The BLTS Archive - The Flux of Mortal Things by Odan (oxmys@hotmail.com) --- Warning: This story contains angst, violence, course language, and homosexual relationships between women. Disclaimer: No profit is intended in the writing of this story. Star Trek: Voyager and its characters are the property of Paramount and Viacom. Archiving and downloading is welcome, as long as you credit the writer. Many thanks to Meagan for her beta-ing. --- If there had been a time before now he could not remember it. It seemed as if all his life he'd done nothing but cross this desert. The sun beat down on his naked form, raising salty perspiration that the scalding winds failed to cool. Around him towered stone ribcages carved by ancient lava flows, sculptured by the winds over endless centuries into sterile fingers imploring the sky. Above, as always, circled a small speck, the shavokh waiting for him to collapse from hunger or fatigue. He ignored it, as he did the sharp stones cutting into his feet, the thirsting of his parched throat, the stench of ash and sulphur from a volcano that had erupted miles away. His quest was more important than such trivial matters, though he could no longer recall what had sent him out here. He only knew that he was being compelled, driven on in an urgent quest for . . . what? Water? That was logical; water was essential for survival in the desert. And he could see the oasis shimmering ahead, always out of reach. He drove himself towards it, digging his feet into the treacherous slope of the dune. Was it a mirage? Again he heard the voice; faint, distant, calling him back, warning of dangers ahead. The voice was familiar, someone he trusted. Perhaps he would return once he had drunk his fill, thank his friend for their concern. Give assurances that he had come to no harm. Then he could see it clearly - it was no illusion! A slash of cool blue across the arid plain, crystal-clear water beckoning him. There was a woman there bathing. Beautiful, exotic, sensuous, her golden skin sparkling radiant as she cleansed herself. To his endless joy he recognized her. It was this woman that he'd been searching for. His aduna! 'Vorik . . .' He ran towards her, stumbling over loose rocks, his imperative driving him on. He called to her in the ancient tongue of his people, crying out that she was his, that their minds had been bonded to each other long ago. But then she was turning on him, rejecting him, snarling as she drove her fist into his face. He fell back on burning hot stones, screaming in rage and anguish. She had no right to do this! He hurled himself at her, exalting in the unfettered release of emotion. They locked in combat, his strength against hers. She looked different now, her forehead marked by curved ridges, skin a different hue, lips pulled back over sharp teeth that snarled insults in a language that was not his own. 'You are Lieutenant Vorik of the USS Voyager. You are an engineer, a Starfleet officer, a Vulcan.' The voice was calling again and he fled in panic, knowing only that it shamed him to be seen like this. He dived into the water but found no relief there, tossed helplessly by swirling rapids. 'The emotions are strong, powerful, overwhelming. But the strength of your mind is greater. Picture your emotions as a brilliant flame, burning within you.' Not a flame but a firestorm, it consumed him totally, made him beg for release. He thrashed through dunes of burning sand that towered like mountains. He screamed her name, pleaded for her to come to him, but there was no answer. 'The water dampens the flame. You are apart from it, watching it. You watch the flame grow smaller.' He stumbled into the oasis, grabbing handfuls of water and flinging them on his body, trying to cool the raging heat. Riven with a terrible despair he collapsed, opened his mouth to the voice and the water and let it flow inside him. Vorik came round in his quarters, lying on the floor, his meditation robes filthy with sweat and dried semen. The Vulcan felt a deep wave of disgust at his condition, his lack of control at even the most basic level. He pulled himself to his feet, staggered to the nearest faucet and drank. 'To feel shame in these circumstances is not logical,' said the voice inside his mind. "Yes," he gasped. 'The emotions are strong, powerful, overwhelming. But the strength of your mind is greater. Picture your emotions as a brilliant flame, burning within you.' He was apart from the flame, dousing it in his mind. It no longer controlled him despite its rage and fury. Vorik watched the fire grow ever smaller, reduced to a point of light until once more, with the suddenness of epiphany, the sharp clarity of logic was guiding his thoughts. He saw his path clearly, the single logical option, exquisite in its simplicity. He would find B'Elanna Torres and mate with her. Eagerly the young Vulcan leapt to his feet, but the door refused to open for him. He tried the control panel, unaware that this was the third time in an hour he had done so. 'Commander Torres is no longer on board Voyager. You must regain your mastery of emotion.' Vorik screamed through his raw throat, slamming his fists against the unyielding doors. He hurled his kae out through the ship, searching frantically amongst the many babbling voices for that unique mindprint. Alien, beautiful, churning with savage, volatile passions that tempted him in his darkest thoughts. He could not find it, she was gone forever and he howled his torment, beating his hands against the doors of his prison. A Bolian walking down the corridor outside stopped in shock at that terrible cry. Commander Tuvok was standing guard outside Vorik's quarters, a phaser on his belt. "Can I help you, Crewman Chell?" Chell muttered an apology and hurried on. Behind the doors came the faint sound of a man sobbing. Tuvok was tired, both mentally and physically. He'd been here for many hours, there were many more still to come. He closed his eyes, focused his thoughts, reaching out once more to the tortured mind inside. 'The emotions are strong, powerful, overwhelming. But the strength of your mind is greater. Picture your emotions as a brilliant flame, burning within you . . .' --- The derelict sphere resembled a ball that had escaped from the toy set of a gigantic child. For almost seventy years it had been in orbit around the system's outermost planet; in all that time it had been undisturbed. Everyone knew that with the Borg, death was a relative term. Fear had overcome the lure of easy technological pickings; fear based on practical experience and long-told legends dating back thousands of years to when the Collective first sent its scouts to this region of space. The interlopers showed no such concern. They too had become legends, albeit of a more recent kind. Like the Borg in those early years they were explorers, seeking to improve themselves through contact with other species. Unlike the Collective they had forsaken conquest and the enhancement of their bodies by technological means, preferring to better themselves and their culture through co- operation and self-contemplation. It was a never-ending struggle, but one they believed enriched them. Nevertheless they approached the Borg vessel with caution, though with the expertise that comes with prior experience. Speed and heading were matched between the tiny flyer and its target. Multiphasic scans checked for dormant power and life signs, verified structural integrity and the presence of a breathable atmosphere. Hails containing Borg identification codes drew no response. Only the empty eye sockets of drone skeletons witnessed the intrusion, an alien blue shimmering amongst the inky blackness. There were two of them, transporting past any security devices still active in the outer hull. Both women wore grey ribbed jumpsuits and large backpacks, phasers held ready in their hands. As soon as her pattern had stabilised, Lieutenant Commander Torres had her tricorder open and running a scan. "I'm not picking up any lifesigns . . . no active energy signatures, no Borg!" She snapped it shut and switched on her sims beacon. "Let's go!" "Wait," said Seven of Nine, intent on her own readings. Torres shifted her weight from one foot to the other, eyes darting around the corridor. The light from her beacon flickered over ranked alcoves, cavernous alien skulls pieced by cybergrafts, savage surgical instruments where limbs should have been. It reminded her of the temple they'd seen on their shore leave to Teldar Ves; the stone-carved demons with Borg implants erupting from every orifice. The war orphans with their sunken cheeks and dead eyes. An involuntary shiver ran through her body. "Come on, Seven. This place is giving me the creeps already." Seven refused to be hurried, scanning and recalibrating until she was sure. "I am detecting numerous electromagnetic readings at minimal power, but I cannot pinpoint their location. It's possible there are many systems still operative." "Has your proximity transceiver activated?" "No." "Then let's get on with it! Kahless, it's freezing in here." Torres strode off down the passageway, boots ringing on the metal floor grates. Seven ran after her, grabbing the half-Klingon engineer by the shoulder. Torres spun round so fast even the normally unflappable Borg was startled. "WHAT?!" "I will go first. I'm more familiar with this type of vessel, and my implants should detect any security devices still active." Torres' eyes twinkled with amusement. "Trying to protect me, Ensign?" Seven inclined her head. "It is simply the logical course of action, B'Elanna." "Fair enough. Besides, I like looking at your ass move in that tight jumpsuit." The Borg raised an eyebrow, then decided to favour Torres with one of her more subtle smiles. Slipping past her, Seven began sweeping her beacon over the alcoves. The once efficient order of the vessel had been replaced by chaos. Overhead panels had burst open to spew out snake-like power conduits. Frozen biofluid from ruptured tubules formed rows of fang-like stalactites. Broken pieces of carbosilicate, dust particles, loose equipment and fragments of bone had fallen to the floor over time and become stuck there by layers of frost. She stopped in her tracks, examining an alcove opposite. It was occupied by a tactical drone, Species 893 . . . Menti Naka, held together by its exoskeleton cage. The skull had fallen to the ground, exposing the alcove's access node, which appeared intact. "Try this one." Torres had the micropower conduit ready, connected to her backpack generator. Using her gloves to wipe sixty-eight years of accumulated grime from the access node, she plugged it in. "Powering up." There was no telltale green flickering light above the alcove, no energy reading on Seven's tricorder. "Dead." "Ghuy'cha!" Torres swore. She unplugged the conduit, stamped her feet on the grating to warm them. "Your thermal suit should be maintaining your temperature," said Seven as she moved on down the passageway, checking the access node and interlink conduit of each alcove. All appeared to have been burnt out by the same massive electro-kinetic discharge. "Well it doesn't bloody well feel like it. How do you think Vorik's doing?" "The Doctor will not discuss his condition with me." "I heard he rejected the hologram again," said Torres, her words punctuated by small clouds of condensation. "Now Tuvok's supposed to be helping Vorik through it. Maybe he's going to have sex with him!" "That would be a 'logical' course of action." Torres giggled; an incongruous sound in this frozen necropolis. "It's just as well I'm here. Vorik would probably try hacking out of his quarters with his hard-on to get at me. Did I ever tell you what happened last time he went through the Pon farr?" The Borg stopped again, examining a medical servo-armature that might be worth salvaging. "No." The implant was covered with some type of fungi. Biomatter had flourished for a time, feeding on the decaying corpses of the drones, before dying as the heat leeched out and power to the UV lights failed. "Do you have any idea where we are in this thing?" asked Torres, changing the subject yet again. Her wrist light cast ghoulish shadows on the walls . . . serrated cutting blades, alien jaws fallen open in silent screams. "I do not." Torres gave a derisive snort. "So much for Borg efficiency. You'd think they'd know about signs or something. Well, is it viable?" "The damage is too severe," Seven replied, continuing with her search. "Signs would be irrelevant. Each drone is interlinked to the sphere's vinculum and therefore knows its location at all times. However I will be able to orient myself as soon as we locate any of the major adjuncts or a working access node. Is the movement of my buttocks pleasing enough for you, B'Elanna?" "What?! Oh yes, very." It took them twenty-three minutes to find an alcove that Seven could use, another five to power it up without damaging the long dormant neuro-circuitry. The skeleton was removed and Seven stepped inside, closing her eyes as her interface node clicked into place. She opened her mind to the sphere. In 3.08 seconds Seven had identified the obsolete algorithm guarding the unimatrix and cracked it; she didn't even have to use any of the cryptographic subroutines RiN-sep had provided. After that came the slow and tedious procedure of tracking down and relinking thousands of isolated components. Whole sections were unreachable, others responded with data streams of pure gibberish. Eventually she was able to locate some working systems that fit her target list, instructing them to power up and run self-diagnostic tests. One surprise was that the sphere's sensor grid was still functioning. She logged the position of the grid's data nodes so they could be recovered later, then broke her link. Seven opened her eyes to a pitch-darkness, no sign of her partner. The Borg prioritised her ocular implant and the passageway leapt out into vision, a glowing ethereal world without shadows. Devastation had been wreaked on the walls. Panels were sliced open, conduits and neural-connectors spilling out onto the floor grates. Data nodes had been wrenched out of their sockets, skeletons tossed from their alcoves at random. From somewhere ahead Seven could hear the sounds of more destruction, accompanied by faint Klingon curses. She tapped her combadge. "Seven to B'Elanna." No answer. "B'Elanna, respond." "Yeah Seven, what is it?" Her voice was breathless, coming in short gasps. "I have finished here. State your location." "How the hell would I know? Just follow the noise." A loud crash echoed down the corridor, accompanied by a faint: "Shit!" Seven let out a deep sigh of exasperation. Stepping out of the alcove, she picked her way through the litter of shattered bone and metal. The damage was irrelevant, as the entire sphere would be destroyed in a few hours anyway, but the Borg couldn't help feeling a surge of anger. This was far more than was necessary to salvage a few components. It was as if Torres was engaging in deliberate vandalism, a gratuitous act of vengeance for her dead husband. Her behaviour had been somewhat erratic over the past few days . . . lack of appetite, frequent mood swings. At the time Seven had put it down to nerves over their upcoming mission. As she turned the corner into the next adjunct, Seven noticed a small skeleton lying on the floor, miraculously undamaged. A pre-natal drone, what was it doing here? The maturation chambers must have opened when the ion storm struck, the child left to wander the corridors until it died of starvation. Instinctively, irrationally, Seven reached down to touch the skeleton, only to have the bones crumble away in her fingers. --- 'Entropic decay. It's a natural law of the universe,' thought Chapman. 