Slave of My Heart Part 1: Claiming Author's Notes: There are several warnings below, so if nothing bothers you, you may want to just go on to the story. This story takes place in an Alternate Universe where Ancient Greek philosophies dominate religion, making the practice of homosexuality more acceptable than under the influence of Judeo- Christian religions. In the Ancient Greek culture, it was not uncommon for a man to marry a woman to produce offspring and take younger male lovers outside the marriage bed for both mental and physical stimulation. As far as the political climate is concerned, this story takes place in a Medieval era, roughly equivalent to England in the late 12th century. Also, the characters are 20 years younger than in the series (otherwise at Walter's age on the series he'd be dead or a great-grandfather). Warnings: 1) This story involves a true Master/slave relationship, and not a consensual BDSM relationship. Think of the "Chains" universe as role-playing "fun" and this as the real thing. 2) Whatever you think of corporeal punishment in our modern times, there was no debate at all back then. A man had the power of life or death over his servants and his family. Slaves had absolutely no rights and could be killed without penalty whereas, theoretically, a serf belonged to the land and therefore was to be preserved to be passed down to a man's heirs. 3) This story contains corporeal punishment for infractions determined by the master and over which the slave has no power of consent. Therefore, you may consider the punishment as well as the sex to be non-consensual. However, I do not write rape stories and both the punishment and the sex takes place within a relationship that is, ultimately, a loving one. Slave of My Heart: Part 1 - Claimed Chapter One Walter I don't know what made me go to the slave auction that day. I had no need of more household slaves and I had long ago given up the hope of finding a personal slave to meet my exacting needs. Perhaps it was just that I was in town, or that my host was attending, or perhaps it was the Gods taking a hand in my fate. Lately I am inclined toward the latter, although I have never been a particularly religious man. Perhaps, just perhaps, I should stop by the Temple the next time I'm in Town and make an Offering of Thanks - it certainly couldn't hurt and I have much to be thankful for these days. In any event, when my host announced that he was off to the auction I agreed to accompany him. And so we found ourselves strolling through the stalls, Reginald looking carefully over the merchandise offered while I glanced about seeing nothing new, nothing special, nothing worthy of my attention. And then I saw Him. He was standing in the middle of a string of young men all in their late teens but, unlike the other boys, he was looking around him with interest and curiosity. His eyes met mine and I could see that they were that peculiar shade that changes color with mood and lighting, beautiful eyes framed by dark lashes. He returned my gaze steadily, a slight smile playing on his mouth, and I could see the intelligence and humor shining out of those eyes. I let my eyes travel briefly over his face noting the fine bone structure, the full bottom lip, the slight imperfection of the nose that marked one with noble birth, and I saw a slight blush stain his cheeks at my examination. This was no ordinary boy. What in the hell was a boy like that doing here, I wondered, a common slave on the auction block? "Eyes down, boy!" A sharp crack of the crop across his back and the young man hastily dropped his eyes. I drew closer, mesmerized. "You!" I called to the merchant. "What is the story on this boy?" The slave merchant recognized me at a glance and bowed deeply. "Honored lord, this boy is being offered as a slave for seven years to pay for his family's crimes. He has no slave experience although he has been educated." He shrugged dismissively but that intrigued me even more. I stepped closer to the young man, studying him carefully. He was tall, just a few inches shorter than myself. His slender body revealed by his bare chest was trim although it was obvious that he was unaccustomed to hard physical work. The swell within his breeches seemed to indicate an adequate endowment there as well. "You, boy, what is your name?" "Fox." As the slave merchant raised his crop, he added, hastily, "sir." "Your family?" "My parents are dead, sir." There was a shadow on that face but the eyes remained fixed on the ground. "How old are you, boy?" "Eighteen, sir." Reginald joined me. "Walter, you can't be serious! Do you know how much trouble it will be to take on an indentured boy? And one this old with no experience? You're asking for trouble!" "You're right, Reggie," I said with a sigh and was turning away when a deep, mocking voice caught my attention. "Hello, Lord Walter. I didn't expect to see you here." I took a deep breath and managed to put on a polite smile before I turned around. "Hello, John. I'm surprised to see you here as well. I thought you generally obtained your slaves in other ways." Sir John Smythe's eyes narrowed but he merely drew in another breath from one of those tobacco sticks that the Court had lately begun to favor. His eyes flicked to the line of slaves behind us, casually studying them. "Well, what have we got here?" He stopped in front of Fox, reaching out to force his chin up. I could see the young man's eyes widen and his body stiffened. "Not so proud are we now, Fox? What do you think, Alex - should I buy you a new toy?" I glanced over at the slave following John, another of the beautiful young men that John always had around him, and saw a cruel light in the green eyes. Fox saw it, too, and swallowed hard. A liveried servant ran up. "Sir John, the King requests your attendance immediately." "Coming." John released Fox's chin, tapping his cheek with mock affection. "I'll be back, Fox." He strode off in the wake of the servant followed by the beautiful Alex. "Come on, Walter," Reggie said and I turned to follow him. "Sir," came a soft voice behind me. "Please." I turned back to find those chameleon eyes on me, beseechingly. I hesitated, touched by that appeal. "Are you crazy, Walter?" Reginald hissed. "You know better than to get between Sir John and his - pleasures. He clearly has his eye on this boy." "I'm not afraid of John," I said quietly. "We've seen favorites come and go. John is just another." "He's more powerful than the others and he is ruthless." "So am I." Reginald flinched at the steel in my voice but he did not disagree. I had been the King's Marshal for ten years and had put down two rebellions during that time. I had no doubt that this upstart John would not be pleased at my interference, but I also knew that my half-brother's devotion to me was stronger than his passing fancy for any favorite. I turned back to the young man who had once more dropped his eyes to the ground. "So, Fox," I said, my voice deliberately harsh, "you would prefer me over Sir John? You are a fool - you would do far better to court a merchant who would set you up as his bookkeeper. If I took you on, boy, you would be my personal slave. You would bathe me, dress me, care for my wardrobe and my rooms, serve my meals and warm my bed. I would be within my rights to whip you for any reason - or no reason except my own gratification. For seven years I would own you body and soul, and I would get my money's worth out of both. Do you understand me, boy?" In reply, the young man dropped to his knees and kissed the tip of my boots. He did it with a natural grace that fired my blood - by the Gods, what I could do with such a talent! I turned to the merchant. "Done. Wrap him up - I will take him with me." Fox And so I became the property of Lord Walter, King's Marshal, half-brother to the king and easily the most powerful person in the land. I had seen him before, from a distance, and had heard my father talk about him in admiring tones. When the King's father had died ten years before, the new king had been a boy of only ten years. Lord Walter had been a young man of twenty but already acknowledged the finest fighter in the land, undefeated at the joust or in battle. He had rallied the support of the lords of the land behind his younger half-brother, securing the boy's place on the throne when he could have easily taken the throne himself. Bastardy has never been a deterrent to ambition, and a king's bastard can have more power than most. My own family had been of the minor nobility and I had spent my years until now in blissful ignorance of the real world. Living in my family's modest townhouse with my younger sister, educated by a string of tutors, then sent to University with the expectation that I would follow my father's footsteps into service at Court, one of the Clerks that kept the legal, financial and judicial systems of the kingdom going. Until a month ago. Until the night when Sir John's flunkies burst into our home, arresting my father on High Treason, taking my family into custody. I had later learned that my mother's weak heart had given out from the shock, that my father had been executed, and that I was to be sold into slavery to pay for my father's "crimes". Of my sister's fate I had no word, although I assumed that she had likewise been sold. And that is how I found myself standing shackled to a line of other young men on that summer day when Lord Walter walked into my life. I had never been to a slave auction and certainly never as a participant, and I found myself looking around with interest. The pennants fluttering in the breeze, the colorful garb of the passers-by, the variety of human flesh offered for sale at the booths around me - all of it was new and exciting. After three long weeks in first a prison cell and then a slave pen, the fresh air and the scents on the breeze were enough to lift my spirits. Even the prospect that I was to be sold into slavery could not dim my spirits -in a way it was an adventure, and I had had little adventure in my life to this point. I knew my skills and education were greater than the common slave's and fully expected to be sold into "indentured servitude" to some merchant, to spend the next seven years chained to a desk in some dingy office so I had little personal fear. And then I saw Him. He stood out from the crowd, and not just because of his height. Standing there, his hands on his hips, surveying the passing crowd and the merchandise, he radiated power and authority. He was not beautiful but there was something in that stern, strong face that was beyond mere beauty. I stared, mesmerized, unable to tear my eyes away. Lord Walter. The King's Marshal. As if he felt my eyes on him, he turned his head slightly and his eyes met mine. Brown eyes, deep and dark, and they widened slightly in surprise. I could feel myself smiling back, acknowledging him, even as I felt his eyes curiously examine my face. I drew a breath, feeling a spark of hope inside. What if - what if he were to purchase me? Surely such a powerful man had need of a clerk, a secretary - although, no doubt, such a man had no need to purchase such talents. Such a man had no need to purchase anything, not even a warm body for his bed. The thought arose unbidden, and I felt myself flush at the sudden arousal that filled my body. Although I had tumbled a few willing girls while at University, I had never had such feelings for a man before this. "Eyes down, boy!" The sudden crack of the slave merchant's whip across my back recalled my attention and I winced, dropping my eyes to stare at the ground. I was embarrassed to have been caught staring, more mortified by that than by my half-nakedness as I stood there. Amazingly, he came closer, calling to the merchant and asking for information on me. Hope flared again. And then he was standing in front of me, studying me, examining my body carefully. Desperately I willed my arousal away and kept my eyes on the ground. "You, boy, what is your name?" "Fox." Aware of movement behind me, I hastily added, "sir." "Your family?" "My parents are dead, sir." There was a sudden lump in my throat but I swallowed it down. "How old are you, boy?" "Eighteen, sir." There was movement beside Lord Walter and his companion was arguing with him, then they were moving away. Unbidden, I felt tears coming to my eyes. Then another voice, a hated and familiar voice, rang out through the crowd and I stiffened. "Hello, Lord Walter. I didn't expect to see you here." Lord Walter was turning back, replying coolly, and I was amazed to hear the calmness of that voice. He wasn't afraid of Sir John. Everyone was afraid of Sir John - my father had turned white at the mention of his name - but Lord Walter's voice was cool, contemptuous, even. Then I felt eyes on me again, and I closed my eyes, willing myself to become invisible. "Well, what have we got here?" Cruel fingers pinched my chin, forcing my head up. I felt my eyes widen in fear and loathing as they met his, saw the amusement in Sir John's eyes as he studied me. "Not so proud are we now, Fox? What do you think, Alex - should I buy you a new toy?" There was movement behind him but I didn't need to look. I was well aware to whom he was referring: the dark-haired man, one of those who had dragged me off to prison. The man who had haunted my dreams and made me wake up in terror at any sound, certain that he had come back to finish the rape that his eyes had promised. I could feel myself shaking, terror chilling my soul. Please, please, not him. Not Sir John. A liveried servant ran up. "Sir John, the King requests your attendance immediately." Thank you, Lady! I thought fervently. Reprieved. "Coming." Sir John released my chin, slapping my cheek gently. "I'll be back, Fox." Those words sunk into me, filling me with despair. Not a permanent reprieve, then; just a respite before my doom would be sealed. And Lord Walter was turning away, too, leaving me to a horrible fate. There was one last chance. "Sir," I said and put every ounce of feeling in my voice and silently muttered every prayer that I knew. "Please." And, praise be, he was turning back and those dark eyes were studying me again. "Are you crazy, Walter?" his friend hissed. "You know better than to get between John and his - pleasures. He clearly has his eye on this boy." "I'm not afraid of John." No, Lord Walter wasn't afraid of anyone - how could he be? There couldn't be anyone stronger, more capable, in the world. I longed to be pulled into those strong arms, sheltered under his protection, the only place safe from Sir John. "So, Fox," he said, his voice deep and harsh, and the sound of my name on his lips made my bones melt and my cock jump to attention. "You would prefer me over Sir John? You are a fool - you would do far better to court a merchant who would set you up as his bookkeeper. If I took you on, boy, you would be my personal slave. You would bathe me, dress me, care for my wardrobe and my rooms, serve my meals and warm my bed. I would be within my rights to whip you for any reason - or no reason except my own gratification. For seven years I would own you body and soul, and I would get my money's worth out of both. Do you understand me, boy?" Did I understand? Yes, I all too clearly understood that somehow the Gods had smiled on me. No merchant's counting house, no lawyer's chambers, no humdrum existence for seven long, boring years. Safe from Sir John, from his eyes and his hands. I felt an overwhelming rush of desire to serve this man and an equally overwhelming need to prove it. I dropped to my knees before him, lowered my head, and fervently kissed his boots. Command me, master. Whip me, take me, I am yours. "Done. Wrap him up - I will take him with me." I looked up at him then, smiling in relief, and met a smiling look in return. All that and a sense of humor, too. And for the first time in that long and unhappy month I felt the warmth of happiness inside. Chapter Two Walter Reginald studied my purchase with a mixture of amusement and disgust. "By the Lady, it is a filthy and smelly wretch that you have purchased. And that size - you'll never be able to keep him in clothes, Walter." "That's the least of my worries, Reggie," I said in amusement. "The smell, however, is a good point. He needs a bath and a shave at the very least." I tugged at the chain secured to his collar. "Come, Fox." The young man followed me obediently and quietly, although I could tell from the movement of the chain in my hand that he turned his head from side to side as we walked. A proper slave keeps his eyes fixed on his master's feet as he follows him but I was inclined to be indulgent for the moment. Time enough to train my new possession when I got him home. And suddenly I was impatient for my own home, to be away from the town and ride on my own land, Fox at my side. I wondered if he could ride. Unbidden, pictures of another kind of riding sprung to my mind and I pushed those down as well. Time enough for all that later. We arrived at Reginald's townhouse and servants ran to remove our cloaks. Reginald turned the young pair he had purchased over to his steward and I put Fox into his hands as well. The young man looked at me in sudden apprehension and I touched his cheek reassuringly. "It's all right, Fox. You're safe here with me." I spoke instinctively and I saw the fear leave his face as he nodded, then he followed the steward. I watched my new possession disappear into the servant's hall, then turned back to Reggie to find that he was grinning at me. "Walter, for the first time since I've known you, I believe that you have taken