Chapter Five: The Dream Curse Title: Dangerous Undercurrents Author: Chad Moore Email: Chad_Skywalker@webtv.net Feedback: Please Archive: Yes, just tell me where Pairing: M/O Rating: NC-17 Fandom: The X-Files Spoilers: None, this is pre-XF Disclaimer: Fox Mulder belongs to CC and 1013. I'm only borrowing him. All other characters are my creations. Huge Beta Thanks: Bertina Author's Note: A quote used in this chapter is from "The Fairies" by William Allingham. Chapter Five: The Dream Curse by Chad Moore Three in the morning and a strange, unearthly mist rolled its way along the grounds of Oxford University. Sebastian Beal walked through a courtyard, buttoning up his jacket against the chill. From somewhere in the distance, a storm signalled its approach with a roll of thunder. He'd have just enough time to return home before it broke. Jamie had left him a thank you note, and Sebastian hoped that things worked out for him. As he rounded a building toward High Street, he became aware of an uneasy sensation. A shiver of fear took hold and he suddenly realized that he couldn't move. He scanned the misty darkness feverishly, willing his legs to work. Something large and angry loomed up into his line of vision. A streak of sweat slid down Sebastian's frozen face. Taking a deep breath to still his panic, he concentrated on his hand. The hungry, slithering creature drew closer. Grimacing from the effort, he managed to move his hand up and inside his shirt. Hanging from a neck chain was a symbol that caused the Leviathan to shudder. "Go!" Sebastian fiercely whispered, the pentagram held firmly. The horror swayed uncertainly. With a hiss, it disappeared back into the fog. A streak of lightning illuminated the sky and Sebastian exhaled in relief, able to move once more. 'The Leviathan sensed the Chosen One on me?' he asked himself. ~oo0oo~ Wrapped warmly in the arms of his lover, Jamie slept peacefully beside Mulder. Out in the darkness, a creature born of legend roared. Unconsciously, the fingers of Jamie's right hand stretched taut... ~oo0oo~ It was half past noon and Fox Mulder had been awake for a couple of hours. He lay curled up in the soft bed, arms securely wrapped around Jamie's sleeping form. Having propped up a pillow, he'd slowly placed Jamie's head onto his chest. He didn't dare wake him. For the first time, Mulder felt a contentment he hadn't known in years. He was happy just watching his lover's gentle breathing and listening to the soothing rain outside. Aroused from his thoughts, he felt Jamie beginning to stir. Stretching his arms with a deep yawn, Jamie held a momentary dazed look then a reasurring smile spread across his face. "Morning," whispered Mulder. Reaching up, Jamie tousled Mulder's bad case of bed-head. "I thought it was..." he began. "A dream?" Mulder finished. Jamie nodded, nuzzling against his chest. "So did I. But it's all real, Jamie." Pressing his ear close, Jamie closed his eyes. Mulder felt a familiar tingle and looked at him curiously. "What is it?" "Just listening to your heart," he replied. The steady thump- thump increased, causing Jamie's own to skip. He didn't want to think about the warning feeling battering his senses, nor the bizarre dream he'd experienced during the night. His doubts were immediately brushed aside the moment Mulder ran a soothing hand through his hair and down his back. Sitting up on one elbow, Jamie gave him a playful smile. "What would you like to do today?" Mulder made of big show of pretending to think deeply, causing Jamie to grin slyly. "Well, let's see... We both have a free day so why don't we spend it studying?" Then, Mulder slapped himself in a I- Should-Have-Had-A-V8 moment. Reaching down to Jamie's sides, he swiftly tickled him sending Jamie into a fit of laughter. Mulder chuckled wickedly at having him at his mercy. "Mulder... stop! I... can't... breathe!" he protested between giggles. "You can't, huh?" he teased. Pinning Jamie's arms down, Mulder laid his body across his. "Oh, I think we can find a way to help you breathe... heavily." Leaning down, he kissed Jamie lightly on the lips. With a playful smile, he jumped to his feet and strode across the room. Easing himself up, Jamie sighed. He constantly marvelled at the breathtaking beauty of the man he loved. Mulder turned back to him, his naked body illuminated by the window. 