'All things must die . . . people, stars, ships . . .' From where he stood Voyager looked as if it had been cut in half. One side was illuminated by the system's bloated red sun, the other half vanished into inky blackness, broken only by the occasional window or running light. Chapman stepped off Voyager's dorsal spine onto the darkside, waiting till the magnetic sole had clamped to the hull before shifting his other foot. His photonic amplifiers activated, the hull reappearing in granular shades of grey, the computer adding red and green outlines around danger areas and airlock ports. He waited until the molecular scanner cut in, projecting a head-up display onto his faceplate, then looked down at his boots. "Starboard side now. Hull plate TH-0778. I'm picking up some impact craters that weren't there before. Must have happened when we went into orbit, something fairly high density. I'm picking up monotanium . . ultra-diamond . . . traces of . . . looks like molecular-bonded ceramics." "Haven't these idiots heard of orbital cascade disaster?" asked Jenny Delaney, who was keeping an eye on them with the external sensors. "They've got enough junk floating around this system to build a Borg cube." "I guess when you're fighting a war you're more interested in making wreckage than cleaning it up." Chapman began stepping along the hull plate, making sure that each scan overlapped the previous one by half a metre. "How are those shields holding?" "Hull plate TH-0778. Remains of Lieutenant William Chapman, struck by an abandoned space toaster moving at 20,000 kilometres per hour." "Hull plate GN-7689," said Soolan. "I'm picking up microfractures." "What? We replaced that one six months ago!" "I've got another one here," said Ensign Tabor. "GN-897A." Chapman turned towards where the others were working, further down the hull near the warp pylons. He could see the glow of the thermal radiators on their EVA suits. "What does the log say?" "GN-7689 has been recycled . . . sixty-three times over the past ten years!" "Looks like replication pattern failure," said Tabor. "This one's got cracks all the way through to the inner core. Recycled eighteen times, replaced five years ago after our quantum slipstream tests." Chapman swore quietly to himself. Black hairlines were materialising on the hull plate in front of him, the scanner building up an uncompromising image of what lay beneath. "Looks like we've got them here as well. Computer, magnify." Microscopic fissures expanded into vast canyons, smooth metal to a landscape pockmarked like the surface of Luna. From a distance Voyager always looked pristine, her seamless blend of form and function often praised by alien engineers. It was only when viewed through the cold objective gaze of his scanner that her imperfections were obvious. Stress fractures, molecular decoupling, the distinctive particle impact craters that only came from weapons fire. A history of the past decade written across her surface in wear and tear. "At this rate we'll never make it back to the Alpha Quadrant," said Jenny. "You're the structural engineer, Will. How long do you think . . . another ten years before she falls to bits at maximum warp?" "What this ship needs is a major overhaul at Utopia Planitia. What it gets is alien shipyards with poor quality control and incompatible systems. And there's a point of diminishing returns, even with replication technology . . ." Chapman took another step. He was picking up something else, the familiar deformation pattern from a multiphasic tractor beam. A legacy of their fatal encounter with the Borg three years ago. "Still, as Seven of Nine would say, we'll adapt." "And how was Seven?" Jenny chimed in immediately. Chapman mentally kicked himself right off the hull. "You should know Jenny," said Tabor. "Or was that your sister?" "Or was that you *and* your sister?" Soolan chimed in, sniggering. "I don't know what you're talking about," said Jenny, her tone the epitome of innocence. "But I know Seven went to Will's quarters after she took Harry to Sickbay last week. Maybe she wanted those broad, handsome shoulders to cry on." "I've never seen her cry," muttered Tabor. "The Borg slut." Tabor's prejudice seemed anachronistic to Chapman. He knew there'd been a time in human history when women were ostracised for having too many sexual partners; maybe Bajorans were more traditional in that regard. "What happened is none of your business," he snapped. "Let's concentrate on the job, shall we?" Silence was his only answer, but he could sense their amusement over the comm channel. Memories of last week's pleasures were never far from the surface, now they returned once again the skilled application of Seven's body to his own. Those sapphire eyes that shone with their own light when she was amused: *"Shall we dance, Lieutenant? I promise I'll not damage you this time."* She was simply correcting a mistake, Chapman knew, their disastrous first date was an imperfection that could not be tolerated. He could have refused; it wasn't Seven's promiscuity that alienated the crew, it was the way she went from one partner to another without forming any emotional connection, using them like some kind of holodeck program. But despite his poor record with women he'd fooled himself that he could get through to her. Or perhaps he'd been lying to himself, maybe his motives had been more primal, as base as hers. But he'd heard her cry. At night when he was half-asleep, exhausted from their exertions, he had heard Seven crying. He knew without asking that it was because of what Harry Kim had said to her in the messhall. He'd rolled over to comfort her, but in her tear-soaked eyes there was none of the light he'd seen earlier, instead a complete absence of emotion; something chilling, inhuman. The face of the Eater of Souls. And Chapman knew that she'd shut him off, like all the others. --- 'khesterex thath! that's what this whole stupid mission's been right from the start . . . need a fully-equipped away team and two whole months to explore, catalog and salvage this Borg bowling ball, instead there's two of us and an eight hour window . . . 38 minutes 10 seconds behind schedule already . . . thank you miss perfection i AM aware of the time . . . that Borg hasn't changed much probably fucks by numbers too not that i wouldn't mind finding out, wrestling that strong body to the ground and forcing her surrender that'd be something . . . she smells of warm blood and cool metal, not dead and cold like this place, like this gagny locking clamp it's frozen solid, try warming it with the laser-bore . . . argh lowest setting dummy! kahless that was close nearly burnt the whole thing to crisp, a neural energy matrix for god's sake rare prize indeed . . . slowly now, don't want the thermal stress to crack it . . .' The clamp broke free with a sharp crack and they lifted the matrix off its support rod, sliding it carefully inside a large thermoplastic bag. Seven sprayed the delicate unit with thick white foam that hardened in seconds, protecting it from shock or cross- contamination. The bag was sealed and tagged, placed on a pile with the others. They'd been at it for well over three hours now, working against time and the restrictions the captain had lain down. Nothing that could have a temporal or weapons application - which ruled out biogenic cloning vats, multiphasic cutting beams, or chronoton field conduits. Limited time and space ruled out the massive regeneration facilities, matter-to-energy converters or the complete transwarp drive. Much of the biotech had decayed; other items such as shield generators or nanofactories were now obsolete, replaced by new adaptations. Torres wiped perspiration from her forehead ridges, then unsealed the magnetic clasps at the front of her jumpsuit. "I'm going to have Tabor look at this suit's regulators when I get back. First I'm freezing, now I'm drowning in sweat." She uncapped her water bottle, raised it to her lips and shook it . . . a couple of drops came out. "Argh! Must have drunk ten litres already." Seven passed over her own bottle. "One of us will have to beam over to the flyer and replicate some more water. We're running low on protective foam as well." She knelt to check the synchronisation of the pattern enhancers. "The two of us are insufficient for this task." "I know. Those bastards on the Liaison Daki are probably hoping we'll fall down a vertical shaft or something." "You are not Borg," said Seven. "Why should they desire your death as well?" "I was assimilated four years ago - the Unimatrix Zero thing, remember? I haven't got a soul any more. Probably think they'd be doing me a favour." She massaged the scar tissue above her left ear. "Are you all right?" asked Seven, noticing the gesture. "Yeah, I've been having some headaches, that's all. I'm fine." "You should have the Doctor examine you when we return." "I'm *fine*, Seven." "You suffered a high velocity traumatic impact to your skull__" "I SAID I'M__" Torres grit her teeth, controlling her temper with a visible effort. "Look, let's get on with it shall we? We're already behind schedule." She smacked the combadge on her chest. "Torres to Tom Paris. How's our transporter signal?" "Annular confinement integrity at 98.7%," answered the flyer's computer. "All systems are at optimal levels. Anti-contaminant protocols on line." "Alright, beam them over." "Do you blame me for Tom's death?" Seven asked quietly, as the stack of salvaged components dematerialised. "No," said Torres, regretting having snapped at her. She was too edgy; this cursed Borg charnel house. "Tom would have risked his life for any of us, you know that." Seven didn't reply. Watching her, Torres found herself considering irrelevant things: the delicate lines of the Borg's neck, the unsubtle curves beneath her jumpsuit, that scent brushing against the edge of her senses, teasing . . . "Look, Harry can be a petaQ at times." "Harry is a petaQ all the time," replied Seven, tapping her combadge. "Seven to Tom Paris. Command Delta Three Epsilon." A dark cylindrical object materialised within the triangle of energy formed by the pattern enhancers. Over five metres long, its carbonite hull was pitted from years of micrometeorite impacts and solar wind ablation. 'DANGER: ANTI-MATTER CONTAINMENT HAZARD' had been sprayed over the surface in bright new UV paint, in four different languages. Voyager had been running advanced courses in spatial clearance for several months now. This Tehr-jen class subspace inversion mine was supposed to have been disarmed by Harry Kim and used as a training aid, but somehow ended up floating in deep space along their flight path, a code-activated transponder attached to its hull. Torres removed an isolinear spanner from her thigh pocket and used it to disconnect the magnaseals. Together they lifted off the inspection hatch, exposing gleaming silver and gold components, stamped with lettering and numerical codes in the R'larri Forbidden Language. 'now let's seeeeee what have we got here? sensor grid, reaction drive, anti-matter confinement chamber, countermeasures pod . . . bloody thing's a spaceship not a spatial mine . . . anti-tampering systems deactivated, sensor grid and propulsion systems deactivated . . . pain in the ass, done all this on the trip here but no harm in being thorough . . . morons who populate this system don't even comprehend the idea of failsafe engineering. harry's got to be nuts, volunteering to disarm these fucking things, man's got a death wish . . . alright, open detonator housing . . . ' The detonator housing slid back and Torres inserted the remote activator, seating it in place with a slight click. The Federation device had been wrapped in a custom-made sleeve in order to interface with the R'larri technology. It began to run through a series of compatibility checks, exchanging data with the mine's processor. 'something's wrong, can't access the program for the magnetic interlocks, all gibberish . . . oh bugger! forgot to load the translation protocols how could i have been so stupid? . . . not concentrating that's the problem, can't focus, those blue-grey eyes framed in silver, that Borg's got the same hot looks, confidence and easy sexuality that tom had . . . subsection beta algorithm, loading arming subroutines and since when have i been interested in women anyway? mynah! enough anti-matter here to tear a hole in the fabric of space and all you can think about is sex . . . but dammit it's like she's radiating pheromones or something__' "You have made an error." "I can SEE that Seven. I'm fixing it now." "You're loading the arming subroutines before magnetic integrity has been confirmed!" exclaimed Seven, disbelief that anyone could be so stupid evident in her tone and suddenly Torres was furious with this rude, arrogant, perfection-obsessed Borg whose idea of exploring their humanity was to fuck half of Voyager! Why she'd even contemplated screwing__ "I have had twenty-three lovers in the past eighteen months," Seven responded coldly. "That is nowhere near half of Voyager's compliment. How many lovers have you had in your lifetime, Commander?" 'what the . . . oh shit did i say that out loud? what the hell's the matter with me can't think straight, want to hit her, to run or fight or fuck and would you believe it, she's taking out her TRICORDER, activating the field medical subroutines and talking to me in that superior condescending tone that always manages to PISS ME OFF!' "Commander Torres, you have been showing symptoms of fever. I believe it is affecting your ability to__" Torres slapped the tricorder out of her hand. It hit the wall and ricocheted into a vertical transit shaft, falling to the bottom in echoing clangs. They stared at each other for a long moment, Torres' nostrils flaring as she sucked in the vessel's stale air, hands trembling from the adrenaline rush. "Go get the sensor nodes, Ensign." "Our orders are to stick together." "I'm giving you another order." Seven grabbed her backpack and stormed off. Torres stared after her, until the sound of her boots on the grating had faded. With the light from Seven's beacon gone, the darkness pressed in a little closer. --- Over-Scholar Eem-hontu-sa reached up to adjust the ocularscope she usually wore in the laboratory, before realising it wasn't necessary. Flustered, she pretended to scratch her primary crest instead, saying, "Computer, magnify two thousand please." She'd been working with this Federation technology for three months now, but it still took some getting used to. The holographic simulation exploded into her face like a star gone nova, cells the size of Husii disks shooting past, pursued by enormous black nanoprobes. The R'larri cybernist flinched as one of the technological monsters appeared to reach down with its arachnoid legs to assimilate her. She took a judicious step backwards. Eem-hontu-sa was tall for her species, almost two metres high with delicate avian features. She wore a conservative tube skirt and dark green vest, cut away at the rear to accommodate her vestigial wingstumps. All her clothes were edged with intricate patterns that resembled decoration, but were actually the history of her people, spelt out in centuries-old codes. Her bird-like appearance was enhanced by her cybernetic talons, both covered in fine mesh gloves of tactile fibre. The originals had been severed ten years ago by an extremist faction of the R'larri Cultural Defence Force. Eem-hontu-sa whistled through her serrated beak, the universal translator converting the sound into a human-like clearing of the throat. "If I may have your attention?" There were sixty-eight of them crammed into the holodeck, mostly visiting scientists or cybertechs with a scattering of Voyager personnel. There was a general shuffling, limbs moved to circulate the blood or signify attention. "As the Doctor demonstrated most aptly in his simulation, Borg nanotechnology of previous generations can be successfully excised through a combination of micro-surgical procedures and neural suppressants," said Eem-hontu-sa. "We are now going to rerun that simulation using the nanoprobes removed from Lieutenant Kim. If our host would care to do the honours . . ." "Certainly," said the Doctor. "Computer, run program CMH Seven Two Beta." To the exuberant strains of Vivaldi's 'The Hunt', Borg nanoprobes swarmed after their prey, pursuing them through a sea of crimson body fluids. With vampire-like ruthlessness they latched onto blood cells, rewriting their DNA in mere fractions of a second. "What is that horrible noise?" whispered Over-Scholar Polorta to Icheb. A genetic engineer from the minority T'mani species, he was humanoid but with translucent skin and grey membranous strands in place of facial hair. "I believe it is the Doctor's latest weapon against the Borg," replied Icheb with deadpan seriousness. Polorta gave a loud hoot of amusement. "And now," said Eem-hontu-sa, giving them a disapproving look. "Enter the defenders." The antinanites were lean, bullet-shaped robots, propelled by tiny microscopic engines. They began smashing into the nanoprobes, forcing them to adapt by generating armour. The antinanites assisted them, adding their own layers, creating an impenetrable cocoon of armour that sealed the nanoprobes completely. When the survivors tried to link up the antinanites altered their signature to make themselves identical to the Borg probes, linked with and assimilated them, converting them to their cause. It went on like that for several minutes: attack and defence, each countermeasure turned against itself. A war carried out in infinitesimal proportions. "Normally the nanoprobes would have the advantage in these circumstances," said Eem-hontu-sa, unconsciously shielding her throat with a claw. "However, each of the antinanites is generating its own dampening field. This disrupts the link that the nanoprobes need to work collectively. As the antinanites are programmed from the outset to operate as individual units, they have the advantage. But now . . ." Cells were turning black and dying, or mutating into perverse simulacrums, moving on to infect others. White cells appeared, the body's natural defense mechanism, but they too were poisoned, others converted. "Realising they are isolated and near defeat, the nanoprobes create synthetic pathogens throughout the host body. The host faces death or permanent injury; immediate radical surgery is often the only viable option." "Fallen like the jo-stalk in the harvest," muttered Polorta. RiN-sep lifted himself off his seat and moved to the front of the holodeck. He was short and stocky, with a long narrow head that hung down over his armoured thorax. Unlike the other Menti Naka cybernists he disdained the protective collars typical of his profession, wrapping his neck in a simple scarf, dyed red in mourning for those killed in the Blood Death. "Thank you Over- Scholar, a most telling demonstration. As you no doubt all realise, this latest adaptation represents a significant change in Borg ideology. Previously the Collective regarded the destruction they caused as irrelevant, a mere by-product of their relentless course towards perfection. However, after their disastrous invasion of fluidic space, and the efforts of our Federation allies to create a so-called 'Borg resistance movement', we are now seeing more aggressive, militant behaviour patterns." "For instance, several past attempts to study the Borg at close quarters were successful because they ignored individuals unless they posed a direct threat. Now however, the Borg move instantly to isolate and destroy any trespasser on board their vessels." --- Its edges radiating white heat from her phaser, the panel toppled into the abyss of the central chamber, a tumbling bright outline, falling in silence for long seconds before the crash of impact. Seven of Nine sprayed coolant around the hole, then carefully stepped through onto the induction rail. A mere fifteen centimetres wide, it was used for transporting components around the sphere at high speed. Lights from still-active power units glinted a hundred metres below, like stars in the infinity of space. "Seven?" came the voice over her combadge. She took her time answering. "Yes, Commander Torres?" "B'Elanna." "I am busy. Do you require assistance?" "I'm sorry." Seven made no reply. Apologies were irrelevant. "Don't be mad at me." "I am not angry." It was true. The cortical inhibitor was a most efficient device, the fear of plunging into the depths below abstract, like an intriguing intellectual puzzle. She moved along the rail like a tightrope walker, one foot in front of the other, keeping perfect balance. "You've turned on your inhibitor, haven't you?" "Yes." When she reached the point above her target the Borg sank into a crouch, slowly turning away from the chamber, shifting her centre of gravity. Seizing the rail with both hands she kicked off with her toes, swinging beneath, capturing the twisted remains of a stanchion between her boots. Leaning forward, Seven reached out and grabbed a dangling conduit, pulling herself in. "Turn it off . . . please. I need to talk." It was the sensor grid plexus, its walls, roof and floor lined with nitrium alloy to protect the data nodes. Sometime over the past few years a support bearing had collapsed and sheared off the access walkway. An entire wall had gone with it, exposing the plexus to the vast hall behind her. "Please Seven." Seven thought about ignoring the request, but she remembered all too well Kim's sneering face in the messhall. 