by Tirinar
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Disclaimer: Star Trek belongs to Paramount. This story belongs to us,
A. Kite and Tirinar. No copyright infringement was intended.
Warning: This is a slash story. It has explicit descriptions of men
having sex. If this might offend you, please read no further.
Archiving permission given to PKSP, R'rain and ASC/EM.
Feedback, comments and constructive criticism are welcome. Flames are
not.
This story is the answer to a challenge from Tommyhawk about his story,
Shuttle Day 12. We would suggest you read it first, but the essentials are
that Tom used Harry for sex and as a way to get back at Chakotay. We were
so upset at the way that Tommyhawk had written our sweet Harry that we had
to set the record straight. Mainly, that Harry Kim does not have a
bony butt, and he most certainly isn't the lousy lay that was made of
him in Shuttle Day 12.
Tirinar: Hiya all. Anita got it pretty much said, and we've finally
got this finished! Well done us, though I personally wanted to space Tom
for What He Did to Our Harry. 'Tis not his fault though, and I love him
really. Thanks to Anita for putting up with me! };o)
And now, brought to you by A. Kite and Tirinar productions, we give you
::drum roll::
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Harry strolled down the corridor heading for the Holodeck. Last night had
been the last shift in this rotation that he had to work evenings. Tomorrow
he started back on Alpha shift and back at Ops. It would be good to get
back to the bridge. He had had a restful day off, and now that the Alpha
shift for today was over, he was in search of Tom Paris. The computer had
told him Tom's location.
Harry's good mood vanished in a flash when upon entering the Holodeck
resort program, he had found Tom. Indeed Tom was there. In a secluded
corner with his body wrapped around Chakotay's. Harry was so angry
that it was all he could do to get back to his quarters without making a
scene. His grim demeanor provided him a wide berth. There was more than
one look of shock as he met people in the hallways. No one had ever
seen Harry Kim with that kind of look on his face.
As the door slid shut behind him, Harry let out a string of expletives
that would have made an old time sailor blush. Damnhim, damn Tom
Paris straight to hell! Harry kicked the wall between his quarters and the
connected shared bath with a vengeance. He wasn't thinking clearly as
he entered the bathroom and slammed the lid down on the toilet and sat
with his head in his hands in total emotional exhaustion.
Ayala was sleeping. Or just waking up. Not his fault, really. He'd
been dreaming, when a loud thud on the wall next to him jolted him from
his slumber. Rising from his bed, he pulled on his uniform trousers and
shirt. He stepped slowly over to the bathroom door and pressed the door
release. The sight nearly took his breath away. Harry was sitting in the
shared bathroom, his hair falling in his face and over his eyes in clumps.
Tears ran down his face, drying now after the storm that had raged across
his face and through his mind. Ayala's heart lurched in his chest.
Quickly he moved across the bathroom, fully intent on gathering the young
Ensign into his arms and kissing the tears from his face. He stopped
himself just in time. Leaning against the bathroom sink, he crossed his
arms and his ankles.
Casual, he thought. Yeah, that was it. Nice and casual. No pressure. No
slipping up. Nothing like that. He'll never know how you feel. Okay,
you've been standing here a minute. Say something.
"You want to tell me what happened?"
Silence.
Okay, nice gentle tone. He's upset. Calm him down.
"Harry... Come on. We've known each other for ages. You can tell
me, I promise. I won't say anything."
Harry bit his lip and sniffed.
Miguel smiled. Just that little thing he does with his lip. It's so
endearing! Okay, cool it. Plenty of time to think of Harry later.
"I'm guessing it's something to do with Tom."
Small nod.
"You and him were. . . together. . . yesterday, yeah?"
Another nod. Damn! And here was he, hoping for a chance someday. That
chance seemed to be falling away with each passing second.
"You slept together." He chose his words carefully.
"Yes," said Harry. His voice was full of grief, with a tinge of
anger.
"So. . .?" Ayala left the question hanging.
