The BLTS Archive- Aberration by kwata --- Disclaimer: Spock, Kirk, McCoy and the rest of the crew are the undeserved property of Paramount. I make no claim to them, but am just borrowing them for this story, which is mine. --- There's no such thing as a routine mission, thought James Kirk as he watched the pleasantly green and blue planet closing in on the main viewscreen. Especially when it's something as simple as replenishing the ship's stores. Sometimes trouble seemed to seek them out, no matter how careful they were. Take, for example, the last time they were on shore leave and those Orion slave traders had almost run off with six crewmembers--no. Better not to think about it. That was like courting disaster. "On final approach to Kirdara, Captain," Sulu reported from the helm. Their destination was a quiet, peaceful and prosperous planet inhabited by human colonists who had settled there more than a century ago. Protected by the United Federation of Planets, it was the ideal place for a few days of uninterrupted stocking up, and maybe a bit of shore leave, if they were lucky. Satisfied that all was under control, the captain rose and stretched. "Take her in, Spock. I'm going to my quarters. Shift ends in fifteen minutes anyway. Meet you later for dinner?" "Certainly, Captain." Spock stepped down to the captain's chair. They nodded gravely at each other from opposite sides, then the Vulcan seated himself with a smooth movement as Kirk headed for the turbolift. "Lieutenant Uhura, open a channel to Kirdara Space Terminus," said Spock over his shoulder, "and request docking instructions from them, please." --- Two hours later, the ship was berthed in the gigantic framework of the Space Terminus, floating over the Kirdaran capital in a serene geostationary orbit. Since it was still early in the Kirdaran afternoon, many crewmembers had transported down to have a look around. The bridge still had its full complement of staff, all busy at their consoles, powering down certain of the ship's systems that would not be needed while she was at rest. Not long after they had moored, a planet-to-ship call came in for Kirk. The captain elected to take it on the bridge. Standing at Uhura's side, he finished off what seemed like an earnest conversation, smiled at her and strolled over to the science station. Spock rose to his feet at Kirk's approach, clasping his hands behind his back expectantly. "It seems that the local brass have invited us to a welcoming dinner tonight, so we'll have to postpone ours. Now don't look at me like that," Kirk said, holding up a hand to forestall Spock's protest. "I know you don't like official functions--I don't either--but it would be very rude to refuse." "That is true," Spock admitted, suppressing a very un-Vulcanly twinge of anticipation for the spectacle of a fidgeting, sweating, griping Doctor McCoy in dress uniform. Spock, naturally, fitted so perfectly into his own dress tunic that fidgeting was not even an option in his case. "Apparently they're very honoured that the Enterprise has decided to pay them a visit." Spock frowned. "Captain, may I remind you that the Enterprise is not a living entity and as such, is incapable of making its own decisions." "Thank you, Spock," said Kirk gravely, turning away to hide the grin that sprang to his lips. Sometimes it was hard to tell whether Spock was really interpreting words literally or whether he was just being his pedantic Vulcan self. Come to think of it, was there even a difference? But there were also times when Kirk knew Spock did it on purpose to try to lift his captain out of a gloomy mood. Whoever said Vulcans were insensitive icebergs should just hear this one sometimes! This, however, was not one of those times. Definitely pedantism, Kirk decided. He turned and caught Uhura's eye and they shared a moment of humour. "We'll beam down at twenty-hundred. Uhura, please inform the senior staff that I expect them to show up in full dress uniform, scrubbed, shined, buffed and smoothed." --- "Tell me again why we're here." Kirk blocked out the monotonous droning noise emanating from yet another in the seemingly endless line of speakers, and fixed his attention on his first officer without making it obvious. "Because Starbase 21 is temporarily closed to space traffic, and this was the nearest Federation outpost capable of meeting our inventory requirements." "Couldn't we have waited another couple of weeks?" Was that an exasperated sigh he heard coming from Spock? "We could have, but then we would have found ourselves alarmingly short of certain essential items, including medical supplies which must be replaced after the recent shipwide outbreak of Cutana Blister Fever." Spock shifted backwards in his chair. "Captain, that is the fifth time you have asked me for that explanation." Kirk looked mournful. "It might not be the last." They exchanged a telling glance. "We're only here to pick up supplies, for crying out loud," complained the captain sotto voce, "which doesn't warrant this kind of gala performance. Imagine what lengths they go to when there's a real reason to celebrate." "Perhaps they lead very uninteresting lives," offered Spock. The captain succeeded in keeping his smile under restraint. "Perhaps," he said, thinking again of Vulcan sensibility. He stared with genuine longing at the overflowing platter of food sitting tauntingly ten centimetres from his fingertips. Perhaps nobody would notice if he-- "I wouldn't advise it, Jim," said Spock's cool voice beside him. Kirk drew his fingers back guiltily and tucked them into the cuffs of his tunic to keep them from straying, as he glanced at Spock out of the corners of his eyes. "We must observe protocol," Spock went on, hardly moving his lips as he spoke. "And protocol dictates that the speeches be concluded before any consumption of food." "Then I suppose I should be grateful they've at least given us water so that we don't die of thirst while they're praising our names." Eyeing the miniature cup of water in front of him, Spock said, "We may drink this, but when the cup is empty it may not be refilled until the first morsels of food have been eaten." His advice came too late. There was not a drop left in Kirk's cup. "Damn." "Indeed." Spock surreptitiously exchanged his almost full cup for Kirk's empty one, earning himself a grateful smile. "Unfortunately we must defer to the customs of our hosts." "How do you know so much about Kirdaran social customs, anyway?" "I consulted the library computer." "Oh." Further down the table the other members of the Starfleet delegation were looking just as dismayed with the proceedings. They, too, had expected a simple cheese and wine, finger snack, informal type of occasion--not this full-blown pomp and ceremony. Sometimes reputations were more trouble than anything else . . . At length the speaker finished his address and moved to sit down. The Enterprise officers perked up, even Spock, who had been entertaining himself by mentally recalculating and refining the intermix formula. Their collective hopes were dashed when another garishly robed person took the previous speaker's place. "Ve're doomed," whined Chekov. The point of a boot connected with his ankle, just hard enough to attract his attention without making him yelp in pain. Tucking her legs back under her chair, Uhura flashed mischievous eyes at him and indicated the string of plush chairs whence all the orators had come. The one at the end of the line was empty. "It looks as if he's the last," she said in a low voice, "so all you have to do is feign interest for a while longer and cheer enthusiastically when he's done. Not too difficult, is it, Pavel?" She was right. Fifteen minutes later, it was all over. In yet another strange twist, Kirk was not obliged to make a reciprocal speech and so, starving after the boredom of two hours of speechmaking, everyone attacked their food with gusto. Soon people began to mingle, coming together in groups which again split up to form new groups, like whirling leaves in a stream. Having done their official duty by spending some time with the Chief Councillor who had issued the original invitation--a man by the name of Meik Dogon--Kirk, Spock and McCoy retreated to a corner of the vast room and watched the shifting crowd. Presently Kirk realised that they weren't the only watchers in the vicinity. "That woman over there, Spock," he said, jerking his head in the appropriate direction. "she keeps staring at you." Spock's eyebrow rose fractionally. "Jim, if a woman were indeed staring in this direction I doubt that I would be the object of her scrutiny." "For once I agree with you, Spock," said McCoy, standing on his toes to look over Spock's shoulder without being seen. "What woman of taste would want to stare at your skinny body and pointy ears--" "Your memory is failing you yet again, Doctor," Spock retorted. "The Horta, for one, considered them the most attractive--" A snort of disdain erupted from the doctor. "The Horta. An ambulatory boulder." Spock stiffened in dignified outrage. "The Horta was a remarkably intelligent and discerning--" "Gentlemen. Let's try to keep our comments to the point." Grinning at the latest segment in the ongoing Spock-McCoy saga, Kirk sneaked a look at their mysterious observer. "She's very beautiful, I must admit." The woman in question was hovering near the buffet table and there was no doubt that one of the three men had attracted her attention. She was small and slender and quite exquisite, with long black hair and delicate features, and a dress that would have been a scrap of fabric in another life. Her movements were graceful and seductive, drawing the eyes of many men around the room; she returned none of those admiring glances as her gaze kept returning to the perplexed trio. McCoy brightened, tugging instinctively at the collar of his jacket. "You're right, Jim. She's interested in one of us, that's for sure." "I'm telling you, Bones, Spock is her target. He's just too modest to admit to the possibility. Watch. You go that way, I'll go this way." Putting the theory to the test, Kirk and McCoy edged away from Spock, leaving him standing on his own. The woman's gaze never shifted. Then they edged back up to him and McCoy conceded that the Vulcan was indeed the specimen under observation. "I wonder who she is?" the captain mused. Then both he and McCoy looked intently at Spock. "Gentlemen, I have been around humans long enough to know that you are engaging in what is known as dropping a hint. Unfortunately I have no intention of satisfying your curiosity," the Vulcan stated. McCoy couldn't bear the suspense. "But aren't *you* curious, Spock?" he pleaded. "Even a tiny bit?" He got a withering glare in reply, and, together with the captain, finally had to accept that the Vulcan wasn't interested. They dropped the subject. The party continued. Later, Kirk noticed that the mysterious woman had succeeded in cornering his first officer. Spock spoke cordially but distantly with her, removing her hand from his arm several times before finally shaking his head and escaping to the nearby safe company of Uhura and Scott. As soon as was politely possible, the captain and doctor, now both inquisitive beyond human tolerance, extracted themselves from the group of councillors currently monopolising the conversation and sidled over to Spock. "Will you please tell us who she is?" they demanded, standing shoulder to shoulder before the mildly amused Vulcan. "She is Vasona, and she is Meik Dogon's wife." --- Two days later, the Chief Councillor's wife was almost a forgotten topic. The replenishing of the ship's stores and medical department proved to be sufficient distraction, and everyone was kept busy as container after container of supplies was beamed aboard. As a treat for improving on the intermix formula without being asked to do so, Kirk, who fancied himself