The BLTS Archive -Hero One by Marie Whi Mitshue (DriftingPetal@gundamwing.org) --- Comments: This was my first "Enterprise" fic. Be gentle when you give me feedback. Oh, and beware, I am Canadian!!! So, expect.anything! MBWAHAHAHAHAHA! *good evil laugh? Or does it need more MBWAA?* This fic takes place sometime after the episode "Shuttlepod One," just because I felt like it! And thanks to "Stacey P" who read my fic on www.fanfiction.net, emailed me to say it was good and told me about the enterprise slash group. Thanks bunches!! //thoughts// *emphasis* (the more **, the greater the emphasis) Archived to the Web site on 07/01/2002. Archived at EntSTCommunity with the author's express permission. --- Lieutenant Malcolm Reed sighed and slid into a chair. He put his lunch-laden tray onto the table before him, one thin, strong, long-fingered hand flying up to conceal a sudden gentle yawn. He shook his head, hoping it would clear some of the weariness from his brain, and lifted his fork. He paused, a forkful of spaghetti halfway to his mouth, when sudden, cheery laughter broke through the muted conversations all around the Mess Hall. The Englishman's storm-cloud eyes--a deep, misty colour of combined greys and blues--flicked up and around, unerringly locking on the source of the laughter, like a torpedo locking onto its target. The target being one Commander Charles "Trip" Tucker the Third, sat at a seat three tables over, head still thrown back in laughter, soft, blond-brown hair falling over his forehead. Reed almost sighed at the unconscious grace and beauty of the engineer, then caught himself, remembering where he was. His cheeks reddened slightly, and the Armoury officer hastily turned back to his meal. His mind was more on the thought of what Tucker's lips would taste like than on what his pasta tasted like. Across the hall, eating tomato salad and reconstituted raw potatoes-- with far more delight and enjoyment than a human would--Dr. Phlox looked curiously from Reed to Tucker. The Englishman was now bent over his meal, cheeks slightly flushed, eating his food with an abstracted air. And now Tucker was glancing over towards the solitary armoury officer, with a-wistful?- look on his face. The fair-haired engineer quickly returned his attention to his dinner companions, Ensign Travis Mayweather and Ensign Hoshi Sato. Neither the helmsman nor the communications officer noticed Reed's or Tucker's unusual behaviour. //Hmmm,// The Denublian mused to himself as he munched, vivid blue- white eyes still flickering from Reed to Tucker, // this is interesting. Humans are so full of fascinating behaviour! I wonder.. it looks like there may be unresolved or yet-to-be-revealed romantic interest between them..hmmm, if they mate, would they let me watch?// --- Captain Jonathon Archer leaned back in his chair, resting his half- full whiskey glass on his flat, T-shirt clad belly, and tilted his head inquiringly at the other man. Tucker, sprawled with the boneless grace of a cat across Archer's sofa, dressed in civvies like the captain, scowled at his commanding officer and friend of years as he caught the questioning look. "What?" He asked irritably, lifting his own whiskey glass and draining it in one swallow. Archer shrugged, and sipped from his glass. "Oh, I don't know. Just sort of wondering when you're going to tell me what's bothering you, Trip." The engineer swivelled into an upright position. "Now, why, my dear Cap'n, would you think there's somethin' botherin' little ole me?" he drawled, and added a smile, but it was a lukewarm effort at best, and not even remotely worthy to be on the face of Trip Tucker. Archer lifted one dark brow at him, face a study in disbelief. "Trip, don't insult me. I know you well enough and long enough to know when something's bugging you." Tucker shrugged uncomfortably. "It's.." He sighed. "It ain't nothin' important, Cap." "Bull." Archer said firmly. "You've been.. distracted and down in the dumps for weeks now." Predictably, Tucker flared up. "It hasn't affected my work, now has it, Captain?" "No, not yet.." Archer trailed off. Tucker stiffened. "Is this worry about Trip from Johnny, or concern over Commander Tucker's behaviour from the captain?" he asked. Archer shrugged. "A little bit of both, I guess, but mostly the first. What's wrong, Trip? Can't you let me try to help?" "It ain't no matter, Johnny. You can't. No one can." He paused. "Well, that's a lie. Someone can but.. that ain't ever gonna happen." Archer sat back in his chair, sighing heavily. "Trip, she's a Vulcan. T'Pol isn't going to fall for your charms no matter wha ." He stopped as