The BLTS Archive - A Matter of Control fifth in the Of Love & Logic series by Yvette (yvette@ecn.net.au) --- (c) Sept 1998 Intro: Ah, Malissa. Queen of Beta-Readers, who laughs at the funny bits, stops me from using the same word six times in two paragraphs, and generally fields the errors, inconsistencies and other bad stuff before they reach you, the reader. She deserves more than thanks, but what can you do, huh? --- "It's just a matter of control," Harry declared idly, lying back on the couch with a sigh of contentment. Tuvok raised one eyebrow at his younger lover, amused. "I do not recall any recent occasion where you have been able to prolong your sexual enjoyment by delaying orgasm, Harry." Harry looked wounded. "Well, of course not, Tuvok. There hasn't been any particular reason to. But if I wanted to, I could hold out." "Really." It wasn't a question, and Harry had no trouble reading the lazy challenge in Tuvok's voice. Harry looked over at Tuvok and smiled. Tuvok had been reading a data PADD when Harry bought up the topic, but he had obediently put it aside when Harry had ordered him to. Something Tom had mentioned during lunch had got the Ensign thinking, and he wanted to share the conversation with Tuvok. Tom had made some comment about the length of his and Chakotay's lovemaking sessions - the point being that he had iron control over his body's responses. Harry had laughed at the time, but the comment lingered in his mind. He and Tuvok had had a couple of marathon lovemaking sessions, when Harry had come two or three times over a period of several hours. They had experimented with restraints, but the whole idea of this was to control your own body - without assistance in any way. Suddenly keen to put his theory into practice, Harry got up off the couch and walked over to the bedroom. He looked over his shoulder to see Tuvok watching him bemusedly. The Ensign sighed impatiently and said, "Well, c'*mon*, Tuvok!" His lover dutifully rose and followed Harry into the bedroom. --- The following day. . . "Fifteen minutes or so?! Harry Kim - man of iron!" Tom laughed as his friend blushed even harder. "Well - I wasn't really trying," Harry declared, wishing he'd never bought up the subject in the first place. Tom snickered. "It's probably just experience, Harry. I mean, you are kinda young, after all. . . .." Three tables away, Tuvok mentally rolled his eyes at that inflammatory comment. Tom Paris was clearly moments away from trying to con his best friend, and it appeared that Harry was going to fall for it one more time. Tuvok was correct. Harry stiffened at the insult, as Tom had known he would, and immediately leapt on the defensive. "Hey, I've had *plenty* of experience, Paris. And let's face it , I'm fitter than you are - I could outrun you any day of the week." Tom grinned. "It's not exactly the same thing, Harry. But I'll take your word for it." Harry grinned in response, camaraderie restored. The friends returned to their lunch until Harry remembered how the discussion had begun. "So, anyway - how long can you go with Chakotay?" he asked, in all seriousness. Tom thought for a moment. "Without restraints?" Harry nodded. "So just me and Chakotay, no toys, no gags, no blindfolds, no other stuff?" Harry's eyebrows had risen to almost his hairline. "Jeez, Tom - don't you guys ever just have sex?" Tom laughed, but the blush betrayed him. "Well, yeah - we just like a little variety sometimes." Harry nodded thoughtfully, trying to hold back a grin. "Nothing extra. Just you and him and a bed. How long?" "An hour." "An hour? No way!" Harry was incredulous. Either Chakotay was a lousy lover or Tom had ice in his veins. He had a sudden thought. "We are talking first time, right? No quick, take-the-edge-off climax - this is no sex for, say, 24 hours and then . . . . . . " Harry trailed off, not even trying to find a way to finish the sentence when he knew that Tom would come up with something way more outrageous than anything he could think of. "Down and dirty? Wham, Bam, Thank you Ma'am? Hole in One? Getting. . . " Harry interrupted Tom, laughing, "Okay - all of that! Now just answer the question, and remember - a week's credits are riding on this." It was two weeks until Tuvok's birthday and the extra credits would go towards an extra special night for them both. Tom raised an eyebrow, amused. There were times when Harry seemed to get more naïve with each passing year. The kid would never win this one. "One hour. No extras, just me, Chakotay and a bed." Harry nodded thoughtfully. "It has to be a full-out effort on Chakotay's part, though. You'll need to make sure of that, otherwise it wouldn't be fair." Tom raised an eyebrow. "Yeah, and you'll have to do the same with Tuvok. Otherwise we could just concentrate on *them* and delay things that way." Tom wasn't about to tell Harry how many times he had come just from bringing Chakotay off with