as something of a xenogourmet, took Spock to dinner at a local restaurant that evening. It had been a hectic couple of days, but what pleased Kirk was that they'd all worked so hard that they had managed to complete the task of restocking way ahead of expectations and he was now able to grant the crew three days of shore leave. Both found something on the menu which pleased them, and waited in easy silence for their meal to arrive. It wasn't that often that these two got a chance to spend what McCoy called quality time together, away from the ship and the distraction of their duties. The doctor, responsible primarily for the wellbeing of both of them, openly encouraged such chances. McCoy knew that the Vulcan was a calming influence on a personality that was sometimes too dynamic for its own good and Kirk, in turn, had a knack for lifting Spock out of his lonely pride. They were halfway through the main course when their repast was interrupted by three Kirdaran men who suddenly stopped next to their table and stood there, waiting in silence to be acknowledged. "Can we help you?" The men, who all wore some kind of uniform which neither Starfleet officer could identify immediately, ignored Kirk's courtesy. "Commander Spock?" said the officious-looking one in front, addressing the Vulcan. A forkful of vegetable terrine stopped halfway between the dish and Spock's mouth. "Yes," he said. "I am Judicial Commissar Meskara." The Judicial Commissar, here? Kirk and Spock exchanged a puzzled glance. "Commander Spock," the Kirdaran intoned by way of explanation for his presence. "in accordance with Regulation 33.6.5, paragraph 4b, I am placing you under arrest." To his credit and the Kirdarans' disappointment, Spock remained calm, although he did turn noticeably pale. "On what charges?" A satisfied grin smeared itself across the coarse features of the Kirdaran. "Sexual misconduct." Kirk's fork and his jaw dropped simultaneously. He flew up, knocking his chair over backwards in his surprise. A few heads turned towards them, but fortunately they were in a corner of the restaurant and didn't attract too much attention. Spock also rose, with much more grace, and confronted the man. "I believe you may be mistaken, sir," he said politely. This isn't happening, thought Kirk. Spock--sexual misconduct? Those words didn't even belong in the same sentence, never mind arresting him for it. For a second the hopeful thought flashed through his mind that they had the wrong Spock. But of course, he realised, there was only one Commander Spock. "I am not mistaken, Commander. If you would be so good as to come with us to Enforcement Headquarters, we will show you the evidence in our possession. Then you can judge for yourself whether or not we've made a mistake." Now thoroughly annoyed, Kirk started to protest, but gentle pressure on his arm stopped him before the words left his lips. "It is pointless to argue, Captain," said Spock, removing his hand from Kirk's arm. "Let us accompany these gentlemen. No doubt this is a simple case of mistaken identity. I am sure we will be able to resolve it to everyone's satisfaction." --- Twenty minutes later, both officers were reeling in shock at what they'd just seen. True to his word, the Judicial Commissar had shown them the evidence--in the form of a visicam recording--of Spock's crime. The supposed victim was none other than Vasona, the young wife of Meik Dogon, who was also present in the Commissar's office. Kirk recalled that at the dinner two nights ago, she had shown great interest in Spock, but he was certain that the Vulcan did not reciprocate her feelings. However, watching the visicam images with increasing horror and outrage, he had to admit that he may have been wrong--utterly ludicrous though that idea was. As the recording started, Vasona was alone at home. The security visicam that had diligently preserved the entire episode was mounted in a corner of the ceiling in the Dogons' lounge. From this vantage point it had a view of almost the entire room. They saw the girl pour herself a glass of wine. She was chicly dressed, as if she was expecting a visitor. Then her head turned quickly towards the door, and she set the glass down and went to open it. The tall figure that entered, dressed from head to foot in elegant black, was strangely familiar. Spock frowned and leaned forward to peer at the screen. Then he averted his eyes as recognition struck. Kirk felt a thrill of alarm rush through him as the identity of the man became clear. It was, indeed, his first officer, or his twin brother--which was even more utterly ludicrous. As if their skulls were mounted on bearings, all heads swivelled to stare at the real-life Vulcan, then turned back to the screen. Vasona and her visitor exchanged a few pleasantries. It now became apparent to all that there were no accompanying sound effects, and both Kirk and Spock had good reason to be thankful for this in the next few minutes. The recording showed Vasona offering her guest a glass of wine. Abruptly his demeanour changed and he dashed it away from him. He came closer to her and said something that made her eyes go wide and her face grow pale. With one hand outstretched to keep him at bay, she stepped back, but the more she moved away, the quicker he followed her until her back was against the wall and she could retreat no further. The motion-tracking visicam recorded everything. They saw him step up to her and grab her roughly in his arms. His hands went around her buttocks as she struggled, pulling her hard against him. She made a feeble attempt to beat him off, but finally her own desires got the better of her and she drew the glossy head down to hers and kissed him with a hunger that equalled his own. Kirk suppressed the urge to rub his eyes and clear this awful scene away from them. He couldn't believe what he was seeing. One glance at Spock told him that his friend was as amazed as he was, blinking in surprise at seeing himself doing something so uncharacteristic. By this time the two people on the screen were glued to each other. The Vulcan, his lips on the woman's neck, reached under her skirt and pulled down her panties before separating her legs with his knee and inserting a questing hand between her thighs. She, in turn, was running her fingers across the front of his pants, tracing the robust bulge contained within. He covered her hand with his own and thrust against it, using it to stimulate himself. Then he turned her so that her back was to him. Faithfully, horribly, the visicam followed as he marched her roughly to the nearest armchair and forced her to bend over the back of it. Fumbling one-handed with the fastening of his pants, he finally managed to undo it, and pushed the garment down over his hips, freeing his erect, twitching penis. Again reaching between her legs, he lubricated himself with her juices, then positioned his cock and drove it into her with one smooth, hard thrust. Vasona screamed and struggled, but he was too strong. Her comfort was clearly the last thing on his mind as he pounded into her and now the audience saw with horror that he had penetrated her anally. After barely a dozen thrusts he went rigid and flung his head back, straining, then collapsed across her back. Seconds later he withdrew so suddenly that she whimpered in pain. By this time the visicam technician had zoomed in on the couple so that every horrible detail would be caught, and they all saw a final trickle of semen dribbling from the distended slit at the tip of the Vulcan's penis as he stepped back, breathing hard. Now wiping away tears, Vasona turned to see him snatch up her panties from the floor and use them to clean his own fluids from his body. Then he dropped the soiled item to the ground, dressed himself and stalked contemptuously out of the room without saying another word to her. Mercifully, the scene came to an end here. Those watching it were shocked into silence. The blood was roaring in Kirk's ears. He couldn't bear to look at Spock. His earlier doubts had vanished, and he cursed himself savagely for ever having had them. All he knew was that this was a lie. Somehow, someone had fabricated this . . . this abomination, implicating his friend, the most impeccably behaved and most private of men. This callous violation of Spock's Vulcan modesty was far more of a crime than the deed of which he stood accused. Slowly he forced himself to look at Spock, and his heart broke at seeing his friend so humiliated. The Vulcan sat stiffly on his chair. His eyes were fixed on the table in front of him, his hands clasped tightly between his knees-Kirk knew they'd be shaking otherwise. The points of his ears were suffused with a deep shade of green. His shame hung around him like a pall of smoke. But even in his humiliation his dignity remained intact--the Kirdarans could not strip him of that. Even though he was innocent--and Kirk would stake his own career on that fact without hesitation--the captain knew that being forced to watch himself engaging in such sordid activities had been a terrible shock for Spock. Worse, there had been an audience. For a Vulcan, this was nothing short of traumatic. Kirk felt a surge of blazing anger. He sprang to his feet, turning to Commissar Meskara. "This is preposterous!" he yelled, pointing at the monitor. "How can you believe that Spock is capable of such behaviour? He's a Vulcan, for God's sake!" The Kirdaran shrugged, unimpressed with Kirk's outburst. "I remind you, Captain, that we have just seen the proof with our very eyes. In case you have already forgotten . . ." He issued a quick series of instructions to the visicam technician. A few taps on the control panel brought an image to the blank screen. It was a face in extreme close-up view. The face of the Enterprise's first officer, eyes squeezed shut, mouth open, features contorted in orgasm. Dogon suddenly strode over to Spock, grabbed two handfuls of Science blue, and jerked him to his feet. "I saw you the other night talking with her!" the enraged husband shouted, and before anyone could stop him he drew back his fist and connected it solidly with the side of Spock's head. The Vulcan staggered, holding a hand to his eye, but stayed on his feet, and Kirk and Meskara intervened before Dogon could hit him again. "If you do that again, Meik, I will be forced to place you under arrest as well, do you understand?" said Meskara sternly. "I am being lenient with you only because of the circumstances. From now on, you will control yourself." Dogon nodded sullenly, but the black look on his face made it plain that he wanted more than anything to beat Spock to a bloody pulp, and that he would do so if he got the chance. "So? Is it forbidden to talk with someone?" Kirk said with as much sarcasm as he could muster. "Please, Captain," Meskara said. "we will conduct a cross-examination during the trial, not before." "At least tell us when this was supposed to have happened," Kirk pleaded. "Today, just after midday," Dogon sneered. "When she was alone at home. The act of a filthy coward--" A warning look from Meskara shut him up. "Spock was on the ship all day today," said Kirk firmly. "as were all of us." "Can you prove that?" asked Meskara. "Not immediately, but it'll be in the ship's log. I can ask my communications officer to locate and transmit the relevant portions--" "You'll have your chance, Captain. In the meantime, we must place Commander Spock into confinement." "This is impossible," Kirk protested. "Do you realise who it is that you're accusing? Commander Spock is one of the most honourable and respected officers in the Fleet!" The commander in question was nursing what promised to develop into a nasty green eye. He said nothing, and his silence did not work well for him. Kirk understood it. Not only was Spock too ashamed to look anyone in the eye or to even speak, but there was nothing