An Office Romance, by Scifinerdgrl Part 4 Monica arrived at Brad's office a few minutes before 4:00. Janet typed busily at her computer, and Monica felt as if she were intruding. She sat perfectly still, her eyes closed, mentally reviewing the procedures she'd been studying. They were all procedures that had been covered at the academy, and she was both bored and insulted by her assignment. The sound of the intercom buzzer startled both her and Janet. Janet pushed a button and Monica could hear Follmer's voice say, "When Agent Reyes gets here, send her right in, please." "She's here now, Agent Follmer," Janet answered efficiently. There was silence from the intercom for a moment, then the inner office door suddenly opened. An overly cheerful Brad Follmer smiled and said, "Come in Agent Reyes." Monica could tell by his voice and by Janet's face that something was wrong. Brad ushered her in and shut the door behind them. "Agent Reyes, I have your training schedule prepared." He handed her a copy of the schedule and continued, "I will be training you personally for the next two weeks, except for a few sessions instructed by specialists, but I will attend those with you. I felt it best for me to know what you know first-hand before assigning you to a partner." Monica nodded. This wasn't bad news, she thought. Why did he seem so nervous? She looked over the schedule. It looked rigorous, but not more rigorous than the academy. "I've already had courses in..." Brad interrupted her, "This may seem like a mere review..." He walked around her chair and leaned over her shoulder from behind. He pointed at a few sessions and said, "Here, here, here, and... here. These sessions will concentrate on cases involving children." She turned her head to look up, and as she did he couldn't help looking into her eyes. Their faces were only inches from each other, and he suddenly felt a wave of desire for her. He closed his mouth in a tight-lipped grin and took a deep breath. Instead of relaxing him, the breath gave him a whiff of her scented shampoo, and he felt transfixed. She could see the desire in his eyes, and she felt both flattered and excited. After that first day in the lobby, she'd tried to rid herself of unwelcome feelings about him, but looking at him looking at her was weakening her resolve. They were startled by the sound of the door opening, and Janet's voice saying, "Agent Follmer, is it okay if I leave early today? I've typed that report for you, and unless you have something else..." "No, no, that's fine, Janet," Brad answered hastily. "Thank you for rushing that. You can go." Janet looked from Brad to Monica, and both flushed. She backed through the doorway and closed the door behind her. Brad went to the door and locked it, then sat behind his desk. Monica exhaled, relieved to have several feet between them once again. "About these procedures," Monica started. "I've read them. Is there anything else I need to know?" Brad's face was inscrutable for a moment, and he pulled at the skin under his nose as he thought about his response. Finally he said, "Yes, let's go to the shooting range. If you're going to be pointing your gun at your supervisor, I want to be sure you know what you're doing." Monica flushed and attempted to smile. "Sorry about that. Just instinct, I guess." Brad grabbed his coat and said, "Let's go." In the outer office, Janet hurriedly hit a button on the intercom. On the way to the shooting range Brad reviewed the kinds of distractions she would encounter, and how he would help her train for them. As he held the door open for her, he added, "Although in today's incident, shooting at the distraction might have been a good thing." Her angry glare told him he shouldn't have said it, but he couldn't help himself. He hated beat cops. He hated muscular guys. He hated cops who dated victims. And he was growing to like Monica. He mentally kicked himself for opening his mouth, but felt no regrets about his feelings. Later, as Monica stood facing a paper target, Brad moved behind her, making noises first on one side, then the other, trying vain to make her move her gun. He pulled his flashlight from his pocket and shone the beam near the target, first one side, then the other. Again, Monica's aim was true. He put the flashlight in his pocket, then crept up close behind her, pulled up on her ear protection, and whispered into her right ear, "The bad guy's coming..." Monica twitched and yanked her gun to the right, shooting a hole in another agent's target. "Don't do that!" she said, turning her head toward his. Again she found herself within inches of his face, and her heart started to race. "What happens when the bad guy does that?" Brad asked, keeping