his mouth. "Absolutely." There was no way Harry was going to admit to coming just from hearing Tuvok's quiet moans as he sucked him dry. "Hang on a sec!" Tom glanced around, noting Tuvok sitting across the other side of the room, seemingly engrossed in the data PADD he was reading while eating lunch. He looked at Harry suspiciously. "How are you going to keep this from Tuvok, anyway? It's hardly fair if he knows all about it through your link." Harry frowned. "He doesn't read my thoughts unless I want him to, Tom. That would be rude. He can sense my emotional state all the time - so I guess he'll wonder why I'm feeling so triumphant when I win, but that's it unless I allow it," he finished with a smirk. Tom lightly cuffed Harry on the head for his impudence, and the two continued to eat, debating the finer points of the bet. Three tables away Tuvok was wondering how long it would take for the two friends realised that there was still a major problem with their plans. It wasn't long. "Oh - hell." Tom looked up at Harry, eyes wide. "What?" "How are we going to get an accurate time from this, anyway? The computer could do it, but it would need voice commands to know when to start and when to stop." Harry thought for a moment. "Okay, we can program the computer to begin timing when it hears a certain phrase - something we can use when things start to heat up." Tom interrupted, "Yeah - but we'll have to make sure that we're timing from the beginning of the actual *sex*, otherwise it won't be exact." The two continued to discuss the problem, and agreed on a solution. Pleased with the final arrangements, the friends left the mess hall after agreeing to wager one week's worth of replicator rations on the outcome. Both were keen to prove their iron control, and so the practical part of the bet would take place that same night. --- Harry wondered briefly if Tuvok was toying with him, and then dismissed the thought as rampant paranoia. He waited impatiently on their bed for Tuvok to finish doing whatever the hell he was doing in the main room and join him again. The computer had been programmed to begin timing when Harry said the words, 'Make love to me, Tuvok.' It had seemed like the best option to go with, something he could easily say when they began their lovemaking, and also a sentence Tuvok himself was unlikely to use. Only it hadn't worked out that way. They had prepared for bed, Harry scrupulously waiting until they were naked and Tuvok was kissing him before giving the computer the command. "Make love to me, Tuvok." Harry felt guilty practicing this deception as a part of their lovemaking, but Tuvok was marking his neck in a familiar fashion and that was fast taking his mind off it. Until Tuvok stopped. "I believe I have left the monitor on in the main room, Harry. Please excuse me for a moment." And saying that, Tuvok got up off the bed and went into the main room. Harry remained dumbfounded on the bed for a moment, before quickly remembering he would have to turn off the timer. Feeling completely ridiculous Harry whispered the pre-programmed command. "That was great, Tuvok". He lay back down on the bed to wait for Tuvok. The Vulcan returned to the bed, lay down beside Harry and ran a hand over Harry's chest, before returning to his previous occupation of kissing Harry's neck and throat. Harry thought frantically of a way to repeat the timer command without sounding completely absurd. "So *now*, could you make love to me, Tuvok?" At least the timer was on, and Harry could lay back and enjoy Tuvok's ministrations. One long-fingered hand skimmed his body, heading for his cock, only to stop at his stomach. Harry groaned as Tuvok ceased his nibbling and got off the bed again. "God, Tuvok - what *now*?!" "There was a malfunction in the security grid today, Harry. I should set the privacy lock on the door manually." Harry waited until Tuvok left the room again, sighed, and repeated the signal to cease timing. "That was great, Tuvok." So far it had been anything *but*! Still, Harry knew how private Tuvok was, and it didn't surprise him that the Vulcan wanted to be sure they wouldn't be interrupted. Just as Tuvok re-entered the bedroom, Harry glanced at the chronometer beside the bed. It would be a less accurate time than the computer would give, but at least he wouldn't have to wait until Tuvok had left for work before he could find out what time he'd made. The chronometer read 11.03pm. Tuvok lay down once again beside Harry, and began their lovemaking for the third time. Harry allowed the kisses, enjoyed the hand that roamed over his chest and abs, but pulled away when Tuvok would have kissed him on the mouth. "You're *sure* you've done everything, Tuvok? No last minute reports that have to be written right now? Don't want to take a quick shower, maybe?" Harry was all too aware that having to repeat himself in this farcical fashion was getting out of