The BLTS Archive - The Summons eighth in the Riding The Tick series by R Schultz (cousindream@aol.com) --- Part of the "Natasha Yar Saga" Disclaimer: Paramount Studios is the owner of Star Trek. I'm not trying to deprive Paramount of any money. Anyone who thinks I'm making money off this is due for a reality check. This story is mine under Berne copyright. Oct., 2000, 4500 words. Spoilers: set in first season TNG episode "The Naked Now". Summary: It's "Naked Now" time and everyone on the ENTERPRISE has gotten drunk, including a certain Natasha Yar. This is set AFTER Data has plumbed Tasha's depth so nicely, thank you. However, maybe he WAS a little mechanical in his love making. Now Tasha wants MORE! Not necessarily male. Warning: This fiction contains a description of a sexual relationship between two (fictional) adult consenting women. If f/f slash bends your Jefferies tube, go. No one underage, or living in a locale or country that forbids TrekSmut may enter. Your government in sincere about protecting you and keeping you from finding out about reality. Go whine at your parents if you don't like that. They like to listen to you whining. --- I still can't believe I did that. That I.... Oh hell. It was nice on the ENTERPRISE, too. A lot of hard work, satisfaction at doing a good job, support from the Captain on down. I'd enjoyed being on this ship. Now I was already looking on my tenure here as an event in my past. I even liked him, the Captain. You were supposed to respect your Captain, not like him. Damn, damn, damn, damn. I felt like beating my head against the railing behind the Captain. Worf would have stopped me before I hurt myself, though. He was meine Kameraden, and if he didn't know why I took such a shine to him, he appreciated my doing so. It'd be sad doing without him. Or anyone else here. I felt like looking in the bridge dumper to see where my career had just gone. Well, there was still some comfort. I might retire fifty years from now still a Lieutenant, but they wouldn't throw me away. I wondered what my next series of assignments were going to be? What would be the worst duty I could draw? I could still hear her and smell her 'Veracity'. It was a nice scent, lighter than my 'Chandelle'. What had been in my mind? Well, actually we all knew what had been in our minds. That bloody infection. I don't think that it would be sufficient excuse for all my sins. Nothing for it. I had been told in no uncertain terms I had no options at the end of shift. Be there. We had a lot to talk over, that was quite an understatement. "Worf," I made a motion. He flowed into my security position, barely noticing my leaving. Suddenly Data was there. I reached out to him, stopping him in his tracks. "I did not mean what I said a few minutes ago, Data" I said. "It happened, what we had last night, and I want you to know it happened." A soft caressing of his chin, looking into his golden eyes. Speaking softly, just for the two of us. "You were a tender and wonderful lover, Data, and I shall always remember you to the end of my days." Which might be within the hour. "I know it happened, Lieutenant Yar," he carefully said. "I am glad you can remember now what happened. You had me .... worried, I believe is the term. It is good you are better than you were." What the hell. My career had just dropped it's warp core. Let everyone look and wonder and probably guess the truth. Screw discretion, let's make it obvious as my nose. Or my ass. Data didn't resist when he let me pull his head down for a kiss. I'd done more than my share of kissing. Most of the time women were better, but in this instance I think Data had learned his lessons well last night, this morning, whenever. I must be one hell of a good teacher. By the time I broke the clinch, I was smiling. Blazes, I might just as well go out smiling as cursing. It confuses your enemies more. The flurry of turning heads as no one pointedly looked at us, THAT amused me. All was normal. No one saw a thing. Excepting Deanna Troi. She didn't turn her head away. The Captain swung out of his chair, Riker swung into it, giving me a nice smile. Not at all a smirk. Like I said, nice people on this ship. The hand patting my shoulder was Jean-Luc. More surprises. Nothing said. Looking into eyes, and then he was off to his Ready Room. Maybe he was advising me, us, to keep it off the bridge, our private lives. He was more subtle than me, that was for certain. It was too bad Data wouldn't appreciate the subtleties of the reputation he was now going to carry for the next century or two. The one who made the big bad boss Crocodile dyke on the ENTERPRISE smile. We resumed our stations, and I pretended I didn't see any of the glances coming my way or towards Data. Worf was simply and lovingly confused. Klingons