his eyes on hers. This time he didn't notice her shampoo; he was truly concerned for her performance. "Here, let's try this again," he said gently. He stood behind her and removed her ear protection. "Okay, now hold your gun out as usual..." he said, then gave her a few seconds to reposition herself. He placed his arms against the outsides of hers, and pressed inward. "Okay, now just keep shooting, and don't let anything make you move your gun. Ready?" She nodded. He let her shoot a few rounds then said into her left ear, "Who's that?" Her left arm pressed against his, and he pressed back, but the bullet still missed its target. She sighed in exasperation. "It's okay," he said patiently. Let's try again." He let her shoot one round, then in her right ear he said, "It's Bugs Bunny." Her right arm pressed against his, and she started shaking in laughter. "That's not fair!" she cried out. "Let me try again!" She felt determined to overcome this fault, and the image of Bugs Bunny in her mind's eye somehow made her feel better. She shot another few rounds as Brad tried to think of another trick. Having his arms around her, her body so close to his, was starting to make him feel uncomfortable. But he didn't want to let go. She continued shooting, anxiously awaiting her next distraction, when suddenly she felt his gun against the small of her back. She clenched her jaw and kept her eye on the target, firing nearly perfect shots. But when she felt him blowing gently against her ear, she lost her composure again, and the shot went wild. Instinctively, she whirled to face him, and the look in his eyes told her everything -- that wasn't his gun she'd felt, and his breath on her ear was no training exercise. She jumped backward, breathing heavily. "What was that?" she demanded. "Whatever it was, it made you lose your cool," he answered, his voice a little gravelly. He stepped backward and took a deep breath. He kept his eyes trained on hers, hoping she wasn't thinking less of him. "And tomorrow you'll be in a simulator. I'm going to help set it up. I'll observe, but I won't be with you." Monica relaxed and put her gun in its holster. She looked at her watch, as much to get his eyes off hers as to check the time, then said "I really have to get going. Joe's picking me up at 6:30." Brad sighed but said nothing. He looked down at his feet and ground his teeth. As Monica brushed past him, he said softly and apologetically, "I'll give you a lift. I don't want you to be late." He looked into her face and saw skepticism borne of betrayal. "Really," he said sincerely. "I didn't mean to keep you so long. I don't want you to be late... Really, I don't" he said sincerely. As they drove, Brad thought about Williams. How many people had seen what he'd done? How long would it take to get back to Williams? In the tunnel the lights on the walls cast an eerie glow on Monica's face. "Look," he said finally. "Your training is important. It's not just skills... It's socialization... into the profession. It's not enough to know FBI rules, have all the right skills... you need a certain mind set." Monica sulked but listened. "So what I'm saying... he's a cop, they think differently... and he's not a particularly good one." "Why do you think that?" she asked defensively. "He didn't recognize my name the first time I met him, he didn't remember my face the second time I met him, and he didn't react when you pointed your gun at him..." Brad looked toward her as they sat in front of her apartment. "He's going to get hurt. And if he gets hurt, you get hurt," he said significantly. "Nice try," Reyes answered, and left the car. Brad watched as she ran up the steps to the stoop and quickly entered her apartment. When Joe picked her up, Monica was still feeling humiliated and angry with Brad, but she didn't say anything about him to Joe. Joe sensed her discomfort and tried to cajole her into smiling, but she looked wistfully at him and said simply, "Long day at work. I'm looking forward to burning off some steam." Monica was disappointed by the self-defense course. It covered techniques she already knew, so she left and went to the exercycles. She pedaled faster and faster, her mind stuck on Brad... She knew about sexual harassment law, about why she shouldn't have feelings about her supervisor, how he'd put her in an awkward position... She repeated to herself 'Don't think about Brad... Don't think about Brad... Don't think about Brad...' and focused her attention on the poster on the opposite wall. Gradually her emotions calmed and her mind returned to the present. She slowed to a stop and sighed. They're adults, and professionals, she assured herself. Everything will be alright. Just then a