The BLTS Archive - Steamy Debate by BGM (bgmanic@gmail.com) --- This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. STAR TREK: DEEP SPACE NINE is a Registered Trademark ® of Paramount Pictures. Copyright (c) 1996 by Paramount Pictures. All Rights Reserved. No infringement was meant. (c) 1996 by BGM --- "Sex." Julian leaned back, a subtle look of shock on his face. That was -definitely- not the response he'd expected to hear when he'd requested a subject of conversation. It'd been nearly two months since he and his friend had sat down for a pleasant lunch together. What with his duties and O'Brien's insistent company, Julian hadn't offered the tailor much opportunity to see his young friend. Yet both could not easily ignore the hollow feeling the other's absence in their life had left, and so Julian had resolutely begun to -find- the time to meet the Cardassian at regular intervals. And today, sitting quietly in the near empty Replimat, Julian sipping at a hot cup of coffee while Garak toyed with his red leaf tea, the Cardassian had boldly offered sex as their conversational piece. Opposite the embarrassed doctor, Elim Garak tilted his head and studied the pleasant rosy blush spreading the young man's cheeks. Aware of the intense scrutiny, Julian ducked his head to avoid the Cardassian's amused stare and cleared his throat self-consciously. "Garak ..." he muttered, a full measure of warning in his tone. The tailor spread his hands wide, his eyeridges raised in surprise. "What? We've never discussed it. I don't see why we shouldn't; it's a perfectly fair example of cultural variance." "Sex is different," Julian admonished, a little too quickly. "In what way?" Garak appeared genuinely puzzled by the doctor's unease. "Granted, it certainly doesn't compare with literature or poetry, but it's still a matter of interest ..." he trailed off suggestively. Julian clung stubbornly to his cup of coffee, finding suddenly great interest in its presence. "It's just different, that's all," he offered evasively. "It's not really something you discuss openly." A bright smile adorned the tailor's lips. "Ah! The first difference between our two cultures, my dear doctor," he remarked, wagging a finger at him. "Cardassians have never been self-conscious about discussing the matter in public. We're very open about it actually, and frankly doctor, it's always struck me as odd that your people has such a hard time accepting that." Finally Julian's head snapped up, his incipient embarrassment fading quickly to be replaced by indignity. "Garak, you're misreading us completely. We are -not- shy when it comes to talking about it!" With an air of subtle triumph, Garak leaned forward and nodded knowingly at his friend. "Ah, so you're simply the exception to the rule then." "I am not!" blustered the young man, his face red with a mixture of resurfacing self-consciousness and outrage. "I simply don't think discussing it now is ... appropriate," he added lamely, refocusing on his cooling coffee. Garak's face turned into a question. "Why?" "I don't know why, it just isn't!" he insisted. "Or perhaps you're having trouble disassociating yourself from the matter in order to speak about it objectively?" the tailor suggested slyly. "What is that supposed to mean?" Folding his hands demurely across the table, Garak smiled disarmingly. "My dear Doctor, I'm certain you've heard the flattering rumors circulating around the station about your ... " he hesitated, searching for the best way to approach this, " ... er, shall we say 'charms' regarding the ladies. Yet I've never seen you so much as walking down the Promenade with one at your arm." It was true. Garak had heard very interesting things about Julian's unfailing conquests regarding the opposite sex, and while he didn't doubt the young man's allure, he -did- question the validity the more colorful rumors offered. Closing up the proverbial shutters, Julian squared his shoulders and his face turned sullen. "I'll thank you very much not to stick your nose where it doesn't belong," he replied curtly. Garak was abashed at his friend's reaction. "Oh dear doctor, you're misinterpreting my intentions, I assure you. I'm simply questioning why a charming man in the prime of his years such as yourself finds it difficult to locate himself a suitable companion." Pushing his cold coffee away, Julian shrugged lamely. "I haven't found the right one yet." Garak uttered a disappointed grunt. "A tiresome excuse I've heard -all- too often among your people, Doctor," he sighed. "Surely you're not thinking of commitment at this point in your life. At your age I was already experimenting everything there was to experience concerning the pleasures of the flesh." Julian widened his eyes in bewilderment, yet Garak could see the unmistakable interest dancing subtly behind the hazel depths. "Garak!" he squalled. "Ah, there