The BLTS Archive- Missing Scenes: Resistance by Joanne Collins (luchenbackoutlaw@gmail.com) --- Disclaimer:  All three of these lovely men belong to Paramount and not to me. I thought it might be a good idea to write a PWP in this genre before I take the plunge and try to write a long m/m/m story. Warning:  This is written just to see if I can write a plausible m/m/m scene.  There is absolutely *no* plot whatsoever.  Well, beyond the couple of paragraphs of setup.  There's also some mushy sentimental stuff, but no one who knows my writing will be in the least surprised . This story is slash, and contains consensual sex between three men. Don't read if that offends you or if you're under eighteen. May be archived at R'Rain's archive, the ASC archive and on the CPSG and PKSP archives ONLY.  Please do not distribute elsewhere.  No downloading or printing other than for personal use, but you may pass this along to friends. --- Chakotay looked pensive.  He hadn't really wanted to send Tom to the planet below, but it had been necessary to save Captain Janeway, and he prayed that they'd get him back.  He had to tell him how he felt.   "Spirits," he whispered, "I thought that I'd have all the time I needed. I was going to approach him before that utter mess with Seska, but I couldn't then.  And now he might..." "Commander?"  The voice was quiet, not wanting to disturb him. It was Harry Kim, standing at the door of the ready room, unsure if he'd be welcome.  Chakotay tried to smile, motioning the younger man inside, but being woefully unable to hide his expression. "Commander, is something wrong?  Are you concerned about Captain Janeway?" "No...well, yes, but that's not what's on my mind.  And what is on yours, Ensign Kim?" "Commander, what is it, then?  You can tell me. I won't repeat it." Chakotay looked at Harry, thinking how sweet he was, how kind.  He hadn't had much of a chance to get to know the Ensign, and wondered if that might have been because he felt that the younger man was too close to Tom.  Harry had accepted Tom from the beginning, unlike himself.  But Chakotay knew that he could trust Harry. "It's Tom.  I'm...concerned about him." Harry's face fell.  Chakotay had never understood that expression until this moment, but it was the only word to describe the young man's expression. "What is it, Harry?"  Softly. "I knew it.  I kept hoping against hope that it wasn't true, that I had a chance, but I knew it." "Knew what?" "Knew that you and Tom would eventually realise that all of that tension between you was more than just anger.  And that I'd lose any chance I had with either of you." "*Either* of us?" "Gods, Commander-" He interrupted him.  "Chakotay." "Chakotay.  The first moment I saw Tom, I wanted him. It took me longer to fall in love with him, but it happened.  I think it happened when he was accused of murder. And you...at first I thought that it was just hero-worship, you know, or a crush, something I'd get over. Then when you nearly died, when the Kazon took you...that was when I realised that I loved you both.  But I knew that I had no chance with you.  I thought you were in love with Captain Janeway, and that you'd never look at me. Tom though, I thought maybe...but now that you've admitted to your feelings for Tom,  I know that I've got no chance with either of you.  How could I compete with either of you?" Chakotay looked at the young man seated across from him, and it finally hit him. The *real* reason he'd never done anything about his complicated feelings for Tom.  It *wasn't* just the beautiful pilot that he wanted, it was also this beautiful young man. "Harry," Chakotay began, not sure how to begin, "Maybe...maybe you won't need to compete.  I don't know how Tom would feel about this...I don't know how *I* feel about it exactly, but...I think that it's not just Tom for me either.  I think that it's both of you." Harry looked....stunned was the only word.  "Com-Chakotay? Are...are you sure?" "More sure the more I look at you.  I don't know how I missed it before now." "Chakotay, the things you've had to deal with, I'm surprised that you had the chance to realise how you felt about Tom, let alone me," Harry smiled shyly. Chakotay moved around the desk, pulling the younger man into his arms, and kissed him deeply.  Harry responded eagerly, pushing his tongue into Chakotay's mouth to taste the sweetness within.  Harry moved a hand between them, searching for Chakotay's growing arousal.  Chakotay pulled back, gently. "Not yet, Harry.  