The BLTS Archive - Desperate Attempt
by Pixie Child (glitery_insane_pixie_child@yahoo.ca)

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Published: 12-12-03 - Updated: 12-12-03

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The phaser felt cool against the side of her head.

It wasn't supposed to be like this. She was authorized to do anything
necessary. Befriend him, sleep with him, become his lover... But not
fucking fall in love with him.

Never fall for the enemy. She had been trained by the best. Trained to
hunt, fight, kill and seduce without blinking. She may look Bajoran
but she was Cardassian in blood, breed and thought. Seska was not the
emotional, simpering child she had to pretend to be. She was above it
just as she should have been above falling for him. She wasn't Vulcan,
but she had always possessed the same emotional detachment as any she
had ever known when it came to her work. Always. Love was not an
option, and wouldn't be a problem for much longer.

Never again her mind whispers, as strongly as the weapon screams its
promise of escape.

And so she takes it.

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The End