troi. Diana Troi." Sarah's tone was crisp, each word brittle with distaste. Riker's grin faded away. He'd baited her, and he regretted it. 'I'm sorry." "For what?" *All of it.* "I shouldn't have brought up...I mean I didn't mean to..." His voice trailed off, as he knew he didn't have the right words. *Smooth, Riker, real smooth.* Sarah turned back to face him, her expression one of practised calm. "You needn't apologise for whatever it is you're trying to apologise for." Riker let out a long breath. *Yes, I do. I had no business mentioning Deanna to you in those letters. You were a kid. You didn't need to know any of that. I thought you were just Arthur's sister...If I'd known you...that what I felt...Brit, do I have to come out and say it? I guess it took Derl to make me realise, and by then...* "Forget it." She shrugged. "Gladly." She cast an anxious glance at the centre tunnel. "Don't you think we should be joining Mr Data?" Sarah did have a point. *Later, Brit, I promise.* "Soon. Data can do just fine on his own for a few minutes." "So can I." So she could. "Are you sure you don't need a few more minutes to rest?" "No, sir...Willie." That brought a wide grin. "Sir Willie?" He made a sweeping bow. She could still blush, he noticed. "After you, my lady." --- Riker reached inside the front flap of his robe to tap his communicator. "Riker to Data." There was no response. He tried again. Still nothing. He swallowed an expletive. Nothing. He gave up. "Try yours." Sarah slid her hand inside her robe. "Cromwell to Data." The sound was wrong. She frowned. "It's no use. The communicators aren't working." "What do you mean, they aren't working?" "Listen." She tapped the communicator once more. "Cromwell to Riker." Riker listened for his own communicator's answering beep. There was nothing. He pulled the device away from his robes and held it in the palm of his hand. He gave it one final experimental tap, although he knew what the end result would be. Nothing. "Wonderful." There was a moment of silence between them, the only sound being the repetitive, erratic pelting of ice against rock. "I wonder what else doesn't work," Riker finally said. Sarah was already working a test sequence on her tricorder. "Tricorder's working. At least we have that much." "Good. We should test the phasers. Pick a target." Taking a few seconds to see what could best withstand even a mild blast, Sarah chose her target carefully. "That rock, over there. The one all by itself, about five meters straight ahead." At Riker's nod, they both directed slender blasts of energy at the rock until it glowed white-hot. "It's only the communicators," Riker mused aloud, resetting his phaser and concealing it. "Let's not waste the heat," he suggested, moving toward the glowing stone. Sarah concealed her own weapon and joined him. The rock they'd heated would continue to warm them for quite some time. She was grateful for that, although she knew she wouldn't be able to take much of the heat. It was too much, too soon. She sat as closely as she could, needing time to think. The knowledge that they were unable to communicate with the rest of the away team unnerved her. It was too much like the last time she'd taken shelter in an ice storm. She looked at Riker, careful not to betray the slight anxiety that had started to take shape in her mind. He was stroking his beard again, a gesture which she assumed indicated deep thought. It suited him. "Commander?" Riker looked up, caught in the middle of a possibility. "We'll have to assume the others are unable to contact us as well." He hated when things like this happened. Was it too much to ask just to be able to get in there, find the Romulan compound, dismantle whatever it was they'd been building, turn the Klevv over to the local authority, even if it was a paper-pusher like Anderson, and... Of course it was. Time for Plan B. What *was* Plan B? Riker suddenly felt like he was back at the Academy, taking one of the dreaded simulations. *Okay, Cadet, what do you do when your away team is split into three different parties, none of which can communicate with the others? Factor in the possibility of carnivorous animals and Romulan activity in the near vicinity. You have twenty minutes. Begin.* He could see the old Vulcan instructor standing over him. He did the only thing any good commander would do in the same situation. "Recommendations, Lieutenant?" Sarah had drawn her knees up to her chin, and scooted back from the source of the heat. "I see that we have two options. We can either continue our exploration, and keep an eye, or in this case, tricorder, out for the rest of our companions, or we could return to the mouth of the cave and wait for them to do the same. That choice, of course, is contingent upon their knowledge of our communications status." She paused, watching the heat from the stone play across the strange colouring of Riker's face, making him look like something from Philemite mythology. "If they haven't attempted communication, they will return to the cave's entrance in approximately thirty minutes." Riker sat back. That much, he could have gotten from Data. Sarah was doing just what he'd expected she'd do: try and act as though this were just any other mission. It was one of her best masks, and she wore it well. It might not fit him all that badly, he considered. Sarah might appreciate it if he followed her example. There was the rest of the away team to consider. Part of him wanted to believe they would all be there when they regrouped. Regrouped. That was a decision. Good. Another part of him wanted to assume the worst. A lot could happen in a situation like this one. It was entirely possible that they'd find their way to the Romulan compound the hard way, complete with Romulan escort. Riker stood. "We'll take some scans of the immediate area, and attempt to regroup." "Aye, sir." Sarah began scooping up handfuls of the loose gravel that covered the cave floor, and poured them over the rock. Best if we don't leave too many clues." "Good idea." Riker agreed, taking another look around. Tiny puffs of vapour accompanied the slight hiss as the gravel, and the ice crystals that clung to it, hit the heated rock. Riker watched it intently, as if it might bring some answers. It didn't. He turned his attention back to the cave walls. Some of the cave paintings were self-explanatory, records of scenes from everyday life among the Klevv. Each of the Klevv figures represented was depicted in painstaking detail. Riker was sure that anyone who knew a specific clan would be able to pick out the individuals in each line. "Cromwell, take a look at these faces. See if you can find any Berrek." Finished with the rock, Sarah took a position along the opposite wall, and ran her fingers along the markings. "The top row of paintings is the most recent. Berrek have been here, but not for a while. About four or five months ago, I'd say." She took a step to the side, following the direction of the painting. "There was a birth, a male child. They lost two dunfs in a storm, but gained four when a woman from the Ugeb clan married one of their men." The tone of her narrative changed as she made a new discovery. "That's odd." "What?" Sarah double-checked her suspicion before saying anything else. "The Ugeb have been here twice. They don't normally do that." As little as Riker knew about the Klevv, Sarah's observation set off a yellow alert in his mind. "Show me." Sarah indicated two separate lines of paintings. "See right here on top? This is the most recent visit by the Ugeb; they're the ones with the blue. Down here, coinciding with the Berrek, here they are again." "Again? I thought you said the top row is the most recent." "It is. I was looking there first. This top painting is only two weeks old. Paint dries very quickly in this climate. Besides, the colour is too bright for the date they gave to be accurate. I wouldn't expect to see them, though. They were headed for..." Sarah's voice dropped abruptly. "Dunf." She crouched and picked up a tuft of white fur. Slowly, she lifted the tuft to her face. Taking a deep whiff of the fur, she tossed it back down. "This didn't come from our robes. It's fresh." *Great. Just great.* Riker took out his tricorder and made a wide arc. Dunf. Exactly what they needed. He didn't like this one bit. "I'm not picking up..." A distinctly human scream cut him off. He pulled his phaser and motioned for Sarah to do the same. He didn't hear anything else after the scream, which gave him a very unprofessional case of the shivers. --- Back on board the Enterprise, Captain Jean-Luc Picard swivelled around in his chair and looked at his fish. Livingston swam around his bowl in ignorant bliss, and Picard envied him. "I don't like this," he stated. "Tell me again, Chief. I want to make sure I understand what you're saying." Miles O'Brien took a breath to steady himself before reporting. At the moment, he felt exactly like he had the time Sister Mary Benedict had caught him with a goldfish bowl at the holy water font. It didn't matter that he'd been taking the goldfish *out*, not putting it in. That had been Michael Burke, and over twenty years ago. This wasn't his fault, either. He swallowed again. "I believe the shuttle had cloaking capability, sir." Picard turned to face O'Brien. "Cloaking capability? How?" "I'm not sure, sir. There was precious little left of the shuttle, and we weren't able to transport all of the remains." He would have felt more comfortable with La Forge there to help explain things. The only explanations O'Brien had at the moment were extremely speculative and extremely technical. Fortunately, Picard seemed to accept that they were still trying. "Do you have any theories as to the power source? " Picard asked through steepled fingers. That, O'Brien could answer. "For the cloaking device? Aye, sir. From what we were able to recover, we believe the power source to be of native Philemite origin." Picard nodded, adding the information to what he already had. "Can you tell me anything more?" O'Brien's own frustration was evident. "Nothing definite, I'm afraid. When the ice storm is over, we can beam up some indigenous rock and crystal samples. The power source seems to be crystalline in structure," he explained, trying to give Picard what he needed, without getting into the technical specifics of it. "We're trying to get some impressions about the shuttle. We may have enough to make a rough diagram, but it would be more of a guess than anything else." "Thank you, Chief. I have every confidence you'll be able to give us something concrete to go on." Picard was silent a moment, weighing a thought. "Would it be possible to reconstruct, if not the entire shuttle, then at least the power source, holographically?" Picard's suggestion was something O'Brien had thought of already, but had wanted to wait before proposing. It would help greatly if they knew exactly what sort of crystal was powering the cloaking device, instead of having to search through the thousands of varieties native to Philemon Three. "Aye, sir, it would. We could start immediately, with the computer ruling out the impossibilities, but it would take some time. The ice storm..." He finished his sentence with a spreading of his hands. "Effective immediately, Holodeck Two is to be set aside for the reconstruction. Use whatever you need. I want this power source defined as soon as possible." O'Brien would have expressed his gratitude in a less restrained manner if he were