leave of your senses. That boy is trouble with a capital T." "Perhaps. But you know how I like a challenge." "There's challenges and then there is sheer lunacy." Reginald studied me across the table. "What's wrong, Walter?" I sighed. "I don't know. I feel - old. And tired. And lonely." "You need to get married again." I snorted. "No, thank you, once was quite enough. And besides, you know my preferences lie elsewhere." "A man needs sons to inherit his lands after he is gone." "What inheritance? I'm a bastard, Reggie. A king's bastard but a bastard no less. Everything I have I owe to the King." "Your half-brother adores you and would give you anything you wished. Even a title and inheritable lands." "Precisely why I don't ask for anything. Jeffrey has enough leeches hanging onto his purse." I took a deep swallow of my wine. "I am content with the lands I hold for him. Speaking of which - " "You'll be leaving tomorrow." Reggie grinned at my look of surprise. "What, you think I don't know you after all these years, old friend? I'm surprised that you've idled this long. You must be getting soft, old man." "I'll show you soft," I growled at him good-naturedly. "Seriously, Walter, it would be best if you got your new possession safely home before Sir John decides to take him away." I nodded. "My thoughts exactly - " I paused as the steward comes to stand before me. "Your pardon, my lord, but we are having a slight problem with your new slave." Reginald grinned over at me. "Told you," he said smugly. I glared at him and rose to my feet. "I'll be back shortly." I followed the steward toward the servant's quarters and, as we approached, could hear my new possession's voice raised in anger although I couldn't distinguish the words. I paused at the doorway, gesturing for the steward to move out of the way, and took a deep breath before throwing open the door. "What in the name of the seven hells is going on here?" It had the desired effect on nearly everyone in the room. Before my eyes, bodies flung themselves on their bellies, covering their heads with their arms and even the steward clutched the wall, eyes wide. All but my primary target. Fox stood in the middle of the room, gloriously naked and, although his eyes were wide with surprise, he stood his ground. My mouth twitched a little in amusement, unsure if the man was that brave or just unaware of the storm that was about to break over him. I turned a narrowed glance at the steward. "Well?" "Sir, he refuses to be shaved." I turned my attention back to Fox and let the suppressed anger crackle in my eyes. There - a convulsive swallow. This was going to be fun. I stalked toward Fox and saw the young man automatically back up as slaves scattered out of our path until he ran up against a wall. "Is there a problem here, Fox?" I asked, my voice deadly quiet. "Sir - " His voice squeaked and he cleared his throat and tried again. "Sir, they want to shave my body." "Of course." "All of it?" The indignation in his voice was amusing but I refused to let him see that. "All of it." "But, sir - " There was a young man's pride and indignation in that voice, both of which had no place in his new life, and it was time to make that abundantly clear. "Are you forgetting your place?" I asked, pushing him inexorably down toward the floor until he was kneeling. "My boot, Fox. You did that nicely enough in public." Fox flattened himself and kissed my boots. "Good. Now you will be shaved and there will be no further discussion on the subject. Am I understood?" "Yes, sir." The voice was quiet. "Sorry, sir." I gestured to the steward. "Please proceed. And when you are finished, bring him to me in the main room. Naked." Fox's head jerked up at that and he opened his mouth to protest but something in my face must have told him that it was useless. He shut his mouth and lowered his head again. Satisfied, I returned to Reginald and picked up my goblet. Reginald's lips twitched and he signaled for my goblet to be refilled. "Problem solved?" "For now." I smiled as I drank. "And I was right - he's going to be a challenge. Just what I like." Fox They shaved me. All the hair - gone. All of it – except for the hair on my head. I had thought that there was nothing more humiliating than being sold like a piece of property, no matter how much I admired my new "master". I was wrong. It was bad enough to have my chest and underarms shaved clean - not that I had much chest hair to begin with - but then they shaved my genitals. I held my breath and sweated when they shaved my testicles and then, greatest humiliation of all, they bent me over and shaved my asshole. If I had been unsure of my standing in Lord Walter's household before now, this alone confirmed it. I was his slave, his boy. More humiliation lay in store. The soap was rinsed off my body, I was toweled off, and then led into the main part of the house, naked as the day I was born. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't look up from the ground, certain that I was the object of derisive stares, feeling my face hot and flushed. "Ah, here's Fox." That voice, that loved and hated voice, and those boots in front of me. I didn't need instructions; I knew what I was supposed to do, what I needed to do. I knelt before him, bent over and kissed his boots. "That's a good boy." The voice was warm with approval and a gentle hand stroked my hair. I ventured to look upward and found warm brown eyes smiling down at me. "Stand up and let me have a look at you." I flushed and bowed my head. "Sir - I - I can't." He bent over and murmured against my ear, "Embarrassed, Fox? Ashamed to be seen naked?" "Yes, sir." "You are forgetting something, Fox. Your body doesn't belong to you anymore - it belongs to me. If it pleases me to see your body naked than it should please you. Now, stand up." I stood up, still flushed but fixing my eyes on him and willing everyone else to disappear from my awareness. Lord Walter examined me carefully, running a hand over my chest and lifting my balls, appearing to be satisfied. "Beautiful, Fox," he said softly. "Careful, Walter," said his friend. "You’ll be turning his head and ending up with a vain slave boy." "I don’t think so," my owner said, studying me with a half-smile. "I doubt that vanity is one of Fox’s sins. Rather the reverse. All right, boy. Return to my chamber and wait for me there." "Yes, sir," I said quietly and turned to follow the steward. "Fox." I turned back, startled at the sharp tone. "Sir?" "Never turn your back to your master, Fox, without my express orders." I flushed, embarrassed. "Sorry, sir." I backed away, trying to judge with my peripheral vision so that I wouldn’t trip over a stool or bump into anyone, until I reached the doorway, then hurried after the steward. Chapter Three Walter Fox was waiting when I entered the room, nervously pacing back and forth, and he looked up with a combination of relief and dread that I found strangely endearing. I sat down on the bed and held out my foot. He quickly moved to kneel and removed first one boot and then the other. "They will need to be cleaned before I dress in the morning," I said as he carried them over to the wardrobe. "Bring that bedgown over here and undress me." "Yes, sir." As he unbuckled my belt and started to take it to the wardrobe I said, "Leave it on the bed. I'll be needing it." I felt his eyes jerk up to my face but ignored him until he had completed undressing me and helped me into the bedrobe. "Every night you will undress me and bathe me before bed. We'll forgo the bath tonight, but in future you will prepare for it. After my bath we will handle your punishment for the day." "Punishment, sir?" The voice was weak. "Punishment, Fox. For every time you fail to perform a task and have to be reminded or perform a task badly you will receive one stroke. For every time you question my orders you will receive two strokes. Direct disobedience will merit three strokes per incidence. I will expect you to keep track of your punishment strokes and tell me what you have coming. I shall also be keeping track and, should you fail to give me the correct number, your stroke count will be added to mine. Am I understood?" "Yes, sir." The voice was so wispy that I thought he might faint on me. "Now, you have belonged to me for less than half a day and you already have punishment coming to you. What do you deserve to be punished for, Fox?" He cleared his throat, trying to pull his wits together. "Um - the shaving thing. Refusing to be shaved and then arguing with you about it. And then - in the dining room -when I didn’t want to stand at first. Seven strokes, sir?" I was inclined to forgive his reluctance to be on public display, but I was impressed by his scrupulousness in owning his faults. It had been such a long time since I had dealt with a truly honest person that I had almost forgotten what it was like. "Very well. Seven strokes. Bend over the bed." He quietly obeyed me and I took a moment to study the smooth, unmarked skin in front of me. Such a beautiful young man, such a firm ass, and I wondered if he was a virgin. I intended to find that out for myself before too long but first things first - he was awaiting punishment and it was cruel to make him wait any longer. I picked up my belt, wrapped it twice around my fist until it was the length I wanted, and then lifted it. Seven strokes, and I counted them aloud as I slowly measured them out. His body jerked as each stroke of the belt met his ass and he clenched the bedcover tightly in his fists but he was silent. I wondered who taught him to be so quiet when being whipped but that, too, was a matter for another time. The last stroke, and his forehead slumped down against the mattress as a silent shudder wracked his body. I gently rubbed his back, feeling him tense under my hand. "All over, Fox," I said gently. "Yes, sir," he said weakly and attempted to get up but my hand still held him down. I could feel him tense again and sensed that he was wondering what I had in store for him next. I settled on the bed next to him, turning him over onto his back. Those chameleon eyes, vulnerable and fearful, met mine. I smiled. "Relax." I caressed his face gently, lifted his head and slid over so that his head rested on my lap. My hand moved down his chest, caressing his smooth skin. "You are very beautiful, my fox cub. Such soft, sweet skin." I could feel the trembling of his body under my hand and I leaned over to brush my lips against his. "What, Fox?" I asked very gently. "I – I don’t know what you want of me now, sir." "I want you to relax while I acquaint myself with my new possession." I continued to caress his skin, toying with his nipples, watching the shifting light in his eyes. "After your punishment, if I feel so inclined, we will have sex. There may be other times that I will wish to use your body as well, but you should always expect it at night. If you please me, then you shall be permitted to sleep in the bed with me. If you displease me, you will sleep on the floor. If you continuously displease me, I shall send you to the barracks to entertain my soldiers and buy another bedwarmer. Am I understood?" "Sir," Fox was flushing scarlet now. "I - I've never - I don't know how - " "Are you a virgin, Fox?" He was embarrassed and I found it endearing. "I've been with a few girls but no men." "And in prison and the slave pens? None of the guards touched you?" He shook his head and I thought I understood -John had undoubtedly given strict orders that this delectable young man was to be reserved for him. I was amused at the thought that all John’s care had been for my benefit and I leaned over to kiss him gently again. "Good. Then you have no bad habits to break. I shall teach you how to please me, Fox, and I shall never fault you for lack of knowledge or skill -only for insufficient enthusiasm." I let my hand move down to his cock, gently stroking it, and felt his response with satisfaction. Although I wanted that beautiful body beneath mine, hungered to feel myself buried deep within his sweet, tight ass, I was no green boy unable to control my appetite. I wanted him for more than one night and I wanted him hot and eager for my touch, a willing slut for my body. I was more than willing to move slowly in order to achieve my prize. Tonight I would give him pleasure. I took his cock in my hand and stroked slowly up and down. He sighed a little and those dark lashes fluttered shut. The tip of his tongue came out to moisten his lips and I smiled. What a little hedonist he was! So sensitive and sensual, ready to surrender himself to pleasure. With a little skillful handling, he would be the most desirable bed partner I had known in longer than I cared to remember. Fluid was already flowing from the slit and I thought that it had been a long time since he had taken any pleasure. I tightened my grip and increased my stroking; he moaned and wriggled slightly in my lap, and I bent my head to softly kiss him. His lips clung to mine, and they tasted so sweet that I let myself drink of them. I could feel the tension in his body increase and I leaned over to murmur in his ear, "Come, my beautiful fox cub. I want you to come." He gasped, and then he was coming hard under my hand and crying out with the pleasure of it. I smiled again; yes, I had chosen well when I had bought this young man. He lay there panting for a long moment, his face flushed and his lips swollen from kissing. His eyes slowly opened and I could see that they were very green and full of wonder. "Why did you do that?" "Because I can." I smiled. "There are two things and only two things that you have to remember, Fox. I am the source of all your pain and I am the source of all your pleasure. It is your behavior that will determine which you receive from me. Do you understand me, Fox?" "Yes, sir – and thank you." The simple and sincere gratitude in his voice and eyes was almost enough to unman me and I said, gruffly, "Enough of that, boy. Get to bed. We have a long day ahead of us tomorrow. Speaking of which - do you know how to ride?" "Yes, sir." "Good." I stood up and pulled back the covers as he slipped out of the bed and started to curl up on the floor. "Up here, boy." He looked surprised and I smiled as I ruffled his hair. "You did very well for your first day. You may sleep in the bed tonight." "Thank you, sir." He slipped under the covers and slid to the far side of the bed. I removed my robe and slid between the sheets, wincing a little at the cold. Tomorrow I must remind Fox to warm the sheets. Tomorrow we would be home, I thought with a smile. I closed my eyes and fell into an easy sleep, dreaming of home and my own bed and a warm fox cub making it a cozy nest. Fox Will I ever understand the man? He lies on the other side of the bed, sound asleep, and I can see the strong planes of his face in the flickering firelight. And I lie here, exhausted in body but not mind, watching him sleep. My ass is sore and bears the marks from his belt. My cock is flaccid and satisfied from his skillful handling. Pain and pleasure, pleasure and pain. Which is the true measure of the man? Or are they both sides of his true self? I was prepared for the harshness but not for the softness, and it is that which will undo me. Does he know it? I feel as if, somehow, he does. And I find it impossible to believe that twenty-four hours ago this man knew nothing of me and I knew little of him and now I am in his bed and, moreover, happy to be there. Of course, I tell myself reasonably, I had no choice in the matter and it is far, far better to be here than in Sir John's clutches. I shudder. "Fox, if you don't close your eyes and go to sleep, I shall beat you again and send you to sleep on the floor." How did he do that? I look at him carefully but his eyes remain closed. I decide not to test the man - for now, at any rate - and close my eyes. A strong arm comes across the bed and I find myself tucked up against a hard warm body. I smile, breathe a sigh of contentment, and let myself drift into sleep. Chapter Four Walter I awakened to the unfamiliar but not unwelcome feeling of warmth from a long, lean body pressed against my side and I was aware that a smile had crossed my face. Fox. The young man was wrapped around me as if taking refuge in my greater warmth, and the combination of the innocence and trustfulness of his action threatened to unman me again. The steady heat from his seal-soft skin raised another kind of heat within me; if it weren’t for my resolution, I would roll him over and take him right now. I sighed and exerted my willpower to conquer my baser inclinations, reminding myself that the pleasure will be all the greater for waiting. However, if I am to keep my resolution, I must get us both out of this bed. I sat up and slid out of Fox’s arms, then bent over to shake him. "Fox, wake up." He blinked and, for a moment, looked confused by his surroundings. Another blink, and then he was smiling at me so softly and sweetly that I could barely restrain myself from flinging myself on him and fucking him senseless. I sighed and turned away, getting out of bed. "We’ve got a long way to travel today." Fox slid out of bed and brought me the chamber pot, then a basin of water and a towel and I found that both helped to wake me up and lessen my ardor. He fetched my riding clothes and assisted me into them, then settled down to clean my boots while I broke my fast. I watched the faint morning light play on his bent head and saw him shiver a little in the cool morning air. Clothes, I thought; I must do something about clothes for him. For a moment I regretted my decision