he could say to make it right. Logic certainly did not apply here--there was no logic to the situation at all--and without logic he had no defenses. If the poisonous glares flying in Spock's direction were anything to go by, Dogon and the others misinterpreted his silence as resentment at having been caught in the act. Kirk sighed inwardly. This shouting and arguing was getting them nowhere. Reason would not prevail while everyone's emotions were fired up. He decided to retreat and spare his friend further shame. "I assume that Commander Spock will be allowed a fair trial?" he asked impatiently, managing to convey his extreme disgust at the mere notion of such an unnecessary charade. "Of course," Meskara replied, showing his own distaste that such a man should be allowed to defend himself at all. Summoning his most intimidating captain's stare, Kirk looked Meskara in the eye and said, "Then I appoint myself as his counsel, as is my right as his commanding officer, and I request that you release him into my custody so that we may begin working on our case. There's no reason to imprison him. I'll assume full responsibility for his freedom." Spock finally reacted, slowly raising dark, hurt eyes to his captain. The profound gratitude in them, as if Spock had expected Kirk to turn away from him too, filled Kirk with rage. He would prove them wrong, he told himself. Spock was innocent, and he would prove them all wrong. He had no idea how he would accomplish this, but-- "Very well," said Meskara after a moments deliberation. "Do you have any objections to Captain Kirk as your counsel, Commander?" Spock shook his head, once. "I do not," he said quietly. "Then we herewith release you into the custody of Captain Kirk. But be warned, Commander--your movements are restricted. You may not leave the planet for any reason except to transport to your vessel, and said vessel must remain in Kirdaran space until this matter is resolved. Your trial is set for a week hence." "C'mon, Spock," Kirk snapped. "Let's get out of here." He dragged the Vulcan to his feet and hustled him through the door, thankful to be away from the hostile, judgmental eyes of the Kirdarans. The room had begun to feel uncomfortably airless and warm, while at the same time the atmosphere had turned unbearably cold. --- In the corridor outside, Spock sagged against the wall, finally allowing his reactions to catch up with him. "You all right?" Kirk asked anxiously. "No," Spock whispered in a weak voice. "No . . ." At once Kirk flipped open his communicator and within seconds they were back aboard the Enterprise, on a familiar deck and among friends. Thankfully it was late, the transporter technician noticed nothing except that the first officer was even quieter than usual, and the corridors were empty. Nobody saw Kirk ushering along a pale, shocked Vulcan who stumbled occasionally. Kirk took Spock to his quarters and made him sit down. "I'm going to fetch McCoy. Wait here," he instructed. "I'll be back in a minute." Spock made no protest. He merely sat, shivering, staring numbly at the monitor on his desk, as if hoping it would suddenly play back the terrible scene that he had just witnessed, but with some other man. Stopping first at McCoy's cabin, Kirk was relieved to find him there, going over his newly boosted inventory on the computer. The captain quickly filled him in on what had happened. McCoy stared at him, aghast. "Oh, no, Jim, that's impossible! There must be some mistake. Spock could never do such a thing!" Kirk bit his lip in frustration and began to drag McCoy to the door. "I know, and you know, but we have to convince Dogon and his cronies. I can't imagine how they did it, but somehow the bastards have got him on visicam having sex with this woman, raping her. There's no mistake, Bones! It is impossible, but it was him!" "Where is he now?" "I've put him in his quarters. He's very subdued. I want you to have a look at him--he took a nasty clip on the side of the head too. And bring that bottle of Saurian brandy--the one you prescribe for medicinal purposes." "Yeah, I think even Spock would see the logic of a strong drink at a time like this." --- They found the Vulcan exactly the way Kirk had left him--sitting quietly, trembling intermittently, staring at the screen on his desk. McCoy gripped his shoulder gently. "Are you all right, Spock?" Spock could only shake his head silently. Quickly McCoy ran his medical scanner over him, then opened his medikit and brought out a hypo. Kirk paced. "Bones?" The doctor fussed around Spock some more. "His skin is cool, for him. His blood pressure is, well, it's so low that I can hardly detect it. He's unresponsive. Jim, he's actually gone into shock. Whatever nonsense it is that these blasted Kirdarans have concocted, it's really hit him hard." There was a soft hiss as the hypo delivered a metabolic stimulant into Spock's neck. The captain continued to pace around Spock's quarters, hands clenched at his sides, body stiff with tension and anger, counting off the seconds it would take for the medication to begin its work. Then he whirled and put a hand on each armrest of Spock's chair, bringing his face level with that of his traumatised first officer. "Spock." Spock refused to meet his eyes. "Spock. Look at me." The Vulcan continued to stare determinedly at Kirk's uniform insignia. "Spock," said Kirk very gently. "I saw it, but I don't believe it. Not for a second. I swear to you, I know you didn't do it. You couldn't. And Bones and I will do everything we can to help. We have *got* to find out how they did this." If there was one thing that could break down Spock's barriers, it was the knowledge that his captain still had unwavering faith in him. The tactic worked. He lifted his eyes, looked from one worried face to the other, and took a deep breath. "I haven't disappointed you?" "Oh, Spock." For a second Kirk's eyes burned with loathing for the people who had put such doubts into his friend's mind. Spock felt it and couldn't help but flinch, although he knew the hatred was directed elsewhere. Then the fire left Kirk's eyes--but it remained in his heart. "God, no. Never. There's nothing you could do that would disappoint me." There was another round of silence from the Vulcan as he drew comfort from the presence of his two loyal friends. "Thank you, Jim, Doctor," he said eventually, sounding a little more like himself. "I must confess that I too am mystified. I am quite sure that the person on that recording was not me, yet it was. How can that be explained?" "I don't know, but you can bet we'll get to the bottom of it." "Let me see that eye," said McCoy, bending down. "Hmm. It'll be a nice shade of green in the morning. You want me to get rid of the bruise?" "Yes, please." "Hold still." A few minutes' work with a narrow ultrasonic beam broke up the blood collecting beneath Spock's skin. "There. You can't even see it. And now," said the doctor, setting out three cups. "I think we need a drink. That includes you, Spock." "One of your better suggestions, Doctor," the Vulcan replied. "I will not argue with you." They tossed back the brandy and sat in silence for a while. A week, Kirk thought. They had a week. There was nothing to be gained by pursuing the issue now. "Spock, it's late. You're tired. Get some sleep, and we'll tackle this tomorrow when we're refreshed." "Good idea," McCoy agreed. "Do you need something to help you sleep, Jim?" "Just something to take away this hammer inside my head." "At your service, Captain." A couple of white pills exchanged hands. "How about you, Spock? I can--" "Unnecessary, Doctor. Meditation will perform the same function, with a far more agreeable effect on my physiology." "Well, okay, but don't say I didn't offer." --- Spock didn't sleep as well as he had suggested. In fact, he didn't sleep at all. And an entire night's cogitation failed to bring him any closer to a solution, or even the beginning of one. The next day he met with Kirk and McCoy in the doctor's office. Before they locked the door Kirk ordered breakfast for three to be brought to them--two bacon and eggs and one fruit platter. One advantage of being in planetary orbit was that you had unlimited supplies of fresh food. Thus sustained, they barricaded themselves in and made an earnest start on their attempt to save Spock's career and reputation. "First things first. I'd prefer it if you didn't go down there, Spock, not without a security guard," Kirk said, blowing on the surface of his hot coffee. "You never know what these Kirdarans will try next." "Agreed. Have you informed Starfleet Command about this?" "Not yet, but I will have to, won't I? I'll delay telling them for as long as possible. Perhaps we can sort this thing out before it becomes inevitable. I also want to keep it between the three of us and those of my senior staff who need to know." Good for you, Jim, thought McCoy with approval. Bend the rules a little for him. We're dealing with a Vulcan here--this doesn't need to be made common knowledge. "If I may ask, Jim, what exactly will be your strategy regarding my defense?" He sounds a lot calmer than he did yesterday, thought Kirk, which is good because this is going to be difficult for him. "Honestly, Spock," he replied. "I don't know yet. I thought about it the whole night and I'm stumped." "That makes two of us," McCoy said gloomily. "Three, in fact," Spock added, taking a delicate bite of a smooth round fruit that looked like a green guava. He chewed, raised his eyebrow in appreciation, and finished it off before continuing. "I assume you've requested a copy of that visicam recording for your perusal?" Kirk smiled grimly. "Yes, although I've got no intention of perusing it any more than is necessary." "There must be a flaw in that recording, Jim," said McCoy. "I'm sure there are sophisticated computers that can produce something like it, but I doubt that they happen to have one handy here on Kirdara." "That is very logical, Doctor," said Spock, sounding faintly surprised. "The level of Kirdaran computer technology is no more than average and it is almost certain that the visicam recording could not have originated here. On the other hand, the closest computer with that capability is more than two days away from here, even at high warp speed." "Which brings us to the million credit question, gentlemen; where the hell did they get it?" Spock chose to ignore the reference to the mythological Terran Place of Damnation, and said, "That is a question that will not easily be answered, Jim. Let us wait for the copy of the evidence to arrive. After you've watched it we shall carry on with our discussion. The doctor may be right when he suggests that our answers lie within it." Neither Kirk nor McCoy failed to notice Spock's second omission of himself from the viewing audience. Neither of them blamed him for it. The package arrived a short while later, and the doctor and captain retreated to Kirk's quarters to view it in private. They assumed that Spock would kill time in the labs or do some fine-tuning on the ship's computer while they secluded themselves. They were unfortunately mistaken. --- Spock estimated that the recording would occupy Kirk and McCoy for twenty minutes, and they would take a further twenty to discuss it between them. That gave him forty minutes, at least, in which to carry out a little sleuthing of his own. The logical thing to do, he thought, would be to visit Vasona and speak to her face to face about this unpleasant situation. Surely she must know it wasn't him--how could it be? He didn't want any distractions when talking to Vasona, and he knew she wouldn't speak freely if there were anyone there but him. A burly, vicious-looking security guard would be a definite deterrent. The transporter technician hadn't been advised that Spock was to stay on board. And Spock convinced himself that Kirk had not exactly *ordered* him to stay put. It was hair splitting and he was well aware of it, but there was no alternative if he was to proceed in a logical fashion. And so, after looking up the Dogons' address in the Kirdaran computer banks, and against the advice of his friend and captain, the first officer beamed down alone to confront his accuser. --- "Dear God." McCoy poured himself a brandy with hands that shook with outrage. "That's the most shocking, disgusting thing I've ever seen. Not because of what they were doing--Lord knows, we've seen far worse on our galactic travels--but because it's Spock. Or rather, because it's not Spock. It's . . . perverse." Kirk looked at him from the other side of the desk. "I know exactly what you mean." The captain's reaction to his second viewing of the rape had been no different from yesterdays; seething rage and a fierce protectiveness towards his Vulcan friend. "How in blazes are we going to invalidate this little melodrama? It looks pretty damning to me." "Sure it does, but it's not true." Kirk clenched his fist, looking as if he wanted to smash it through the desk, then controlled himself with a visible effort and brought it down slowly. "We all know it. We just have to prove it." After a few more sips of brandy, McCoy's professional mind shook off the numbness and began to grind into gear. "Did they tell you what other evidence they had besides this? Did they examine the woman for evidence of penetration, take semen samples, anything like that? Did they ask Spock for a sample of his semen?" A spark of interest lit the captain's eyes. "Come to think of it, no they didn't. I guess we were both too shocked to even ask. Spock was totally out of it. All I could think of was to get him back here." "Hmm." "The Kirdarans probably think this recording is evidence enough." "Maybe they're right. Back home, of course, they'd want physical proof. I don't know how the laws work here, but something as explicit as this might be good enough for admissible evidence." He rubbed his disbelieving eyes. "Especially since they don't have the technology to forge it, so what else could it be but genuine?" "Shit." "Poor Spock," sighed the doctor. "Why him, of all people? He's the most gentle man I've ever known. Those bloody Kirdarans have no idea who they're messing with." "Poor Spock if we don't get him off the hook." Kirk leaned on his elbows. "What's your professional assessment of his condition at the moment?" "I assume you mean his mental condition." Kirk nodded. "Well, you just have to look at him to see the pain. But he's a tough customer, Jim. My psychological training tells me that he's coping, so don't worry. Yet." "I hope you're right." Kirk fingered the visicam disk, resisting the urge to throw it to the ground and jump on it. "There must be a catch to this somewhere. We just have to find it. In six days. I have no intention of allowing Spock to suffer through a trial. A goddamed show trial." "I dunno, Jim. Something about that recording doesn't feel right to me, besides the fact that one of the participants doesn't belong there. If I could only put my finger on it--" "A hunch, Doctor?" asked Kirk, for a moment sounding very much like his first officer. "A hunch, Captain." "I have a hunch too. It's eluding me, though. Like one of those song titles that you can't think of immediately, but you can't stop worrying about it until you remember." McCoy slapped the palm of his hand on the desk. "Yes! Exactly!" Kirk took a deep breath, preparing himself for a third viewing. Maybe this time the pain would be less--but somehow he didn't think so. "Let's watch it again. As unpleasant as it is, we have to do it. Spock'll keep himself busy until we're finished." --- Spock materialised beside the steps leading into Vasona's apartment building. This was the first time he'd actually been outside of a Kirdaran building and he was unprepared for the chill in the air. It snatched his breath away before he bounded up the steps into the lobby. It took him seconds to climb the spiral staircase to the next floor, and then he was standing outside the same apartment where he supposedly committed a rape two days ago. He was certain he'd never been here in his life. He set his shoulders and knocked. There was movement from within. "Who is it?" came a soft female voice. "It is Spock," he called. "I wish to talk with you." There was silence for a dozen heartbeats, and then the door opened a crack, revealing fluffy black hair and part of a face. It was she. "Why have you come here?" Spock answered as persuasively as he knew how. "A grave error has taken place. I merely wish to help you to realise this. I will not hurt you. Please let me in." She regarded him for a moment more, then stepped back to admit him. "You must not stay long," she said in a whispery voice. "My husband will be home soon and if he finds you here . . ." Spock advanced cautiously into the room, looking around slowly, feeling an eerie sense of having been here before although he knew he had never set foot across the threshold. Involuntarily he glanced up into the corner of the ceiling and saw the black eye of the visicam. He shuddered briefly. "Don't worry, I have just this minute turned it off." He nodded, still surveying his surroundings. The setting was exactly as it had been in that awful recording and there were certain items which he even recognised, such as the black marble statue of a large cat-like animal, and, of course, the chair over which the rape had taken place. This was very strange indeed. "Please sit." He did. "What did you want to say?" Spock pulled his thoughts together. "Vasona, I have never been in this room until this minute. You must know that. Why do you persist in accusing me of such disgraceful behaviour when clearly I could not have been the culprit? Why do you not tell your husband and Judicial Commissar Meskara that I am innocent?" A new look crept across her face. Spock recognised it from his dealing with humans. It was guilt. "I--cannot," she murmured. "They would never believe me." "Why?" Spock sat forward in his chair. "Why would they not believe you? And how did you fabricate that recording--I am very curious to know." "I can't tell you." This was unproductive. Spock sighed inwardly. What would Jim do in this position? Perhaps switch to what was known as 'playing on a person's feelings?' He knew nobody quite as skilled as Kirk in manipulating people's emotions, and certainly he, Spock, was very clumsy at it. It was, however, worth the attempt. He decided to try a more thought-provoking tack. "Please reconsider your position, Vasona. My career is in the balance. I know I am innocent, you know it, but if the Commissar and your husband are not convinced, I will be found guilty and I will lose everything that I've worked hard to achieve during my lifetime." "I'm sorry. I can't." Abruptly she stood and made her way to the door. "Please go now. You can't stay here any longer." Spock knew it was useless to try to force the information from her. He rose, thinking that she seemed oddly frightened of something. Not him, he knew that--he had never harmed her and she had no reason to believe that he would. Before he could question her about this, she had opened the door and was gesturing for him to leave. He was halfway out when the door opposite the hall opened, and a young male with an arrogant bearing came out. He stared at Spock, then at Vasona, then back at Spock. The Vulcan gave him a cursory look, turned and nodded to Vasona, then padded softly down the hall and disappeared down the stairs. The young man stared at his departing back. Once they were alone, he spoke. "Was that the guy who--" Being a close neighbour, naturally he was aware of the dreadful experience that had befallen Vasona, but he had no knowledge of the man's identity. For some reason, he immediately suspected Vasona's mysterious visitor of being that man. Vasona seemed hesitant to identify her visitor. "Well, no--" Then her resolve seemed to crumble. "Yes, but--" "What did he want?" the young man demanded. "It's not important." "Did he hurt you?" "No, Kerrick," she said in a small, helpless voice. "Thank you for your concern, but it's all right." "Are you sure? You should have called me." Vasona began to retreat into the apartment. "Please. It's all right. Really." "If you say so. Good day, Vasona." Kerrick took his leave of her and descended to the lobby, looking uncertain. On the sidewalk he glanced left and right, then set out with a purposeful stride in the same direction that Spock had taken. --- Spock hadn't beamed up immediately, but had taken advantage of the opportunity to just stroll for a while in the brisk afternoon air. The solitude was quite satisfying and helped to settle his troubled thoughts. That is, until he turned a corner and was confronted by four pugnacious-looking young men. He recognised one of them as the man across the hall from Vasona's apartment. "We've been following you," sneered the young man, swaggering forward. Spock stood still and made no reply. He sensed trouble, but hoped to avoid it by not provoking the gang. "You've been wandering around like you're looking for something," one of the others said in a hostile tone. "Like another helpless woman to rape, maybe." Involuntarily Spock began to say, "I did not--" Afterwards, he wondered if the mere act of speaking was misconstrued as aggression on his part. Perhaps if he had kept his mouth firmly shut they wouldn't have rushed him. --- "Scotty," Kirk asked his chief engineer, "I haven't seen Spock for hours. He's not on board. D'you know where he went?" "I dinna, Captain. Have ye tried his communicator?" "Of course. He doesn't answer." "Maybe Doctor McCoy spoke t' him before he beamed down." The captain rubbed a hand across his chin thoughtfully. "Nobody spoke to him, Scotty. He didn't tell anyone where he was going and in any case, he had instructions not to go down alone. I'm worried." "Aye." Kirk crossed to the wall intercom and punched the button. "Bridge. Science." "Aye, Keptin," came the Russian-accented voice of Spock's science station substitute. "Spock is missing. Run a thorough sweep of the city and see if you can pick up his life signs. Get back to me the instant you have anything to report." He broke the connection without waiting for the reply, and hit the button again. "Doctor McCoy, please report to the transporter room." Kirk, McCoy and Scott waited for ten anxious minutes before Chekov announced that he had located a Wulcan life form reading which matched with that of Mr. Spock, and was sending the co-ordinates to the transporter console. Mr. Spock, he added, didn't appear to be moving at all and the reading was wery faint. "He could be unconscious," said McCoy. "We'd better go down first and make sure he's in a condition to be moved." Immediately he and Kirk beamed down, wondering with grave trepidation what they'd find when they got there. --- They found him lying face down, unmoving, cold, under a heap of old papers and other debris in a deserted back alley. It was getting dark and difficult to see much, but it was plain that his injuries were severe. "Is he alive?" was Kirk's only concern. McCoy ran his scanner over the still body. "He's alive, Jim, but very cold. He must have been lying here for ages. We have to get him up to sickbay." As he shook out a silvery insulating blanket and tucked it around the Vulcan's head and torso, behind him he could hear Kirk preparing for beam-up, giving additional orders for a medical team to be ready and waiting. The alley dissolved in a bright shimmer and reformed into the transporter room. At once the waiting emergency team sprang forward to lift Spock's limp body onto the stretcher, face down as they had found him, disturbing him as little as possible. Just the tips of his ears peeked over the top of the blanket. "Quickly," said McCoy, ensuring