'He really looks like an angel,' thought Jamie dreamily. "How about a quick shower?" he asked innocently. Pulling back the bedclothes, Jamie stood and padded over to join him. "Will it be a hot one?" "Only if you're with me," he replied. Wrapping his arms around Mulder's lithe body, Jamie laughed. "This coming from a man so hot that he could set a house on fire without lighting a match?" Being so close to him, Mulder's cock twitched into semi-hardness. The silky touch of Jamie's skin driving his senses wild. Taking him by the hand, Mulder yanked him inside their tiny bathroom. Reaching inside the shower cubicle he started the water. Testing it first, he pulled back the curtain and with a come hither look, gestured with his finger for Jamie to follow. Stepping inside, the warm water droplets sizzled against their skin. Mulder faced Jamie as the steam began to rise. Gazing at him up and down, Mulder's eyes sparkled. "Mmm, nice and hot," he observed. Reaching forward, Jamie rested his hand against Mulder's wet head and pulled him in close. Their moist lips met, hungry for the taste of one another. Jamie gasped when his back made contact with the cold tile behind him. However, it did nothing to swell his feverish need. Mulder's lips trailed down to Jamie's neck, where he began to suck softly. He grinned when he was rewarded with a low moan from Jamie. After a full night of passion, he'd quickly learned where his lover's wild spot was located. Gripping Mulder's strong shoulders, Jamie held on tightly, afraid that his legs would buckle at any moment. All too soon, Mulder's mouth continued down leaving a perfect impression of his lips on Jamie's neck. Mulder's tongue flicked out across his chest, relishing the sweet taste of his flesh. Massaging Jamie's arms in his hands, Mulder gently bit down on his pecs. Jamie trembled, breathing in deep wafts of shower mist. Mulder kneeled down and swallowed at the mouth watering sight of Jamie's cock standing proud, erect and waiting for only him. "Mulder," Jamie gasped in a deep purr as the fantastic warmth of his mouth enveloped him. Mulder licked and sucked the length of his shaft with such intensity that Jamie felt as if he would lose consciousness at any moment. His hands held onto Mulder's matted wet head; the shower spraying against his chest creating a little waterfall onto Mulder's back. Taking the delicious cock from his mouth, Mulder stroked it while his tongue rolled each of Jamie's testicles around. Taking him back inside, Mulder's heartrate increased. Jamie closed his eyes tightly and licked his lips. Suddenly, he cried out in pleasure as the first waves of orgasm took hold. Pulling him in closer, Mulder wrapped his lips around Jamie's pistoning dick, not wanting any of the precious come to escape. Jamie writhed against the wall, unbelievable electricity surging through his body. After swallowing him whole, Mulder stood up and licked his lips. He took Jamie into his arms, and he willingly fell into them; his flushed face struggled for air. "Was that hot enough for you?" Mulder whispered into his ear. Jamie looked up into his hazel eyes and managed to reply, "Yeah..." Laughing, Mulder pressed his lips to Jamie's, rubbing his own hard cock against his wet body. Before he knew what was happening, Jamie applied pressure to his shoulders, slowly forcing him down. Sitting on the floor of the tub, Mulder gave him an expectant smile. "And it's about to become even hotter," he told him. Positioning himself, Jamie took Mulder's throbbing shaft into his hand and began to straddle him. Mulder groaned as each inch entered his tantalyzing hole. Closing his eyes in concentration, a smile spread across Jamie's face when he felt Mulder fully inside of him. Holding onto Jamie's hips, Mulder's lust-filled eyes focussed on Jamie, who started out slowly, raising himself up until his tightened muscles only held the cockhead, then slid the length of Mulder's shaft back inside. Mouth opening in ectasy, Mulder swung his face from side to side, slinging water onto Jamie. The way his ass squeezed and caressed his dick had blown his mind the first time, now it was almost too much for his sensitive cock to take. Jamie was simply irresistible, bringing Mulder to the brink... relaxing... then starting all over again. Reaching up, Mulder held onto Jamie's neck. He pressed a thumb into his open mouth, and Jamie began to suck gently. "J-Jamie..." Mulder breathed, "you're incredible." Leaning down, Jamie kissed him, caressing his lips around Mulder's. Keeping a firm grip on his head, Mulder thrust his tongue inside, and enjoyed penetrating him at both ends. A sudden exhilirating force pushed its way into his groin. Arching upwards, Mulder cried out again and again, filling Jamie completely with his hot come. Panting heavily, he fell back against the wall. With Mulder still within him, Jamie exhaled deeply, their lips meeting. While the shower progressed, Jamie rubbed soapy