hand. Tuvok raised an eyebrow, seemingly surprised at Harry's sarcasm. "I do not believe there is anything further to delay intercourse, Harry. I apologise for not being prepared earlier." A quick flush of guilt threatened to give the game away as Harry struggled to keep it from showing on his face. Tuvok would feel it through their link, but would hopefully think it was from using sarcasm on his lover. Harry slid one hand around the back of Tuvok's head, pulling him closer. Before their lips met, he said, "I'm sorry - it's just that I really want you to make love to me, Tuvok." As the Vulcan's lips met his, Harry silently vowed never to use that phrase again. It was getting way beyond a joke. The first kiss was gentle, but Tuvok quickly picked up the pace. A wave of heat threaded its way straight to Harry's groin when Tuvok left his mouth one more time and started on his neck. Tuvok's mouth moved from his throat to the base of Harry's ear, and a hot tongue snaked out to trace the lobe. Harry moaned softly as the lobe was tugged gently between Tuvok's teeth. This always heralded a more aggressive approach on the rest of his body. Harry felt the familiar surge of lust as Tuvok's hands began their magic on his body. He concentrated hard on *not* coming. Easier said than done. Oh, God - so much easier said than done. Tuvok was licking his nipples now, with that frown of concentration that he got during lovemaking that was almost enough in itself to make Harry come. The long minutes of licking turned to sucking, and then to nibbling. Tuvok read his body like a book, knowing just how long to take over his nipples, knowing that biting was too much - licking got them hard like they were now, and signalled the beginning of the serious business. Harry arched under Tuvok's mouth despite himself, wanting the feel of that tongue and those lips on his skin, knowing he had to hold back if he was going to prolong his climax. Right about now, Tuvok would usually take his cock in one talented hand and begin stroking it. Strangely, this night he did not. Instead the Vulcan continued his oral assault, one hand instead just stroking the inside of Harry's upper leg. Harry wanted badly to touch his lover, but knew what sort of effect that would have on his own body. His cock was hard now, not leaking much yet, but it would soon. He felt light-headed with arousal, his body gearing up, heavy with anticipation and the driving need to be touched *more*, to be fucked *now*. "Oh, God, Tuvok. . . . . . .." Harry pushed on Tuvok's shoulders, wanting to stop the insidious waves of pleasure that were making his cock throb. Tuvok resisted his efforts, holding Harry off with ease and moving further south with his mouth. Harry's cock began to leak and he moaned when Tuvok ignored it and went straight to his balls. The heat threatened to overwhelm him as Tuvok tongued his balls thoroughly, pulling them each entirely into his mouth and sucking softly. The feeling was incredible - the heat of Tuvok's mouth and the firm suction nearly doing Harry in there and then. Surely they had been making love forever - he had to be well past Tom's record by now. Harry groaned with the effort of trying to rein in his desire, and sat up in bed pushing Tuvok off his body, trying desperately to get himself under control again. Tuvok was looking at him with concern and curiosity "It's okay, Tuvok - I just. . . . . . I just wanted to make it last tonight, that's all." Harry pushed Tuvok gently down on the bed, and lay almost on top of him, his cock instinctively reacting to the firm surface of Tuvok's thigh by throbbing even harder. Harry stilled his natural desire to thrust only by pulling back so that his cock wasn't in contact with Tuvok's body. Tuvok took advantage of the momentary lapse in concentration and followed Harry's body back down on the bed until they were back in their original positions, Harry on his back and Tuvok half on top of him. "There is no need for self-denial, Harry - you will be able to function again later." Tuvok's murmured reassurance didn't help Harry's state of mind at all, nor did the tongue that was insinuating itself in his left ear. Harry pulled away again, needing to get away before Tuvok had him coming without even touching him. "No, Tuvok, I just need . . . a moment." Harry was feeling dizzy from arousal and his body was sending urgent signals about forgetting the stupid bet and just getting on with it. The Vulcan considered his request for a moment and then pulled back from Harry himself. "Perhaps you wish to cease completely?" The tone was mild, but Harry could see the familiar shutters coming down on Tuvok's expression and cursed himself and the bet silently. "No! Tuvok - no. . . . . . .." The bet assumed that each partner would be giving his all to make their lover come, and denying Tuvok this was, in fact, cheating. Harry sighed, and lay back on the bed. He