The BLTS Archive - Scotty: The Early Days (Book 2) Story #3: In the Cradle of Destiny by Sarah James (sarah_james_42@yahoo.com) --- feedback: always welcome disclaimer: Star Trek and its characters belong to Paramount. --- Montgomery R. Scott left the chill October air far behind out there in the streets of Edinburgh's Old Town, as he found the warmth his mother spread throughout the cosy, dim rooms of her new pub on Grass Market most comforting. Quietly the young man revelled in this moment where he was seated next to a homely fireplace. There he could peacefully bury himself in his technical journals while Mother Dear finished serving a few customers at the bar before she finally grabbed a full blond pint called Pipers Gold and delivered it to his table together with a rich bowl of chips. "There you go lad. Here's salt'n vinegar. Enjoy," her melodic Caledonian burr invited him to dig in with all his appetite. "Thank ye Darling mother." He smiled back at her. Her affectionate way was a nice distraction from the cold shoulder he'd seen from his father for more than a year now. Ever since Montie had eventually realized how important Star Fleet and space were to his life their relationship was worse than just tensed. And tensed it had always been, literally from day one, when Scott family rumours claimed wee Montgomery had slipped into this world with his tiny fists raised and ready to fight just in case there was some old man waiting there, trying to push him around. In ensuing years Father and Son Scott had missed no opportunity to exchange blows, if only verbal ones. But these days their shouting matches had descended into still, eerie silence. Scott sighed, darting a quick glance over his shoulder to where his father quietly worked at the bar, unwilling to take notice of him. Not even a word of greeting would leave those hard-lined lips whenever Montgomery came to visit them. Just this annoying cold glare, as if his son had murdered somebody. As a frown creased his dark brows, Montie polished the ensign emblem on his uniform. It was brand new. It might as well have said: just graduated. But the young officer-to-be didn't mind. He was proud of it. Even if his father couldn't spare a word of encouragement at this time, he knew that at least the rest of the family was happy for him, especially Grandfather who was all Star Fleet himself. As a matter of fact Captain Ramsay Scott left out no opportunity to brag that his youngest grandson had made it through the Academy in half the time others would. That wasn't true at all. He merely happened to be the first real cross trained graduate in the Academy. His supervisors had agreed to train him in Engineering and Command at the same time. He was a sort of experiment. So that was how he had behaved so far. Which had also led to the fact that, during his education in the most established Academy on Earth, Scott had nearly managed to get himself kicked out several times when his experiments interfered with his supervisors' idea of discipline and order. That and the fact that he was hardly a diplomat when expressing his deeper thoughts had been a thorough thorn in the side of his career so far. Playfully Scotty shrugged and tugged his favourite graduation present out of his pocket. Aye, he had caused trouble. Aye, it has always been worth the trouble though. Absent-mindedly he fingered the old tobacco pipe he'd received from his grandfather. An antique, made of wood and a beautiful one it was. Just as his fingertips brushed over its surface in admiration a grumpy growl pulled him out of his reverie. "Tobacco is illegal," George Ian Scott barked. " I'd report anyone smoking this stuff in my pub. Don't think I'd make an exception for you. Go ahead, son. Try me if ye like. The communicator is right in my hands. One click and authorities will be warned." Montgomery gasped in shock and righteous outrage. "I was only looking at it," he pressed through gritted teeth. "You can look at it outside!" Ian bellowed borderline drunk and dispensing the intense smell of cheap, blended Whiskey. Then he picked a digital board from the wall behind his son's head. "Here! House rules! Read this when you can make the time. For your information, dear customer, we do not tolerate substances intended for abuse whether these are drugs, tobacco or pain killers, I make no difference. I also don't tolerate..." Angrily Montie grabbed his pint, emptied it with one big gulp and shot to his feet. "Sons who have a life of their own, aye, I noticed. Give mother a kiss from me, I have a feeling it's time I be leaving. I am no' going to listen to your insults one second longer. Can't wait to finally get an assignment to get as far away from you old Tyke as possible. So long, Da. I'm off to HQ." Visibly surprised Ian stemmed his fists into his side. "I did no' say you have to leave! What's this space stuff about anyway. Space ships! Space stations! Star Fleet! Pah! That's bonkas. If man was meant to fly around in space God had given us a warp drive instead of an arse." Scotty raised a mocking eyebrow. "I never even thought you'd ken a warp drive. Technophobic old geezer!" "Respectless young goat! Sit down and finish yer meal for gods sake. Don't be silly lad, I already charged your credit chip for it. I will no' refund! I never do." Without looking back the younger Scott marched through the door bellowing, "Aye and I live how I choose to live. Kiss my warp drive. Cheerio!" --- As his shape re-materialized in the reception hall of his tiny, humble living quarters in Star Fleet HQ, in orbit of Earth otherwise known as planet Terra of the Federation of United Stars, Scott was still fuming heavily. He was angry at his father for being such a stubborn old Loudmouth and he was angry at himself too. Because he had allowed the stubborn old Loudmouth to stir his fiery Scots temper once again. The young Scotsman cursed heartily, then marched over to the bed chamber he shared with his wife Madeleine, shining Academy graduate in her own right. Her grades topped his by far. Scott suddenly