it is again!" claimed the tailor, waving at Julian's flushed appearance. "This unremitting bashfulness ... tell me doctor, are you ... how should I put this -- have you ever made love?" he inquired, dropping his voice as to not let it carry. Julian darted his attention around the Replimat and hissed, "Garak, this conversation is becoming highly personal." The Cardassian snorted. "Doctor, we've known each other three years. I've come to know particular aspects of you I'm certain no one else is aware of. Surely you're not embarrassed about confiding such an innocent trivial piece of information with me, are you?" "It's not that, it's ..." He sighed, his shoulders slumping as he finally yielded to the tailor's persistence. "All right! Yes, I have ... on countless occasions." "No need to speak defensively doctor, I believe you," his friend assured him, a smile quirking his lips. "And tell me, have you ever been fully satisfied in any of those occasions, doctor?" Oh now the tailor was pushing it. "Garak, why do you want to know this?" Julian asked, his voice whiny in spite of him. "Indulge me doctor. To me, this type of conversation is quite ordinary, and far overdue considering where we are in our relationship." He studied the young man's anguished features and sighed. "I realize it's bordering agony for you, but someone -must- crack open this shell you've built around yourself. Sex is a wonderful thing, doctor. It's a pity you don't enjoy it as often as you should." "How do you know I don't?" he challenged. Garak smiled sweetly. "My dear doctor, you're a wonderful young man, but even -I- can see you're not fully contented. It shows in your manner of speaking, your body language." He paused then waved at the air. "And since you have a wonderful career and a fair amount of good friends, I can only surmise your displeasure is due to ... a lack of satiated coition." "I am -not- dissatisfied Garak. I'm perfectly happy at where my life is," Julian declared. Garak was clearly not convinced. "Are you? Well who am I to argue with you," he shrugged. "You know best, after all." "That's right," Julian nodded, relieved the conversation was at its end. Yet the tailor seemed unwilling to drop it so easily. "Though you haven't answered my question," he reminded, to Julian's utter desperation. "Have you ever been fully satiated after a sexual encounter?" "Garak ..." "Open the shell, Doctor." "All right, no," he whispered harshly. "There. Are you satisfied Garak? Another piece of information to file in your computer tonight. Personal log, stardate yaddi yaddi ya; found out today that Dr Bashir has never reached incredible heights of ecstasy." "Doctor!" Garak exclaimed, shocked that his friend had misread him so completely. "You seem to believe I'm bringing this up for selfish reasons. I assure you that's farthest from the truth. You see, I've noticed there is no counselor aboard this station." Quickly he waved off the doctor's puzzled look. "And far be it for me to conclude you need one -- after all, medicine is almost in itself a form of psychology. Yet perhaps all you need to do to get over this ... lull in your sex life is someone to talk to about it. If you allow me, doctor, let me propose you this. Come by my quarters around 0800 tonight. We'll share supper, and we can discuss it further if you wish. If you want to ignore it, I'll follow your lead of course." At Julian's silence, the tailor judged his moment and offered him his most ingratiating smile. "For now I must return to my shop," he said contritely, getting up and moving to leave. "All right, I'll see you later Garak." Julian turned back to his tea, promptly replaying the odd conversation in his head. As a slow smile spread over his face, he missed the tailor's approving glance, and the words which were whispered under his breath; "I do hope so Doctor." --- It was 0756 when Garak's door chime rang. He turned away from his replicator and beckoned his visitor to come in. When Julian cautiously entered the dim quarters, Garak was pleasantly surprised to see him arrayed in civilian clothes and not that dreadful Starfleet uniform he had come to loathe during his years on DS9. He gestured at the small dinner table, smiling brightly. "Ah! Doctor, I'm so pleased you agreed to take me up on my suggestion. Please, come in, sit down." Julian answered the smile as he took his place at the Cardassian's table. "I agree to share supper with you Garak, but all this talk of sex is ..." he smiled shyly. "Well, it's a bit weird for me." Garak nodded wisely as he carried their meal over to their table. "I can understand that," he said. "I suppose the sexual act is a bit more intimate for Humans than us Cardassians," he added, scooping a portion of food into Julian's plate. Julian ignored it as he frowned at his friend. "You mean you don't value it as much?" he asked, his interest rekindled. In