Not until Tom's here too." "All right," Harry agreed, reluctantly disengaging himself from Chakotay's embrace, and moving away from him, walking out to his usual bridge station.   Soon after, the away team and the missing crew members were retrieved from the planet below.  Captain Janeway and Tuvok were confined to Sickbay overnight, "just in case" as The Doctor said, B'Elanna went straight back to Engineering, and Tom Paris came to Harry Kim's quarters as soon as Harry got back there after shift. "Tom!"  Harry exclaimed in surprise, he hadn't been expecting him. He and Chakotay hadn't even thought of a plan to get the three of them together in the same room, let alone how to tell Tom of their feelings for him. "Hey, Harry.  Want to join me for a game of pool?" An idea struck Harry. "Tom, you know how bad I am at pool, I'm not exactly competition for you. Why don't we have Commander Chakotay join us?" Tom looked suprised, but agreed easily enough.  It wasn't exactly usual for Harry to suggest something like this, but it had happened often enough for Tom not to think it unusual.  He and Chakotay had been getting along much better lately...he thought it had started after that situation with the Kazon...the Kazon-Ogla, not the Kazon-Nistrim, he mentally corrected himself.  He'd realised then how he felt about Chakotay.  That had been a surprise.  Oh, not that he wanted the Indian, *that* had been a constant from the moment they met, but Seska had made certain that *everyone* knew where Chakotay spent his nights during the time Tom had spent with the Maquis.  And of course Tom had been captured only a few weeks after he had joined the rebel group.  But when Chakotay had asked for a code white resuscitation, he'd realised...he didn't want to take *any* risks with Chakotay.  Thank the gods that it had been unnecessary. Then there had been Harry...he'd truly thought that it was only friendship at first, and nothing more. But then he'd realised that his feelings for Harry ran much deeper.  So now he didn't know who he wanted, and who he would have to give up.  If there was even a possibility for a chance with Chakotay, he wanted to explore the possibility.  And Harry...would he even think of Tom that way?  Or any man? Harry had commed Chakotay during the time Tom had been thinking this, and had also discovered that the holodeck was free. The two young men walked out of Tom's cabin, taking the turbolift to the holodeck Sandrine's usually ran on. Chakotay was waiting for them, sipping a holographic beer.  He offered the younger men a drink from the pitcher in front of him, and they accepted eagerly.  Harry quietly ordered the privacy lock, and started a music subroutine.  Chakotay and Tom began a leisurely game, talking easily, keeping Harry abreast of the conversation.   Tom nearly missed a shot when Chakotay asked him if he'd ever been involved sexually with another man, but recovered, then answered. "Yes...there was someone at the Academy.  Another pilot."  Tom didn't appear to be willing to offer more information than that, and Chakotay didn't press.  He asked Harry the same question instead. "Yes.  Before Libby.  Also at the Academy.  Think it's something in the water?" he asked Tom, smiling impishly. "I don't know.  What about you Commander?" Chakotay admitted that he also had been involved with a fellow cadet at the Academy.  He didn't mention the name of the cadet, although he was sure that at least Tom would recognise Will Riker's name. "But I don't think that it's so much that we were at the Academy," Chakotay said, consideringly, "It's more likely that that was the time that we first really had the chance to explore other options.  From what you tell me Tom, your father would have been appalled at the very idea.  And Harry, your parents wouldn't even consider the possibility, I suppose.  I know that I never considered it until I met my lover.  And of course, perhaps it was just a case of meeting the right person." "I know it was for me," and Tom's face glowed with the memories of remembered passion and love. "Have you ever heard of someone being involved with more than one person...of the same sex, at once?" Harry asked, seemingly casually. "Sure.  It happens on occasion in Starfleet.  Especially with people serving on the same ship, in deep space.  