The BLTS Archive- Out of the Ether by J. A. Toner (jamelia116@aol.com) --- Spoilers for: "Demon," "Course: Oblivion," "Timeless," "Disease" Disclaimer: I borrowed a little of the dialogue from Paramount/Viacom's "Star Trek: Voyager" series, along with the characters also belonging to them, in order to revisit the episode "Course: Oblivion." It was a sad episode, but I ended up liking it. I know this all belongs to Paramount, though. Archiving: OK to ASC, BLTS, PTCollective, and PTFever. All others, ask. Feedback: Please! --- "What would Captain Janeway have done?" Seven hesitated for a moment as Harry Kim's command resonated within her consciousness. She knew what their late captain would have done. No matter what the risk, if it were the only chance of succeeding open to them, she would have done it. In as firm a voice as she could manage, Seven declared: "Computer, prepare to eject the warp core. Authorization: Seven of Nine, omega phi nine three." ::::Warp ejection systems enabled.:::: "Eject the core." The concussion from the ejection shook engineering, where Seven was standing; shook the bridge where Harry Kim stood; indeed, shook what was left of the ship called Voyager which the crew had called their home for a long time now--not that many were left of that crew. The violence of the vibration banished any expectation of success. Seven did not need to glance at the controls to know the situation. The battle had been lost. She shouted through the comm link to the bridge, hoping her message was getting through to their one remaining senior officer. "We've lost attitude control and shields. Hull integrity at 19%." The acting captain was not yet ready to give up. ::::Reroute life support! Hell, reroute everything we've got left to the containment fields.:::: Seven punched in his commands, but any spark of hope she may have harbored that by doing so she could delay destiny was quickly extinguished. Her instruments told the tale. Further attempts to slap the controls on the console into compliance had no effect. "Hull breaches on decks nine, ten and eleven," she reluctantly announced to Harry. It was time to acknowledge the obvious. "Captain Kim, we must abandon this deck. All hands, vacate engineering!" In seconds, the isolation door to the corridor was lumbering down, shutting off the vacant engine room from the rest of the ship. Of the handful of crew who still survived, virtually all stumbled downwards towards the nacelles rather then risk heading up, where more hull fissures were splitting into the hull. There was no safe place to go anyway. All of them knew that. The only thing left to do was to find a place to prepare for the inevitable, alone or gathered together with the handful of shipmates that remained, as their lives as members of the crew of Voyager came to an end. One person, however, was willing to risk a trip upwards from Deck Eleven. She yanked open the cover to the most central of the Jefferies tubes that snaked through the ship and negotiated ladders that wavered underneath her feet. The handrails were also flexible, as if they were molded from latex rather than the alloys originally used in their construction. In the few minutes remaining before the process of disintegration was complete, Seven of Nine was going to ascend to Deck One, if possible, to assume her post on the bridge one last time. --- ::::Hull breaches on decks nine, ten and eleven . . .:::: There was a hiss through the comm system, then ominous silence. Harry called out desperately, "Seven. Seven!" There was no answer. Grimly, the acting captain of Voyager called out, "Computer, how long until we're within hailing range of that ship?" As the computer struggled to answer, he that was made in the image of Harry Kim knew there was no way for the true Voyager to reach them in time. He glanced around at each of the bridge stations, envisioning those who should have been manning each one. No B'Elanna at the engineering station. She had been the first to die. Tom's spot at the navigational controls was also empty. Embittered by the loss of his wife and the knowledge that he was only an imitation of the "real" Tom Paris, the helmsman had not even tried to fight for his life when his body began to break down. The last words he'd ever uttered had been to Harry: "I'm glad it's over. Now B'Elanna and I can be together forever." Neither Tuvok nor Alaya stood at tactical. The science stations were all vacant. Harry Kim stood where Captain Janeway and Commander Chakotay always did. Even Neelix was no longer around to try to boost morale with a joke, even the self- deprecating kind he'd always told on himself. Harry had wanted to have a command someday, but not this way. The computer's struggle to answer the acting captain ended wordlessly, with several clicks and an eruption of static. Striding to his own station at Ops, Harry examined his instrumentation. There was nothing he could do. The computer core