beamed with true pride. She was held up as Star Fleet's newest hope. He agreed. She was a super woman, his super woman. One day she would be Captain of some grand ship, no doubting that. Maybe one of the new Constitution Class Ships. Hm, maybe even this yet unnamed ship skilled builders were currently putting together in Docking Bay Nine. Who knew. "Welcome home Scotty!" the computer's voice snarled suddenly, acknowledging his arrival rather late, which startled Ensign Scott. He flinched irritated. Somebody would have to do something about this useless house computer. If only he could afford a new system. This useless pile of junk had just roused poor Madeleine. Slowly the woman with rich auburn hair lifted her head from the pillow to look around in sleep-drunken daze. "Hello love!" he jovially greeted this bedazzling naked nymph who was seductively hugging her blanket in a way that gave him a stunning look at her long legs and her bare bottom, both sheer endless perfection in his eyes. His heart leaped. "Mmmmmm Scotty" she murmured. "Aye. Whom else were you expecting? Give me names. I'll beat them all up." Slowly she lifted the river of russet hair from her pretty face to glance at the chronometer. "Awful man. It's ZeroSixHundred local time, Darling. Come to bed." Scotty blinked confused, then snapped out of his own puzzlement with a start. "Oh time difference. I forgot," he realised with a sheepish green. "I suppose it's too early for a full Scottish breakie, eh?" Madeleine chuckled bemused. "Much too early. Take your clothes off and come to bed. I didn't expect you to be back before early evening. What happened?" His tongue licked his lips in giddy anticipation while he quickly stepped out of his uniform. "Nothing. Really. I missed you," he assured her, not even wanting to think of anything but her at the moment. She was the beauty of his life. Gentle brown eyes admired her smooth skin as he pulled her blanket away centimetre by centimetre. The air fell brisk and fresh on her body, causing her nipples to turn into hard knobs. Scotty moaned deeply as he felt the bright white heat of lust flush into his loins. Carefully, carefully shaking fingers reached out to touch vulnerable skin. She twitched beneath the cold but did not protest. His breath began to hiss with increasing excitement. "You feel good," he mumbled against her neck. Madeleine purred satisfied as the cuddly warmth of her blanket was forever lost to be replaced by his growing presence. "And you feel hard." --- Entangled in woman, Scotty opened one lazy eye in response to the buzzing alarm clock. He tried to say something, but only an inhuman deep groan escaped his mouth. "Hmmmm?" she murmured, her face still covered in her own hair. One of her legs was wrapped around his hips, holding him down tightly. As if he had any desire to escape from her. She was the one leaving. She'd be gone for six unbearable weeks. Scotty sighed. "You set the alarm?" This time his voice didn't fail him, but came out sounding interestingly deep, hoarse and lustful. Montie cocked a fascinated eyebrow. Were he a lass, he'd fallen for himself that moment. "Yes," Madeleine yawned heartily. "I've got to pack my stuff. Six weeks is a long time. I'm going to need a few things. Say, are you going to miss me?" He laughed. "Aye. Terribly." "I'm going to miss you too. God, how I envy you." His eyes grew wide in astonishment. "You envy me? Sweetheart, you are the envy of the whole Academy. Is that clear to you?" Indeed she was. Madeleine and nine other top-score graduates had won the chance to attend a special training camp on Wildcard, a desert planet just outside the Sol System. "But you are the one who has Commodore Kastor's full attention. Montgomery Scott, first ever graduate to be directly promoted to become assistant engineer of some head of department. Is that clear to you, Mister?" Scotty's gaze dropped embarrassed. He didn't want to appear ungrateful. But this position was simply not what he had always dreamed of. Being a member of Star Fleet's engineering corps was certainly an honour, no doubt. But also it was a bit of a trap. He would be member of the corps, but due to his age would not have equal rights. The pecking order was clear and set. They would let him do all the routine work and keep the interesting tasks to themselves. As much as he appreciated Commodore Kastor as his good, trustworthy mentor, he would do anything to be re-assigned to a ship. Some ship. Any ship. A garbage hauler would be better than being stuck at Star Fleet HQ. The engineer sighed wistfully. "I'd rather do more hands-on work than evaluate tables of data or optimise redundant processes. It is dull." "Kastor would say: Why waste your skills, Ensign. You're meant for the more sophisticated tasks." "And I say, why am I not allowed to do the things I was trained for?" "Because you're better than that." Montie winced. This truly stung him, piercing right through his Celtic heart. "There is no reason to ground good people. They don't believe in me, lass. They dinna think I can do it." Within a heartbeat her lips brushed his consolingly. "Nonsense. They trust you to be the best in the position you're in. Why don't you let some time pass and see how you like it then?" Scott only growled while retreating to the bathroom. Several moments later he returned looking fresh and dapper in his new uniform. "Where are you going?" Madeleine asked, surprised. "Head Quarters. I'll skim through the office a bit, see if I can find tasks that are more interesting. Don't worry, dear. I'll be at the platform to wave you good bye from the promenade when you're leaving." Breathing only a quick peck onto her lips, Scott rushed out to leave a sceptical looking wife behind. --- His shape had barely taken form on the transporter pad when he shoved himself forward with a determined quick stride. In his obsessed mind he was already nagging, how could it be that transmitter technology was still so underdeveloped that the distance from HQ to Earth was the furthest distance it could