to leave immediately, but I could always have my sewing women outfit him and I found myself feeling even more territorial today. I will have him in my home and in my bed, and the sooner the better. In the meantime… I went to my trunk and hunted for a few minutes, producing an old tunic and breeches that would fit him without being overly loose. Footwear would be more difficult – his feet are longer and narrower than mine – and in the end decided that a pair of soft-shoes would have to do for now. At least they wouldn’t rub his feet raw, and it wasn’t as if he’d be walking today. I set the clothes down beside him and he looked up, puzzled. I grinned. "For you, Fox. Although I admire your current condition, you will be much more comfortable traveling suitably dressed." He grinned back at me and I could see a hint of mischief in that grin. "What a relief, sir." I cuffed him gently. "Insolent cub. Are my boots ready?" He nodded and pulled them on for me. "I’m going to see to the horses and the wagon. Dress yourself and then pack. We leave within the hour." Fox As soon as my master left, I scrambled into the clothes he left me. It had been a long time since I had anything clean to wear and I reveled in the feel of clean fabric against my skin. I fancied that a bit of his scent clung to the clothes and rubbed my face briefly against the sleeve, feeling a little foolish as I did so. Then I set about packing up his belongings, not an onerous task for the man appeared to be incredibly neat by nature. There were a few garments to be packed back into the trunk, some bagged for the laundress, and some personal possessions to be packed into saddlebags. On the table by the bed was a slender bound book of verses and I picked it up with reverent hands. I had seen and touched these before at University and, suddenly, the wave of longing for my old life was so intense that I wanted to cry and scream and bang my head against the wall until the blood clouded my eyes and my memory. He came into the room and I dropped the book on the bed, turning hastily toward the window and the bags there. "Ready, Fox?" "Yes, sir." I picked up the bags and slipped out the door, my face averted from his sharp gaze, and followed the men carrying the trunk. Walter He had been crying. I could see the red eyes in that face averted from mine and, for a moment, I was filled with an unreasonable anger. Insolent cub, how dare he weep and mope about when I have risked my future to secure him? He slipped from the room and I let him go, wordlessly, trying to control the shaking. Fool that I am, letting a pretty face and pretty manners blind me. And then I saw the book on the bed and the shining drop on its cover. I picked it up and smoothed the moisture away, touched my finger to my lips. Salty. So it was this that he was weeping over – a book. I frowned as I looked at the cover, wondering what would have set him off. Then, in a moment of sudden clarity, I saw Fox as he must have been before Sir John wrecked his life: an eager lad, chattering with his tutors, soaking up knowledge the way a plant soaks up nourishment from the earth. And now, a slave, dependent on a master for food, shelter, even the clothes he wore. I was suddenly ashamed of my anger. I, risking my future? What right have I to be angered when he has no future but what I allow him? I slowly went down to the courtyard where my trunk and the supplies I purchased were being loaded into the wagons. Fox handed some bags up with one hand, my saddlebag in his other, and I crossed to join him. Wordlessly, I took the bag and unfastened a panel to put the book inside, and I could feel his eyes on me. I gripped his shoulder and said, gruffly, "It will come out all right in the end, boy." I could see him swallow hard, heard him murmur, "Thank you, sir," and then I squeezed his shoulder again and moved on to talk to the Amazon who was captain of my soldiers. The Captain inclined her head to me as I approached, turning away from her troops to give me her full attention. "We are ready, Lord Walter." "Good. You have a horse for the boy to ride?" "Yes, my lord." I could see that she was curious – slaves ride with the baggage cart, not mounted on horseback – and I wanted to emphasize Fox’s place in my household. "Captain, you should consider Fox to be my most important possession. His life and well-being should be second only to mine in your thoughts." "Yes, my lord." "He is noble-born, not a peasant’s brat. And it is possible – unlikely, but possible – that the man responsible for his family’s downfall will try to snatch him from me. That is one reason why we are leaving town so soon, before our original plans. Do you understand me, Captain?" "Yes, my lord. I shall see that he is well-protected." I nodded in satisfaction and mounted my horse. Behind me I could hear the troops mounting up, then the Captain was leading our party out of the town. Toward home. Fox Footsteps approached me as I finished securing Lord Walter’s possessions, and I glanced over my shoulder warily, then my eyes widened in surprise. Facing me was a tall young woman in soldier's armor, near my own height but of muscular build. A fringe of red hair showed under her helmet and her blue eyes studied me in an appraising manner. An Amazon, I thought in amazement. "Fox? I’m Captain Dana Scully. I have your horse ready, and his lordship is eager to depart." I looked over and saw Lord Walter swing up easily onto the back of a large black destrier, easily controlling its nervous movements as it pranced and swung about in place. On horseback, he looked twice as big as life and I was awed and not a little frightened at the thought of belonging to such a powerful being. Then I clenched my jaw and drew myself up to my full height - I might not be as strong as Lord Walter but I was no puny weakling. I turned towards Captain Scully and said, firmly, "I'm ready." I could see the amusement on her face, as if she had read my thoughts, but she said nothing. She gave me a leg-up and settled my stirrups, and I could see her appraising my riding ability. I had few qualms for I have ridden since I was little although it had been over a month since I was in the saddle. I thought ruefully that I would be stiff and sore at the end of this day’s ride, and the thought reminded me that Lord Walter may wish to do another kind of riding when we reached his home. I could feel my face flushing at the thought, but the Captain just nodded and went to mount her own horse. I found myself at the center of a ring of horseman as we rode through the town and wondered if this guard was for my protection or to keep me from running away. Unnecessary, I thought – I have no where else to go. Reality hit me then and tears blinded me as I followed my escort out of the main gate. In a few short hours I would be far away from the town where I was born, and I did not know if I would ever return. Chapter 5 Walter We rode out of the city without incident and took the main road north. Once free of my first worry, that Sir John would engage my troops within the city where there was little fighting room, I let myself relax. I was being overly paranoid, I told myself. Fox was only a slave and surely even Sir John would not risk alienating himself from my brother's affections by a direct attack on me. More likely, Sir John would vent his anger on his unfortunate servants when he learned that Fox had slipped out of his hands and would seek an alternate way to bring the young man into his possession. An offer to purchase the slave from me, perhaps. Yes, that seemed the most likely course that the other man would take. A burst of laughter from the back of the troop brought me out of my thoughts and I realized that many miles had passed while I was locked inside myself. I glanced back towards the sound and saw Fox at the center of a knot of riders. I signaled for Captain Scully and, in a few minutes, the young Captain joined me. "Your men sound in good spirits, Captain." Captain Scully grinned. "It's the lad, sir. He's been telling us stories of his school days and singing." She chuckled. "The lad has a wider knowledge of bawdy songs than one would expect from one of his years." "He's eighteen," I murmured. "Hardly an infant." At eighteen I had been married for a year and put in command of my first regiment. "From his stories, it appears that the lad has a genius for getting into trouble. I don't envy you, sir. He's going to be a handful." Another burst of laughter, and I found my teeth clenching in an effort to rein in the flare of jealousy. "Send him up here to ride with me. I could use the distraction myself." Captain Scully saluted and wheeled her horse around. A few minutes later, Fox's horse pulled alongside mine and he smiled at me. "You wanted me, Master?" I found my ire disappearing under the influence of that smile. "I grow tired of my own thoughts. Captain Scully tells me that you've been amusing her men." Fox looked at me warily and I supposed that I hadn't been able to completely suppress my jealousy. "They were just trying to be friendly, sir." "As long as they are not too friendly, Fox." I smiled at him and reached out to ruffle his hair. "Entertain me, brat." "Of course, sir. What would you prefer - a story or a song?" "Start with a story - one of your University adventures. I have a feeling that I need to be prepared." As he looked over at me with wide, innocent eyes, I fought down the urge to grin. "And don't give me any of your innocent looks. I know trouble when I see it and you, my fox cub, are pure trouble." Fox grinned over at me. "Speaking of cubs, sir, there was this teacher I had once. He was a prime example of how money and influence can triumph over the educational system - couldn't pour piss out of his boots with instructions on the heel. He insisted on arguing with me over documented evidence of existence beyond this Plane of Existence -" At Walter's puzzled look, he added, helpfully, "Ghosts, sir. He insisted that such things are nonsense, imaginings of disordered minds and the foolish dreaming of peasants. When I expressed a difference of opinion, he ridiculed me in front of the entire class." I observed the tightly pressed lips and could well imagine the humiliation he had felt. "What did you do?" Fox hesitated, then gave me that endearing grin again. "Well, there was a traveling circus in town at the time. One of the Fellows slipped me and a - um - friend into the Dorm where the junior teachers slept. The man made the whole College come running when he woke to find a tame bear cub licking honey off his toes. I believe that his nightclothes and bed also required changing after that." I burst out laughing, well imagining that scene. "By the Gods, Fox! You are a scamp! What happened after that?" "He complained to the Dean, wanted me caned within an inch of my life. But the Dean was a splendid fellow - and I suspect he disliked the man as well. Oh, he reamed me a new one and sent me down for the remainder of the Term, but when I came back the next Term I found that the idiot teacher had been dismissed." A look of intense satisfaction crossed that expressive face and I filed another piece of information about my new possession. "And your parents? What did they do?" He shrugged. "My father would have beaten me, I suppose, but my mother kept me out of his way until the new term started. And he was always busy at Court." A sad, wistful look crossed his face and I recalled his brief statement that his parents were dead. "Well, you won't find any women's skirts to hide behind in my home," I commented dryly, and was pleased to see a flash of indignation cross his face. "I don’t hide behind women's skirts, sir! I'll take any punishment that I have coming to me!" He colored suddenly, as if worried that his outburst would anger me, but I merely nodded and he added, quietly, "My parents were having -problems. And my mother was in ill health since the birth of my sister. It upset her when my father and I had - disagreements." "What happened to the rest of your family, Fox?" I asked gently. He stared off into the distance, his jaw muscles tight. "They broke into our house late one night with a decree from the King naming my father as a traitor. Sir John's men. We were all taken away. I learned later that my mother collapsed and died that night. My father was executed a few days later. You know what happened to me." He swallowed hard. "I never heard what happened to Samantha. I suppose that she was sold as well." He gave me a hesitant, sideways look. "Sir - do you think - " I nodded. "Write out a description of your sister - her age, appearance, the date she was taken - when we get home and I'll see what I can find out." A sudden smile crossed his face, and it was like the sun coming out from behind a cloud. "Thank you, sir!" I returned the smile, relieved to see the sadness lift from his face. "My pleasure, Fox. And now - how about a song to lighten our spirits?" "Of course, sir!" Fox began singing an amusing ballad about a young minstrel's improbable and erotic travels in a light, clear tenor. I smiled and listened with one ear, laughing at the appropriate places. But, inside, my heart was chilled by the thought of what Sir John was capable of doing, and my mind was filled with worry about the fate of not only young Fox, but of my brother and the Kingdom I was sworn to protect. Fox I passed that morning in a more lighthearted spirit than I could recall since the day that my life had changed. Lord Walter had said that he would help find Samantha, and I knew that there was little that he wouldn't be able to accomplish. He kept me at his side for most of the morning, and I found that I enjoyed making him smile and laugh. The man looked like he had experienced little of either lately, and I was determined to learn more about my new master. I told myself that it was only prudent, that a slave should know everything he could about his master, and had best be able to interpret his moods if he was to keep his skin intact. In truth, though, I was already starting to fall in love with him. We halted at mid-day to rest the horses and eat, and I was grateful for the break from riding. I could already feel my muscles protesting at their ill treatment after many long days of forced inactivity and I attempted to work out some of the kinks before collapsing on the ground under a tree. There was movement in the grass and a body settled beside me. I looked up to see Captain Scully offering me food from her saddlebag and accepted with thanks, casting my glance around without finding my quarry. "He's walked up to the top of the rise," Captain Scully said, gesturing, and I looked in the direction that she pointed. "I think Lord Walter is eager to be at home." I could feel speculative eyes on my face and focused on ripping a piece off the load of bread she offered me, then looked over to see that one of the guards was removing the saddle from Lord Walter's horse and placing it on another of the fine destriers among the spare horses. "Is something wrong with Lord Walter's horse?" I asked. "No; his lordship always changes horses when we stop during long journeys. It would not be wise to be caught on a tired horse if we were set upon by enemies." "Do you expect trouble?" I asked, a little anxious, noticing that the Captain had also posted two guards while the others rested and ate. "I always expect trouble," Captain Scully said coolly, "And I am rarely disappointed." "I've never met an Amazon before," I said, studying the tall redhead as she removed her helmet and settled more comfortably on the ground. "I didn't know that there were any in this land." She shrugged. "There aren't many. I was brought here as a child after the late King's fleet destroyed the slaver's ship that I was on. They would have sent me home but my parents were dead and I didn't know where my home was, so the King gave me into Lord Walter's care. I became a page in his household; the steward and his wife became my second parents and Lord Walter saw that I was trained in arms. When I was old enough, I joined his guard and eventually became captain." "Your sense of devotion is remarkable." "I would give my life for Lord Walter." Her deep voice was matter-of-fact but there was an underlying tone of pure steel. Anyone would think twice about crossing swords with her. "What is it like - his home, I mean?" Captain Scully shrugged. "The fortifications are well-designed and it's situated above a cliff on one side, so it's easy to defend." "Spoken like a soldier," I teased. "What about the castle itself? Large? Small? Cold and drafty? And the estate - large or small?" The Captain appeared to consider this and said, slowly, "The fortifications are medium-sized, and the lord's house itself is medium-sized, I suppose. More comfortable than some I've seen, and there's one of those Roman contraptions to run water from an underground hot spring to a bathing chamber. I hear that the late king had it specially built for Lord Walter's mother - she was in fragile health most of her life and died young." "Lord Walter was born here?" The Captain nodded. "Lived here all his life, from what I understand. Of course, the estate belongs to the King but Lord Walter manages it for him. I don't think he's really happy anywhere else." I eyed the figure standing on the hilltop looking off into the distance and asked, casually, "Did Lord Walter's wife like it here?" Captain Scully eyed me again. "You ask a lot of questions for a slave." I shrugged. "It's best to learn everything I can so that I don't do or say anything to offend the master. Does he ever talk about her?" The Captain studied the apple in her hand and said, slowly, "No, he never talks about her. It was a match arranged between the late King and Lady Sharon's father, and it was a mistake from the start. Lady Sharon hated it here - she refused to come back here after her first visit. She preferred the excitement of Town and the intrigue of the Court. They spent much of their marriage apart, Lady Sharon in Town and Lord Walter here, although he went to her as soon as word came of the accident." "Accident?" "She was thrown from her horse and struck her head. She appeared to be all right, even laughed about it, but later on she got sleepy and they couldn't wake her. Then she was gone." I nodded - I had read of such things while at the University. "How did Lord Walter take it?" The Captain sighed. "I think he felt guilty about it although there was nothing he could have done. And I think he was relieved as well. His heart was never in it although I think he tried for his father's sake. But his preferences were always elsewhere." I felt the sideways glance and flushed slightly. "Surely the King didn't disapprove? The Priests tell us that everyone is capable of desiring both sexes and that there is nothing shameful in the expression of that desire. It is well-known that the late King had several male lovers, and his grandfather had a male consort after his Queen died." "Ah, but they took wives to give them heirs. The late King thought that Lord Walter should marry to produce heirs and seek his preferred pleasures outside the marriage bed, in the traditional manner." "And did he?" "I don't think that it would be appropriate for me to say anything further on this matter." She started to rise and I put out my hand quickly to stop her. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you or embarrass you, and I'm not trying to pry. It's just - this whole situation is new to me. I feel like I'm walking in the dark without a torch." I removed my hand but said, softly, "Please stay." The Captain stared at me silently for a long moment. "You are trying to pry, but I suppose that it is understandable. I was a slave once myself, and if the Gods hadn't intervened, I might have been in a similar situation." Blue eyes studied me again, and a faint smile quirked her lips. "Perhaps it is just as well that I am not attracted to men, for I can see that it would be easy to fall for you, Milord Fox, and I imagine Lord Walter would have my head for that." "Then perhaps we can be friends. It has been a long time since I've had a true friend." If the Captain saw anything peculiar in the suggestion of friendship between the Captain of the Guards and a slave-boy, she didn't say so. Instead, that faint smile quirked her lips again. "I would like that, Fox." Then she rose and began the process of stirring her troops from their rest. I spent most of the afternoon deep in thought as we rode. Lord Walter rose at the head of the troop accompanied by the Captain and, by their expressions and gestures, they were discussing the relative merits of the various routes to our destination. I rode in the middle of the troop this time, and the Captain must have warned her men about being too friendly towards me because their attitude was cautiously polite. Ah, well, I thought; it wasn't the first time. In the meantime, I let my thoughts wander and wasn't too concerned that they tended to focus on the enigma that was my master. We stopped for another break in the late afternoon, and I felt my legs trembling as I stood on solid ground again. A little stretching was all I could manage before I sank to the ground with a groan, lying flat on my back. I refused offers of food although I gratefully accepted a skin of watered wine and drank thirstily. I wondered how much longer we would have to travel and groaned at the thought of climbing back into the saddle. Propping myself up on my elbows, I studied the men scattered around in various states of repose. I noted that two men walked or stood on the fringes of the resting group again, alert for any sign of danger, and grinned as I thought that the Captain was not taking any chances. Another man was saddling a fresh mount from the string of war-horses. I glanced around for the Captain and saw that she was talking to Lord Walter again and, more to the point, they were both looking at me. I dropped my head back on the ground and swore under my breath. I knew that they had seen my shaky dismount and were debating what was to be done with me. Images of being sent back to ride with the baggage cart, or left here with guards till the cart caught up, rose to mind. There was movement around me and I realized that the troop was mounting again. I pushed myself to my feet, biting my tongue to keep a groan from escaping, and moved toward my horse. "Fox, you'll be riding with me," Walter said, striding over to where I stood trying to summon the energy to put my foot in the stirrup. Captain Scully led over the freshly saddled mount, a blank expression on her face. I looked at Lord Walter suspiciously. "I'm fine. I can ride by myself." "Perhaps so, but I wish to talk with you privately, and it will best be served by having you sit before me." "Besides which," Captain Scully added, "I believe that your mount has picked up a stone and we have no spares safe for you to ride." I frowned at both of them, recognizing that I was being managed but I could hardly call either of them a liar - not unless I wanted to risk an encounter with that belt again. I sighed. "Very well." Lord Walter mounted. I put my foot on his and he held down his hand to pull me up easily to sit astride before him, then wrapped an arm around my waist to secure me close against him while the other hand took up the reins. I could feel myself flushing at the intimate closeness of our positions; I had never been this close to another man before, even last night, and I could feel his heat all the way down my back. A different kind of heat flashed through my groin and I bit back a groan, hoping that he wouldn't discover what his nearness was doing to me. A soft chuckle in my ear told me that my hopes were in vain. "Very flattering, cub. If we were alone, I might do something about that but you'll have to wait till we get home." The troop started off again and I welcomed the cooling breeze that fanned my flushed face. "How long before we reach your home?" "We've got several more hours of travel still. Relax - rest. You've had a busy couple of days." His voice was low and soothing against my ear and I fought the urge to close my eyes. "I'm not tired," I said steadily. "Tell me about your home." He was silent, and I turned my head to look at his face, worried that I might have offended him. I was surprised to find a soft smile on his face, his eyes focused elsewhere. "There's a place on the hills above the castle. It's a steep climb, but when you get there you can look out over the land below: the forest, the river, the fields. From there, the castle looks like a child's toy, as if you could reach out and pick it up and put it in your pocket." He paused and looked down at my face and smiled. "I'll take you to that place someday and you'll understand." "I'd like that," I said softly. "Good," he said, his face and voice returning to normal. "Now close your eyes and rest." I turned my head back to look forward, hiding the smile on my face. "Yes, Master." And, between the wine and my own fatigue, I slept. Chapter 6 Walter Dark was falling by the time our weary horses crossed the drawbridge and passed under the portcullis. Stableboys ran forward to our horses' heads and around me I heard my weary troops dismount. Captain Scully was at my stirrup, calling forward two soldiers to relieve me of my sleeping burden. Fox hardly stirred when he was transferred and I gestured for them to take him toward the manor house. I dismounted and rubbed my stiff arm; the lad may be slender but he had been a dead weight against my shoulder for the past two hours. "Good work, Captain," I said, clapping her on the shoulder. "Extra rations for your troop tonight and I think a ration of spirits." She smiled at me widely. "The men will appreciate that, my lord. Thank you." I nodded and moved on toward the manor in the wake of my sleeping companion. William, my steward, hurried down the steps with a smile on his face and torchbearers in his wake. "My lord, it is good to see you! You've been gone a long time." "Too long," I agreed, looking around me in satisfaction. "It is good to be home." William looked curiously at the burden the soldiers carried. "Did you find him on the road? Was the lad injured?" "No, he is merely exhausted. His name is Fox and he belongs to me. I bought him at the slave market." William's eyes widened in surprise but he said nothing, turning toward one of the pages. "Take him to my lord's chamber." "See that he is settled for the night - I doubt that he will wake. He is unaccustomed to travel." William nodded. "Any matters of import to be handled?" "Nothing that can't wait till morning, my lord. Not that I expect you'll pay me any heed on that matter. Should I have supper brought to your office?" I smiled. "You know me too well, William. Yes, that would be good." William sent another page off in search of his wife as we entered the manor, then headed off towards my chamber as I turned toward my office. I pulled off my riding gloves and settled behind my desk with a contented sigh. It was good to be home. I was sorting through the scrolls and documents on my desk when my housekeeper entered, beaming from ear to ear and bearing a tray. "Lord Walter, it's so good to have you home again. Though the Gods know that you shouldn't be messing about with business when you've just got home - not that you'll listen to me." "Don't fuss, Maggie," I said with a frown as I waved for her to set the tray on a side-table instead of on my papers. "You'll have a new target for your mothering skills. I've brought home another stray." "Another child, my lord?" "Hardly. Fox is eighteen, though he does tend to appear a bit younger." I picked up the mug from the tray and drained half of it. "And not an ounce of fat on him, by what I can see," William added, entering the office. "Maggie'll soon fix that. Is he settled?" "Sleeping like a babe. I took the liberty of removing his shirt and shoes so he could rest more comfortably." I nodded in thanks, occupied as I was in swallowing a hunk of bread and cheese. "Lord Walter bought him in the slave market," he informed his spouse in a carefully bland voice. Maggie frowned at me. "And just why would you be buying a slave boy in a common market, my lord?" My mouth was still occupied so I merely raised an eyebrow at her while her husband helpfully informed her, "The boy is in Lord Walter's bed." "A common slave boy?" "There is nothing 'common' about Fox," I informed her dryly. "His father was a Clerk at Court before he was accused of treason and the family imprisoned. Fox is well-born and something special. And you are not to be making a pet of him, Maggie," I said sternly. "The boy is having a hard enough time adjusting to his new life without you spoiling him." "A high-spirited lad?" I snorted. "To say the least." I pushed away the tray and rose to my feet. "Well, I expect that these will keep. I'm going to bed. William, we'll handle these matters in the morning. Notify my bailiff that I'll want to ride the estate the day after tomorrow." "Very good, my lord." I started down the corridor towards my chamber but not before I heard the exchange behind me. Softly - "He left the papers till morning. He's never done that before." Questioning - "Do you think this is the one?" "Who knows? Perhaps." And I smiled to myself as I walked. Yes. Perhaps. This just might be the one. Fox I woke mid-morning to an empty bed, although the indentation next to me proved that I had had a companion during my slumbers. I sat up and looked around the unfamiliar room and wondered where I was and how I had gotten there. The answers seemed simple enough - I must be in Lord Walter's home and this was more than likely his bed. My body was urgently reminding me that there were matters that needed to be taken care of and I located the necessary facilities, then stripped off my breeches and quickly washed in cold water. Chilled but awake, I dressed again - the same clothes as yesterday and somewhat the worse for wear, but I had no others. Then I looked around the room, trying to determine what I should do next. My stomach was growling and I was aware that I had missed at least two meals if not more, but I could hardly go roaming around the castle without my master's permission. I straightened the bed and picked up the discarded clothing, setting them aside for the laundress, then unpacked the saddlebags lying across one of the chairs. The book of poetry was there and, after a moment of hesitation, I curled up in a chair and opened it. I was deeply absorbed in reading when a knock came on the door. Guiltily, I dropped the book onto the chair and called out, "Come!" then realized that it was hardly appropriate for a slave to be giving orders and I started towards the door. A stocky, pleasant-faced, older man stood in the doorway and he smiled at me. "Good morning, Fox. I'm William, Lord Walter's steward. He asked me to bring you to his office, if you were awake. Follow me." I followed in his wake, casting curious eyes around me as I tried to get my bearings. Evidently Lord Walter's chambers ran along the entire East Side of the house. As we turned left around a corner, I could see the Great Hall through an archway to my left and the entry hall to my right. William continued forward and stopped at a doorway along the west corridor, tapping on the door before opening it and entering. Lord Walter looked up as we entered. "Ah, good! Fox, take a seat over there - I have need of your copying skills." I obediently sat down at the small clerk's desk in the corner, checking the shelf for supplies. He brought over a scrap of parchment with a hasty scrawl on it. "This is a summons for my castellans. I need five copies in a fair hand. Do the first and let me see it before you start on the rest." I nodded and dutifully set to work, ruefully reflecting that I had become a clerk after all. The first copy was approved and I set to work on the rest. As I worked, I became aware that my empty stomach was once more protesting its ill treatment. I wrapped an arm around my stomach in an effort to muffle the sound and concentrated on my work. Lord Walter was discussing a legal ruling regarding sheep that had strayed onto another crofter's lands with William and he paused to make a note. Into the sudden silence, my stomach decided to make its presence known again. Loudly. Walter's head jerked up and he looked around with a frown. "What was that?" William coughed slightly. "I believe it was Fox's stomach, my lord." Walter turned and fixed that frown on me. "Fox, was that you?" "Um - yes, my lord." "When did you last eat?" "Yesterday. At the first stop, sir." Walter gave an exasperated sigh and threw his pen down on his desk. "And why didn't you eat when you awakened this morning? There was bread and fruit on the table in my chamber." "That was your food, Master," I said quietly. "By all the - " Walter broke off his oath and rubbed his hand across his eyes. "Fox, you have my permission to eat and drink anything in my chambers. Are we clear on that?" "Yes, sir. Should I return there?" "From the sound of that growl, it will hardly be satisfied with bread. William, take Fox out to the kitchens and have Maggie feed him. You can finish the scrolls after that, Fox." "Yes, sir." I followed William out of the room and saw him look over at me with a grin. "You're a right handful, aren't you, Fox?" Evidently no reply was expected to that remark. "The kitchen is this way. Maggie - that's my wife - is the housekeeper here and she'll see that Cook finds you something hot and filling." That sounded wonderful and my stomach agreed, and William chuckled again. "Have you worked for Lord Walter for long?" I asked as he led me out the back of the hall and across the kitchen gardens. William nodded. "I've been with his lordship all his life, and I've been steward here since he took over the management when he was a lad younger than you. He's a good man - a bit short- tempered at times and rough with his tongue." He chuckled. "Although there should be less of that now, and there's plenty as will be glad that you've come here, lad." Wonderful. Just what I needed to boost my self-confidence -the knowledge that the entire estate was counting on my sexual prowess to keep Lord Walter satisfied and off their backs. We entered the kitchens and William called out to a small, dark- haired woman who was checking the contents of a barrel in a storeroom with a frown. She crossed to us, wiping her hands on her apron, and looked me over in quick appraisal. "Well, you must be his lordship's Fox." "Lord Walter would like you to find young Fox something to eat. It seems the lad has missed several meals and his stomach is sorely troubling him over it." Maggie beamed at me as if learning that I was hungry was the best news she had ever heard. "We'll set you to rights, lad. Go on back to his lordship, Bill. I'll bring the young man back to his office when he's done eating." William nodded and hurried off with a reassuring smile at me, and Maggie looked me over again. "My stars, lad, you're nothing but skin and bone! Where have you been that you got so thin?" "Prison," I said dryly. Maggie made clucking noises and muttered something about "putting decent young