Harry sighed and leaned back. He ran his hands up over his face and
through his hair.
"After the shuttle trip. When he came home." Harry paused a
moment to gather his thoughts. "He put his arm around my shoulders.
Asked if he could come back to my place. I really like him. Sometimes I
wonder if I love him as well."
"So, he came back here. Then you. . .?"
Quit prying into his sex life. He's had a hard enough time as it is!
Make excuses and leave.
"Yes. He left straight afterwards, said he had some unpacking to do
or something. Then. . ."
Oh, shit. Please don't tell me Tom and Chakotay. . . Oh, Harry.
"When I went to find him. . ."
Harry sounded choked. He dropped his head into one hand, the other
falling into his lap.
"He was in the Holodeck. The resort. With Chakotay."
Ayala sighed.
"Oh, Harry. I'm sorry. I don't know how he could do that to
you." He walked over and stood in front of Harry. Looking down at
him, he lightened his voice. "Want me to go beat him up? I can do
some serious damage there if need be. . ."
He grinned as Harry looked up at him in surprise.
"No, thanks. If anyone is gonna hurt him. . ." Harry stopped,
suddenly. He found himself looking up at Ayala, meeting his eyes. Then
something happened. Gods, what is he doing to me?
Ayala brushed the hair from Harry's eyes with one hand. But he found
that once that contact was made, he couldn't break it. Slowly, he
stroked his cheek with that hand, reveling in it. Then Harry looked up.
Their eyes locked and he was lost. Lost and drowning in pools of liquid
chocolate, a death from which he never wanted to be saved. All thoughts
fled from Ayala's mind as he leaned down to brush his lips across
Harry's. Velvet softness, and so good. Ayala knew he was losing
himself as he went back to kiss him again, adding more pressure and
pulling Harry's face to him as much as possible.
Then realization struck like the thunder and lightning of the Gods
themselves. Ayala pulled back, breathing harder. He could not bring
himself to meet Harry's eyes as he backed away, then turned and fled
through the door, back to his quarters.
Miguel stripped off his clothes, down to the regulation boxer shorts that
he slept in. He laid down and squirmed a bit to find a comfortable
position, but sleep would be impossible until he thought this out.
What the hell was I doing? So Harry was upset? So he looked up at you
with those big brown eyes of his full of tears.? Why did I have to go and
kiss him? I was doing so well hiding it. Not anymore, buddy. I blew it.
Now Kim knows. Knows what exactly? He already knew that I liked him. We
get along better than any other of the crew that share bath facilities. We
never argue, never yell at the other to hurry up.
In fact, many mornings they shared the sink at the same time. They even
shared the same soap and shampoo; taking turns replicating replacements
when they ran out. Giving each other the privacy for other things was
always done with courtesy. Sure, they had walked in on one another when
they had forgotten to engage a privacy lock. It was embarrassing the first
few times, but after that they grew accustomed to seeing the other naked
or in their underwear. At least, Harry had gotten used to it. Miguel had
hidden the sharp edge of attraction he felt.
There were many reasons why he had hidden his feelings. Number one, he
was Maquis, and Harry was a Starfleet ensign. Second was Kim's
friendship with the traitor, Paris. Though, that consideration was more
than likely moot now. Then there was age.
Gods, Harry Kim was young! True, he was no longer the green, naive kid he
had been when they first started this journey. The years in the Delta
Quadrant had not been kind to any of them. It seemed to Miguel that Harry
had had more than his share of the hardship. How many times had they
almost lost him? Too many to even contemplate right now.
So, what's stopping you? Nothing, that's what. Nothing, but
things that no longer matter. Time's a-wasting, stupid! Get up! Go
talk to him. Or did you never want to feel those soft lips against yours
again?
Miguel moved quickly once he made up his mind. He slapped the control for
the bathroom door open, and was face to face with Harry.