was gone--or its connection to the rest of the ship was. It hardly mattered which was the case; the end result was the same. Rather than return to the captain's spot, Harry chose to move to the center console above the command chairs, the position on the bridge Seven of Nine habitually took from the time she'd first came aboard ship. He pictured her as last he had seen her: her beautiful face disintegrating as the stuff that had been sculpted into her being returned to its natural state, that of the wondrous silver compound that once had formed pools on a desolate world, ready to be introduced to sentience by visitors from far across the galaxy. He wished he could see her again, one last time, drooping face or not. His own face looked pretty bad now. To the rear of his position, Harry could hear a whistling whine issuing from out of the captain's ready room. The viewport must be giving way. Pinging and popping sounds began to surround him. He looked upwards as a defect in the shields was announced with a hiss. He became aware of a creaking sound issuing forth from the hatch of the Jeffries tube which emptied onto the bridge. The creaking sound changed to that of a door opening. Rushing over, Harry grabbed the handle and pulled hard enough to rip it off its hinges. Offering his hand to the one emerging from the tube, Harry helped her stand. When he was face to face with her, however, he wondered if Seven's neural pathways still functioned well enough for her to know who he was. She stared at him without any sign of recognition. It didn't really matter to Harry. The very thought that she would even want make that terrible climb to be with him now was enough. He put his arms around her and held her close, comforted by her presence. At least he wouldn't be standing here alone with only memories of his friends at the end. One friend would still be here with him. The dearest one, if he dared admit that to himself now. --- When her eyes were able to focus again, Harry's face was there. His arms were around her, steadying her. She was pleased she had attained her goal, but there was one thing more she had to say to him before words became impossible. "I sent a message through my Borg neural implant. If the other Seven is on that ship--and if my implant still operates adequately--perhaps it will reach her." A ghostly smile graced his lips. "I knew you'd find a way to contact them." "There is no guarantee of success." "I don't need guarantees. The best we can do is try--and hope it will be enough." Seven leaned into Harry's embrace, resting her melting cheek against the sagging skin of his, and sighed deeply. The ship's tortured shell was breaching all around them now. The shrieking of space as it displaced the air of Voyager assaulted their ears. It was strange, but at that moment a memory slipped into her awareness. Only a few short weeks ago, she had caught Lieutenant Torres' wedding bouquet. As the old superstition went, Seven would be the next to marry. Unfeasible now. With her last second of life fast approaching, she thought of Lieutenant Torres' question about who might constitute a suitable mate for Seven, just before they discovered the first evidence of the disaster that was now coming to a conclusion. "How about Harry Kim?" Monogamy. She had sneered at the very thought when the chief engineer mentioned it. The idea of restricting herself to seeking sexual satisfaction from only one man had seemed absurd to her. Seven had not hesitated in telling this to the newly-wedded lieutenant who had promised to live a monogamous life with Lieutenant Paris. That had, indeed, turned out to be her destiny, for within days, Lieutenant Torres had perished while her husband looked on helplessly. She had experienced only one day of wedded bliss before her life had melted away. Even that one day of monogamous life Lieutenant Torres had enjoyed seemed preferable to the fate Seven now faced, she realized. The man whose arms encircled her deserved a fate better than this one, too. He had always been a steadfast friend to her--a warm and loving friend. She'd rejected what he offered because she knew he would want monogamy. She had been taught by the Borg that regrets were irrelevant. She no longer thought so. Seven bitterly regretted she had never explored the full sensations of shared bodies with Harry Kim when their lives could have been stimulated and enriched by the experience. Too late now. This body would never enjoy such intimacies, in a monogamous relationship or otherwise. Seven eyes met Harry's and read in them feelings that she had never had the chance to fully experience for herself. That no longer mattered. At least a small measure of sexual satisfaction might be achieved. She could still share a little of herself with Harry Kim. His breath was warm on her cheek as she moved close enough to touch his lips with hers. As he responded passionately, pulling her into the tightest of