water along Mulder's back. As hard as he tried to believe in reality, it still all seemed like a dream. Had Mulder been dropped out of the sky especially for him? From that first day, Jamie somehow knew they were connected. He loved Mulder with all his heart, knowing that he could make love to this insastiable fox forever. He frowned uncertainly as a familiar itch at the base of his spine alerted him. It was the same overwhelming feeling of wrongness that had been plaguing him ever since he'd won the scholarship to study in Oxford. Why was it bothering him now? He bit his lip -- hard --until it began to bleed, trying to make the feeling go away. All of his life the only thing he'd ever wanted was to find true happiness, and here it was standing before him. Jamie would be damned if he'd let anything ruin it. Mulder turned when Jamie's hands stopped their gentle movement. His eyes widened in concern. "Jamie, you're bleeding!" Snapped out of his thoughts, Jamie pressed a hand to his mouth and it came away red. "Oh no," he whispered. "Are you alright?" "Yes, of course," he said, brushing the incident away. "I'm fine." When they both stepped from the shower, Mulder's eyes followed him. He could tell that something was bothering him. Jamie quickly snatched up a washcloth and held it to his mouth. "See, look, I'm fine," he said, showing Mulder that the bleeding had stopped. "Jamie, are you sure..." Mulder began. Sighing dramatically, Jamie took a large towel from the rack and marched across to Mulder. "Wet, dripping, and looking criminally handsome," he observed, trying to change the subject. He began to dry his lover off, the sensations causing Mulder to momentarily forget his concerns. Taking the towel away from him, Mulder returned the favor. Running it over Jamie's back, he paused between his shoulder blades. There in the light of day was the birthmark he'd noticed last night. Mulder had never seen one quite like it before. A circular shape... tiny... but in the shape of... "Jamie, is this a tattoo?" he wondered aloud. Shrugging self-consciously, Jamie turned around. "It's just a birthmark. It's nothing." Walking out into the main room, he slipped into a pair of briefs and a T shirt. Mulder, following close behind, gazed at him apologetically. "You're not embarrassed, are you?" he asked. "Of course not!" Mulder moved up behind him and squeezed his shoulders. "I just want to know every part of your body," he told him. Jamie turned, smiling warmly. "There's all the time in the world." Mulder hummed sotfly, holding him in his arms. Taking him by the hand, Mulder spun Jamie around in a little dance. Waltzing toward the bed, he lowered them both down. ~oo0oo~ Later that evening, Mulder had insisted on picking them up a hearty meal after the appetite they'd worked up. Neither one wanted to be away from the other, but it also gave Jamie a chance to see if the audition list had been posted by Mrs. Bryant at the Sheldonian Theatre. Finding a Chinese takeaway, Mulder walked with two styrofoam covered dishes under an arm past a newstand. Sipping his cup of tea, his eyes widened at a newspaper lying casually across the desk. The headline declared POLICE REFUSE TO COMMENT ON THE DEATH OF FINANCIER VINCENT TUCKER. Mulder's pulse jumped from surprised shock. The photograph alongside the article was of the exact same man Jamie had saved from a near hit-and-run! Dropping the tea, he snatched up the paper and threw a handful of change onto the counter. "Hey!" the newstand's owner protested, but Mulder had already dashed away. ~oo0oo~ Having lit their flat with candles found in a drawer, Jamie put the finishing touches on the atmosphere by tuning in a perfect romantic song on Mulder's radio. Hugging himself, he looked around the room and smiled contentedly. Although the bad feeling persisted, it was a minor sensation next to the elated ones. He'd actually been given a part in a three-act play written by one of the students. Now, all he needed was Mulder to return and they could celebrate blissfully into the night. Sitting on the bed, Jamie chuckled to himself. Before he left, Mulder had joked about Jamie making up the bed saying that they'd only mess it up again. Which was so true! On the nightstand, his eyes lit up at the photograph of his mother and grams he'd brought from home. He missed them terribly and longed to hear Grams' voice. Jamie could imagine what she'd tell him about his premonitions: "My sweet darlin', you've got to trust them. Everyone's alone in this world and you were given a gift to find your way through it." Jamie sighed, he wasn't alone anymore. Mulder had found a way into his life and, as