woman wearing a Bugs Bunny T-shirt mounted the cycle opposite her, and Monica chuckled to herself. She left the cycle area, and checked in on Joe. He was doing leg exercises, and grabbed her hand as she approached. "All done?" he asked, smiling with eagerness. "I just have another ten minutes or so..." Monica smiled down at him and sighed. His pleasure at seeing her was intoxicating. "I'll meet you in the hot tub in ten minutes then." She turned to go but he pulled her back and downward, lifting his face towards hers. She felt giddy and flattered by his possessiveness, and leaned the rest of the way to meet his lips. She pulled back and they smiled at each other. "Ten minutes..." she said, and flitted toward the martial arts room. Monica found the schedule of classes and tried in vain to make sense of it. What wasn't abbreviated was in transliterated Chinese... She recognized a few words from her studies of mythology, but had no idea what they would mean here. A man approached her from the side and said, "Can I help you?" She turned and saw a muscular man, a little shorter than she, with nappy African hair, light brown skin, and green eyes. His unusual looks caught her off-guard and she stammered, "I'm interested in some classes... I've had self-defense... and" "And you wish to pursue martial arts to protect yourself better?" the man answered calmly. "Yes... um, no," Reyes stammered. "I watched a class yesterday... at seven... they were doing a kind of breathing exercise first. I liked that. What is that?" "It is called Chi Kung, one of the components of the Shaolin Martial Art," he answered, "Breathing practices are united with combat arts. There is a saying: 'Before a foot or hand strikes, comes Breath.' Chi which is transferred with blood is the base of Courage and Strength. The heart is the marshal of the body and the Breath Chi is the dignitary who goes in advance. The eyes are standards and banners; if they are clouded, you loose orientation; they do not comprehend the meaning of enemy's disposition and can not determine movement and tranquility." Monica was stunned. Could this be the answer to her problems on the firing range? "How do I learn that?" she asked eagerly. "We do not teach it as a single skill," the instructor replied. "When practicing Chi Kung, your thoughts must be in a state of full concentration. The concentration of the mind on Dantien, the Cinnabar Field," the instructor patted his abdomen, just below his navel. "... is the main secret and the basic principle of Chi Kung practice. It takes daily practice, not just a few lessons... And, we teach it as part of Shaolin Kung Fu, and Tai Chi Chuan, which are in turn part of a larger spiritual truth. Shaolin philosophy has three spiritual goals: Leading a morally upright and happy life. Enjoying heavenly bliss in the after-life. Attaining enlightenment in Zen." Monica nodded, transfixed, her eyes beaming with enthusiasm. "When do I start?" The instructor looked at her skeptically, "Most of our students come to us for instruction in martial arts, for fighting. You do not seem to be interested in fighting..." "I'm an FBI agent ... well, as of a few days ago," she confessed. "I've learned about fighting. But something has been missing from my training... I can feel it." A trace of desperation flashed over her face, and the instructor nodded sympathetically. "A new class begins in two weeks. But you may join my classes for the chi breathing exercises if you wish." "Thank you," she gushed. She grabbed his hand and shook it in both of hers. "I can't wait." She looked at the schedule, and before she could ask, he answered, "You may come to any class with my initials on it. My name is Dennis Gray -- DG." Monica was relieved to find he taught classes most evenings. "Thank you," she gushed again. Monica hurriedly changed into her bathing suit and wrapped a gym towel around her waist. Joe was sitting in the hot tub when she arrived, his flushed face telling her she'd kept him waiting. "Sorry," she said breathlessly. "I lost track of time -- talking kung fu.." Joe smiled up at her and held his hand up to do karate chops in the air. "Monica, grasshopper... come to the hot tub... your chi awaits you..." She threw the towel to the side then stepped toward him and took his hand. His eyes were sparkling, and she couldn't help pausing to let him admire her. She grinned and looked down on him, like a princess and her suitor. She forgot all about chi breathing, and was almost hyperventilating as she stepped forward and dipped her toe into the water. Joe stood up to help her, letting her see the ripples of his abdominal muscles, and the veins stretching against his arm muscles. Monica took in the sight, and