master. "Pathetic!" he grumbled bad-tempered and rounded the first corner on his way to Kastor's office. The Commodore would not be in, of course, for it was his day off. But, as his personal assistant, Scott enjoyed full access, at least in this part of HQ. How he wished he could extend that to the Space Docks on the other side of the station with one finger-snip. He'd love to roam the docks, unobserved, free to do whatever he wanted... So far he'd only had the chance of darting one quick glance at this tremendous Constitution Class vessel which was being put together in Building Dock 9. Kastor had taken him along on a brief tour once. Scotty's heart longed for a return ever since. But so far this big yellow sign saying "Authorised personnel only" prevented his dream. Oh, she was hardly more than a skeleton in her current state. What a way of meeting a grand lady for the first time. But she was truly something else. She was to be a beauty, no doubt. Suddenly a soft smile took over his boyish features. A passionate sparkle glinted in his eye. She wasn't even named yet, but the young engineer could not ignore her calls. Promptly he stopped dead in his tracks. He had just decided to hop onto the next DLR shuttle going to the docks. Sure enough, there was still plenty of time until Madeleine's departure. Yet he certainly could find some interesting activity to fill the gap, provided his wicked mind figured out a way to grant him access to a strictly prohibited area. --- All the way up to Star Fleet's tremendous space station Montgomery had worked his brains. Now he sauntered innocently down the hallway towards this much hated yellow sign. "Authorise me, damn you," he growled displeased. "How can I get autho..." Something had suddenly come to his attention. A sickly looking, pale technician had just stumbled through the gate, now resting with his back up against the wall. Scott grinned smugly. "Hello there! Can I help?" The poor creature looked up with a pained expression. "Hardly," he pressed. "Vomit bug. Nasty stuff. Oooh..." "Oh no!" Scott tried his best to sound convincingly worried. "Good man, you should report to sickbay on the double. Your face is green, I swear. Here let me help." The other man fought his hands off annoyed. "I'm fine. I uh...I think I'll call sickbay." "Sit!" Scotty ordered sternly. "I'm going to do that for you. Tell me, what's your name?" "Finnegan." "Well, Finnegan it is. Are we a bit Irish by any chance?" "No, I'm from Mars Colony. My name is Toby – Tobias." "Ha!" Ensign Scott yelled out in triumph, then quickly slipped back into his part of the holy Samaritan. He made a quick call to sickbay, then chortled rather pleased, "Tobias Finnegan, well well. Your doctor is on the way. It will take no more than 15 minutes. Get well soon, but not too soon." "What?" "Get some rest, good man. Your face is really green." "I feel horrible." "Excellent!" Wild euphoria glinted in Scotty's eyes as he dashed over to push Finnegan's ID chip into the slit. "Authorised" a mechanic voice blurted. Then the gate to wonderland opened. "Why thank ye, love," the engineer responded smilingly as he boldly stepped inside. Granted, stealing an ID chip wasn't a gentlemanly thing to do, but this was simply something he'd had to do. "Your chance of a lifetime to see her again, Montgomery," the Scotsman told himself, muttering beneath his breath. "And yer not gonny miss out on that." With quick strides he proceeded over to the lockers, opened the one designated for T. Finnegan and got into a dirty white hard suit. Then with all the swagger one could manage in such a suit Montie Scott marched out to cross the ramp leading to the most enchanting space vessel of all. "What a ship!" he admired her open-mouthed, standing there on her large saucer section. He simply could not believe the size of her two warp nacelles. His chin dropped all the way to his chest in wondrous admiration. Meanwhile, all around him, light flared up and tiny sparks shot around as hard working men poured their sweat into creating his very dream. Scotty's grin grew even wider. He wanted to do nothing but participate in this godly act. "What a beauty!" Man-made, his mind realised, awed. Hand-made, she was. Then he glumly looked at his own pair of gloves. And what was he doing with his hands? Serving the big bums of big bums by helping to optimise some very unimportant information relay processes in HQ. He had not suffered through meta-physics under Vulcan Dr. St'lur to be bothered with useless information processes, Scott cursed. Great was the wish to simply reach out and touch one of those warp nacelles. If only he could get a little bit closer. "FINNEGAN!!!" a demanding bass voice called him over, coming from right there where he desired to go. Yes, Scott told himself, he knew he wasn't Finnegan, he knew his cover might be blown if he responded, he knew he might get in trouble for this but his wilful feet simply took him there, into the heart of a grand lady. "Aye Sir!" he barked in a deep voice, determined not to show his true age. The other man rose from his work in surprise, standing to his full height of 6 feet. "Whoa Toby! You suddenly sound like a real man. Feeling better, hmmm. Then get back to work you, lazy arse! We're way behind our schedule. The Enterprise is supposed to leave this docking bay in eighteen months." "Enterprise," Scotty mumbled bewitched, then grabbed his tools in a flash of make-do-spirit. "Aye Sir! She'll be leaving in twelve months." "Huh? Man, I tell ya, I like this new attitude much better. Carry on." True joy and pride played around Scotty's mouth as he joined this army of skilled workers. With every bolt he set, every piece of metal he fitted in, every relay he laid out his euphoria increased until it was finally time to remember that his part here was only a guest role. So the Scotsman quickly cleaned up after himself and strode back to the lockers outside, got changed and quietly slipped out into the hallway, stealing himself away from this crime scene with a pleased chuckle on his lips. He'd