embraces, she closed her eyes and lived only in the moment for those brief seconds of awareness left to her. To them. As their universe dissolved away, Harry Kim and Seven of Nine melted together in a first, last, and eternal kiss. --- "Try hailing again." "No response," Tuvok replied to Captain Janeway from his station on the bridge of Voyager. Harry fiddled with the controls of his console, trying to clear away interference. Finally, he had enough information to say, "Captain, I've found the source of the distress call. It's coming from a vessel." Something was strange about that distress call, Harry realized, but he would need time to analyze it. Satisfying his curiosity wasn't a priority at the moment. They were within 400,000 kilometers of what was obviously a heavily damaged ship, and the nature of the distress call wasn't essential to their rescue mission. Afterwards, he'd have time to figure out what seemed off about it. From her command chair, the captain crisply ordered, "Drop to impulse. Are the rescue teams ready? Bridge to Sickbay: stand by for casualties." "In visual range." Tuvok worked his own console's controls, bringing the viewscreen to life. Harry looked up to see the vessel they were approaching. "Onscreen." A galaxy of glittering frozen silver droplets hung jewel-like in the vastness of space, shining with the reflected light of the stars. Already, the drops were beginning to drift lazily apart as each one took its own trajectory into the void. "Where's the ship?" Janeway murmured. "No sign of it," Harry replied. A yawning chasm opened in the vicinity of his stomach. Those fragments once must have constituted a ship. If it had sent out a distress call, it was likely that living beings had been traveling in it. No more. "That debris . . . that couldn't be all that's left," Chakotay said. Tuvok's calm voice answered, "I'm detecting residual deuterium, anti-neutrons, traces of dichromates. If it was a vessel, it isn't anymore." "Scan for life signs, escape pods." The captain ordered, not wishing to give up hope. "None," Tuvok replied. A short moment of silence passed before Captain Kathryn Janeway took the only course of action still available. "Make a note in the ship's record--we received a distress call at 0900 hours and arrived at the vessel's last known coordinates at 2120. The ship was destroyed. Cause unknown. No survivors." Turning to her silent helmsman, she added, "Mr. Paris, resume course." "Aye, sir." Harry sighed resignedly. //And sometimes, the bear eats you,// he thought, as he glanced behind the captain, towards the station Seven manned when she was on the bridge instead of in Astrometrics. To his surprise, Seven was staring at the viewscreen, her usual cool, detached demeanor nowhere in evidence. Rather, Seven looked like she'd seen a ghost. --- Sobered by her statement, Harry exhaled slowly while he considered her hypothesis. "You may be right, but I still have trouble believing Voyager could have been duplicated so exactly that it could get out here. The ship didn't have to be a clone of Voyager. Maybe somebody else stopped on the planet after we left and picked up some of the clones. I could see that happening. Did you find any collateral evidence to substantiate your theory?" "I have," Seven declared. Taking the PADD from Harry's hand, Seven activated a file. "You will see a table displaying the compounds found in the debris field, comparing them to the biomimetic gel on Demon as recorded by our sensor records." Harry read down the file, shaking his head sadly when he came to the end. "And the volume of that debris field is what we would expect to find if a cloned object the size of Voyager--and its contents--were to be destroyed." "Yes." Harry looked over the file for several seconds more, but he could find nothing amiss. He wanted to find a flaw in her logic. He could not. "So this is why you were so shook up on the bridge?" Seven glared at him with a raised eyebrow, and Harry steeled himself for a lecture about it being impossible for a Borg ever to be "shook up." The eyebrow descended rapidly, however, and she admitted, "I was already disquieted before I reached the bridge. I had partially decoded the first message--enough to recognize the sender was identifying herself as one of the Demon clones. When Commander Tuvok recited the composition of the debris, it confirmed the possibility . . ." Her thought hung unfinished in the air as she stopped speaking, her eyebrow raised now from furrowing of her forehead rather than pique with Harry. " . . . the possibility that the sender of the message was one of the Demon clones," Harry finished for her. "Your clone." "Yes, but that was not why I was . . . 