are like that. They see ourselves so well, but sometimes the information can't be made head nor tail of. Standing behind Riker I had plenty of time to reflect on my sins. Even .... confused, sick, inebriated, I mean it was SUCH a classic case of stupidity. There are even books written on it. Nice stupid lesbian decides she's going to find the little dyke in some straight girl and let her out into the sunlight. True love, true lust at least, convert the pretty straight girl to wanting the caresses a nice girl like me can give her. Happily ride off into the sunset or the bedroom or whatever. After a wild night of romance you take her off for her first piercings and tattoo's. Okay, so that's not done any more. Hasn't been for centuries. The idea intrigued me when I had found out about it. At one time I was pierced.... Well, that's over now. There were any number of nice lower decks would probably let me toss them into my lonely bed, either gender. Why pick on our Doctor? It had been utter chance, or at least it looked so from present perspective. --- Data had left me in my cabin. Duty called. Then I realized I wanted more. Male, maybe. I admired myself in my mirror, then plugged in the holo so I could watch myself from every angle as I began to fondle myself. Woman watching herself having sex with herself. It was really good to be able to yell, and to pace myself perfectly. But once my legs had steadied again, the fever hit me as always. I giggled, fondling myself anew. Turning to my carrybag of tricks. Time for a woman, time to love a woman. It wasn't one of the really expensive toys, but it was pretty good. I brought it out of it's not-so-little stasis field, admiring the authenticity of it's compoloidal masculinity. I hadn't used this in quite a while. A tapping of the signatured closures, and it unfolded into my hands. I partially assembled it, then stepped into it like a pair of pants. Only this pair of pants seemed to have two erect male members attached. I was breathing hard just putting it together. I squirted lots and lots of cold lube on the dick that would go inside me. Then I impaled myself in one smooth, easy movement, pulling on this special garment. I went dizzy and had to lean against the wall. Then my knees gave, and I went to the floor. I was sore, yes, but it was so good to be filled again. Sooooo good. Once I got back to my feet, I began tapping it tighter and tighter on me. I had to groan as the device settled deeper inside me, moving. A series of taps and it molded itself to me, tightening to my flesh. It was just like our bra's, yes, but the change still amazed me. The memory cloth would mold itself to my skin, adapting, becoming one with me. Holding, lifting, almost a skin now. In the holo I stroked my exterior erection, rubbing love lube on, playing with the long shaft, becoming the Boss Crocodile dyke, the Dom, the Top. Again. Now to put on my new gauzy robe. Barely an hour old. Nothing hidden, my breasts moving at the least movement. My belly button, my butt. I could see my brown-blond hair above my nice long hard pink cock. It poked a small tent in my robe front. Lovely! I looked so much like a male with a hard-on. I loved it! Oh, the thrill of standing at my cabin door. Anticipating my appearance to others when they saw me. Thinking of my wild desirability, of how goddamned molten hot I must look. I opened the door. And there was Doctor Crusher, walking to me. It must have been an evil and antagonistic fate. I mean, truthfully, I'd wondered how she'd look naked, what she'd do when she came, how she'd taste. The fact I'd fantasized that way about a dozen other women on the ENTERPRISE didn't much matter. It was Doctor Beverly who was there when I exited my cabin. Me and my long pink erection. She looked at me, I noticed she'd lost her jacket somewhere, and what I presumed was a lovely set of breasts were almost ready to slide out of her shirt. No bra, I noticed. All I'd need to do was simply nudge them a little and her tasty rosy nipples would pop out for me to enjoy. Well, her breasts too, but I wasn't actually that far ahead yet. She hesitated as I reached her other side, placing her between me and my open cabin door. Her eyes had taken in my costume by then, or lack of it, and had noticed I now seemed a man, an erect one with a long prick at that. Yes, yes, normally I would be a lot slower in build-up and I adored a long drawn-out seduction. Even including gifts such as dead foliage. And I didn't normally wear anything this obvious and butchy on a first date. Not my style. Doctor Bev stopped, facing me, looking down at my toy poking her in her hip, mouth open, looking so sweet and sexy and femme. I took her unresisting hand. Right there in the middle of the corridor. Placed it on my erect maleness, letting