have to have a word with this Finnegan about shifting work shifts. Work less, earn the same. Could a true Colonist heart say no to that? Scotty grinned. Probably not. And only a complete madman would offer such a thing. "Aye so I'm mad. By all means, I am crazy about this ship." How cruel that the wide windows in this hallway would not show Docking Bay 9. But due to unbelievable luck, today, he'd gotten closer to her than he had ever hoped for. That would have to do for a while, Scott mused grinning and sauntered over to the promenade deck. Only when his glazed eyes accidentally swayed over to the chronometer on the wall, he winced. Could it really be that late? There was no more time to waste day-dreaming along the rounded hallways. He was going to miss Madeleine's departure! He'd promised to wave good-bye from the promenade. Frantically, Scotty ran up a short flight of stairs in such a hurry that he promptly tripped over his own feet. "Watch it!" somebody yelled out as Scott struggled to regain his balance. The engineer's cheeks glowed in shame. Tripping up the stairs always looked so stupid. "Sorry," he mumbled dazed, pulling away from the stranger to continue his run. "Yeah, better watch your step before you land yourself in my ward." The engineer stopped for a second. Ward? "What ward?" He had not yet actively taken notice of the medical uniform in front of him nor of the intense blue-eyed glare. But did he actually have time for this? "Yeah, bone fractures," the other man replied. Forcefully Ensign Scott shook himself out of his confusion. "Bones, eh? See ye later, Bones." With a start he shook his daze off to take up his run again. He had no time for bones, dashing over to the front of the promenade just in time to catch a glance at the disappointed look on Madeleine's face before she boarded her shuttle. The engineer cried inwardly. How he hated himself at this moment. Madeleine! No! Would she ever forgive him that? --- After another long night of little sleep due to a heavy heart so full of guilt, Ensign Scott dragged himself into the office. There had been too many such nights lately. It eroded the patience he lacked anyway. Uncharacteristically he ignored the Commodore's receptionist and took his place on the far right of the room behind a cold, much hated desk that was as loaded with stacks of data-chips as ever. The Scotsman sighed at his blank computer terminal, gazing at it as if it could answer his troubled self. Surprisingly the computer chose to remain silent. No ideas? None at all? Another sigh. Frustrated, Scott slapped his screen away, which earned him a nasty glare from the cool, pointed face of the Vulcan receptionist. This time he ignored her deliberately. Nervously the engineer's fingers drummed on the desk surface. He had sent message after message to Madeleine, all with the same result: no response. Complete silence on her end. Was she too busy? Probably. Was she disgusted with him? Much more likely. Ensign Scott was just about to collapse into a puddle of misery when the gruff voice of Commodore Kastor ordered him into his office: "On the double!" Surprised, the Scotsman rose from his seat to rush over to Kastor's transparent cubicle. Once inside, the glass walls went gradually darker to shut them off from curious eyes. Two men greeted him with a brief nod and stern glares. One was the Commodore himself, a respectable, tall figure and the other man was Admiral DeVol, the short, stout Chief of Operations on Star Fleet HQ. "Yes Sir?" Puzzled, Scotty looked from one man to the other. "Scott, I think you should know this," Rainer Kastor spoke up with an unreadable expression on his sharp features. He was casually leaning against his neat table, his arms crossed before his chest. The more rotund Admiral stood next to him, appearing satisfied as his black, beady eyes glinted greedily. Kastor exhaled deeply, then announced, "The Admiral and I just agreed that recent turbulent moments could have been avoided, if not for a very inexperienced and obstinate assistant in my staff. I reckon you know what that means." DeVol's dark gaze flared up in delight. His broad mouth formed a wolfish grin. He had hated Montgomery with outright passion from the first moment on. Whereas the Scotsman had met every stinging remark with sharp, quick-tempered dismissals that had earned him so many rebukes from Kastor recently. Scotty sighed with inward relief. So finally something was going to change. DeVol had won their feud and now Kastor would have to send his impertinent little ensign on a new assignment, hopefully a ship. Good! Montie had to bite back a smug grin to look appropriately downcast. "It means that I will have to do something with you, young man." Thank you! Scott prepared himself to meet his fate with grace. As if he wasn't applauding and jubilating in his mind. "I will have to promote you." "Uh...what?" Scott was dumbfounded. "We will promote you to Lieutenant junior grade. Scott, you are full of potential and not a little convinced of yourself. Well, I think we shall challenge you a bit harder from now on. A promotion also means more responsibility for you. I'm sure the Admiral agrees with me that this will also help to resolve any tensions you happen to have with fellow officers. No doubt you will manage. You're a quick learner. As far as your irritable temper is concerned, from now on, officer, I don't want to see too much of it. Is that clear?" Scott swayed in shock. "Uh..." Only now he realised how DeVol too stood there open-mouthed, glaring in sheer disbelief. Obviously promotion had not been his idea of how to handle this troubled child under his command at all. But as it looked Commodore Kastor had smartly out-maneuvered the Chief of Operations. "Congratulations, Scott!" Kastor said with an untypical bright smile that confused the young engineer even more. He remained stiff with no words of either joy nor doubt coming from his lips. This whole scenario felt like watching a comedy on the TriVid screen. This could not possibly be his life! He truly wanted