with anyone but Picard. Somehow, he didn't think the captain would appreciate a slap on the back. "Thank you, sir. We'll do our best to narrow down the possibilities." Picard rose. "I won't keep you from your work any longer, Chief. Keep me posted on your progress. You are dismissed." "Aye, sir." The doors hissed closed behind O'Brien, and Picard began to pace. Native Philemite crystals powering a cloaking device to a Romulan shuttlepod? It was another piece added to the infuriating puzzle this mission had become. He'd speak with Governor Anderson as soon as possible on the matter of the crystals. He'd also pass that information along to the away team, if that were at all possible. Everything hinged on that interminable ice storm. No, he didn't like it at all. --- Ensign Eliva Riss, medical technician and current ranking officer of a three-person team, came to an abrupt halt. "Be sssilent, pleassse," she cautioned Sabu and Taylor. Tilting her head and pointing her antennae in the approximate direction of the sound, she listened intently to the echo. It was a sound she was all too familiar with, and one she hated. It was a human in pain. "We will not proceed," she paused, "to the rendezvous point." "Commander Riker's orders were to return to the cave mouth," Taylor put in, swallowing one of the private names he had for his commanding officer of the last fifteen minutes. Eliva's antennae twitched, an Andorian version of a wince. Her hand went instinctively to her bundle, drawing the medikit to the top. It was going to be needed, and soon. "I sssaid to be sssilent. That isss an order," she hissed. "One of our colleaguesss hasss been injured." Her antennae curled. The scent of human blood had made her ill all during her first month of training in human medicine, but she had quickly gotten over it. Now, she could feel the nausea threatening to return. "I'm picking up life signs, human and otherwise, approximately one hundred meters north by northeast," Sabu reported, checking his tricorder. Eliva turned quickly, her blue antennae and orange markings the only colour in a sea of white. "How many?" "Three human, eight otherwise." Sabu consulted the tricorder again. "I'd say the otherwise are the right size to be dunfs. They're all in motion. Continuing north by northeast." Taylor glared at the only two exits to the tunnel they were in, forking at true south and true west. Returning they way they'd come would only make a giant circle, with no other outlets. Unless, of course, the corkscrew tunnels didn't accidentally land them in the right place, or some place even worse than the source of the screams. With the countless turns, he wouldn't bet on anything ending up like it should. "How do you propose we get there, *ma'am*?" Eliva stood perfectly still, processing the information she already had. Factoring out the echoes,and relying on the strength of the dunf and blood scents, she weighed her options. "We will take the west tunnel," she decided. "The sound is purer in that direction," she explained, seeing Taylor's skeptical look. "Human earsss would not," she paused, her antennae drooping with the futility of trying to explain her choice. She couldn't recall any of her superior officers ever giving detailed descriptions of their orders. "It is my decision. Draw phasers." Jeffrey Taylor needed no command from the Ice Woman to draw his weapon; he'd had a hand on it for the past half hour. His fingers curled around the grip, ready to fire. He didn't like having to wait for permission from Riss, who was only in command of the team because she had held the rank of ensign for a full two days longer than he and Sabu. Now, both Taylor and Sabu could smell the blood. Blood, and the musky odor of dunf, much stronger than the traces clinging to the front of their robes. The three of them picked up speed, not yet running; that wasn't safe on the slick, frozen ground that seemed to curve in Escher-like directions every few meters. They came almost immediately to another fork, this time having the options of north and east. Eliva took only a second to decide. In the distance, two lights gleamed, moving away from them rapidly. "North." The tunnel was too narrow to accommodate anything more than single file. Eliva motioned for Taylor to precede them. If the tunnel could allow Taylor's bulk to pass, the more slender Eliva and Sabu would have no problem. Directly behind Taylor, Eliva already had her medikit out, one hand wrapped around a hypospray. She had the sinking feeling that no matter what she did, it wouldn't be enough. If the dunf had released any venom, which it most likely had, there were only precious minutes in which to administer the antitoxin. She could already hear her companions' heartbeats accelerating. The injured human's heart would be at the same rate of acceleration, if not higher, and that would only pump the venom through the system faster. Behind her, Rohit Sabu cursed softly. His tricorder was blinking on and off. He knew he should have put it away when Eliva had given the order to draw phasers, but she hadn't exactly said to, and besides, the readings he was getting were... He found himself facedown in the frozen gravel and ice, both phaser and tricorder skittering out of his reach. Scrambling to his knees, he took the slender hand Eliva extended to him, and scooped up the phaser that was now only a step away. It was still working. Taylor handed him the battered tricorder, which Sabu checked immediately. It was still blinking steadily, reading a new object. In unison, their heads turned toward the metal object that glinted in the beam of Taylor's light. Slowly, but with purpose, Eliva moved toward it, after motioning Taylor to flatten himself against the cave wall where the tunnel widened just enough for her to pass. She angled her antennae, focusing all her senses on the shiny thing. It was only then that she noticed how close the object was to a sheer drop over a ledge. She silently thanked God Sabu had tripped. Otherwise, they might well have gone right over the edge themselves. She crouched down to pick up the object, knowing what it was, but still wary. She looked at it again, as though it were the first time. Wordlessly, she stood and extended it for Taylor and Sabu's inspection. In the beam of Taylor's light,the silvery metal of the VISOR gleamed brightly. --- "Over here." At the sound of Riker's voice, Sarah focused her light on the wide puddle of bright red on the ground. Tufts of white fur dotted the puddle, absurdly reminding her of clouds. There were footprints and dunf tracks leading away from it, spots and streaks of red clearly marring the way. Riker looked at Sarah, his shock and concern clear in his eyes. "Human blood?" Sarah nodded. "I'm afraid it is. My guess is that our comrades found themselves too close to a dunf's nesting spot. Dunfs are terribly protective parents. Any threat to the young, and they'll attack. I can't say if the dunfs responsible for this released any venom or not." "And if they did?" Sarah's reply wasn't encouraging. "Fatal, I'm afraid, if the antitoxin isn't administered in time." Riker's mind raced through the possibilities, a hand kneading at his temple to help it along. "Could the victim administer the antidote to himself?" Sarah answered with a sad shake of her head. "There wouldn't be time. Dunf venom causes nearly instant paralysis in Philemites. The human nervous system is similar enough. Andorians are immune for the most part; they'd get a mild skin rash, but that's about all." That was good for Andorians, Riker thought, but the blood on the cave floor was human red, not the bright blue of Andorian blood. "How long would the victim have?" She took only a moment to recall the information. "Roughly five minutes before it starts to take effect. Ten if the heartbeat can be slowed to a relaxed state. It's not likely though, since the climate is already putting extra stress on the heart to begin with." No, it wasn't likely. "Especially not with the adrenaline the attack would activate." Riker nodded,surveying the site carefully. Oddly enough, he was reminded of a time his father had taken him hiking, and taught him how to read wolf tracks. *Pretend they're wolves.* "How large is the average pack?" "This tunnel isn't large enough to hold an entire pack. I'd say at the most, a male, his harem, and their young. Six to ten per litter. Most survive, since the dunfs are near the top of the food chain." Riker scowled, his hand pressing again at the throbbing in his skull. "Are all these tracks from adult dunfs?" Sarah squinted at the ground. "I can't tell in this light, but the young might not have been here. If the mother thought there was a threat, that would be enough for her to attack. She wouldn't take any chances." "Would the dunfs be satisfied with one kill?" Kyle Riker's voice echoed in Will's mind. *Remember, Will, the most dangerous animal you're ever going to run into is a mother anything.* "There's no need for assuming the worst. As soon as they're convinced the young are no longer threatened, they'll go on to something else, likely related to food or sleep. The best thing our friend could have done was to play dead." She crouched and examined the ground more closely. "Which it looks like he did." Riker joined her. He moved forward slowly, still in the crouch, his fingers tracing the air just over the ground. "Could one dunf drag a human?" Sarah matched Riker's progress. "It's possible," she allowed, picturing the scene in her mind. "One could do the job, but it was more likely two dunfs. The females are cooperative in protecting the young. Each litter belongs to the entire pack. Seeing just one female would be rare; she'd be sick." Riker nodded his understanding. Now, he was past the puddle, where the trail of trampled gravel began. There were dunf tracks on either side of a large, erratic squiggle that indicated something had been dragged. Two different sizes of bootprints, spaced as if running, told him that the dunfs hadn't taken down the other two people. Yet. "I assume the nest is in the opposite direction from this," he guessed, his eyes following the tracks as far as he could see. "It does." Sarah felt a chill entirely unrelated to the temperature creep up her spine. *Calm, Cromwell.