Trip, staring at him, burst into laughter. "Trip?" Trip was laughing so hard he had to hold his sides, and tears were leaking from his light blue eyes. "You-t..thought I -w..was talkin' about..T..T'Pol? Oh, sweet pete, no!" Trip wiped at the laugh tears on his face. "Oh, that was great. No, Cap, I don't want T'Pol--not that I ain't sayin' she's not a fox, 'cause she is one hot lady, make no mistake. But I don't-I feel kinda bad for her, ya know, always the one out. At least Dr. Phlox shows his emotions, so he fits in easier with the crew. And there's no animosity between Humans and Denublians like there is between Humans and Vulcans, for holding us back for a hundred years. I just think T'Pol needs a friend, that's all." "Oh." Archer frowned, puzzled. "Then, what.." He trailed off as Tucker leaned back in the sofa cushions. "You did guess right about one thing, Cap. It is because of someone. I -I kinda-geez, Johnny, I fell in love! Isn't that the most stupid thing I could do?" Tucker rose and ran a hand through his short blond-brown hair, and started to pace. Porthos jumped up from his doggy bed and paced away happily on Tucker's heels. "I mean, here we are, the first Human ship out this far, the whole galaxy is full of dangers and perils unknown, and who knows when one of us might get hurt or take hostage, or killed ! And he's already been take hostage, and shot and beaten up, and we've only been out here nine months! He's the one in charge of keeping this ship and crew safe! That puts him directly in the path of danger! That's his job! Most of the time, he's going ahead of us, weapon drawn, or throwing himself in front of us, or trying to sacrifice his life to save one of ours!" Archer didn't even lift an eyebrow at Tucker's revealing use of masculine pronoun. They'd been friends for a very long time, and while the captain's taste ran only to women, he was well aware that Trip's taste ran to both women and men. And the details Trip had spilled had also revealed the identity of the man he'd fallen for. "Does Malcolm know?" he asked quietly. Trip made an incredulous face at him. "Yeah, right! You know how hard it is to get Malcolm to be even a little less formal than he usually is! Look at the man! He's British, for one, one of the most reserved and stuffy people on the face of the planet, he's rather shy, and I was in that damned shuttlepod with him, remember? When we thought Enterprise had been destroyed, and we had no hope of rescue and little air? I heard all those letters he was dictating, to Rochelle, to Debra, to Caitlin he's straight, okay? He never mentioned a single guy, and dying or not, I was not going to spill my guts. He may be short and compact, but it's all muscle and Malcolm is a dangerous man! That's why you recruited him! I didn't think that getting my head ripped off by the man I love, because I told him I loved him, was a more acceptable way to die. I'll take the slow suffocation any day." "There's a first time for everything. And there have been bisexual and homosexual Englishmen before, you know." Archer offered. Trip flopped back down onto the sofa. Porthos jumped up beside him, sensing the man's low emotion, and the beagle whined and licked anxiously at Trip's face. The engineer smiled weakly at the dog and petted him softly. "Look, Cap, thanks for letting me vent. But it ain't ever gonna happen. Malcolm's not bi or gay, and if he ever is attracted to a guy, it sure as shit won't be me. I have it on good authority that he finds me irritatingly and overly-optimistic, among other things. Just.." Tucker stood and sighed. "Just forget it, Captain. Eventually, I'll be able to, too. It's just.." "You two do work together a lot." Archer mused. "Kinda have to, Cap. Weapons are his forte, machines mine. Together we keep the defensive and offensive systems at peak efficiency, and all that jazz. It makes it hard sometimes, but I'll do my job, make no mistake about that, Cap. I.. sometimes find myself a little too close to him, smelling the scent of his cologne and his skin, feeling the heat radiating from his body... He has the cutest little yawn he gets when we're working late, although he always tries to hide it. And his eyes, they're like tempest-tossed clouds and oceans, all blues and greys mixed together, and his smile! Ya ever notice that endearing little half-smile he gets? It's just so damned sexy and..." Tucker caught himself, blushing. "Damn, Trip, I haven't heard you wax poetical like this in a long time. You really do love him..." Archer exclaimed. "Yeah...but it ain't gonna happen, Cap. I'd... appreciate it of you kept this to yourself. It's hard enough