to break down and cry and laugh madly all at the same time, but the aggressive smile on the Commodore's face demanded full co-operation as well as a display of more enthusiasm. Puzzled, Scott finally abandoned his resistance to grab and shake Kastor's hand. Even DeVol was startled enough to keep shaking his hand in utter shock until the Admiral was politely ushered out of the Commodore's office with a few quick empty phrases. "Uh..." still clueless, Montgomery looked after the retreating back of the Admiral. He inwardly prepared himself for a few clarifying words that had to follow, but as soon as the door slid shut a roll of paper was promptly smacked over his head from behind, one, two, three times to make a point. When Scott finally had the sense to duck, no more blows followed. Instead, Kastor let himself fall into his chair, throwing his arms over his head in a gesture of despair. "Stupid bastard!" the older man with the sharp features yelled enraged, threatening Scott again with the rolled up engineering schematics, holding it like a baseball bat. "I told you to stop this private little war. He's a powerful man. He's only been waiting for you to give him a reason to kick your butt out of Star Fleet. Had I not intervened right now, he'd had the board of hearing convinced that you're unable to control yourself in any way an officer should and should therefore not be allowed to serve in this Fleet as anything but an inmate in New Tantalon. Sit down boy, we need to talk." Scott's mouth dropped again while he numbly slid into the seat offered to him. For a long moment Kastor's grey gaze cursed him god-knows-what over the table, but the man forced himself to remain seemingly calm on the surface. Scotty swallowed hard. "Oh. There was a hearing? About me?" "Exactly. About you and what a potential danger to yourself as well as others you could be. Come to think of it...you might as well be just that if you go on like this. Initially we came together to discuss your completely uncontrolled outbursts, as well as your reluctance to take orders from anybody. Why, then DeVol dropped the bomb when he began to talk about your interesting connection to the recent spy hunt. Can you imagine how gutted I was?" Kastor growled. "Spy hunt?! I wasn't aware of any spy hunt going on." "Wouldn't be Star Fleet Intelligence if they gave you a chance to be aware of them. You've been under observation for several weeks, dear boy. Thank goodness the only thing they observed was that you work significantly more hours than you put into your report. Also you seem to have trouble to find your desk at times. Looks as if on occasion that causes you to go on unplanned DLR rides, where you then stumble into restricted areas and steal other people's work dress, and their job. Or should I say borrow? The crew of Building Dock 9 have been wondering why a certain Mr. Finnegan is suddenly willing to work overtime so much. Very interesting." "Oh" Scotty sank deeper into his seat as he realised the connection to his little trips to the space docks. Then a cold chill ran down his back. Not only had he broken rules, he had gotten his loyal commander, Commodore Kastor, the one man who had been so good to him in the past, in trouble too. Genuine shame brought eight shades of red to his face. "Oh" "Yes you said that before. And that is all I want to hear from you about your small adventures up there in the docks. I know the rest anyway. Just for the record, stealing an ID chip by itself is already a severe failure. Copying it and using it to have multiple access to restricted areas that are restricted for good reasons is not exactly a prank." "Aye Sir." "Fortunately, I managed to convince everybody on the board of this hearing how this talented young man only picked up the chip by accident when somebody else lost it. Somehow, though, he forgot to return it, remembered it again later and made a security back-up for the owner on a blank chip in case he loses it again. To top all this, he undertook further efforts in covering the failure of a poor technician when he also did that man's work every now and again, far better than this man would have ever done it. For all this hard work and display of outstanding compassion towards others and sense of duty, dear members of this board, does Ensign Scott not deserve a promotion?" "Oh" Scotty squinted impressed. "Oh my..." "Well? Do I deserve an Oscar for that, Scott? In case a youngling like yourself knows what that is?" "Oscar?" He blinked startled, then quickly remembered to say the always appropriate "Sir, aye, Sir. That you do. Thank you, Sir." "Three Sirs in a row... Well, you're learning. But let's not lose sight of the one and only important fact here. Son, I am disgusted with you!" "I know, Sir," Scotty replied quickly, not daring to meet Kastor's eyes. "So you know...Well, well. A quick promotion seemed the best way to solve this problem, since I'm not willing to give you up to some prison colony. Make no mistake about this, Scott. Don't think you can mess with me in that manner ever again. This is your last chance, definitely. Back to work now, Lieutenant." "Yes Sir. I..." "Out!" "Sir I..." "Out!" "But Commodore..." "OUT!" "Aye Sir." Numbly Scotty staggered back to his desk. So he had gotten away with a so-called black eye and a promotion. But the situation was still not what he wanted it to be. Absent-mindedly he pulled his screen over. "Never what you want it to be," he grumbled dissatisfied. Moments later an irritating buzz announced a caller, again and again. "Scott! Are you deaf? Respond to your com!" somebody barked at him. "Not deaf," he muttered. "Just stupid. Stupid is the word. I'll be more stupid from now on, if this is the way to get me out of this crowded rat lab." Finally his forefinger reached out to press the button. "Aye!" he barked irritably. "Could you try to sound a little bit more friendly for your long-lost wife who almost got herself killed on a desert planet when they invited us to a harmless training trip?" Stunned, he stiffened in his