'Do you have a daily prescription, or do you just switch it on whenever you have the urge?' Her inhibitor deactivated and emotions came flooding back into her mind: pain, anger, loneliness, frustration, powerful feelings tearing at the muscles of her heart. The urge to flee once more into drone-like oblivion was overwhelming. She'd regarded Torres as a friend; she'd thought they'd gotten past the petty squabbling that had marked their first years on Voyager, but it was clear what the Klingon really thought of her . . . "I'm sorry. It's been so long. I miss him." Severed from the Collective, regarded with suspicion and fear by the others, it was Tom who'd made the first overtures of friendship towards her. Seven had been the last one to see him alive. "Yes, so do I." There were only five viable data nodes and Seven moved quickly to free them, using her exoskeleton-covered fist to smash the locking clamps. She didn't bother with bagging and tagging them individually, just shoved them into her backpack and sprayed foam inside. For years the nodes had been mindlessly storing information, erasing the old when it became irrelevant. Somehow they symbolised everything the Collective stood for. Unbidden, the memory leaped to mind: Icheb quoting Shelby to Ni-par-deski, the R'larri Over-Leader. "My name is Ozymandias, king of kings: Look on my works, ye Mighty, and despair!" Nothing beside remains. Round the decay Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare The lone and level sands stretch far away. Seven of Nine had always been conscious of the Collective's presence throughout space. She understood the vastness of their realm like no human being ever could. But it was only now, in this vessel with its endless rows of skeletons in their obsolete alcoves, in this system filled with ancient legends and superstitions, that she had a sense of their presence through time, centuries of conquest and assimilation, the remorseless acquisition of biological and technological cannon fodder. Looking out into the central chamber she could count at least fifty different species, rank upon rank, like terracotta soldiers guarding the tomb of an ancient Chinese emperor. How many worlds had been destroyed, cultures wiped from existence, species scattered throughout the galaxy, prevented from ever reaching their potential? Probably not even the Borg Queen herself bothered to count them all. And where was the higher order, the perfection in this monolithical existence? Did the Queen even know what perfection was any more, where they were supposed to be going? With sudden awareness Seven realised that she was seeing not the past but the future. That one day the universe would be full of the silent, floating mausoleums of her people. The Borg, believing without question that they were improving themselves, were in fact slowly and inevitably stagnating, grinding to an evolutionary halt. The Collective might exist for thousands of years, might succeed in assimilating Voyager, humanity, the entire galaxy. But it would all end like this. It was then that she heard the noise. For a microsecond Seven told herself it was settling debris, an object she'd disturbed earlier coming to rest. The sound was faint; without her enhanced senses she wouldn't have heard it at all. Someone was moving on the level above. "Commander Torres, state your location." There was no response. "B'Elanna, where are you?" The vastness of the central chamber made the platform where she'd left Torres appear microscopic. The Borg switched to her ocular implant, her cortical processor bleeding in sight from the organic right eye for depth perception and colour matching. She could see the pattern enhancers, the scattered tools, the subspace inversion mine . . . something was lying behind it. Seven clicked up the magnification, tried enhancing the image. A crumpled grey form, lifeless and still. 'Fear is irrelevant,' Seven told herself. There was only one exit from the plexus, the way she'd come in. Without hesitation Seven leapt out into the abyss, fingers grasping for the rail. The implants in her left hand struck the metal with a *clang!*, the sound reverberating throughout the chamber. Using her great strength she pulled herself up, hooking over an elbow, then a leg, rolling her body on top of the induction conduit . . . The intruder was crouched on the rail two metres away, watching her. Seven's first thought was that she was hallucinating. "B'Elanna?" She was completely naked, shivering in the subzero temperature. Her feet were bloody, the flesh stripped by the frozen metal. Oblivious to the peril she was in, Torres stared at the Borg, pupils so wide they seemed to fill her eyes. An irrelevant thought struck Seven; Chakotay's ancient tales of shapeshifters, people who could take on animal form. Moving very slowly so as not to startle her, the Borg sat up on the rail. "B'Elanna, do you understand me?" There was something shiny clasped in Torres' fist. A combadge, bloody from where the pointed ends were cutting into the skin. Seven felt her heart skip a beat. She reached across her chest, pressing fingertips against her own communicator. "Seven to Tom Paris," she whispered. "Lock onto our comm signals. Emergency bea__NO!" she shouted as the combadge dropped out of Torres' hand, vanishing into the depths below. "Please repeat your transmission." "Lock onto *my* combadge. Adjust the annular confinement beam for *two* persons, activate the transporter on my signal." "Understood." Torres lifted her injured palm to her face, licked the blood. "jIH dok." A soft growl, quiet as a whisper. She looked up at Seven, her face expectant, as if waiting for a response. Seven took a deep breath, stuck her right hand between her teeth and pulled off her glove, letting it fall away. Gripping the rail in front of her, she reached out for the Klingon. "B'Elanna, take my hand." Torres took hold of Seven's hand in her fingers, raised it to her face, sniffed the palm. Her lips pulled back over her teeth, a sharp exhalation of delight. Seven smiled. "That's it. It's me, Seven. Your friend." She slid her fingers around Torres' palm, the flesh so hot it seemed to sizzle against her touch. That made no sense, the Klingon's body temperature should be__ Torres' bloody feet slipped on the rail and she plunged over the side, yanking Seven after her, falling in less time than it took to realise what had happened; a sickening crack then incredible pain in her shoulder, the overwhelming urge to vomit. She was holding them both by a single hand above the chasm, agony now as Torres clutched at Seven's useless limb, screaming, her cries nowhere near human, high-pitched like an animal in distress. The Borg's right hand was numb - she couldn't grip with it. She could feel Torres' bloody palms slipping over her flesh. She did the only thing possible. "SEVEN TO PARIS, EMERGENCY BEAM-OUT!" --- "The artist must have had an amazing eye for detail," said the Doctor. "Especially considering the circumstances. It's likely the individual concerned got quite close to the drone." The C/MH stepped closer to the holoimage, until he appeared dwarfed by the enlarged painting. "Note the detail in the ocular implant, right down to these lines here, which I believe represent thermal imagers." "Brave, whoever they were," said Lieutenant Kim. They'd discovered it during their shore leave on the Other World (or Teldar Ves, as their R'larri guide insisted on calling it). He'd claimed it was over fifty thousand years old. Painted on the rockface in faded pigments amongst the great plain stalkers, hunters slaying long-extinct beasts, and renderings of ancient Gods was the figure of a solitary Borg drone, staring back at them over the millennia. "It's different somehow, the exoskeleton." "That's because it's not a complete exoskeleton as we know it. It's clothing." "What?" Kim leaned in towards the holoimage. The processor in his biosynthetic arm adjusted the limb's position to keep his balance. "Look here," said the Doctor. "The line around the neck where the skin meets the collar. That tactical armour is clipped over the top as well, with these black seals. It's clearly designed to be removed. I think the undergarment has a similar function to the dermaplastic biosuit Seven used to wear. It's designed to regenerate the skin around the exit points for the cybergrafts, plus some built-in environmental regulation and waste synthesis." His voice grew excited. "We're looking at what could be a very early stage in the Borg's evolution!" "Then how the hell did it get out here?" asked Kim. "They can't have had transwarp in those days, surely. We're a long way from the origins of Borg space." "We don't know anything about the origins of the Borg," the Doctor pointed out. "Maybe they were exiles, or explorers. A militant group, in search of the perfect society. Or they could have been sending long-term scouts throughout the Quadrant, like the Dominion Founders. The early Borg could have been quite peaceful in that regard. Even assimilation might have been voluntary, a chance for the individual concerned to become something greater than they were." Kim stared at the painting. Despite its differences, the artist had captured one thing that clearly hadn't changed . . . that blank drone expression. None of the excitement or apprehension you might expect from an early explorer, the joy of discovering and interacting with strange new worlds, cultures and lifeforms. "Somehow I doubt it." "Culhane to the Doctor," came a voice over the comm. system. The Doctor's head came up. "Yes Ensign?" "I have a priority subspace communication from the Tom Paris. Patching through to you now, sir." "Seven of Nine to the Doctor. Medical emergency." The Doctor and Kim were at the comm panel in less than a second. "I'm here," said the Doctor, his expert eye taking in Seven's pale features, the distinctive way in which she was cradling her arm. "You've dislocated your articulatio humeri!" "My injuries are irrelevant," Seven replied curtly. "Over the past few hours Commander Torres has been acting in an increasingly irrational manner. According to my scans her neurochemistry has become unstable. I am detecting unusual brainwave activity and excessive amounts of adrenaline in her circulatory system. The tricorder readings are being downloaded as we speak." Kim tensed. "She might have picked up an infiltration virus__" "No! It was the first thing I checked!" snapped Seven, adding a belated, "Sir." "That's impossible!" muttered the Doctor, as his diagnostic protocols analysed the readings. "Seven, you must return to Voyager at once!" Seven used her left hand to enter the requisite commands, not wasting time with questions. Only when the course had been laid in and engaged did she ask, "Why?" "I believe Commander Torres is suffering from the plak tow." "Your diagnosis is flawed! The blood fever only affects Vulcans!" "Look, it's a long story. When Vorik last went through Pon farr he briefly formed a telepathic mating bond with Torres. She started exhibiting the same symptoms. It's the only explanation for what's happening now." "But that was seven years ago!" said Kim. "She shouldn't be going through this again. We made sure there was no contact between them this time!" The Doctor frowned. "The only answer I can think of is that when the telepathic bond was made, a subconscious command was implanted. Like the link a Vulcan child forms with his arranged bride. It's working as a biological clock; Torres is going through a seven year mating cycle just like a Vulcan would." "What are the possible consequences to B'Elanna?" asked Seven. "I don't know. Vulcans have been known to die during the Pon farr. You must get her back here as soon as possible." "Our warp core has been removed. At impulse it will take us at least four hours, perhaps more." "That may be too late!" "Then Voyager must come to our assistance." "That might not be possible," said Kim. "We're stuck between three hostile battlefleets here. If we go shooting off at maximum warp in an unexpected direction . . ." "In that case she must be treated. I will use a hormonal suppressor." "It won't work," said the Doctor. "It's like trying to put out a firestorm with an airponics sprinkler." "Then sedation with triptacederine." "Too risky. She could slip into a coma and die." "Modified nanoprobes__" "That won't work either! Look, the problem is that the Pon farr is psychological as well as biological. We've had some success with holographic partners but even that's uncertain." Seven and the Doctor glared at each other. They were both perfectionists. Neither of them was used to being without options. "Then how was it treated seven years ago?" "The blood fever is purged in three ways. Intense meditation, ritual combat, mating with the chosen partner. B'Elanna fought Vorik." "That would not be advisable for us," was Seven's dry response. "My ability to throw a right hook has been severely compromised." "I'll talk to the captain," said Kim. "Maybe if we inform all the factions that we've got a medical emergency. But they may not believe us, or care." "Keep me informed. Seven of Nine out," she said, cutting the link before the Doctor could start harping on about her injured shoulder. Out of sight of her colleagues, the Borg let her head slump. "What did the Doctor want?" asked Torres, her voice faint. There was a bed in the aft compartment, but Seven had tilted back one of the crew seats instead. The Klingon was wrapped in a thermal blanket, strapped to the seat by thick safety belts. "He says you are suffering from the Vulcan blood fever. How much do you remember?" "The Pon farr?" "Yes." "Then I need to see Tom. Where is he?" Seven stared at her in horror. "Where's Tom?" "He is . . . on board Voyager. They are coming for us." Torres' head rolled sideways. Red and green tricorder lights reflected off the subtle curves of her forehead ridges. "Tell him to hurry." Seven waited until her breathing had gone shallow before saying, "Tom, give me a view of the Borg vessel. Maximum magnification." A circular shadow against the greater darkness of space. This far from the sun, the sphere was barely visible. "Confirm the remote activator signal." There was no way to be sure if the commander had finished arming the mine, not without returning to the vessel. But her instructions had been clear. After the first successful salvage attempt the Menti Naka and R'larri governments would soon overcome their superstitions. There would be a scramble for Borg technology, perhaps sparking another conflict over the prize. "Activator signal confirmed," said the computer. "However we are still thirty seconds from minimum recommended safe dist__" Her finger stabbed down on the touchscreen with unnecessary force. The photosensitive viewscreen went dark as a blinding flash eclipsed even the radiance of a sun, ripping the Borg sphere to shreds and hurtling the radioactive fragments across space. Then, as suddenly as it had begun, the explosion appeared to reverse in on itself as every particle of matter for over a million kilometres tried to push through a tiny hole in subspace. The flyer began to shudder, its engines screaming in impotent fury as it was hauled back into the inversion. Clenching her teeth Seven advanced the impulse drive to maximum, ignoring the structural integrity warnings the computer was blaring at her. If the fabric of space was weak in this area, or if there'd been imperfections in the mine, the inversion would turn into ever- widening subspace splinters radiating out from its omega point. Should one of them touch the flyer she and Torres would, if they were lucky, be dead before they knew it. If not, they'd be trapped in a subspace limbo for the rest of