You know, I once heard a rumour...you know about James T. Kirk and Spock, right?" The other men nodded in answer to Tom's question, the love affair between the legendary Captain Kirk and his First Officer was almost as legendary as some of the exploits of that crew. "Well...it's not common knowledge, but there were actually three parties in that relationship.  The third was the ship's Doctor, Leonard McCoy.  He's an Admiral now, and rumour has it that he and Spock are still bonded." Harry and Chakotay were fascinated by this tidbit of Starfleet history, but both were much more interested in other things at the moment. Chakotay took charge, knowing that Harry would die of embarassment if he were asked to. "Tom..." he faltered, not knowing the right words, and instead, pulled the blonde into his arms, seeking, searching for his lips, claiming them in a passionate kiss.  Tom responded, he could do nothing else in Chakotay's arms, with the other man's lips on his...then his brain cleared enough to wonder...what about Harry?  Then he felt another pair of arms come around him, and lips nibbling at the back of his neck. Tom struggled a little, enough to get the two men to pull back a little, and he asked, "So, what's all this, then?" "Isn't it obvious?"  Chakotay asked, between kisses to Tom's neck. "You never struck me as the naive type, Tom," Harry contributed, moving his hands to Tom's uniform fastenings. "But...both of you?" "We realised how we both felt earlier.  How do you feel about it?" Chakotay asked, realising as he did that he and Harry hadn't actually asked Tom that question, they'd just started to seduce him. Not that he'd put up much resistance, but still.... "I'm...totally overwhelmed.  I had no idea...you both want me?" "No," Harry replied. "No?" "We both *love* you Tom.  We want to have a relationship.  The three of us." Tom couldn't reply.  He was too overwhelmed.  This was something that he'd never dared to allow himself to dream could happen. But it was happening. Chakotay and Harry smiled at each other over Tom's shoulder, and resumed their sensual assault. Tom gasped, loving what was happening, but knowing that here wasn't exactly the place. "Hey, I want this, really, but there must be somewhere else...more conducive to what we want to do?" "My cabin?"  Chakotay suggested. "I had...somewhere else in mind. Computer, run program Paris Beta Two."   Sandrine's vanished, to be replaced by a room decorated completely in white. There was a huge four-poster bed that would accommodate half the crew of Voyager, thought Harry, irrelevantly.  Somehow, the three men were naked, now, skin touching skin, Tom kissing Chakotay, Chakotay kissing Harry, Harry kissing Tom, in every combination possible. "You're both so beautiful," Tom whispered, placing gentle kisses on bronzed and golden skin.  He was answered by equally gentle kisses on his fair skin. "How does this work?"  Harry asked. "Come here," Tom said, and kissed him gently, aligning his hips with Harry's so that their erections were touching.  Harry gasped and began moving with Tom's gentle thrusts. Chakotay smiled, and fumbled in the drawer next to the bed.  Tom had indicated to him to do that, and he found a small tube. Squeezing some lubricant onto his fingers, he kissed Harry, whose face was contorted with pleasure, then began exploring Tom's opening, moving a slick finger inside him, adding a second, then a third, twisting them inside him, opening him. Tom gasped at the twin sensations.  Harry kissing him, Chakotay preparing him for entry. Then Chakotay removed his fingers, positioning Tom so that he could be inside him. "Are you all right?"  he asked. "I will be when you're inside me, Chakotay." Chakotay smiled, kissed him, then very slowly entered him. Tom gasped as he felt Chakotay's heated erection slide inside him, Harry thrusting against him, his lips moving over Tom. Chakotay began kissing the back of Tom's neck and shoulders, and started thrusting into him. Tom gasped, and gently bit Harry on the shoulder.  Harry shuddered, and came, screaming. Chakotay continued moving in and out of Tom, moving a hand to capture his erection as Harry collapsed beside Tom.  Tom came, calling both men's names, and his contractions around Chakotay triggered the older man's release.  He exploded deep inside Tom, biting his neck as he came, then gently withdrew from his lover. "Wow," Tom said. "Yes," agreed Harry, sleepily. "Incredible," Chakotay added. "I've never..." "You think we have?" Chakotay asked. "I love you both," Tom whispered, almost asleep.  But awake enough to hear the last thing said that ngiht. "We love you, Tom."  Simultaneous. --- The End