The BLTS Archive - Uluhshan by BGM (bgmanic@gmail.com) --- Disclaimer: ST:DS9 and all related characters belong to Paramount Pictures and Viacom. Note: I'd been wanting to write this one for a while. The idea of control by mere words is terribly erotic to me - I mean, we do it everyday, reading and writing erotica! But I wasn't sure how to do that. This was finally kicked into gear when I received an innocuous ICQ message. It stated simply: "Good evening." And then it was all clear to me. I hope you enjoy it, I certainly had a LOT of fun writing it. Note2: A lot of things that could have been described in third person were deliberately left out because I wanted to reveal it all through dialogue. You'll know what I mean. ;) --- * MONDAY * --- file://You have a textual transmission.// Julian cocked his head at the odd announcement. He eyed his computer console warily, wondering who would request such an outdated mode of communication. He approached the screen and peered curiously at the source ID. Unknown. "Computer, where is this transmission coming from?" he requested, hoping that by asking he could incite the computer to dig a little further. "Unknown source signature," it replied blandly. So much for that. He sighed, pulled by curiosity to sit and access the proper menu for textual communication. A holographic keyboard overlaid the data on the screen. A single line of text scrolled by, letter by letter. Intrigued, feeling his face flush for some unnamable reason, he typed in a response. Bashir searched his memory for some correlation, and soon gave up the search. Probably the entity's name, though he doubted it. If this person had decided to use textual dialogue, they would probably be reticent about using anything so revealing as their real name. With a certain amount of trepidation, Julian added his reply. Frustrated, Julian shook his head. There was a long pause while Julian waited, swiveling in his seat slowly. Then the letters ticked by one by one. Smirking, Julian's fingers flew over the holographic keys. Julian pursed his lips. The answer startled the young man. Him? Intrigue someone? That was a laugh. He said as much in his response: Julian gaped at the stream of words on his monitor, blinking slowly. Whoever this was, they certainly didn't hold back on the bold approach. Julian's eyes brightened. There was another lengthy pause. Then: Again taken aback, Julian puzzled over the drastic shift in topics. Frowning, he replied, Sighing, Julian gave his quarters a cursory glance. Julian pursed his lips again. Julian smirked. Julian had to think about that one. He drummed his fingers lightly over the desk, searching his memory. Then he typed: Julian had never thought about it that way, but it certainly looked it. Julian chuckled to himself. Julian flushed. Julian stretched sideways, inputting an order into the replicator. A steaming mug of raktegino materialized on the dais and he took it to his desk, peering at his screen for the response. Julian smiled with satisfaction. Julian simpered as he sipped his drink, waiting for the inevitable reply. He was surprised at how much he was enjoying this little game. As text appeared on his screen, Julian suddenly had a chilling thought. Furiously he typed, and interrupted the other person's transmission. was added. Julian elaborated. Seconds crawled by before the next line of text appeared, spelling out his fear: The console bleeped, indicating that the channel had been cut. Livid, Julian stared at the last line on the monitor, his mug of raktegino forgotten. --- * TUESDAY * --- "I haven't detected any anomalous readings from last night," Odo said the following morning, peering at the stream of data. "Likely it was someone from the outside. Or someone from here using a router, but the sensors would have detected it." Bashir scowled from across the desk. "I'd really like to know who it is that contacted me last night." Odo looked up, shrugging his shoulders helplessly. "If you like, I could install a monitoring bug in your console if that person calls you again." "You think they won't?" "Doctor, the universe is wide, and a lot of people are bored. I wouldn't concern myself with it too much," Odo said complacently. "If it's all the same to you, I'd like that bug installed if they call again. I'm not comfortable with the idea of jumping the phaser just yet, but ..." he shrugged. "I also can't really deny that it was fun in the beginning." Odo smirked knowingly. "Doctor, I constantly marvel at you Humans' fascination with mystery. I'll program the bug, in case you change your mind," he nodded. "Thanks." --- When Julian retired to his quarters that evening, it wasn't without a certain amount of anticipation. He wondered if the person would call again, checked diligently his monitor for any transmission he might have missed. Then, just as Julian had prepared for bed and slipped on his pajamas, the console bleeped. His heart thudding faster in his chest, he bent down over the console and opened the channel. Julian