the privacy of Garak's quarters, the subject matter didn't seem as ... illicit as it had felt in the Replimat. "Oh we -value- it, but most of us value it for its practical qualities." At Julian's persistent gaze, he smiled and served himself some taspar eggs. "Family, as you know, is important to Cardassians," he explained. "I'm afraid most of us has come to disregard sex for its pleasurable qualities rather than its practicality. A shame, really," he added with a low depressive sigh. Julian was confused. "But this afternoon you--" "I was speaking strictly from a personal view, doctor," Garak corrected, taking a bite to eat and savoring the delicious taste. When he recovered, he grinned. "-I- don't have reservations about talking about the matter in public. And since most Cardassians have come to regard it in a practical eye, discussing sex has become almost as common as discussing yesterday's breakfast." His deprecating tone had been unmistakable. "You don't seem to agree with that view," Julian commented, finally dipping into his meal. "No, I don't as a matter of fact," Garak agreed as he completed his first bite with a sip of kanar. "It's somewhat of a nuisance actually," he frowned. "Finding a lover on Cardassia who could willingly fulfill every one of my desires was especially difficult. Particularly during the time of -my- prime years." He realized Julian had no idea what this meant so continued. "You see, Cardassia's birth rate had dwindled significantly, and everyone was primarily thinking of procreating rather than participating in the act for pleasure." "And you didn't want kids?" The question befuddled the Cardassian. "Every Cardassian wants children, doctor," he stated, as though it was the most obvious thing in the world. With a deep breath, he looked down at his plate and toyed with his food. "But I was ... among those who weren't exactly considered -pure- Cardassians." "What do you mean?" Julian inquired. Garak's attention shifted, and he frowned at Julian's plate. "Try the yamok sauce with those taspar eggs doctor, it's especially divine." He quietly returned to his meal, Julian's sudden puzzlement unheeded. "Garak ...?" "Yes doctor?" he replied, looking up. "Why weren't you considered a -pure- Cardassian?" Slowly realizing that this was one point the doctor wouldn't relent so easily, Garak nodded and said, "Well ... you see, since Cardassians value procreation so highly, the thought of having one consider the same sex ... enticing is a very appalling one." He thought about it and scowled. "Which of course I never quite understood since Cardassians are primarily introduced to the pleasures of sex with a member of the same gender at an early age." Silence settled in the quarters as Julian processed the Cardassian's confession. After a moment, he gathered his scattered wits and raised his eyebrows. "You mean you ... you prefer men?" "I thought I did, at the time," Garak went on. "But I fell in love with a woman during my activity in the Order, so decided I really didn't have any particular interest in one or the other. I discovered then that I wasn't particularly attracted to men or women, but rather the intellect and the personality housed within." Julian quirked his lips in a droopy smile. "That's an interesting thought." If Garak was able to blush, he'd surely have done so at the sudden light dancing behind Julian's eyes. "Of course," he added. "I can only say this now, since my wisdom -- while far from being vast -- is a little more knowledgeable than those times. I was then a young man driven by his passions. I can hardly make amends for the people I've hurt in my life though -- while most of my lovers grew attached to me on an emotional level, I usually simply used them for my pleasure. I was blinded by lust, and I only hope the little wisdom I gathered over the years has erased any similar wishes for future encounters." Julian's lips parted in shock. "Garak, you're being uncharacteristically open about this -- I'm surprised." Garak waved off the exaggerated attention. "I'm only trying to demonstrate how easy it is to open up about such a trivial subject." Julian snorted. "Trivial." He shook his head. "Garak, there's hardly anything trivial about sex. It's a beautiful intimate experience shared with someone you love," he explained, a wistful inflection in his voice. Garak shrugged indifferently. "I would have disagreed with you a few years back, but I suppose there's some measure of truth in your statement. Perhaps it's because I never really experienced actual love for the person I was having sex with." "What about that woman you fell in love with in the Order?" "I never touched her in that way," he said quietly. "You mean -- you never slept with her?" The meaning behind the expression lost on the tailor, Garak quickly nodded. "Oh I slept with her. We huddled together, kissed, but never went