to be around him now. I couldn't stand the horror and pity I'd see in his eyes if he knew how I felt." "You have my word, Trip." Archer rose as Trip walked towards the hatch. "But, Trip..." The engineer turned back, "How do you know if you don't try?" Trip smiled, a sadly bittersweet smile. "If I don't try, at least I won't lose his friendship. At least I'll can still be near him. That's the best it's gonna get, believe me. Now, goodnight, Cap. And...Johnny? Thanks." "Anytime, Trip." Archer watched his best friend and engineer leave, then repeated softly, "Anytime." --- Captain Archer stood in the doorway to the armoury, silently watching Reed, certain that the other man's full attention was on his task. The Englishman had one of the weapons lockers open, and was methodically checking each phase pistol, stun grenade and EM-33 sidearm in it. A lock of dark brown hair fell over his forehead, and his strongly-chiselled, handsome face wore an expression of content concentration, not that that was a surprise. Reed's predilection for 'things that go boom' was well known. Indeed, one of the reasons Archer had handpicked Reed for his Armoury officer (which meant, by default, he was the ship's Chief of Security and Chief Tac officer) was the man's knowledge, familiarity and liking of munitions. As he had said before, he hadn't recruited his tactical officer to sit on his butt when he was threatened. Without looking up from the phase pistol in his hands, not even stopping his safety check, Reed suddenly asked, "Is there something I can do for you, Captain?" Damn. Well, of course he should have expected Reed to know he was there. The man's forte was fighting and weapons and hostile situations, and you had to be highly aware of the environment around you at all times in that kind of profession. And Reed was one of the best. "Not really, Lieutenant. Just taking a walk around the ship." "Surveying your domain, Captain?" Reed said with his characteristic half-smile, finally looking over at the captain. Archer grinned back. Although he was only sexually attracted to women, he had to admit, Trip was right about Malcolm's usual little smile. It was rather endearing. "Something like that." He stepped inside the Armoury. "I didn't want to interrupt you." Reed shrugged and slid the last EM-33 back into it's rack. "All done, sir." Archer tilted his head as a thought occurred to him. "Wasn't this assigned to Ensign Johnson? For next shift?" Reed shifted from foot to foot. "Well, I had some spare time, sir, and I felt Johnson's time could better be spent on something else." "Ah, so you didn't want to waste the ensign's time on a sidearm safety check, but you felt it alright to waste the chief armoury officer's?" Archer asked, with an inquiry lift of one brow. Reed shifted again, looking uncomfortable. "Um, no, sir. I am off- shift. I'm not disrupting any of my assigned duties." Archer leaned against the torpedo loading cradle. "If you're off- duty, Lieutenant, why aren't you unwinding in the Mess Hall, or the Gym, or in your quarters? As hectic has its been around here the last few days, I'd figure you'd be like the rest of the crew, glad of the chance to relax." Reed looked away, running a hand through his soft, chocolate-dark hair. "I...I'd rather work, sir." Archer looked closer; Reed had the beginnings of sleepless dark circles forming beneath his eyes, and despite his spotless appearance, the Brit looked weary. And he looked liked he'd lost a little weight... "Are you alright, Lieutenant? Is there something bothering you?" Reed stiffened to attention, all expression fading from his face. "I'm perfectly fine, Captain. I've... just been having a little trouble sleeping." He admitted under the captain's scrutiny. "Oh? How come?" Archer asked casually. //I wonder if he and Trip are having the same problem: being in love with someone they think they cannot have.// "Oh...I don't know, sir." "Nothing on your mind?" Reed was beginning to look a little worried. "N... not really, sir." //Malcolm, you are not a good liar.// "You know, you can always talk to me if there is something bothering you, Malcolm. I may not be your father, but I am your captain." Archer smiled. "Sir, I'm fine. I...have a personal issue, but it is of little importance, and it will not affect my duties on this ship. Now, if you will excuse me, I do believe I will avail myself of some relaxing sleep." He waited only long enough for Archer's nod of dismissal, then strode from the Armoury. Archer sighed. //It was too much to hope or expect Malcolm to spill his heart to me like Trip had. For one, Malcolm hasn't known me that long, and two, he's a very private person. And three, if his problem is the same thing that's bothering Trip, the last person he's going to tell is Trip's closest buddy!