* "I'd recommend phasers on heavy stun. The dunfs we find won't be friendly, and they may decide to call in reinforcements. We don't want to run into papa unprotected, either." Riker didn't need to hear any further explanation. "Heavy stun." "Heavy stun," Sarah confirmed, adjusting her phaser's setting. She paused, a too-familiar sound catching her attention. "Listen." Riker focused all his attention on the low, barely audible growling sound, accompanied by the scratching skitter of clawed feet on frozen gravel. There was no time to think. --- "Brina? You still there?" Lieutenant Junior Grade Sabrina Sinclair squeezed Geordi's hand to reassure him she hadn't left. "I'm here, sir." Geordi managed a smile. "Good. You were pretty quiet there for a while. What happened?" Sinclair checked her tricorder for what seemed like the millionth time in the past five minutes. The chronometer was working, she thought, if she could be liberal with the term "working," but that was about it. "The tricorders again. According to my instrument, we've been here for five minutes, but yours says twenty-three." Geordi let out a whistle of surprise. "Twenty-three! You're kidding!" Sinclair shook her head. "I wish I were. I think I can also say we haven't run into the smallest temporal anomaly in the galaxy. Our tricorders are nuts." Pulling himself up to standing, Geordi exhaled a long breath and brushed the snow from his robes. "Sure could use Data's chronometer about now. The tricorders telling you anything else? Anything worthwhile?" She keyed in the same test sequence she'd been trying periodically since they'd left the cave, expecting to get the same readout of random characters, but instead had to force herself to stifle a cheer. This was a critical mission, not a soccer match. Out in the open as they were, it wasn't wise to draw any more attention to themselves than was absolutely necessary. "They've finally admitted we're here. Both of us." With that said, Sinclair finally allowed herself to let out the breath she felt she'd been holding forever. There had been a few times, during their frantic scramble out of the collapsing tunnel, and subsequently, the cave,that Sinclair had thought they weren't going to make it. The dunfs had come out of nowhere, without even so much as a blip on any of the three tricorders. There had been five of the animals - *five* - and the tricorders hadn't gotten any readings at all. According to the instruments, the dunfs hadn't even been in the caves. So much for technology. She looked back at the cave and shuddered. "What about Doctor Crusher?" Sinclair grinned, checking her tricorder once more, then Geordi's. "The tricorders both say we're the only life forms in the vicinity, but I can see her now. She's out, she looks fine, and she's coming this way." Geordi's face lit with hope as his posture straightened. "Does she have the VISOR?" Sinclair shook her head again, then reminded herself that Lieutenant Commander La Forge wasn't currently wearing the VISOR. Without it, he couldn't see her, or anything else, for that matter. It was too easy for her to forget about the thing. She'd never admit it, but prior to that day, she'd always considered the VISOR more like a piece of exotic jeweler than a true necessity. "I can't tell from here, but she's alone." *Alone. Damn.* Both of them had hoped the doctor would have been able to find at least one other member of the landing party. The last Geordi could remember, Data had been alone. Sinclair hadn't been able to do much more than break through the tunnel opening, which had collapsed behind them, rock, ice and snow making an effective barrier against any pursuing dunfs. Geordi himself had felt useless, completely without sight, having lost his VISOR in the attack. Instead of being able to help re-enter the cave, all he'd been able to do was sit there, just another useless frozen lump. He fit right in with the rest of the planet. Well, sure, he told himself, there was the matter of the dunf who'd decided to take a taste of his left arm. Beverly had managed to stop the bleeding and administer the antitoxin in time to prevent any damage, but Geordi still felt like he should be doing more. He hadn't felt any pain for a good ten minutes now, and he certainly had all of his senses about him. Except for sight. Sight, or a reasonable facsimilie. Ever since he'd gotten the VISOR...no, he corrected himself, ever since he'd gotten used to the VISOR, he'd felt odd without it. Now, being without the instrument was worse than usual. He found his fingers sneaking up to the place where the VISOR should be when he thought Sinclair had her head turned away from him. Maybe, just maybe, the voice of the little boy he'd once been told him, the VISOR would magically be there the next time he reached for it. It wasn't, but he kept hoping. He could hear Beverly's boots crunching through the snow now. She didn't have the VISOR, he just knew it. Her breathing was harder than usual, though, and the sound of that, combined with the sound of her steps, told Geordi she was carrying something. "How'd it go?" he asked, hoping his voice was as level as he'd been trying to keep it. "I couldn't get in too far," Beverly explained, her tone beyond apologetic. Besides the snow, I'd say there was at least a meter of rock. That tunnel is sealed. I did manage to get one of the packs, though." She set the pack down, crouching next to it as Geordi and Sinclair followed suit. "Luckily, I didn't run into any more dunfs on my way back here. That probably means they've found something more interesting than us." "Or tastier," Geordi added, rubbing the spot on his arm beneath the torn sleeve. "What's in the pack?" With shaking fingers, Beverly undid the pack's fastenings as carefully as she could. "I had to do some digging to get this. It was under a pile of snow big enough to ski on, but there shouldn't be much damage." "Hey, I have faith in Starfleet's sturdy construction. Let's see what's in there. A nice big plate of jerk chicken would be great, but I think we could make do with a round of standard rations about now." There was less contrast to Geordi's familiar bright grin with his face the pale white and orange of the Berrek, but it still had the usual effect. He could hear both Crusher and Sinclair's breathing ease up a little. Beverly reached into the open pack and took out the first thing her hand touched. "Rations it is," she said, handing the package to Sinclair. Sinclair took the packet, breaking it into thirds, then distributing the pieces. She wasn't hungry; none of them were, but eating was something to do. She nibbled on her portion, not tasting the food at all, which she counted as a plus. Instead, she watched the others. They were both nervous, she could tell, but didn't want for her to know that. Sinclair didn't blame them. She tugged her hood more firmly over her head to guard against the wind, and concentrated on consuming her ration. "Hey, would you ladies mind chewing a little louder?" Geordi asked, with mock offence. "A guy might get to thinking he's all alone out here." "Not a chance," Beverly said. "Nobody's going anywhere on their own. Doctor's orders." She paused, tugging her hood securely into place. "I tried activating my communicator again, a little beyond the cave. It bleeped, but I couldn't get any kind of connection." Geordi's expression grew thoughtful. "Okay, let's think about this. The communicators, ours at least, didn't work at all inside the cave, so we can assume the others didn't work, either. Tricorder functions are impaired, but phasers are working. Bev, how's the medikit coming?" Beverly grimaced, grateful that the fur trim of her hood concealed her expression. "Let's just hope we don't run into any more dunfs. I had to use the entire dose of antitoxin on you." "Glad you did," Geordi said. "What about the pack you brought out?" "Mine, I'm afraid. The hypo's empty." Geordi nodded. "Okay, that can't be helped. Do you think it's worth another try to re-enter the cave? The tunnel we just left is sealed, but there's got to be others we can could try." Sinclair spoke up. "I think I can find where we originally entered the cave from out here. If any of the others have returned to the mouth, or tried to, that's the best place to start looking." "Now that's what I like to hear," Geordi said approvingly. "Guess we finally get to see if Worf's bragging about that map you carry around in your head is justified." Sinclair was glad for the heavy white colouring that covered her face. No doubt she was blushing furiously under it. Although she couldn't imagine Worf bragging about anyone, she did take a certain satisfaction in her innate sense of direction. "If I could see your tricorder, Doctor," she asked, turning towards Beverly. Beverly handed her tricorder to Sinclair and resumed her inspection of the pack. "Commander La Forge thought we might be able to boost one of the tricorders to almost full power by combining the power sources of all three," Sinclair explained. "I'd feel a lot better about this if we could get any kind of a decent idea of what's around us." She paused. "Kind of funny, though. My mother always warned me not to get too dependent on technology. She wanted to know what I'd do if I ever found myself completely without it. I hope we don't have to find out." "Sounds like my mom, too," Geordi said. "Which tricorder are you going to boost?" Sinclair took a moment to consider her options. "Mine, I think. If we run into any of the natives who've been keeping company with the Romulans, I'd like to know what kind of firepower they've got." "Good idea," Beverly agreed. "Everything seems to be in working condition. Since we have limited medical supplies, I'd like us to start moving as soon as possible. The longer we stay here, the better our chances of becoming dunf buffet. We might try re-entering the cave one more time. I don't like being out here with only one pack." "Especially when the pack is out of antitoxin, right?" Geordi finished for her. "What's it look like in there?" "Messy," the doctor conceded with a deep sigh. "Almost like Wesley's closet, but snowier. If we can't find anything else this time, I'd give up. I don't think the dunfs are going to bother us and leave the rest of the team alone." Sinclair nodded. "If they've gotten a taste for us, they'll keep looking. I've almost gotten this togeth..." Geordi picked up the change of tone in Sinclair's normally upbeat speech. "What's wrong?" "I don't know if I'd call it wrong, sir," Sinclair demurred, searching for the right word, "but it's not right." "Not right how?" Geordi pressed. "Could you have given it too much power?" "I don't think so," she answered, her voice reflecting her puzzlement. "Doctor, take a look at this." For Geordi's benefit, she added, "The tricorders are detecting both human and Romulan DNA nearby, but hardly any of either." Beverly scrutinised the information on the tricorder and double-checked it, then checked again. "It's a very small amount, but definitely there. I'd say no more than two or three kilometers from us. No life signs, but I am getting some genetic resonance..." Her voice trailed off. The first explanation that popped into her mind interrupted her report. "There's enough to account for a four-month fetus." *Enough to account for a four-month fetus.