chair. "Madeleine?" A bright smile lit up his broad face. How he had missed that voice. "Madeleine! Oh Mads, let me hear your bonny, sweet voice again. Is this really you, Darling?" He did not care that the whole office was lending an ear to his private conversation. "Tell me what happened, Mads? Are you well?" "Yes, I'm fine, sweetheart. I miss you, but otherwise...Well, I was attacked by a sandshark; managed to get away though. Have you ever seen a sandshark, Scotty?" He laughed. "By all gods, no. Did you get hurt, love?" Pain stabbed his heart. He would die if she had only suffered so much as a paper cut. "No sweetie. I'm fine. Sam was there. He saved me. Don't worry. I'll be back with you soon. I love you. Bye!" Grinning happily Scotty chortled "Bye now!" and cut the line. Only minutes later he found himself wondering out loud, "Who the hell is Sam?" --- A nervous young man stood waiting on the platform with a flower bouquet that was almost bigger than himself. In a small ritual of preparation he had brushed his black bangs back, pulled at his collar and straightened his shoulders. The shuttle had set down, the engines were turned off now and the ramp came down far too slow for all his impatience. Scotty cursed beneath his breath. "Madeleine, oh Madeleine," he whispered her name again and again, like a prayer. Finally her familiar lean face appeared in the small crowd, moving along the gate towards him. For a moment it seemed as if somebody walking beside her had his arm around her shoulder, but then Scotty's vision was blocked by the crowd in front of him. He sighed, annoyed. He squeezed past over-joyed, waiting parents, eager to be able to welcome his wife back, being all the family she had ever had since her elder sister had left with the USS Farragut. Smartly, he positioned himself to be seen. By the time his sharp eyes caught sight of her again, Madeleine was still shuffling over the gate along with others, stretching her long neck obviously looking for him. Eventually her gaze met his and she laughed at the overwhelming, flowery display of affection in his hands. The last few meters she ran to him. It was hard to believe how warm she felt, lying in his embrace. "I love you, Mads," he whispered against her auburn hair. She had pulled it back into a Star Fleet Fashion knot. "I love you," she replied, her eyes glinting softly. Gently her petite hands grabbed his face. "I love you, Lieutenant. Congratulations by the way. I'm proud of you." "No," he sighed, shaking his head at her. "I'm proud of you." They just stood there smiling at each other in fuzzy happiness for a long while until an unfamiliar fellow about their own age with an athletic build and sandy hair sauntered over to them to squeeze Madeleine's arm. "Scotty," she said quickly, sounding strangely excited now. "This is the man who was our pilot on the trip, taking us to all our training locations. This is Sam Kirk. Sam, this is Scotty, my husband." "Hello," Kirk greeted him with a winning, easygoing smile. "Well, I've got to be going now. I promised my little brother a hovercraft ride up the Rockies. He's been waiting so long for this, sorry. Take care!" Scott responded with a quick nod. Sam Kirk, hmh, he was going to remember that name. So this was Sam, not good. He frowned slightly, but tried not to show his resentment. Suddenly he felt betrayed without knowing why. Madeleine had been in danger and he had not been allowed to be there to protect her. Instead, another man had saved her life. Scotty pondered thunderous thoughts while silently walking Madeleine over to the transporter platform arm in arm. What scared him most was the sneaking jealousy he felt all because she had had all the adventures in six weeks that he had always dreamed of since he was a wee lad being bounced on his legendary grandfather's knee. And yet, here, Madeleine and pilot Sam Kirk and some of those brilliant, strapping, handsome Ensigns who had always looked down at him at the Academy came back telling such wonderful tales of excitement. Suddenly his stomach turned sour. Scotty clenched his fist, looking away to spare her the deep cutting sneer on his face. It wasn't even aimed at her or Kirk, just at this injustice. Why had Star Fleet decided to make him a sissy with a desk job when all he wanted was to be out there – doing that? --- Many Moons had passed since Madeleine's return to Earth when the dimmed light announced night time in the enormous space station, known as Star Fleet HQ. Two lovers silently watched sparkling stars through the wide glass of a panorama window on the promenade deck. Merely exposed by the weak twilight of the moon and the glinting stars that only existed to bear witness to all their gentle love whispers, as they lay bedded comfortable on one of the many sofas, Montie held Madeleine tighter in his embrace, cradling her as if she was a fragile figure in his arms. Yet, he couldn't help but notice the change in her. There was nothing fragile about this woman. She was a bundle of tensed muscles, feeling smooth but wild. Lost in dark thoughts, his hand continued to stroke up and down her back almost indifferently now while they vainly lay to catch a moonlight tan. "Are you yearning for the stars again?" Madeleine inquired suddenly. "Hm? Why?" Scotty replied without taking his eyes off the moon's shape. He had tried to repossess her madly for the past few weeks and had acknowledged, eventually, that she was not his any more. He knew his heart should be filled with pain, tearing apart. Yet, it was still so numb. She had never even whispered a word about it to him. "Because you're so quiet tonight, and absent. You're always wishing to go out there when you look like that." He chuckled in mild surprise. "Think you know me so well, do you, wee lamb?" Scott frowned as he realised how much the tense tone of his own voice reminded him of his evil tempered father. "I should, silly man. I'm your wife." "So you bear that in mind." With a disapproving snort, Madeleine sat up. "What is that supposed to mean? I would fine like to know