traced Tuvok's mouth with one finger gently and smiled. "Okay, Tuvok - do your worst." And with that, sent every bit of love and reassurance he could through their link. Tuvok, reassured as to Harry's motives, did precisely that. Still holding Harry's gaze, Tuvok reached over for Harry's hand and placed it on his own cock. Harry gasped, his eyes following his hand, and he watched as Tuvok used his hand to stroke the hard flesh. The familiar feel of Tuvok's cock sent a wave of ecstasy over his entire body, and his own cock began to ache. Tuvok hadn't even touched him there yet, seemingly intent on his own pleasure. It was a turn-on like no other to see his reticent lover using him so intimately, allowing him this incredible liberty. He was almost at flashpoint when Tuvok's hand left his and began stroking Harry's cock. He felt like he'd hard for a year and his cock seemed to buck under Tuvok's firm stroking. And although he fought the feeling, Harry could feel the familiar tightening of his balls that preceded climax. Tuvok's cock was forgotten as the Vulcan picked up the pace on Harry's cock, his hand moving down to grasp the base while he leaned in and enclosed the head in his mouth. The feel of lips and tongue on his cock head and the firm stroking of Tuvok's hand were enough to put Harry on the brink. But it was Tuvok's steady gaze on his as his mouth worked on Harry's cock that sent the younger man over the edge. "Oh God - Tuvok yes yes yes. . . . . . ..Oh God. . . YES!!" The orgasm seemed to grab his entire body, starting at his balls, but spreading the incredible pleasure throughout his body as he arched up and exploded into Tuvok's mouth. He slumped back on the bed, thoroughly sated. After that mind-blowing orgasm, it was a major effort to voice the command that would end the timer. This time, though, Harry really meant it. "That was *great*, Tuvok!" Harry lay collapsed in a molten mess on the bed, unable to move - utter lassitude overtaking his entire body. An overwhelming feeling of guilt detracted from the pleasure of the incredible climax and Harry silently vowed never to use his sex life as a betting tool again. Tuvok deserved a lot better than that. Long seconds passed as Harry's brain slowly ticked over that last thought. Tuvok. His eyes popped open as he suddenly thought to consider his lover. Tuvok was lying alongside him, head propped up on one hand, watching Harry. "God, Tuvok - I'm sorry. You were amazing!" Harry leaned over to kiss his lover, feeling energized all of a sudden. The bet was over and done with, he felt like he had held out for hours and proved himself - now it was time to pleasure Tuvok, and hopefully make up for what he'd done, even though Tuvok would never know about it. Harry smiled up at his lover, saying, "Lie back, Tuvok - I want you in my mouth." Some shifting, and Harry was lying between Tuvok's legs, mouth at the ready just inches away from the hard black cock that had patiently waited its turn. Tuvok's hands were clasped behind his head as he calmly waited for Harry to fulfill his promise. The long-suffering Vulcan closed his eyes and fought to keep Harry from feeling his amusement through their mental link as he felt, rather than saw, Harry note the time on the chronometer beside the bed. It read 11.19pm. It was not the best blow job Harry had ever given him, but it was enjoyable, nonetheless. --- Sixteen minutes, forty one point ten seconds. 16.41.10. How was he going to face Tom Paris with *that* result? It was too embarrassing for words. Harry automatically keyed in a command in the control panel in the Jefferies tube he was working in, grateful for the task that kept him off the Bridge and out of Tom's way. It was a blessedly quiet area of space, and the Captain was manning the Bridge with a couple of very junior crewmembers, while the rest of the crew were spread throughout the ship seeing to maintenance and repairs. It made a break from routine. It wouldn't be long before Tom cornered him somewhere, though, and Harry knew he wouldn't get out of this one. Tom would want to crow about Harry's youth, his inexperience - his . . . . . . . his. . . .. virginal state. Might as well say it. Compared to Tom, Harry *was* practically a virgin. So he'd only had two lovers before Tuvok - it didn't matter, did it? T'Pel was Tuvok's only lover before Harry and he'd been alive longer than Tom and Harry put together! Harry sighed impatiently at his errant thoughts, and returned to the task at hand. Only moments later, though, he heard someone coming up the Jefferies tube. The hatch slid open and Tom Paris' grinning face peeked through. "Hey, Harry - having fun?" Harry sat back, giving Tom room to come into his section of the Jefferies tube and sit opposite him. "Yeah - it's a bundle of laughs. I thought you were supposed to be in engineering?" Tom shrugged. "The ship won't fall apart in the next ten minutes, Harry. I