giggled as the warm water swirled around her ankles. She felt awkward and silly as her long legs tried to find their way. Joe seemed not to mind -- he kept his eyes on hers, but they told her they'd taken in everything else too. They seated themselves gingerly, and Joe put his arm around her shoulders. She leaned against him, helping him pull her to him, and her arm slid over his chest. She slipped her other arm behind him, and their lips met for a tender, electric kiss. It was brief, but powerful, and they pulled away from each other reluctantly. He brought his far arm around to cup her chin and they gazed giddily at each other. Joe broke the silence saying, "Isn't this relaxing?" Monica hummed, deep in her throat. "You'd think. But I don't feel relaxed right now." "No?" he teased. "How do you feel?" She chuckled, a throaty chuckle from even deeper in her throat. "Wet," she said, stretching out the "w." He leaned in for another kiss, and this one was open-mouthed and sensuous, softness against softness, tongue against tongue. Joe moved toward Monica until his broad shoulders and back were covering her body, blocking the view from the doorway, giving his hand permission to slide over places that shouldn't be touched in public. She arched toward him and let her lips show him her appreciation for the movements of his hand. He moved his mouth to her ear and whispered, "want to order Chinese instead of going out to eat?" She put her mouth to his ear and murmured, "Moo Goo Gai Pan." Joe dropped off Monica at her apartment and she hurriedly straightened things out while she waited for him to park his car. After twenty minutes, the apartment was ready for company, the table was set for dinner, candles burned from several directions. She started to feel anxious, wondering if she'd been teased. She stood behind the door and listened for his footsteps. Finally she heard his footsteps pounding toward her door. She flung the door open and greeted him with a smile. His surly expression surprised her. "It's impossible parking in this neighborhood," he grunted. "That's why I don't have a car," she said cheerfully. She locked the door and followed him into the living room. "Relax," she said soothingly, running her hands over his upper arms. "It's okay now." He turned and started to object, then felt the frustration of parking melt away into the chocolate pools of her eyes. "Yes, you're right," he said gently. He put his arms around her waist and pulled her to him. They kissed, not as passionately as before, but sincerely nonetheless. He pulled away from her and smiled appreciatively. "Do you have this effect on everyone?" he asked. "What effect?" "Somehow," he kept his hands on her waist and rocked her from side to side. "Somehow, you make everything seem okay. Did you know that?" She blushed. "It must be just you," she said. "Maybe it's because you have that effect on me." She put her hands behind his neck and pulled him to her. They kissed more passionately, their bodies grinding against each other, their hands grasping each other firmly. He walked her backwards toward her futon, and when she felt the mattress against her calves she turned and looked down. She let herself fall backwards onto it, pulling Joe down with her. They sat there, kissing, touching, rubbing for what seemed like hours, when suddenly Joe pulled away and said, "I hate to say this, but where's your bathroom?" She nodded toward it, then said, "Should I call for the food?" "Sure," he answered. She couldn't help feeling disappointed, but tried to be cheerful as he told her what to order for him. As she thumbed through the Yellow Pages she sighed, and felt nostalgic for the feel of his body. She closed her eyes and relived the past few moments, feeling his lips, hands, and... Suddenly she opened her eyes, her heart racing. That wasn't Joe pressing against her back, it was Brad. She felt panicky. What was she doing here? How could she feel this way? She hurriedly phoned the restaurant and put in her order, then slammed down the phone. She looked anxiously toward the bathroom when she heard the flush, her feelings still conflicted. Joe walked toward her, a spring in his step, as he shoved his T-shirt into his jeans. "Sorry that took so long..." he started. Monica moved toward him, and tugged at the fold of fabric he was trying to shove into his pants. "The food will be here in twenty minutes," she said, pulling sideways and out on his shirt. "But we can always heat it up later..." She started pulling up on his shirt and he grinned. "Yeah, we could do that." When his shirt was off, Monica ran her hands over his chest, shoulders, and abdomen, gently at first, then more firmly as she sensed his muscles flexing