* Geordi understood. "You think it might be the corpse of Lieutenant Cromwell's child?" "It's possible. She did say that the Romulans had put the child outside the compound after she miscarried. I don't see how we could be that close to the compound so soon," Beverly wondered aloud. Sinclair cleared her throat. "We can't trust what the tricorders are telling us inside the cave, so we don't know how far we've come." "Doctor, you said two or three kilometers. Can you get anything more specific?" Geordi asked, "How about direction?" "Well, finally! It's actually working," Beverly explained. "If we can trust this reading, we should find..." she swallowed. "We should find the source of the DNA two point nine kilometers north by northeast." A warning light clicked in Geordi's brain. "You've moved away from the cave, right? Are you standing near any large rocks or rock formations?" "No." "You're standing in open space? As in you can't reach out and touch anything mineral from where you're standing right now." "Yes," Beverly answered, trying to follow the engineer's logic. "I mean, no. That is, I'm not standing near anything. It's open space." That had to be it. "It's something in the mineral content of the stone," Geordi said. "Whatever's been screwing up our equipment is in the rock, and I'll bet that's what the Romulans have been after. If this DNA is in fact Lieutenant Cromwell's child, then we're probably pretty darn close to the Romulan base of operations. I say we find out for sure." --- Eliva, Sabu and Taylor stared at the VISOR in Eliva's hand, not quite knowing what to do next. The very fact that the VISOR was in Eliva's hand, instead of with Lieutenant Commander LaForge, where it belonged, cast a pall on the air around them. Suddenly, Eliva's two days of seniority over Sabu and Taylor seemed remarkably irrelevant. There was no next logical step, unless calling for her mother counted. Somehow, she was sure it didn't. She kept looking at the VISOR. "Ma'am?" There was a small amount of respect in Taylor's voice. Personal opinions aside, it was always wise to be on the good side of one's commanding officer. Seeing the VISOR all by itself had made him feel very alone. "What do we do now?" What *did* they do now? Eliva turned the VISOR over in her hands, wishing she could tell if it were still functioning, or if it had been damaged somehow. When and if they encountered LaForge, he'd certainly want to know. She took a moment to think, keeping her eyes and antennae down. There was no benefit in allowing Taylor and Sabu to know she was just as nervous as they were. She remembered from the early days of her training, that the first thing in any emergency was to make a preliminary diagnosis. Lieutenant Commander LaForge was likely injured, at the very best disoriented. If he had been bitten by a dunf, which was likely, since the animal would choose the prey that could be most easily surprised, his heartbeat would be greatly accelerated. With an accelerated heartbeat, the venom would have spread rapidly, bringing with it paralysis. If he hadn't received the antitoxin by now, there was nothing she could do; he would already be dead, and she didn't have the proper equipment to resuscitate him. If he had received the antitoxin, that meant there was someone with him to tend him. Both possible scenarios firmly in place in her mind, she handed the VISOR to Sabu. "Can you tell if there hasss been," she paused, "any damage?" "I'll try, ma'am." Sabu took the VISOR and examined it at first visually, and then with the increasingly unreliable tricorder. He'd always wanted to get a good look at the VISOR, but not like this. Ideally, he'd like to have Commander LaForge there to answer his questions and point out all the interesting features. A VISOR was a masterpiece of medical engineering. He'd studied records and logs on its development, and thought it was an absolute miracle, but the actual thing was far different from anything he'd read about. Apart from a few scratches to the metallic surface, Sabu couldn't find anything wrong. The tricorder scan didn't report any damage either, but he wasn't so sure he should accept that. "I can't find any damage, ma'am," he said at length, "but I've been getting some abnormal readings from my tricorder for the past several minutes, since we passed the stalactites." "And you're just telling us now?" Taylor demanded. Eliva shot him a quelling look, her antennae nearly erect with impatience. "Abnormal? Define abnormal, please." "Life signs have been erratic. The number in our party has been frequently varying, according to my readings. Right now, nobody's here, but the VISOR is." Knowing how absurd that sounded, he added, "Honestly. It is. Have a look." Taylor peered over Sabu's shoulder. "He's right." Eliva didn't need to look. Ever since they'd passed the stalactites, Sabu had said. That would stand to reason that the stalactites had something to do with the abnormality. "Taylor, check your tricorder," she ordered, while recalibrating her own. "I have two life signs," Taylor reported, "but I can't tell who...or what." Eliva repeated her test. I have only one; myself. We will return to the stalactites for further testing." "What about the VISOR?" Sabu asked, turning it over again for another look at the connectors. Eliva extended her hand. "I consssider it to be medical equipment." She paused. "I will carry it in my pack until we rendezvous with Lieutenant Commander LaForge." She congratulated herself on sounding certain that they would make that rendezvous. She wasn't certain, to be honest, but as she had heard Commander Riker say before, it wasn't what she knew that mattered, it was what others thought she knew. If she had confidence, so would her team. "And then?" "And then, Mr Taylor, Lieutenant Commander LaForge can determine its status. Until then, it isss medical equipment. We will return to the stalactites." She paused, reminding herself to think like a command officer. "Phasers set to kill." --- Sarah watched mutely as the dunf, springing from the darkness of a hidden tunnel, launched itself at Riker. The two of them went down in a swirl of white fur, making it impossible to tell where one left off and the other began. The sound of Riker's body crushing his pack against the rock wall of the cave made her wince. A fast move of one finger chanced her phaser's setting from heavy stun to kill. There was no room for error. She'd seen the dunf's double row of teeth clearly...could imagine the long canine fangs dripping their deadly venom into Willie's bloodstream. "Not if I can help it." Sarah wasn't aware she had spoken as she estimated the best place to direct her single shot. There wouldn't be time for more. Riker and the dunf turned over in the frozen gravel, rolling over each other as they struggled for dominance. As soon as Sarah had a good clear shot at the back of the animal's neck, she took her chance. The phaser's bright crimson beam sliced through the dim light, finding its target precisely. The dunf slumped over Riker, going limp. There were more, she was certain of that, and they would be coming soon, attracted by the scent of their fallen comrade. The scent of dead dunf would be to the rest of the pack like Mum's Yorkshire pudding was to Sarah's brothers. As it was, the smell of warm dunf meat was making *her* hungry. Other dunfs would be even hungrier, and didn't need a call to dinner. A few quick steps took her to Riker's side. Rolling the dunf's body off him, Sarah inhaled sharply. The thick fur robe covering Riker's chest was torn and damp. The clothing beneath was torn as well. Pulling the cloth and fur away from the open wound, Sarah muttered an Orion oath as she saw the dark blood seeping from the torn flesh, and the sickly clear yellow of the dunf venom swirling through it. *The pack. There's a medikit in the pack, Cromwell. Stop wasting your time gaping and deal with the situation.* The straps holding the pack to Riker's body had torn free in his struggle with the dunf. The pack itself lay several meters away. Not taking her eyes from him, Sarah propped her lantern against a loose rock and scooted backward, feeling for the pack. As soon as she had it, she resumed her earlier position. Thrusting one hand deep into the pack, Sarah swore again. She should have known. The medikit had taken the brunt of the impact when Riker had hit the wall. Although her gloves protected her from the sharp edges of broken glass and metal, she could tell that the damage was severe. "Useless." There was still a small amount of antitoxin in the broken hypospray, but the mechanism to drain the venom had been shattered. The bandages couldn't be called sterile anymore, but they'd do, especially since one of the rolls had soaked up the majority of the antitoxin. "We're going to have to work quickly," she explained as she selected one of the sharper Philemite knives from the pack. "How are you feeling?" Riker's movements were slow as he drew himself into a sitting position. "Fine. What are you doing with that?" From where he was, it looked like Sarah was aiming a phaser at a knife she held. Why did she have a knife? "We'd better get moving. The dunfs..." Sarah clicked off the phaser and turned back to Riker. "You'll get no argument from me on that, Willie. I don't relish the thought of having to drag you through this labyrinth. I'd much rather have you walk on your own." She took a steadying breath. "The vial of antitoxin broke; there's not much left. I'm going to try to suck our the venom, so I'll need you to lie still." Pulling aside Riker's robe to expose the wound, she tried not to let her horror show as she saw the shiny swelling that had already begun to pollute his flesh. "Bloody hell, Willie. If you succumb to this, I'm going to be cross with you. Extremely cross." "Then I'll...try....not to." "I should be glad of that," she said firmly as she made a thin x-shaped incision over the centre of the swelling area. She was fairly certain that Willie could hear, that the dunfs could hear, that the bloody, bleeding Romulan sods could hear her heartbeat echoing throughout the caves as she pressed her lips against his fevered skin, drawing the poison into her own mouth. As soon as Sarah tasted the bitter venom, mixed with the sickly sweet taste of blood, she spat forcefully, then began again. Riker remained still while Sarah worked, trying to focus his thoughts on something other than the numbness that was already starting to muddy his mind. He could feel the hurried suction of Sarah's mouth against the throbbing wound, feel the venom being drawn out. Sarah was doing everything she could, but the fact remained that the makeshift treatment might not be enough. He had to face that possibility, to plan for it. "Brit," he began, the next time Sarah lifted her mouth to spit, "if I don't make it..." "You're going to," she informed him tersely before sucking once more. Riker closed his eyes briefly, trying to will the numbness from spreading through his thoughts to his body. It was important to continue. With him or without him, there was a mission to be completed. "If I don't make it," he repeated, "I want you to take what you need and," he paused, filling his lungs with barely enough air, "get out of here." Sarah said nothing, but kept on draining the venom. "Get to the others if you can. If not, then try to contact the *Enterprise* and have them beam you back. That's an order, Lieutenant." "You're going to make it," Sarah insisted, before drawing what she devoutly hoped was the last of the venom into her mouth. She spat. "This might hurt a bit." She pressed the flesh around the wound, firmly, watching the blood rise to the surface and flow around the fingers of her gloves, staining them bright red. *Bright red on white fur...