by T'Len
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The characters in this story don't belong to me. I only borrowed them for some fun. No moneymaking, no violation of copyrights are intended. The story is mine and it is just fanfiction. If you are under age, please stay away. If you have a problem with this topic, then look elsewhere for your entertainment.

English is not my native language, so please be patient with my mistakes. Thanks to Lady Charena for the beta-reading. For all remaining errors, blame me.

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"Congratulations, Tom. I'm so happy for you and B'Elanna."

I hope you won't realise that I'm lying. I'm usually a bad liar, but this time. . .

Admit it, Harry Kim you are anything than all but happy for them. How could I be happy that I have lost Tom Paris for ever? That I have to bury my dreams? Was it so stupid to hope our relationship could last? Was I an idiot to hope I could change you? Making you needing me for more than for some occasional sex when you had trouble with Torres or with whomever you otherwise shared your bed in the last nearly seven years?

Now you even don't need me anymore for this. And it hurts. Hurts that you just have dumped me like probably hundreds before. That you didn't consider me worth of some explanations. A good-bye at least. You just married her – and made clear that this would be exclusively.

"I wish you all the best."

Another lie but what else can I say?

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