'shook up.' That occurred when I received the second message." Seven stood up and walked over to the windows then, facing the stars and searching deeply into space, as if she were seeking to find an answer to an unspoken question. Harry glanced down at the PADD he was holding and searched the index for the second message. "Did you put the second one in the same file as the first, Seven? I only see one message here." "The second message was . . . difficult . . . for me to describe." At the haunted quality of her voice, Harry looked back at her. Silhouetted against the window, her body backlit by the dim light of the stars in the partially lighted mess hall, Seven stood with her arms clasped around herself, as if she were holding herself together. Laying the PADD down on the table, Harry stood and approached her. He didn't know quite what to say or do to help. Before he could speak, however, Seven turned to face him, her arms still crossed around herself, saying, "It was less a message than a set of images and sensations. I believe it was sent inadvertently. I suspect her neural implant was no longer functioning properly." He looked into her eyes and saw pain. Without thinking, Harry put his hands on her arms and drew her close to him in comfort. Gently, he asked her, "What kind of 'images and sensations,' Seven?" She replied, in an even softer voice that he had used, "I could see flashes of what she saw. Everything seemed to be melting. There were explosions. The shields were failing. And then, she . . ." Seven searched his face for a moment, as if looking for something she couldn't find. " . . . and then she saw you. The clone of you, to be precise. They were standing in front of each other, as we are now. Then I felt arms holding me. Holding her. Perhaps it would be preferable to show you rather than tell you." He waited expectantly for a few seconds, but he was still surprised when Seven released her hold upon herself, slipping her arms around his torso instead. When she leaned in towards him, he stared at her in amazement. He was even more stunned when her lips touched his in a cautious, experimental kiss. Stunned or not, Harry could not resist her. His lips responded to hers as if by their own volition, returning the kiss she had initiated. Friendly when it began, the kiss quickly turned into something warmer, much closer to the kisses he'd shared with Tal than one of the friendly pecks on the cheek "Uncle Harry" sometimes gave to Naomi Wildman. Breathless, Harry broke off first, expecting to see anger in Seven's eyes. Instead, he saw even greater pain. He started to murmur an apology when Seven said, " . . . and then there was nothing. There was nothing. The message terminated . . ." Harry closed his eyes. "They died? You felt it?" She nodded her head ever so slightly. "I know the sensation. I have perceived it before, when drones of the Collective ceased to function. But then, the Collective as a whole survived . . . " "Seven! I'm sorry," Harry gasped, pulling Seven more tightly into his arms and hugging her closely. Tightening her own hold on him and burrowing her face into his shoulder, she made no attempt to pull away. Any thought Harry may have had that this was a dream come true was suppressed by his knowledge of how deeply she had been affected by this totally unexpected blow. To Seven, in that split second that the message ended so abruptly, surely she felt as if she herself was dying. So engaged in mutually comforting each other were they that neither of them heard the mess hall doors opening, nor did they hear the footfalls of the pair who entered. The first time either of them knew they had company was a female voice's admiring, "Way to go, Harry!" Harry whipped his head around to see the laughing faces of B'Elanna Torres and Tom Paris. He started to jump back, but Seven clutched at him tightly, keeping him in close contact with her. When he looked down, he saw her head was averted from Tom and B'Elanna. The light from the stars shining on her face might even have reflected more brightly off her right cheek than her left. Surreptitiously, Harry raised his hand and rubbed a bit of moisture from Seven's cheek with his thumb. His amazement that he was performing that particular act for this particular woman did not show on his face. Later, he would wonder over it. For now, he had to figure out how to minimize the damage--and the amount of betting that all the gossips on board would be doing once this got out. Tom cleared his throat. "So, uh, are the two of you demonstrating assimilation holds, or something? Or did we interrupt another courtship rituals discussion?" Harry didn't have to see Tom's face to detect the smirk that had to be lurking there. "Tom!" said B'Elanna. "Ouch, B'Elanna. You've got a really sharp elbow, you know that?" Harry grinning at that, looking over at his friend, who was rubbing his side vigorously. Stepping back, he released Seven from his embrace, although his hand still rested on her forearm. Seven faced the couple and stated coolly, "Individuals hold each in their arms for purposes other than single cell reproduction, although doubtless you find that difficult to