under her touch. Even a man this buff held his breath at a time like this, she marveled. She stepped back and pulled at the hem of her own T-shirt, exposing a few inches of her flat midriff. His hand went toward it instantly, then slid under her shirt as far as it could reach. Monica was starting to feel frustrated with his teasing, and she grasped her shirt by both hands, pulling it over her head in one smooth motion. Joe reached out and slid one hand over her breasts as put his other hand around her waist. After throwing her T-shirt to the floor, Monica tilted her head in expectation of a kiss. Joe did not disappoint. The kiss was urgent, almost hard, and the ragged exhalations from his nostrils sent tingles up her spine. After gently massaging each breast, Joe found the clasp of her bra and expertly undid it. She let his movements guide hers as he pulled the straps down her arms, the fresh air causing her newly liberated nipples to harden. Before he could move his hands back to her breasts, she pressed them into his chest. The feeling of his skin on hers made her groan softly, and she began to rub against him in tiny circles. Joe grabbed her ass, and he began massaging each cheek in his massive hands. Monica responded by gyrating against him, feeling exhilarated yet safe and protected by his body on one side, his hands on the other. She slid her hands over his back, pressing firmly against his taut skin, until they found the waistband of his pants. She tried to slip her hands under his pants, but they were too tight. He pulled away from her and grinned as he undid his belt, then his fly, then her belt, and her fly. She stepped backward and pulled at the front edge of her futon, turning it into a bed. She sat at the edge and looked invitingly up at him. He stood in front of her and bent forward to pull at the sides of her jeans. She lifted her legs and cooperated as he pulled them off completely, taking her underwear with them. He gasped and quickly slid his own pants down. His conservative white underwear bulged invitingly, and Monica put her hand over the bulge, at first tentatively, then more boldly as she heard his nearly-silent sighs. She slid his underwear down, her body leaning forward as she did so, until his underpants were at his knees, and her mouth was within inches of his turgid member. He put his hands on the back of her head and wove his fingers through her hair, inviting but not pressuring her. She accepted the invitation, first licking the tip with her tongue, then exploring the rest. It was smaller than she'd expected, but also thicker. She was able to take him almost completely into her mouth. Her hands cupped his balls as her tongue moved under his cock. His groans became lower and more frequent, and his body swayed as she continued to work his most sensitive areas. Sensing he was ready to come, Monica pulled away. He looked down on her with a nearly inhuman expression of lust, and she grabbed his hands, pulling him downward onto the futon. When they had repositioned themselves, Joe moved his hand to her pubic mound. The smooth skin of his palm against her wiry hairs made Monica's legs instinctively move apart, her knees pulling upward. Joe moved his fingers over her dripping gorge. He dipped his middle finger into her gushing torrent as his other fingers parted her slick lips. She groaned and pushed up to meet his pressure. He pulled his hand away, and she opened her eyes to see why. He moved over her body, crab-like, and kissed the hollow at the base of her neck. She purred against his mouth, and he took the hint. Carefully positioning himself at her opening, he pushed gently until he had fully entered her, then started pumping slowly. Monica felt her entire being had been erased, and all that was left was a sequence of sensations that grew more and more powerful with every thrust. Monica wrapped her legs around his, matching his thrusts with subtle yet urgent thrusts of her own. Her breathing quickened, and she started to want their movements to quicken as well, when suddenly she heard Joe groan and felt a surge of warmth flooding her vagina. Joe hugged her closely to him, and slowed to a stop. He pulled out of her and rolled to the side, keeping his face near hers. "That was incredible," he whispered into her ear. He slid his hand over her breasts in absent, random patterns. "You're so beautiful..." he whispered even more softly, then kissed her cheek. Monica laid next to him, thinking 'Is that it?' She looked at her clock -- ten more minutes until the food came. She sighed. "Thank you," she whispered. They were dressed by the time the food arrived, and Monica tried her best to hide her disappointment. He has no idea, she