her hand curl around it, through the nearly- transparent material of my robe. It was so natural to lean forward to kiss her. Then pick her up and carry her into my cabin. Wonderful thing about muscles. They let you do things even when you shouldn't do them. We both tumbled over my little couch, rolling onto the rug. I keep the floor warm, so that was okay. I liked being barefoot in my cabin. Somewhere, somehow, I'd opened her jacket, and her issue gray blouse. Along the way I'd tweaked her breasts out of her blouse, and they were rosy nippled, just like I surmised. She wasn't saying much, excepting moans and groans as my hands roamed all over her. She sure as hell wasn't resisting. Her hands were all over me, and she shrugged her shoulders to help me peel her uniform jacket off her. When I went to pull her blouse over her head, her arms rose up to help me. She let me unseal her pants, then didn't protest as I eased those pants off her. She was panting too hard. When she wasn't mumbling. She'd worked my thin gauzy robe down my shoulders and was raising welts on my back. How was I to know she'd just spent some time trying to climb all over Jean-Luc's wiry little body in that Ready Room of his? I was just the recipient of all that denied lust. Lucky me. I got to rape a superior officer. Sorta rape, maybe. We never had a first date, and I never bothered asking if she'd like a nice young dyke wearing a dildo. However, her hands were saying repeatedly yes, yes, yes. Oh, Bev The Untouchable was damned well touchable right then. One pants leg and her panties was still caught on one ankle. We were still on the rug, but thankfully I had them put in a deep rug in my cabin. I liked walking through it barefoot. It had to be the fever. Right. She was moaning in confusion, not lust. She pushed my head into her breasts when I took her nipples into my mouth. Doctor Crusher was still gasping and mumbling and clawing at my shoulders. She had short nails, thankfully. She held on to me when I eased both of us to the rug. When I placed myself on top of her she spread herself for me. Vulnerable. Defenseless. Open. Wet. My robe went flying. She keened when I entered her, a real high-pitched animal cry. Lucky me. She enjoyed her rape, at the time. It took at least a quarter of a minute for her to reach for me and her ankles to lock across my butt to drive me and my false dick in her all the way. Okay, so it was not a rape. Bev locked those lovely aging legs over my butt and began to crank into the first of a series. As soon as we hit the floor together Bev understood what was happening. Not once did she protest. Not even an insincere squeaky 'No'! So maybe the courtship WAS a mite brief. A matter of seconds. She was biting me, drawing blood with those short nails of hers, and cursing me between moans and keenings. She was a girl who came hard and moved a lot to show her appreciation. That Risan dick was in her to the hilt. It must have opened her cervix up, it was so deep. She liked it, though. She kept rubbing her clit on my holder and the base of the dick, and moving her hips in frantic circles without losing a millimeter of that dildo. Wow. She enjoyed the hell out of what we did. Which was why I more than likely would not be formally court-martialed and immediately executed. The Sweet Doctor Bev came at least once more. Then she moved under me. She rolled me over, then quickly worked to re-impale herself on me. About then I had my own first cum. Bound to happen with the other part of that toy in me. That was what it was supposed to do. Once she realized I was coming, I think she did again. Bev was a multiples kind of a woman. Lucky me. Well, I wasn't complaining at the time. Doctor Crusher must have been saving herself for quite some time. She sat on me and rode me, she, herself. Changing pitch and groans as she came I don't know how many times. Until she couldn't do it anymore. I was sort of worn out as well. I quit counting how many times she and my own dick made me come. She sat on me, my toy still in her, panting and catching her breath. The stars left my eyes and my groin began to cool as I understood finally I was looking into the eyes of a superior officer. Me, I was getting scared and a little sober and realizing I had a good case of rug burn by then. Remind me not to have wild passionate sex on the floor again. I knew for sure I was too sore to have Bev any more, not this way, not with this double-D. Not after we had cranked me into another few comes. I'd had a busy night. When she stopped, sweat was pouring off her. Most of it dripping on me. I didn't mind. I was realizing how beautiful she was. The ones who think young girls with flat tummies and young springy breasts are the beautiful ones are only partially right. Women like Bev are