The BLTS Archive - Chronicles of Shoreleave: I Wish
by Aditi (aditi43@hotmail.com)

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Ninteenth in the Chronicles of Shoreleave

Feedback: Yes please. Archive: ASCEM, others please ask.

Disclaimer: I'm just hoping to provide some people with some enjoyable
reading and am only hoping for some good feedback in return.

(yes, I do think that sometimes Kirk and Spock might sometimes take
leave away from each other for various reasons - as difficult as it
may be! ;-).

The letters will not necessarily be in sequential order according to
stardate - there might be gaps but don't worry about them. I hope you
all enjoy!

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Message encoded for:
Kirk, James T., Captain, USS Enterprise
Location: Erice, Italy, Terra

Received from:
Spock, Commander, USS Enterprise
Location: ShiKahr, Vulcan


Jim, you did not call me today.

Do you know how much I love and miss you?

At times, it is like I can just feel your nearness.  It is like
sunlight on my skin, this awareness that you are near.

You always understand me, perhaps better than I understand myself at
times.

I miss the feel of your hand in mine - holding on tight, fingers
intertwined.

I remember all the times when I was upset and you would wrap me close
to you in your arms.  As I would struggle for control, trembling
violently, emotions overwhelming me, you would hold me near, and
caress me, and whisper soothing words, and kiss my face.  My loving
t'hyla.

I wish I could caress your face with gentle fingers.  I wish I could
could kiss your lips ever so gently with my own.

I want to kiss your fingers, suck them into my mouth.  I want to
stroke the sides of your face and kiss you again.  I want to surround
you with my arms.

I want to eagerly stroke your shoulders, your chest.  I want you to
feel my love in my every touch, because you are my bright one, the
light of my life.  I want to inhale the beloved scent of you which I
know as well as my own - we have become that close over the months.

I want to feel the weight of your body on top of mine.  I want you to
feel me, not just my touch but my mind as well.  I want to take hold
of your hips and pull us tightly together.  I want to move and slide
against you, lifting my hips.  I want to caress your back down to the
hollows above your hips.  I want to meet your mouth and kiss you so
passionately, hungrily.  I want to feel your hardness, feel how
excited you are because of me.  I want to hear you gasp and push for
more. I want to take you in my hand and stroke you to make you groan,
helpless to control yourself.  I want to stroke the tip of your cock
and spread to moisture there to please you better.  I want to feel
you enter me, filling me.  I want to feel you thrust hard inside me.

I want you to thrust harder and faster until you can't hold it in
anymore, and I feel your muscles lock and then shudder with
pleasure, and I feel your cock pulsing as you come, and I hear your
ragged breaths and hear you saying my name with love as you make me
come.  I want to hold you as you begin to relax in the aftermath of
pleasure and kiss you softly and caress you gently.

I long to feel your arms around me - I miss you so much.

Goodnight love,


Spock
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The End