believe." "Nah, I know that, Seven. I just prefer the single cell reproduction purpose. How about you?" Tom inquired, keeping a wary eye on the location of B'Elanna's elbow. "I was demonstrating to Ensign Kim the manner in which I comforted Naomi Wildman when the rest of the crew was entranced by the space creature that attempted to consume Voyager. You interrupted us when I was preparing to lift him bodily from the floor to carry him out of the mess hall." Seven turned to Harry, adding, "Another time, perhaps, Ensign?" "No problem, Seven." Harry smile broadened. "Oh, please. They really *are* in the middle of some sort of strange courtship ritual! Let's get our fruit, Tom. Leave the lovebirds in peace!" B'Elanna swung around, physically dragging a protesting Tom towards the kitchen. As the chief engineer and helmsman bantered their way into Neelix's domain, Harry examined his companion. Her eyes were dry, and she was composed again. No sign of her recent distress could be detected on her face. "Do the two of you want some fruit? It's really good. Seven?" Tom called out from the kitchen. "No, Ensign Paris. Ensign Kim has already provided me with one." The purplefruit he'd come to the mess hall to seek out still sat forlornly on the table next to the PADD. Seven walked to the table and retrieved both the fruit and the PADD. Handing one purplefruit to Harry, Seven cleared the PADD of the file on display and sat down in the chair she had been occupying when Harry first saw her. He took the seat next to hers. B'Elanna and Tom, carrying a tray laden with fruit, four glasses of water, and napkins, sat down across from them. "Looks like the two of you really whipped up an appetite," Harry commented archly. "Whatever have you been doing to get so hungry?" Tom only grinned and bit into his fruit. The lush flesh released a stream of juice that dribbled down his chin. "Umm," Tom mumbled as he chewed. "I think we're going to run out of napkins." Smiling suggestively at B'Elanna, he added, "If we run out, think we can find a more creative way to clean up?" B'Elanna rolled her eyes, but Harry couldn't miss the affection in them for Tom. Glancing over at Seven, who had yet to take a bite of the fruit in her hand but was staring at it intently, Harry observed, "We should all have followed Seven's lead. In that purple outfit, no one can see any dribbles." Seven raised her eyebrow and took a napkin. Hesitantly, she opened her mouth, finally taking a delicate bite that oozed juice from the side of her lip despite the small scope of the bite. She quickly fastened her mouth on the same spot, stanching the drip from her lip with a finger while sucking the fruit to keep more juice from dribbling down. "Harry, close your mouth," ordered B'Elanna. He laughed, realizing that he probably had been a little too interested in Seven's eating technique. He took a bite of his own luscious, sweet purple confection. The four of them slurped over their snacks, with the first verbal comment coming from Seven when she'd finished. "This is a most inefficient way to obtain nutrients." "But it tastes really good, doesn't it?" Tom asked. "It is acceptable." "Uh, huh," said B'Elanna, dryly. "So, if I may be so bold, what *were* the two of you doing in here when we came in?" "Seven told you. We were discussing the ways people comfort each other." "Uh, huh," said B'Elanna. "Fascinating. And how did 'comforting each other' come up?" Tom's expression grew somber. "I don't think that's hard to figure out, B'Elanna, after what we found today." "No, I guess not," agreed B'Elanna, her hand lightly brushing against Tom's. After a pregnant pause, B'Elanna added in a more reflective tone of voice, "You know what I thought about when I heard Tuvok read off what was in that debris field? I thought of that Y-class planet. You know? Deuterium, dichromates. The silver blood was made from those materials. It's odd that stuff was out here. I wonder where it came from?" "Hard to say," Harry said neutrally. Carefully, he looked at Seven. She was still calm, but her eloquent eyes met his. Through her complete silence, Seven conveyed to Harry that their conversation about the messages from the destroyed ship were to remain confidential, not to be shared with anyone else--particularly not that last, inadvertent message. Even the captain would never learn of it, Harry vowed. He lowered his head slightly, just enough to let her know he understood. "I hadn't really thought about the clones since we left Demon. I wonder what they're up to?" B'Elanna continued, oblivious to the subvocal communication between Harry and Seven. When Harry stole a glimpse at Tom, however, he saw a quizzical, thoughtful look on his friend's face, with Tom's eyes flickering between Harry and Seven, as if sizing up a situation. Harry held his breath. Finally, Tom said, "Oh, they're probably very busy reproducing. You know--making more clones. Duplicating themselves, using the