The BLTS Archive- Turmoil by Riss (usc_mam@yahoo.com) --- Note: There is a sequel to this story, Aftermath: The Box, which is being posted the same time as this. You don't have to read the other story to understand this and vice-versa. Disclaimers - Paramount owns Star Trek. I'm just borrowing the characters for a little spin. However, the situation is my own so ask permission before using it. © 1998 --- B'Elanna stormed into her quarters, picked up a small sculpture that was sitting on her table and threw it at the wall by her bedroom. Tom, who had been fixing a replicated dinner near the wall console looked up in surprise. "Somehow I don't think that was meant as Klingon foreplay." "No, I'd be throwing it at you. Right now I just want to kill her." Tom had a pretty good idea who she meant, but just wanted to be sure before trying to calm B'Elanna down. "Who?" "That blond, perfect body, Borg bitch!" "Oh, her." Just the person he had though. Tom really didn't want to get into a discussion about her, so he tried to calm B'Elanna down with a change in the subject of the conversation. "How about a nice dinner and then an hour on the holodeck. You'll forget all about today's problems." By this time, Tom had moved close enough that he could wrap his arms around B'Elanna. Unfortunately, he had underestimated the depth of her foul mood. Rather than accepting his embrace, she quickly pushed him away from herself and began pacing around the room like a caged animal. "I wish we had just dumped her on some planet and let the collective pick her up. Right now I just want to take her into a room and show her exactly how much strength my Klingon side has." A very evil smirk broke across B'Elanna's face. "I would love to see her bloody and crawling around on the floor begging for mercy. Then she would need my help!" Tom wasn't quite sure what to say. While he did enjoy seeing B'Elanna's Klingon side, this was a little more than he could handle. Even though this anger wasn't directed at him, he was afraid. Deciding that neither leaving nor speaking were options, he just sat down on the floor and observed her tear around the room. "That cat-suited witch waltzed into engineering today and took over the place." B'Elanna paced the quarters, barely avoiding Tom and the furniture which were littering her way. "No hello, no excuse me, not even one damn reason why. She just comes in, pushes Sue away from the EPS flow regulator and takes over. She came within seconds of overloading the core!" "And when I complained, did she even get in trouble? NO! Did she even hear one word from the Captain about her behavior? NO! B'Elanna's lethal tone almost caused Tom to call security. Just when he thought it couldn't get any worse, she let out the kicker, her voice dripping with sarcasm and something else. "I was the one who my 'friend' Chakotay put on report and relieved of..." In the space of one word, her entire manner changed. If Tom had not been staring at B'Elanna the entire time, he would have sworn it was a different person. For almost a minute, she froze in place only her labored breathing and conflicted expression betraying life. She was waging a war inside herself. Just as suddenly as the turmoil started, there was a resolution. The Klingon strength which had powered her outburst disappeared. As B'Elanna's knees gave way underneath her, she finished her thought. Softly, almost unheard around the sound of her body collapsing toward the floor, "relieved of duty." Before she collapsed all the way, Tom was underneath her body breaking her fall. Her anger dissolved, she clung to him for dear life. They sat there on the floor, arms wrapped around each other, moving only with the gasps of air in between B'Elanna's sobs. Tom knew that neither the anger nor the hurt were directed at him. Unfortunately, he also knew that he could do nothing to erase their pain. The only thing he could do was make sure she didn't have to face them alone. That's why he didn't run in fear of her anger nor her shame. He just held her close, suffering with her, supporting her, loving her. --- The End