---
Harry stood, more than a little shocked. He stared at the closed door to
Ayala's quarters and played back the last few years of his life, living
next door to Ayala. Sure, they got on well. Better than most, in fact. But
did that mean that Ayala wanted him like that?
Harry brought his hand to his lips. He closed his eyes and gently traced
his lower lip with his index finger, felt the flush of his face, the
swelling in his lips where Ayala had kissed him, so briefly. He walked
into his bedroom. He moved, lethargically, his head dropped, and his brow
creased slightly in thought. He pulled open a drawer and took out a pair
of pajamas.
Ayala kissed me. Does that mean anything? Does he want me? Was it just
meant as a comfort thing? And if it was. Why did he. . .
Harry broke off his train of thought. He stripped off his uniform and
pulled on the shorts and T-shirt. Ayala had been standing by the sink one
moment and in front of him the next, brushing the hair from his eyes.
Then. . .
Harry stopped. A thousand questions ran around his head, most of which
revolved around one three-letter word.
"Why?" he whispered. Harry turned the word over in his mind.
And stood, walked to the bathroom. He stared at the door to Ayala's
quarters. He reached for the door control. . .
"Harry. I. . ."
"Miguel, please. Could we. . . I mean I think. . . We need to talk
about this."
Ayala gestured towards his quarters. Harry stepped through the bathroom
door into Ayala's room. Harry sat down on the couch, fingers laced
with his chin resting on his hands. He watched Miguel as he sat down in
the opposite chair, and waited.
Miguel thought for a few seconds, staring at the floor in front of
Harry's feet. Okay, get yourself out of this one, smartass. Watch what
you say, you don't want to send him running back into Tom's arms.
"I don't know what to say."
Great answer. Any more to add to that?
"I suppose you wouldn't believe me saying it was heat of the
moment?"
"Was it?" Harry gazed at Miguel's face, watching for a
reaction.
"No. I've... wanted to do that for a long time, Harry.
And you looked so sad, after Tom, I guess I wanted to take the hurt
away." He grinned, slightly, then continued. "And you looking up
at me like that. Hasn't anyone ever told you that thing you do with
your lashes is irresistible?"
Harry smiled slightly.
"Harry. . . I understand if you never want to see me again. I'll
put in for a room transfer, if you want. Stay out of your way." His
hands clenched at the thought.
"Ayala..." Harry stopped, then continued, his voice soft.
"Miguel. I don't want you to go anywhere. I'm not sure
exactly what I want right now. But. . ."
Miguel looked up as Harry's fingers touched his face. His expression
went from slight confusion to surprise, then changed lanes for pure joy as
Harry's lips touched his in the softest of kisses.
Momentarily, Miguel pulled back to look at Harry, seeing only happiness
in his expression. As he watched, the tip of Harry's tongue showed
through his parted lips, running around the inside of his bottom lip.
The final barrier broke as Miguel gathered Harry into his arms and kissed
him thoroughly, tongues exploring teeth and cheeks, before returning to
each other. They broke apart, gasping slightly.
"Miguel," Harry whispered, a tortured look flitting across his
face. "I can't. . . not tonight, not so soon after. . ." He
looked down, ashamed.
Miguel pulled Harry into his arms.
"Shh, it's okay. Can I hold you Harry? Just hold you, tonight?
That's all I need. All I want."
Harry nodded, then relaxed as Miguel pulled him to is feet, helping Harry
over to the bed and into it. They stretched out alongside each other;
Harry wrapped in the security of Miguel's arms. And there they lay,
peacefully, while sleep overcame them both.
---
Tom Paris entered his quarters with a sigh. Chakotay had been called away
from the Holodeck by the captain. It was still fairly early, and he really
didn't want to go to bed yet. Tom moved restlessly around his cabin.
Maybe Harry's up for a game of pool.
Tom tapped his combadge and asked the computer for Harry's location.
Ayala's quarters? What's Harry doing in Ayala's quarters?