naive as it sounded, Jamie knew in his heart that he was the one. His head whipped up at the sound of the doorknob turning. Replacing the picture, he quickly brushed away the joyful tears that had appeared. Mulder walked inside and the grim look on his handsome features made Jamie's heart sink. He rushed forward as Mulder closed the door. "What is it? Please tell me," he said, the panic growing in his voice. "Jamie, I'm sorry," he replied sadly. Handing him the newspaper, Mulder stood by his side while Jamie read the headline. A hand flashed to his mouth. "That poor man," he whispered. Mulder wrapped his arms around Jamie's waist to comfort him. "Why... why did this happen?" Jamie asked, choking on the words. "I don't know," Mulder answered, unable to understand the flawed logic of fate. Allowing the paper to slip from his numb fingers, Jamie turned and buried his face in Mulder's chest. Mulder stood there, holding him, his senses telling him that something else was going on. "I had a feeling, a terrible feeling something was going to happen," Jamie cried. Mulder held his face in his hands, staring determinedly into his eyes. "Is that what upset you earlier?" Jamie simply nodded, at a loss for words. "The next time you have one of these 'feelings', I want you to tell me," Mulder continued. "I promise I'll always believe you." Hugging him tightly, Jamie closed his eyes and the world fell away. ~oo0oo~ Sebastian moved along the dark passages with purpose. The well worn path had been travelled many times by generations of his fathers. Never would he guess that the time of the Deliverer would touch him so closely. He'd barely survived the confrontation with the Leviathan, but it filled him with hope. The Chosen One was someone he knew... and a number of possibilites flashed through his mind. Entering the large, central chamber he strode toward the oblong stone where the High Priest waited. Bowing low, he performed a strange gesture then stood. "The Chosen One has touched me," Sebastian announced. The High Priest nodded behind his golden mask. "This we know, brother. We sensed the Leviathan's fear when you protected yourself. It's strength is growing. Very soon, it will locate the Chosen One." "But," Sebastian protested, then immediately looked away. "Speak," the priest commanded. "My lord, soon the time will come when our god swallows the moon... what if the Leviathan cannot find the..." "Silence!" Sebastian felt a stab of fear. "You have made contact, you have also been chosen by the Great One to aid in the awakening. The Leviathan shall protect us from the non-believers, but you, Sebastian, shall be an instrument in locating the Chosen One." ~oo0oo~ The next few days went by in a whirl. After the initial shock of Vincent Tucker's death, Mulder had spent every free moment with Jamie. He found himself constantly amazed by Jamie's tender heart and passion for life. One afternoon, Jamie had even snuck into town to visit Mr. Tucker's widow. He kept a close eye on his love, but thankfully Jamie had not mentioned any further premonitions of doom. With classes in full swing, it was becoming increasingly difficult to spend time together. Also, Jamie was occupied with late nights at the theatre, but he more than made up for it when he returned home. Always giving Mulder a heart racing, sweat soaked evening of love making. Mulder was forced to admit that he felt a pleasured peace since giving into his feelings for Jamie. Even his friends had noticed the change in him, especially Carolyn who giggled gleefully at the romance that seemed to shine through his eyes. The university's autumn festival approached quickly and he couldn't wait to take Jamie to the fair. They would have an entire day alone together, just what the doctor ordered. He loved the sound of Jamie's laughter, which is why Mulder had found strategic ways to tickle him off guard. He smiled down at Jamie as he practically ran to every booth at the carnival, his enthusiasm contagious and a huge turn on. The field beside the university had been turned into a medireview fair, complete with people in costumes performing dances. It was packed with townspeople and students. Passing by a fortune teller's tent, Jamie shrunk against Mulder at the sight of the hooded figure standing outside reading a chilling poem. "Don't be scared," Mulder told him in a teasing tone. "A bit frightening, isn't it?" Jamie replied. "Hey, with me around to protect you?" asked Mulder with a grin. Stopping to buy a stick of candy floss, the pair shared it between them. Mulder ached to kiss Jamie's mouth, sticky from the cotton candy. Suddenly Jamie pointed ahead and grabbed