sat down gingerly. Julian swallowed down a hiccup of shock. This had become downright lewd. Inhaling deeply, not knowing why he was considering an answer instead of closing the connection, Julian typed in his response: He felt quite foolish when he read his own words back to himself. Julian had no idea why he was letting these idiocies affect him so deeply. Julian widened his eyes. Another question from left field. he replied. Julian sighed. Staggered by the barrage of intimate questions, Julian typed in his answer with a dazed sense of expectation. It was an absurd response, Julian thought afterwards. Julian was afraid to ask, but did so anyway: The console bleeped, startling Julian from his dismay. --- * WEDNESDAY * --- "And you *did* it?" Dax all but squealed at breakfast. Julian gestured for her to keep it down. He couldn't help a giggle himself. "I know it sounds silly, but I thought 'what the hell'." Dax shook her head, enthralled by this unexpected story. "You mean to tell me you've *never* slept naked before?" she said in a low voice. "Is that so surprising?" Julian smirked. "Well ..." "Thank you." "So what did you think about it?" she leered. "It was ... different," he said around his twitching grin. "Not at all what I expected." "Are you going to do it all the time now?" she snorted. "Only if I'm asked to," he said, and they shared a conspiratorial snicker. "I don't know what it is about her, she really seems to know what she wants. Cuts right at the point. I can't help but--" "Julian," Dax said with an odd look. He stopped talking and looked at her questioningly. "What makes you think it's a woman?" Frankly, Julian had no answer to that one. --- Julian typed, smirking. Jadzia's question over breakfast lingered in his mind, but he kept that one for later. Now he would see where this conversation would lead. He had his supper on the desk next to the monitor and picked at it occasionally. Julian repressed a thrill of anticipation as he wrote: Obviously, this person wasn't going to settle for ambiguous half-answers. So Julian replied, A furious blush spread over Julian's face and he was relieved that no one could see it. The resident slut. Those words lanced his groin with startling revelation. he typed with difficulty. Again Julian felt the blood rush to his face. This series of questions was thrilling him in a way he wouldn't have expected; it was decadent. he answered truthfully. The breath froze in his throat. Jadzia's voice returned full force in his mind: *What makes you think it's a woman?* His hands trembling, Julian added, There was a long pause. Then, Julian felt his heart pounding furiously in his chest and he didn't know what to do. On one hand this could be mere coincidence, but on the other ... The words prompted him to action and he replied, Julian tried to steady his hands as he typed, Julian took a shuddering breath. Julian stared. After a moment he found the courage to respond. After some thought, Julian shook his head. The commanding words shook Julian's control. His lower lip quivered as though he was cold, feeling his body suffused with an odd hot-cold sensation. he typed. A pause for dramatic purposes. It worked wonders on Julian's frayed nerves. Julian was too busy gasping in air to reach the end of the sentence. The heat was coiling from his collar, plastering the hair at the back of his neck to his flesh. When he finally read the whole thing, he was dismayed and a little excited to feel himself desperately hard. The text on his screen vanished and was replaced by another line of text. Julian hurried to answer. The console bleeped. Julian climbed to quivering feet. He was painfully aroused. He was still uncertain about the identity of his 'admirer', but he had a good idea. And the thought merely made things more spurring. He walked to his bedroom and indeed a string of large obsidian beads was sitting primly on his pillow. He moved gingerly to the foot of the bed, looking at the object with wary distance. The spheres looked large, but he was fairly certain they could be encouraged ... He gasped again, his heart thudding dully in his chest. Whenever he allowed himself to think about the situation he'd walked into, Julian felt the painful stir in his groin and the desire that addled his thoughts. It was no longer a question of whether he would obey or not. It was a question of whether he could pass the test without ejaculating all over his sheets. He approached the headboard and peered at the pearls. An innocuous symbol was etched on each of the black spheres in subtle burgundy. He picked them up, feeling their weight in his hand. Light. Not at all heavy. *Jadzia would kill to know what's going on now, if she had an inkling,* Julian thought, dropping the object on his bed and going about undressing. There was something oddly safe about this 'relationship' he'd struck with Uluhshan. He was alone to perform these, what Julian considered, obscene assignments. But the mere idea that it had been given, that it had been