thought. Well, there's time... Next time I'll tell him what I want... She chewed her food silently as he exuberantly described some of his adventures on the job. Then, he turned serious for a moment, and said, "My partner asked for a transfer -- all these cases with children, he just can't take it -- and we're having a little party for him. Can you come?" Monica smiled and swallowed. "When?" "Saturday afternoon. We're going to have a pot-luck, and his wife and kid will be there. I'm bringing my mom's baked ziti. You gotta try it. My mom makes the best baked ziti in Brooklyn!" She found his enthusiasm infectious, and said "Just say when -- I'm there!" After dinner, Monica cleared the table, and put the dirty dishes in the sink. Joe came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. He nuzzled her neck, then said, "I hate to do this, but I gotta go... My mom will wonder where I am." Monica wheeled around. "Your mom? You live with your mother?" "Sure, at least until I get married, and even then, it will take awhile to save money for a house..." Monica blushed at his use of the m-word. "I'm just a little surprised... You seem so independent..." "Thanks, but the city's expensive, and besides," he stroked her hair gently as he spoke. "Ma needs me since dad died. She shouldn't be living alone...." He bent forward and gave her a peck on the cheek. "Want to come to the gym again tomorrow? Lots of guest passes left..." Monica nodded and he kissed her, briefly, on the lips. "See you at 6:30," he said. He walked to the door and let himself out. ***************************************************************** ********** THURSDAY The next day, Monica's performance at the simulator was dismal. Brad looked on from a distance, until she finally turned and asked for his help. "Let me see what you've done," he said, and with a few keystrokes was able to see a computer read-out of her results. "Hmmmmm. You've killed three innocents, and died five times yourself.... What do you think the trouble is?" "Distractions," Monica said immediately. "Just like yesterday -- worse, in fact." "Well, this simulator is designed to be realistic, and yesterday you were firing at a known object, with limited distractions. Maybe you need an easier simulation to start with." He typed a few lines of text, clicked his mouse a few times, then said, "Let's see how you do with this one." Monica positioned herself and put her gun out in front of her as Brad looked on from behind. The simulator started, and a street scene appeared on the screen. Her eyes darted from one part of the scene to the other, and from person to person. A dog ran in front of her and she started to breathe faster, her mouth grimacing. Finally, a figure emerged from the left and she shot at it, leaving her defenseless against the figure from the right who had a gun. "Bang, bang, you're dead," said Brad. Monica turned to face him, tears welling up in her eyes. "What am I missing?" she asked in desperation. Brad walked up behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders. "It's going to run again, exactly the same, now put up your gun," he said. Monica did as she was told. "Okay," he said, shaking her shoulders gently. "Now, the important thing is to know which guy is the right guy. You don't want to nail the first guy you see... The right guy could come at you from any direction, and you won't notice him if you're distracted by the wrong guy. Now, watch..." he described the scenario as it unfolded, instructing her on what to watch for. He ran his hands down her arms to her elbows. As he did so, his body moved closer to hers, his voice speaking more and more directly into her ear. She turned her head to face him, and their lips accidentally grazed each other. She lowered her arms and his hands moved from her elbows to her waist. Their mouths went to each other, and they kissed hungrily. She dropped the simulated gun and turned to wrap her arms around his waist. She ran her hands over his back, and he drew his hands up and into her hair. She pulled back a few inches and whispered, "People can see us. We shouldn't..." "Who cares?" he answered. He kissed her passionately, and a throaty groan escaped his throat. He moved his mouth to her ear and said in a loud whisper, "God, you're beautiful... I can't stop thinking about you..." Suddenly a very loud "ahem" caught their attention. There, with a very stern and disapproving look, was Janet. Brad and Monica stared at her, saying nothing. "I've been sent here to tell you," Janet said grimly. "That you are fired. Both of you." Before Brad or Monica could answer... the alarm went off. It was 6:00 a.m., time to get ready for another eight hours of work and sexual self-denial.