the sleeve of Mulder's black leather jacket. "Ooo, look!" he exclaimed. They halted before an imposing building, ghoulish characters spread across its visage in flourescent paint. Mulder stared up at the sign: HOUSE OF HORRORS (More Ghosts Than The Tower Of London) His eyes gleamed at Jamie, who shared his penchant for the unexplained. "Fancy a scare?" Jamie asked, with a crooked grin. "Are you kidding? I'll race you inside!" Buying tickets, they hurried in and were immediately assailed by a flying skeleton. Jamie shrieked in surprise and huddled close to Mulder. Another plus about a spooky haunted house was the darkness, Mulder ticked over in his mind. "Oh, if only the ghosts were real!" he shouted above the corny pre-recorded cries coming from a loud speaker. Jamie laughed and squeezed his arm. "Well, that figures!" Rounding a corner, Jamie gasped when Mulder kissed him and slammed him against a cobwebbed wall, taking the stick of floss from his shaking hand. He continued to catch Jamie by surprise, yanking him suddenly by the arm and kissing him deeply at every opportunity. When night rolled around, Mulder held Jamie's hand on the way home. Their blood pumped excitedly, each ready to fall into each other. The weather was particularly cold tonight, and Jamie kept his free hand inside Mulder's jacket pocket. "Did you have fun?" Mulder asked. "Mulder, it was awesome just being there with you. I'll never forget the look on that stallholder's face when you knocked all the bottles over!" Mulder proudly held up the giant, stuffed Teddy bear he'd won. "Let me tell you something, Jamie Grayson --The fun is only just beginning," he said, smiling wickedly. Smiling back, Jamie quickened his pace. The wind blew through the trees and a strange, wailing sound caused Jamie's skin to prickle. "What was that?" he whispered. "Ghosts," Mulder replied spookily. Jamie peered into the darkness, confusion dancing in his eyes. "Haven't you heard the legends?" Mulder wondered. "No," Jamie shook his head, stumbling even closer. "Well, they say the woods are haunted. At night you can hear the strange cries of lost souls. Back when Oxford was first founded, evil ceremonies took place... and on a full moon silvery figures have been spotted floating between the trees..." Jamie, enraptured by the story, jumped a mile when Mulder playfully hollered, "Boo!" "Fox Mulder!" he cried, pinching his fingers together. "Ooo! Am I ever gonna get you!" Jamie chased him off the sidewalk and into the misty shadows. He finally cornered him against a large tree and held him fast. "Ah-ha! Now, I've got 'ya!" he exclaimed in delight. "No, I've got you!" Mulder said, twisting round and holding Jamie fast. Their lips quickly became locked, Mulder rubbing his body against Jamie. The heat generating between them caused the chill to dissipate. In a moment, they both froze... Somewhere in the distance, an unearthly whispering sound closed in around them. ~oo0oo~ The Leviathan roared. Its prey had alluded him, but now the Chosen One was so near that it could practically taste its blood on the wind. It drove the ancient creature into a frenzy. Slithering forward, it focused on the overpowering sensation... ~oo0oo~ Mulder stared backwards. He'd never heard anything quite like the inhuman whispering, then screaming that seemed to come from all around. He cut his eyes back to Jamie, and looked at him in concerned amazement. For Jamie's face had gone completely pale, eyes staring, hands outstretched. "Jamie? Jamie!" Shaking his head, he clutched the tree for support. "What's the matter? Are you alright?" Jamie stared at him blankly. "I think so. I suddenly felt so odd. Like my mind was being drawn out of my body." Mulder held onto his arm. "How are you feeling now?" "A little better." Jamie rubbed his eyes and smiled faintly. "Come on, I think we'd better get home." Mulder took Jamie's hand and helped him forward. The sound was moving ever nearer, and Mulder broke out into a jog. Soon the Halls of Residence came into sight, and he quickly ushered Jamie inside. The sound started to fade and Mulder sighed in relief. "Well, you wanted some real ghosts," Jamie reminded him. Mulder thrust the Teddy bear into Jamie's hands. He peered out of a window but could only make out an impenetrable fog clinging to the ground. He looked back at Jamie with a wry grin, "I told you I'd protect you." Jamie brightened. "Um-hmm. I knew those ghosts couldn't be real." "Why do you say that?" he asked a little defensively. "Because if they were, you'd have been camping out in those woods trying to meet them," he said nervously, fighting to still the fear in his heart. Mulder