what this all new patronising, sarcastic, macho attitude of yours is doing between us. I don't like it. This is not like the sweet boy I met in the Academy. And, by the way, when did I give you permission to shave off your moustache?" Scotty grunted. "It took you a long time to notice that." Abruptly Madeleine rose from their lair, went over to the railing and silently stared out into the deep blackness of space. The engineer could see her muscles tighten with tension, as her whole back went stiff with suppressed anger. She was upset, but he could spare little sympathy. He had been upset for many days, weeks in fact, knowing what she could not bring herself to tell him. Then, finally Madeline turned to face him with new anger arising in her big, disappointed eyes. "Sometimes I can't believe it's you that is talking to me. Ever since they promoted you, you treat me like an insect." From one moment to the next, his heart turned into a cold slab of stone. The lines around his mouth hardened instantly, his features went dark, gloomy as he glared back, unrelenting in his soaring resentment. Startled, Madeleine shook her head. "What is happening here? We were so in love, we..." "No," he cut her off, his firm voice slicing the empty air between them into a million partitions. "What?" "No," Scotty replied, his voice vibrating with barely withheld rage. "We were no' in love. I did no' feel any love from you tonight or the night before, or many other nights before. I know why, Mads. I know." Madeleine gaped open-mouthed, helpless, never even trying to fight back her tears. Her mouth trembled, but she only asked. "Why?" "Why? Aye, that is a good question. I ask you, dear. Why did you? Because he was there? Or was because I was no' there?" "Scotty, please understand...," she pleaded while visibly confused. "S' all right, I reckon. You don't need anybody. Me, the least. You went at great length to show me that, so it must be true," he carried on with more bitterness, "I overheard this pretty-boy of yours, Sam Kirk, bragging in the dock-side cafeteria a wee while ago. Want to know what he said? He said, what Madeleine Bourgeouis needs is a good romp with a real man. So I suppose you had a romp with a so called real man on Wildcat." "Oh no, Scotty. You can't be as crazy to believe... Can't you see..." The engineer held his hand up. "Please," he said, suddenly gentle, too polite, his words dripping with cold sarcasm as he rose from the sofa. "Let's not waste time with explanations. Explanations are so expendable." "Stop it!" she yelled into his face. "You bloody lied to me!" he yelled back enraged and marched across the promenade, his face flushed, his cheeks burning from both anger and shame. He simply kept going, ignoring all of Madeleine's pleas to stay and talk it over. He eventually reached the hallway, not knowing where he was running to, only trying to get away from her. Confused, Montgomery came to a halt, taking in a deep breath as her hand finally caught on to his sleeve. He was almost relieved that she stopped him. Stubbornly, the young woman spun him around, forcing him to look straight into her eyes. "Can't you see?" Madeleine begged again. "My love," this time he spoke up slowly, choosing his words with consideration. He took his time to formulate what needed to be said. And this time did not forget to lower his voice, only for her to hear his vulnerable love. "Maybe I should end this right here, right now. If I were only half the man he is, I would certainly do that. Because you are nothing more than an insignificant brief encounter in his life, I hope you know that." "Scotty, please understand." "Lass, I hope you know that you mean so much more to me. I love you, Mads. I always loved you. And if I failed to show you that then please forgive me. We're all no' infallible, my lamb-" He gave her a meaningful look. "I don't expect you to be flawless or super-human or even to be faithful for that matter. But I want honesty. I want respect." "Scotty..." "Need me, Madeleine. How can I be there for you if you don't even need me." "I'm not a little girl, Scotty." "And I'm no' a wee lad. I could have fought that sandshark on Wildcat too. I would have killed such a beast with me bare hands. You know I would." Suddenly Madeleine smiled. "No doubting that. You are also mad enough to go nose to snoot with it without a phaser. I'm glad you weren't there. You are the one man in this world I would not want to lose. You know that Scotty, don't you?" Still breathing heavily, he allowed her to come closer until her hair brushed over his cheek in the softest caress. Eventually her lips began to nibble on his mouth. Feverishly, he welcomed her. "Aye. I woulda punched this monster's snoot had he the courage to come here and fight with me. The shark, no' Kirk. Kirk had the courage, but security pulled us apart." She sighed happily. "Scotty, forget Sam Kirk, I've forgotten him long ago. I wasn't even tempted by the idea. Really, I wasn't. What would I do with a crazy pilot when I have such a mad Lieutenant?" "Aye. And for your information dearest lass, I'm madder than any Kirk can ever be." Madeleine laughed relieved. "Well, you said that. I didn't." --- Seated in one of the typical octagon rooms of Star Fleet HQ, a man in his late forties quietly observed what he was inclined to call a farce. The poor creature in the middle was his godchild, currently under fire or under charges for having failed to behave as an officer should. His sharp grey eyes continued to take in the scene that reminded him painfully of a court room while Deo McClellen at the same time reminded the elder man seated next to him with the rank of Captain, "It's no' a court, Ramsay. It's only a disciplinary hearing. They can't send him to prison. Now sit still." The bearded, silver-haired gentleman protested with a grizzly growl. "Since when am I taking orders from you, Commander?" "Sit! You won't help the lad by irritating the jury." "But he's my lad, my grandson! He's in trouble only for striking a stinking canal rat, the