lads in prison" as she settled me at a trestle table and called out orders to the kitchen staff. Two giggling servant wenches brought over a plate of broken meats, a loaf of bread, and a mug of beer, setting them on the table before me and trying to flirt with me until I was red with embarrassment. "Off with you light-skirts!" Maggie ordered, seeing my embarrassment. "He belongs to His Lordship and is not for common trollops like you!" She settled across the table from me and gestured at the plate before me. "Well, go on, boy! It's not much but it should fill your stomach till dinner." Not much? Compared to what I'd eaten over the past month, this was a feast and I set upon it like a ravenous animal. Maggie kept me company with an endless stream of small talk about the estate and its inhabitants until, by the end of the meal, I felt I knew the denizens of the manor intimately. Maggie surveyed my clean plate with beaming approval and took my mug to refill it, returning with a small tart in the other hand. "Fresh out of the oven and filled to bursting with blackberries," she announced, setting it down with a wink. "I doubt that anyone will notice that one tart has gone missing." I didn't protest, not even once, before that tart and I became one. It had been so long since I had tasted anything so good and she beamed at me again when I told her that. "I don't hold by fancy dishes here, not as some prefer," she announced with a sniff, and I had a feeling that she was referring to the late mistress, "but you'll get good, solid, nourishing food at my table. We'll have flesh on those bones of yours by winter." "Thank you, ma'am. You're being very good to me." "Such a well-mannered lad - his lordship said there was nothing common about you and he was right." I flushed a little at that, then began to think that Lord Walter would be expecting me back to finish the scrolls. Another thought occurred to me. "When does Lord Walter eat luncheon? Surely it is past time." Maggie shook her head in amusement. "He'll send for a tray when he gets hungry -although like as not he's so buried in his papers that he won't notice till dinner. Aye, and growl about it like a wounded bear." "I'll take his lunch to him," I offered. "I've got to finish my work anyway." Maggie gave me a look that I couldn't read, then laughed softly. "Aye, lad. I believe you'll have him eating out of your hand in a month." She stood and, in a matter of minutes, handed me a tray laden with a roasted bird among other things, and then she hefted a pitcher and led the way. Lord Walter looked up as I entered with the tray, followed by Maggie, and growled, "Maggie, I didn't ask for luncheon. I'm too busy right now to stop." "Don’t blame Dame Margaret. It was my idea. You haven't eaten and it's past time." I stood in front of the desk, my eyes fixed on the tray in my hands, but I could feel the glare that he directed at me. "Fox, you appear to have forgotten who is in charge here," he growled. "You are, Master," I said, moving toward the side table. "Shall I set the tray down here, sir?" "You - oh hell - just set it down anywhere!" I carefully set the tray down and turned back to him with my head bowed. "Shall I finish the scrolls, sir?" "Oh for the Gods' sake - Maggie, take him out of here! The brat needs new clothing - get your women working on it." Remembering an earlier lesson, I backed my way toward the door. It was only when I was in the hallway that I gave into the shaking and leaned weakly against the wall. Lord Walter would no doubt beat me for my audacity later. A low chuckle caught my attention, and I looked over at Maggie in stunned surprise. "Did I say a month? I give him two weeks at most!" She tugged at my sleeve, laughing again at the look on my face. "Come on, lad. Let's see about getting you some new clothes." Chapter 7 Walter I looked over at William to find him grinning at me and glared. "And what are you smiling about, idiot?" "You, my lord. You just chastised the lad for neglecting to eat and he turned around and caught you at it. It's about time that you had someone to look after you." "I didn't buy him to be a nursery-maid," I growled. "I bought him to warm my bed and serve as my clerk." William walked over to the desk where Fox had completed two more of the scrolls, examining them. "He has a fine hand, my lord. Unusual to find in a slave." I set down my pen and frowned. "His father was a Clerk at Court. He was accused of treason and the family - well you know what happens to the family of traitors. His parents are dead, his sister gone. The boy himself was at University before this happened." "An educated lad hardly makes a good bedwarmer, my lord." "In any case, that is my concern and not yours, William." "Certainly, my lord. I just hope that you don't set your heart on this boy returning your affection." "My affection - are you daft? He's a slave, not my lover or consort." "Just as long as you remember that, my lord." I was sitting there at my desk, brooding about his words, when Maggie entered to fetch the tray. "Your Fox is with the tailors, my lord. They're fitting a tunic and breeches to him now, and they'll have two sets of clothing ready by the morning and the rest within a few days. And the bootmaker has taken his measurement but it'll be a week before the boots are ready. He'll need a decent cloak before winter, too. I'll have to send into the village for heavy woolens - or would you prefer fur?" "He's a slave boy, Maggie, not a child's doll to be dressed up." "Aye, and that's something I don't understand. Fox told me about his family but I don't understand why you bought him." "If I hadn't, Sir John Smythe would have bought him. And I have the feeling that Sir John triggered the events that led to the accusation against his father." "Dear Lady!" Even here, rumors of Sir John's unnatural influences and tastes were beginning to spread. "But surely you could free him, keep him here as a clerk." "I have no power to free him. It was the King's writ that imprisoned and enslaved him, and only the King can release him." "I see." Maggie slowly walked toward the door with the tray. "It's been a long time since you had anyone here to share your bed." I eyed her with a frown, certain that this was leading somewhere. "Yes, it has been." "Why Fox?" "Because I own him and want him. What is this about, Maggie? You've never questioned my preferences before now." "It's just - he's such a young and innocent lad." I growled and wondered why everyone persisted in viewing me as a debaucher of the young. "He is eighteen, Maggie and, although he is a virgin with men, he has tumbled more than one girl at University. Hell, at eighteen I was a married man and would have been a father if Sharon had been fertile." Maggie sighed. "Yes, my lord. If you wish to change before dinner, you had best do so." I growled, irritated at my staff's insistence in meddling in my affairs, and picked up my pen again. I didn't have time to change - didn't really have time for dinner; I had not gotten everything done that I needed to, and I was going to be away from the castle for two days. An hour later, I had made a sizable dent in the work before me when there was a knock on the door and Fox entered. "Dinner, my lord." "Coming," I said absently, then something registered and I called out, "Fox!" He came back in and I grinned. "New clothes?" He looked down at the green tunic and brown breeches and grinned back at me. "Better? A little less like socks on a rooster?" I capped my pen and rose, joining him at the door. "Much better." The Hall was humming with talk and laughter when I entered, and I felt myself relax. I liked being here, among my people, so many of them familiar to me for years. I stopped to exchange a greeting with one, to congratulate another on the birth of his first child, aware of Fox following on my heels and the curious glances cast at him. I took my place at the High Table alone, a usual occurrence since I did not encourage visitors, and Fox brought me a bowl of water for washing my hands and a towel to dry them. The pages brought out the platters of meat and vegetables, and I found that I had a healthy appetite after all. I saw Captain Scully enter the Hall, stopping to speak to a few of her men, before taking her seat at the table with her foster parents. I saw her glance in my direction and then past me briefly, and I glanced over my shoulder to see that Fox had taken his place along the wall behind me. "Fox," I called and he came forward to my side, kneeling. "Master?" "I'm bored with my own company. Sit. Entertain me." He hesitated, surprised, and I called over one of the pages. "A plate and cup for the boy. Talking is thirsty work." I was aware of the looks being exchanged in the hall as Fox settled into the seat at my right hand, muttering a polite thanks to the page as he set out a plate and cup. I gestured for the page to fill Fox's wineglass and I carved a slice of beef from the platter, forking it onto his plate along with a selection of vegetables. "So, Fox, tell me what you think of your new home so far." I pulled his plate closer to me so that I could cut the meat since he didn't have an eating knife, then decided that this would be a good lesson for both young Fox and my well-meaning-but- interfering staff. I speared a piece of the meat and held it up for Fox to eat. Hesitantly, he opened his mouth and pulled the tidbit off the fork, chewing it carefully. "It's different from what I'm used to - but very nice," he added hastily. I held up another morsel. From his flushed face, I could tell that he was embarrassed to be fed like this but he would get used to it - and I could have commanded that he kneel beside my chair while I fed him. "Different - how so?" "We lived in a house in Town since I was a child, so that Father could be near the Court. It was a large house as such things go in town, with a small garden in the back, but nowhere near as large as this. And, of course, we didn't have a fortress surrounding us." He frowned at the piece of carrot that I held up to his lips. "I don't like carrots." "I don't recall asking you what you liked." Reluctantly, he opened his mouth again and accepted the forkful of the hated vegetable, reaching for his goblet as soon as he had swallowed. I continued to feed him in between prompting him to talk and there were no further protests. I smiled - Fox was a quick learner, I thought, although I had no doubt that we would continue to have tussles of will. As a reward, I picked up a fruit tart in my fingers and held it up to his mouth. His eyes lit up and he carefully ate the sweet out of my fingers. The sight of those sharp white teeth made me wonder how they would feel on my skin and I felt a flash of heat run through my body. "You missed some," I murmured, leaning over to lick a trail of berry juice off his full lower lip. I felt his sharp intake of breath. "Master, they are watching us," he murmured as I released his mouth. "Good. I don't want there to be any doubt that you belong to me." I held my fingers up to his mouth. "Clean them." Obediently, he licked the crumbs and berry juice off each finger then, to my surprise, sucked each digit into his mouth for a more thorough cleaning. His eyes flickered up to mine briefly, and I caught fire at the intense look in those chameleon-green depths. I leaned closer to him, murmuring in his ear, "You have the soul of a courtesan, my Fox. So hot, so eager for me. I could take you right here, on this table, and you wouldn't care who was watching. Can you see that, my sweet slave? Your naked chest pressed against this hard table while I filled that hot, tight ass again and again, pounding into you until you came screaming my name." I heard the groan that escaped from him and brushed my fingers over his groin. "Yes, you like that, don't you? You are already hard and eager for me." Fox released the fingers that he had been sucking and opened the eyes that he had squeezed shut while I talked. "Please, Master," he murmured, his eyes hot and begging. I chuckled and brushed my fingers over his lips and down his cheek. "Bedtime, Fox." I rose from the table and gestured to William to resume his place when he would have come to my side. "Don't interrupt your meal, William. I shall be turning in for the night." "Yes, my lord," he said and his eyes flicked over to where Fox stood. "Your bailiff will be ready in the morning." "Good. Come, Fox." Once we were in my chamber, Fox quickly undressed me and helped me into my bedrobe, then followed me down the hallway to the bathing chamber. I slipped off my robe and eased into the water, unable to prevent the blissful sigh that escaped from me as the warm water eased the tensions of the past month away. I opened my eyes and looked over at Fox. "Join me, boy." He readily stripped off his clothes and slid into the water, reminding me a little of the sleek water creatures that I had seen off the northern coast. The surprise on his face at the warmth of the water made me laugh. "The water comes from a warm underground spring. The Romans discovered it and built a palace here and over time the various owners have added the fortifications and the manor house. The mineral water was the only thing that could soothe my mother's aching bones and joints during her last years." "It feels good," Fox admitted. "That's not the only thing that feels good," I said, and pulled the slave over to straddle my lap. "Your skin feels as smooth as a seal, except where the hair is growing out. I will shave you again after our bath." I stifled the protest with my mouth, and he responded with a tentative eagerness to my kisses. I coaxed his mouth open, drinking again of that sweet warmth, relishing the delicious shiver that ran through him as I slowly explored his mouth. One hand held his head in place while the other gently caressed his back but I attempted no further explorations with my hands, concentrating on our kisses. I intended to take this seduction very slowly. I released his mouth and let my lips travel over his face: the slight youthful stubble of his cheeks, the sleek warmth of skin over fine bone of his temples, the closed eyes, the line of his nose which made his face distinctive instead of merely pretty. My mouth moved back to his and he opened to me without hesitation this time, eagerly welcoming me back. My cock began to harden and move against his, and I heard him breathe in sharply, startled and aroused at the same time. "Time to take this elsewhere." He dried me carefully and helped me into my robe, then I fetched the shaving supplies and removed the light stubble re-emerging over his body. He flushed in embarrassment as I shaved his genitals but I ignored him - in time, he would become accustomed to this. I ordered him back into the pool to rinse, then ran my hand over his skin to check that nothing had been missed, enjoying the slick feeling under my fingers. I had had male lovers before, some with even more hair than me, and had enjoyed the feel of their hair against my skin but there was something exotic about this absolute nakedness. Once Fox had dried off, we returned to my chamber and I settled down in my chair in front of the fire. Something hard poked at my thigh, and I found the slender book I had been reading at Reggie's tucked in the cushions. I pulled it out and looked at it, puzzled at how it had gotten there, then glanced over at Fox as he moved around the room, putting away my clothes and straightening the room. Of course - he must have found it when he was unpacking my saddlebag and had been indulging in a little reading. I set the book on the table and resolved to talk with Fox about that later. Fox came over to kneel in front of me, my belt in his hands, and I felt a rush of pride that he had remembered my instructions from two days past even though he was obviously reluctant to submit to this. "All right, Fox. We have two days to cover since you were too tired last night for us to attend to this. What are your transgressions?" He took a deep breath and I waited, curious as to what Fox would feel were his failings. I was unaware of any major faults, although there had been token protests on a number of items. "I didn't finish the scrolls that you ordered me to copy -that's one. Then I argued with you about changing horses, and shaving - oh, and those carrots. That's two each. And your lunch - I forced that upon you which I had no right to do, which I suppose is being disobedient and that's three. Ten total." His hands holding the belt trembled slightly but his voice was firm and steady. "It occurs to me, Fox, that you are going to be overly hard on yourself. I hadn't thought of that - most slaves try to avoid punishment for their actions." His head jerked up, his eyes meeting mine, confused. "Master? I don't understand." "I told you to leave the scrolls for later, so there will be no punishment for that. As to your 'arguing' - as I recall in each of those instances, you voiced a brief protest and, when I insisted, you acquiesced. That is permissible, therefore, there will be no punishment for those items. Although I will no longer accept any protest about shaving. You know that I require that of you and there will be no further comments allowed. Now, about the final item." I leaned over and cupped Fox's chin with my hand. "How can I possibly find fault with your wanting to take care of me? I am touched that you would think to do such a thing. You expressed more concern over my well-being than you took for yourself, and that is the only real fault I have to find with you." "Sir?" "I will not have you missing any more meals, Fox. You