grinned. "Come on, Jamie. I think someone deserves a spanking for that!" He led the way upstairs, staring back at the darkness. ~oo0oo~ The following afternoon, Mulder did a quick investigation into the mysterious sound that had chilled him so. The effect it had on Jamie truly frightened him. Something was nagging at the back of his mind, it was right on the tip, but he couldn't quite reach it yet. He'd asked around and no-one else seemed to hear anything strange. Ryan had laughed, saying that Mulder was turning more and more into "Weird Wickham", the eccentric don who lived on campus. He hurried inside the theatre building to escort Jamie home after rehearsals, something he intended to do from now on. Peeking inside the stage area, he found most of the drama students dressed in period clothing. They were all standing around their teacher, about to break up. Venturing inside, he stood by the doorway searching for Jamie. There he was in the center of the group, standing beside a devilishly handsome young man with red hair. Mulder felt a pang of irrational jealousy. 'That must be his friend Sebastian,' he thought. His musings were interrupted by what Jamie was wearing. His costume was red velvet with a white bucanneer shirt, making him look a bit like Little Lord Fauntleroy. He was so damned sexy and the ideas raging in his mind caused a familiar stirring in Mulder's jeans. Looking up, Jamie caught his eye and waved. Rushing away from the other actors, he drew in close to Mulder. "Hey, you!" "Hey," Mulder replied huskily. "I wanted to walk you home." Jamie smiled. "How did I ever get so lucky? I'll just be a few minutes." He turned to go back but Mulder caught his arm. "Jamie, see if you can wear the costume home," he leaned in and whispered. Giving him a mischievious wink, Jamie returned to the group -- now very excited. Mulder took a seat on the aisle, and watched as they blocked out one more scene. Jamie's character received news that his true love had just arrived. Mulder snickered to himself, knowing that his idealistic Jamie would approve. He sat up as Jamie stumbled on stage, a hand flashing to his head. Something was definitely wrong... Mulder jumped to his feet. As if in slow motion, Jamie swayed and collapsed. ~* * * * *~ Darkness enveloped Jamie, uncontrollably drawing him into his mind's eye. Trapped in a nightmare, he found himself surrounded by an immense black void. A great, rushing echo invaded his senses. "Up the airy mountain, Down the rushy glen, We daren't go a'hunting, For fear of little men." The voice broke out into a fit of mocking laughter in his ears. Somewhere in the distance silver shapes moved around a stone altar. As he moved closer, he saw thirteen cowled, gleaming shapes chanting low, and looming over someone lying on the stone. The cult leader wore a hideous mask that chilled Jamie. He inched closer, looked down and gasped. He was looking at a ghostly image of himself. The cult's voices reached a crescendo of reverence and Jamie Two sat up, eyes glowing fiercely. He watched himself smile with malicious laughter. Suddenly, the horrifying scene began to recede into the distance. Jamie ran away from the scene into the inky blackness, frightened in this dreamworld of ghosts. Stopping, he hugged himself from a surprising chill. He became aware of a shadowy figure standing behind him, its face turned away, crying in despair. Whirling around, his breath caught in his throat. Mulder sat alone and crying in the darkness. His heart breaking from the sight of his love in such pain, Jamie reached out to him... but found his way barred by an invisible barrier... he pushed and pushed, but it was unyielding. "I did everything I could to save him," Mulder wept. "Mulder! Mulder!" Jamie called, but he was unable to hear him. Mulder buried his face into his hands. "I can't go on... there's no reason... without Jamie." Jamie's blood froze. "Mulder, no! I'm here! I'm right here!" As Mulder's sad form began to vanish, Jamie screamed at his unseen tormentor, "Stop this! Stop it!" "Give into your destiny," a voice told him. Jamie spun around only to be confronted by the ghostly image of himself. The phantom threw back his head and laughed, giving him a sly, malicious smile. He began to fade away, a sinister force radiating from his eyes. Shivering, Jamie heard an awful, whispering coming from all around. He covered his ears, unable to block the drowning tides of evil pulling him under. Something large appeared in the void, drawing him into its power. It moved closer, its terrifying form about to swallow him. Jamie screamed and closed his eyes... [Next Episode: Digging Up Clues]