that the blanket was securely tucked around Spock's head and shoulders. "take him to Trauma Room 1. Scotty," he said, turning to the chief engineer, "get hold of Chris and tell her to turn up the heat in TR1. And I mean full blast." Medics and stretcher swung out into the corridor, followed closely by Kirk and McCoy. There were gasps and concerned looks from passing crewmembers who saw the black hair and points of the ears and knew it was their first officer lying motionless on the stretcher, but they went unnoticed by the hurrying attendants. Christine Chapel and other duty staff were waiting for them in TR1. The increase in temperature was already noticeable. Sweat sprang out on their skin in response. "On the bed," said McCoy. "on my mark." At his signal they slid Spock off the stretcher and onto the biobed. The indicators on the panel above jumped into life, but Kirk could tell that everything was much weaker than it should have been. Immediately Christine tucked the insulating blanket around the Vulcan while McCoy ran the medical scanner over his body, looking grim. Finally he turned to Kirk, who had flattened himself against the far wall so as not to get in the way. "I won't move or treat him until his core temperature has risen another two degrees," he explained to the worried captain. "Lying there for hours on that cold ground has made him seriously hypothermic and if his temperature continues to drop we could lose him. He must get warm first. His injuries will have to wait until then." "How bad is it?" Kirk said softly. "I haven't done an intensive examination, Jim, but there are indications of internal bleeding and tissue damage. He may need surgery. I can't tell you much more than that right now. My priority is stabilising his temperature, or at least making sure it doesn't drop below the danger level. If that happens no treatment in the galaxy will do him any good." "You're the doctor, Bones. Do what you must. Just save him." --- It was over an hour later that McCoy pronounced Spock to be out of immediate danger. For everyone attending to him, it had been a nail-biting hour, a hot and sweaty hour, an anxious hour, marked by fretting and pacing and hovering outside the door. The Vulcan's body temperature, sustained by the fierce heat in the room, had climbed slowly but steadily until McCoy was satisfied that an attempt could now be made to turn him. Three medics on either side of the bed awaited McCoy's instructions. "Turn him over," the doctor instructed. "gently now." The silver blanket was whipped away and they carefully rolled the unconscious Vulcan onto his back. Out in the main ward, Kirk, checking with Scotty that he wasn't needed for anything at this moment, heard Christine give a cry of horror and McCoy say "Oh my God," in much the same tone of voice. Cutting Scotty off in mid-word, he rushed in, and stopped short. Spock's chiselled features were a bloody mess. Both eyes were puffed up to mere slits and a dark green bruise spread across one cheek like a fungus growth. His once-exquisite mouth was fat and lumpy, the lips split and caked with dried blood. There were other bruises and green streaks--coming from his nose, from grazes on his temple and cheeks, disappearing up into his hair. The tunic on the right side of his chest was stiff with more dried blood and other unidentifiable stains. "Jesus." "As Spock would say," said McCoy, chafing a cold Vulcan hand worriedly. "indeed." They all stared at each other for an eternal moment of shock. Then McCoy came over to the captain. "Jim," he said. "why don't you wait in my office? We'll fix him up and give you a complete report as soon as possible." Kirk stared numbly at him. "Come on." A gentle hand on his shoulder steered him into the office. "I'll get one of the orderlies to bring you coffee, and I'll be back as soon as I can." --- Endless minutes later--Kirk had lost count after one hundred and four--McCoy entered the office. The captain sprang to his feet. "What happened to him? How is he?" The doctor took a deep breath. "He's going to be fine, Jim. We had to operate, as I feared, but I'll get to that in a minute. I'll start from the top and work my way down. You saw his face. He was assaulted. A thorough, ruthless job." He paused for a moment to allow Kirk to digest the news, then began to reel off the list of Spock's injuries as if he were reading a menu. "Both pairs of eyelids are swollen shut, as you saw. His left zygomatic arch was broken under the bruise--it's now fused. Lacerations inside his mouth, several loose teeth, but none are damaged or missing. I've reset them in the jaw. There are other minor cuts and bruises. No permanent damage, but a moderate concussion has resulted from the repeated blows to the head." The captain said nothing, but his eyes grew more desolate with each revelation. "Moving down to his ribs, there are five broken on the right side. Luckily his Vulcan bones are sturdy--they didn't splinter and pierce the lung, but there's considerable bruising of the organ. Jim," McCoy' s voice caught a bit."there's a bruise in the shape of a footprint over his chest. That particular blow almost tore his nipple off." Kirk went pale. "Fuckers." "My sentiments exactly. He's sustained various other injuries and contusions. And," the doctor hesitated as if dreading what he was about to say. "he was damaged internally as well." At that moment the captain wished he were anywhere in the universe but in this room, so that he wouldn't have to ask the next question. He asked it anyway. "Damaged . . . internally?" "When we removed his trousers we found blood between his legs. His undershorts were caked with it. He was bleeding from the rectum, Jim." There was a strange thumping which didn't appear to emanate from anywhere in the office. It took Kirk a moment to identify the sound as his own wildly pounding heart. "Oh dear Lord." The captain dragged a shaking hand across his mouth. "Was he--raped?" "No, no sign of that, thank God. From the nature of the injuries I'd say they took the nearest handy blunt object and shoved it up into him. He was torn inside, quite badly. We've repaired that with surgery and given him a coupla units of blood." A chill blew across Kirk's skin, raising bumps, as he imagined his friend, injured, probably restrained, writhing--no, screaming in agony as his merciless attackers forced a blunt weapon up his ass and ripped open his guts. He could only hope that Spock was unconscious by that time. "Christ," he said bitterly. "Did they have to hurt him like that? Animals." "Yeah. They wanted to make sure we got their message. If you do it to one of us, we'll do it to one of you." McCoy shook his head. "This was no coincidence, Jim. Our oh-so-respectable young socialite's buddies are responsible for this atrocity, without a doubt. I wouldn't be surprised if she put them up to it, or somehow manipulated them into doing it. Unfortunately, unlike them, we have no proof." The office was silent for some time. Eventually Kirk shifted and stood up, rubbing the painfully tensed muscles at the base of his skull. "Is he conscious? Can I see him?" "He wasn't conscious when I left, but of course you can see him. The anaesthetic should have worn off by now and he's warm and comfortable enough to wake up. I've only given him morphinin for pain, no sedative yet. Before I put him to sleep for the night I want to see him awake." As they approached TR1, they were met at the door by an excited Christine. "He's coming to, Doctor," she announced. They rushed to the bedside. Spock was moving his hands, feeling at the bedclothes, at the dressings on his face and fingers and chest, at the transfusion tube in his arm. "He'll be groggy from the painkiller and anaesthetic," McCoy informed Kirk. "but go ahead and talk to him. It'll do him good to know you're near. And Jim," he said, taking the captain by the arm. "I know you're impatient to find out who's responsible for this, but it can wait until morning, you hear? Spock is in no condition to answer questions." He looked Kirk in the eye, not releasing him until he was sure the captain understood and was prepared to obey. "All right, Doctor." Kirk leaned in close and spoke softly into a pointed ear. "Spock, can you hear me?" The battered head turned slowly towards the comfortingly familiar voice. For a moment his mouth worked, trying to form a name. "Jim . . ." His voice rasped across his lips, muted, but a shriek of pain nonetheless. "I'm here," Kirk murmured, placing a hand firmly on Spock's forearm, for he knew the Vulcan would not only hear his voice but sense him through the touch. "Can't see . . ." "Your eyes are swollen, Spock, you can't open them. They should improve overnight." Spock recognised McCoy's voice. "Doctor." "Ssh, don't talk. You've been hurt, but we've fixed you up and you're safe now. I'm going to give you something to make you sleep and we'll talk to you when you're feeling better." The last few words were directed specifically at Kirk, who was doing an admirable job of containing himself, at the same time making it clear that it was the hardest thing he'd had to do for a long time. The doctor pressed the prepared hypo to Spock's shoulder and banished the pain for a while. "There. He'll get a good rest tonight and we'll see how he's feeling tomorrow." --- Much later, the pair were still sitting in McCoy's office, sipping decaffeinated coffee and staring, bleary-eyed, at the walls. Neither was willing to venture too far from Spock, although both could have had the readings from his bio-monitor relayed to any terminal in the ship, including those in their quarters. Eventually Kirk admitted defeat. There was a limit to human endurance, after all. He wasn't a Vulcan, able to shrug off sleep deprivation for days at a time, and the pile of printed medical journals wasn't as soft as the pillow on his own bed. "We should also get some sleep, Bones," he said, yawning as he stood and stretched. "Tomorrow we're going to get to the heart of this matter, and we won't have the energy to concentrate if we stay up all night." McCoy looked relieved. "Yeah. M'Benga's on night shift--he'll call if there's any change." --- Kirk walked into sickbay early the next morning. Although he had managed to get a couple of hours of sleep, he looked haggard, but he would have looked that way even if he'd slept round the clock. The haggardness came from within, from his aching heart, and there was very little to be done about that. On the other hand, McCoy, who had arrived a good ten minutes before his shift was due to start, seemed jauntier than he had last night. "How's he doing, Bones?" Kirk asked, then remarked, "You're looking rather chipper this morning." "That's because my patient has had a good night. Come and see for yourself, Jim." As they walked to Spock's room, McCoy continued, "M'Benga topped up the sedative only during the night, when it looked as if Spock was waking up. After that he just carried on sleeping. He's still out." "Is that good or bad?" "It's good. It means that by now he's had time to metabolise the drug and is in a natural, rather than a drug-induced sleep. He'll wake up when he's good and ready." And indeed, Spock did look better than he had hours ago. Already the swelling around his eyes had subsided and his face had more colour in it. With all the bruises clearing up, he looked a lot healthier too. "As soon as he wakes up, I want to know about it," Kirk said, with an anxious glance at his sleeping friend. "There are a lot of questions in my mind right now." "Of course." He paused. "Jim, the crew have been asking questions about Spock. Naturally, they're only concerned, but what should we tell them?" "Tell them nothing. Well, tell them he was assaulted, but they don't need to know why. We can spare him that. Just say we're working on it. Shore leave is still in effect. If any of them feel nervous