replicators we left to make more of them. Some of them may even be making more the old-fashioned way and doing a little baby-making." "There you go with the sex talk again, Tom," B'Elanna said, not sounding at all displeased. "Just stating the obvious, B'Elanna." "Tom, do you really think they might have duplicated themselves the way they duplicated us?" Harry asked. "Sure, why not? If they wanted to populate that world, it would be the fastest way." "Making perfect copies from copies in generation after generation is improbable, Ensign Paris." "True. They might do it for a couple of generations, though, to increase the population and help protect against mutations and genetic problems." "So you think there could be four or five Tom Parises on Demon right now?" "Why not, B'Elanna? And at least four or five B'Elanna Torreses, too. One for each of the Toms." He grinned, eyes brimming with affection as he gazed at his lover. "I hope you are correct, Ensign Paris," Seven said softly. Harry heard the mournful undertone, but Tom and B'Elanna did not. Their eyes were busy sending communiques of a much different nature. After a lengthy pause, Tom said, "Well, B'Elanna, I think it's time to leave our lovebirds alone so they can talk about comforting each other again. You had enough to eat?" "For the moment. And you're right. I think it's time for us to go." Harry and Seven remained seated while the other couple whisked away the tray, littered with soaked napkins and the pits of the devoured purplefruit, to the recycler. B'Elanna said her good-byes as they walked towards the door, but Tom pivoted around before exiting. "Harry?" "Yes, Tom?" Harry said resignedly, awaiting the humorous but barbed comment that was sure to issue forth from Tom's lips. "Just promise me, Harry. No nervous breakdowns tonight. I've got plans." Harry shook his head and laughed. Waving good-bye, Tom threw his arm over B'Elanna's shoulders and strolled out of the mess hall. "Nervous breakdowns?" Seven asked. "It's a long story. Another time." He smiled gently back at her. "Are you going to be okay now?" "I believe so, Ensign Kim," she answered, after a short pause. Harry caught the hesitation. "You know, I'm not really tired. I wouldn't mind having a little company. May I sit here a little longer with you? As long as you don't mind, of course." "I do not mind." Harry dimmed the lights, which prompted another raised brow from Seven. He made no move towards her, however, instead settling back into the chair while staring out the window at space. Seven looked at Harry's profile for a few moments before turning her attention back to her own view of the stars streaming silently by. Within the mess hall, it was equally silent. --- Voyager had left the silver fragments far behind. Only two beings on that ship truly suspected the truth. The fragments tumbled through the soundless, endless night of space, gradually scattering apart as their separate trajectories carried them in different directions. The frozen silver chunks were of many different sizes. Some sections that had once constituted parts of a ship were quite large, although the force of the breaching of the shell had tended to keep most rather small. Others were tiny, even microscopic in size. One of the sizable pieces had once been two forms standing together on the bridge. At the moment the infinite cold of space surrounded their bodies, they had been tightly wound together-- in fact, they were in the act of melting together at the moment of death. Thus, that which had once been two separate beings was now wedded together, with but one shared trajectory through space. Whatever fate one of these formerly separate beings might have, so would the other. Did these two beings ever have souls? It was hard to say. If they did, then those souls may have already flown into eternity, together, when molecular cohesion failed to hold their vessel and themselves together. As for the sentience that had lived in the silver blood, prompting the creation of the beings from the templates that had been the crew of Voyager--in the smaller bits, it died. In other, larger pieces, however, it only slept. If a passing comet or meteor or space vessel chanced to pick up any of those larger fragments, the silver blood could be transported, perhaps to another place which awaited new life. Within the frozen chunks not yet completely broken down when the freezing occurred, some strands of DNA still might lurk. Could new life--and, eventually, intelligence--be carried to another world when the silver blood melted, releasing DNA fragments and seeding a new world with the beginnings of life? The laws of probability made the chance minute, yet even a slight chance is better than none at all. Just as even a brief life may be better than none at all. It was hard to say. In the here and now, however, the silver droplets floated majestically through the empty, dark silences. Waiting. -- The End