are already undernourished from your ordeal, and I will not have you jeopardize your health. And what good to me is a slave who is fainting from hunger? Furthermore, I do not wish to be interrupted while working or making love by your protesting stomach. So I will add this to the list of punishable offenses. From now on, you will receive one stroke for every meal that you miss unless you have a very good excuse, and you will get one stroke tonight as a reminder of this. Am I understood, Fox?" "Yes, Master," he said faintly, looking at the ground. "So that is eleven total?" "I just said 'one', Fox." "But you said that if my count and yours differed that I would receive both combined." I bit back my exasperation. "That is only if your count is lower than mine, boy. If I choose to give you less strokes than you think you deserve, you won't be penalized for it." He looked greatly relieved. "Thank you, sir. Where do you want me?" I pointed toward a bench over to the side. It was uncomfortably hard, of the right height, and had cross braces underneath where he could hold on. "Over that." Fox nodded and moved into position, bent over the bench with his head nearly touching the floor on the other side and his bottom raised. I readied myself to administer the whipping then recalled something that I had wanted to discuss. "One moment, Fox. The last time I whipped you, you made no sound. Is that how you were taught to receive punishment?" I could see his hair brush the floor as he nodded. "My father - if I made a sound, he would whip me twice as hard." I rested one hand reassuringly on his back. "I won't do that, boy. I prefer to know that the punishment is making some impression on you, so you may cry or scream or make any noise you wish. If you remain silent, I may think that I am not striking hard enough. On the other hand, I do know the difference between a genuine reaction and playacting, so don't expect that carrying- on as if you were dying will lighten your punishment." His body jerked at that and I saw his head nod again. "All right, Fox. Only one stroke tonight." He gripped the cross-brace and I could see his whole body tense. I ran my hand over his back for a moment, steadying him, then raised my hand and administered one sharp blow across both cheeks where he would feel it in the morning. I felt the startled whoosh of breath, the choked off sound, and caressed his back again. "All over, boy. You may get up." Fox stood, took the belt from me, and hung it up in the wardrobe, then returned to stand in front of me, eyeing me uncertainly. I smiled and touched his face gently, stroking his cheek. "And now, my Fox, I am going to claim you for my own." I could feel the slight tremble in his body. "You have nothing to fear, my sweet one. I'll take care to give you the most pleasure and the least pain possible." "Thank you, Master." I pulled him into my arms, my mouth seeking his. Fox's mouth was hot against mine, his body warm and pliant, and I fell into that warmth willingly. I caressed his back with my hands, ran my hands over his firm ass, and bent my head to tongue one of those tempting nipples, loving the groan that escaped from his lips. "Gods…master…please…" That begging voice sent fire straight to my cock and I pushed him down onto the bed, pinning his body beneath mine as I continued teasing his nipples. He continued to make helpless noises, his hands clutching at the covers, as my mouth moved down over his belly towards the rising evidence of his arousal. A sudden pounding on the door made me swear and I raised my head to glare at the door. "It had better be damned important!" "Lord Walter, it's an urgent matter." It was Captain Scully's voice. "The baggage train was attacked." "What?" I sat up and ran my hand over my head, then looked back at Fox, lying flushed and panting and naked on my bed. I sighed - duty came first. I pulled the sheet over Fox, pulled my bedgown back on, and went to open the door. "Come in, Captain." Captain Scully entered, carefully averting her eyes from the bed where Fox was still sprawled, half-covered by the sheet, trying to catch his breath. "What is the situation?" "I sent fresh guards out this morning to relieve the guards with the baggage carts. One of the guards has just returned with the report that the baggage carts and their escort had been attacked, the guards killed so there is no way to identify the attackers. By the looks of it, several of their men were hurt or killed but they took the bodies with them." I frowned. "Unusual behavior for thieves. What did they take?" "Nothing, sir." I stared at the Amazon. "Nothing?" "No, sir. They tore apart the wagon - goods were strewn everywhere - but nothing appeared to be missing." "Why in hell would thieves attack an escorted baggage train and then not take anything - " I stopped and turned to look at the figure now sitting quietly on the bed. "My thoughts exactly, sir." Captain Scully stared into the fire, obviously reluctant to continue. "Slaves generally ride with the baggage. It appears you were right to be concerned about his safety, sir." I looked back at the young captain and started to speak but a tight, flat voice interrupted me. "How many?" We both turned to look at the bed. Fox was sitting up against the headboard, his arms wrapped around his legs, his face absolutely white. "How many?" he repeated. "How many did they kill?" Captain Scully looked back at me, her face clearly asking if she should answer. I shook my head at the Captain and Fox launched himself off the bed, unconcerned about his nakedness, eyes blazing in that pale face as he confronted the Captain. "Damn it, I asked you how many!" There was a ring of authority in that voice, an echo of the man he had been just a month prior, a man accustomed to having his orders obeyed. Before I could speak, the Captain automatically responded to that voice. "Eight guards, sir. Plus the two drivers." If possible, Fox's face went even whiter. "Ten. Ten people killed because of me." "That will be all, Captain," I said firmly. "Take a detail out in the morning. Escort the train back. And see that the dead are brought back to receive proper burial. I'll talk with William and make sure that their families are cared for." Captain Scully nodded and hastily left the room while Fox turned desperate eyes toward me. "You've got to send me back." "I have no intention of doing that." "Sir John is behind this, and he'll stop at nothing to get me - surely you can see that!" "Of course. But I don't intend to let him have you. You belong to me and you will remain with me." Fox's eyes blazed at me. "You knew that this might happen! That's why you had me ride with you instead of with the baggage! Those people are dead because of me - and you could have prevented it!" He swung at me, wildly, and I ducked his blow and pinned him against my body, my arm holding him immobilized in a headlock, his back against my chest. "That'll be enough of that!" I growled in his ear. He struggled ineffectively, his body still too weak from his past ordeal to put up much of a fight, then sagged against me. "Are we done with this, Fox?" "Yes, sir," he murmured, his eyes closed. I eased my hold on him but didn't completely release him - I thought that he would likely collapse if I did. "Fox," I said gently in his ear, "if you give yourself up to Sir John, it will not bring the dead back to life. This was his doing, not yours. You are not to blame." A sob wracked the slender body and I swung him up into my arms, settling into the chair by the fire with him on my lap. He buried his face against my nightshirt and, for the first time since I had met him, wept in my arms. Fox All the tears that had been held back over the past horrible month spilt over. I wept for my dead parents, for my missing sister. I wept for the guards and the drivers. And I wept for myself, for a life lost and innocence destroyed. And while I wept, warm, strong arms held me close while a gentle hand rubbed my back and a soft voice murmured in my ear. I don't know what he said - I was too lost in my own grief to absorb the words -but the meaning was clear. I was here, I was safe, I was cared for, I belonged to him. I belonged here. I drew comfort from that, from the large, warm body cradling me, and slipped into exhausted slumber. I awoke the next morning in bed, alone. Again. Really, I thought with amusement, this was getting to be a habit. I rolled over in the bed, stretching out, and found my face pressed against a pillow - his pillow - with his scent still clinging to it. I sat up, hugging it to my chest, and breathed deeply, then grinned to myself. I was acting like a lovesick idiot. There was a rap at the door and I hastily released the pillow. "Come!" A servant girl opened the door and Maggie entered with a tray, beaming at me. "So you are awake now? Lord Walter asked me to make sure you ate this morning." She set the tray down over by the fireplace and poked up the fire; autumn was setting in and the mornings were becoming quite chilly. I quickly slipped on my discarded breeches, glad for the fire's warmth as I settled down to eat my breakfast. Behind me, I could hear the maidservant stripping and remaking the bed, bundling up the sheets and the dirty clothes I had set aside before leaving the room. "Where is Lord Walter?" I asked around a mouthful of food. "Is he in his study already?" Maggie was sorting through a pile of cloth that the maidservant had set down and she shook her head. "Lord Walter's gone out riding the grounds with his bailiff. He won't return till tomorrow evening." "Oh," I said, disappointed. "William will be fetching you after breakfast to finish some copy work for Lord Walter. In the meantime, here are some of the new clothes that have been finished and you might wish to bathe. Have you seen the bathing chamber yet?" I nodded. "Lord Walter showed it to me last evening." "Good. Take your time, and when you are ready you will find William in Lord Walter's office." She patted my cheek and bustled off. I quickly finished my meal and stripped off my clothes, then made my way to the bathing chamber, sinking down into the warm water blissfully. For a long time I was content to drift and let the warmth sink into my muscles. I was still a little stiff from our long journey but not as bad as the previous day. Then I remembered that Lord Walter had left work for me and would not be pleased by his slave idling away his time. I sat up and washed quickly, then wrapped a towel around my body and returned to Lord Walter's chamber. There were two sets of clothes on the bed and I chose a tunic and breeches in shades of blue, dressing quickly while reveling in the thought of new clothes after so long, something I had taken for granted before my imprisonment. My boots would not be ready for another week, so I slipped the soft-shoes back on my feet and went in search of William. He looked up with a smile as I entered the office. "You look much better this morning, young Fox. Amazing what a few hot meals and clean clothes will do, isn't it?" I agreed and started towards the little desk, but William stopped me. "Before you settle down, his lordship wanted me to give you a complete tour, including the manor and the castle itself. He may need to send you on errands and you'll need to know where everything is. Then he has those summons for you to finish and a letter that he drafted to the local merchants' guild that he'd like you to copy out in a fair hand. That should keep you occupied for today. You'll be taking your meals in here or in his lordship's chamber, not in the Hall." I nodded. "Good. Then let's go over the outside first." We spent the better part of the morning going over the castle. I had never been inside such a one before, and it was like a small village within the sheltering walls of the castle. There were the kitchens with their gardens, the stables, barns and storage buildings, a small shrine, mews and a kennel. William introduced me to the blacksmith and the dogboy, the head groom and the stable boys, the master falconer and the cook. He pointed out the soldiers' barracks, which were in part of the outer keep, and took me into the armory where he introduced me to the Sergeant- at-Arms, Jerry Lamana, who was also the Captain's deputy. "You're not to go near the soldiers' barracks, Fox; if Lord Walter sends you on an errand there, you are to find the Captain or Sergeant Lamana or, if you can't find one of them, send a page to find them." At my inquiring look he said, with a smile, "They're a rough lot, Fox, uneducated and simple men. I doubt that they'd lay a finger on you - not with you being under his lordship's protection - but men in their cups will act without thinking. Better safe than sorry. Lord Walter said that you're to consider that a punishable offense." I nodded and followed him back into the manor house as he said, "Before the manor was built, the castellan and his family lived in that keep," and he pointed out a sturdy keep behind the hall. "Not the most comfortable of places, but safe and that's where you'll go if the castle should come under attack. Even if the outer walls are breached, we could hold off attackers from there till rescue came. That's where we accommodate most guests -not that we have many since Lord Walter chooses not to entertain. There's also guest chambers on the second floor of the manor, as well as my chamber and the Captain's." "I understand that the late king built this house." William nodded. "Before that, there was just the Roman bathhouse on this spot, where the spring came to the surface. But Lord Walter's mother couldn't abide the cold of the keep -even as a young woman she had the joint sickness - so he built this house for her. That's why the lord's chambers are on the first floor instead of the second - so she wouldn't have to climb stairs." "He must have loved her a great deal." "He did," William said quietly. "Do you know the story?" I shook my head. "She was dedicated to the Lady by her parents when she was a child and sent to the Isle of Maidens to take the Veil in the Lady's service. One day, the Maidens came to the mainland to gather herbs for their healing. The King rode by and caught sight of Lady Anne. I've heard that when their eyes met it was like magic. She put down the herbs she had been gathering, walked over to him, and he lifted her into the saddle before him without either saying a word. There was no need. Their eyes had already spoken. "The priests forbade them to marry because she was dedicated to the Lady, and they said that the joint sickness she developed was punishment from the Gods. They didn't seem to care; King Stephen brought her here and they were blissfully happy together and a year later Lord Walter was born. When she became ill, he built this house for her and he was faithful to her for ten years until her death. He only married the Queen at the insistence of the Council that he provide a legitimate heir, although I think he hoped to convince them to accept Lord Walter. The priests would not consecrate him as heir; there is no love lost between Lord Walter and the High Priest because of his mother. But his lordship is happiest here - he would not have wanted to be king." William finished showing me the second floor of the manor, pointing out his chamber and the Captain's in case I needed to bring a message during the night, then we went back down to the main floor. "There's one more room that his lordship wanted me to show you. He wanted me to save it for last." He walked past Lord Walter's office and opened a door, gesturing for me to enter. I did so, then halted in amazement. I stood in the middle of a room about half again as big as the office. A fireplace burned at one end with a couple chairs drawn up before it. A long table littered with maps stood to one side, along with an inlaid scale model of the kingdom with flags marking the defensive castles. But it was the far wall that caught my attention: between two floor-to-ceiling windows stood shelf after shelf of books. The scent of leather and fine paper filled the air. "Lord Walter left a letter for you on the table," William said. "I'll have your lunch brought here shortly." I heard the door close behind me but I barely noticed. On numb feet, I moved forward and picked up the letter, blinking to bring it into focus. Fox - You will be able to make good use of this library as I expect you to continue your studies. I have requested a copy of your transcript and, upon my return, we will set up a program of study for you to pursue outside of your regular duties. I doubt that you will find documented studies verifying other Planes of Existence among these books, but I am sure that I will be able to procure any legitimate resources that you require for your studies. W. I blinked my eyes rapidly to prevent tears from spilling onto the precious parchment and carefully folded it, tucking it into my pouch. Then I gave into the library's siren call and ran caressing hands over the spines of the books, lovingly touching old friends and rejoicing over new acquaintances to be made. And, as I fell asleep that night tucked around a volume of Plato's Dialogs, I dreamed of brown eyes meeting mine across an open marketplace and of magic. Chapter 8 Walter Darkness was falling as I crossed under the portcullis and entered the courtyard with my bailiff and the small troop of guards that had accompanied us. I sent them off towards their long-delayed meals and entered the manor, stripping off my gloves as I did so. I hesitated in the entryway, then turned to my right and headed towards the library. As I opened