about going down, they may take an armed security guard with them. I doubt that any more of them will be bothered, though--Spock was the target." "I agree," McCoy replied. "If I knew who it was who'd done this to him," said Kirk in a very soft voice. "I'd go down there and throw the bastard into the highest security cell on the most savage prison planet I could find, then beam the key out into deep space. The only reason he'd still be alive for me to do that would be because I'd take you with me, to stop me from killing him with my bare hands." Kirk turned. His face was pale, his eyes dark and narrowed, his lips compressed into a thin line of pain. He looked as dangerous as McCoy had ever seen him. "I'm filing an official complaint. I want you to come with me and give the medical details. No matter what the circumstances, our personnel have a right to walk around without fear of being beaten to just this side of no return." Then his shoulders drooped and he suddenly looked very young. "Oh, Bones. Who could have known that Spock would take matters into his own hands?" McCoy snorted. "That's rich, coming from you! You taught him all he knows about taking matters into his own hands." A bleak shadow of the normally radiant Kirk grin touched the captain's lips. "You're right. I should have seen this coming." "That's not what I meant!" Cursing himself for his tactlessness, McCoy put all the sincerity he could manage into his next words. "I'm sorry, Jim. I'm just a doctor, not a diplomat. That's why you and Spock get to do all the upfront negotiations with alien cultures." He noticed with relief that the smile, after overcoming a bit of resistance, ascended into the captain's eyes. "Don't torture yourself. It wasn't your fault." There was a brief silence. "Thanks for that," Kirk said at last. "I can't help but feel that I could have prevented this. I know," he said, seeing McCoy's mouth opening to argue. "it's useless to speculate on what I might or might not have done." Unavoidable. That was how Kirk was beginning to view this frequent concern over Spock. While he worried about his crew the same way any good captain would, his first officer inexplicably stirred all kinds of feelings within him, not the least of which was protectiveness. Looking resigned, he paced to the door and back. "But why would Spock go down there anyway? I specifically asked him not to. You know, for someone who professes to be logical, he's quite unpredictable sometimes." "Amen to that. But that only applies if you're a human. I'm sure he thought he was doing the logical thing, whatever his reasons were." --- It was well after ship's midday when the injured Vulcan drifted into consciousness. Once fully aware of his situation, he didn't call for assistance but took his time in investigating the damage to his body, and after flexing stiff limbs and sore muscles, decided that he was healed enough to stand. First he shifted into a semi-reclining position. There was pain, from deep within as well as from the external injuries. The pain had to be dealt with before he could proceed. Closing his eyes and breathing deeply, he called on his Vulcan training to suppress all undesired aches in order to prepare him for the next step--putting his feet on the deck. When he felt more in control of his body's response to his injuries, he swung his legs over the side of the bed and lowered his feet until his soles touched the deck. Then he carefully transferred his weight to them. For a moment white spots danced before his eyes, but the dizziness soon passed and he took a tentative step towards the wall, keeping an arm outstretched in case he needed to brace himself. The only thing that happened was that he heard an annoyed-sounding voice coming from behind him. "Just what do you think you're doing?" Surprised, Spock turned as quickly as his stiff muscles would allow him. Blocking the escape route, looking belligerent, McCoy stood with arms folded, tapping a foot expectantly. "This is a pretty picture," the doctor continued, enjoying his moment of triumph. It wasn't often that he had Spock at a disadvantage. "Insubordination. Mutiny. Disobedience." Stabbing the air with an accusing finger as he pronounced each word, he advanced. "It's just as well I had that motion detector installed above your bed, Spock, or you'd be nowhere to be found by now. You might think you can fool me, but I'm no stranger to your frequent disappearing tricks out of sickbay." "This is not a disappearing trick, Doctor," the Vulcan said in a tone that a teacher would have used to address a particularly slow learner. "I am returning to my quarters." Inwardly McCoy was delighted to hear that tone, a sure sign that Spock was on the mend, but he had a hard-won reputation as a crabby old doctor to uphold. "I haven't discharged you yet." "I know that." "And we need to talk." "I know that too. However, I would very much prefer to continue my convalescence in my own bed, if you please, Doctor. We can talk just as effectively in my quarters as we can here." He made it sound like a request, but McCoy knew his Vulcan. This was a done deal. And the doctor did understand. Spock would undoubtedly rest easier in his gloomy hothouse of a cabin, surrounded by all his weird, familiar Vulcan artefacts. Needing a comfort zone was not exclusively a human attribute, it seemed. Still, for the sake of his conscience, he tried to persuade the Vulcan otherwise. "It's been less than twenty-four hours since we brought you in half dead. You've been unconscious for a long time. There's no way you're fully recovered from your injuries, and I can see you're in pain. You should stay here another night--I'd like to keep an eye on you at least that much longer." He should have known better. Once this particular mind was made up, trying to change it was like trying to chip at hardened thermoconcrete with a spoon. Without any indication that he was even considering McCoy's advice, Spock began to pull on his uniform. "I have no further need of medical treatment, Doctor McCoy, as you are well aware. It is now merely a matter of resting and regaining my strength. I can do that in my own bed, and a great deal more comfortably," he added with a sideways glance at the thoroughly ruffled doctor. "Well, there's gratitude for you," McCoy grumbled. "Remind me not to get too overwhelmed." A disdainfully raised eyebrow was the only response Spock deemed necessary. McCoy knew when he was beaten. He stepped aside and waved a hand toward the corridor. "Go on, then. But someone will walk you to your quarters. I'm coming to check up on you later and I promise you, Spock, if you're not in bed I'll have you back in here faster than you can say Maximum Warp." "In that case, you will most assuredly find me in my bed." --- "Do you remember anything about what happened?" After giving Spock a little time to settle in, Kirk and McCoy went to visit him. Actually, the doctor had had to physically restrain Kirk from bolting to his first officer's cabin after he'd been informed that Spock was awake and had just discharged himself. Now, perched on one side of Spock's bed, with McCoy wobbling on the edge of the other, Kirk asked the questions that had plagued him for a day and a night. As he spoke he wrestled with a new anger, this time directed at his first officer for taking such a needless risk. "Why did you go down alone? You *know* I asked you not to." Propped against a pile of pillows, Spock heard the anger in Kirk's voice, and knew he was the cause of it. The dimmed lighting failed to hide his guilt and regret, emotions which even his Vulcan half didn't bother to deny. This time he really had disappointed his captain. It was not a pleasant feeling. "I had beamed down to speak with Vasona, and--" Both Kirk and McCoy reacted with astonishment. "You what?" "You crazy Vulcan!" "I had to know her motivations for persevering with this deception. She would not have agreed to talk if there had been anyone accompanying me." He almost smiled. It would have been a bitter smile. "In any case, it is academic now. She told me nothing." "Nothing?" said Kirk and McCoy together. "Nothing that will help my case. She agreed, although not in exactly those words, that this was all a mistake and that I was innocent. However, she refused to reveal this to her husband and the Judicial Commissar." He twined his hands around each other. "I asked, but she would not say why." It was too much for Doctor McCoy. He sprang to his feet and walked around the bottom of the bed, then turned and retraced his steps, waving his hands as he spoke. "You mean to say this was all for nothing? What is it with the woman? First she gets you into trouble through some mysterious hocus-pocus that we've yet to unravel, and then she refuses to get you out of it!" "It's a start, Bones. At least she knows that it's all wrong. If we can get her to admit it--" Kirk turned back to Spock. "Who did it, Spock?" Spock shifted against his pillows, rearranged the blankets, rubbed at the fading contusions on his neck. Anything to avoid giving the answer. What was the point? The man would remain at large simply because there was no proof. And knowing the impetuous captain, he might attempt to dispense justice in his own way, which would be disastrous. When no reply was forthcoming after a minute, Kirk leaned forward and gently touched the almost-gone bruise below Spock's downcast eye, hoping Spock would sense the reassurance in his mind. It was not something that he did consciously, this communicating through touch, but Spock looked so vulnerable at this moment that it seemed only right to communicate with him in the most truthful way possible. "I'm not angry any more. And I won't ask you for details. I just want to know who's responsible for hurting you." "Jim, even if I tell you the information will avail us nothing. I'm asking you not to act on it--that will only complicate the situation." "Then I won't." How well Spock knew him. "Tell me. I need to know--please. Was it Dogon?" The Vulcan relented, and told him. Satisfied, Kirk nodded and patted him on the shoulder, softly, so as not to aggravate the soreness he knew was pervading every muscle fibre of Spock's body. "Are you all right?" he asked, referring not only to Spock's physical recovery. "I am. We Vulcans are resilient. As you know." McCoy harrumphed. "Don't we just! You should have been there, Jim. The Vulcan Boy Wonder standing up and walking out of sickbay--against his doctor's advice, I might add--a mere day after being beaten to a pointy-eared puree. My staff couldn't believe it." In fact, Spock's recovery was so remarkable that it was only the doctor's reminder of just how severely the Vulcan had been injured, that prompted the captain to take a good look at him. Spock was obviously tired, but hiding it out of politeness. Kirk rose. "And we've outstayed our welcome. Come along, Doctor. Make sure you get some sleep, Spock." --- Something heavy was squeezing his ribs, making it hard to breathe. He felt their hands holding him, heard their taunting laughter. The pain was still manageable, but the panic was rising in spite of his efforts to control--he knew he was in trouble. His communicator had disappeared during the scuffle. He was alone. There was nothing he could do but resist. He fought desperately, but in their numbers they were too strong even for him. The blows from their fists, their feet, made him sick. He dropped to his knees, vomiting, then almost choked as a vicious kick in the ribs sent him sprawling. Again he shivered as his trousers were pulled down over his thighs and the cold air skittered across his bare skin, again he felt the hands pressing his face into the gravel, felt the fingers digging into his anus, stretching it with rough disregard. Briefly he experienced an uneasy relief. If it was to be a forced penetration, he would simply use his Vulcan mental