The BLTS Archive- Eclipse: Part Two Fifth in the Jack series by Bratkatze (bratkatze@aol.com) --- This arc deals with mature themes of sex and violence in a hopefully realistic fashion. There are no easy answers in life and there are none here. That said, Eclipse is posting in two parts for a reason. Part One is rated "R". In order to follow the progression of the saga of Jack Feeney, you will need to read Part One. Part Two is not rated - there is no rating that qualifies for it. The American standards of NC-17 or NR would not even cover it. So why write it? Sections of Part Two were actually written first and I see it as an natural progression of the events in Prism. I do not feel the violence is gratuitous, sensational, or titillating. It's been sitting on my computer for over two weeks in various forms. I had reworked it and toned it down, but then I heard the terms "rape fantasy" twice in one week and later read a story in which a rape victim recovered immediately from a horrific ordeal upon discovering love. The latter is the true fantasy. Rape is an ugly, brutal, dehumanizing crime. I am going with my original version of Part Two, I challenge anyone to say this is someone's fantasy. There are people on this list and elsewhere who would not want to read about such violence. In some cases they live with it everyday. I respect that. To that end, while what happens in Part Two of Eclipse will fuel the actions and interactions for the remainder of this series, however far it goes, you DO NOT need to read Part Two to follow the story. The next segment will be written in such a fashion, that the events in Eclipse Part Two will be dealt with, but you won't need to go through the details. You will need to read Eclipse Part One to follow the storyline, however. If you are going to pass this on, please respect that many people have issues with the themes discussed here in. The stories shouldn't go to minors and the above notes should stay with each Part. You would be doing a great disservice to the reader to pass it on without the appropriate warning. BratKatze --- Tom turned towards the door, ignoring the hammering of his heart. "Jack. What a surprise." He managed to say. Feeney strode in. "Who the hell do you think you are Paris?" "Hello Jack. Nice to see you too." Tom put on his best, most distant smile. "Cut the crap, Paris. What the fuck are you up to?" "Jack." "Don't Jack me, you sneaky little shit." Feeney spat, slammed one fist into the bulkhead. "Having Tuvok change your codes and ratting me out to that bastard." "Jack, Tuvok did not change my codes nor have I spoken to him." "The fuck you didn't Tommy." Jack reached for the first object within his reach and hurled it against the far wall. Tom flinched as the small sculpture shattered. "That damn Vulcan's been watching me like a hawk and he wanted logs of my whereabouts while I was on duty. What have you been saying?" "I haven't said anything to Tuvok, Jack. I had the codes changed cause I didn't much appreciate Gavin having them. That was a little much. It's over." "Excuse me?" "Between us, it's over Jack. It was good while it lasted, but it's over, for good this time." "Over? I don't think so Tommy." Jack sneered. "Jack, don't make this any harder than it needs to be. We were good for while but something has changed." "Yeah something changed Tommy. You decided to whore your ass up the ladder. First B'Elanna, then Chakotay, is the Captain next? Or do you only spread yourself for the Maquis?" "I don't care how you got in, but get out Jack. Now." "Not till I'm through." "You are through Jack. Now, before I do call Tuvok, please leave. I promised Harry and B'Elanna I'd be at the party. They are expecting me. I have to go." Feeney leaned his head to one side and regarded Tom. His eye took in the carefully chosen outfit and the impatience. He pursed his lips and shook his head. "No." He said simply. "No what Jack?" "You're not going." Deliberately Jack's hands move to his waist and began to undo his belt. A chill settled over Tom. This was going to get ugly. "I am, Jack. And I'm not going to have sex with you. I suggest you leave, Chief, before I have Security escort you to the brig." "You're not going. Your staying here with me and you're going to spread your ass and suck my cock until I tell you differently, Lieutenant." "Get out Jack." But Jack ignored him and proceeded to loosen his shirt. "Fine, you stay in. I'm going out." Tom grabbed his jacket and stalked past Feeney to the cabin door. It didn't open. "Computer open door." Silence. "Computer I said open the cabin door." "It won't work Tommy. I've overridden the system for a complete maintenance check. The computer is offline and will respond to my voice pattern only." Jack's voice came from the other room, calm and in control. "Damn it Jack." Exasperated Tom pounded the door twice before turning from it. Jack was waiting by