the door, I caught firelight glinting off brown hair and smiled. "I thought I would find you here." There was the sound of a heavy tome hitting the floor and then a slender figure was throwing himself into my arms and pressing kisses over my face in between thanks and impossible declarations of devotion and obedience. I laughed and returned a kiss that had managed to land on my lips, then gently removed the arms that threatened to strangle me. "Slowly, Fox, slowly. And breathe before you pass out." Fox laughed and released me. "Sorry, Master. I've been saving up everything that I wanted to say and it just came out at once. Have you eaten yet or did you just arrive?" "Just arrived and, yes, I'm hungry but I'd like to get clean first." "Of course, sir." Fox took a moment to bank the fire and carefully place the volume he'd been reading on the desk, then he led the way to the bathing chamber where he quickly stripped me. After I slid into the water with a grateful sigh, he murmured that he'd be back in a few minutes and slipped out with my dirty clothes. I closed my eyes and just let myself drift, and it seemed only moments later that Fox returned with my bedgown over one arm and balancing a tray with the other. He set the tray down next the bathing pool and shed his own clothes, then slipped into the water and began carefully washing my body. I watched his face as he concentrated on his task. "So what did you do while I was gone?" "I went with William on a tour of the castle and he gave me your instructions about the barracks." Mischievous grey-green eyes flicked up at him before returning to their task. "And I hear and obey, Master." "Impertinent imp," I growled mockingly, reaching around to pinch a bare ass cheek. He laughed at that and squirmed out of reach. Considering that the last time I had seen him awake he had been in tears, I was pleased at the change. "What else?" "I finished the scrolls and letters, and William went over them so they are just awaiting your seal. I ate three meals today and three meals yesterday, and Maggie can vouch that I cleaned my plate. I stayed out of trouble and began reading Plato's Dialogs. Did you know that he wrote about a lost island called Atlantis that was supposed to be a perfect society? He briefly mentions it in 'Timaeus', which I've read, but describes it in detail in 'Critias' - I hadn't been able to get my hands on that one till I found it in your library. It seems that this Atlantis was possibly settled by beings from another world and mysteriously destroyed - " "Fox," I interrupted. "Another time, please." Fox flushed. "Sorry, Master. Sometimes I get a little carried away." I chuckled. "I can see that." I caressed a soft cheek affectionately, then again in surprise and ran a hand over his chest. "You shaved." He nodded, flushing and ducking his head in embarrassment. "You - um - weren't here to do it last night and I know that you like me to be smooth so I did it myself. I had a little trouble in some areas but overall - " He had no chance to finish as I pulled him close and kissed him soundly. When I let him go again, he grinned and said, "Well, if I had known you were going to kiss me like that every time I shave, I wouldn't have objected in the first place." "Impudence," I said and settled him so that he straddled my lap. "I can see that I'm going to have to keep my eye on you if you're going to get so saucy when I'm gone just two days." "I like the sound of that," Fox said, then reached for the tray beside my head. He held a tidbit of meat before my lips and his eyes twinkled at me. "My turn to feed you, Master." "Definitely getting out of hand," I growled but opened my mouth and let him feed me. I nipped at his fingers and he drew them back with a laugh. He finished feeding me, then hauled me out of the pool and back to my chamber where, to my surprise, he settled me on the bed and began massaging my back. I relished the warm weight of his body as he straddled my buttocks and marveled at the strength of those clever fingers as he worked out all the knots and tension from two days in the saddle and a night lying on the hard ground. I felt my eyes drift closed under his loving ministration and let myself slide into sleep. Fox By the time I realized that my massage wasn't only relaxing his muscles but was putting him to sleep it was too late. Lord Walter was deep in slumber and not even a nibble on an earlobe or a murmur in his ear could wake him. I sat back on my heels, frustrated beyond belief, and gave up. Another night of celibacy. I realized in amusement that it had been almost a week since Lord Walter had bought me and I was still a virgin. And it looked like that wasn't going to change anytime soon. I got out of bed and dressed in my discarded clothes, then set about sorting Lord Walter's clothing. His tunic and breeches went into the pile for the laundress but he had worn a heavy padded garment over top his clothes that felt like it had plates stitched into it and I had no idea what to do with it. I slipped out of the room with it and padded upstairs to the Captain's room, tapping lightly on her door. A moment later, she opened it and looked at me in surprise. "Milord Fox?" I held up the garment. "This is Lord Walter's and I have no idea what to do with it." She laughed and shook her head. "One moment." I waited in the doorway while she disappeared into her room and returned a moment later with her boots on. "Follow me, Fox." The Captain led me across the courtyard to the armory and pointed toward a padded form that looked like a tailor's dummy. "Put it on that. In the morning I'll show you how to clean it and check for tears and missing plates." "Thanks," I said and she nodded, suppressing a yawn. I recalled that she had just returned that day as well, escorting the remains of the baggage carts and the bodies of men that she had commanded. "I'm sorry - you must be exhausted." "I'm fine." She looked at me sideways as we returned to the manor. "How about you, Fox? Are you settling in okay?" I shrugged. "As well as can be expected. I'm glad that Lord Walter is back." "You like him, don't you?" The question could have been phrased in a way that would have been suggestive or lewd or disgusted, but Captain Scully said it almost rhetorically, answering her own question. I nodded. "Yes. He's been fair in his treatment of me - more than fair," I added, recalling the library. "He's indulged me in a way that no other master would have, been patient with my mistakes. I think he could be very harsh if I disobeyed him, but he's also been kind." "And you don't mind about the sex?" I flushed a little but gave her a rueful grin. "Well, actually, there hasn’t been any. Between traveling and -and everything. But no, I don't think I'll mind about the sex." I looked at her curiously. "Have you ever - ?" "I'm not attracted to men." "Oh." I wanted to ask about the other option but figured that I was rather fond of all my body parts and the Captain didn't seem the type to share girlish confessions. I grinned at the thought of Captain Scully doing anything "girlish". "Well, good-night and thanks." She nodded and headed up the stairs to her chamber and I went back to the library to fetch my book, then returned to Lord Walter's bedchamber. He was sleeping soundly, snoring slightly, and I grinned at that as I pulled the sheet up over his body. Then I settled down with my book on the nest that I had made next to the fireplace and read until the dancing flames lulled me off to sleep. Chapter 9 Walter I woke to the realization of bright sunlight outside my chamber window, a comfortable bed under my back, and the thought that I was getting too old for roughing it out under the stars. Then I smiled as evidence indicated that, although my bones may think I'm old, other parts of my body were feeling very young and full of life. I reached out expectantly for a warm body but my questing hands came up empty. I sat up abruptly and looked around, but there was no indication that there had been anyone sleeping next to me. Had it been a dream, then? My heart sank at the thought, and then a murmured sound from the floor caught my attention. I glanced over at the fireplace and found my slave boy curled up there, clutching a pillow and muttering in his sleep. From what I could tell, the dreams weren't pleasant and when he murmured, "Samantha," I had the feeling that he was reliving his family's arrest. I slipped out of bed and approached him carefully, knowing full well the dangers of waking those experiencing nightmares. "Fox," I said quietly. "Wake up, Fox. It's only a dream." He stirred and a bleary eye blinked at me. "Sorry, Master. Did I wake you?" I shook my head and reached out to caress his hair. "No. It was being alone in the bed that awakened me. Why are you sleeping down here instead of in my bed?" He looked at me soberly. "The first night you said that if I pleased you I could sleep in the bed but otherwise I was to sleep on the floor. Since I wasn't able to please you last night, or the night you were gone, I slept down here." I closed my eyes and shook my head, then gave my too-obedient slave a rueful grin. "So I did. Well, I'm going to change that rule. From now on, you sleep in my bed -whether I am here or not - unless I specifically send you to sleep on the floor. Understood?" He nodded and smiled at me, and I realized how much I had missed that smile in just two days. I leaned closer to kiss him. There was a loud knock on the door. "Breakfast, my lord." I swore under my breath and stood up, stomping into the latrine to relieve myself and splash cold water on my face. Fox had my clothes waiting when I returned to the main room and helped me dress, then served my breakfast before he settled down in front of the fire again and started on his own breakfast. Neither of us talked as we ate; Fox appearing deep in thought while I was just irritated with the way my morning had begun. I set my empty plate back on the tray. Fox got up and took the tray to the door, setting it down outside and then looking over at me hesitantly. "Master?" I sighed. "Yes, Fox?" "I asked Dame Maggie to tell William that you'd be in the office after luncheon, that you needed this morning to - to rest." I turned my head to look at him and felt a grin cross my face. "I hope that you're not angry." I rose from my chair and prowled toward him. "That depends on what you had planned for this morning, my Fox." "I thought that I would make sure that you were adequately rested, Master." "I think that sounds like an excellent idea." I tossed him onto the bed and followed him down. I pinned his body beneath mine and felt the willing response, his mouth opening under mine as his hands came around me to hold me tighter against his body. I settled between his legs, feeling him spread them wider to accommodate me. I rocked my hips slowly, feeling the heat and hardness swelling inside the confines of his breeches as our groins rubbed together. My mouth swallowed his groan, and he returned my kisses with an intensity that drove any thoughts out of my mind but one - I had to have him and I had to have him now. I broke free from his mouth and my lips traveled across his face, mapping every contour, before moving down to his neck. He arched against my body, gasping, as I fastened my teeth on the spot where his neck met his shoulder. "You like that?" "Oh God, yes!" His hands plucked at my tunic, trying to find their way underneath to the skin. "More…please…" I lifted my body slightly off his, just enough so that I could slide my hand between us and into his breeches. He gasped and then groaned as my hand took possession of his cock, and I could feel the heat and the swelling. He rocked against my hand, desperate to provide more friction. "You like that, too, don't you, boy? You like the feeling of my hands on your body, my mouth on your skin. Like knowing that you belong to me, that every inch of your body is mine to play with, to touch, to caress, to kiss." "Yesss…please…please…make me all yours, Master." He was nearly sobbing now, humping against me in an effort to bring himself off, and I moved my hand down to tug his balls away from his body. "Not yet," I said as he swore in frustration at the denial of his pleasure. "I intend to make this last a long, long time. By the time I let you come, you will be begging me for release." He groaned at that, licking those incredible lips, and I wanted to dive into them again. But first I needed to remove our clothes. I pushed myself up onto my knees and unfastened my belt, throwing it over on the floor, then unlaced my tunic so that I could pull it over my head. Fox's eyes were on me, hot eyes that could draw my soul out of my body. I leaned back down to secure another kiss - A sharp knock on the door startled both of us and I swore, out loud and in colorful words. "What do you want?" I shouted at the door. William's voice, quiet and apologetic, came through the solid door. "I'm sorry, my lord, but there is a messenger from the King. He says that he has an extremely important message for you and insists on speaking to you immediately." Underneath me, I could feel Fox's body shaking and I realized that he was laughing helplessly. I pushed myself back up to my knees and looked down at him, lying there on my bed, still incredibly aroused and shaking in helpless mirth. Frustrated as I was, I had to smile. "Fox, I am starting to get the feeling that the Gods themselves are intervening to protect your virginity." "With all due respect to the Gods, sir, I wish They would mind Their own business." The frustration in his voice nearly equaled my own. I chuckled and caressed his cheek. "Well, I had best go see what this summons is about. At this point, I wouldn't put it past Them to instigate a war to separate us." Fox got up, fetching my belt from the floor while I readjusted my tunic, his face troubled. "I am teasing, boy. The land is at peace and I'm sure that the Gods have other things to occupy Their time." I pulled him close, capturing his mouth for another kiss. "And I will have you soon, my sweet slave. If I have to lock every damn person here in the dungeon in order to secure some privacy." I released him and went to the door, throwing it open. William was waiting in the hall and I saw his eyes flick toward Fox, as if reassuring himself that the boy was okay. A sudden unwelcome thought intruded - maybe it was not the Gods but my own personal staff who were interfering with my plans for Fox. Clearly William and Maggie were wrapped around his little finger as well as Captain Scully - not that I blamed the boy. His willingness, his pleasure at my touch, his frustration at the interruption could not have been forged -he simply did not have the ability to fake that. I frowned and decided that this dissension among my staff would have to be swiftly dealt with -unless I wanted to suffer permanent frustration. "Fox, come with me. I may need you to take notes or draft a response." Fox nodded, straightening his clothes as he joined me. "William, show the messenger to my study." I settled in my chair in the study and watched Fox settle down at the scribe's table over to the side. His face had settled into its customary bland mask as he set out his papers and uncorked the ink, checking the points on his pens. The messenger was vaguely familiar to me, one I had seen at Court, so any thoughts that this was a faked message faded. Still, I examined the seal carefully for signs that it had been lifted by a hot knife or tampered with. There were none. I broke the seal and opened the scroll, reading through it quickly. Then I frowned and read it again, slowly. Walt, I was distressed to learn today that you had left without even bidding me good-bye. That is so unlike you, brother, that I feared that you might be unwell. I anxiously await reassurances that you have not caught one of those fevers that the lower classes are so prone to. Speaking of which, my dear friend, Sir John, has become tiresome on the subject of a slave boy that you purchased at the market. I can certainly understand the "boy" part, but a slave? Seriously, Walter, when have you ever needed to purchase such comforts? Although, I suppose, the idea of a living soul dependent on one could be rather delicious, and one could certainly indulge unusual pleasures with such a creature. In any event, it is certain that Sir John has his heart set on this creature and has offered very generously to purchase him for three times what he cost you, even if he is no longer a virgin. (If it is true that he was a virgin, then I begin to understand your actions. Such a one is surely a rare find among slaves). In any event, Sir John would also be willing to exchange this Wolf or whatever he is called for one of his slaves. He assures me that the boy you purchased is a difficult creature, half-wild and untamed, and unworthy of your attention. Sir John has several slaves that have been trained to perfection and know infinite ways to provide exquisite pleasure - he is even willing to let you sample their wares before you make your decision once you come back to town with this Bear person. Do come back, dear brother. I miss you dreadfully. I don't know why it is, but I never think as clearly as when you are around me to give your advice. Love, Jeff I rolled up the scroll and tapped it against my thigh, thinking quickly. So Sir John was trying to drag Jeffrey into this, was he? And that offer - as if I would want to take one of Sir John's discards in exchange for Fox, much less welcome a spy into my household. I turned my attention back to the messenger. "What is