"Computer inform me when Ensign Kim returns to his own
quarters." The computer acknowledged Tom's request, and he
looked around to try and find something to pass the time. There was that
book he started before the shuttle trip. So, Tom sat down, started reading
and lost all track of time for a while.
In fact, he was a little startled to hear his door chime go off.
"Come in."
It was Chakotay, looking tired and drawn, but he perked up slightly when
he saw that Tom was still up. "I just came to tell you
goodnight."
"Tell me goodnight? You aren't staying?" Tom asked
grumpily.
"Tom, I'm bushed, and from the look of you, you're tired
too. It's not that I don't want to be with you, but right now all
I want to do is sleep," Chakotay answered wearily.
"It's okay. See you for breakfast?"
"Uh. . . actually, I have a breakfast meeting with the captain in
the morning. We didn't finish everything we needed to go over this
evening. It's an early meeting. That's why I thought it best to
sleep by myself tonight," Chakotay said sheepishly.
Tom conceded. "Sure, no problem. See you tomorrow." He went
over and kissed his lover goodnight. Chakotay kissed him back sweetly, and
left to seek his bed.
As Tom moved to get ready for bed himself, he remembered his request to
the computer. "Computer, has Ensign Kim returned to his quarters
yet?"
"Negative."
Hmmm. . . what could Harry and Ayala be doing all this time?'
It never occurred to the lieutenant that Harry might be hurt that he was
used and tossed aside so quickly. He just readied himself for bed and
slept the sleep of the totally righteous.
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Harry woke. Someone's arms were wrapped around him. Strong,
muscular. Not a woman, then.
Miguel.
Harry opened his eyes to find Miguel gazing down at him.
"Good morning." Harry smiled, then winced at the pain in his
foot.
"What? What is it?" A concerned look crossed Ayala's face.
"My foot. I..." Harry looked embarrassed, and blushed. "I
kicked the wall pretty hard yesterday." He swung his legs over the
side of the bed and tried to stand, before gasping in pain.
"You should go to sickbay." Miguel smiled. "That
must've been what woke me up last night. You kicking the wall."
Harry blushed again.
"Sorry about that. I was just so mad at Tom and all. . ."
"Don't apologize. I wouldn't have traded last night for
anything."
Harry just smiled and headed for the bathroom.
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The ship's computer buzzing for his attention woke Tom the next
morning. Groggily, he answered, "Yes?"
"Ensign Kim has entered his quarters."
"Computer, what's the time?"
"The time is 0630 hours."
"Acknowledged."
Well, no use in trying to go back to sleep. Up, Tommy-boy and hit the
shower. Hold it. . . Harry spent the night with Ayala?
Tom was still puzzling on it when he entered the mess hall and saw Miguel
sitting at a table alone. While getting some food he decided, what the
hell. Tom walked over and took the seat across from Ayala.
Ayala looked up sharply when Tom sat down across from him. "Paris,
what the hell do you want?" he asked unable to keep the sneer out of
his voice.
"Just curious, Ensign," Tom answered. Totally aware of the
dislike the Marquis had for him; he subtly reminded Ayala that he was of
higher rank.
"Curious about what, Lieutenant?" Ayala could play that old
game too.
Tom didn't answer right away. He took a bite of his breakfast, made a
face at the taste and picked up his coffee mug. "Was he any
good?"
"What are talking about? Was who any good?"
"Don't give me that, Ayala. I know that Harry slept with you
last night," Tom said smugly. "So, was he good?"
Don't hit him, Miguel, don't hit him. He's not worth it.
Miguel controlled his anger, pushing himself away from the table.
"Yeah, Harry and I slept together, and it was wonderful. Are you
happy now?" Oops, that had come out a little louder than he meant it
to.
Miguel got up and stalked from the mess hall leaving the whole crowd
buzzing.
Ayala spent the whole morning down in the cargo bays. He had no inkling
that the whole ship was gossiping until he joined Parker and Lee in the
turbolift at lunch time.