beautiful. Especially her. Scars on her stomach from Wesley and age. Her breasts hung down, more than a little sag, tempting me to fondle them, feel the weight, roll her on her side and nuzzle her, suck on her lovely nipples for hours. Beautiful. She might have had many things removed or repaired. The Arcologies and good doctors back on Earth routinely gave women a body thirty, sixty years younger. Bev had opted not to do that, and I loved it. Growing up on Turkana, my life in the Legion, I knew most women could not afford to do that, have themselves repaired. Naturally aged female was the only type of woman I'd known for most of my adult life. When I made to caress her nipples she slapped my hand away. She didn't look angry, but she didn't appear very friendly either. As an afterthought she raised herself up, levering herself off my dildo. She was tight, and her dick pulled up as she levered herself off it despite the snug fit. She had her pants back on when her comm buzzed. She found her comm in a pocket and replied to the Captain about something important. Me she mostly ignored. Once on our feet, she edged away from me. Not exactly skidding away, and not turning her back to me. But needing some personal space between us. After two attempts I stopped trying to touch her or speak to her. Just before she called for the door, she stopped and turned towards me. Looking down at where I was still an erect male. She started giggling then, and left still trying to repress herself. She turned and blew me a kiss from the open door. At least she wasn't going to find a phaser and wax me. I wasn't at all sure whether she was mad at me or wanted me dead or would settle for my hide as a rug. A leathery trophy for her to wipe her shoes on. Or just thought the whole interlude mildly pleasurable or mostly hilarious. Good ol' Tasha, a lover you never forget. In thirty minutes I had calmed down, and was dressed for company. Which might be a security detail. Bev was always very Strak before this. Starfleet protocols were deathly important to her. It was a good thing I was clothed because Doctor Hill came in with only a bare pause at the door. He had a hyposhooter in his hand, and gave me a shot without a single word. Exit intruder. I went to bed with my robe still on, and immediately went to sleep. C'sera sera. The sleep of the dead, the doomed. A message was waiting for me as I dressed for duty. Calling me to the sick bay. What words did I want written on my tomb stone? Girls just wanna have fun? It proved uneventful, though unnerving. I got a perfunctory examination and a glass of greenish RH balance restorative. Bev came over, PADD in hand, and asked me a few medical questions on my apre-disease state. Ran a Tricorder over me a few times. "That's fine," she said. "You're in good health." Looking me in my eyes. Not a twitch on her face. "We need to talk, have a serious discussion about last .... This morning. Be at my door after shift. If I'm not there yet, wait. This is essential. Don't disappoint me. I'll expect you there." Then she turned around after she told me I could leave. No security personnel at the sickbay entrance, waiting to toss me in the brig. So far so good. During shift, I try to remember Beverly Crusher with as large a pair of rose-tinted glasses as possible. For the next thirty-eight years while I'm the bed linen lieutenant at Star Base Fourteen, I'll have to console myself with how much fun it was while it lasted. I wouldn't get a Courts, but word would be out on me. Captains and Admirals are a very small and select clique, after all. Even in a war, Admirals might be friendlier to an enemy Admiral Of The Blue than they could be to some lower-deck nobody. My goose was...what's the phrase? Grilled. Deanna Troi came by my station once, realizing something was depressing me. At one time I might have tried talking sweet to her, being cute and lovable to the straight, deliberately not scaring her away. Right now I felt my sex life was on permanent hold. It'd be depressing if I couldn't have the occasional ripe willing femme. They do have females on all the starbases, didn't they? --- By the time I was in front of Beverly's door, trying to get up the nerve to press her vox, Doctor Crusher came around a turn in the corridor. She didn't pause, but maybe she missteped on her way towards me. She opened the door, motioning me inside. No friendly greeting, smile, or easy movements. She was tense. "Please sit," she offered. In a minute she was back without her jacket. She'd left it in the bedroom. She held her hand out and I put my Comm badge in it. She left it in the bedroom also. Evidently our discussion wasn't supposed to be accidentally recorded on anybody's link. She sat next to me on the couch. I've seen her more relaxed. "Would you