The Blts Archive- Almost Logical
by Devorephile (Devorephile@hotmail.com)

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Inspired by this line from Monkee's "Watching":

"Kashyk is an opportunity for her, plain and simple. No strings sex.
With the side benefit that screwing him also helps to convince him
that he's fooled her. Even through my shock, I can see that it's
brilliant. Even logical."

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"'I could confine you to quarters...'

Kashyk chuckled at me, his glittering eyes locked with mine.

I felt myself flush with yearning.  What was it about this man that
tore at me so?  Was it that I had been alone for so long?  I knew if I
wasn't careful, I could completely lose myself in those eyes.

"'Your shuttle will be ready within the hour.'  I turned away and
walked quickly out the door, feeling his gaze burn into my back.
Outside, I tapped my communicator to organize the shuttle
preparations, then quickly considered the wave of emotion and desire
running through me.

What if I went back to him, and then he betrayed us, which I suspected
he would?  At this point, it was already going to hurt.  I was
prepared for that ... at least I thought I was.

And what of Chakotay?  I realized long ago that an intimate
relationship with my First Officer was out of the question, at least
while we're still in the Delta Quadrant.

What, then, would be wrong with giving in to my desire?  Maybe it was
even logical, from the standpoint of convincing Kashyk that he had
earned my trust.  I knew I wasn’t prepared to walk away from him now.

"Motioning for the guards to stay outside, I stepped back through the
cabin door.  Kashyk had dimmed the lights, and was taking off his
outer tunic. His well-defined build was silhouetted against the
viewport.

"We stood, looking at each other, wordlessly.  I felt devious,
manipulative, wanton ... and more gloriously alive than I have in
years.

"He started to speak, and I stepped forward and quickly silenced him
with a finger to his lips, and a quick shake of my head.  I traced the
curve of his jaw, then his neck and shoulder, with my fingertips.  He
raised one gentle hand to my face and tucked my hair behind my ear,
then placed his lips lightly, tentatively on mine.  He smelled clean,
masculine, and I felt myself responding with an urgency that startled
me.

"Then he was crushing me into his embrace.  His kiss was intoxicating,
and all doubt as to what I was doing was quickly buried as my desire
began to build.  I ran my fingers through his thick hair as his hands
began a sensuous exploration of my body, my breasts.  We quickly
divested each other of our clothing, and stood, bathed in the light of
the Kolyan Kolyar, each drinking in the sight of the other.

"His body was even more magnificent than I had imagined -- slim,
powerful hips, muscular chest, flat stomach with a line of soft, dark
hair.  His penis stood straight up, impossibly hard.  We stepped
closer, barely touching, then he lowered his head and began kissing my
neck, placing his hands on my hips to pull me tightly to him.

"I traced my hand up his thigh, working my way to his shaft, which
felt like silk on steel.  He moaned softly at my touch, and I knelt in
front of him and took him in my mouth.  His entire body jerked as he
began to thrust slightly, holding my head with both warm hands.
Pulling away, I gazed up, and he was looking at me with hot,
smoldering eyes, barely able to restrain himself.

"Swiftly, effortlessly, he picked me up and seated me on the table.
He spread my legs gently, and began to stroke me expertly with his
fingers as he kissed me passionately, hungrily.  My dampness
increasing, I began to press his hand urgently against my rapidly
swelling clitoris.  He put one strong hand behind my back, trailing
his kisses down to my breasts, sucking and nipping until my breath was
coming in short gasps.  With my hands on his shoulders, I urged him
downward, gasping with pleasure as his warm mouth found my throbbing
center.  My inner muscles began to tighten as he worked his fingers
inside me, pushing me inexorably towards my climax.

"Then he stopped, leaving me trembling, looking at me with a smile
that said 'Not yet'.

"I could taste myself on his lips when he kissed me again, deeply, as
he picked me up to move to the bed.  He lay me gently on the sheets,
holding me tightly for a moment before pressing my legs open with his
knees.  He pressed the tip of his penis against me, then looked into
my eyes and whispered my name as he pushed firmly, deliciously into
me, filling me completely.

"Moving several times to penetrate me fully, he paused, leaving me
impaled as he put my legs back together and straddled my thighs.  Then
he began to thrust, strongly, rhythmically, each stroke rubbing
against my clitoris and sending bolts of ecstasy through my body.  My
climax immediately began swelling again within me, impossibly tight,
and I helplessly screamed his name as I exploded into orgasm.

"He gave an inarticulate cry as my muscles kneaded and throbbed
against him, and he spread my legs again,thrusting, pounding into me
frantically until he came like molten fire inside me.

"We collapsed, holding other tightly, unwilling to move until our
breathing slowed and our passion calmed.  At last he kissed my head,
and we silently dressed, preparing for his departure.

"Computer, pause."  Kathryn Janeway lay her head on her hands on her
ready-room desk, replaying her last moments with Kashyk in her mind.

"Chakotay to Captain."

"Yes, Commander?"

"Long range sensors are picking up two Devore warships, heading this
way."

"I’ll be right there.  Janeway out."

Propping her elbows on the desk and steepling her fingers, Janeway
considered the rest of the log entry.  "Computer, continue."

"And so we finish the dance.  Will he do as I suspect, and betray us?
Or will he keep his word, possibly even stay with us?  Whatever the
outcome, we are prepared.  What’s done is done, and I will live with
it.  It was almost logical."

"Computer, end log and delete."

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The End