further." Julian hooked an eyebrow. "On her request?" "On both, actually." Sensing that this was going a little farther than what Garak had intended to divulge, the tailor gestured at Julian's forgotten plate. "Doctor, your meal is getting cold." "I don't care. Garak, why didn't you ever make love with her?" he insisted, pushing the near-empty dish away. Once again, the tailor yielded. "It's difficult to explain. Sex for me at the time was ... well, the best I could describe it is tempestuous. It was the only kind that really satisfied me to the core, and I never settled for anything less than that which satiated me to the fullest." He shook his head, his eyes lost in memory. "Yet she was such a fragile creature ... long limbed, slender; I was afraid to break her in half by simply hugging her. And she knew of my ... reputation. So we both pursued our relationship without touching that aspect of our interest. Eventually she wanted children. So I left her." Julian choked back a tear and tried a reassuring smile. "Thank you," he whispered. Garak looked up in surprise. "Whatever for?" "For sharing that with me. I think it's the first time you've opened up to me." "Not the first," Garak corrected. "You simply don't look deep enough when we talk, doctor. I've revealed far more about myself than you imagine. You simply never looked closely enough," he chided lightly, his tone a little more regretful than necessary. "Then I promise to look deeper next time," Julian vowed. Finally surrendering to a change of subject, he sighed and pinched his plate. "This food was incredible, Garak. I never thought I'd enjoy a Cardassian meal so." Appreciating the turn in the conversation, Garak nodded brightly. "Thank you. Though compliment your replicators for still containing Cardassian recipes. I'm afraid when it comes to cooking manually, I'm a bit of a dunce." "Oh now," Julian grinned. "I have trouble seeing you in that light." Garak mirrored the grin and raised the crimson bottle to Julian's glass. "More kanar doctor?" Julian waved a negative. "No thank you." He watched silently as Garak poured himself another glass, and finally submitted to his curiosity. "I'm curious about one thing though ..." he said, raising long lashes to meet Garak's pale blue eyes. "Yes doctor." "If you're usually so open about the subject, why bring it up now?" he inquired, following the glass as it touched the Cardassian's lips. He stifled the urge to lick his own and said, "After all these years. I mean, it's not like we've never had the opportunities." Depositing his empty glass, Garak scoured the table top, composing his response. "I was unsure regarding our friendship for a long time, doctor," he said finally. "And since I have so few friends aboard this station, I was wary about your reactions. Now that we know each other, I doubt you taking offense to my ... boldness would incite you to throw away our friendship." Julian nodded. "You're right. But I wasn't offended Garak ... really. Just surprised." "Indeed." "So ... tell me;" he said, a wicked gleam sparkling in his eyes which matched the sly smile curving his lips. "Since your sexual drive is -so- energetic, who did you get the chance to fuck lately?" Garak nearly choked on his finishing bite. "Doctor!" Julian enjoyed the picture Garak made, pale cerulean eyes widened in disbelief toward the young man's unusual directness. "You're not the only one who can be bold about this Garak," he explained, causing a mischievous smile of his own to grace the tailor's mouth. "Now," he whispered. "Why don't you tell me all the details?" "My dear doctor, my sexual drive is perhaps energetic, but I doubt anyone on the station would take any care in testing it," he offered self-deprecatingly. "Besides ... at my age, I've come to value love for what it really is. I seriously doubt I'd be able to indulge in brief adventures without wanting more." "But surely someone on the station has caught your eye," Julian hinted at. Garak's eyes shimmered in the poor light of his quarters. "Oh yes, most definitely," he breathed. "But I'm certain he wouldn't be interested." Julian leaned back with an innocent look. "What makes you say that?" he asked, abruptly sliding his foot against Garak's leg. The tailor gasped and questioningly focused his darkened eyes at the doctor. The young man smiled lewdly. "Have you confronted him about it?" he pursued, his innocent tone contrasting his whole demeanor. "Doctor ..." Garak breathed as Julian's foot massaged its way dangerously close to his hardening erection. "Have you ever told him about your true desires?" Julian went on, oblivious it seemed to the tailor's sudden arousal. "Or did you simply decide to approach the matter on a more subtle level?" "I ..." The sensations abruptly stopped, and Julian leaned forward with a dangerous light in his ebony eyes. "I'm not as naive as you make me out to