care to explain yourself?" she bluntly asked. A number of replies buzzed quickly through my head, most of them rejected. At least the Academy had made it natural for me to not seek excuses, or reasons for forgiveness. Evasions wouldn't do, nor would denial. I'd laid her down and had her good and proper. That she'd enjoyed herself immensely didn't cut any ice either. Starfleet was great on insisting sexual contact be consensual. Anything else is an offense under the acts of war. How to put it then? Unadorned, yes, but what else? "I should not have done it, Commander, not without making sure you wanted to make love with me. There is not much else to say. I am at your mercy, Commander." "Hmmm." She was staring at me. Waiting for more. I tried not to sweat. Finally she asked me something unexpected. "Why me? Have you had some sort of a crush on me? Pardon the pun. Did you think I have been leading you on somehow? Or was it simply a chance thing, a freak happening of nature?" I was about to say no to all three questions when I stopped. "Actually you have figured in my thoughts before. "I've loved more than my share of women in my time, and some of the most memorable of them have been mature women with their own opinions of what they wanted and how they intended to get it?" "Mature, am I?" she asked. A faint grin taking the sting out of the words. Maybe there was a better word or phrase I should have used. Dead sexy old broad? No.... A moment. "Do you see me as an old Alpha female, being the boss, telling others what to do?" she asked. "With all due respect, you ARE an Alpha female, Commander." Skipping the old part as impolitic. "You might become unsure or confused, but it never lasts. The next minute you know what you want and set out on a course of action like a Klingon ship on a suicide mission." "Really? I would have thought you'd prefer someone more... Weak person. No, forget that. Someone who you could be the dominant with. Or are those concepts out of style again? It's been years since my student days and our gab fests." I must have been staring, for she giggled again. "Oh, DO relax, Tasha, it's not the end of the world. It feels wonderful, what we did together. Woman to woman I won't deny it was fun. The cold tone was suddenly back. "At the same time I feel like tearing your head off for not at least asking pretty please with sugar on it. "I am NOT a toy, Lieutenant Yar, and I'll expect you to remember that in the future." We had went from friend Tasha to FIRST LIEUTENANT Yar in a few dozen words. Suddenly I realized something and the gleam in her eyes told me she had been expecting me to understand her hidden comment. "Commander....Doctor...ah, why aren't you more upset that I just made love to you as a lesbian? You've never struck me as having a hidden dyke inside, not even a little tiny lez one." Hoping for an answer. Maybe all was not finished for my career after all. She openly smiled and the knot in my stomach loosened just a hair. "Do you know how many years I spent in schools? More than I wish to remember. In all that time, do you think I could go on without running into the sporadic attentions of other women who wanted to show me their .... love?" "This isn't your first..." I managed to squeak. In more ways than one, had I just gotten lucky? It's all right. I'll accept any bone I'm tossed. "Speaking strictly woman to woman, and I'll thank you to keep this to yourself, I've tried that woman-to-woman thing before. Three times, and I have to state it was distinctly underwhelming. Lez sex was not something waiting for me to try again." Silence. How to say again how sorry I was? I didn't feel a threat to my career now, but I could feel immensely stupid and cruel to have taken Bev the way I did. "If it's any comfort, Doctor, I've always known I'd love to love you." There, right, that'd make her trust me again. Certainly. In forty-four years and then some. She laughed, still not coming closer to me. "You think the old Alpha female still has it? Whatever it is that we're all supposed to have? Believe it or not, Tasha, that's comforting to hear. By the time you reach my age you begin thinking how much better you'd feel with a touch here, a touch there, and maybe get rid of the wattles under the arms too." "They still determine who's pretty and who's not, don't they?" I added. She knew of whom I referred. "Men? Oh yes. We've got our own pack load of guilt there. We don't need to believe in their illusions. But no one ever denies them...." It was so relaxing to sit there, now. Just us two girls. Don't know what she was thinking but I was remembering those sweet rose-nippled breasts of hers. Wonderful thing about redheads. Red nippled breasts. Bev broke into our silence with more words. "I heard an interesting rumor today, about