issued with the expressed desire to know about the details later gave him an unnamable twitch of pleasure. He didn't think about it as he ordered the lights off and slipped into bed, the beads streaming among the folds. He held the string up, feeling it through his fingers in the darkness. The thought that it had been held by 'Uluhshan' ... the thought that they were using it to control his pleasure ... Then Julian stopped thinking and slipped his hands under the covers. --- * THURSDAY * --- "You look a little stiff." Julian started, mortified at the implication. Then he saw Kira looking at him oddly and he relaxed. "I'm sorry. I've had a rough night." "Well relax, okay? You're making me nervous. I don't like these 'physicals' already, you shouldn't make them worse," she scolded. Thus, Julian tried hard to focus on the rest of the morning. He was restless, knowing he had slept but feeling as though he'd spent the night fully awake. His recently breached body was sensitized in an almost agonizing fashion, and he was both enraptured and appalled at how far this 'game' had gone on. When he reached his quarters he skipped supper altogether and ordered himself a snack to bring near his monitor. The transmission came moments later. Julian squirmed on his chair and typed his response, *You have no idea.* Julian felt a little giddy, his focus blurring slightly. He had to remember to breathe. Julian felt absurd for the thought, but he hoped to make Uluhshan proud. Uluhshan trailed off at that. Julian bravely went on, Julian added, feeling the familiar heat spread over his face. He wondered with detached interest how his blood pressure was doing. Julian confessed a little guiltily. He sighed, a soft moan lining his breath. Julian paused, unsure what to say. What had he felt? Bleep. Julian blinked very slowly. --- An hour later, the console activated and the line of text scrolled by with its familiar pace: Julian, feeling the first pangs of humiliation, nodded uselessly at the computer. He was undressed, straddling his chair as Uluhshan had bade him to do. His chest was rising and falling with angry breaths, and he knew without looking that his cock was painfully erect. He typed in his response, his arms leaning over the back of the chair, A drop of sweat trickled down his ribs and Bashir quivered violently. An unmistakable moan escaped Julian's lips when he obeyed. His sex was unbearably hot in his hand as he pumped it once, twice ... almost coming all over the back of the chair. He slumped against it, the metal jolting his system when it touched his chest. He leaned back slightly and wrote, Uluhshan answered. Julian had a vivid urge to write 'you know they are' but instead replied, Julian did as he was told, shocked by the sound of his voice when he spoke; it was breathless, raucous with desire. "It's done." The image was highly erotic, stealing more of his breath. He arched his back slightly and linked his hands behind him. "Done," he panted. He peered at the line of text that quickly followed, "I feel vulnerable," he said, somehow more humiliated by his speaking his mind. "Open. Terribly embarrassed." Julian did as he was instructed and felt the seizing cold stab his flesh. He shivered, a faltering 'oooh' spilling from his lips and filtering through the voice recognition module. His own moan was spelt out for Uluhshan to see. "Yes," Julian said with difficulty. "Part of the chair and my stomach." "I ... want to come," Julian said, baring his teeth. It was the simple truth, stripped of modesty and all other concerns. Much as he was. Julian managed a sighing 'yes'. "I can't," he said, shaking his head. "I ... yes!" Julian sobbed, shifting against the chair. The friction caused him to gasp and groan, the sounds translated to onomatopoeic words on his monitor. "My fantasy ..." he laughed bitterly, arching his back and digging his chest into the back of the chair more. Now it was warm, but didn't take away from the experience. "We're doing it now," he panted, "This ... to submit ... to be controlled ... told what to do ... I'm expected to play God everyday of my life ... I want the chance to be toyed with ... I want to ... that makes no sense ... I want to come ... please, let me come ... " The painful truth spilled from his lips as he felt his cock towering with demanding need, the arousal lancing him to the core. Julian blinked sweat from his eyes as he saw the text scroll on his monitor. With a cry he brought his hands to his cock, the mere act of gripping it enough to send him tumbling into ecstasy. He was oblivious to the last line of text that appeared briefly before the transmission ended: --- * FRIDAY * --- "Garak," Julian said breathlessly over lunch. The Cardassian trained his questioning gaze on him. "What does Uluhshan mean?" Garak smiled archly. "Conqueror." He glanced at the time. "I believe you and I have an hour to spend together, Doctor. I suggest we adjourn to your quarters and see what else of my native tongue I can teach you." --- The End