eternity. --- The kubii trees had been shedding for the past three days, their kite-like flowers released to drift over the blast crater in which New LiH-tos nestled, raining down an endless stream of pollen. Seven and Torres had given up trying to brush it off; as a result they, along with everything else, were now dusted in a carpet of bright yellow. Most of the crowd were using breathing masks, augmenting them with metal face pieces, hammered into the distinctive scalloped architecture of Borg implants. For once Seven didn't stand out, for which she was glad. There'd been problems earlier in the day, when they'd visited the Menti Naka temple. But here she was anonymous, just another drone amongst thousands. They held hands so as not to be separated in the crush, not knowing where they were going, just letting themselves be drawn along. Traders worked both sides of the street, their round stalls like an endless line of open clams. Spectators sat on the hardshell roofs, feet dangling off the edge as if the merchants were all specialising in footware. T'mani, R'larri, and Menti Naka were mixed together in a haphazard fashion, drinking and talking and hooting with laughter as they watched the parade. It was hard to believe they'd been slaughtering each other with genocidal intensity a mere twelve years ago. Torres was chewing on a jo fruit, juice running down her chin and staining the front of her shirt. Even as dusk approached it was still quite warm, the heat generated by the mass of surrounding bodies. She'd taken off her Maquis jacket and tied the arms around her waist, bobbing behind like a large leather tail. Seven was dressed as scantily as R'larri law would let her get away with; a blue T'mani overcloth, slit to expose her leg implants. It was risky, yet there was a streak of stubbornness - or perhaps arrogance, Seven readily admitted - that made her refuse to hide her Borg heritage. "Anyone you know?" shouted Torres, grinning as she pointed over her shoulder. An enormous statue of carved stone was emerging from an alley behind them. The head of a Borg drone, implants erupting from its mouth, forcing the teeth apart into a mute scream. It was hauled by Menti Naka priests marching in lockstep, their eyes fixed ahead in blank stares. Small children scampered ahead of it, shouting, "Resistance is futile! Resistance is futile!" Seven felt the crowd pressing against her as they moved out of the path of the juggernaut. She turned forward again, jumping as she found herself facing a covey of Borg drones. Cybernetic limbs made of woven jo-stalk were brandished in her face. "You will be assimilated! Resistance is futile!" Seven shoved past them, her mouth tight, hauling Torres after her. Ahead the crowd was squeezed together once more as it moved past the bulk of a six-wheeled armoured vehicle with police markings. A R'larri Under-Commander was sitting on the turret hatch, one hand draped casually across the riot gas projector. She wore black body armour sculpted in the shape of a Borg exoskeleton, a multi-lensed helmet adding to the effect. Red heavier-than-air smoke rolled along the ground. Above their heads a holographic image of the Aux raged about retribution for the Blood Death. R'larri bystanders jeered, hurling jo fruits at the projector until it fizzed out. Torres tossed the remains of her fruit into a rubbish container, from which it was retrieved and eaten by one of the street children. Other Menti Naka orphans clustered around Seven, recognising her as an offworlder, not realising her implants were real. "I have no money. Go away." "Lighten up Seven," said Torres, passing out the few R'larri coins she had left. "Your generosity will only increase their persistence." A child snatched the holocamera hanging off Seven's shoulder. The Borg tried to grab him but he dropped to the ground and scrambled away between the legs of the crowd. "You little Qa'Hom!" shouted Torres. She shoved her way after him, earning a rain of curses from others in the parade. An annoyed T'mani tried to clobber her with a wooden Borg cube. "Let him go, B'Elanna! Damn!" Seven followed in her wake, pushing through to the side of the street. A rocket arched into the sky and exploded, igniting kubii flowers in brief falling trails of fire. Lasers wrote political slogans across the clouds. A holoimage of Ni-par-deski appeared, her primary crest red with anger, spitting out words like photon torpedoes. To Seven's surprise, by the time she made it to the sidewalk the thief had been caught. A large Menti Naka in the robes and red half-mask of a religious student held the struggling youngster in a single hand. With the other he plucked the holocamera from the child's grasp and presented it to Torres. "Thank you," said Torres, her chest heaving from exertion. She took the Doctor's camera and hung the strap around her neck, turning to Seven as the Borg eased her way along the sidewalk toward her. "Hey Seven, I'm out of money. You got a donation for this guy?" The Menti Naka raised his equine head, smiling as he noticed the approaching ex-drone. Without changing expression he brought a pistol out from beneath his robes and shot Torres in the face. Seven of Nine saw everything in slow motion; Torres smashed forwards, blood and flesh flying. With a single powerful movement the assassin flung the street kid aside and turned on Seven, his pistol whining as the gauss batteries recharged. There wasn't even time to feel fear before he pulled the trigger again. It was a T'mani bystander who caught the bullet, stepping from between the stallshells where he'd been urinating, his head bursting apart and organs turning black. That moment was all Seven needed. In less than a second she'd closed the distance, crushing her attacker's wrist in her cybernetic hand. He opened his mouth in a high scream, clawing at the Borg's eyes. Seven deflected him with a Tanyk Defence and drove a hammer fist at the alien's vulnerable forelobe, his eyes rolling up as he fell to the ground stunned. In the edge of her vision the Borg saw a canister tumbling through the air. Instinctively she threw herself where Torres should be, hitting solid paving stones instead as the world exploded in plasma fire. A wave of intense heat washed over her, drifting kubii bursting into flame and scorching her clothes. She scrambled along the curb, the harsh stone scraping her knees and elbows through the thin overcloth, angry over her decision to wear such an inefficient garment. Everyone was screaming now, ululating alien cries as they fled in all directions. Seven had a brief glimpse of Torres stumbling ahead of her, hand clutched to the side of her face. Stallshells began slamming shut, spilling those who'd been sitting on their roofs onto the street. Seven lost sight of her partner in the chaos. The armoured car was trying to move down the street, but the massive Borg head blocked its path. Disrupter fire lit the air, a beam streaking past Seven's ear. She dived beneath the foundation of a stallshell, hitting the combadge on her chest. "Seven to Voyager! Emergency, two to beam up!" The only answer was a static-garbled chirp. Inches from her face, the pavement suddenly turned black as an energy beam scorched it. For a brief, terrifying moment Seven of Nine felt tight bands clamping down on her muscles, her whole body held rigid in place, staked out for its own sacrifice. Then her cortical inhibitor activated; it was as if she was standing apart from herself, that another person was shaking in fear under the stallshell. Tactical analysis programs went primary, sucking in data from her enhanced senses and converting it to smooth colourless datastreams flowing through her mind. There was a surge of incredible power as nanoprobes superoxygenated her blood. In microseconds she had formulated a plan of action and carried it out, hurtling away from cover faster than any sprinter, aiming at a steel gate that was ajar ten metres away. It was the loading dock of a slaughterhouse, the ground flecked with dried blood. The walls were tipped in laser fencing, the doors chained shut. Seven realised too late she'd walked into a trap. From the street behind her stepped a Menti Naka in a red-half mask. His eyes were bright with fanatical hatred, ancient robes incongruous with his ultra-modern disrupter rifle. A lasersight beam flickered towards Seven, reflecting off the drifting pollen. "TiH-nan guides the hand that will crush the Eater of Souls." Torres charged through the steel gate, gauss pistol clasped in her bloody fist. Without slowing down she emptied it into the assassin, his disrupter tumbling from lifeless fingers. Seven snatched it up and together they ran across the courtyard to the loading dock. Seven didn't bother with subtlety; blasting apart a chain and sending the door flying back on its hinges with a single powerful kick. She felt her arm seized in a vice-like grip and then they where charging past long racks hung with bloody carcasses, startled workers gaping at them in astonishment. An aproned Menti Naka holding a cutting laser stepped into their way. Torres didn't give him the benefit of the doubt, smashing him to the ground with her empty pistol and leaping over the body. The front door was sealed by monotanium bolts. Seven burned a hole through the thin walls, ending up in a narrow backstreet. The street merchants, veterans of years of civil and military strife, were closing up at the sound of the disturbance, their stallshells crashing shut like a row of snapping jaws. A hundred metres down the road Menti Naka street kids were throwing stones at a R'larri armoured car. Seven quickly grabbed Torres by the shoulder and pulled her back into a doorway. She hit her combadge again. "Seven of Nine to Voyager. Respond!" " . . ii . . . voy . . . car . . . ear . . ou." "Dampening field," muttered Torres, her voice slurred as if drunk. Blood covered the side of her head and she was swaying on her feet. The eyes were unfocussed, one pupil larger than the other. Seven reached out a hand to hold her steady. "Voyager, remodulate your signal! Two to beam up, now!" "Al . . . ive . . . ot . . even." A barely audible scream erupted from the armoured police vehicle. The children bent over in agony, clutching their ears and soiling themselves. Seven felt a wave of nausea ripple through her body, then everything sounded as if through water as her cortical processor stabilised her inner ears. Torres, who had no such protection, buckled at the knees and vomited onto the paving stones. The vehicle accelerated down the street towards them, intakes howling in the pollen-choked air. Menti Naka children desperately scrambled to get out of the way. One wasn't fast enough, knocked flying into the gutter and lying still. "This is Voyager. Your signal is weak but readable." "TWO TO BEAM UP, NOW!" And then everything turned to stark black and white as they were pinned under the lights of the armoured car. It didn't slow down, didn't swerve, the sound of its turbine rising to a shriek as it drove straight at them. There wasn't time to run or fire, just the sheer sense of impossibility as they were suddenly occupying the same space as the hurtling multi-ton vehicle, fading to non- existence within the embrace of the transporter beam. --- Seven of Nine watched Torres toss and turn against her restraints, her eyelids twitching in REM sleep. Reaching down, the Borg brushed aside the hair that had fallen across her face. The tip of one ear was missing and there was some faint scar tissue the Doctor had not been able to regenerate. If the assassin had been using a directed energy weapon, Torres would be dead. The bullet had been stopped by a remnant of cortical node casing, which the Doctor had thought too risky to remove four years ago. Seven could only regard that as ironic. When Torres, Janeway and Tuvok had completed their mission to aid Unimatrix Zero she'd tried to convince them to retain some of their more useful Borg implants, citing the advantages gained in analytical processing and enhanced physiology. All three had refused even to discuss it. The Federation prejudice against artificial enhancement was irrational and deep-rooted, dating back to the Eugenics Wars. In that aspect they were no different from the superstitious aliens inhabiting this system. "Voyager to Tom Paris." Chakotay had appeared on the commscreen, his normally stolid face wrinkled with concern. "Captain," said Seven, getting straight to the point. "Torres' neo- cortical readings are becoming highly erratic. You must proceed to our immediate assistance." "That may not be possible, Seven. The Planetur keep bouncing us around various departments and the R'larri CDF aren't even answering our hails. The Aux thinks you've been assimilated. He's talking about blasting your flyer out of this system. You're going to have to change your approach vector to take you away from the Menti Naka battlefleet." "Assholes!" cursed Seven, an expression she'd picked up from Lieutenant Kim - it seemed appropriate. The flyer's warp core had been removed partly to give more space, but also to satisfy the paranoid requirements of the Liaison Daki. Now they were refusing to help. "Their petty politics are irrelevant!" "It took three weeks of negotiation to allow an impulse-powered flyer and two personnel through their sectors, let alone a fully- armed starship! Every politician and warlord will use this as an opportunity to stick their oar in." For a fraction of a second Seven pondered the nature of that obsolete colloquialism, then dismissed it with irritation. "There is no need to put Voyager at risk. I will handle the situation." "How on Earth do you . . ." An indefinable expression flickered across Chakotay's face. "I see." "I am placing the flyer on autopilot." Seven opened the medkit next to her and removed a hypospray, loading it with 20 milligrams of inoprovalene. "Ensure that a constant monitor is kept on our flyer with the long-range sensors. I will be . . . occupied. Seven of Nine out." She pressed the hypospray against Torres' neck. "Seven, wait!" "Sir?" she asked, not bothering to hide her impatience. She hoped Captain Chakotay would not forbid her action due to some foolish human notion of propriety or jealousy. Chakotay studied her for a long moment, then just said: "Good luck." The commscreen blinked off. "I have never needed 'luck' to copulate," muttered Seven. It took her ten precious minutes to recalculate the optimum flightline that would take them around the Menti Naka fleet while still avoiding top-secret military zones, suspected minefields, and the numerous radioactive debris fields left over from the war. By the time she'd finished, Torres had revived, dark eyes watching the Borg over her thermal blanket. Seven studied her for a moment, then pulled the sling up over her head, wincing as she did so. "Computer, activate autopilot and autonomous response systems." Seven unsnapped the fastenings on her boots, kicking them off her feet and placing them neatly under the console. "Inform me of Level One emergencies only." She unsealed the front of her jumpsuit, removing it with some difficulty. "Activate proximity detection. Vessels on intercept vectors and Objects-In-Course only. Audio cue, loud." The thermo-compression pad was last, peeling it off her shoulder and dumping it in the recycling chute. Seven leaned over Torres. The Klingon's eyes moved to her breasts but the gaze was unsteady, with none of its usual fire. "Commander Torres, we have a problem." "What happened to your arm?" croaked Torres. Seven tucked a water bottle between her thighs and unscrewed the cap. "That is the problem," the Borg said, raising the bottle to Torres' mouth. She drank avidly. "I am required to make love to you, in order to save your life. It is an activity I take great pleasure in." "However I have damaged my shoulder. While I was able to reduce the dislocation, it is still sore." Seven took the bottle away. "Klingon love-making practices are quite vigorous, often involving injury. My cybernetic body would normally allow me to handle your rather aggressive sexuality, but I fail to see the need to injure myself any further." "What the hell are you raving on about?" muttered Torres. "I have therefore decided to leave you bound to this seat. You will be forced to serve my needs, on my terms. It amuses me to dominate my lovers." "What . . . what makes you think I want to screw you anyway, you stuck-up Borg?" A tiny spark of familiar ire. Seven smirked. In a single deft movement she ripped apart the thermal blanket, exposing Torres' naked body. "My first attempts at intimate relations were on the holodeck. A controlled environment, but I was inexperienced then. Do you know the subject I chose to lose my virginity with?" "I've no idea," Torres growled. She felt drowsy, as if recovering from a heavy dose of triptacederine, but it was like there was something else inside her, forcing its way through the murky haze. A deep sea predator rising to the surface, drawn by the smell of prey. Seven leaned over and whispered in her ear. "Chakotay. That was impertinent of me, don't you think? I knew Captain Janeway was attracted to him; I wanted to find out what lay behind that attraction. And I did. He was very patient with me, very . . . instructive. Both on the holodeck, and in real life." Skilled hands began to massage the dusky flesh of the Klingon hybrid, measuring the sensitive regions, the involuntary responses. "I was unaware of the presence of the emotional inhibitor at the time, of course. When I was severed from the Collective the neural pathways were inadvertently cut, but over the years they had grown back, regenerated. I almost died." The Borg