a certain butchy blonde and an android." Smiling at me. "Maybe you've heard it as well." Oh, oh. I am not going to like this. "The rumor says this blonde confronted the android at beginning of shift and told him it never happened. One wonders what happened that never happened after all, don't you, Lieutenant Yar?" My ears were hot. Goodness, the scuttlebutt on this ship must approach Warp Nine for speed of movement. "Of course," she continued, "any number of things never happened. Someone might wish they happened, but they're suffering from delusions. Aren't they, Lieutenant Yar? Memory is such a chancy thing unless you take it firmly by the throat and squeeze until it stops wriggling, yes?" I'd never known the good Doctor to be that poetic. "You can rely on me, Commander. My memory has just been blown out the airlock." She was openly smiling now, not that nervous little half-smile she wore too much. Nice phrasing that. Out the airlock. There but for the grace of redheads might have gone me. "You and me? I don't remember anything. Do you? She got her command look back into her face. "There is an amendment to that. I will never never never EVER hear about how a woman under my command got away with doing and screwing me fart blind, now will I?" I hope to hell I looked as sincere as I felt. Maybe in my own dreams I'll remember the way you fed me your swinging breasts as you rode me. But no one else'll ever know. Bev smiled again, reaching over and patting me on my hand. Letting me be thoroughly wrong by my own admission. "It's okay, Tasha. I still love and respect you, and I still think you're beautiful, and I hope we'll return to being shipmates together. "And I hope you remember how painful it might get after I flay the skin off your living ass, and then rub salt in it, if you ever, ever, ever, EVER touch me again without saying cross my heart and pretty please please first." She quickly rose and I followed. Presenting her cheek. "Give me a kiss, then get your ass back to your cabin." Afterwards; "Dismissed." --- Wesley passed me on my way to what I knew was going to be an interesting attempt at finding sleep. He didn't appear to be relishing going to bed this night either. He wouldn't meet my eyes, but then that was probably for his own sins, not mine. Tales of his screw-up must be half-way back to Terra by now. Poor Wes. He was a bit of a fool at times, but this time he'd really done it up golden. Yeah, I reminded myself. Like someone else I knew. My own mistake would never now be spread across half the quadrant. There but for the grace of Buddha go I...... Once back home I stripped to undies, had a biscuit with blackberry marm, and decided to put off my exercises until tomorrow. My sex toy had been on the floor when I awoke this morning, and I debated either cleaning it or tossing it in the replicator chute for disassembly. Naw. It had cost to much. I'll clean it. When the door chimed, I grabbed my short robe, the one with the elbows out. "Enter." It was Beverly, Doctor Crusher. She walked inside, looked around, nodding her head. "Looks peaceful, calming, nice work with the walls. Didn't get to look around much this morning. Maybe you could show me around, this time?" Stammering; "Ah, wha, well, ah, could I get you something? I have some Bajoran spring wine in the stasis? What could....?" "Wesley knows only that I might not be back. Tonight." Hello? She draped her jacket neatly on the back of my couch. Smiling at me. Kicking off her boots after tapping the binds. The Doctor handed me one of the dermal regenerators. "If you have rug burn like I do, we both need that regenerator. It works beautifully to soothe someplace where I'm still a little sore. It should ease your innermost aches as well." She pulled her issue shirt off, making her breasts move in their gray undershirt blouse. She was sliding her pants off her hips when she giggled again. Sweet girlish giggle, I loved it, and wished she'd use it more in sickbay. "Do you like?", meaning her body. She was gorgeous to my eyes. "You know, we don't need the toy." Indicating what I had laid on my sidetable. Oh sweet Jeez. "I think we can manage quite nicely without it. I have this female intuition about that. Just a hunch." Bev finished stepping out of her trousers. "We are going to take this back to your bed this time, aren't we? She had her bra off and was allowing it to gather itself into its compact unworn state when she put on her Command mask. "Well? Haven't you something to say, dear sweet Tasha?" Oh my, did I get lost in the smile she gave me when I said the words. "Cross my heart... Pretty pretty pretty please, Bev, darlin'? "With....? "With sugar on it?" Her eyes were closed for our first kiss. --- continued in the ninth story in the Riding The Tick series 'Balance Beam'