* Sarah could feel again the horrible cramping pain, the warm wet rush dampening her garments...no. There was no time for that. She was touching Willie now, not the sod of a Romulan guard, and she wasn't anywhere near the bloody door. Compressing her lips into a firm line, she kept one hand on the wound, reaching with the other for the precious vial. "Willie, I need your help now. Give me your hand; we've got to keep the wound open to get the antitoxin in there." It wasn't far to move, but just bringing his hand up to his own shoulder took longer than either of them would have liked. Riker found himself tired from the effort. "I'm ready," he told her, as he forced his trembling fingers to pull the edge of the wound open. He was lying, and he could tell she knew it. Biting the inside of her lower lip, Sarah tipped the broken vial, watching the pale amber liquid drip over the angry red flesh. It was far from the dosage recommended, but it was all they had. As the first drop touched the open wound, Riker stifled a curse of his own, not wanting to attract any attention from whoever else might be in the caves. "You lied," he accused through gritted teeth, his voice laced with equal parts of pain and humour. "I don't lie." "Yes, you do. You said it would hurt a bit. It hurts like hell." He managed a weak grin. "Then I'm sorry," Sarah returned, making sure she'd gotten every last bloody drop of antitoxin into the wound. Maybe if she broke off the bottom... "You should try Romulan disruptor fire sometime. Makes this seem like pleasure." Riker grimaced, feeling the burn of the antitoxin as it began to flow through his bloodstream. "I have. It does." "Then count yourself fortunate," she told him, in the same tone he remembered her chastising her younger brothers for sneaking into Cromwell Manor's kitchens after hours. "How are you feeling?" "Fabulous," he answered, although he was having trouble focusing his vision at the moment. "Never better. Too bad there's no music; I feel like dancing." *With both of you,* he added silently, closing his eyes tightly. When he opened them, he could make out Sarah's hands, only one set of them, pressing the bandage in place over the wound. The small amount of warmth the bandage provided felt wonderful. Sarah's hand felt better. He ran his tongue over drying lips. "What about the dunfs?" Sarah glanced at the hidden tunnel and the one they'd just come from. Already, curious dunfs were no doubt making their way toward the tasty meal that was sprawled only a meter away, a phaser wound marring the perfect white of its fur. In the silence of the cave, she could hear the faint skitter of claws on gravel. "They'll be here soon." Sarah estimated the distance. Soon was an understatement. "Can you walk?" "I think so." He was guessing. "Good." Sarah was busily scooping the remains of the medikit back into the pack, careful to leave nothing behind. She didn't relish the thought of dunfs tracking them; the stupid beasts already had the home advantage. "Movement should help the antitoxin circulate faster. Give me your hand." Riker's movements were visibly slower. "How's your vision?" "No problem," Riker lied. The paintings on the cave walls looked like they were moving in a gentle, rhythmic wave. Gaining his feet, he paused only a moment to get enough of his bearings to continue. "Where's my phaser?" Sarah looked around. "I don't see...there." She prodded the dead dunf with one booted foot, then bent to pull the phaser from under the body. "Sir, I recommend setting phasers to kill." Riker knew there were words to respond to Sarah's, but he couldn't summon them. Instead, he nodded, a limp, rag-doll motion. Somewhere in the distance, he heard a howl, then another. Wolves answered each other's howls, he remembered... There was somebody tugging on his arm insistently. Not a dunf; human. "This way," Sarah prodded, pulling at the sleeve of Riker's robe. "Unless you'd like to be the second course," she added under her breath. When this was all over, she promised herself she was going to go someplace warm, very warm, and gorge herself on decent English food until her arteries clogged. As soon as the two humans had disappeared around the bend of the north tunnel, a young dunf, shaggy and half-grown, cautiously emerged from the hidden tunnel. He sniffed the spot where the large human had lain, and rolled on the cold, rough ground, claiming the territory. His mark made, he turned his attention to the tasty meal nearby. --- Counsellor Troi rolled her eyes back in her head as the erratically crackling image of Governor Eric Anderson was replaced by an orbital view of Philemon Three. She was fairly certain she felt a headache coming on, but it could be the captain's. It could have belonged to any of the bridge's occupants, for that matter. A symphonic headache, she decided, might be the best term for it. Anderson had managed to annoy everybody. "Counsellor?" Deanna crossed her legs and re-draped her skirt, hedging. "He's not consciously hiding anything,but he is very insecure." She couldn't tell if it were Anderson's normal manner, or peculiar to this situation. "He is worried." Picard pounced on her diagnosis. "Insecure? How? Worried about what?" "The governor is trying to give the impression that he is in control of the situation," she explained, slim fingers kneading at her temple. "He's not," Picard disagreed with a derisive snort. Deanna looked up at Worf, who stood over the Tactical station, a strong look of concentration on his face. The Klingon was sending out intense anger, much of it directed at the governor. That, combined with Picard's impatience and Wesley's anxiety, made it difficult for her to focus on Anderson's emotions. She was grateful for the Vulcan ensign occupying Data's station, providing a calm counterpoint she could centre herself on. "Sir," Worf interrupted, "I am picking up power fluctuations on the planet's surface. It is in the..." he growled, growing more irritated when the readout changed again. "*Near* the crash site," he finished, glaring at his station, as if daring the readout to change one more time. Picard was out of his chair in an instant, striding up the deck to join the Klingon. "Show me." Worf jabbed a lean brown finger at the display on the console. "Here," he informed the captain tersely, "is the source of the fluctuation." Picard looked at the map, making a quick, critical survey. "Are there any of the shuttlecraft's remains left at the site?" "No. Chief O'Brien reported that all parts of the shuttlecraft not beamed aboard broke up on transport." Picard's hand gripped the rail of the Tactical station, his knuckles showing white against the dark wood-toned finish. "So, there's nothing left at the site that could read as a power source?" His keen eyes lit on another reading. "What is this?" Worf followed Picard's pointing finger. "That is the mining field closest to the crash site." "And this?" Worf scowled. "That is your thumbprint, sir." Deanna stifled a giggle as Picard forced a cough and straightened, clasping both hands behind his back. "Thank you, Mr Worf. I was referring to the reading next to the thumbprint." The Klingon didn't even look up from his console. "That is the settlement's auxiliary generator." Picard nodded. He couldn't make sense of the displays at Tactical at that moment, so he strode by the science station, peering briefly over the shoulder of the female Tellerite who was still sweeping the general area for life signs. There was still no new information. It bothered him. There were too many unknown factors for him to be comfortable. Deanna had told him she was certain all of the away team were still alive. Normally, her assurance would have been enough, but not this time. For a governor, Eric Anderson seemed remarkably ill-informed. The man didn't seem to know anything about Philemon Three that didn't directly relate to the mining settlement. That wasn't good enough. While Picard admired focus, he had no patience for incompetence. Anderson was pushing the word to its limit. There were nine Starfleet officers down there, likely to run into any number of Romulans; Romulans who were possibly using Anderson's precious crystals to power cloaked shuttles and God alone knew what else. Picard found it incredulous that Anderson could know as little as he claimed about it all. The bridge itself seemed alien as Picard's mind filled in the empty seats. Riker should have been in the seat to the right of the centre chair, and it should have been Data sitting where the Vulcan officer now sat. What Picard wanted most at the moment was to call Riker and Data into his ready room for a conference. Thanks to Anderson's inability to see what was going on literally beneath his own feet, that wasn't possible. If there were indeed Romulans stationed on Philemon Three, and they were indeed able to cloak a shuttle, then what else could they cloak? Picard put a hand to his throbbing forehead, in a futile attempt to ease the pounding inside his skull. This infernal waiting was too much. He wanted to check on O'Brien's progress with the holographic recreation of the Romulan shuttle, but he'd just done that ten minutes ago. O'Brien and his team were close; maybe in a couple of hours or so, they'd have something to show the captain. O'Brien had said as much the last two times Picard had checked on him. Once they had a good, solid idea of what the power source had been, it would only be a matter of locating that resource, and then they'd know where to start looking. Until then, all any of them could do was wait. Picard wondered, and not for the first time, if he hadn't made a mistake in allowing Lieutenant Cromwell to transport down. Certainly, Chief O'Brien could use her input; she knew the shuttle better than anyone on board, even if that knowledge was only cursory. She'd piloted the damned thing. Riker had protested; maybe he should have listened. After all, the young woman was just recovering from six months of Romulan captivity. How much could they possibly expect from her? "Captain!" Worf's voice brought Picard back to the tactical station instantly. "One of the away teams is attempting communication." "Communication? Can you determine who?" Worf's fingers flew over the touchpad, attempting to clear a channel and get a firm fix on the shaky signal. "No, sir. I cannot determine the exact source, although it is a few kilometers from the fluctuation I was reading earlier." Deanna Troi could feel the tension on the bridge lift considerably. Even though the ice storm had been over for nearly two hours, there had been no communication from any of the away team before now. The small breakthrough was encouraging, but not enough. She could sense Wesley Crusher's hope rising. Although the boy wouldn't admit to anything; in fact, he had denied being worried at all when Deanna had talked to him an hour earlier, she knew he was concerned about his mother. In Wesley's mind, the signal was clear and definite. To him, it was obviously his mother's communicator. He needed for it to be, Deanna knew, his childlike desperation piercing through the sense of duty he wanted to project. Beverly had been having a running argument with Wes over some clothing fad the young people had picked up from the last starbase. Mother and son had had a few words the day before, loud enough for Deanna to have heard them while she passed by their door. Deanna hadn't stopped then, but she had discussed the situation with Beverly that morning over breakfast. In light of the current situation, whether or not Wes would be allowed to wear the brightly-coloured alien headdress didn't matter to anyone but the boy himself. The part of him that hadn't yet made the full transition from boy to young man was ready to accept the blame for anything that might happen to his mother. Shifting in her seat, Deanna admitted to herself that she might have been doing something similar. Being on the receiving end of one of Will Riker's bad moods was not a pleasant experience, and for Deanna, it was a relatively new one. For some reason, Sarah Cromwell was a sore spot where Will was concerned. The fact that Will strongly preferred that Deanna keep her distance from the young woman pricked at her counsellor's instinct. Deanna wondered if Will would have mentioned his reasons when they met to discuss Deanna's "breach of protocol." There were only a few hours left until the time for their appointment. Deanna shifted again, uneasily. Even though it was several hours past, their confrontation still unnerved her. Will had felt violated when she'd entered the room where he was comforting