the bedroom. He had removed his shirt and shoes and was sliding his trousers past his hips. His cock was already partially erect. Since Tom was determined not to have sex as much as Jack seemed determined to, this was going to be a long evening. "Now Thomas take off your pretty clothes and go back in there and lie face down on the bed." "Jack I said no. Not now. Not ever again. If you don't unlock this door, I am going to call Security and have you arrested." "I don't think so." With a smile more triumphant than pleasant Jack held up Tom's comm badge. "Besides, what grounds would you have? You gave me your access codes before. Remember? Now stop being difficult Tommy." "I said no, Jack. I'm not going to fuck you now. So cancel your override and get out." "Wrong flyboy. You're going to do exactly what I tell you to all night. I've missed having my dick in your throat. Now strip." "Fuck you, Jack." Jack smiled at Tom, an ugly vicious smile. It held no warmth, tenderness, or humor. "You will," he promised as he kicked off his pants and he reached for Tom. Tom was expecting the move. Already on the defensive he swung first, his fist contacting with Jack's jaw and sending the other man staggering backward but not felling him. Jack swung his head from side to side clearing his vision before charging Tom. For several minutes they grappled, exchanging blows before crashing into the door. Tom winded, was trapped against Feeney's naked body. "You want it rough Tommy?" Jack's hand moved between them to grasp Tom's crotch and squeeze it. Hard. "I can be rough, very rough." Tom saw stars and felt his knees give. Only the pressing weight of Feeney's body kept him upright. Feeney's hands slid between them, the fingers clumsily working at the opening of Tom's pants. Then one hand was in. The thick fingers grabbing, pinching, fondling. Tom forced himself to relax and allow the greedy hands to touch him. Feigning submission, Tom allowed Jack to open his pants and slide both hands inside. As Jack moved to press Tom closer to him, Tom's head snapped forward, slamming into Jack's nose. He was rewarded with a bellow of pain, a spurt of blood, and the sickening feel of tissue and cartilage collapsing. "Son of a bitch." Feeney roared, his voice thick as blood ran down his throat. Tom pressed his advantage following quickly with a right to the stomach and a left uppercut to Jack's chin. Jack spun and sank to his knees, hand still pressed to his ruined nose. Not waiting, Tom headed to the emergency comm system to call, . . . to call whom, Tuvok? He just reached the hidden panel when a hand reached out and spun him away. His ruined face grotesque, and covered with blood, Jack drove himself at Tom, fists pounding blindly into ribs, stomach, kidneys. The momentum of the charge carried them over the couch to crash through the glass table adjacent to it. Tom's right hand landed first and Tom felt the bones of his wrist snap as the rest of his and Jack's weight landed full on it. Stunned momentarily by the pain, Tom found himself pinned to the floor with Jack straddling him at the waist. Hate and fury blazed from Jack's eyes as his hands moved to Tom's neck and pressed in, cutting off air. As Tom gasped and reached for his face, Jack pressed harder. The blood pounded in Tom's ears and his vision began to swim. Growing weaker Tom struggled at the hands choking him. Jack only pressed harder, the veins in his arms bulging to the surface. Blood dripped from Jack's face onto Tom's face. Blackness began to creep around the edges of Tom's vision. The hands he'd wrapped around Jack's felt like lead and fell to the floor. Not like this, not to die like this. For an instant the blackness ebbed as the lights of Tom's life flashed by, the blackness returned swallowing him with a comforting numbness. Feeney watched Paris' eyes roll back as he lost consciousness. After a moment he released his hold and felt for a pulse. Racing, but strong. Paris would be out for a while. Jack collapsed next to Paris willing the dizziness and nausea to fade. The stupid fuck would pay and pay dearly. Groaning as he heaved himself to his feet, Jack went to check the comm system. Good, Paris hadn't had a chance to activate it. Gingerly he felt his nose. Shit. Broken. Jack wandered about the cabin for a few moments attempting to regain his equilibrium before finding his clothing and comm badge. He tapped it. "Feeney to Gavin." "Gavin here. You all right Jack? You sound strange." Of course I sound strange he thought, Paris just broke my nose. "I'm fine. I need you to meet me in Paris' quarter's with a regenerator and a pair of gel cuffs." "Jack what's up? Gel cuffs? A regener . . ." "Gavin just shut up and get here, now. I'll explain when you get here. Feeney out." Dizzy with pain, Jack sank down next to Paris and awaited Marcus Gavin. He didn't need to wait long. Gavin, as always was efficient. In