be Garak," he hissed. Garak was trying vainly to recover from Julian's exquisite ministrations, his breath ragged. So close ... "I never said you were," he panted. "I know it by the smug looks you give me," retorted the young man. "Now why don't you tell me what you -really- want instead of borrowing twenty thousand different paths around it?" "Because I didn't think you'd agree ... I didn't think you were that sort of--" "That sort of what?" he interrupted harshly. He had no idea why he was suddenly so incensed. But unlike what he'd normally expect, his behavior was apparently exciting the tailor beyond simple words! "Garak," he called, drawing his friend's attention. "You said so yourself a couple of minutes ago -- it's the intellect and the personality of the person which attracts you. Why can't I be the same?" Garak shook his head. "Human sexuality constantly eludes me," he explained lightly, his thoughts in a whirl and his body beckoning the Human's touch anew. "So you thought we Humans were all set in our little world, with pre-made conceptions about what we want?" Julian continued, enjoying the picture Garak made as he squirmed uncomfortably in his chair. "You're not the only one with the privilege of being ambiguous Garak. I can be as deceptive as you can, my friend. Don't think it takes a career in spying to successfully create a misleading character for the others' benefit." Garak's eyes snapped open, and his lips parted in surprise. "Doctor ..." he whispered. "For once, I am at a loss for words." "Well we just seem to be full of surprises today, aren't we?" replied the doctor, unconsciously licking his lips as he considered his friend in a new light. "So, tell me doctor ..." Garak said, desperately trying to still his erratic breathing. "If you're so enthusiastic about the matter, why did you feign innocence?" Julian shrugged. "Because it's fun." Garak nodded. "Ah." Julian dropped his eyelids, eyeing the tailor with his most seductive gaze. "But then, that can become a little boring as well. So why don't we both drop the pretense and be truly ourselves for tonight?" Garak chuckled wryly. "You might be frightened by what you see." Julian seemed pleasantly amazed. "Funny, I was about to say the same thing." Garak growled. "Very well. Come here," he ordered, standing up. "Not if you can't catch me first," the young man laughed, quickly wiping his mouth with his cloth before sprinting out of his quarters. "Doctor!" Garak cried, quite uselessly since the young man was already gone. "Oh you sly devil," he muttered under his breath. He moved to his computer terminal and slapped the comm channel linked to the doctor's insignia open. "Doctor, if it's a chase you want, I should warn you ... any work you will make me endure will only strengthen my ... expectations in the end," he said, his voice low and husky. "I'm counting on that, Garak," retorted the young man with a teasing laugh. "Now stop wasting time talking and try to find me," he chided, terminating the link. Garak stared incredulously at his terminal before snapping out of his reverie. "A challenge," he mumbled dreamily as he left his quarters. "My sweet Julian, you're exceeding all my hopes." --- Julian dashed across the Promenade, his destination quite clear in his mind as his feet carried him confidently toward Quark's. Yet as he rounded a corner, he flew into an innocent passer-by, nearly knocking her against the wall in the process. His arms reached out to steady her, his face turning contrite when he recognized who it was. "Oh Kira! I'm sorry, are you okay?" Kira nodded, rubbing her forehead with a wince. "Yes, I'm fine. I'm just late for an appointment with Jadzia." Ah. So obviously she thought -she- had knocked into -him-. Good thing too, she might have seriously and -deliberately- injured him if she believed the contrary. Julian smiled as he watched her hurriedly follow the path he'd taken to come here. "See you later," he threw at her before disappearing into the Ferengi's tavern. --- Kira shouted, then sighed loudly. "Terribly sorry Major. Are you injured?" Kira groaned as she recovered from a second brutal encounter. She clutched at Garak's lapels while she steadied herself then flashed him a reassuring smile. "Only my pride. Sorry, I'm in a bit of a hurry," she explained even as she walked passed him. "Oh, Major!" Garak called. "Have you seen Dr Bashir around by any chance?" he asked, trying to keep his interest at bay. "I bumped into him before ramming into you actually," she muttered. "On the Promenade, in front of Quark's," she indicated. "Infinite thanks Major," Garak grinned, making his way toward the bar. "Whatever," the Bajoran groaned, leaving in the opposite direction. -- As Garak entered the rowdy tavern, he had the misfortune of walking passed the bar while Quark was attending it. "Garak," he exclaimed. "My loyal customer ... come