disciplines to block all sensations relating to it, and submit himself to Doctor McCoy's ministrations later. In the next instant he discovered that his relief had been foolishly premature. He was totally unprepared for the blinding agony that ripped through his belly as something very much harder than a penis was rammed into his rectum and pulled out, rammed in again and removed. The pain was way beyond his ability to control. Blood spilled onto his thighs, the flesh inside tore like wet paper. In the darkness of his cabin, Spock threw back his head and screamed. Kirk awoke, wide-eyed and instantly alert in the dark. Something was wrong. Spock needed him. The sensation of fear and pain that had jolted him from an uneasy sleep was too strong to ignore. Stopping only to summon McCoy to meet him in Spock's quarters, he raced into the corridor wearing nothing but his sleeping shorts. There was no need to use the override--Spock's cabin was unlocked, as always. The door opened obediently as Kirk rushed in, commanded the lights to adjust to a level more compatible with human eyesight, and stopped just inside the threshold, horrified. The Vulcan was thrashing on the bed, completely tangled up in his blankets. And not only did the blankets encumber him, but an almost tangible curtain of fear surrounded him. "No!" he cried in a panic-stricken voice that tore at Kirk's soul. "Jiiimm!" Diving to the side of the bed, Kirk put a tentative hand on the floundering, blanket-swathed Vulcan, hoping that his touch would calm his friend. "Spock! It's okay, I'm here." But Spock couldn't break free of whatever it was that trapped him in terrified sleep. His chest heaved, his breath sobbed in and out of his aching lungs until hyperventilation seemed inevitable. And he kept calling Kirk's name. McCoy ran in seconds later. "He's having a nightmare. Help me," Kirk panted, reaching under the blankets, trying to get a grip on any part of Spock that kept still long enough for him to grab it. "Watch out for his arms." One blow from either of those wildly struggling arms could put them both in sickbay. Eventually the captain gave up trying to catch one and just threw himself across Spock's body, pinning him to the mattress. The Vulcan howled in panic and strained to throw him off, but Kirk hung on grimly while McCoy hovered, hypo at the ready. "Come *on*, Bones, do it before security turns up! I can't keep him down much longer!" McCoy moved in as quickly as an assassin. "Don't knock him out, I just want him to calm down. It's important that he knows we're here." A soft hiss, and the mild sedative was in. Breathlessly, they waited for it to take effect. Within seconds Spock slumped against the pillow, shivering, taking huge gulps of air, but torn at last from the terror of the dream. Kirk ripped away the blanket and held his friend to his chest with an arm around the trembling shoulders, his other hand cradling the tousled head, making soft calming noises. At that moment he would gladly have bargained away his own glowing career if it would have brought Spock comfort. "It's all right," he murmured, gently rocking Spock. "it's all right." Spock turned his face against Kirk's solid form and clung to him desperately, long Vulcan fingers digging painfully into his arms. That physical pain was puny beside the sorrow and helplessness, the knowledge that Spock had needed him, had called for him, had suffered, and he hadn't been there--through no fault of his own, but that didn't make it easier. All he could do now was offer solace as best he could. Temporarily forgotten but not offended by it, McCoy shuffled across to the desk and waited patiently. As a psychologist and as a friend, he watched his two commanding officers in this moment of deep personal interaction. If this isn't the meeting of two predestined souls, he thought as he watched Jim Kirk soothe a distressed Vulcan with only his presence, then we can just as well all pack up and stop believing in reality right now. Gradually the breathing returned to normal, the heart slowed from a sprint to a jog, the grip loosened and at last, the Vulcan was quiet. "Is he okay?" asked Kirk in a low voice. Fumbling momentarily with the medical tricorder, McCoy cursed, got it the right way up and aimed it at Spock, who had made no attempt to move from the safety of the arms that encircled him. He watched with sleepy detachment as McCoy ran the scanner across his body and checked the readings. "Nothing damaged." The doctor sat back on his heels beside the bed. "Whew. I've never seen him in such a state. I thought Vulcans didn't dream." Kirk didn't realise his grip was tightening around Spock's shoulder until he was alerted to it by a soft grunt from the Vulcan. Hastily he relaxed his fingers. "Tell that to his human half, Bones. I don't think the Vulcan Spock stood a chance." McCoy scowled. "And it doesn't take too much of a stretch to know what triggered it. This situation's turning nastier by the minute, Jim." Gently disengaging himself from the unresisting Spock, Kirk settled him against the pillows while McCoy shook out the crumpled pile of blankets and rearranged them properly before tucking them in all around the foot of the bed. The top sections he left loose so that Spock wouldn't feel confined and anxious again. The crisis was over--for now--and the two felt a real sense of accomplishment as they stepped back and surveyed the Vulcan, who looked to be asleep. To their surprise, he suddenly opened his eyes. "Jim," he whispered. "I apologise . . . for inconveniencing you and the doctor." God, he still apologises-- The guilt and anger bobbed up again, like a cork. Kirk fought to hold them down, almost succeeding, his hands curled into tight fists at his side. He was aware that he was snapping, but he couldn't help it. "Shut up, Spock, right now. I don't want to hear you talking like this, and don't you ever again apologise for needing our help. Now go to sleep!" Spock closed his eyes obediently and went to sleep. McCoy eyed Kirk dubiously, arms folded. "That was a bit harsh, don't you think?" "I'm sorry. I was angry with him for saying such a stupid thing. Quite irrational. Actually, I think I'm more angry with me." He rubbed his tired eyes, hoping that things would look more promising in the morning. They certainly couldn't be worse. "I'm going to sleep here for the rest of the night. I don't think he should be alone." "Then you'd better take this," said McCoy, holding out a fresh hypo, "in case he has another nightmare. And call me if you need me." "Thanks, but it looks as if he's calm." He took it anyway. When he was gone Kirk sat at the ordered, tidy desk, thinking. He hadn't thought too long before the door swooshed open again, revealing Doctor McCoy with an armful of bedding. "What's this?" "What does it look like?" said McCoy, advancing. He dropped the heap at Kirk's feet. "For you. I figured you wouldn't be crawling into Spock's bed, not with his sore body, and the floor is seriously lacking in comfort features, so I brought your bed to you." "I appreciate it," said Kirk, sincerely. He had been fully prepared to sit at Spock's desk until morning and sleep with his head on his arms. "Don't mention it," McCoy replied, moving to the door. "G'night." Once more alone with Spock, who hadn't twitched a muscle throughout the bedclothes delivery, Kirk decided that it was too late--or early--to be thinking about things. At this time of night he should be sleeping too. He threw himself down next to Spock's bed, pulled the blankets up over his shoulders, and promptly fell asleep. --- The situation was getting too critical, too quickly. The next morning, Kirk and McCoy tackled the visicam recording with renewed enthusiasm. If they wanted to solve the mystery within the allotted shore leave schedule and thus avoid having to explain a delay to Starfleet Command, they would have to do it very soon. They had left Spock in the concerned care of Doctor M'Benga who, assisted by Nurse Chapel, was about to put the Vulcan through a complete physical checkup. M'Benga had strict instructions--from two sources--not to let Spock go if he was the least bit unhappy with the results. Once more sequestered in Kirk's quarters, they forced themselves to sit through another screening of the dreadful recording. That same nagging sense of unease was present throughout. And the pain of it was not diluted. Giving vent to frustration seemed appropriate at this point, so Kirk stood and walked stiffly to the bulkhead. Without warning he slammed his fist against the smooth surface, startling the doctor and leaving a well defined dent behind. Then he returned to his chair and sat down as if nothing had happened. "There's something very wrong with this footage, Bones. Help me out here." McCoy played along, pretending that the captain hadn't just tried to rearrange the bone structure in his hand, although he couldn't help noticing that Kirk favoured the hand now. Maybe a bit of tissue damage, or even a fracture. He'd have to look at it later, when the captain was in a more receptive mood. "Ah yes, the old what's-wrong-with-this-scene game. I used to be quite good at that as a boy." "Well, put your childhood skills to work." Kirk's eyes glowed with determination. "Together we can figure it out. Last night was the first of Spock's nightmares. I have a feeling that it wasn't the last, that they'll continue as long as this cursed recording exists, so let's get to the bottom of it right here and now. I want to see it destroyed." They hunched in front of the screen. "Computer, playback. Fast forward." The ravishment rushed before their eyes again. "Computer, stop." Kirk had stopped the playback just after the Vulcan had ejaculated and withdrawn from Vasona. "I don't get it," mused McCoy. "It's around about here that the red alert lights start flashing in my brain. Computer, magnify times two. Forward one half normal speed." Again they saw the Vulcan bend down and retrieve Vasona's panties from the floor, then wipe his glistening penis with it. "Computer, stop. Rewind two seconds and magnify times two. Forward one half normal speed." McCoy shifted uncomfortably. "Jim, is this necessary--" "Bear with me, Bones. It's here, I know it. Something I keep noticing out of the corner of my eye, but can't pin down." Now with the detail of four times magnification, the elegant Vulcan hand grasped the scrap of fabric and wrapped it around his dwindling erection. Slowly he drew it down the shaft, and slowly the shiny, dark green glans emerged, centimetre by centimetre. "Computer, stop." Kirk and McCoy stared at the screen, each trying to make the connection that they knew was there, glaringly obvious, but still eluding them. It took almost a minute before McCoy finally came up with the answer. "This is an anatomically incorrect Spock," said the doctor, triumph evident in his voice. "Spock has two ridges on his penis." Realisation came immediately, and with it, overwhelming relief. Kirk felt as if the stone casing around his heart had cracked open and fallen away. "Of course! This guy has only one. Whoever he is, he's not a Vulcan." He turned to McCoy, eyes big and shining, grinning widely. That grin had been notably absent the last few days and the doctor rejoiced to see it back in place. "And he's not Spock." "He's definitely not Spock!" Kirk exulted. "But if it's not Spock, Jim, then who is it?" "That's what Vasona is going to tell us." He reached over and punched the intercom button. "Uhura, please get me Judicial Commissar Meskara and High Councillor Meik Dogon." "In a minute, sir." Uhura was as good as her word. In hardly that time she had both men on an open communications channel. Kirk took over, explaining the situation and requesting a meeting with them in thirty minutes. "Does this have something to do with Commander Spock's situation, Captain?" asked Meskara. "If so, please remember