less than five minutes after Jack had commed him he was at the door, regenerator and cuffs in hand, buzzing for admittance. "Anybody see you?" "No, I didn't think you want . . . shit Jack, what the hell is going on?" Gavin's eyes searched the cabin taking in Feeney, bloody and naked, the ruined quarters, and Paris, crumpled unconscious on the floor, his pants opened and bruises darkening at his throat. "Lover's quarrel." "Some quarrel, Jack. Did you kill him?" "No. Give me that thing," Jack demanded, reaching for the regenerator. Gavin handed him the instrument and returned to inspect the cabin. "Shit, Jack this place is a mess." "I don't give a fuck about it. Paris broke my nose. Damn this machine." "Maybe you ought to go see the Doc Jack. It looks bad." "Don't be an ass Gavin, how am I going to explain this? Sorry Doc, I ran into Paris' head while I trying to get into his pants." "Might be worth a try, it looks bad." "Go replicate me some whiskey. Use Paris' account." Gavin shrugged and stepped over Paris. "Whatever you say, Jack." By the time Gavin had finished selecting the whiskey, Jack finished with the regenerator. "I dunno Jack. Doesn't look too straight to me." Gavin shook his head dubiously. "It will do for now. I can rebreak it later in the holodeck playing volleyball or some other shit." "So now what?" "I'm taking a sip of whiskey then I'm getting what I came for and then some. Paris owes me." Wincing, Jack knelt down next to Paris and began tugging at the open pants. "You maybe want some help there Jack?" Arms crossed before him, Gavin held out a utility knife in his right hand. "Yeah." "Tell you what, you take another look at that nose of yours and I'll take care of the clothes." Effectively pushing Jack out of the way Gavin began cutting through Paris' clothes. It hurt. His hand hurt, his back hurt, his head, his neck. He felt strange. Groaning, Tom tried opening an eye, then the other, as the world swam dizzily past him. Hands pressed him down. For a moment he relaxed as sensation came back to him. Hands on the bare flesh of his shoulders, the coolness of the room, the pressure on his legs, hands touching him intimately. Jack! With a cry, he jerked up only to find himself imprisoned by a pair of strong arms from behind. Instantly he became aware of several things. He was being held semi-upright in a reclining position, he was nude, his legs were drawn up and spread wide and Jack was between them preparing him for sex. Two thick lubricated fingers were inside him lubricating and stretching him. Instinctively, Tom tried to close his legs. The arms circling him tightened painfully in warning. "Good morning lover." Jack said pleasantly as a third finger slipped in. Tom shift his hips up and forward against the pain. "Jack, please." Jack ignored him and speaking instead to the man who held him imprisoned. "See what an eager little fuck he is. Can't wait to get my cock in you, can you Tommy? See how he's bucking for it." Deeper the fingers slid. Tom gasped aloud, arching against the pressure. "Damn it Jack. Stop. Please." Then the pain was gone, leaving only echoes of the violation. Tom lowered his legs and tried to curl himself, but Jack's hands reached for his ankles, immobilizing him. "Not yet Tommy, we still have to party." "Jack, don't do this." Jack reached and grabbed Tom's scrotum giving it vicious squeeze. Tom arched and cried out. Quickly Jack leaned forward and grabbed Tom's chin turning his face toward him. "Stop it Tom. This is all your fault. You should have just said yes earlier. Now it's going to hurt and it's going to hurt bad. Got it? You don't say no to me Paris. Ever. Let this be a lesson to you." Jack nodded to Gavin and together they lifted Paris from the floor. Jack at the ankles, Gavin at the shoulders. "Where?" Gavin asked. "Bedroom's through there." Jack indicated with a nod of his head. "I'm planning on enjoying this." "Damn it Jack, I said NO. Gavin, put me down. Listen to me nothing's been done so far that needs to be reported. Don't let Jack talk you into something that will land you in the brig." Tom twisted in their grasp, violently struggling to break free of their hold. "Hold still. Damn it. SHIT." Jack swore a blue streak as one of Paris' legs slipped and flailing caught his still injured nose. He dropped both legs and clutched his face. "Enough." Gavin roared, and tossing Paris to the floor delivered two well placed kicks to his ribs. Grasping the curled body, he manhandled Paris onto the bed, pinioning him face down with a knee at the small of the back. With practiced ease, Gavin reached for Paris' hands wrenching them back and fastening the gel cuffs tight above the wrists. The pain from the broken wrist lanced thorough Tom. He fought the blackness and nausea not to pass out. "You want I should fuck him for you too Jack?" Gavin's voice held just enough superiority and amusement to test