just needed a break from B'Elanna." Harry smiled sympathetically. "On a rampage, huh?" "You'd better believe it. I figure I have about half an hour before she comes looking for me." Harry mentally squared his shoulders. Crunch time. "So - did you break your record, Tom?" It was clear that Tom knew exactly what he was talking about. He flushed, and looked anywhere but Harry's face. "Oh, c'mon Harry! Are you still on about that stupid bet?" Harry looked up at his friend, surprised. Tom was bright red to the roots of his hair, and trying hard to appear unconcerned. A slow smile spread across Harry Kim's face as he took in the sight. "Sooooo. Had a little problem holding out, did you?" Tom's disgruntled face was answer enough and Harry smirked. "A bit quick off the mark, Tom? I hope you at least got undressed - you know how those 'special' cleaning jobs can really eat away at your replicator rations." Tom grinned sheepishly. "I didn't come in my pants, Harry. Well - not quite anyway." Harry laughed at that, asking, "So come on, Tom. Give me the details - well, not *all* the details," he amended quickly, knowing Tom from old, "just tell me what time you got." Tom muttered something Harry couldn't quite catch. "What was that, Tom?" "I *said* it wasn't really a proper test, because we didn't really spend the time on the bed. And I was kinda tired last night, anyway - and Chakotay was on some kind of *mission* . . . .." Tom trailed off as Harry laughed helplessly at the litany of excuses. "So - *how* *long*, Tom?" Tom reddened further. "Eighteen minutes, okay? But I'm telling you - I can do a lot better than that! What did you get, anyway?" Now it was Harry's turn to redden. "Sixteen minutes." Tom's jaw dropped, and he crowed delightedly. "Sixteen minutes? I thought you were really gonna *try* Har! Looks like that's the best you can do, huh?" "Frankly I think it's more likely due to the fact that Tuvok is a better lover than Chakotay!" Harry retorted. Tom gaped, momentarily lost for words at the rank blasphemy. "Tuvok is hotter in bed than Chakotay? *Tuvok*?!" Tom was insultingly incredulous. Harry defended his lover with considerable emphasis. "Tuvok has *decades* of experience, Tom. Besides, he's a Vulcan. You know how they are about doing things well." Harry smiled reminiscently. "So how are we going to find out, anyway? Swap partners?" Tom had moved from confident to belligerent, only belatedly considering that the solution he had forwarded meant that he would have to sleep with Tuvok. Harry, on the other hand, was trying to imagine having sex with Chakotay. The two friends looked up at each other at the same moment, identical looks of distaste on each face. For a second it seemed as though things would get heated between the friends as they defended their lovers' respective prowess, but the ridiculous nature of the argument struck both at the same time and they burst out laughing. Tom held up two hands in mock surrender. "All right, Har - let's agree that we've each got an incredible lover and leave it at that, okay?" Harry grinned in response. "Hand me that gel pack, Tom - we might as well get some work done while we're here." The sounds of Harry and Tom laughing together and chatting as they worked on the faulty gel pack echoed clearly into the forward weapons array, where Chakotay stood, transfixed at the conversation. So *that* was why Tom had worked so hard to delay his pleasure the night before! The little. . . .! Chakotay grinned despite himself. Tom hadn't had much luck holding out, though. Chakotay chuckled quietly to himself, thinking of the night before. He looked up as Tuvok entered the small room and raised a finger to his lips before the Vulcan could give away their position. Tuvok remained obediently silent, handing over a PADD with his report on it to Chakotay. In the Jefferies tube, the argument had been resumed, and Tom and Harry sounded a little heated. Harry's voice carried clearly to where Chakotay and Tuvok were listening in. "Look, Tom, enough of the Vulcan jokes! I don't want to discuss my sex life with you, but I'm telling you - Tuvok is a hell of a lot hotter than Chakotay. He is a perfectionist, after all." Chakotay grinned and raised an eyebrow at Tuvok, who remained composed. Tom's voice told of his incredulity. "No offense, Harry - but you have *no* idea what you're talking about! I mean, lets face it, I've had enough lovers to know when I've hit the major leagues. Chakotay is the sexiest guy onboard Voyager. I'm sure Tuvok tries hard, but he's a Vulcan! *And* a security officer!" "What's that got to do with anything?" Harry sounded torn between laughter and annoyance. "Security officers are notoriously straight-laced, Harry. They have to take all of those psych exams just to get into a security program." Harry laughed. "That's so that they won't let someone who's overly *violent* be put in a position where he could