slid her hands down to the junction of Torres' legs. The ankles were strapped to the sides of the seat, leaving the thighs parted, vulnerable to her attentions. "Fortunately I was able to modify the inhibitor's programming. It serves me well." "Yeah," said Torres, gritting her teeth. "You can be a drone whenever you want. Haven't left the holodeck, have you Seven?" Seven gave a cold smile and dug her fingers into a bruise, eliciting a sharp gasp of pain. Her other hand was simultaneously stroking the clitoris; it was larger than on human females, supposedly less sensitive. But the results were instantaneous: the Klingon's pelvis bucked against the straps, soaking her hand. "You are very wet, Commander. I have never had a lover as wet as you are now." She began to work both hands in conjunction. A low growl erupted from her captive; nostrils flared, trying to draw in the Borg's scent. "More," Torres gasped, the plea escaping before she could stop it. "Pain and pleasure," mused Seven. "I have not yet explored that aspect of my sexuality." She stopped to lick vaginal fluid off her fingers. "BiHnuch!" Torres hissed. "Take off these straps and I'll show you some fucking pain! Let me go, that's an order!" Seven raised her eyebrow in the manner she knew would annoy Torres the most. "Do you intend to have me court martialed, Commander? I would enjoy telling an inquiry everything we did, how we used our fingers and mouths and tongues on each other, how you begged me to pleasure you again and again. And you will beg me, I will make sure of that." She bent her head, her full lips matching perfectly with the swollen folds of Torres' vulva. The Borg slipped her tongue into the drenched sex, working with the expertise that only comes with constant, practical application. Torres felt an overwhelming pressure building, as if all her pent-up sexual frustration was being sucked out through her vagina by Seven's greedy, insatiable mouth. Insane with lust and rage she hurled herself against her restraints, roaring incomprehensible Klingon curses until she was spent, collapsing back on the seat, her breath coming in long, shuddering gasps. Satisfied, Seven reached down and entered a code into the seat's touchpanel. The safety belts snapped open, sliding off and dropping to the floor. "NOW you're ready B'Elanna," Seven said, her voice thick with a hunger that surprised even herself. "Now you're ready to fuck me like a Klingon should." --- Harry Kim screamed in agony, slamming his fist into the side of the turbolift. Scorching fire was crawling up his arm; he knew that if he looked he would see the flesh turn grey and shrivelled, black lines advancing up his shoulder to assimilate his entire body. The lift spun around him and there was just enough time to gasp "Computer halt turbolift!" before the bile rose in his throat and he threw up all over the floor. The purging made him feel better, slightly anyway. Trembling fingers pulled a hypospray from his pocket. With the benefit of long experience Kim activated it one-handed and pressed it against his neck, muttering, "Fuck this arm and fuck the Borg and fuck Janeway too!" His combadge chirped. "Are you all right, Lieutenant?" The hologram's voice was soft with concern. "I'm fine Doc. How can this arm hurt so much when it's not even there anymore?" His right hand gripped the dermaplastic where flesh and bone used to be. "Phantom pains. According to your biomonitor the Borg implants are still inert." Kim's laugh had a bitter edge. "Well they've got ways of making their presence known. Ahh, get a detail to clean up turbolift Beta- Three will you?" There was an acrid taste in his mouth. "I told you, genetic resequencing will put an end to this. I can clone you an entire new body." "It's against Federation law," replied Kim mechanically, staring at the pool of vomit on the floor. "I hardly think you're going to turn into Khan Noonien Singh! Is it any more moral to dope yourself up with kelotane every day?" "WELL GO TO HELL! IF YOU'D DONE YOUR JOB PROPERLY THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE!" A disapproving silence was his only response. Kim knew that his outburst had been unfair, but he couldn't bring himself to apologise. Tom always used to say, when talking about the shuttle accident that ruined his career, "Those whom the Gods wish to kick in the ass with fate they first poke in the eyes with arrogance." Well he was right there. He was more right than he knew. "Resume turbolift." The doors hissed open and he found himself face to face with the Aux himself. TeS-ket, his head of security, stood behind the warlord as usual, staring at Kim with cold eyes. "Ahh! Lieutenant Kim. I was looking for you." The Aux's nasal holes constricted at the smell coming from the turbolift. "You appear pale. Is there a problem?" Kim gave a feeble smile. "An old war wound, sir. From our crusade against the Eater of Souls. It gives me trouble now and again. How can I help you?" "I have heard disturbing reports from Captain Chakotay," said the Aux, putting an arm around Kim's shoulders. The lieutenant flinched as the fingers touched his amputated stump. "It appears that your . . . away mission? . . . to the Soul Eaters of the Outer World has gone disastrously wrong. Our Whisper Grid has detected a large subspace detonation in the area. One of your crew was seriously injured and the flyer has deviated from the course we agreed upon." The Aux was leading him down the corridor, just two war veterans having a friendly discussion. "We offered our assistance naturally, but your captain has refused our help. Now your team is heading back here, perhaps with the intention of assimilating your entire crew. They will not respond to our hails." "That has nothing to do with the Borg sphere, sir. One of the females on board the vessel is undergoing her mating cycle." The Aux stopped in mid stride. "Mating . . . cycle?" Kim gazed innocently at the Aux, knowing his prudish view of reproduction. "Yes sir. Our Chief Engineer is half-Klingon, a race with voracious sexual appetites." He leaned his head close. "An old friend of mine, Tom Paris? He made the mistake of bedding her once, and well, I don't like to go into details but . . . he died." "I see!" said the Aux in alarm. "Are the rest of us males in any danger?" "Not at all sir. The Borg, Seven of Nine, is handling the situation." "Well if SHE doesn't survive it won't be any loss," said the Aux. He threw back his long narrow head and gave a great roar of laughter. TeS-ket joined in with sycophantic earnest. As usual Kim's smile didn't quite reach his eyes. "No. I guess it won't be, sir." --- She was an excellent mate, a skilled lover, strong, arrogant, demanding submission. It was exciting; she responded to the challenge with vigor. Battles were lost and won over a field of flesh, victories counted in ecstatic cries and the torrid throes of pleasure. Long moments of truce, when all they did was listen to the sound of each other's heartbeat. Time had ceased its linear course; there was only now, these sweaty couplings and whispered secrets haunted by memories of a sterile technological hell barren of her lover's presence. Fearful of losing everything she pursued, tracked her scent across the unfamiliar deserts of an alien world, forced surrender, demanded tribute and eternal allegiance; a pledge of love everlasting. "I cannot feel love." There was fear in Seven's eyes. Torres held the Borg tightly, realising they were completely alone here, a tiny bubble drifting in a vast emptiness that contained only blackness, silence, and death. --- "There were hundreds of them at the university, always demonstrating and making fine speeches about 'Equality Between Species' and 'Living in Mutual Friendship' - so many slogans. They protested against how the T'mani Planetur was profiting from 'The Cycle of Inter-Species Hostility', and the politicians would accuse them of being *usserborg*, of wanting to assimilate everyone into a vast collective. Maybe they were right." Polorta tipped up his bottle, draining the last few drops. "And they held 'Cross-Cultural Interchange Festivals', which were usually just an excuse for us all to get drunk." Chakotay smiled. "Sounds like a good idea to me." The captain didn't take his eyes off the viewscreen on his ready room desk. It showed a tiny blue triangle, representing the Tom Paris, threading its way through a confusing mosaic of coloured symbols and formless blobs. Even that image was a gross oversimplification. Astrometrics was tracking the course of over half a million objects that might conceivably threaten the flyer, from military patrols to smuggler flights to rogue chunks of debris. Chakotay noted with wry amusement that they hadn't had to order a change of course yet, even though the flyer had been on autopilot for over four hours. Seven of Nine was showing her usual efficiency. Every few seconds the image would flicker as Voyager's sensors remodulated. Solar flare activity, the Aux had claimed. Menti Naka e-warships were flooding the electromagnetic spectrum, trying to send the flyer off course into a minefield. Fortunately their jamming technology was inferior to Federation inertial navigation systems. Polorta frowned at the bottle of synthehol in his hand. "This stuff is no good. It doesn't get you drunk!" He placed the empty bottle on its side, muttering, "Fallen like the jo-stalk in the harvest." "That's why we drink it," replied Chakotay, popping the cap on another bottle with his thumb. He slid it across the table toward the T'mani. "Argh! You Federation types are worse than the R'larri. No fun at all. Do you think they're all right?" "I hope so. Those two are very special to me. B'Elanna and I were comrades-in-arms even before Voyager. Seven of Nine is . . . a former lover. And I kind of took personal responsibility for her from our previous captain." "I don't know many who would attempt to de-assimilate a drone that's been in the Collective that long. She was an exceptional woman, your Captain Janeway." Chakotay shifted his gaze to the geneticist. ''Was', not 'is'. Hell, why do I keep fooling myself?' "Yes, very exceptional." Polorta grinned. "Perhaps not as exceptional as a man who would take an ex-drone to bed with him. I don't know anyone on my planet who's done THAT!" "Yes, we once spent two hours working on a single position. She insisted on perfection." Polorta hooted in amusement and took a hefty swig. Chakotay had long stopped being repulsed by the sight of the liquid moving down the alien's digestive tube. Unlike most elderly T'mani, Polorta's skin was still reasonably translucent. Chakotay couldn't help wondering if he'd been doing some gene resequencing on himself. "Do you know that the Borg are probably the only corporeal species that can comprehend . . . really grasp the vastness of space?" said Polorta. "We scientists claim to do so of course, but if an individual were to realise such an incredible distance in all three dimensions they would go mad. Like numbers. Half a billion deaths for instance. You talk about it, make dramatic speeches about it, conduct computer simulations. But to really understand the destruction of so many individuals, all of whom thought they were the most important person in the universe, with all their years of life, their goals, lovers, families, friends . . . " Polorta raised the synthehol bottle and gulped the entire contents down, not taking the bottle from his lips until it was completely drained. The empty vessel was placed on its side like the others. "Fallen like the jo-stalk in the harvest." Chakotay stretched back in his seat, his joints cracking. "That's your last one. Guests have only got so many replicator rations you know. I had to cut them down when one of your Menti Naka friends tried replicating a thirty piece divan in the messhall." "It was not! It was a Culde set. We used to play it at Cross- Cultural Interchange Festivals. At least I think it was Culde. We were rather drunk at the time." He stood up and moved to the replicator. "One more. I've never had any alcohol that doesn't give you a hangover before. You should share the secret of this gift with our people, captain!" "Violation of the Prime Directive." "Ahh testicles." Chakotay blinked in surprise, before he realised that the universal translator had simply translated Polorta's epithet too literally. "Why *do* you keep saying that?" "Testicles?" "No. 'Fallen like the jo-stalk in the harvest.'" "We'd say it at drinking parties at the university. They harvest jo fruits in a single night, millions of them, so the challenge was to get as many bottles as you can lying down by the dawn." A fresh bottle materialised and he brought it back to the table. "Of course, the students often ended up throwing them at the T'mani police when they came to break us up." Polorta dropped into the chair again with a solid thud. "It was at one of those drinking parties that it happened. We'd just gotten started. I remember I was talking to a Menti Naka student by the name of YoR-im. My best friend, except during the annual Husii tournament of course, was Re-welta-dos. He was an Over-Scholar there; very unusual for a R'larri male even in that enlightened city. The day before, Ni-par-deski had delivered the ultimatum calling for all Menti Naka to leave the planet. It sounded like the usual propaganda, but we were teasing YoR- im that she'd have to do her course by correspondence, when suddenly every red blood cell in her body exploded." He took another swig from the bottle. On the viewscreen, the blue triangle moved a fraction closer to Voyager. "In seconds every Menti Naka in the room was in the death- coma, like a laser-scalpel removing tumors. The bioweapon had been infiltrating their systems for years, you see. Those students thought that by mingling with each other they would eliminate specism, that you couldn't harm one without harming the other. But they were proved wrong. Yes, very wrong." Chakotay said nothing, aware that Polorta wasn't even talking to him now, more to himself. "With a quarter million corpses lying about there was a great risk of disease, and the R'larri feared that the Aux would retaliate by destroying the city, so we all fled, a great column of us. TiH-nan only knows where we headed, or how we were going to feed ourselves. The greatest minds of the planet acting like Borg drones, doing what everyone else was doing. They were waiting for us on the tollroad." His pale eyes were looking straight through Chakotay, as if he were the one translucent. "They divided us up, T'mani from R'larri, and made us sit on the road while they marched the R'larri out into the jo-stalk fields. It was harvest time you see. The jo fruits were ready to be cut. They use an automated laser you know, they can do that because every stalk grows to exactly five and twenty joints. They lined the R'larri in rows, like the jo-stalks, and made each one hold up a jo leaf as if they were a plant. Then they sliced off their heads with the harvest lasers. Have you ever seen a hundred thousand people decapitated at once, Captain Chakotay?" "Not that many." "Ahh yes. But the problem is a R'larri is not a jo-stalk. Not everyone in that field was fortunate enough to be five and twenty joints high, especially the children. You see, the R'larri secondary nervous system is set lower than the main brain, so you can have the top of your head cut off and still be alive, in a fashion. I watched children stumbling around that field, alive yet dead, for five hours until they let us go." Chakotay wasn't listening. A red triangle representing a R'larri warship was moving on an intercept course towards the Tom Paris. His combadge chirped. "Delaney to the Captain!" "I saw it Jenny. All hands, Red Alert!" "Of course Re-welta-dos, being a R'larri male, was also shorter than the others. I recognised him from those silly yellow shoes he always wore." Polorta watched the captain rush out the door, as the alarms sounded as they had twelve years ago as his students died. The T'mani placed the empty bottle on its side next to the others, saying, "Fallen like the jo-stalk in the harvest." --- Seven of Nine had been unprepared for the intensity of the past few hours. She was not used to a partner who could match her on a physical level, one who insisted with equal ferocity on an emotional bonding she was reluctant to give. The Borg knew her decision to leave the inhibitor in place had the aspect of cowardice, but the thought of being emotionally dependent on another individual had always been terrifying to her. The inhibitor had become a crutch to survive the loss of Captain Janeway, then later to avoid the possibility of commitment to one of her lovers. Her last argument on the subject had taken place in Sickbay, over the unconscious form of Lieutenant Kim. Excessively curious as always, the Doctor had wanted to know why Kim had been struck in the face, though it could have no possible relevance to his medical condition. Her revelation of the lieutenant's comments prior to his injury had given the Doctor another excuse to bring up her continuing refusal to have the cortical inhibitor removed. "You said the procedure is dangerous," she'd shot right back. "I see no long-term benefits, except perhaps for yourself." "And what is *that* supposed to mean?" "I am not ignorant of your feelings towards me." The Doctor had spluttered like a faulty plasma injector. "I'm simply trying to assist your development as an individual!" "I said I was willing to engage in an intimate relationship with you. You refused." Seven could not stop a hint of pique from entering her voice. She did not like being rejected; it implied some inadequacy on her part. "I refused to be another field notation in your ongoing research into your own sexuality. 