Jack's limits. "Just shut up Gavin. Just spread his legs a bit and hold him still." He snapped. Unceremoniously Gavin forced Tom's legs open with a knee. Pinned by Gavin, Tom watched Jack approach. Bloody, naked, his cock rock hard and ready, Jack's body looked every inch the weapon he intended it to be. There was no way Tom could stop him and no one was going to come looking for him when he didn't show at the party. His body would belong to Jack tonight, however Jack wanted and for as long as he wanted. There was no choice, there never had been. Taking a swig from the whiskey bottle, Jack watched Paris' face as he approached. Paris was beaten and he knew it, the knowledge was written in his eyes. Jack passed Gavin the bottle and moved to the bed to claim his prize. Gavin took a drink and moved aside to grip Paris' arm and shoulders. The bed dipped as Jack climbed on, moving slowly between Paris' parted legs; his hands running possessively up the thighs, moving intimately, reinforcing that there was nothing Paris could do to prevent his touch. Grasping Paris' hips Jack forced them into position and pried him open with rough fingers, before pressing forward into the tense resistant body. A small cry escaped Paris' lips as Jack entered him. Complete penetration was easy. Hampered by the cuffs, nausea, defeat, and Gavin, Paris only made feeble attempts to throw him off. Slowly Jack began to move. Paris' struggles only made the fuck sweeter, so Jack took his time building to climax, letting Paris feel each stroke of his cock. Each thrust proving to Paris what his body was meant for and who had exclusive rights to fuck it. It was only as he came closer that the thrusts became quicker and more violent, pounding into Paris till with a cry of triumph, he thrust hard and deep almost sending Paris into the backboard before collapsing. As he lay panting, still shuddering in Paris, Jack became aware of Gavin. He could tell the other man was hard as a rock. Gavin had shown some interest in Paris before. While Jack had been lubricating, he'd noted Gavin's fingers absently tweaking the nipples on Paris' chest. Normally Jack didn't share, but he was pissed, hurt, and angry. Suddenly the thought of having someone else fuck Paris seemed like a good idea. "You want a piece of him Gav?" "I thought you didn't share Jack." "I owe you one and he is a tight, sweet fuck when you get right down to it." "Sure. I've never done a lieutenant before." "Same as any other fuck Gav, just give him what you got. I'll hold him for you." As Gavin moved from the bed, and began methodically to remove his shoes, trousers, underwear, Jack pinioned Paris, clamping a hard hand at the base of his neck. Despite the grip, Paris struggles increased. Lifting his body he nearly succeeded in throwing Jack off balance and off the bed. Now naked from the waist down Gavin reached out, grasping Paris by the hair stilled his struggles. "Whores don't say no." Gavin's whispered softly just before backhanding Paris, hard, on the side of the face. Tom's lip split and his head snapped. For a dizzying moment he thought he would pass out. As the world spun, hands rough moved him into position. Effortlessly, Gavin lifted Paris' hips and pressed his cock against him. Tom met Jack's eyes, silently mouthing 'no'. Jack smiled, looked to Gavin and nodded. Gavin forced his cock in. Tom's groan of pain and despair went unheeded and Gavin began to pump. To his surprise, Jack found he enjoyed watching almost as much as actually fucking. Pinning Paris immobile so that Gavin could mount him, then watching Paris thrash helplessly against Gavin's penetration made Jack's cock twitch. Gavin was economy of movement, pumping and thrusting at the hips with a punishing violence that spoke of nothing but a regard for his own pleasure. Better still was watching Paris' face as Gavin used him with those hard, sure thrusts; the knowledge that his body was involuntarily giving another pleasure, that it wouldn't end here, and that there wasn't anything he could do to stop it written in the blue eyes. The grunts, soft moans of pain, and slick sounds of contact as the long penis coated with semen, lubricant, and blood moved in and out. Because of him. He controlled them both. Jack was rock hard and aching when Gavin's climax slammed into Paris. As with everything he did, Gavin's climax came silently and violently. He came without words and minimal contact to the body he was using. Simply surging forward and shuddering for several moments as he spelt himself deep in Paris. When he was done, Gavin withdrew without a word and moved to change position with Jack. Jack hadn't intended to fuck Paris so quickly after Gavin. He had no desire to feel another's still warm semen on him, but he was aching. He needed to bury himself in Paris, confirm his dominance. Pin Paris beneath him again, and drive into Paris till he broke. Tom barely