abuse someone. It's got nothing to do with sex!" "Yeah, well, security officers are paid to have no imagination. Command officers, on the other hand, are encouraged to think laterally. And believe me, it makes a difference in your sex life having a partner with imagination," Tom finished triumphantly. Chakotay was trying hard not to laugh out loud at the expression on Tuvok's face as they listened to the conversation. Tom was truly an original! But Harry was talking now. "You're full of it, Tom. If we use that argument, you could say that Chakotay is paid to look at the big picture - not the details. Frankly, I'd rather have a lover who pays attention to every tiny little detail, not just the end result." "Torres to Paris." Chakotay jumped slightly at the unexpected interruption. "Paris here." "Paris - I don't know where you are, but if you're not back here in Engineering in five minutes, I'm going to put you on report. And you remember what Chakotay said would happen if you got put on report any time soon?" Tom appeared to remember that distinctly. "Okay, okay - I'm on my way. Paris out." Chakotay and Tuvok remained where they were, listening to Tom leave the Jefferies tube, followed by Harry, who had obviously finished whatever it was he was doing. When the hatch slammed shut, Chakotay turned to look at Tuvok. "Those two spend way too much time thinking about their sex lives." Tuvok's expression was neutral. "Mr. Paris has a rather unique view of the role of a security officer." Chakotay smiled. "Harry doesn't seem to have much of an idea of what a First Officer's job is either. The question is, who's going to win their bet?" There was a definite challenge implied in the question. "I believe Mr. Paris will, once again, triumph." Tuvok was clearly implying that Harry would come first. Chakotay reacted as expected to the provocation. "Oh, I don't know, Tuvok - I happen to think Harry will win this one hands down. What say we put a gentleman's wager on the outcome - say, a week's worth of replicator rations?" He didn't honestly expect Tuvok to take him up on the offer, but much to his amazement, the Vulcan agreed. "Very well. However, our respective partners have already waged a similar amount of replicator rations on the outcome, so whichever result occurs, one bet will balance out the other." Chakotay mulled it over for a moment. "Okay. How about personal holodeck allocations for two weeks? The winner would have enough for an entire night in the holodeck." It was rare that anyone got an entire night in the holodeck, but with four lots of holodeck allocations in all, it could be done. "Agreed." And with that, the Vulcan left. --- This wasn't working. With the confidence that daytime brought, Harry had thought that if he had total control over their sexual encounter, he'd be able to put off orgasm. That over-confident thought had led to where he was now, behind Tuvok, fucking the hottest, tightest ass in existence. Harry's cock was so hard it was almost painful and he couldn't help but thrust into the welcome heat that enveloped him. Tuvok was on his hands and knees, legs spread to give Harry access, head bowed - quiet moans of approval as Harry thrust into him almost driving Harry over the edge there and then. It took an immense effort to pull out of Tuvok's body and signal his lover to turn over. Tuvok did so, eyes narrowed as he fought to control his breathing and heart-rate. Harry was aware that his desperate attempts to delay orgasm were getting more and more obvious, but he wanted those replicator rations. Until now, Harry had been in control, but the effort of ignoring his leaking cock and aching balls allowed Tuvok to switch positions. The Vulcan sat up, pushing Harry back onto the bed, leaving Harry lying on his back with Tuvok above him. Tuvok reached for the warm cloth sitting on the table next to the bed, and began a sensual cleanup of Harry's body with it. Only Tuvok could turn a wash into something sexual. The warm towel in Tuvok's hands massaged Harry's cock, almost to the point of climax. Harry was on the verge of pushing Tuvok away when the Vulcan put the cloth back on the bedside table and started sucking on Harry's nipples. Harry gasped, and began mentally listing each station on the bridge, in alphabetical order. It helped some, but not enough. He was on to Engineering when Tuvok inserted one lubricated finger into his ass, and his concentration was such that he almost lost it completely right there and then. By some miracle he held on, even when Tuvok began that light sucking on the very tip of his cock, all the while thrusting inside him with two, and then three fingers. Harry was burning up, moaning and thrusting, inches away from climax. He'd held off for so long his cock and balls were aching with need. It took a mammoth effort to push Tuvok away from his cock, and to rearrange things so that Tuvok was lying on his back