that the trial is scheduled to take place in three days and you will have ample opportunity to state your case then." "With all respect, Commissar, this can't wait. It's very important that I see you both as soon as possible." "Very well," came the resigned reply. "We shall convene in my office." "I will be there," came the hostile voice of the High Councillor. "But it had better be as urgent as you state, Captain, or I will cite you for wasting my time." "Can he do that?" asked Kirk when the channel was closed. "I've never heard of that before." McCoy shrugged. "Their laws don't seem to work like ours, Jim. Maybe there is such an offense as wasting an official's time." "Personally, Bones, I don't give a damn." He snatched up the disk and strode out into the corridor at such a pace that McCoy had to trot to keep up. "Let's go rub their supercilious noses in this." --- "Sirs, I thank you for agreeing to see us on such short notice. This is a matter of urgency, one that cannot wait until the scheduled trial." Kirk walked across to the visicam player and inserted the disk. "If you'll bear with me a while longer." The recording, pre-set just before the controversial place, began to play. Dogon winced as he was forced to relive his wife's rape and assault, but kept himself in check and waited to hear what Kirk was up to. At the right moment, Kirk stopped the playback. "Have a look at this man's anatomy, Councillor, Commissar. You'll notice that he has a single-ridged penis." "What of it?" Kirk paused for dramatic effect, rubbing the pad of his thumb along his lower lip, waiting until he was sure the suspense was getting on their nerves. Oh, how dearly he wanted to mess with their minds! "Commander Spock is a Vulcan. Vulcans have two ridges. Therefore Commander Spock has a double-ridged penis." Even as the words left his mouth, he felt inward revulsion for speaking about his first officer in this intimate way to strangers. Spock was an intensely private person, who never revealed any personal details unless the situation absolutely demanded it. The captain was thankful that Spock wasn't here to hear this speech, as it would only compound his shame, even though it would simultaneously prove his innocence. He consoled himself with that fact. The realisation sank in like the pull of heavy gravity on a rock. Both Kirdaran faces went slack with surprise and the two looked at each other before looking at Kirk. "How do we know this is true? Even if you present Commander Spock to us for examination, how do we know his anatomy hasn't been surgically altered in some dishonest bid to get him out of his situation?" "Resort to surgery to get Commander Spock excused? Somewhat extreme, don't you think, gentlemen?" Kirk's smile was dangerous in its triumph. "I won't mention what an insult that is to our Starfleet integrity. But if you don't believe us, the details are in his Starfleet medical record, dating back to his very first medical examination upon entering the Academy. These initial results cannot be altered except on authority of the C in C or the Starfleet Surgeon General. This fact about Vulcan sexual anatomy is common knowledge. You're welcome to follow it up." His clear hazel gaze dared them to. "So now, Councillor, faced with this new evidence, I would very much like to know how your wife managed to fabricate a recording of my first officer, when clearly it couldn't possibly have been him. As I've been saying all along," he added, insolence written into his body language. Judging by the bewildered looks on their faces, the Kirdarans were wondering the exact same thing. They were clearly completely taken aback by the sudden demolition of their supposedly cast-duranium case. Meskara recovered first. "If you would be so kind as to give us a short time to verify your claim, Captain. We shall summon you as soon as we have the information." Kirk bowed and retreated, pulling McCoy with him. Both of them were grinning smugly. --- "Mrs. Dogon, we've received evidence that exonerates Commander Spock from the crime of which he stands accused. The onus now falls on you to explain the origins of the recording which originally implicated him." Commissar Meskara had wasted no time in summoning Vasona Dogon to finally reveal the secret of the recording. Equally quickly, Kirk had sent for Spock so he could hear it. When the Vulcan walked in, clearly still favouring injuries sustained in the assault of which her husband had told her--and she knew she had partially provoked that attack--she watched him carefully but he very deliberately paid her no attention. Standing on the decorative carpet in the middle of Meskara's office, Vasona blinked. "Exonerates?" "You do understand the meaning of the word?" Kirk asked nastily, suddenly sick to death of pretending to like this race and this culture and this planet that had been the source of so much pain for his friend. She smiled confidently. "Certainly, Captain, but I don't understand. It's very clearly Commander Spock on the recording." "Ah, but it isn't." He circled her like a satellite, armed and primed and ready to fire. "I'll come straight to the point, Mrs. Dogon. Commander Spock is a Vulcan. Vulcan penises have two ridges. Your precious recording shows that the man who supposedly assaulted you has only one. Therefore it cannot be Commander Spock." Vasona was not expecting something so blunt, or so definite. She went pale and stumbled backwards, groping for the chair. Kirk moved in remorselessly. "I want to know how you managed to obtain a recording of him when it couldn't possibly have been him." He leaned closer. "I'm waiting for your answer, Mrs. Dogon." They were all waiting for her answer. The tension in the room stretched to breaking point and just as Kirk thought he could bear it no longer, Vasona spoke. "He didn't do it." --- Once the truth had finally emerged, Meskara moved swiftly to redress the situation. In no time the charges against Spock had been formally withdrawn and an arrest order had been issued against the men who had attacked him. The Vulcan had coolly and graciously accepted profuse apologies from a chastened Vasona Dogon and her equally abashed husband, from Meskara, and from just about the entire Kirdaran Council, while Kirk and McCoy had stood by, almost unable to contain their joy. There was definitely a trace of smugness in Spock's expression, too. Much later, the three met for a late lunch in the officers' mess aboard the Enterprise. "So she's a kind of telepath herself, but not like Spock, who can sense the thoughts of others and project his own." "Actually, Doctor, it is more accurate to liken her skill to telekinesis," explained Spock. "In fact, it may well be a variant of that skill. Telepathy involves the joining of one mind to another. She, on the other hand, can apparently project her thoughts onto a physical medium and have them affect that medium. It is quite fascinating." "And this was all a fantasy on her part? Revolving around Spock?" Kirk nodded. "Exactly, and her desires and emotions regarding him were so strong that they were projected and became imprinted on the visicam media." "She knew that all along, and instead of admitting it, which would have entailed telling her husband that she was having indecent thoughts about Spock, she was prepared to let him suffer the consequences of her actions." "Bitch." With glee in his eyes, McCoy continued his analysis of the denouement. "She had obviously never seen him naked, and didn't know of that quirk with Vulcan anatomy--" Immediately Spock bristled, just as McCoy thought he would. "It is not a quirk, Doctor. It is a physical fact." "--so she had to improvise as she went along," McCoy continued as if Spock hadn't spoken at all. "Unfortunately, she improvised wrong." "And now she has to explain these fantasies concerning another man to her husband." There was no sorrow in Kirk's expression at Vasona's unfortunate fate. "All in all, a satisfactory day's work." "Very satisfactory, and just as an added bonus, nobody but us and a few trusted officers knows what really happened. The Kirdarans are so ashamed about the whole incident that they'll never say a thing." Serious now, McCoy turned to Spock, appraising him with eyes that didn't miss much. "And you, Spock? Are you all right?" Spock tilted his head in his customary quizzical gesture. "You have asked that same question several times over the past four days, Doctor." "What about it? I'm your physician, Spock, and I'm the one who put you back together two days ago. I'm concerned about you. I have a right to ask." If Spock hadn't been a Vulcan, he would have smiled at that minute. Instead, he allowed the warmth to reach his eyes, and he made sure McCoy saw it. "Do not be so defensive, Doctor. I appreciate your concern." In acknowledgment of that fondness he saw lurking in Spock's eyes, McCoy pretended to be even more put out. "Oh, you do? Well, if you would just show that appreciation a little more often, *I* would appreciate it." Spock merely looked at the ceiling. Then he sat back and closed his eyes momentarily, and suddenly Kirk and McCoy saw the fatigue in his face. It had been a long day for him, and it wasn't over yet. McCoy stood. "As your physician, I'm prescribing rest and another day off duty. Come along, Spock, I'll see you to your quarters." Temporarily alone, Kirk thought about how satisfying it would be to leave this place and get back on normal patrol. His thoughts went back to the unease he'd felt as they approached Kirdara and how he'd chided himself for being such a pessimist. Even if he'd listened to his instincts, he told himself, it would have happened. Somehow, it would have happened. And at least he'd managed to redeem himself and assuage his conscience by undoing Vasona's neat little scheme. Returning, McCoy slid into the opposite seat. "Is he really going to be okay?" "I believe he is, Jim. He has an incredible mind, you know. So disciplined. He has his own way of dealing with things. If we leave him to it, he'll be fine, eventually." "Eventually!" Stunned that McCoy was just leaving Spock to get over his ordeal alone, Kirk started to protest, but the doctor beat him to it. "Now before you start getting all hot and bothered, I did offer my assistance, and I did suggest counselling, if he so wished. He gave me that damned eyebrow and refused." "You can't expect him to work through this on his own!" "Jim, I don't. He might not need counselling, but I do think he needs a friend." "Is that a hint, Doctor?" "I never hint when the welfare of the ship's commanders is at stake, Captain." McCoy adopted an intense look. "It's an order. I watched you with him last night when he had that nightmare. You calmed him down so easily, it was clear that you'd connected on some deeper, subconscious level. If you could cultivate that connection, Jim, it would do you both so much good, I know it would. And by extension, the ship and crew would benefit." "That sounds like good advice. I might just take it." The captain rose to his feet. "You are a remarkable friend, yourself, Bones. And a remarkable psychologist. Spock and I deeply appreciate your help." Greatly pleased by the compliment, McCoy crinkled his blue eyes and flapped a dismissive hand at Kirk. "It's my job to look after you two. Oh, and don't forget to come by sickbay later so I can look at that hand you mashed against the bulkhead earlier. Now go and do *your* job." Kirk grinned, and was gone. One small bit of good had come out of the whole sorry mess, thought McCoy, and that was the bright spark that had flared and settled between Kirk and Spock. There was enormous potential there, two lives waiting to be brought together, a friendship waiting to be moulded and nurtured. And should they choose to kindle that spark, who knew where their friendship would take them? Somehow, he knew what their choice would be. --- The End