felt one withdraw before the other was already moving on him and pressing in again. He couldn't stop the insertion of the hard, ready cock into him. He could only lay helpless as the body above him began to move, the thick cock sliding in, pushing through the moist swollen tissues; the excess semen trickled out, dribbling down his thighs making him sticky and unclean. Jack touched him more than the other. Jack's hands moved over him, reminding him who was on him, thrusting a hard, angry cock into his body. The other had been more impersonal, touching him only to hold position, and fucking him like whore. Jack fucked him with his whole body, with hands and fingers that gripped and pinched, with a heavy weight that sweated as it covered and pressed into him, and with harsh grunts and a hot breath on his neck and in his ear echoing each painful, violent thrust. As Jack finished he collapsed, his body spasming and pressing Tom under him. For a long time they lay like that. Tom trapped underneath the Jack's weight, his wrist screaming in agony, the erection withering inside him. The only sound in the room, Jack's slightly wheezy breath as it flowed through his damaged nose. Then Jack was moving up and away, his cock smearing a trail of blood and semen. Tom tried rolling away, but hard hands dragged him forward to lie between Jack and Gavin. For a long time Jack and Gavin sat quietly on either side of him passing the bottle between them while Tom desperately tried to control his shaking, hoping they passed out before remembering he was there. The bottle was three-quarters done before either Jack or Gavin remembered him. "Come on Tommy, you look like you could use a drink." Jack smiled. And he pulled Tom upwards to lean him onto Gavin. Gavin's arms wrapped tight around Tom, pressing him into his body. Tom's back and bound arms pressed against Gavin's chest, his ass and thigh against an erection already beginning to stir. As Jack tipped the bottle to his lips, Tom felt Gavin's hands start to move over him. Touching, exploring. Twisting desperately away, he knocked the bottle from Jack's grasp, spilling it all over Jack and himself. "You stupid shit," Jack raged over Gavin's howling laughter. Jack's blow sent Tom over the edge of the bed and onto the floor, landing heavily on one shoulder. For a moment the world dimmed again but Tom fought to remain conscious. If he passed out now, he'd never get away. Above him, on the bed, Jack still cursed while Gavin laughed all the harder. To all the gods and forces he knew Tom prayed they would assume he passed out from the fall. Slowly, using his hips and shoulders he began silently, painfully inching his way to the foot of the bed where, on a pile of discarded clothes, a comm badge twinkled, still active. He was merely inches from it when Gavin decided he was close enough. "Well if he won't drink, he might as well fuck." Gavin said the words as if rape were the most logical thing in the world. Rough hands lifted him from the floor and threw him back onto the bed. Tom's weight fell on the hands still bound behind him and his wrist blazed in agony. As he arched to remove the weight, they fell on him, pinning him down. Hands pushed at his shoulders, spread his legs, and lifted his hips. A body moved between his thighs and a cock, swollen and ready, brushed against him. Hands held him still, fingers parted him, the head of the cock moved into position pressing against him and in one hard, blinding motion ripped into him. Even as he screamed, Tom's body arched higher trying to accept the intruder. The grip tightened, holding him immobile and helpless as jarring, violent, body thrusts began slamming the cock into him. Thrusts of anger, using him, forcing the cock deeper and deeper till Tom thought he would spilt apart from the searing pain. Watching Gavin pumping rapidly as Paris arched and writhed, assisting in his own rape, proved too much for Jack. His erection came roaring back long before Gavin was done with his turn. Not one to wait, Jack straddled Paris about the neck and grasping the thrashing head between his knees pressed his cock to Paris' face as he watched. Gavin accompanied each thrust with a curse. The whiskey had dulled his senses making orgasm elusive. Frustrated, he pounded his cock into Paris, muscular ass and hips moving piston-like between Paris' spread thighs. With his bound hands still trapped beneath him and impaled by Gavin, Paris was completely helpless. Never more beautiful, never more vulnerable as he writhed helpless between them. For Jack, it was too much. Warm, sticky cum sprayed across Tom's black eye, his bruised cheek, and swollen lips. If he had the energy Tom would have cried, but all he could do was arch helplessly as the semen dripped down his face as above him the other body continued pumping and thrusting into him. Hammering away at all he was until, it too, finally