for a glass of kanar?" he offered. The tailor shook his head gravely as he scoured the clamorous patrons for his elusive friend. "Not tonight Quark. Have you seen Dr Bashir around perchance?" he asked absently. "Yes actually," he replied, drawing the tailor's immediate attention. "He just rented holosuite gamma for a couple of hours. Why?" Garak was already climbing the steel stairs. "No reason, Quark. Thank you!" --- "Doctor Bashir ..." Garak called as soon as the heavy holosuite door closed behind him. "I know you're in here. Save us some time and show yourself." He frowned as he surveyed the program Julian had chosen. Not much of an immediate view since he was faced with a rudimentary wall. Yet with closer study he noted the intricate entrances on either sides, offering a complicated view of more walls. His frown deepened. "What is this place anyway?" Julian's voice somehow filled the whole room, making it impossible for the Cardassian to properly locate him. "It's a labyrinth, my friend," he said, a chuckle bordering his voice. "Not an elementary design I might add. If you find me, you -know- what the reward is," he taunted. Garak growled, not budging from his position. "If I find you, I hope you'll indulge -my- wishes." A wispy laugh echoed all around him. "All of them, love." Garak slumped his shoulders impatiently, his stance becoming close to that of a child tugging at his mother's dress to leave the shopping center. "Julian ..." he whined. "Please, I can't bear it. I'm hard and I want you. Scuttling around and between an intricate web of walls is -not- my idea of fun," he reproached. "Ah, but doesn't it make the prize that much more sweeter?" Julian asked, his voice still not an indication of where he was. Garak smiled suddenly. "You should be more careful. I can tell you're as aroused as I am ... and since my sense of smell -is- well developed ..." he threatened playfully. "Ha!" Julian cried, clearly not affected by the tailor's attempts at intimidation. "Don't count on senses to bring you out of this one." A look of extreme wickedness flashed across the Cardassian's features. Of course ... why not think of this sooner? "Julian, my young friend," he said, confidence firmly reinstated. "You underestimate me, and you were very foolish in choosing the game field. Computer, end program." The walls disappeared, and the sky above faded away to reveal a small blank room. In a corner, Julian crumpled his features in dismay. "Damn ... no fair, Garak!" Garak marched toward his prize, eyes gleaming brightly as he focused on the young man. "Do you seriously believe I'd have consumed the time I can spend with you rummaging through a maze?" he asked. Julian smiled lewdly as Garak approached him. "Well ... I wanted to see how far you'd go." He was quickly swept into the Cardassian's strong arms, and he gasped loudly as a hand found his hard sex. Squeezing and rubbing an enticing massage on the young man's aching member, Garak watched as Julian moaned helplessly under the sheer pleasure of it. He promptly dissolved into Garak's embrace, his knees weakening. "Computer," Garak called, his voice still lucid despite the lecherous thoughts crossing his mind. "Create program; Risan bedroom with a large central bed; night scenery; a choice of restraints," he finished with a racy smile. Against his chest he felt Julian's breath catch, and he bent forward to pick up the young man in his arms. "Computer, begin program," he said simply, walking amidst the fluid changes brought to the little room. When the little room was transformed into an airy ballroom look-a-like, Garak grinned and deposited his charge on the bed, fishing absently into the box of restraints which had appeared at it's extremity. "Garak, it's beautiful," Julian complimented, watching the flimsy curtains sway to the warm night breeze. The tailor paused to study his friend, long slender neck turned to the side as the young man inspected the scenery. His breath caught in his chest as he eyed the beautiful young man, stretched gracefully across the soft white linens of the holo-bed. He let the restraint he'd chosen drop into the box and climbed onto the mattress, intent on stretching the evening to its fullest. Julian turned back to his lover, gasping as the Cardassian's knee raised to his crotch, spreading his legs. As he provided tender stimulation there, the Cardassian busied himself on opening the Human's delicate shirt. When it parted enough to reveal the soft golden expanse of Julian's chest, Garak moaned softly and bent forward, swirling his tongue across the silky skin. He felt hands reaching behind his back, promptly kneading the muscles there and offering sweet relaxation as the doctor's professional hands worked on releasing the tailor's tension. He groaned deep in his throat as his erection grew and hardened, pressing urgently against Julian's belly. Julian