"What's this we hear about you and Harry Kim, Miguel?"
Parker finally asked. "Robbing the cradle, aren't you?"
The big Maquis was mortified. Damn! This ship is like living in a
fishbowl. Everyone knows your business.
Lee nudged him with her elbow. "Come on, Ayala. Tell us."
Oh God, am I going to get this from everybody when I set foot in the mess
hall? "Look, anything that may or may not have happened between
Harry and me is strictly our business. I'm not saying a word," he
sternly told the two.
When Miguel Ayala resolved to do something that's what he did. He
went to the mess hall, intimidating anyone that might have called up
enough courage to tease him into leaving him strictly alone.
Harry wasn't as intimidating. He received a long appraising look from
Tom as the pilot watched him cross the bridge going to his station at Ops
that morning. The Ops manager busied himself with diagnostics missing the
looks of speculation sent his way from crewmembers entering and leaving
the bridge. But lunchtime was a living hell. Harry was teased mercilessly.
The final straw came when Tom caught him alone in the lift back up to the
bridge. "Hey, Har. Talked to Ayala at breakfast this morning."
So that's how everybody knows, Harry thought as the angry realization
spread across his face.
"Yes, and. . ." Harry said impatiently to Tom.
"Oh, nothing, just it looks like I'm not the only slut on the
ship."
Harry gaped at Tom in disbelief for a moment before he turned his back so
Tom couldn't see the hurt in his eyes. He steeled himself enough to
reply, "I'm sure you'd see it that way."
The doors opened onto the bridge before Tom could think of a comeback.
They headed for their posts without another exchange. Harry tried, he
really tried to keep his mind on his work that afternoon, but it was
impossible. It was a good thing that Voyager was passing through an
utterly uninteresting part of space. Harry wasn't called on his
distraction. He noticed the looks that he missed seeing before lunch.
Every sly smile sent his way from his crewmates. Harry bounced between
feeling total humiliation and an anger and hurt that cut deeply.
How could Miguel do that? Just announce to a whole mess hall full of
people that we slept together. Why was he talking to Tom, anyway? Harry
knew he should confront Miguel about as soon as possible, but he also
wanted to hide in quarters. Pull the covers up over his head and stay
hidden until this all blew over.
When Harry's relief showed up, he briefed the man as quickly as
possible and left the bridge. He still hadn't made up his mind what to
do. Harry pulled up short when he exited the turbolift and caught sight of
Ayala standing outside his door. The decision had been taken neatly out of
his hands.
Shit. No way can I avoid this now.
The ensign walked briskly to his door and brushed by Ayala without saying
a word. He lifted his hand to input his door code and the other man
grabbed it. "Please Harry, we have to talk about this," Miguel
urged desperately. "Please."
It almost broke Miguel's heart when Harry turned to him and said
coldly, "Alright, but inside. Not out here in the corridor."
"Yes. Inside. Please, Harry," Miguel urged again.
When the door swished closed behind them the big Maquis did something
that he had never in his life done before. He fell to his knees to beg for
forgiveness. "I'm sorry Harry. It's just. . . just
Paris, he made me so mad. . . I never meant to. . ."
Before Miguel could get any further in his rather incoherent explanation,
Harry rounded on him. "How could you do that? You don't know all
the shit I went through today!"
Harry whirled away from him and stomped toward the couch. Miguel got up
off his knees and followed. He stood looking down at the man he wanted for
his own. Finally he spoke, "Well, if it was anything like the shit I
went through, it was pretty bad." Ayala paused, "Harry, please
look at me."
Harry did look up at him. His face was no longer the cold mask it had
been, but the hurt was there in his eyes. It wrenched Miguel's heart,
killed him to know that he caused it. He kneeled again and gathered Harry
into his arms. Whispering because his voice was too ragged for speaking,
"I'm sorry. The last thing in this world that I wanted to do was
to hurt you. I got angry with Paris this morning and yelled at him. I
shouldn't have let him affect me that way. But, Harry, if you knew
what he said. . ."