jerked and released a load. He floated in a seemingly endless hell of hard hands pressing, touching, and grasping him; moving him onto his back, his stomach, his knees. Forcing him to take them one after the other after the other, till Tom couldn't tell whose cock was ripping into him and who was holding him down, cursing at him, touching him, forcing either a cock or foul whisky down his throat, all the time laughing at his increasingly feeble attempts to cover and defend himself or his softer pleas to stop. They came in his body, in his mouth, and on his face, and he thought he would drown in the taste, feel, and smell of them. Jack moved easily above Paris, taking his pleasure slowly. There was no longer any resistance in the body beneath him. Paris lay under him, moaning softly and writhing slightly, but no longer actively fighting the penetration of his body. Gavin, drunk and bored, had long ago fallen asleep and was snoring loudly somewhere on the floor. Jack had removed the gel cuff hours earlier, as they were no longer needed. All fight had been fucked out of Paris. Paris whimpered and shuddered as Jack climaxed in him, but didn't move as Jack collapsed on him and later withdrew, exhausted, to fall to the floor. As Jack rested on the floor, Paris remained incoherent on the now filthy bed, frozen in the position Jack had last fucked him, on his back, arms drawn above his head, legs parted, eyes swollen shut, his nude body now covered with darkening bruises and coated with drying mix of sweat, saliva, blood, semen, piss, and whiskey. Moaning softly and trembling, he seemed unaware Jack had finished. "Well he's a stinking mess." Swaying, his eyes glassy from drink and sleep, Gavin regarded the figure on the bed with disgust. "Shit." Jack swore form the floor as he searched for his clothes amidst the broken wreckage of the room. "Now what Jack?" "What do you mean now what Gav?" Jack snapped. "What are you going to do with him?" "Nothing." "You're just going to leave him there? Moaning like that." "Yeah, I was planning on it." "What happens when he misses a shift and someone comes looking." "Ain't no one going to come looking. He's off duty till 0700 tomorrow." "You think he's going to be fit for duty tomorrow?" Slipping on his wrinkled shirt, Jack walked to the bed and regarded Paris a moment, then shrugged. "Why the hell not? Nothing wrong him a little soap, water, and a regenerator won't cure." Slowly Gavin's eyes took in the blood, the slight bluish tinge to lips that had nothing to do with bruising, the complete lack of movement or recognition, and shook his head. "I dunno Jack, I'm thinking maybe you got a problem." Jack regarded Gavin with contempt. "I didn't see you complaining when you were shoving that dick of yours down his throat or up his ass, Gav. Thought you were trying to send it straight through, the way you were putting it to him." "I'm just saying he don't look too good is all. And I ain't taken with the idea of spending the rest of the trip in the brig." "What in the hell for? Shit, Gav you had me there for a moment." Jack snorted and shook his head before going to find his pants. "This was a private fuck party between members of the crew. Nothing wrong with that." "As I recall Jack, Paris did say no." "And as I recall Gav," Jack reminded him, his voice cold, sneering, "no one says 'no' to me. Besides everybody knows I'm shagging his ass anyway. No one is going to give two shits if it got a little rough or if I had a little company. As long as he shows up for duty tomorrow, not even Janeway will care. Mid-shift I'll come back and throw him in the shower and run the regenerator. Satisfied?" "I guess." "Good, I'm starving. Right now even Neelix's cooking sounds pretty good. Nothing like a little morning bump and grind to get the juices flowing eh? Gav? Shit Gav, stop staring at him. Paris ain't going anywhere. Now come'on, I don't know about you but I still got to shower and change before hitting the mess. Paris may be a good fuck but I don't want to smell like him for the whole day." --- It hurt. The pain was everywhere. More pain than he'd even known. There was nothing but pain and cold and darkness. Waves of swirling darkness. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide when the darkness came and lifted him, carrying him on a dizzying ride deeper and deeper into nothingness. He screamed, but no one heard. He was alone. Then darkness was in him, flowing into him, choking him. He tried to fight but he was so tired, tired of being alone, tired of the pain, there was nothing left, so he let go and fell into the embracing void. Internal sensors registered life signs falling rapidly out of safety parameters and instituted an emergency beam out. Tom Paris materialized naked in Sick Bay, choking on the mixture of whiskey, blood, bile, and semen of his own vomit. --- The End (and end of series at the moment)