// --- Malcolm leaned against the door to his quarters after it slid shut behind them. He let a soft sigh escape. He'd have to be more careful, have to figure out a way to hide or get rid of these feelings and dreams he had involving the ship's chief engineer. If Archer had noticed the side effects from it--and his gentle probing had made it clear that he had--then someone else was bound to notice as well. Like one Charles Tucker the Third. He had to stop thinking about him. The brash and bold Southerner would never want someone like him, so insignificant, so beneath notice, even if by some miracle Trip turned out to like men. Malcolm had terrible self-esteem about himself, if it had anything to do with personal issues. He was shy about anything other than his job and his beloved munitions, and his people skills were, well, less than refined, shall we say. He considered himself inferior, a poor imitation of the real heroes of this mission. Captain Archer, Sub- Commander T'Pol, Trip, they were the real heroes, genuine larger-than- life individuals that would figure greatly in whatever histories were eventually written. On the other hand, he would be barely a footnote, and only that for being Enterprise's armoury officer. He certainly wasn't worthy to be loved by Trip! He straightened, frowning sadly at the direction his thoughts had taken, and slowly made his way into the bedroom area of his quarters. He quickly shed his uniform and went into his lavatory, turning on the shower. He stepped inside the shower stall and raised his face to the spray. Eyes shut tightly, arms braced against the wall, he bowed his head beneath the hot water. Unbidden, thoughts of Tucker rose in his mind. Almost unconsciously, his hand lifted to flatten against his own chest. Slowly, as the thoughts of the Southerner turned erotic, his hand slid down his own muscled chest, and flat, muscled belly, to curl around his own erection. "Trip..." He groaned as his hand started to stroke himself, imagining it was Trip's hand on him, Trip's mouth. The images of him and Trip in his mind became more and more erotic and sensual, and his motions became faster, harder, as pleasure knotted in his gut. He came with a breathless cry, and the hot water coursing over him washed away all traces of his passion. Malcolm lifted his head, pushed water-soaked hair out of his eyes, and sighed heavily. "Trip...God, Trip..." He straightened, frowning at his loss of control, and pushed the engineer out of his mind. Well, attempted to push the engineer out of his mind. With a grim, lonely set to his mouth, he reached for the soap. Ensign Travis Mayweather turned from the buffet-style line with a tray full of food, and his dark eyes flicked over the mess hall's nearly full tables. //Man, did all of the alpha shift decide to eat lunch at twelve hundred thirty hours today?!// He thought with a sigh. He didn't want to eat all squeezed up to some crewperson he didn't know all that well. His dark, handsome face lit up with a relieved grin as he saw Lieutenant Reed sitting at a small corner table, two empty seats beside him. The compactly-muscled lieutenant's dark head was bent over the bright screen of a Personal Access Data Device, absently eating while he read. There were no other senior staff in the mess hall yet--Trip and T'Pol were eating with the captain again, Dr. Phlox hadn't surfaced from some gene-sequencing research he'd been conducting in Sickbay yet, and Hoshi was finishing up a diagnostic on her translator array before coming down from the bridge--and the rest of the crew had obviously decided not to bother a senior officer (and, incidentally, the most dangerous man on the ship) until the rest of the seats were taken. Mayweather made his way towards Reed, weaving in and out between occupied tables. He didn't blame them for leaving the lieutenant alone; he'd caught some of the slightly intimidated looks some of the crewmembers threw Reed's way. The armoury officer didn't socialise much; Travis had realised that was because he was almost desperately shy about anything outside his job, but most of the other non-senior crew, or those not in security or munitions, though it was because he was a cold, distant, aloof sort of man. And it didn't help their impressions that they had seen him in the gym, fighting against other security men, training them in hand-to-hand combat, or seen him working out alone, doing solo routines. Once, Mayweather himself had seen Reed unleash