The younger man pulled back and smiled grimly, "Yeah, I've got a
good idea what he said. He called me a slut, and I had to put up with the
looks I got all day. I thought. . . I thought maybe you were just like
him." Harry couldn't bring himself to even say Tom's
name.
"No, no Harry, I'm not like him. Let me show you how I am,"
Miguel whispered as he nuzzled at Harry's ear. "I'll be so
careful with you. You'll see. Let me show you, please."
Harry didn't answer with words. He sighed and pulled Miguel closer.
He needed this so badly, the caring, the loving this man could give him.
He tucked his head against Ayala's shoulder and nodded. That gesture
of acquiescence was all that Miguel needed. He gave the man in his arms a
tight squeeze then let him go to stand up and offer his hand.
Miguel led Harry to the bedroom. He embraced Harry again and kissed him
thoroughly before beginning to undress him. The older man slowly removed
the boots, socks, jumpsuit and undershirt until Harry was clad only in the
tight boxer briefs that he favored. Miguel couldn't keep his breath
from quickening or his hands from shaking. Yes, he had seen it all before,
but not like this. Never this.
Harry's hard cock was clearly outlined under the tight material.
Miguel couldn't resist reaching out to touch it. The touch caused an
immediate reaction. Harry moaned and his knees nearly buckled before
Miguel caught him around the waist. He could feel the wetness leaking
through the fabric from the tip of Harry's dick. Ayala moved a little
faster as he skinned Harry out of his underwear.
Even more quickly he divested himself of his uniform. Miguel was anxious
to get started after waiting so long for the moment to come, but he told
himself over and over, Slow and gentle, slow and gentle! Though, it took
all of his willpower to keep from throwing Harry onto the bed and fucking
him into a frenzy. Instead he drew Harry to the bed and got them settled
comfortably before daring to touch him again more intimately.
The Maquis started with soft touches, acquainting himself with
Harry's body. He drew light fingertips over the younger man's
arms, abdomen and down his legs. Then followed those touches with his
mouth. Every touch invoked a response, a shiver or a small noise. Until
his hand found and cupped Harry's tight balls, and he accidentally
brushed against his anus. This brought a sharp hiss of pain from Harry.
"Sorry, I'm still a bit sore there," Harry apologized.
"Tom was kind of rough the other day."
"Damn it, Harry, you don't need to apologize for that,"
Miguel answered. If he didn't hate Paris enough before, the fact that
he'd actually hurt Harry physically would have done it. "I'll
never ever hurt you like that. If I ever do anything you don't like,
tell me, okay?"
Harry grinned at Ayala's outrage on his behalf to reassure him.
"Okay, but can I touch you too?" he asked tentatively. "I
feel a little selfish just lying here."
"Shhh. . . No Harry, let me do this. Next time you can do anything
you want."
Harry lay back and let the man continued the worship of his body.
Miguel's fingers and mouth started their magic again. Gentle touches,
soft lips and tongue on his neck, moving down to pay homage to his
nipples. Swirling his tongue around the areola, before lashing the nubs
with strong licks that made Harry groan out loud. He moved his mouth as if
he was in no hurry to get to what was below. Harry didn't last more
than a minute when Miguel finally reached his cock. He came with an almost
silent moan.
Miguel let Harry's softened member slip from his mouth before rolling
on top of him and rubbing his own urgent cock into the wetness. He kissed
Harry deeply as he thrust against him, sharing the taste of Harry's
seed with it's owner. The younger man kissed him back with the same
enthusiasm he showed for all new things, relishing the fact that Ayala
wanted him.
Miguel moved himself faster and faster. Rubbing his cock against the
smooth skin of Harry's belly until he came with a shout. He moved off
Harry to recover from one of the most intense orgasms he had ever had.
They lay sharing caresses and kisses until suddenly Harry's stomach
growled.