took vivid note of it and smiled broadly. "Garak ..." he panted. "Garak my sweet love, take these off so I can make it better," he suggested, tugging at the tailor's trousers and deliberately brushing against the steely erection straining to be freed. Garak growled his appreciation as he swiftly stripped of his tunic, revealing a body which instantly took Julian's breath away; a firm, muscled body, delicate scales lining the taut muscles, those in turn rippling under the tailor's fluid movements. A snake, Julian thought. A snake moving with every grace and poise of its reptilian heritage. When the tailor was utterly nude, Julian grasped his hand and hoisted him further up the bed. As he settled his head against a pillow, he quickly urged the Cardassian to straddle him. With a groan Garak complied, bracing himself against the wall as he aimed his taut sex over Julian's lips. The young man licked them once before reaching up and guiding it to his mouth. The tailor clenched his fists, locked his jaw and closed his eyes shut as Julian's hot mouth took him completely. The sensation was unlike any he'd experienced before, the physical enjoyment far more ecstatic as it was coupled with the fulfillment of being joined with his precious Julian. Unable to remain still for a moment more, Garak rocked his hips, gently at first as to not startle the young man, more frantic when Julian clawed at his thighs and urged him to thrust harder. Suddenly, the room became unbearably hot as sweat broke out all over the Cardassian's body. Moaning loudly, Garak buried his face in his arms as months of frustration dissolved into one blissful release. Julian diligently swallowed everything the tailor offered him, down to the last precious drop which he carefully licked and sucked at, his hands still fondling the tailor's leathery thighs with loving care. "Julian," he panted, sliding down to cover his lover's slender body with his own. "That was wonderful." But too quick. The young man smiled against him, nibbling at the neck ridges as he simultaneously massaged the Cardassian's back. "And just the beginning," Julian whispered enticingly, echoing the Cardassian's thoughts. "Oh yes, most definitely," Garak agreed kindly. "Now," he decided, twisting so he could reach into the box again. He fished out the restraint he'd earlier chosen and settled back into his position, wiggling the soft leathery cuffs at Julian's side. The young man smiled beatifically and offered the Cardassian both his wrists, pressed together so the tailor could easily slip the cuffs around his slender hands. Satisfied, Garak rose his linked hands above Julian's head, hooking them into the small ringlet attached to the headboard. All Risan beds were equipped with it, which is why he'd ordered the program in the first place. "Comfortable, my love?" he asked, nuzzling his face in the crook of that narrow neck. Julian's only response was a low breathy sigh which ended in a soft moan as Garak's hands strayed to his rigid sex. "Please, I want to feel you ..." he implored, frustrated by the barrier his trousers provided. Garak hushed him and captured Julian's full curving mouth into a deep probing kiss, his hand renewing the massage on Julian's straining member. When he withdrew, his eyes were filled with lust as he stared deeply into his lover's dark eyes. "All in good time, my sweet doctor," he said breathlessly. "For now let's just talk ..." Julian cried out his irritation; so close to the edge and Garak wanted to -talk-? "Garak, please!" he begged. "You know what I want," he whimpered, rubbing his hips against the tailor's. "Ah ah," he warned. "Let's talk," he ordered. He promptly unfastened the doctor's trousers, sliding them off before the white cotton briefs quickly followed suit. He shifted his weight to the side, resting next to Julian's prone form with a hand supporting his head. As he roamed his gaze all over Julian's long slender limbs, Garak smiled and watched as Julian began writhing helplessly, his body seeking the stimulation it craved. "Talk already," Julian growled. "Talk or fuck me, but -do- something Garak, before I go insane!" Drawing his gaze to Julian's face, Garak was again struck by the young man's enticing beauty. "All right, I'll talk," he grinned. "Let's see, what shall I talk about?" he mused. "Oh I know. How about all the things I wish to do with your body," he suggested, causing a ragged moan to escape the doctor's lips. "First," he whispered, drawing close to his face. He caressed two fingers along Julian's pouting lower lip, tracing the sleek curve before prying themselves into his hot wet mouth. "I'd ask my lover to wet my fingers, imagining himself sucking me, wetting them well for my purpose which I'm certain he's aware of ..." The young man's long lashes fluttered shut as he sucked madly at Garak's fingers, whimpers rumbling in his throat as he