enough strength in that lean, whipcord body to bust clean through a punching bag and simultaneously rip it from it's mooring in the ceiling. And Reed hadn't even been breathing hard after he'd done it! And he was such a little guy, compared to your idea of the ideal security officer: the big, overly-muscled bruiser- type. So, of course, if you hadn't gotten to know him, at least a little, Reed could seem to be a cold, hard, scary sort of man. He stopped beside Reed's table. "Anyone sitting here?" He asked. Reed looked up, blinking, mind obviously still lost in whatever weapons manual or technical spec he'd been engrossed in, and before he could say more than "Hmm?", Travis had dropped into a seat across from him. "Oh, no, no one's sitting there, Ensign." That typical half-smile of his curved his mouth, and he added wryly, "Please, do join me." "Thanks." Travis grinned at him, and poked his fork at his dinner. "So, whatcha reading, Lieutenant?" He asked idly as he speared a piece of Chicken Kiev and popped it into his mouth. "Umm?" Reed had already returned to his PADD. "Oh, it's the specs for the phase cannons. I was just...going over them." "Just seeing if there was any possible way to improve them, a way you haven't already found, since you've improved those cannons four times and made them ten percent more efficient already since you installed them." Travis teased, just to see if the Englishman would blush. He had discovered that Reed had a low blush factor, and the helmsman considered it his duty to tease and kid him. It was, after all, a friend's duty to help a man get over his shyness, wasn't it? Ah, there it was. Reed's pale cheeks turned faintly red and he hit the PADD's power button, the screen's brightness fading, then dulling to blank blackness. "Alright, Mister Mayweather. I'll take the hint and concentrate on eating instead of the impossible." He said in a mildly exasperated tone, but the little half-smile that popped back up, and the twinkle in those grey- blue eyes, belied the expression of irritation. Mayweather nodded. "Good. You look like you've lost a bit of weight. Forgetting to eat again?" Reed blushed again, much harder this time. "Thank you Ensign, but I've already had a lec--a talk with the doctor about my eating habits." He said irritably. Mayweather grinned. He just bet he had! Dr. Phlox took his job seriously, and Reed had a tendency not to eat enough, or to skip meals to work. The doctor had already lectured him more than once on the fact that he wasn't taking in enough fuel for his body's needs, especially considering his physically demanding job. Mayweather knew for a fact that Phlox had told Reed to gain at least two kilograms ((A.N.: roughly a little less than five pounds, I think)) of weight. "Looks like you lost those two kilos instead of gaining them." Mayweather said casually. Reed sighed. "Why is it when I eat with you, I feel like I'm eating with a maternally-inclined uncle who never had any children and must focus his attentions on his nephews and nieces?" He asked, voice just slightly sarcastic. Mayweather shrugged and took another bite of his meal. "Dunno. Must be some strange British thing." He grinned. Reed glared at him, then lost the look to smile back. "Tell you what, Travis. You back off a bit, and then I won't feel so pressured. With both you and Phlox on my back, and the trouble I'm having sleeping--" He cut off abruptly, making at face at himself for letting slip that little fact. "What's wrong, sir?" Mayweather asked, dropping the teasing. His expression was serious, and his dark eyes ran over Reed, paying closer attention. He caught the tired circles forming under Reed's eyes this time, the weary melancholy ghosting in the back of Reed's eyes, the weight loss... "You've lost a bit more than two kilos. What's wrong, Malcolm? Anything I can do for you?" Reed shook his head. "It's nothing serious, Travis, and it's nothing you can help me with, although I appreciate the offer." He smiled slightly and rose, taking both tray and PADD. "I'll see you later." Mayweather watched Reed go, frowning worriedly. Whatever was bothering Reed wasn't nothing, and he was damned well going to find out what it was and how to fix it! --- Trip stepped out of the captain's private dining room and looked casually around the mess hall as the hatch closed behind him. He saw Mayweather frowning worriedly, and turned to look in the direction of the helmsman's gaze. Reed was just going out the mess hall door. Unable to help it, curiosity and his hidden feelings for Reed eating at him, he strode over to the still-worried-looking pilot. "Somethin' wrong, Travis?" He inquired--and was pleasantly surprised that he'd managed to keep his voice casual. Travis looked up at him as he slid into a chair. "Oh, hello, sir. Nothing's wrong with me, it's just..." He paused. "It's Malcolm, sir. There's something bothering him. He accidentally let slip that he couldn't sleep, and the doc told him he'd better start eating and stop skipping meals--you know Malcolm!