Just as Miguel was going to ask Harry if he had any replicator rations
his stomach growled too. This cracked them both up. When they got their
laughter under control, Miguel quipped, "We're a real couple of
romantics, huh?"
"Oh yeah," Harry agreed as he sat up and made a face at the
sticky mess on his stomach. "I bet if we pooled our rations, we could
get something pretty good. I'm starved. Didn't eat much at
lunch."
"Sounds good. Let's get washed up and eat. I'm hungry too.
I was so busy fending off the noisy that I didn't get much to eat
either."
The two got up and headed to the bathroom together and got cleaned up.
They had a meal that seem to taste better than it possibly could; due to
the company, of course. Then they went back to bed.
---
Commander Chakotay and Lieutenant Paris had dinner together too.
Unfortunately for them it was mess hall food from Neelix's kitchen.
Tom seemed almost asdistracted at dinner as Harry had on the bridge that
afternoon. Chakotay noticed it but didn't say anything until they were
safely back in his quarters away from anyone who might be listening to
private conversations.
They sat on the commander's couch for a few minutes without speaking.
Chakotay tried nibbling Tom's ear, but soon tired of the silence and
lack of response he was getting. It usually only took the barest hint from
him to have Tom all over him. Finally, he spoke up, "You want to tell
me about it?"
"Huh?" Tom didn't even sound as if he knew Chakotay was
even in the same quadrant, much less sitting beside him trying to initiate
a sexual encounter. "Oh, sorry, I was just thinking about
Harry."
"What about Harry?"
Tom sighed and decided to bite the bullet, "Chakotay, I really
screwed things up between us. Literally. I don't think I can fix it
either."
Chakotay was feeling a little irritated by now. He had been looking
forward to this evening. Flippantly, Chakotay offered, "Don't
worry about Harry. I'm sure he'll get over it. Rumor has it that
he has Miguel Ayala to console him, anyway." He roughly pulled Tom
close to him and put Tom's hand on his erection. "I've got
something here to help you forget about Harry."
When Chakotay tried to reach for the pilot's groin, Tom pulled back.
"I'm sorry, but I can't do this right now. I need to go see
Harry. Try to apologize. You don't know, but if what I did before was
bad, today I really blew it."
Chakotay could hardly believe it. Tom was totally flaccid. Not a hard on
in sight. Resigned to the fact that sex with Tom wasn't going to
happen until this was resolved, he gave up. "Fine. Go find Harry and
talk to him. Just don't expect me to wait around all night for
you."
Tom walked out of Chakotay's quarters. He tapped his combadge, and
located Harry as being in his quarters. Such was the look of concentration
on his face, that many people gave him room while he traveled the halls to
Harry's quarters, trying to think of what he could possibly say to get
his friend back.
He reached the door, and stood for a second, his fingers hovering over
the door-chime. Then a thought struck.
What if Harry won't let me in to explain?
He had to admit, after that line in the turbolift, he wouldn't
want to see him, either.
Okay, Tommy boy. The other way.
Tom keyed in the access codes to Harry's quarters, and stepped
through, the light from the hallway illuminating the darkened room
momentarily. Then they slid shut, cutting Tom off from the rest of the
ship. Acting on instinct, he moved into Harry's bedroom, following the
sounds of breathing coming from there. A dim light was on.
What he saw almost took his breath away. Harry. It was definitely Harry,
sweaty and naked, laying with his face buried in Ayala's chest. A
sleepy, satiated smile was on his lips, his hair flopping over his
forehead. The blanket pulled over his waist; he lay in Ayala's arms,
looking for all the world like he belonged there. He was beautiful, and
Tom had never seen it.
Tom tore his gaze from Harry, looking instead at Ayala. Their eyes met.
All that needed to be said, was said with a single look.
Tom turned, and left, the sound of the door closing the only sign
he'd been there at all.
And the universe, for Harry Kim, moved on.
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