by Tirinar
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Disclaimer - Paramount owns 'em all, except the story which is mine.
Feedback - PLEASE!! No Flames please, I already have a toaster.
Notes -The absolute last in the 'That Guy' Series. For Raven, who
just loves Happy Endings.
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I told him. I had to, once I'd made the discovery. Once I had my head
sorted, and the realisation had hit me. Hit me like a lightning bolt.
That's what my love for Tom feels like. Sudden, but there none the
less, and undeniable. He's been in my mind constantly, for one reason
or another. I've started to notice things about him. The colour of his
eyes. The way he pilots the ship, those hands running across the Helm
console like nothing in this galaxy. And the way he smiles.
It was 2am, when I banged on his door. I'd spent half of the night
thinking.
Of him. How to tell him. When. I decided in two words.
Right. Now.
He was asleep. His hair was tousled, and sleep dust collected at the
corners of those beautiful eyes of his. He looked like an angel. A very
surprised angel, at that.
He looked at me, confusion gracing his features. He rubbed his eyes.
I took a deep breath, mentally preparing myself. Then he asked me what was
going on. I told him straight out.
I told him I loved him. He was in shock, for about 30 seconds. 30 Seconds
that seemed like years. He stood and stared at me, mouth slightly open,
before appearing to shake himself, mentally.
He smiled at me, one of those smiles that could charm Satan into giving
up the pitchfork. I followed him into his quarters, and the door slid
closed behind us. I couldn't help but smile back, and grin at him as
we sat down.
We talked, for what seemed like a decade. He asked me what I was talking
about, so I told him - I loved him, and only him. That I was a fool for
not realising it earlier. He'd become my Universe.
I was so unsure of myself for a moment. I asked him if he'd still
have me.After my initial reaction, I felt so guilty for hurting
him, for acting like that. So I had to ask.
His lips parted into a dazzling smile, and he actually laughed, a happy
and joyful laugh.
Then he kissed me.
Fireworks. His mouth on mine, something I'll always crave and never
have enough of. He's addictive.
He held me, and I him, for long hours without speaking. Kissing, now and
then. Just the two of us being together. I think he was letting me get
used to it. Being with him.
There is no 'I' anymore. 'I' became 'We'.
We are together.
I am not alone.
I have him.
Forever.
Tom.
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