stinking, illegitimate offspring of a half- witted no account and his female relative!" "Ramsay, I'm begging you! Montie will be in greater trouble if you interrupt this hearing with your talk. Quiet, sit down now. Wouldn't surprise me if you walked over to strike DeVol a second time yourself." Finally the older gentleman relented, quietly slipping back into his seat, but could not keep himself from muttering, "Oh you bet I would fine like to do just that. I've knocked cold bigger farts in my day." Deo sighed. "Aye," he breathed exhausted. "Quick temper seems to run in your family. Now let's hear how this is going to turn out for our Montie. He looks worried, doesn't he?" "He looks like me," Ramsay growled. "Everybody tells me so." --- Exhausted from the long hearing, Lt. Junior grade Montgomery Ramsay Scott dragged himself up to stand, straightened his shoulders, pushed his chest out and set his stubborn chin to hear his fate. This hearing had lasted unexpectedly long for such a simple matter. He had expected far less formality for a mere run in with a Scott's fist. No really, what great things needed to be discussed? Remembering the unfortunate moment a few days ago, he would have gladly told everybody in this room how Admiral DeVol was a bleeding arrogant bloodworm who had insulted Montie's mentor, Commodore Kastor, a good, honest man in the worst way. And that he, Montgomery Scott, had punched the Admiral's nose for that. Fine, most officers thought ten times before hitting an Admiral, but Scott had not even stopped to think one time before doing it. Did he regret it? No. Unfortunately no one here had been interested to hear that part of the story. Scotty sighed inwardly. The unmoving crowd attending this hearing had only stirred once, when Captain Ramsay Scott had jumped out of his seat and grumbled something like " illegitimate offspring of a half-witted no account and his female relative" while glowering at DeVol. That had somewhat amused Montgomery, inappropriate as it may be. Then Uncle Deo had shushed the upset man back into his place. At the moment, Scotty could feel his grandfather's and his godfather's observant eyes on him. The first was clearly proud, the latter not so. In fact, Deo looked grouchy. The young engineer would have loved to wink at them reassuringly, but the situation forbade. The only thing he could be sure of as of this moment was that his hind-sector was to be grilled. If even Kastor was visibly nervous, then this was not a good sign. "Lt. Scott, I hope you are aware of how severe your actions against a higher ranking officer were," Admiral Konstantin spoke up. Scotty wanted to scream, "But I was right!" "A physical attack of the worst kind..." The engineer rolled his eyes; this was indeed dragging on. Konstantin kept repeating himself. Well, if had it really been an attack of the worst kind, then how would they rate an incident where I tried to put a sonic screwdriver through the man's head, he mused. It was a rather favourable fantasy this moment. At the same time, Ramsay looked suspiciously like he was playing with just that idea. But that was old Ramsay, Scotty knew, evil to the bone, at least for the show. Not that his grandfather could ever hold his promises of vengeance. Oh, he'd always been good throwing punches in bar fights, giving skelpings to cheeky grandsons, but those threats were only for the show. "It must be clear to you," Konstantin added in his jolting voice, "that the consequences will be severe also. We can not turn a blind eye on this kind of behaviour." Thank you, Scotty thought. I was still right! "Then why didn't that fat owl just get up like a man and hit back?" Ramsay suddenly blurted, half-way out of his seat again. Trapped in his place as a guilty goat before an observant jury, Scotty had to pretend a coughing fit to conceal his bemusement. Although there would be nothing funny about the end of this hearing, no doubting that. After Deo had finally managed to drag Ramsay back into his seat Admiral Konstantin announced the punishment. Fine, Scott thought, nobody would go to a prison colony for merely striking another officer, even if it was an Admiral, but they would probably degrade him, which wouldn't bother him the least...Hopefully they were going to remove him from his current position. Hopefully they were going to ban him, to a ship. Some ship. Any ship. A garbage hauler would do. "Lt. Scott, we end your current assignment to Star Fleet's engineering Corps at HQ immediately..." The engineer almost smiled. And send me to a ship? He dared to hope. "And send you to the mining Colonies of Aldeberan V as a consulting engineer. A suitable transport will be arranged for you as soon as possible. We are confident that you will recognise this assignment as a last chance." "Because, young man," Admiral DeVol spoke up unexpectedly, "I do not want to see you flush your life down the toilet in some bar after pouring your last bottle of Scotch down your throat." Scott dismissed the self-righteous display of triumph as what it was, a bloated fart of empty air, stinking empty air and chose to remain silent. "Lt. you will receive further notice about your transport within the next few days. Prepare yourself for a long time away from home. Until your departure, you will be suspended from duty. Dismissed!" The ever- slow Admiral Konstantin finally released the tortured crowd. Surprised, Scotty glared at Kastor who shrugged helplessly, then left the room together with all other jury members. "Aldeberan V?!" the engineer blurted. "That's a far way away." Maybe quite a stretch from where he had desired to go. It was a lonely outpost of the Federation, as close to unknown territory as could be with a horrible environmental situation. "Oh dear!" How was he going to break that to his dear mother or to Madeleine. He would indeed be gone for a long time. And Admiral Konstantin had said nothing about a return, had he? Numbly Scott dropped back into his chair. That was worse than Tantalon or any other prison colony. That was... ...a disaster! --- The End