Lieutenant Cromwell. There was something beneath the feeling of violation, something he'd been unwilling for her to read, but this was neither the time nor the place for thinking about it. Even so, the intensity of the emotions continued to nag at her. --- Geordi stopped, focusing his attention on the senses he did have. The cold air hit his exposed face with stinging slaps each time the wind shifted. He'd almost gotten used to the pungent smell of dunf fur, but not entirely. The arm linked through his, leading him, was slender but strong. He'd wanted to get to know Brina Sinclair better, but not like this. He would have preferred their walk to be along a beach with soft, warm sand, Spanish guitar playing in the background, and a plate of risotto awaiting them at their destination. Endless snow, hungry dunfs and the interminable howl of the wind just didn't come close, he noticed, as Sinclair's steps slowed. "Let me guess. Another hill, right?" "Just a small one," Sinclair answered, glancing up at the night sky. Philemon Three's twin moons were shining silver on the endless expanse of snow in front of them. She recalled, from the briefing they'd been given right before beaming down, that the skies didn't stay clear for long on Philemon Three. The massing clouds were already starting to block out the stars, but for now the light from the moons was enough for the three of them to make their way without having to use any artificial lights. Sinclair wouldn't want to be the one to explain Starfleet equipment to the Klevv she was sure they'd soon encounter. They'd gone fairly long without running into the natives, and that alone set of a warning in her mind. Sooner or later, they would. Only a few steps ahead of them, Beverly Crusher consulted their lone functioning tricorder once again. The readings she was getting were stronger now, much stronger. Human and Romulan DNA, combined into a single string. Ever since she'd formed her hypothesis about the source, she hadn't been able to keep her mind from imagining Wesley in place of Lieutenant Cromwell's child. The thought was ridiculous, of course. Wes was fine. Far from a fetus, he was well on his way to being a man; hardly a child at all anymore. Most likely, he was on duty at the moment, probably even working to get his own mother back aboard the ship. She smiled to herself, deciding it was time for another try at communicating with the *Enterprise.* Over the last hour or so, they'd tried to contact the other members of the away team, and the ship, at random intervals. Nothing important had happened, nothing had gone through, but at least the process would start. A signal was sent out, and that was better than nothing. Beverly reached into her robe and tapped the communicator. "Crusher to *Enterprise.*" Hi, Wes, she was thinking. There was no response, but the familiar chirp of the comm badge was comforting. "Your turn next, Sinclair," she reminded the security officer, before turning her attention back to the tricorder. The readings were approximate, less than desirable for her purpose, and it was a security tricorder when she would have been much more comfortable with medical. "Now, come on, you two. Let's get moving. Frostbite is not fun." "Yes, ma'am," Geordi replied, tightening his hold on Sinclair's arm. He hated this helpless feeling. If anything happened to the women, it would be only a matter of time before he became Geordi La Forge, dunfburger. Out in the open, without anything he could use for a guide, there was no telling where he was, or what direction he was going. "What I wouldn't give for a sensor net," he muttered under his breath, feeling the snow now beneath his left foot give way. He crumpled to the ground, taking Brina Sinclair with him. The surprise of falling was quickly replaced with the surprise of falling farther. Geordi and Sinclair fell through the icy powder of the drift before either of them had a chance to call out. Feeling the snow shift beneath her, Beverly turned around just in time to see her companions disappear in a maelstrom of white. As quickly as it had flown up, the snow settled. If she hadn't seen the two of them fall, she would have had no way of knowing there had ever been anyone there. Peering into the hole where the two officers had just been standing, she was glad to see that both of them seemed to be all right. "You two okay?" "Just fine," Geordi reported, "except for a little snow down the back...make that a *lot* of snow down the back," he corrected. "Brina?" Sinclair took a moment to answer. "I...I'm fine, sir. I just landed on something." "What kind of something?" Beverly called down. "Can you see it?" Sinclair shook her head. "It's buried under the snow. Doctor, if you could give us a hand?" "Be right there." Beverly carefully navigated the best route down, one that wouldn't bring another shower of snow down on them. "What have we got?" She took out the tricorder, taking a cursory reading. "Geordi, we could use your hands." Taking Geordi's gloved hand in hers, she guided it to the spot Sinclair had indicated. The three of them dug slowly and carefully, not wanting to damage whatever it was they'd found. Minutes later, dunf fur gloves notwithstanding, their fingers were numb to the bone, but the object had been uncovered. Beverly was the first to find it. No further scans were needed. She tried, unsuccessfully, to muffle the sob that rose in her throat. "A girl," she pronounced, tears coming to her eyes as she saw the perfect, delicate points of the tiny ears. "It's a little girl." With a shaking hand, Beverly picked up the small form. Just bigger than her hand, the child - she couldn't think of this as anything but a child- was perfectly formed, miniature features frozen in their innocent sleep. Her professional training told her to discount the colouring; exposure and death negated any of the normal colours the child might have been. She could see, though, the dark patch at the crown of the head, where hair would have been. A tender line, which she traced with the tip of one gloved finger, showed where the mouth was going to be. Little fists and feet , perfect but for their stillness, brought a lump to Beverly's throat. "I'm afraid we've found our human/Romulan DNA," she forced herself to say, tearing her eyes away from the child's body long enough to consult her tricorder. "She looks to be roughly four-months-prenatal, give or take a few weeks. I'd like to do an autopsy when we get back on board." Geordi wasn't liking this at all. There couldn't be all that many human/Romulan four-month-prenatal corpses scattered over the landscape. This had to be Sarah Cromwell's child. That would mean they were much too close to the Romulan compound for comfort. "We can record the coordinates and have he body beamed up later," he suggested. "My guess is your average Klevv don't carry Romulan bodies around in their packs." Beverly sighed. Geordi was right, of course. It was the live Romulans they had to worry about. This little one wasn't going anywhere. She logged the coordinates in her tricorder, praying the information would stay. Lieutenant Cromwell deserved to be able to bury her child. "Right," she said, reluctance weighing the single syllable. "Are we still sticking with the same plan, then?" "I think it's our best chance," Geordi answered. "If we can get into the compound, I can try to contact the ship from there. My guess is that they're not going to stick themselves out in the arctic boondocks without a reliable means of communication with their own fleet. Out here, they need food, they need heat; things in short supply from the natives. " Geordi paused. "Let's just hope they think all Klevv look alike." --- Distorted images flitted through Riker's mind. He was awake, that much he knew, but little else. He tried to wade through the mud of his thoughts; there were things to do which required a clear mind. He hoped he could bring his up to muster, as he couldn't recall any others being nearby. Above him, bright stars and twin moons were quickly being veiled by thick clouds, like a blanket being smoothed across the form of a sleeping child. Moons and stars... That meant he was outside. How had that happened? Riker closed his eyes and thought hard. The most recent image he could recall was the inside of a cave. The markings on the walls had been moving in a graceful ballet, bright sports and splashes of colour refusing to remain still. It was as though they'd had some sort of message to them, a message they didn't want to share. Faces appeared and disappeared through the colours. He saw his father, crouched in the early November snow, gesturing through a series of tracks that led into a tall stand of pines. That was gone now, replaced by his first view of a grand, ancient stone manner house through a cold mist of rain. The man beside him, his old Academy roommate, Albert...no, Arthur Cromwell, was droning on and on about some long-dead male ancestor with a feminine name that made Riker snicker. As Arthur elaborated on the escapades of Lord Evelyn, Riker had the distinct impression that he was being watched. That was impossible, though. There weren't any Romulans in England. There weren't any Romulans on the USS Hood, either. Not usually, so why were they watching him? The incessant ticking of an old-fashioned clock was counting down the minutes until he had to leave the room at a run, leave Sarah, and rush to his own quarters. He tried to move, but thought better of it. The wolves. He should tell Sarah about the wolves. She probably didn't know the wolves were there. He tried to raise a hand, fascinated by the slowness of the motion. Someone was jabbing him in the ribs, shaking him by one shoulder, pinching his nostrils to force him to take large gulps of the frigid air. "Willie!" Sarah dropped the chunk of crystal she'd been toying with and set about rousing Riker. "I thought we agreed you weren't going to to do that anymore," she chided, prodding him in the side with the heel of her hand. *So help me, Willie, if you leave me alone out here, I'll never forgive you.* Riker blinked. The colours flew away from his field of vision at warp speed like an exploding kaleidoscope. The voice, the hands belonged to Sarah Cromwell, Arthur's sister. His own... "Brit." He blinked, then squeezed his eyes shut, blocking out the confusing visual images. "Report, Lieutenant." Sarah allowed herself a small smile of relief. He'd been silent too long, still for only a few seconds, but she knew all too well that seconds on Philemon Three were enough to last forever. "You fell asleep again." "Sorry." Riker sat up, annoyed with the sluggishness of his movements. There was still enough dunf venom in his bloodstream to slow things down considerably. "Maybe you should talk about something more interesting. You know I get lost in British politics." "Not as much as you'd like to think," she answered, in the same light tone as his own attempt at humour. Satisfied that Riker was all right for the moment, Sarah retreated to her earlier position, picking up the chunk of rose-coloured crystal once more. "We weren't talking about politics. We were talking about the atmosphere tent. You don't find that interesting?" Actually, he didn't. Although he was grateful for the tent's warmth and protection, he found the mechanics of it, as Sarah would put it, bloody boring. "You haven't changed. Still finding everything fascinating." "Everything is," Sarah admitted, turning the crystal over in her hands, watching the reflected starlight glinting off its rough facets. "Keep talking. You need to remain conscious." *Right. Conscious. Conscious would be a good idea.