with Harry above him. Aroused almost beyond anything he could stand, Harry maneuvered himself so that he was straddling the Vulcan. He was thoroughly lubricated, Tuvok had seen to that, but Tuvok's cock needed lubricant. Harry couldn't do it - he'd come immediately if he touched Tuvok's cock right now. Instead, he looked down at Tuvok, crouched over the top of the Vulcan's body, silently demanding that Tuvok take care of it. The Vulcan frowned, but Harry ignored it, closing his eyes. As he tried desperately to get his arousal under control, he felt Tuvok reach for the lubricant and coat his fingers. The slight rocking of the body beneath him told Harry that Tuvok was covering his cock with the clear gel. Harry reached behind himself to guide Tuvok's cock into his waiting body. As the hard flesh pushed past the ring of muscle, the discomfort began. Slowly - ever so slowly! - he lowered himself onto the hot, rigid flesh, eyes closed in concentration as his arousal faltered. When Tuvok's cock was fully encased inside him, Harry paused for a moment. His legs were aching at the unaccustomed position, and his ass throbbed with the slight discomfort of entry, but still his cock was hard and leaking from the sight of his lover laid out before him. Tuvok's nipples were hard little rocks and the frown of concentration on his face showed his difficulty at controlling his own orgasm. And then Tuvok began to move. Shocked as hell, Harry froze in place for a moment when the cock inside of him rubbed his prostate and the unusual angle sent a wave of pure ecstasy through his body. He wanted so desperately to hold out but it was impossible as Tuvok thrust against him again. And then he was moving himself, working his ass up and down on the rigid flesh, crying out each time as he prostate was worked, his cock leaking copiously now. His movements got faster and he could feel his balls tightening, his entire body stiffening as the climax was ripped from him. Spurts of come shot over Tuvok's body, and Harry cried out again when he felt Tuvok thrusting and coming inside him. It was over. Harry collapsed in a heap on the bed, unable to move, unable to speak, the bet forgotten. Until Tuvok spoke. "Computer. Cease timer." Harry practically jackknifed off the bed with shock. He stood gaping at Tuvok who was lying in the bed, watching him calmly. Harry struggled for words. "You knew?" Tuvok nodded, calmly washing traces of Harry off his chest. Harry flushed bright red with embarrassment. Suddenly, Tuvok's actions the other night began to make sense. He'd known all along - God, he'd known what Harry was doing when he kept using that stupid phrase! Harry closed his eyes and crossed his arms across the front of his chest, feeling extremely vulnerable all of a sudden. Tuvok had every right to be angry with him - and Harry had no excuse. There was nothing he could say that would make it better, nothing - "Come back to bed, Harry." Tuvok's quietly spoken command made Harry open his eyes and look again at his lover. He obeyed the command, climbing back into the bed and into Tuvok's arms in the position they always slept in. They lay there for a few moments, until Harry spoke. "Sorry, Tuvok." Tuvok stroked Harry's silky hair and felt the younger man relax further. "Go to sleep, Harry." They slept. --- In the messhall the following day, Harry stood Tom's crowing in good stead. Tom had won by less than a minute, but he wouldn't be Tom if he didn't get in a few good digs about Harry's youth and inexperience. Harry handed over the weeks worth of replicator rations with a rueful grin. So much for Tuvok's birthday present. He'd never have enough to swap for some holodeck time now. "Okay, Tom, you win this one. What are you going to do with your loot?" "I think you're too young to know, Harry," Tom teased. Friendship intact, Tom and Harry continued to eat their lunch and laugh about the latest gossip. Several tables away, Chakotay handed over two weeks worth of holodeck time to Tuvok. The Vulcan took the chits without a word, and pocketed them. He turned the PADD he had been reading towards the First Officer. "I believe I have discovered the problem in the aft lateral sensors. With adjustment. . . . . . .." Chakotay interrupted before Tuvok could launch into an engineering discussion. "So just what are you planning on doing with all that holodeck time, Tuvok?" For once, the First Officer wanted to get a rise out of the stoic Vulcan. Tuvok raised one eyebrow, pulling the PADD back towards him and rose from the table. "I believe, Commander, that you are deficient in the requisite level of maturity to comprehend the answer to your inquiry." The Vulcan left the mess hall, and Chakotay remained at the table for several minutes longer. Had Tuvok just told him that he was too young to know? Nah. --- continued in the sixth story in the Of Love and Logic series 'Bad Timing (or Will Kill To Fuck)'