'Experiment no. 12B. Sex with the Sentient Hologram - A Case Study.' No thank you. I'm a doctor, not a petri dish." The Doctor had shut his tricorder with a distinctly annoyed snap. "No sign of concussion, though he'll have a few bruises. But there's far too much kelotane in his system. He's been exceeding his dosage *again*." "I have engaged in numerous intimate affairs, both with Voyager crewmembers and outsiders. The possession of strong emotions has proven unnecessary and irrelevant, even dangerous." "Dangerous! That cortical inhibitor is like an unexploded bomb inside your head! You nearly died the first time it activated. It is designed to SHUT DOWN your primary functions. It's meant to KILL you Seven, if you were ever severed from the hive mind long enough to develop your own emotions." "Then the inhibitor was flawed. I was able to adapt its effects. It has made me more efficient by serving as a cap on my emotions. Only the more extreme ones are filtered." "You can't explore love with a safety net! If there's one thing I've taught you over the years, is that life has got to be *lived*. You've got to take *risks*, Seven. Do things that frighten you." Kim had groaned on the table then, providing a welcome distraction. "There's times I think this entire crew is bent on committing suicide," the Doctor had muttered, running a thrombic modulator over Kim's forehead. "I've got a captain who insists on placing Voyager in the firing line of three mutually hostile species, a chief Conn officer trying to live up to the reputation of Mr Paris, Lieutenant Kim here volunteering for mine-clearing duties, and my best friend bringing a whole new definition to the term 'unsafe sex'." That had been the same night she'd seduced Lieutenant Chapman. She'd used the cortical inhibitor then too, in the lonely desolation of the early hours. Seven remembered well the look of rejection on Chapman's face when he'd realised. There'd been a note in her perscom file the next day, a quote from Shakespeare. They that have power to hurt, and will do none That do not do the thing they most do show, Who, moving others, are themselves as stone, Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow; They rightly do inherit heaven's graces, And husband nature's riches from expense; They are the lords and owners of their faces, Others but stewards of their excellence. The summer's flower is to the summer sweet, Though to itself it only live and die; But if that flower with base infection meet, The basest weed outbraves his dignity; For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds. She hadn't known Chapman was the poetic type. Torres stirred, turning to look at her. Seven saw confusion on her face, as if she was wondering why they were lying naked in each other's arms on the floor. "How do you feel?" asked Seven. "What . . . what happened?" "We made love." " . . . love?" Seven buried her face in Torres' hair, feeling an urge to drift there forever, to avoid the outside world with all its responsibilities and pain. There were things that had to be attended to, but she did not want to face them. Order beckoned via the inhibitor, a return to the passionless simplicity of the Collective. A sudden memory of those ranks of Borg skeletons put an end to that thought. "I'm hungry," said Torres. Seven broke open an emergency ration pack, passing the bars of concentrate to Torres who wolfed them down. Despite her hunger she stopped halfway through each bar and offered it to Seven, who always took a small bite. "I'm hungry," said Torres again. Seven picked up another ration bar but Torres pushed it away, leaned towards her. "Hungry." "No." "Yes," replied Torres huskily, pressing her lips against Seven's. "Voyager to Tom Paris!" The two women tensed as the signal blared across the cabin, Torres' hands clenching into a painful grip. "We're picking up a R'larri CDF frigate closing on you fast!" "Vessel approaching, bearing One Nine Zero Mark Three," said the computer. "Vessel is locking on with target acquisition sensors. Unimatrix shielding activated." The flyer lurched as a tractor beam latched onto the hull and the inertial dampers kicked in, the autonomous safety protocols dropping them out of impulse to all stop. "Thank you for the timely warning," muttered Seven. She kissed Torres hard on the mouth, jumped to her feet and slid into the pilot seat, wincing from her sore body. "Hail them." The face of a R'larri Over-Commander appeared on the commscreen. "I am Over-Co__ WHAT INSULT IS THIS?" she screeched, her primary crest turning red at the edges. Seven frowned in puzzlement . . . then realised she was completely naked. "I fail to see the point in dressing for someone as unimportant as you," Seven replied. "This is the Federation vessel Tom Paris, registration NCC 74656-C. We are in undisputed space on an authorised flight vector. You will release your tractor beam at once!" "I do not take orders from you, soulless drone!" The R'larri covered her left eye with her fist, a finger sticking out like an ocular implant. "What purpose do you have in this region of space? Are you acting on behalf of the Menti Naka? Answer me now, or must you consult your Collective first?" "Our mission has been approved by all members of the Liaison Daki. Release this vessel or face the reprimand of your superiors!" "I shiver with fear," scoffed the Over-Commander. "What will the Daki do, talk me into oblivion? It is all they are good for. I believe you are on a mission of espionage. You will lower your defensive shield so that we may inspect your vessel." "We have just returned from the derelict Borg sphere orbiting Teldar NiPi," said Seven, taking pleasure from the way the R'larri suddenly turned pale. "We have salvaged numerous Borg artifacts. If you wish I can beam the artifacts on board your vessel so that you may examine them more closely." The Over-Commander gave a loud squawk and clutched at her throat. The comm link was abruptly severed. A few seconds later the tractor beam followed. "Asshole." The Borg swiveled her seat round, frowning as she took in the mess littering the flyer. Crumpled thermal blankets, the contents of several first aid kits (mainly tubes of lubricant), discarded water bottles. Torres sat cross-legged on the floor, devouring the contents of the ration pack. "Computer, open a channel to Voyager." Seven got to her feet and began picking her way through the mess, making for the containment locker where she'd stashed her backpack. "Chakotay to Voyager, is everything all right?" "Captain, we will be within transporter range in eight minutes. Beam Commander Torres and myself directly to Sickbay. Lock on a tractor beam and bring the flyer in on automatic. Institute full anti-contaminant procedures." Clutching the backpack to her chest, she sat down next to Torres, not bothering with her clothes. "Is there a problem?" "Seven of Nine out," said the Borg, grabbing the last ration bar before Torres could get at it. --- Lieutenant Kim intercepted Chakotay on his way to the turbolift. "What's this about Seven flashing an Over-Commander?" he asked, a grin on his face. An odd thought occurred to the captain, that this was the first genuine smile he'd seen Kim give in a long time. "The R'larri Cultural Defence Force has just put in an official complaint. They claim Seven threatened to assimilate one of their vessels. There was something about 'an alien perversion' too, but I didn't want to ask." "That's our Borg, diplomatic as ever. Speaking of which, the Menti Naka are insisting on their traditional right to bear arms in front of their enemies. I came up with compromise. We provide them with replicated firearms that look like the real thing, but don't work." "Hell no! That's just the excuse the R'larri delegation need to walk out again." "They say we're leaving them 'emasculated'. I don't think you understand the cultural__" "No, I don't think *you* understand. No weapons, Harry!" The turbolift doors opened in front of them and Chakotay stepped inside. "Deck Five." Anger flared in the lieutenant's dark eyes. "I spent *three days* negotiating with those bastards!" "No weapons!" said Chakotay as the doors closed. The lift provided a temporary illusion of sanctuary. Chakotay closed his eyes against the flashing level indicators, trying to focus himself, to let the tension of the past few hours drain away. If there was one thing he hadn't missed from his years in Starfleet it was the constant diplomatic maneuvering with hostile alien species. The arguments over trivial matters of protocol and status, the constant resurfacing of old hatreds, the tendency to regard every concession as a weakness to be exploited for their own benefit. 'Now there's a real arrogance,' Chakotay thought. That 'We've learned to live together, why can't they?' attitude which Federation ambassadors who'd never had to survive under Cardassian occupation were infamous for. The doors slid open at Deck Five and he strode down the corridor to Sickbay. There was a security officer outside the doors, as per his instructions. Chakotay gave him an abstract nod before entering. B'Elanna Torres lay unconscious on a biobed. Seven stood beside her, a hand resting on the Klingon's shoulder. They were both naked, though for once Seven lacked her usual immaculate appearance. Chakotay resisted the urge to stare at the bite mark on her cheek, even though he knew the former drone was seldom embarrassed when it came to sexual matters. "All right Seven, what was all that about?" Seven nodded at her backpack which was sitting in a biostasis field, protective foam leaking out of its ventilation holes. "It contains Borg data nodes. A site-to-site transport was required to get it pass the inspection teams. I will explain in my report." "It can wait. What are their injuries, Doctor?" "Take your pick. Dehydration, bruises, bites, lacerations, strains, sprains, hairline fractures, bi-radial clamp stress__" "Klingon love-making is rather vigorous," interrupted Seven, glaring at the Doctor. "I can imagine. Commander Torres has passed out from nervous exhaustion. Seven needs to regenerate for at least twelve hours." "I'm fine. I must remain with B'Elanna until the effects of the Pon farr dissipate." "There's a security officer on the door," Chakotay pointed out. "I don't want a repeat of what happened on Sikari IV." "That is not necessary, Captain. I require the portable regenerator from my alcove." Chakotay flicked a glance at the Doctor. "I don't see any problems," said the C/MH. "All right then. But twelve hours, that's an order. I want you both at peak efficiency tomorrow. We've got another meeting with the Liaison Daki." The Doctor raised his eyebrows. "I thought they were no longer talking to each other." "Oh they'll come. They know we've got Borg technology from the sphere. They can't risk us passing it along to one of the other species." He stepped forward, placing his hand on Torres' upper arm, his fingers brushing against Seven's. "How do you feel?" "Sore." Chakotay gave a wry smile. She didn't pull away, even thought it had been a long time since he'd touched Seven in any fashion. Seeing her like this, love bites marring her perfect features, stirred old memories: of Seven's body beneath his, slim yet incredibly strong; her eyes filled with child-like wonder and newly discovered passions. Eager yet fearful of the pleasures he could provide, shameless and demanding in her own needs. Deep inside himself Chakotay felt the stirrings of a long-repressed hunger and he slammed a iron clamp on his thoughts. The captain and the ensign stepped apart, the usual masks dropping over their faces. "We were not able to complete our mission," said Seven, annoyed at the implied inefficiency. "You've brought in a good haul despite everything. Transwarp coils, data nodes, an energy matrix - that should give the scientists something to play with. At least they're willing to put aside their differences. I'm hoping to set up some kind of research exchange. I'd also like to try recruiting some more crew for Voyager, half a dozen from each species." Seven and the Doctor looked surprised. "They'll never see their homeworlds again," said the Borg. "One way or the other," Doc muttered. "We need to make up our losses," said Chakotay. "And it'll be an important symbol for these people - the three species, joining together for a journey into the unknown. There's bound to be some who are willing. To explore, the spirit of adventure. It's why we joined Starfleet, isn't it?" "Speak for yourself," said the Doctor snootily. "Some of us had no choice in the matter." --- 'B'Elanna never cries'. Tom had said that the first time he died. Not exactly true, but a lifetime of loss had drained much of her tears. She could count the passage of her life in funerals like this, in the empty spaces where friends and family had once stood. Torres felt no sorrow anyway, just a great emptiness where her heart was supposed to be. She knew that Tom would have taken her heart with him when he died, as a trophy he had won after long struggle. But if she went to Sto-Vo-Kor instead of Tom's afterlife, it meant that she would never find her heart again. Chakotay was standing in front of them, saying all the expected things. Perhaps he would let her borrow a shuttle, to go search for her heart. "We've lost not only our captain and one of our best officers, but two good friends as well. We can't bury them, and there's not been much time to mourn them. But the one memorial which I know would have true meaning to both of them would be for the rest of us to get home safely__" None of the crew were listening of course; they just stood there with dead eyes as jagged implants of stone forced their teeth apart into mute screams. Rank upon rank, a memorial to an ancient apocalypse. She and Seven walked between them, climbing to the summit, the Menti Naka children who'd come to beg fleeing at the sight of the former Borg drone. The statues ended in a vast atrium, several hundred metres on each side. In the centre lay an open sarcophagus. Offerings to a more recent holocaust were stacked in great piles around it; thousands of R'larri skulls, many with the top half sliced off. Flowering vines had grown up through the curves of white bone, sprouting elegant blooms of yellow, red, and ultramarine through empty eye sockets and exposed brainpans. Seven studied them with a detached curiosity, taking a picture with the Doctor's holocamera. 'They're beautiful,' Torres thought. 'Those Klingon poets are right, there can be a tranquil beauty in death.' From between the statues opposite came the Menti Naka priest, his robes flowing around sandaled feet. An armoured collar surrounded his neck as a talisman against Borg assimilation tubules. He was fat, well fed, unlike the scraggly orphans he shooed from his path. "The body of Queen TiH-nan, a distant ancestor of the current Aux," the priest said to Seven of Nine. He seemed amused rather than shocked by the presence of a living demon in this holy place. "She watched over the Menti Naka during our long journey to this Other World." "She was one of you, an ordinary individual," said Seven. "Yet you worship her as a Goddess. Explain." The priest radiated with the superiority of someone who knows all, yet is perfectly willing to take the time to enlighten the ignorant. "There are times when a person, through their great achievements and the way they inspire others, transcends mortality, becoming a divine being to those who come after." He extended his hand towards the stone coffin. "You can see for yourself." Torres approached the sarcophagus cautiously. A shrivelled corpse lay inside, teeth bared in a rictus of death. The Queen's auburn hair had become one with her desiccated flesh, melded into the neck with its four pips and red-shouldered Starfleet uniform. Torres stumbled back in horror, struck out at the smooth metal that imprisoned her chest. The clamshell slid back into the biobed, releasing her. Torres had woken up in Sickbay enough times to know instantly where she was. The only difference was Seven's distinctive scent all over her body. The Borg lay on the next biobed, a portable regenerator plugged into her spinal implant. Staring at the sleeping ex-drone, Torres found herself wrestling with the overwhelming urge to curl up next to her. "Activate Command/Medical Hologram," she whispered. The Doctor materialised, a tuft of hair sticking up from the side of his head. "Please state the__" "Keep your voice down!" Torres hissed. The Doctor looked around, saw only Seven asleep on the biobed. "She's regenerating. She can't hear us." He picked up a medical probe and began to run it over Torres' body. Torres slapped his hand away. "Where are my clothes?" Annoyed, the Doctor pointed silently at a closet. As Torres dressed he resumed his scan. "Your serotonin levels appear to have returned to normal, but I recommend a few more hours of observation to__" Torres strode to the door, stopping abruptly when it refused to open. "It's locked," said the Doctor. "Computer, override security lock-out on Sickbay doors. Authorisation Torres Gamma Ten." "And the captain's removed your command access privileges." Grabbing a laser scalpel, Torres popped open the door access panel. "And there's a security officer outside the door, with orders to stun you if you open it before 0600 hours tomorrow." She turned and hurled the panel at the Doctor's head. The hologram winced as it passed through him, shattering to pieces against the opposite wall. Torres' energy seemed to be drained by her brief outburst of temper. She slumped against