* "So, talk." Riker drew himself into a full sitting position, and stretched. The movements were still too slow and difficult for his liking. "Explain the House of Lords again." "It's part of Parliament," Sarah said, with a glare in Riker's direction. "I said *you* needed to talk. *I* don't have dunf venom just waiting for me to nod off. So help me, Willie, if you succumb, I'm setting you out there for the bloody dunfs to finish." Riker let out an exasperated breath. He wasn't comfortable not being in control of his own body, and he was reluctant to let Sarah know just how uncomfortable things had gotten. "What are the dimensions of the tent?." He still didn't find the atmosphere tent's specifications all that interesting, but it was better than figuring out his chances of being fed to the dunfs. Sarah didn't look up from the crystal. "Three meters high, by three meters wide, by three meters long. Enough to pace," she informed him. "Which wouldn't be a bad idea in your case. It would get your heart rate up." Riker grinned, wincing at the slight pain standing brought. Sarah hadn't changed much at all. "Still have an answer for everything, don't you?" he asked, his voice warm with affection. "And if I do?" "It either means you're well prepared, or insufferable. I haven't decided which just yet. When we get back to the ship, I'll make it my top priority." He began to pace, mentally counting off the steps as he took note of his surroundings. The atmosphere tent, although cramped, provided adequate protection from the cold. Almost more importantly, any casual observer, especially the Klevv, wouldn't see anything out of the ordinary. He and Sarah would only appear to be a couple of idiots camping out in the open. Even that wasn't too unusual, he thought, turning to pace the tent off again. Enough time spent wandering around this particular winter wonderland would drive anybody crazy. "I take it we haven't been able to make any progress," he ventured, as he peered over Sarah's shoulder. Sarah picked up a second crystal, this one a pale mint green in colour. "We haven't," she told him with a sigh of frustrated regret. He noticed the way her gloved fingers tensed around the crystal as she spoke. "The tricorders seem to hav taken on minds of their own. Creative ones at that, I might add, since they seem to be putting out utter fiction." She paused for a weary shrug. "Maybe when we get moving again. I don't see anything changing tonight." Riker nodded. He could see the first snowflakes dropping out of the clouds, like feathers from a pillow that was about to break. Why did everything look like it was related to sleep? Thanks to the dunf venom, it was all he wanted to do, and the one thing he couldn't chance. Staying where they were, on top of the mountain, was best for as long as this next storm lasted. He watched Sarah as she tossed the crystals from one hand to the other, making a half-hearted, likely unconscious attempt at juggling them. Those small hands had dragged him up the last few meters of the mountain, when his legs had collapsed beneath him, he remembered. He wasn't sure how much time had elapsed, but it was enough for the winds to almost erase their tracks. Even now he felt a little wobbly, but he continued to pace, willing control into his apathetic muscles. He refused to worry about the other members of the landing party. There was nothing he could do for them, and all of them were well able to take care of themselves. Whoever had been the dunf's appetizer, they had two other people with them, equipped with vials of antitoxin. Barring the destruction of all three vials, which was highly unlikely, there was no reason for concern in that vein. Data, off by himself, would likely come out of this with a humourous anecdote or two, whatever else he accomplished. As for himself and Sarah, well, that was another matter. She didn't look much older than the girl she'd been when he first met her, as she sat there, enveloped in the white dunf fur robe, the hood pushed back to hang between her shoulder blades. Her long, pale braid had coiled in the hood, with a few stray wisps that she kept tucking back behind her ears. Riker smiled at her unconscious gesture, the almost silent huff of annoyance every time she did it. He was reminded of the time she'd caught him, as a young cadet, having spent three hours in that bathroom disguised as a library. He shook his head, the action making him mildly dizzy. He still didn't know why Sarah's father had bookcases lining the walls of the old-fashioned bathroom, but there were just some things about British people in general, and Cromwells in particular, that didn't bear examining. *"Because the library was full,*" she'd told him, with all of a thirteen-year-old's impatience. Sarah had come a long way since that winter break. So had he. So had the universe. That same kid who had nearly scared the life out of him by hiding under an antique piano he'd been playing was now the best source of information about a secret Romulan base. Absurd. It was absolutely absurd. *"Don't stop,"* she'd urged, when Cadet Riker had come to the end of the Chopin piece. *"Play it again, please. I love your passion."* He remembered how he'd choked at her words, embarrassed by the double entendre she hadn't meant, but more embarrassed that he'd been caught indulging in something private. She'd meant the music; of course she had. *"What are you doing down there?"* he'd asked, as she crawled out from under the ancient grand piano, dragging a heavy book with her. It had been something to do with Plutarch. *"I live here. Da likes you if he let you into the music room, you know."* There had only been a moment of silence as Sarah had sized up the situation. *"I won't say anything,"* she'd assured him, *"if you'll play the prelude again."* Then she'd settled herself in one of the padded chairs along the wall, ready to wait however long it took for him to grant her request. The lady of the manor had spoken. *I love your passion....* "Willie, you're not talking." "I'm walking. Isn't that enough?" Sarah scooped up a third crystal, this one colourless and perfectly clear. If the tricorders had been working properly, she would have analysed them,but that wasn't possible at the moment. "I'd rather hear you talk. You'll pardon me if I don't care to have the... splendour of our surroundings all to myself. There's been quite enough of that." "Consider yourself pardoned," he assured her. It looked like the snow was falling in slow motion around them, except for an area three meters by three meters. Riker wondered what the Klevv would have to say about that. "I'd like you to say more than a few words at a time, if you don't mind. I'm going to have enough inquiries without having to account for your demise. Besides," she added with a sly smile and an appraising glance over her shoulder, "you owe me a sitting." Riker quit his pacing and dropped down next to Sarah, close enough that he could feel the slight shaking of her arm as she transferred a colourless crystal from one hand to the other. "How's this?" Sarah put down the crystals and gave Riker a light shove. "I meant for a portrait. I didn't pack any charcoals when we beamed down." "I thought I already sat for your portrait, in New Orleans." "You didn't have that handsome set of whiskers in New Orleans," Sarah teased, reaching a gloved hand up to touch Riker's beard. "Your own," she clarified, "not the extensions, please. Besides, there's more experience, more confidence, more..." She stopped as Riker captured her hand before she could take it away. "What are you doing?" What *was* he doing? This was far from the ideal time or place for a romantic interlude. "Just feeling nostalgic, I guess. You did mention New Orleans." New Orleans. Sarah had called up the memory of their week in New Orleans several times during the last six months, hiding her thoughts, her mind, the part of her that truly mattered, in the smoky clubs of the French Quarter while the Romulans savaged her body. Willie had promised he wouldn't let her leave until she had a proper appreciation for jazz, and he'd succeeded. The too-short evenings she'd sat in the clubs and watched him play trombone while she sketched him were cherished memories, like their walks down Bourbon Street. She'd re-drawn every sketch in her head, paying painstaking attention to every line and shadow. She'd painted the portrait over and over, to the point where she could almost recall each individual brush stroke. "I told her about it." "Her? Who?" Riker had a feeling he knew, and wasn't sure he was ready to hear about it. *Don't cry, Brit...* Sarah picked up the rose crystal again, rotating it with exquisite slowness. "The child. I don't know how, but she just seemed like a girl. She was. I saw her before they took her." *Don't cry, Cromwell.* "She had the loveliest...points on her ears. They were small, but I saw them." The corners of Sarah's mouth curved upwards with maternal pride, even as her eyes misted. "She was beautiful, Willie." Riker put a comforting arm around Sarah, pulling her close against his chest until he could feel her heartbeat matching his own, beat for ragged beat. "Tell me about her." Blinking back a tear so the flood wouldn't come, Sarah took a ragged breath. *Don't cry, Cromwell. You're not going to cry.* There really weren't words to tell anyone what it had felt like to carry that precious life, her one blessing in the midst of that hell. There wasn't anything she could say to make him understand, make anyone understand how hope could have a fluttery little heartbeat. "I...could feel her moving about inside," she began, attempting the impossible. "It was like butterflies swimming, if that were possible." Sarah bit down on her lower lip. *You're not crying, Cromwell. You're not.* "Her name was Stephanie. Stephanie Madeline Laura Juliet Cromwell. I wanted her, Willie. I hated the way she was made, but I wanted her. They made her on purpose; they said I'd be..." For all her orders to the contrary, Sarah's tears committed an act of pure insubordination, a rough sob choking off any further words as hot tears coursed down her cheeks. *Those Romulan bastards.