--and gain some weight, but he's lost some! And he looks so tired, and there's something in his eyes, like he's anxious, or sad, or something! I'm getting worried about him, Commander. He doesn't have much to do with anyone outside of his department and the senior officers, and none of us are that close to him. He won't let anyone get close!" Tucker swallowed, managing to keep most of his dread off his face. //Malcolm had to have noticed my feelings. That's the only explanation: Malcolm's realised I'm attracted to him, if nothing else about what I feel for him, and he's disgusted and worried that I'll hit on him or something, and it's affecting him seriously. Not sleeping and losing weight?! That's more than serious! Aw, hell...// "Sir, are you alright?" Mayweather asked, now looking worried over him. "Yeah, Travis, I'm fine. I gotta go, though." He rose and hurried out. Mayweather shook his head. What in the world was going on? First, something was bothering Reed. And now it was evident that something was bothering Tucker too. The dark-skinned pilot sighed and took a disinterested bit of his dinner, his mind on the two officers who had fled. --- Captain's Personal Starlog, Dec. 1st, 2151 I can't help but want to play matchmaker for Trip and Malcolm. Trip is suffering because he loves the good lieutenant--I've known that good old Southern boy for a long, long time, and he does truly love Malcolm. And I know for a fact something's bothering Malcolm, and I think it's the same thing that's ripping Trip apart. But I'm not sure and Malcolm won't open up to anyone. Dr. Phlox reported the Malcolm's lost weight instead of gaining it, and he asked him if he'd like to talk, but he just brushed the doctor off. And Travis came to me this morning. He ate lunch with Malcolm last night, and felt it was his duty to report that something is seriously bothering Malcolm, although he wouldn't talk about it. And, he added, that he saw Trip just after Malcolm left, and he's fairly sure something is bothering him, too. This has to be resolved. Both officers are doing their jobs, and there's no problem there, but they're turning hollow inside. Trip is becoming more and more withdrawn, NOT a natural phenomenon in the least, and Malcolm's not the biggest guy in the world; if he loses much more weight he'll look like a skeleton! Archer leaned back in his chair and hit the off button for his log. He sighed and ran a hand through his sandy hair. The communications grid on the wall beeped. He rose and tapped the channel open. "Archer." "Captain, a ship just dropped out of warp beside us." T'Pol's voice said calmly. "Friend or foe?" Archer asked. "Captain? I am unfamiliar with the configuration, but its weapons are not powered, and it appears to be suffering damage." "I'm on my way. Call all senior staff to stations." He ordered, then hurried out of his quarters. He paused as Porthos whined. "Stay, boy." He soothed, and hurried out. The turbolift doors snapped open at the bridge and Archer swiftly surveyed his bridge, noting that Mayweather and Sato were at their stations, Reed at his, with Trip hovering over his left shoulder--that was the engineer's customary spot, come to think of it, if he wasn't sitting at the bridge's engineering station. Did Trip like tormenting himself with Reed's closeness?! T'Pol had had the conn, but Archer's command chair was empty, the Vulcan at her science station, bent over her viewer. "Report." Archer snapped as he slid into his seat. T'Pol smoothly swivelled up and around from her viewer. "The ship had made no hostile moves, but their propulsion and weapons systems appear to have been damaged by weapons fire." "I recommend polarising the hull plating and bring weapons on line." Reed said briskly from his station. Hoshi shot him a look. "They're not in any shape to fight, Lieutenant." She protested. "Even if they're not, what if whoever damaged them comes to damage us?" Reed shot back, and the slim Asian comm officer flushed. "Do it, Malcolm." Archer told him. "Aye, sir. Hull plating on-line, weapons coming up." Even considering the circumstances, Trip had to hide a smile. Malcolm had sounded slightly...pleased to bring his beloved weapons up. "Captain, we're receiving a