your name, lad?" "Michael, sir." "William, see that Michael is accommodated with a room and a bath and fresh clothes. I imagine that he is hungry and tired as well." I smiled blandly back at the messenger who, for all his youth, was possibly another spy of John's. "By the time you have dined and rested, I will have a reply to take back to my brother." Once the messenger had left, I turned to the man sitting silently to the side, waiting for instructions. "Fox, draft a reply to my brother as follows. Tell him that I thank him for his concerns over my health but that matters of estate took me away from Court. It is the harvest season and it is critical that I am here on his lands to secure a bountiful harvest for his table. And, in regard to the matter of the slave, tell him that I regret Sir John's feelings of loss but that it is, after all, just another slave boy and that he can pick up another pretty specimen. Regarding Sir John's offer to exchange the boy for one of his own trained slave-boys, tell him that I appreciate the gesture but that I much prefer to train my own slaves to my own tastes and that I am not finding the boy to be troublesome at all. Let me see the draft when you're finished." Fox nodded and bent his head over his desk, and I signed the documents waiting for my signature, then settled back with my thoughts. A short time later, a soft voice interrupted my thoughts. "Master? I have that draft ready." I took the paper handed to me and read over it carefully, noting that Fox had a good way of phrasing his sentences. One sentence made me look over at him, eyebrow raised. "You've written here that 'I look forward with pleasure to returning to Court for the occasion of your birthday - ' I didn't say that." "I know, sir, but I thought that it might reassure him. You do intend to be there for his birthday, don't you?" "Of course - and Jeffrey knows that I've been there every year." "Yes, sir, but it doesn't hurt to remind him of that so he doesn't think you've deserted him. From what my father said, the King is often insecure and requires reassurance." I studied the young man and nodded. "You're right, Fox. Thank you." I handed the paper back to him. "No corrections. Write that out and I'll sign it." While Fox worked, I went in search of my household staff. Time to have a serious talk with them. Maggie and William appeared to be in a deep discussion with their foster daughter when I found them in the kitchen gardens. They looked up at me with wary and slightly guilty expressions. "Ah, just the ones I was hoping to find. Captain Scully, did you have any problem bringing the wagons back home?" "No, Lord Walter. The burial detail finished this morning, and the priest from the village is coming this afternoon to perform the ceremony. Will you be attending?" "No," Walter said shortly. "The priest will not welcome my presence. I rely on you to represent me, Scully. William, are their families provided for?" "Yes, my lord. Most of the men were single and their parents were either deceased or have other children to care for them. I have distributed the customary death compensation to the parents who had no other support. One man was married and I have made arrangements for his widow to be returned to her parents." "Good. I would appreciate it if you will also attend the ceremony this afternoon. That way I will know where you are." "Pardon, my lord?" I turned to Maggie. "As for you, are you going to refrain from interfering, or am I going to need to lock you in the pantry till tomorrow?" The three exchanged another look. "We don't understand, Lord Walter." "Of course you understand. The messenger was from the King but his message wasn't marked urgent. Of course, the fact that Fox had asked Maggie to inform you, William, that we would be busy this morning might have something to do with the urgency of the message." William flushed and looked over at Maggie. "I thought as much." Captain Scully cleared her throat. "I tried to tell them, sir, that Milord Fox didn't appear to be - reluctant." "And what would an innocent young boy know about such things?" Maggie demanded of her foster-daughter. "More than you might imagine," the Captain said wryly. "The fact of the matter is that Fox belongs to me," I said grimly. "Whether you approve or not. Now, I'm going to go into my study and you're going to bring us lunch. And then I'm going to take Fox to bed. And if it's even half as good as I think it will be, I don't plan to get out of that bed till tomorrow morning. If anyone so much as breathes on my door before then, we had better be under attack or the manor had better be on fire. Have you got me, people?" Three heads nodded. "Good." I turned and stalked back into the manor house. Fox looked up with a smile as I entered, and the sight of that smile was enough to reduce my ire and reinforce my plan. "It's finished, sir." "Good work." I ruffled his hair and took the scroll, reading over it and signing it, then applying my seal. "Clean up, Fox. Lunch will be here momentarily." Maggie entered a few minutes later with the tray, and Fox went to take it from her. She patted his cheek. "You're a good boy, Fox." She threw a look at me that I blandly ignored before she left. "Is something wrong with Maggie?" Fox asked, puzzled, setting the tray down on the desk. "I have no idea." I smiled and pulled him down to sit on my lap. He looked surprised but settled willingly enough. I brushed the hair off of his face and opened my mouth to say something but the door opened and William entered. "Ah, William. I have the scroll ready for the messenger." I handed William the scroll. "Give this to him and then let Maggie feed him and send him on his way. That should keep her busy." "Very good, my lord." I turned back to Fox who was polishing off a slice of bread and cheese, seemingly not the least bit concerned to be found sitting on my lap. I was well aware that William was watching and listening as he sorted out my papers. Deliberately, I smiled into Fox's questioning face and saw an answering smile in those expressive chameleon eyes. "I was very pleased with your work, Fox. You have a good hand and your phrasing was perfect. Considering that the subject matter of part of the scroll concerned you, you showed remarkable composure." Fox flushed, pleased at my praise. "Thank you, sir." "I think that you have earned yourself a special reward, Fox. What would you like to do this afternoon? Spend some time in the library, perhaps?" This was a risk, of course, but one hand was gently stroking his back while the other hand lay on his lap, covering the bulge swelling there. "I - um - I’d rather have what - what you promised earlier." I pretended not to remember. "What was that?" Fox bit his lip and leaned closer to my ear, whispering, "You remember - in the bedchamber earlier. You promised to - to have me." I looked directly in his face and said, clearly, "You want me to take you to my bed as your reward." He nodded. "Words, Fox." "Please, Master. Please take me to bed and make me yours." I smiled in satisfaction and kissed him, a hard and greedy kiss, and he opened to me completely. I could have taken him right there, or in the Hall in full sight of the entire staff, and he wouldn't have cared in the least. And if he didn't stop wiggling like that, I would be forced to take him here. I released his mouth, gently pushing him off my lap as I rose. "Very well, Fox. You shall have your reward." I turned to William. "I think we are finished with lunch, William. Please see that I am not disturbed." William's eyes met mine and he smiled ruefully, nodding. "Very well, my lord." Chapter 10 Walter Fox was nearly quivering with anticipation as we walked down through the hallways towards my chambers, barely restraining himself from tugging me along. It occurred to me that he was so hot, so eager for me that he would probably explode at my first touch. The door had barely closed behind us when Fox was stripping off his clothes, recklessly unconcerned for where they fell or if they were damaged in the process. I had never seen anything so hot in my life and I have seen many a lover - male and female - disrobe seductively before this. If I thought I was aroused before I had been completely mistaken - I was now painfully hard. And, more to the point, by now my own self-control was seriously impaired. If I tried to take him in this state, it would be both too short and too rough to be enjoyable for him. I would have to take the edge off our hunger first. Fox undressed me now, his hands slower and more careful with my clothing and my body than he had been with his own. His actions were interspersed with gentle kisses to whatever part of my body he exposed, an action both tender and erotic. I had seen professionals with less skill than this virgin and it took my breath away to imagine the possibilities once he got some practical experience in lovemaking. I wondered if I would survive the winter. Fox It's not that I hadn't seen his body before - over the last six days I had become intimately familiar with it while bathing, dressing, and undressing him. It's just that I hadn't become intimately familiar with his body. Which probably makes no sense, but I only knew that I wanted to worship him, to explore every inch of that magnificent frame, to learn what gave him pleasure. Speaking coldly and rationally, I knew that it was in my best interest to please him - I had no wish to become a common plaything in the soldiers' barracks. However, there was nothing cold and rational in my thinking. I was on fire, certain that by the time he finally took me I would be reduced to a pile of ashes. He stood still and accepting as I undressed and caressed him, and only the hitch in his breathing told me that he was feeling this as deeply as I was. By the time I had him naked, we were both breathing heavily and seconds away from exploding. And then he caught me by the back of the head with one hand and around the waist with the other, pulling me in tight for one of those devastating kisses, and we were of a perfect height for our groins to mesh. His hand slipped down to my ass and he thrust against me once, twice, and I was coming and moaning and shaking all over. I was mortified to have lost control, certain he would banish me to the floor to sleep, but his mouth was against my ear. "By all the Gods, I've never known anyone so beautiful, so hot. You drive me right out of my mind, my sweet slave." And that's when I realized that he had come, too, and I felt ridiculously pleased that I had done this to him. Me, Fox, neophyte slave and bedwarmer, had driven my master clear over the edge, thank you very much. I felt the grin on my face and did nothing to hide it, even if I was disappointed that we hadn't even gotten to the bed or the main event before it was all over. Walter dropped a kiss on my lips, then released me as he nudged me toward the bed. He picked up a piece of our discarded clothing and cleaned us briefly, then crawled up onto the bed. "I hope you got plenty of sleep over the past few nights, Fox, because I intend to keep you otherwise occupied all night." I laughed as I sent up a silent thank you to all the Gods. "I think I can manage to stay awake, Master." I moved into his arms willingly, eagerly kissing every inch of skin I could reach, and he laughed. "Slowly, my sweet slave." "I don't think I can wait, Master," I murmured, replacing the kisses with nips. "I want to belong to you completely. I want to know what it's like to feel you inside me, and I want to come in your arms." I could feel the tightening of his muscles. "Gods, Fox," he growled and pushed me flat. His mouth devoured mine and I surrendered to it completely. Whatever he wanted, however he wanted it. His mouth moved down to my neck and I could feel the marks that he left as his teeth danced over my collarbone. His mouth moved lower, teasing at first one nipple and then the other and I clutched at his head as I arched up against his mouth. There was a puff of cool air across one sensitive nipple and a soft laugh. "Like that, do you?" "Gods, yes!" His mouth moved lower, licking and nipping at the skin on my belly, moving across the smooth and intensely sensitive skin of my groin. I was nearly sobbing by now, once again hot and hard and aching for relief. His tongue flickered at the head of my cock and I could feel the stars flickering behind my eyes before, abruptly, one hand pulled down on my balls and the other hand squeezed the base of my cock. I gasped and swore, frustrated at having my climax halted. "I don't want to end this too soon, and I promise it will be even better for the waiting." His tongue moved back over my cock, bathing it from base to head, and I groaned and tried to shift my body to bring his mouth where I wanted it. He pinned my hips with my hands, murmuring for me to be still, and I groaned again but tried to obey. Then, abruptly, his mouth engulfed my cock completely and I would have come off the bed completely if he hadn't been holding me down. I know that I was saying something but my brain seemed to have disengaged itself from my mouth so I couldn't tell if I was talking sense or simply babbling. Whatever it was, it seemed to encourage Lord Walter as he suddenly took my cock even deeper and then he was sucking it hard, and I erupted down his throat with a scream. And his mouth was milking me dry and it was so good, better than anything I had ever felt, and he hadn't even taken me yet. I sagged down bonelessly on the bed and wondered if I would survive the night. Walter Fox lay gasping and dazed on the bed after shrieking like a damn whistle in my ear before shooting straight down my throat. I had taken it all, milking him till he had nothing left and was boneless as a kitten; I hadn't intended to let him come this soon but the sounds that he had been making as I licked and sucked his cock had gone straight to my head. And, I thought practically, it was better for him to be as relaxed as possible before being penetrated. I shifted upward and moved the little pot of fragrant oil from the table onto the bed. He was still half-dazed as I pushed his knees back against his chest so that I could access him completely but, as I circled a lubricated finger around the outside of his hole, I could see him blink and try to reconnect. "Hush, it's all right," I murmured, leaning down to kiss him. He opened his mouth to me readily and I broached him with one finger at the same time, absorbing his involuntary groan with my mouth. I nibbled at his mouth, coaxing his tongue to follow mine back. My finger slid deeper inside, past the muscle that was still slightly relaxed from his last orgasm, and then I slid another finger inside. Before long, he was rocking against my fingers while his mouth ravaged mine and I knew that he was as ready as I could make him. I shifted between his knees and lubricated my cock, then shifted his legs up onto my shoulders before pressing against his opening. He bit back a moan and his hands twisted in the covers but I moved slowly and steadily inside, pausing to give him a few minutes to adjust to the fullness before sliding further inside. At last I was fully sheathed inside him. I leaned down to kiss him gently, refocusing his attention on me and, after a moment, he responded to my kisses. Unable to hold still any longer, I slowly withdrew and slid back in, and I heard the low moan of pleasure. "Beautiful," I murmured against his ear as I slowly fucked him. "So hot and tight." "Gods!" he gasped. "So good - didn't know it could be so good - " I kissed him again. "I'll always make it good for you, my sweet cub." "Want to move - need to - " he panted, trying to move to meet my thrusts. "Easy, sweet. Slow and easy this first time. Plenty of time for rough and hard once you're accustomed to it." I increased my thrusting, still keeping it gentle and thorough but with a little more speed, and he rocked against me. His cock was pinned between our bodies and I could feel that he was getting closer. So was I - it had been too long since I had done this for me to make it last any longer - but I was determined to make him come first. I pushed myself up a little so that I could grasp his cock and I stroked it twice before he gasped and came hard in my hand. As he came, his ass muscles clenched hard and it was all over for me as well. I thrust once, twice, inside that hot, tight body and then I was coming harder than I could ever remember in my life. I collapsed, just retaining enough presence of mind to support my body on my elbows, and looked down at the face of my bed-partner, then grinned to realize that he was out cold. I gently eased myself out of his body, fetched a damp cloth to wipe us down, then settled back into bed and pulled him into my arms to wait for him to come back. He moaned slightly and his eyes blinked open slowly. "Am I dead?" I laughed softly. "No, you're very much alive." "What happened?" "You fainted. It's not uncommon to pass out during intense sex." "Intense? I felt like the top of my head exploded." I laughed again. "Thank you for the compliment. I tried to do my best." He shifted up on top of me, covering me like a blanket, and looked down into my face. "It was incredible. I never knew -" I captured his mouth for a brief kiss. "I know." "And now I belong to you completely." There was intense satisfaction in that voice and I found my throat was tight with emotion. "Yes. I have claimed you, and you are mine forever." He laid his head down on my chest and said, drowsily, "I like the sound of that." "So do I, Fox," I murmured. "So do I." End of Part 1 - Claimed