* Riker's own eyes were moistening as he pulled Sarah as close as he possibly could, locking her into his embrace. At the moment, he wouldn't bet on the chances of any Romulan meeting him and coming out of the encounter alive. Sarah didn't have to say anything else. He could follow the Romulans' logic although it made the bile rise into his throat. A half-Romulan child would have tied Sarah to them. Forever. Either the Roms would have convinced her to remain voluntarily, by retaining the child, or when she did escape, she'd be suspected of fraternizing with her captors. Even Worf had considered that possibility. If there were a live child, both Sarah and her daughter would have faced a lifetime of that same suspicion. He knew that Sarah Cromwell was no Romulan sympathiser, but the rest of the Federation didn't. There would be people who would draw their own conclusions, the facts be damned. Riker was looking forward to finding that compound. --- Miles O'Brien practically raced onto the bridge, a medium-sized chunk of rose-coloured crystal clutched in his left hands, fingers white with pressure. "This is it," he announced without preamble, on his way to Worf's tactical station. "If I may, sir?" As the Klingon stepped aside, O'Brien took his place, the fingers of his right hand keying in the code that would transfer the information he'd gleaned from the holodeck reconstruction to the bridge. Picard was out of his chair in an instant, coming up to join O'Brien and Worf at Tactical. "Report, Chief." "We found it, sir." "It?" Picard asked, his brows shooting up with keen interest. "Does *it* have anything to do with that rock you've brought?" To Picard, it appeared to be a chunk of rose crystal, but the tension in O'Brien's shoulders told him it was nothing that benign. O'Brien looked up from the console, his face ruddy from the exertion of running all the way from the holodeck. "Aye, sir, it does. These crystals," he raised the crystal he still held for emphasis, "are the reason nobody's reported any Romulan activity down there until now. Nobody's seen them. These crystals, with a little help from modern technology, make a damned find cloaking device." "The Romulan base is cloaked?" Worf's low growl of a question spoke for all present. Picard dove into the new information, his patrician features coming alive with interest. "How is this possible?" Then, recalling his previous talk with the transporter chief, waved a hand in dismissal. "Never mind. We don't have time for explanations. Is there any way to break through it? Any way we can..." He was cut off by a faint, scratchy transmission. "Sinclair to *Enterprise*..." "Lock onto that signal and beam directly to the bridge!" --- Lieutenant Commander Data followed the heavily laden dunfs trudging through the tunnel, the small boys on either side of the animals regarding him curiously. The children were not at all afraid of him, although their mother had been a bit reluctant at first to allow the newcomer into their procession. Her husband, however, a tall, bluff man named Rald, had been pleased to find another member of the Berrek Klevv, since their procession had lost an adult male in a recent ice storm. Data had thought it curious that Rald and his family had chosen to travel inside the caves. Rald had volunteered that his wife, Kalat, had been upset over the loss of her brother in the storm, and had refused to put another of their procession at risk again so soon. Data would have appreciated Counselor Troi's presence at the time. Something about Rald and Kalat did not fit with his information on Klevv behaviour, but he was unable to isolate what it was. Rald seemed unusually familiar with the route they were taking. All previous information Data had on Klevv migratory practices and traditions told him that a procession seldom visited the same place twice, believing that their first presence had changed the area. It was, the writings of Veklad Rhu'gesh said, impossible to wander a familiar place. Data had to agree with the Philemite philosopher on that point. Although the children closest to him, twin boys about six years old, peppered him with questions, Data spoke little, preferring to gather as much information as possible. He had explained, patiently, that a storm had separated him from his own procession, and he did not know if he would see them again, although it was what he wished. Mostly, he listened. He learned the names of all the members of the procession, and those of the dunfs. Rald and Kalat's oldest son, Gureb, was to reach manhood at his next birthday, and was quick to inform Data, as well as his parents, of that fact. Data thought it strange that the boy spoke eagerly of the ceremony in which he would receive his ritual tattoo, since the process as Data understood it would be extremely painful for humanoids. Gureb proved to be the main source of Data's information about the procession, since, like many human adolescents, he seemed to enjoy talking for its own sake. His parents apologised for the boy's chatter, admonishing their son to show their new companion some proper respect. Data assured them that Gureb reminded him greatly of a boy of similar age in his own procession, and that he did not mind. When they stopped, two hours after the one who called himself Dtaa, Herder of Dunfs, had joined them, Kalat watched the newest member of their procession carefully. It was common enough for a single person to be separated from their companions during a storm, but this man, Dtaa, seemed different somehow. She was sure, of course, that although he had become separated from his own dunfs in the storm, he likely had many. Strong, healthy, ones, she told herself, as she shook out the coarsely woven ground cover. To be a Herder of Dunfs was an important occupation, one that carried considerable status. That was evident in the way he was able to listen to Gureb's endless chatter without protest, or drowsiness, for that matter. The fact that a Herder had become separated from his dunfs could be overlooked as a temporary misfortune. He was young and strong, and had mentioned no wife. If Dtaa had been married, or promised, surely his companion would have been his first concern. He would have asked after family before even his animals. He had not. She looked at her oldest daughter, Nuvel, who was helping her lay out their meal, and sighed. Nuvel was too young for marriage, but she was old enough to be promised. This Dtaa seemed to be an intelligent man, and a Herder's family lacked for nothing. She would have Rald speak to him when they lay to sleep. After the children were sleeping was soon enough to find out if Dtaa had been to the compound recently. It was past time they met with a messenger. --- Kalat handed Dtaa a wineskin, which he took, thanking her politely. She watched him drink, admiring the grace of his motions. He would make a good mate for Nuvel. The addition of his naturally sizeable herd to her family's own was merely an added bonus. Someday, Kalat promised herself, the Klevv would again wander past the mountains, once the Federation miners were gone. If not she and Rald them- selves, then their children, or their children's children. This Dtaa was the sort of man she wanted for her daughter: strong and intelligent as well as prosperous. Yes, she decided, it was quite likely that Dtaa was the messenger they were to wait for. She would ask Rald to stay close to the sleeping den. --- Sarah had cried out her grief until she slept in Riker's arms and woke up screaming, her mind taking her back to the small, dark chamber where the Romulans' torture had taken the life of her unborn daughter. She remembered seeing the tiny, perfectly formed body being taken away from her, though she'd held her arms out to hold it, just once. *"Ohhh, Lieutenant, look what you've done...."* The Romulan's voice had been drenched in sarcasm, but the lips that formed the words had been smiling with evil glee. What *she* had done? Oh, no, she hadn't been the one holding the disruptor, or the prod, or any of the other devices. They hadn't let her hold Stephanie, but they had made certain Sarah saw her. Cupped in the physician's large, square hands, the small, still form was enough to break Sarah's vow of silence. She hadn't said a word all that long time, but the sight of Stephanie's body was enough to provoke a soul-tearing wail as she struggled to reach out her arms. One of the restraints had given way, she recalled, just before the blackness had claimed her again. *I will kill you for that, you bloody bastard.* She'd meant her silent promise then, and she meant it now, as the sight of Stephanie's body, in the physician's hands, being taken away from her even as she reached for it. "Maybe if I'd asked..." Riker let out a sigh of relief when Sarah spoke. She'd been too quiet for his liking since she'd come out of her nightmare, too close for his liking to the silence she'd given her captors. The pain in her violet eyes as she looke up into his wounded him. As soon as they were out of this, he was going to make it his job to see laughter in those eyes again, even if it turned out to be at his expense. He didn't care. Whatever it took, he'd give her that. He'd wrapped his hand in her long braid while she slept, stroking the shining rope, relishing the evidence that Sarah was alive. He held onto it now like a tether, holding him in reality, holding him back from the blind rage that would be all too easy to let take over. "Asked what?" "Asked to hold her," she answered in a whisper. "They took her before I could. I... I thought... I only saw one other woman all that time. She was there when..." Sarah took a steadying breath. "When I miscarried. I thought she would understand, that if she were in my situation, she'd want the same thing." She paused again, the memory of the Romulan woman's voice drifting into her mind. *"This wasn't supposed to happen,"* the woman had said, wiping the tears from Sarah's eyes with a clean cloth. There had been a clean robe later, Sarah remembered, and the woman's hand had been gentle as she'd brushed and plaited Sarah's long hair for her. All the while, though, there had been a coldness in her dark eyes, something at odds with the actions, but in perfect harmony with all the rest she had come to expect from Romulans. "They were right in Academy, when they said Romulans were capable of tenderness. This woman was kind, almost. Only almost. She told me once that I reminded her of her mother. I thought she might..." Sarah's voice trailed off into a sob. "Brit, I'm sorry." He couldn't think of much else to say to her that would give comfort, so he held her as close as he could, occasionally planting light kisses on top of her head. "She didn't let me hold...Stephanie, but she did apologise. She told me that the men would be disciplined for interrogating me too strongly. I could even watch, if I wanted to." And I wanted to. "Willie, I don't understand it. She would watch sometimes, make sure they were doing their job, but she apologised when...Stephanie... died." Saying her child's name, especially connected to the fact of her death, was hard. She'd told herself it would be easier in time, but so far it wasn't. It was, however, part of the process of living. She'd best get used to it. "You didn't mention a woman before," Riker observed. "What do you remember about her? Was she old? Young?" Sarah tried to remember, calling back the shadowed images of that long nightmare. With a memory like hers, recalling faces was as easy as breathing, unless they were faces she wanted to forget as much as she did those. "She was young, but other than that, I can't remember much. I'm certain that I'll be able to rattle off every tiny detail once I'm on that bloody rest leave your counsellor insists I take. Right now," she shook her head. "It's not much. She was blonde. I'm certain of that. I'd never seen a blonde Romulan before..." Before Sarah could finish her thought, she felt Riker's body go limp beneath her, heard a horrible gurgling sound come from his throat. Bloody, blasted, benighted dunfs! She hadn't gotten it all. Wrestling out from the arms that still held her, Sarah pulled Riker's robe away from him with shaking fingers, yanking the undertunic away. The wound was an angry, swollen red, capped with a sickly yellowish white. Sarah probed the white sac with her finger, feeling it give only a little. If it hardened any further, she'd be alone, the wilderness of Philemon Three having claimed another. *Calm, Cromwell.* Slowly, she crawled over to the pack and took out the knife again, willing her hands to steady. --- to be continued in TAPESTRY THREE: SNOWFIRE