transmission from the alien ship." Hoshi reported suddenly, one hand cupped over her earbug. "Audio only." "Put it on speakers." The captain ordered. "....ashtic malooy nataric sevanfe...tioence...eocjoert...sofvjpsdd,...." The alien voice was raspy, and sounded masculine, but his language was unfamiliar. "Hoshi?" Archer asked. The slim ensign was busy at her station. "Just a little more, sir." She said absently. "There!" She crowed, and hit a switch. The alien transmission cleared up, and the universal translator kicked in, rendering the language comprehensible to the bridge crew. "This is the Tellurian freighter Star Freedom, hailing the unidentified vessel off our port bow. We are an unarmed cargo vessel, and have been attacked by Nassicaan pirates. We are badly damaged, and appeal to you, please assist us." Mayweather turned from the helm. "Sir, I recognise the ship's design now. We saw a rare one or two of them on the Dreylak run. They are a very non-violent species, and the only weapons they'd have is a pop- gun laser to deflect asteroids and other debris. They tend to carry valuable cargoes and usually travel in numbers for safety." "What's it doing by itself, then?" Ever suspicious in his duty to protect the ship, Reed muttered to himself at his station. As Captain Archer opened a channel and returned their hail, Trip leaned close to Reed, wanting to test his theory of Malcolm knowing about his attraction; he wanted to see how Malcolm reacted to him being close. "Don't worry, Lieutenant. With you guarding our backs, we'll be fine." He whispered in Reed's ear, so as not to disrupt Archer's conversation with the Tellurian captain. Reed's shoulders tensed, and he leaned subtly away from the lanky engineer hovering over him. "Well, yes, thank you." He murmured back, voice uncomfortable. Trip leaned back, twisting to look at a display behind them, to keep from showing the despair he was sure was visible on his face. He was right. The way Malcolm had stiffened up and edged away proved that he knew Trip wanted him and didn't like that at all. "Trip?" Archer's voice called, and he forced an attentive, normal expression on his face and turned. "Yo, Cap?" "I want you and Dr. Phlox to head over to the Star Freedom, to check out her damage and her casualties. When you've assessed the situation, we'll send over all the parts and engineers you need to fix her, and ship their casualties back to Enterprise. The captain's name is Derot, and he's expecting you." "Aye, sir." Trip trotted around the tactical station, heading for the turbolift doors, when Reed's voice rang out. "Sir, you can't mean to send them to an alien starship without a security escort?" There was a touch of polite disapproval in the Englishman's voice. "Oh?" Archer lifted a brow at him, but there was a twinkle in his dark blue eyes that suggested he'd known how Malcolm would react. "No, sir. With all due respect to the Tellurians and Ensign Mayweather's rather sketchy information, we don't know anything about these people." Reed half-stood, voice rising slightly, and Archer caught the almost imperceptible flicker of the armoury officer's eyes towards Tucker. "Then I guess you'd better go with them, Lieutenant, in case the Tellurians decide they'd taste good with a little white wine." Archer ordered with a grin. If Reed was worried about Tucker, then who was Archer to let him worry? Besides, maybe they'd get stuck together in a Tellurian version of a maintenance access way and spill the beans to each other. Reed's cheeks reddened faintly at the captain's indulgent tone, but nodded firmly. "Aye, sir!" He looked to Tucker, who was looking at him with an odd expression. "I'll get my gear and meet you and the doctor in Launch Bay One, Commander." "Yeah, you do that, Lieutenant." Tucker told him. He headed down to Sickbay, Reed heading to the Armoury, and the engineer wondered why, if Trip's presence bothered the Englishman so much, he was so adamant about going on this mission. Then a thought occurred: Malcolm was just doing his job, and being cautious. It had nothing to do with Tucker going off to an alien vessel without him. Tucker sighed at his own pathetic imagination. Imagine thinking Reed wanted to come, not only because of his professional paranoia, but because he wanted to be there to protect him, to be close to him. As the 'lift doors opened and he strode down the corridor and into Sickbay, Tucker thought, //You've got to get over this. Especially since it seems Reed has some idea of it, and doesn't like it. If you're not careful, you're liable to get your ass kicked by the most dangerous man on the ship! // --- TBC