the doors, sliding down until she was sitting on the floor. "Stuck in here with Captain Photon and 'Bonk Me' of Borg," she moaned. "What have I done to deserve this?" "I'm sorry our company offends you," said the Doctor in a miffed tone. "The captain wants everyone fresh and alert for tomorrow's meeting of the Liaison Daki, so I advise you get some slee__" "How's Vorik?" The Doctor was surprised at the question. "He's recovering. Some minor injuries but he'll be__" "What kind of injuries?" "I can't discuss that." "Was he in pain?" "Well I'm sure he__" "Was he in terrible, agonising pain with lots of gratuitous humiliation thrown in for good measure?" The Doctor sighed. "You will be pleased to know that he had a grueling experience, and like all Vulcans will suffer horrible nightmares throughout his life." "Good." She frowned at the Doctor in the dim light of the monitors. "What's wrong with your hair?" "An addition I made to my program for when I'm activated in the middle of the night shift," said the Doctor, beaming proudly. "It's called a 'bedhead'. Do you like it?" "Oh Kahless," Torres moaned. "I'm in hell." "Well it wouldn't be the first time," the Doctor quipped. "Get some sleep . . . please. Deactivate Command/Medical Hologram." But Torres didn't move, sitting with her knees hugged to her chest, staring at Seven of Nine. Four years earlier, when she'd been assimilated as part of Janeway's ill-fated plan to create a Borg resistance movement, there'd been a brief, terrifying moment before the neural suppressant kicked in. Torres had felt herself losing to the hive mind; shrunk in a microsecond to the size of a particle falling into a black hole. Yet at that same moment her mind had stretched to encompass tens of thousands of light years, she'd bathed in the song of billions of voices, she'd understood the reasons for Seven's pride and fear and loneliness and her desperate need to connect; and when the suppressor had yanked Torres back to individuality she'd cried for the first time since she'd been a child. She had never wanted to experience anything like that again, ever. But once more her personality had been ripped away, this time by the lust of the Pon farr. Drowning in someone else's katra. It was like being raped. "Leave my soul alone," Torres whispered to the sleeping Borg. --- Security Chief Ayala added another PADD to the growing pile in front of Chakotay. "TeS-ket, our local representative of the Menti Naka secret police, has made several attempts to subvert members of our crew, but he's not finding it easy. His Under- Commander, on the other hand, is a little different. He was quite interested in the, er, recreational possibilities of the holodeck. In exchange I got a peek at this little item." Chakotay stiffened in his chair. "These are Voyager's *shield harmonics*!" "For the past eighteen days. And we've been rotating them as a matter of routine. Either the Menti Naka have got advanced scanning technology we don't know about, or our police friend has been more successful than we thought." "I can't believe they've managed to turn one of our crew! There must be another explanation." "There is," said Lieutenant Kim. "They could be tapping directly into our computers. They've had months to smuggle the required programs on board and work out how to infiltrate our systems." "Need I remind you," said Commander Tuvok, "that our main processor is protected by both Starfleet shieldware programs and special security algorithms developed by Seven of Nine." "There's currently half a dozen cryptologists specialising in Borg algorithms on board this ship," Kim pointed out. "Not to mention quite a few cybertechs with the skill to adapt nanoprobes for espionage purposes." "One of the *scientists* is doing it?" exclaimed the Doctor. He'd changed his appearance for the staff meeting, giving himself a red-shouldered command uniform, bare of insignia. "They're the ones who invited us here in the first place!" "It is only logical to assume that the secret police have infiltrated the peace faction," said Tuvok. "Harry, I want a Level One diagnostic of Voyager's systems starting right now," said Chakotay. "And Ayala, I want TeS-ket off this ship; I don't care what excuse you make up. I'm getting tired of his games." "Tell him we think he's caught a Borg infiltration virus," said Kim, giving his usual replicated smile as he got to his feet. "That'll give him a few sleepless nights." Tuvok remained in his seat while the others left. "Captain, there is a matter of some importance I must discuss." Chakotay was speed-reading his way through a PADD. "Can it wait, Tuvok? The meeting's in five minutes and I'm trying to assimilate as much as this as I can." The Vulcan shifted in his seat, an involuntary reaction so unusual that Chakotay looked up in surprise. "Are you all right?" "The matter can wait till after the meeting, Captain. I take it that is Seven's away mission report?" "Not quite. It's a digest of the information she retrieved from the sphere's sensor nodes. Apparently those sensors have been active for the past sixty-eight years, gathering data from across this entire system. Movements of battle fleets, defensive grid analysis, decrypted messages between governments. Information of immense tactical and propaganda value to any one of the three species. Seven thought this was one item the Liaison Daki shouldn't get hold of." Chakotay frowned as one particular item caught his attention. "At least, not unless we want them to." Tuvok's expression didn't change, but the reprimand in his voice was clear enough. "You intend to use the information to buy concessions at the peace conference." "Or a little bit of persuasion. I'm sure the T'mani wouldn't want the Menti Naka to find out who REALLY developed those bioweapons." The item was a decrypted message from the R'larri Cultural Defence Force, a list of T'mani geneticists involved in a joint 'biological harvesting project' twelve years ago. One of the names, Chakotay noticed, was 'Over-Scholar Polorta'. Tuvok spoke deliberately and concisely, so there would be no misunderstanding. "That could well constitute a breach of the Prime Directive, and is definitely a violation of Starfleet morality." "As if that's never happened on this ship. You know Tuvok, for someone who's over a hundred years old you're awfully naive." Tuvok stiffened. "I fail to see the logic in that answer. What does my so-called 'naivete' have to do with Starfleet's guiding protocol?" "I've studied the history of Starfleet, the real history, not just the glossy version they teach you at the Academy. You served with Captain Sulu. He ever tell you about some of the stunts the great James Kirk got up to?" "Captain Sulu did not share any confidences with me." "Well I once shared confidences with a retired admiral by the name of Leonard McCoy. He was Ship's Surgeon on board the Enterprise in Kirk's day. And you wouldn't believe the times Kirk blatantly interfered in the culture of a species he didn't approve of. He's a hero now of course, because his methods worked and made the Alpha Quadrant safe for the Federation." "You can always find a reason not to obey the Prime Directive," replied Tuvok. "The ship, the safety of a crewmember, the arrogant assumption that you know better than an alien species whose culture and motivations you can only scratch the surface of. Perhaps your experience with the Maquis has made you too cynical in this matter. I will be noting this conversation in my next datastream report to Starfleet. You can make your decisions regarding the data nodes accordingly, Captain." The Vulcan rose and walked out, the doors hissing shut behind him. Chakotay rubbed his eyes. It was moments like this that he missed someone he could share a confidence with, someone like Kathryn. He'd never established the close rapport with Tuvok that should exist between captain and first officer. He'd drifted apart from Torres and the other Maquis over the years, due to the hierarchical nature of Voyager's command system. His brief liaison with Seven of Nine hadn't come to anything. They'd both taken it as far as it could go, then broken off by mutual agreement. The captain pulled himself to his feet. Now for the meeting with the Liaison Daki. He wasn't looking forward to it. --- "There was the land, on which walked the T'mani, and the sky, through which the R'larri flew, until we descended to the ground, taking up the tools with which to shape the land. For thousands of years R'larri and T'mani shared the planet in harmony. Then the Menti Naka came, their arkships burning the sky. With the aid of treacherous members of our race, those content to serve as their drones in exchange for whatever petty trappings of power they were given, this gang of thieves, the derelict trash of a justly extinct planet, conquered our peaceful world. Whole cities were ground into mountains of rubble on which they raised idolatrous temples to the reeking corpses of their ancestors. Our libraries and museums were burnt, so our history could only be taught in secret. Our children were forbidden to speak the R'larri language, forced to vomit out the guttural Menti Naka tongue. Our males were torn from their positions of contentment and service, polluted with alien ideas__" "They are petty crawling things, Captain Chakotay, whose wings have long since wilted. So useless the Borg did not even want them as drones." The Aux clasped his hand over his throat in mockery. "Menti Naka can evolve into Gods, whereas the R'larri worship whatever flies over their heads. So what difference does it make if they bow down to us or their Great Roasted Bird?" Ni-par-deski spat out an obscenity so obscure the universal translator could not decipher it. "Fh-ytiII -trIhn! The Winged Falayarr of the Sun, you corpse-worshipping excretion! Every day your foul-smelling queen rots in our Falayarr's heat. When she has been turned to dust then so will your entire parasitic race!" The exo-linguist switched over, a tinny voice in Chakotay's ear comm. *"I think that was 'Spirit Stealers' who devour the essence of the living, leaving them like zombies. Probably another Borg myth."* "Ask this *peace-loving* race about the half a billion Menti Naka cut down in the night by their cowardly bioweapons__" The Aux broke off as the doors slid open and Seven of Nine walked through, carrying a Borg transwarp coil. *"Defensive postures, all delegates,"* said the exo-linguist. No matter how tense things were in the conference room, it never failed to crank up a notch whenever Seven was present. Tuvok had argued against having the former drone at the negotiations, but Chakotay knew it kept everyone focused. Their hatred and fear of the Borg was the one thing all three species had in common. Besides, she was a living reminder of Voyager's successful resistance against the Collective. If that also made the delegates somewhat nervous of Voyager, so much the better. There were some tricks of negotiation they never taught you at Starfleet Academy. Seven placed the ring-shaped drive unit on the table, then sat down opposite Torres. She tried to catch her eye, but the Klingon avoided her gaze. "As you should all know by now," said Chakotay, "our away team was able to salvage numerous items of Borg technology from the derelict vessel at Teldar NiPi. This is a component from the transwarp drive. We were also able to retrieve several data nodes, autonomous regeneration sequencers, interlink processors and the central core of a fully adaptive neural-energy matrix. A full list is available from your inspection teams." Chakotay paused to drink from the glass of water in front of him. "We were quite lucky, as it turns out. A day later and there wouldn't have been anything to salvage. It appears that a rogue subspace inversion mine detected the Borg sphere. Fortunately our long-range sensors picked up the approaching object and our team was able to evacuate in time." "How very fortunate," said the Aux dryly. "You blew it up!" screeched Ni-par-deski. "You didn't want us getting our hands on it!" *"The Aux seems amused rather than upset. Ni-par-deski isn't as angry as she's making out either, she's probably glad the Borg vessel isn't around any more."* Chakotay felt a twinge of annoyance. Crewman Chirac was supposed to assist the universal translator and interpret alien body language, not extrapolate from it. "Over-Leader, your own security people inspected the flyer before and after the away mission. The warp core and armaments were removed as per this committee's instructions. All artifacts recovered from the Borg sphere have been cataloged by a team of scientists from all three species." "But your crew beamed to Voyager before the flyer landed," said Desihret, the T'mani internal security minister and actual (if not official) ruler of the Planetur. "That is a violation of our agreement!" "Lieutenant Commander Torres and Ensign Seven of Nine required emergency medical treatment which, I should point out, would not have been necessary if you had all given Voyager permission to pass through your space." All nine delegates glared at him. "Your scientists have proposed the establishment of an inter- species research group to study the Borg threat," said Chakotay, taking advantage of the rare silence to put a word in edgeways. "These artifacts, plus all the information and experience the Federation has gathered on the Borg over the years, will give them a major head start." Ni-par-deski jumped in then, as he knew she would. "And where will this 'research group' be located? Which region will have the honour of its presence?" The R'larri politician looked ready to debate this issue for the next decade, but Chakotay wasn't going to give her the chance. "It doesn't have to be located in any one place. Our latest subspace transmission and holographic imaging technology will make communication between your universities, even those located in the outer system, virtually instantaneous." He saw the look of surprise, quickly masked, from Torres and Seven. If Tuvok felt any shock at this blatant violation of Starfleet protocol, it didn't show on his face. "What Over-Scholar Eem-hontu-sa and her colleagues are suggesting is merely an extension of the co-operation that already exists between your species. You trade with each other, your officials interact to solve legal and law enforcement problems. You already have joint agricultural, environmental and re-building programs. All necessary because you share the same system." "What we're talking about is forming a common alliance against an outside threat," said Chakotay. "Not out of friendship, I realise that's too much to expect at this time, but that same necessity. And while we're on the subject, I also think it's a good time to start arranging joint defence exercises with your battlefleets." The suggestion created hoots of disbelief among the various military Over-Commanders. "We've already had such exercises," said Desihret. "They're called wars." "Perhaps you will wait until the Collective arrives before deciding to co-operate," Seven butted in. "Your disharmony will prove your undoing." "Spoken like a true drone," scoffed the Aux. He placed a fist over his left eye, a finger sticking out towards her. *"I'm not sure what that fist thing means, but I think it's supposed to be pretty damn insulting,"* said Chirac. Chakotay flashed Seven a warning glance which she ignored. "Your petty squabbles are irrelevant! The Borg WILL come. You WILL be assimilated unless you form an adequate defence. Adapt to this situation or you will cease to exist as a species." There was a moment of shocked silence around the table, then the Daki exploded with rage. "Captain Chakotay I insist this abomination be removed from our presence immediately!" screeched Ni-par-deski. "I will not continue these discussions otherwise!" "We will not be insulted like this!" shouted Desihret, pounding the table with his fists. "The Planetur reiterates once more its demand that this drone be handed over for us for trial!" "I second the motion," said the Aux, his mouth twisting into what Chirac didn't have to tell Chakotay was a sneer. "Perhaps we will find common ground after all." "Supported!" said Ni-par-deski. "A joint trial by all three species will unite them and achieve the result you seek, Captain Chakotay." "Just try it, petaQ!" hissed Torres, with a venom that startled the others. Chakotay's face was impassive, letting their outrage wash over him, dissipating with nothing to hurl against. "Ensign Seven of Nine, there's a group of R'larri and Menti Naka scientists on Holodeck One trying to puzzle out that neural- energy matrix. Go help them." A reminder that there were * some* people staying focused on the issues wouldn't hurt. Seven left without another word. Without thinking, Torres began to stand up to follow the Borg, only to be restrained by Tuvok's gentle hand on her shoulder. She looked at him in surprise. He was staring straight ahead, not meeting her eyes. Torres realised what she'd been about to do; her face flushed red with anger. Shaking off the Vulcan's hand, she pretended to be engrossed in her PADD. --- Tuvok exited the turbolift at Deck Nine, in time to witness Chakotay shoving Seven up against the wall. "Pull another stunt like that again and I'll bust you down to Borg drone! I can do without your superior attitude, both in the conference room and outside it. What we do here could save the lives of billions, do you understand that, Ensign?" Seven's face was pale, but she didn't back down. "Perhaps it is you who is arrogant. You overestimate our ability to influence these people__" She stopped, noticing Tuvok. Chakotay let go of her, embarrassed