moved his tongue over and between the two massive fingers, wetting them as though his life depended on it. When Garak withdrew them, he covered the sinuous mouth with his own, driving his tongue deep within the young man's mouth, moving it across the coarse tongue housed within it and making Julian grind his hips in the air in search of relief. Judging his moment, Garak reached down and slipped his two lubricated fingers into Julian's tight cleft, wiggling a path deep inside the heated depths. The doctor's hips came off the bed, and Julian's loud cry rang inside Garak's mouth. They parted, both panting hard, and Julian strained against his cuffs as Garak continued the sweet torture on his body. His erection was still left untouched, only Garak's fingers in contact with him now that they had broken the kiss. He was desperate for it though, desperate for his touch, his strokes, his mouth, anything to relieve this unbearable tension. "Then I would make him wait," Garak breathed, retrieving a casual stance as he settled next to him, his remaining fingers fondling his ass while his fingers massaged his prostate with delicious firmness. "Garak, please, I beg you," Julian moaned, thrusting his hips against Garak's hand. "Make me come already. Fuck me, please ..." Garak groaned and retracted his hand from the Human's ass as he rolled on top of him. "Oh my dear Julian, when you ask me like that how -can- I refuse you?" Julian smiled his relief. "I was hoping you couldn't," he panted as he watched Garak produce a vial of lubricant. "I'm about to have one of -my- fantasy come true," the tailor murmured as he applied the cool gel over his fiery erection. When Julian began breathing in short gasps for what was to come, he closed his eyes and moaned softly. "Which is?" he asked. In one quick movement, Garak had flipped Julian on his haunches and was letting the young man sit down on his rigid sex, the tight opening being stretched and filled with the Cardassian's firm manhood. Julian threw back his head at the suddenness of the situation, the back of his head finding the tailor's shoulder as a support. When he came to, Garak's lips were sucking at his ear lobe. "To have you sit in my lap, my love," he whispered closely. "Fuck me," Julian hissed, his lips seeking and finding the tailor's own. Groaning deep inside the hot wet mouth, Garak anchored his hands firmly against the slender golden waist and began raising him slowly away from him. Julian gasped as he felt the massive sex idly slide out of his inner core. When he felt himself at the edge of the tailor's shaft, Garak grunted and thrust the young man's body firmly against him; an act which sent Julian in a paroxysm of near shouts. "Garak!" he cried out, his hands straining terribly against his cuffs. He wanted so desperately to feel his lover, return the impossible pleasure he was receiving. *All in due time* he thought vaguely as Garak pushed him forward. His face leaned against the wall, his arms folding under him as Garak raised his hips to accommodate his position. Soon, both were rocking in counterpoint with each other's thrusts, and it only took the tailor's touch over his erection for Julian to erupt in a fabulous orgasm, crying out Garak's name and thrusting back once more to wring the tailor dry as he too came in a shattering climax. Even as they languidly descended their mutual apex did they remained linked, Garak still throbbing inside Julian as he pressed his face against the Human's sweaty back. When exhaustion took the better of them, Garak collapsed next to Julian while the young man settled comfortably against the pillows under him. In one swift movement, he'd disengaged from the ringlet, and Garak happily unclasped the damp cuffs from his wrists. Julian heaved a sigh. "Beats the hell out of talking about it," he remarked. "Ah, but don't discount it my love," Garak chided, protectively surrounding the thin frame with his embrace. "Talking is what brought us this far," he reminded him. "This far, but not far enough," Julian whispered. "I want to experience everything you've experienced, Garak." He chuckled wryly. "Without asking me for children?" Julian struck the tailor playfully. "Stop teasing. I'm serious." "I know you are," Garak nodded sullenly. "Which is why I'm so taken with you, Julian Subatoi Bashir." Julian snorted against him. "And will I ever hope to know -your- full name Garak?" "Perhaps," the tailor laughed wearily, his eyes heavy with sleep. "One day I'll tell you ... maybe." Julian was equally tired. He snuggled into the Cardassian's arms and smiled as he drifted off to his dreams. "I hope so." He took a deep contended breath and said, "Well, good night ..." his smile grew wider. "Elim." Garak raised an eyeridge. As he closed his eyes and tightened his embrace, he idly wondered what he'd done right to deserve a man like Julian Bashir. --- The End