over his loss of control. The two stepped apart, as if reluctant to be seen together in any fashion. "We'll talk about this later," muttered Chakotay, turning and walking away. Seven watched him go, her mouth tight, then made for the turbolift. Tuvok waited until the turbolift doors had closed before pressing the entry chime. "I SAID GO AWAY!" "It is Commander Tuvok. We need to talk." There was no immediate response. Tuvok was debating whether to use his command access codes when the doors slid open, revealing Torres dressed in a blue nightgown. Her eyes were red-rimmed through lack of sleep. She checked the corridor, then grunted, "Come in." Torres' quarters were dark, the only light coming from the meditation lamp he'd given her two years previously. "Where is Miral?" "I asked Samantha to look after her for a few more days. I'm not exactly myself at the moment." She inclined her head towards the door. "Guess I'm not the only one. I can't remember the last time I heard Chakotay losing his temper. That Borg's got a way of pissing everybody off." "I had some bad news for the captain earlier," said Tuvok, without elaboration. Torres picked up the Vulcan lamp and stared into its flame. "What the hell is he playing at, Tuvok? Being asked by a peace faction to provide neutral ground for arms reduction talks is one thing. Now Chakotay seems to want to forge his own United Federation of Planets. Starfleet Command hasn't authorised this technology transfer, have they?" "Need I remind you, the captain has the authority under General Orders to interpret the Prime Directive according to his own circumstances. It is not the first time we have chosen to share our technology." "Like that fiasco with the Hirogen?" She looked up at him, cast shadows turning her forehead ridges into disapproving furrows. "What do you want, Tuvok? I'm not in the mood for more counseling." "How are you feeling?" "Well I don't know," said Torres. "Let's see . . . I made a complete mess of the away mission, nearly killed me and Seven. For the rest of my life I'll have this incredible urge to fuck myself to death every seven years. And I've given our resident hedonist a blueprint into all my sexual fantasies. I mean hell, I did *everything* with her. Didn't hold back." Torres' hands tightened around the lamp; the Vulcan heard a distinct crack as the ceramic broke. "You know, Tom was reluctant to take advantage of me in that state, even though he had a hard-on fit to bust his pants. But that Borg, I'm just another notch on her alcove." "I believe she was trying to save your life." "Targshit! I'm going to kill Vorik for this!" Tuvok said nothing. Furious over his lack of response, Torres shoved the meditation lamp at him. "Here, you can take this! I've had enough of Vulcan's playing around with my head." "Lieutenant Vorik is dead." In the lamplight she could only see half his face and a single pupil, dark with emotions he would never express. "But . . . the Doctor said he was alright!" "A false recovery, similar to the one he experienced seven years ago. Earlier today Vorik relapsed into the blood fever. I attempted to . . . guide his condition but my mental abilities are not as they once were. The responsibility is mine." The lamp dropped to the ground and shattered, plunging them into darkness. Tuvok made his way to the light panel, his martial arts training enabling him to move with confidence in the dark. He adjusted it to half-power, turned to see Torres sitting on the bed, her face buried in her hands. "You should not blame yourself, Commander. Vorik would have been the first to tell you that. He had the greatest respect for you." "I know," she choked out. "A few months ago he . . . he knew his time was coming and he asked me . . . it brought back all those memories, of Tom and Sikari IV. I was furious with him." Torres pulled her hands away, clenching them into fists. "But that's a lie. The truth was I didn't want to risk becoming close to someone again. I'd heard the joining is so . . intense." "It is," said Tuvok, so quietly that Torres wasn't sure if she'd imagined it. "So that's another one of us gone." The Klingon gave a bitter laugh. "Vorik, Tom, Joe Carey, Bandera, Durst, Hogan, Seska, Jetal, Kaplan, on and on and on. One long line of corpses spread over forty thousand light years. Pointing our way to the Alpha Quadrant." She rose to her feet, made a beeline for the replicator. "Synthehol. No forget that . . . blood wine. Let's toast our dead comrades." "You need to be sober. There is another important matter we must discuss." Torres picked up the jug of blood wine, took a swig, grimaced in disgust and tipped it into the recycling chute. "Three years ago I was diagnosed with a degenerative neurological condition." "I don't want to hear it, Tuvok. Not now!" Tuvok continued as if she hadn't spoken. "There is no cure, at least none available in the Delta Quadrant. This morning I informed Captain Chakotay that I no longer felt able to continue as his first officer. You are the logical candidate to fill the position." "Are you crazy?!" Torres blurted. She squeezed her eyes shut, realising what she'd just said. "Oh shit, I'm sorry." "Apologies are not necessary." "So that's why you didn't take the captain's seat when Admiral Paris ordered you to." Tuvok raised an eyebrow. "Come on Tuvok, you can't keep something like that a secret." "My taking command would have created a rift between the Maquis and Starfleet personnel. Chakotay's appointment was only logical. But you are correct in that my future deterioration was a factor." "And now you want TWO ex-Maquis running the ship? Starfleet's never going to accept that! They've already refused to share the latest weapons technology from the Dominion War." "There were security issues involved with sending that information thousands of light years into alien space." "Yeah right. Look Tuvok, I've got enough problems being a mother to Miral, let alone this crew. I'm about as suited to be first officer as Seven is to be a bloody counselor." "You are the captain's friend, yet independent enough to speak your mind, and the daughter-in-law of Admiral Paris. I suspect you will make a better first officer than your predecessors." The Vulcan turned to leave. "Haven't you been reading those reports from Chapman?" said Torres angrily. "In a few years it won't make any difference. There won't be a ship for us to command - Voyager's falling apart!" Tuvok paused at the door. "Like everyone else you insist on confusing the issue. Voyager is merely the means to an end. We will continue our journey in another vessel." "Like what, a Borg sphere?!" Torres shouted. But Tuvok had already left. --- "Leave my soul alone, leave my soul alone," that voice so arctic and that cry so odd had nowhere else to go . . . till the antique gramophone wound down and the words began to blur and slow, " . . leave . . my . . soul . . alone . . " to cease at last when something other died. And silence matched the silence under snow. There was silence among the group. Eem-hontu-sa covered her throat, then tried to conceal the superstitious gesture by massaging her neck muscles. Like the rest of them she was sitting on a piece from the replicated Culde set. The huge multi- coloured cubes were scattered throughout the messhall. RiN- sep had tried to organise a game, but it had died out due to lack of enthusiasm. "I was only connected to the hive mind for a few hours," stated Tuvok. "But the stanza is appropriate. It was written by Dannie Abse, a poet in Earth's early 20th century." "It appears our beliefs are not that separate after all," said RiN- sep. "Do you remember anything about your assimilation, Under-Commander Torres?" "No," Torres lied. She poked at her food, unable to muster the appetite for one of Chell's concoctions. She'd been having problems sleeping for the past few days, tired all the time. Over the years Voyager had become permanently short-staffed; double-shifts were now a matter of routine. The Doctor had proposed transmitting some Mark One EMHs from the Alpha Quadrant to make up their losses. Torres had a mental image of Jefferies tubes full of bald-headed Doctors, all arguing the merits of Verdi and Berlioz as they scrubbed the warp plasma conduits. Their mission to the derelict Borg sphere had been postponed yet again while Chakotay dealt with the R'larri delegation walking out of the conference. Seven of Nine was putting the extra time to good use, sitting in the corner in earnest conversation with Will Chapman. Compliments, smiles, non-verbal enticements, jokes about their ill-fated first date . . . no doubt all pre-rehearsed on the holodeck and timed for effect. Torres watched their interaction with distaste. Even Tom in the early years hadn't been that cold-blooded about acquiring a sexual partner. "To deliberately allow oneself to be assimilated," said Eem- hontu-sa, shuddering. "You risk losing the soul." "Oh for TiH-nan's sake," scoffed RiN-sep. "You don't believe in that superstitious beak-clacking? We're supposed to be scientists." "She's right though," said Kim. "Losing an arm is nothing. The Doc can fix you up with another one. Hell, he even wants to fix me up with a whole new body! As a good Starfleet puppy-dog I had to refuse. But my soul, I lost my soul to the Borg Queen. And I don't mean that bitch with half a body either." His dark eyes turned towards Torres, confirming her suspicions. Kim's pupils had shrunk noticeably. "I mean Captain Kathryn Jane-'We'll-Do- Things-The-Starfleet-Way' of Borg." "Harry, when did you have your last shot?" "Piss off! Why don't you tell them the truth about our noble captain, B'Elanna? There was a time when only hot black coffee used to flow through her veins. Not any more." "Lieutenant Kim. Perhaps you should return to your quarters," said Tuvok. A vein had started pulsating at the Vulcan's temple. "Was that an emotional response, Tuvok? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to commit blasphemy." Kim leapt up, grabbed his seat and slammed it down on the table, scattering plates and cutlery. Everyone jumped to their feet, cursing. "Polorta, what's this?" asked Kim, ignoring the tirade of abuse. "It's a Culde-nan," answered Polorta, trying to locate his glass under the enormous game piece. "Wrong. It's a Borg cube. Children on Earth, they used to sing this nursery rhyme. 'Ring-a-ring-a-roses, a pocket full of posies. Attischu! Attischu! We all FALL DOWN!' What's that from, does anyone know?" He leaned close over Torres. "I'll tell you. A plague that wiped out a third of Europe in our fourteenth century. The Black DEATH!" "Harry, get out of my face before I break yours!" "Can we change the subject please?" asked Eem-hontu-sa plaintively. "No. So why do the Menti Naka, a race driven from their planet by the Borg five hundred years ago, happen to play a game involving great big cubes, hmm? Bad taste, perhaps?" "You should know about that, Lieutenant Kim." None of them had seen Seven approach. "I will escort you to Sickbay. You appear to have exceeded your daily prescription of kelotane." "There's no need, *Ensign*. I'm sure you've got more important things to do. Like polishing Janeway's coffin." "Your efforts to incite an emotional response from me are futile." "Yes, but that's 'cause you're cheating." Kim's finger tapped against the side of Seven's head; she pushed it away. "Do you have a daily prescription, or do you just switch it on whenever you have the urge?" "Harry, settle down and have another drink," urged Polorta. "Tell us the story of the Doctor and his Photonic Cannon." "Harry, stop acting like a petaQ and go with Seven!" "Why the hell are you taking HER side, B'Elanna? Tom died because of this stuck-up drone! We were always risking our lives for HER, because Janeway was secretly in love with this Borg bitch. But I notice she was quick to jump into Chakotay's bed when he became captain." There was dead silence in the messhall; everyone had stopped talking. For a brief moment Seven's face went completely white, before her ice-cold mask slammed into place. Tuvok got to his feet. "Lieutenant Kim__" "It's alright Tuvok," Torres stood up quickly. "I'll handle this." She gripped Kim by the shoulders, saying, "Harry, we've been friends for years, so please take this in the spirit it's offered," and promptly rammed her forehead into his face. The next day Seven had come to visit them in the brig. Torres and Kim were sitting on the floor of the cell, playing Culde with sugar cubes. "I'm sorry," Kim muttered, unable to meet her eyes. The Borg gave him a cold look, presented a single rose of dark pink to Torres, and then walked out without saying a word. "Seven's champion," mused Kim, as he assimilated a Culde- nan by eating it. "I think she's got you in mind for her next conquest. You better be careful, the two of you alone on the Tom Paris together." Torres snorted. "In her dreams. You know Harry, I couldn't help noticing. With all those ridge-shaped lumpy bruises on your forehead you look very . . . Klingon." --- Icheb was regenerating. He stood in his alcove, unconscious of her presence. Seven could only stare at the Borg teenager, haunted by the memory of those innumerable skeletons on the Borg sphere, of the demonic statues surrounding the Menti Naka queen. And now on Voyager, this row of alcoves used by herself and her surrogate son, a mindless honour guard for their own dead leader. She lay as if in state, the alcoves throwing green flickers onto the cover of her stasis tube. Biomedical nodes clung like robotic parasites, ever vigilant, ready to alert the Doctor immediately of any change in the condition of Kathryn Janeway, former captain of the USS Voyager. Seven of course knew, as only a few of the senior officers did, that it was actually Borg technology that was keeping Janeway alive. Her body swarmed with millions of nanoprobes, repairing necrosing tissue, stimulating brain functions, trying to hold back the effects of time. It was an exercise in futility. She knew it, as did Commander Tuvok. They realised that Chakotay's hope of encountering some miraculous alien technology that would revive her was a ridiculous fantasy. Yet they always put off confronting the captain about shutting down the stasis tube. In the end, they'd been forced to admit, a Vulcan and a Borg could be as irrational and emotionally driven as any human. Seven took a cloth and carefully wiped down the transparent aluminum cover, removing prints left by Voyager crewmembers pressing their hands against it. With her facial muscles relaxed Janeway seemed much older, skin sagging against the cheekbones. There was none of that strength which had supported the Borg in her first difficult years on Voyager, the smiles or scowls that had created such deep joy, anger, or contrition. There was a time when Seven imagined she could see her auburn hair stirring, but she no longer indulged in such foolish notions. A tear shattered on the cover, flowing in tiny rivulets until it was mechanically wiped up by her hand. "I love you, Kathryn Janeway." Seven heard the doors slide open behind her. She quickly wiped her eyes before turning round. "I thought I might find you here." "There was a time when you didn't require the captain's assistance to tell me to 'get lost', B'Elanna." Torres looked down at Janeway's dormant figure, placed her hand on the stasis tube. When she removed it there was a lone pink carnation lying on the cover. "It's probably just as well she's gone," said Torres. "Can you imagine this ship ruled by Janeway for the next seventy-odd years? I can just see our children launching a mutiny. Hell, Miral's always practising on me." "I heard about Vorik." "Yeah well . . . I guess I owe you." "You're welcome," replied Seven in a neutral tone. Torres' head snapped up. "What do you want, an Oath of Union?!" "That is up to you. I only know that after what happened we have three options. One, go back to disliking each other, as when we first met. Going over the same petty arguments, the same guilt, like those fools on the Liaison Daki. Two, accept what happened and continue as friends . . ." "Or Three," said Torres dryly. "Become Pon farr buddies. Mates for life." "We must adapt to our circumstances," said the Borg. "Perhaps you think you can avoid pain by not forming another relationship. You will fail." "Piss off Seven! You and that fucking inhibitor, what would you know?" "I spoke to the Doctor yesterday. I am going to have the cortical inhibitor removed." Torres was speechless for a moment, then said bluntly, "That could kill you." "Do you think we're alive as we are now?" "What?!" The comment annoyed Torres. It sounded like some of that metaphysical garbage Chakotay was always pushing. Seven placed both hands on the stasis tube. "Everything changed when our captain was taken from us. We have all just been going through the motions. Alive yet dead, like Captain Janeway here. Or Lieutenant Kim. Or the Borg Collective." Her blue-grey eyes drilled in the Klingon. "But I refuse to be a drone any more." "Is that why Chakotay's willing to go so far to help those idiots? He's trying to give the crew a sense of purpose." "Yes. He knows we must move on from this." There was a long pause. "I don't know, Seven. Right now, all I want to do is take you back to my quarters . . . and sleep for a week." "And when we wake up we shall make love. But more gently this time." "Well that's a relief. I doubt I can muster that performance again. Well, not for another seven years at any rate." Seven stepped over to her alcove and detached the portable regenerator. Slinging it over her shoulder, the Borg reached out to her friend. "B'Elanna, take my hand." "Gladly." --- The End